Book 16

Nightmare Remix
Grip of the Nethertwine

Summer Frenzy

Zeathean and Lyra are happy for many months. They continue life in their small lively
village that is nestled into a grassy forest valley. Now that the battle is over and Armas is out of
the picture there passion for each other is stronger than ever. In the last few years since they
met the passion was only just starting to warm up. They could both be timid at times about
expressing the extent of their passion for each other, and even when they did there was always
more to experience, it felt like just the beginning, like they could never be finished telling each
other how much they loved each other. Lanterns and colorful flags decorate the village giving it
a warm romantic glow in the night. The voices of people having fun surround them. People are
full of energy and excitement enjoying themselves late into the night, yet at the same time things
feel more peaceful then ever.
Lyra was a confident dominant girl, yet when it came to loving someone and being with
the one she loved, she could be shy about these feelings, she was more of a social leader then
she was an aggressor in love, yet that could change if she felt comfortable enough. Now that
Armas was gone they had all kinds of free time. Many festivals were had that included all the
villagers. Lyra got very excited about it every time and enjoyed setting up decorations. She
would create her own art, she would paint fancy lamps and put them up around the village. They
had lots of time, and because this was Nirvana, they could do whatever they wanted. They
would go fly kites, go for long walks, go swimming in a nearby lake, hand out with the flamingos.
There was a cafe by the lake they liked to go to, it was called the ‘Fabulous Flamingo.’ There
was also a great seafood restaurant by the ocean 4 miles away, it was called the ‘Preposterous
Porpoise.’ Sometimes they would walk that far. They had endless energy to walk endless
distances, sometimes they would run together and test each. (Zeathean may not know exactly
how powerful Lyra is yet at this point in the story. For both of them there power is largely
dormant, yet Zeathean knows he is God level 3, and he has awakened God level 1 so far in his
time here during his battles with Ira the dark god who possessed Lyra’s body for a time.
He is happy that Lyra was not hurt. Ira was a skilled fighter and thankfully this actually helped to
protect Lyra’s body while Ira was in control. Everything heals here in Nirvana. And Lyra is an
incredible being of light who can recover from just about anything. Zeathean suspects Lyra is
very powerful but he is not sure how powerful, she can often out run him, so he suspects her
power could actually be beyond his own. But not far beyond. He feels they are about equal. He
hopes that she does not have too much God power, because God power implies intense

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suffering in the past, he doesn't like thinking that Lyra has suffered as intensely as he has. He
wants someone he can relate to, but he doesn’t need her to have lived every moment of the
suffering he did, the suffering that warped and forced his soul to the unnatural state of pressure
know as ‘God level 3’. Still both of them have God level powers. Ira has awakened God level 1
in Lyra’s body, so Lyra can actually access that power inside her. At first she doesn’t like this
because it reminds her of when Ira was in control, but soon she gets used to it as her own
power, this power is hers and belongs to her after all. Zeathean and Lyra both enjoy testing
each other at God level 1, seeing who can run faster, then can run at supernatural speeds. The
laws in New Nirvana are different than Old Nirvana, they have similarities to earth, it actually
takes a lot of God energy to bend the laws here, the laws are there for a reason, it is to give
people the ‘ordinary human experience’ they have all wished for and desired. This means there
is a limit on God power. Still at God level 1, this is an immense power level, both Zeathean and
Lyra can achieve accelerated or even super speed. Lyra doesn’t really like fighting with her God
power, yet they both enjoy testing there limits now and then in other ways. Sometimes Lyra and
Zeathean will summon God power, even when playing a game of volleyball, or dodge ball, just
for fun. They are both powerful and know each and the other can take a lot of damage, yet the
also love each other and are always careful about the others limits and not to actually hurt each
other. There are limitations or ‘handicaps’ on physical God energy here, like God energy that is
used for stamina or fighting. If there weren’t these limits, it means the large number of ‘God
level’ people in this new world, they could actually destroy the world. It is their own God energy,
the energy of a large number of people or souls, that is allowing the laws that bind this world to
be stronger. Many people desired this world, and desire it not to be so easily destructible. In a
funny way it means people are limiting their own power, but this is what the people all wanted,
consciously and unconsciously, often it is the limits and challenges that make life so exciting. It
is also true that God energy is released differently in love then it is for physical energy. God
energy can be used and released in many different ways. There are limits on physical God
energy, but in love, God energy can be released in full. This is why Lyra has the power to heal
Zeathean so easily. She can heal 100 years of darkness in just a single year or less, in a single
month. This means, Zeathean suspects, that in 15 or 20 years, Lyra could heal his soul
completely, and he could heal hers. And in Nirvana people live forever, essentially, so really,
they have plenty of time. There is no hurry to be healed, and Zeathean isn’t even sure what he
wants. Love energy makes the world stronger, so there is no cap here in Nirvana about how
much love can be released at once. It is both amazing and scary in a way. There will be much to
look forward to. And much to learn and understand about this new place, and about their own
power.

