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Contributors. Mpho Moloi
Anonymous. Sesei_papii
Anonymous.A
Anonymous.
Buyiswa Twala
Gontse
Kim
Lethahabo Mamfha.
Mpho Nhlapo
Acknowledgements.
- Mandisa Jiyane.
Foreword.
These letters are written by learners so as you go through these letters I ask
who are between the ages of 16 – 19, that you read them with kindest and
they basically wrote to their struggles, most sensitive of heart. I also hope that
things that they deal with on a daily they inspire you to voice out your truth
basis and that’s what this whole or struggle & just to never be silenced.
project is about, giving young people
actually all the people a platform to
share their truth without anyone - Love Mandisa Jiyane.
judging them,
See the hardest part wasn’t dealing
Living in my body is by far the hardest with the rape or even the fact that I’m
and most unenthusiastic thing in this called a gay Satanist, it was the fact that
world, I am a teenager who is a survivor no women stood by me I was a “liar.” I
of rape. I can say in the moment “wanted.” it, see no one asks for it…
everything foze and I lost all power in
me, I watched my dignity and And maybe you just lack a little
innocence fly and flash before my eyes. empathy.
- Age: 15
I’m Sorry
I’m sorry I didn’t make you proud when
I came from my moms tummy
I’m sorry
I’m sorry I wasn’t like you
Sorry I didn’t give you what you wanted
Sorry i…
I have a fear of change so when I live
my life I don’t create close
relationships because everyone leaves
I fear commitment cause my own
father didn’t commit to my own mother.
Age: 19
Dear Me.
- Love Busi
Dear Dad.
Age: 17
Dear Death, took them in a flash, you grabbed him
lightly by the hand lightly and so swiftly.
You have taken a lot from me but I You never gave me a chance to
would like to say I do forgive you not apologise or give him a chance to
because I don’t care but because I apologise sometimes I still replay the
won’t let you take more. The more argument in my head, in my
denial I put myself in and lie and say dreams…You couldn’t care less about
what you took from me doesn’t hurt or our last words but you left me with a
affect me but it did, it hurt like hot sauce good memory of true love.
in my eye, I thought keeping it in would
make the pain go away but it didn’t. I’m - From Buyiswa Twala.
glad I spoke out about it cause only Age: 17
then I was able to accept what you did
and what you took from me was a lot,
you took so much, a whole sibling, a
whole half. Wow I must give it up to you,
you made a great choice. You chose
very carefully and picked your target,
you took what you could and hurt me a
lot. You found my favorite person and
Dear Self Acceptance
#BeBold.
Daddy’s little girl.
- Lethabo Mamafha
My current problem that I am dealing and this bothers me. The reason I am
with is the passing of my father. That is not talking about it is because…I do not
still tormenting me up until this day. I get want people to look at me differently . I
very scary dreams that involve either wouldn’t say I have tried to commit
me or my mother dying. This has been suicide but the thought has crossed my
going on for almost eight months and mind before.
as a result I have started asking myself
if maybe death may be my only
answer? Because of these dreams I
have started developing signs of
depression and I have resorted to many
ways to try and deal with this issue I’m
facing by using drugs to try make
myself forget but still when I go to sleep
those dreams come back.
- Mpho Nhlapo.
You have broken me, you have made
me doubt the wonderful creation I am.
You made me feel unwanted, broken,
and a foreigner in my own body, life,
mind and soul. I started to compare
myself with others who within them face
realities in their fantasies but could you Let me be the beautiful art I know I can
please set me free and let me live? be and I was made to be. Subside and
let me go as I let you go, let us be
liberated from each other because me
living with you or anyone that has you
as apart of their life ends up in pain, self
shame and self unnaceptance…
- Goodbye.
Tshegofatso Mathabe.
Dear Mental Jail that’s holding my soul. as much as the words you have said to
me. Your words denied my smile a
Open the gates and let my soul out. Set chance to write itself on my face. Your
it free from the captivity that you had words kept me upside down. The
kept it in. I sit in one spot with my soul haunting sound of your laughter was
trapped in a jail of my mentality. I the music I played while crying myself
haven’t seen beyond my imperfections, to sleep. But today I set myself free,
my flaws, my challenges and I haven’t from your presence. I no longer want
seen beyond my limitations because all you to have power over me. I therefore
I see is the surrounding bars that kept ask you to free my soul.
my soul in one place and denied me a If not than I’ll leave you instead. For you
chance to be free. You made me think I have been the reason of my despair. All
wasn’t good enough even though I you forever did was tell me I’m ugly, thin
tried. I command you to let go of my unworthy and imperfect. Yet I now I
soul. Set me free. know you were unworthy of my
esteemed soul and for that I walk away.
The walls of your jail hold the unspoken
words of my sou. I want you to speak - Age: 16
them to life. If they are blade sharp I
hope they do cut deep They won’t hurt
Dear Safe space.