Remember Stephanie? Her thoughts about her co-worker were
both automatic and destructive. But she can break the cycle by asking herself these questions when she catches herself thinking in that way: What was going through my mind just before I started to feel this way? What does this say about me, if it’s true? What does this mean about me, my life, my future? What am I afraid might happen? What is the worst thing that could happen, if this is true? What does this mean about how the other person(s) feel(s)/think(s) about me? What does this mean about the other person(s) or people in general? What images or memories do I have in this situation?[ By doing this, Stephanie can steal the power from her automatic thoughts. The result is more balanced thinking and freedom from stress. Becoming aware of our automatic thoughts—our self-talk— is a necessary step in the journey toward change. Just identifying the ten to fifteen most common phrases we say to ourselves is a good beginning. Then we can disarm those negative thoughts. What do you tell yourself frequently? That you’re always stressed? Always late? Always forgetting things? That you should be more organized? More disciplined? More patient? You might not even be aware of the automatic thoughts that damage your perception of yourself. You can start identifying them by challenging negative thoughts and purposefully putting them through the verification process, as Stephanie did.W hen you begin to recognize them, and realize how frequently they pass through your mind, you may be shocked. When they begin to identify their negative self-talk, people frequently say, “I can’t believe what I’ve been saying to myself for all these years!” Just imagine how many thousands of times you may have made these automatic, negative statements to yourself. Now consider this: This self-talk sets the course for how you’re to live your life. With every one of these automatic thoughts, you’re actually giving yourself directions. If the context of your self-talk is negative or toxic, what’s the result? Well, you could end up immobilized, fearful, insecure, stuck, negative toward yourself and others, and just plain miserable.