Z and L’s village is full of many interesting and also talented people. People like Mathias,
Relkah, Sebastian, Josiah, Don, Vivian, Nortellis, James, Lathandrial / Luther, Abraham, Kayle.
Many people here have a passion and talent for music. They have begun to construct musical
instruments from the old world, guitars, pianos, and more exotic and interesting instruments as
well. Flute. A lot of knowledge from the old world has survived, even though people no longer
have the same brains and bodies they did in the mortal world, much experience and knowledge
itself can survive, it is imprinted into the very souls of people. It is cool and amazing to have all
this old world knowledge, the use it in this fresh new place, New Nirvana, it is like they get to
carry over the fruits of the old world into this new one. None of these people appear to be
people Zeathean or Lyra has ever met in a past life, reality is such a vast place, that it is unlikely
a random group of people gathered from across all reality will be likely to have ever met before..
There are over a 100 trillion people in reality, maybe even over 1 quadrillion, Zeathean doesn’t
actually know. Yet sometimes Zeathean wonders if this gathering is not totally random. All the

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people / souls here, they ‘chose’ this reality, on a deep unconscious level. It is possible that they
have more in common then they know.

There is a restaurant / cafe that looks like a buss / school bus covered in graffiti, the
buss is lodged inside the leaves / branches of a big beautiful tree. It is called the ‘Chill Chum
Express.’ The cafe is built inside the bus, there is spaciness and tables and chairs and a counter
and waiters. There are two spiral staircases that lead in and out of the buss on either side and
reach to the ground for people to enter and exit. Here in New Nirvana imagination goes wild and
people are building all kinds of crazy things like this. Zeathean likes to take Lyra here. He like to
be timid with her sometimes they pretend like every night is their first night out. And it really feels
that way sometimes, like there is so much to know, that they are just getting to know each other
for the first time. They each have 1000 years of past life memories, many memories have
returned to them, and more are still returning, they don’t remember it all presicely, only what
feels important or fun. It seems they have endless things to share with eachter, Zeathean loves
unraveling the mystery of Lyra. She knows so much. She also has memories that were past to
her from her past ancient incarnation / previous successor of light, another woman named Lyra,
Lyra Nightsong. Lyra spent time with Armas and she had even learned things from him. Armas
is evil, but he knows quite lot.

Lyra’s Wounds

Lyra and Zeathean experience many happy days and nights together. Yet slowly,
gradually, over time Lyra’s mind becomes flooded with memories of things Armas did while she
was under his control. People he killed using her hands. She is also flooded with dark and
traumatic memories from her past lives. The torture Armas inflicted on her while she was a
captive in the dark pyramid. This recent possession by Armas, although it has ended, it has
pushed her over the edge, reminded her that the battle is not over. There is much that has
happened, Zeathean is there for her but she has a hard time telling even him.

Lyra begins cutting herself, leaving marks all over her body.
Zeathean is there for her and doesn’t judge her or tell her what is right or wrong.

The things Armas did to her, the horror and pain she experienced in the dark world. It
seems beyond redemption. She feels changed forever. She is not sure that her soul can ever be
the same after all that has happened. Even if the evil is gone from this world, she has doubt still,
even if it goes away, she feels her very soul has been hurt beyond repair. She has been staying
strong and repressing this feeling for a long time. Zeathean has very similar feelings, she was
the strong one convincing him it could get better, now is his time to be the strong one. Zeathean
relates to her feelings, and there bond continues to repair and strengthen despite the traumatic
past.

There relationship seems to improve or stay strong. Lyra seems to be coping. They are
together for seven months after they reunited.

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 So Cool

Zeathean and Lyra go for many hikes out in the endless magnificent landscapes of new
Nirvana. Lyra is leaning against a tree eating a large pink fruit, taking a break from their hike.
Zeathean is just watching her. The truth is, every time he looks at her, he gets chills running
through his entire body. I can’t believe it, it’s like i can’t believe that she is even real. She is
unreal. This girl is too cool to be real. For years and decades of my life in the mortal world, i
through that Lyra Summerstrom was just a fiction, i thought she was a daydream i had
concocted in my lonely mind, she came to me in dreams, yet never in the real world, i thought i
was going crazy, to believe that a girl like that could exist. The truth was, all that time, i believe
she was not real. But the truth is, she is here, and she has been real, all this time, and now i can
see it. The feeling is overwhelming and beyond explanation. The way i feel… every single time i
look at her. I waited 1000 years to meet this girl, and i feel like a could wait 1000 more just to get
one step closer to her. Just to be on her level. There is something about her that is just so ….
Cool. She is always proving to be even more than i imagined she could be. Everything i have
ever done has been for a chance to get closer to this girl. Even my quest to destroy Armas, it
has all been for her.
She is like a paradox, yet she is here, and she is gentle, and she is good. Every soul is a
paradox, free will is a paradox. It is ironic to try and understand free will, the will of a soul
through logic, because a soul’s freedom is a paradox, a paradox is the absence of logic, it can
never be understood through logic.
Lyra is like a hurricane of love, she is like a storm of happiness, she is wild compassion,
she is overflowing with abundant joy and affection, ...she is a ‘summer storm’. Lyra
Summerstrom.
I feel that right now, I could transform into the ‘dark vortex’ the monster inside me that i
used to battle Armas those years ago. God level 3. I could summon God level 3 right here right
now, and this girl wouldn't be afraid. She isn’t afraid of anything. She can face all the darkness
in my heart, and she wants it, she wants to know the deepest part of me. I could turn into the
dark vortex, and this girl, she would chew me up and spit me back out like no big deal. She is a
total badass. It is exactly what i want. There is something about this girl, that is just, so, … cool.
She is so expressive and emotive and alive in every moment. She has some kind of mastery
over love and light itself. Many people confuse God energy with love, yet they are not quite the
same thing, and sometimes love and God energy can be very different. In a way, Lyra goes
beyond the God energy spectrum, there is some quality about her. Like love itself. She
emanates this pure feeling of love. Her power can be measured at God level 2.3, my power is
God level 3, yet God energy is a measure of power and past life suffering, it is not a measure of
love. Lyra has some kind of strange connection with people, with nature and with love itself.
Lyra is always teaching me, I am always learning from her.
Armas believes that Lyra needs the God Core to become God. Yet when i look at her,
Zeathean thinks, that is not the feeling i get. I don’t see someone who ‘could’ become God. I see
someone who is God. I see God herself. Armas has made a mistake in thinking Lyra needs
something more that is outside herself… Lyra is already on that level, she is a Goddess. To me,
it is just my subjective feeling, but to me, there is no way to describe what i feel, to me, Lyra is
God. And she always will be.
It is not something i need to tell her, she will feel what i feel. It is not something that i
need to put words to. But it is the truth. And it feels good to think about it.

Lyra notices Zeathean has been gazing at her for some time and he is thinking about
something.

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 “What?!” Lyra gives Zeathean this incredulous expression. She looks so happy and
relaxed. She is blushing.
“I was just thinking about something really important.” Zeathean says coyly.
“Oh really?” Lyra teases emphatically.
“I want you to know the truth…” Zeathean begins with a serious slightly ominous tone. “i
want you to know my deepest secret”
“And what might that be?” She grins.

“The truth is… I like your face.” Zeathean says.

“Oh, i see. What will i do with this information? How should i proceed?” Her smile is as
silly as his statement.

“Maybe you should take a closer look… just to help you decide if you really like what you
see.” She says.
He feels himself getting hot and his heart racing. He wasn’t even trying to hit on her, yet
it was nice to see her initiate this type of thing, it was nice to know that she also had the same
feelings and urges.
He walked closer to her.
Lyra grabbed Zeathean and pulled him in for a kiss.
He falls into her. They rolled around on top of each other, rolling through the grass. She
is giggling.

A Body that Bends Reality (sexual content)

One day Zeathean and Lyra are on a hike up a mountain, overlooking the beautiful semi-
surreal scenery of New Nirvana. Lyra is talking and commenting on the exotic color bids, she
goes between calm and peaceful, to happy and exuberant in an instant, pointing things out, she
seems to have endless thing to tell him. Zeathean notices he is actually falling behind. This girl
has so much energy. He feels so helplessly attracted to her. Just thinking about her, he is
always noticing something new that he is attracted to, she has so much energy on the hike, and
it reminded him of how much energy she has in general, and how much energy she has in bed.
Often they will actually just sleep together and not actually have sex. This is very unusual for
two people who have such a strong desire for each other, but it is actually because of fears
Zeathean has. It is not clear whether he is afraid of happiness, or weather he is testing his
endurance/ patience by not making love to Lyra as frequently as would be normal, as frequently
as they want to. The truth lies somewhere between. Zeathean is always testing himself, but the
truth is, making love release a lot of God energy. It makes the God energy stronger, yet in the
very long long term it can burn through that God energy, it can cause the God energy to level off
and then eventually start declining. Zeathean is afraid, not of losing his god powers, rather he is
afraid of ‘slacking off’ becoming lazy. If he gets so used to love and happiness all the time, his
skills as a warrior might soften, and he never knows when he may need them again.
Just cuddling with Lyra every night is very healing but Zeathean begins if even this could
be considered ‘slacking off’ if it could lead to the eventual weakening of his powers. The truth is
he is becoming to obsessed with power, he want to protect Lyra forever, but he is actually
making things harder.

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 Zeathean is falling behind, he can’t keep up with the energetic exuberant Lyra, but he
likes that feeling of being out of breath, having to catch up with her, it is always worth the extra
effort to be closer to her. As he is walking behind her, his eyes are drawn to her butt. He swears
it looks a bit more ‘chunky’ then it usually does. He starts feeling very hot. He doesn’t like this.
He doesn't like to be a pervert or treat Lyra as some kind of object. The feeling of sexual desire
can be very powerful, even a profound type of feeling. But at the same time he also feels a very
profound romantic love for her, and compassion, and that feeling, again and again it lifts him out
of a place of desire, into a place of higher love. But maybe he is too harsh with himself. She
actually seems to like the desire sometimes, to like it quite a lot. And now and then she shows
him that it is ok to act on urges and not be embarrassed or even apologetic about it. That at
times it is more natural to go with desire and not apologize. Zeathean also notices his muscles
are feeling a bit bigger, he hasn’t really been working out, he is no sure the reason.

Again his eyes fall on her butt, it is really looking exceptional today. It is very soft and
bouncy. It seems to have more bounce to it than usual. He is positive that is is somewhat bigger
than usual. And he has a strong liking of this he hasn’t fully expressed to her. He doesn’t always
tell her these things, the relationship is already so great there isn’t much need for it to be ‘even
better’ and it is kind of scary to think that there are ways it could be even better. He is constantly
holding back. Trying to take things slow with Lyra, and saver the feeling, the passion can be so
intense between them it is overwhelming, like is is warping and bending his very concept of
reality, he can forget who he is sometimes, and then it feels good or nice to pull back a little. It
makes him think, her butt really could bend reality.

I really have been very fortunate. I met this amazing girl who is just the person i want to
be with, and it just so happens she also has a great butt. I really lucked out i guess…. Suddenly
it occurs to him. What if i did this? This place is Nirvana. So it isn't really that unusual at all that
dreams a coming true here, this place is the very manifestation of our dreams. And that could
mean that my desires affected Lyra’s manifestation, her body. And her desires may have
affected mine. That is a good through, to think that my body is built the way she desires. At the
same time, Zeathean feels concerned, many men like girls with nice butts, but for a girl it isn’t
always seen as good, sometimes it can be embarrassing to stand out all the time. A very
desirable or curvy girl can attract lots of attention, the attention can be unwanted, it can be
embarrassing at times. It can be distracting from other parts of who they are. It doesn’t stand out
that much, it is regular on Zeathean’s scale, yet at the same time it is what most would consider
‘big’. But this is Zeathean's job, to show her she is beautiful, and help her find confidence with
any doubts she might have. She does often ware semi-loose clothing, it is possible she is hiding
her figure to reduce attention. A lot of people are attracted to her, and that isn’t good for are
relationship to have everybody in the village desiring her. At the same time there are a lot of
beautiful people here in new Nirvana, so in a way a girl like Lyra is just a fish in the sea. Those
other guys will find their own girls, there is no shortage of amazing babes (and cool guys)
around here.

Not only did Lyra and manifest according to our own and each other's desires, it seems
that our feelings and desires can continue to bend and influence reality in ways that wouldn't be
possible on earth. Zeathean can see it now. He love of buts, and thoughts of butts, are actually
affecting Lyra’s body… it is enhanced by all the time they are spending together. This is like
quantum physicals. His thoughts are affecting reality. However here in New Nirvana the effect is
10 times more powerful then it would be on earth, maybe even more. New Nirvana is like an
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the supernatural, mostly just things like this, objects and places will sometimes manifest just by
people thinking ‘hey i would like to do that’ the next day, a water park appears, or a lake, or a
cafe, or wherever they were thinking about. Usually things like water parks and cafes have to be
built, even here, but sometimes they can spontaneously manifest, and once they are built the
will and wishes of the people seem to bind these structures together, it is harder for them to be
destroyed. Zeathean is embarrassed that his feeling are affecting Lyra’s body, but the effect is
somewhat subtle.

Zeathean realizes that even now, by glancing or looking momentary at her butt, light
energy is being transmitted from his body, onto hers, that ‘quantum’ style type of energy is
affecting her, filling her with his affection, sending signals from him to her, that is unconscious
and not fully intended. Her body is responding, the light cells in her body know his signal, they
see him as a source of support and love, and they are responding, without her knowing, to
further please him, to continue that support, it is a type of evolution that apples even here in
Nirvana. You could say that evolution happens much faster in Nirvana, it can take just days
instead of centuries. Yet there is a reason why there are rules here and the process can’t
happen even faster then it does. “This is the reality we all chose” Zeathean thinks “the reality
our hearts chose”. The light cells in her body are responding to his signal, growing her body to
further please him. It is silly for Lyra’s body to respond like this, Zeathean is already pleased and
doesn’t need ‘further pleasing’ yet this is an automatic process, this is what evolution does.
Zeathean begins to feel increasingly embarrassed and guilty that all this activity has been going
on inside Lyra’s butt on his behalf. Zeathean is smart and is aware about stuff like this.
‘Subatomic’ processes. However this place is Nirvana, it is a fully emotionally and spiritually
liberated world, and it is no place to feel embarrassed about one's feelings and desires.
Eventually everything will come out, sooner or later. So much energy is being released her, and
the feelings and ‘truths’ of heart will only continue to increase and become more apparent.
Lyra’s cells are responding and can sense his appreciation of the ‘bigness’ and they are
acting to create more ‘bigness.’ If her body becomes ‘too curvaceous’, so to speak, if he were to
stop responding, the cells might actually, they would actually reverse to effect, to reclaim his
attraction, however the problem is there is actually no size limit for Zeathean, for him there is
really no such thing as ‘too curvaceous’, this is true for a lot of guys, he actually likes very
massive butts on girls, no size is too big. The more massive the butt, the more he is overcome
by a feeling of helpless attraction. And this could become a problem. Zeathean starts to feel
very hot and embarrassed and kind of guilty. What if her butt just keeps growing and growing? I
have to be careful not to focus on it too much. I think i could do that, most of the time. But
sometimes she gets in front of me like this and then there is no helping it. All it takes is a glance
and her body will start to respond to my strong feelings.

The truth is that cells and quantum particles may not exist in Nirvana, this is more of a
metaphorical description or comparison, objects and people in Nirvana exist as continues units
of ultra dense light energy, light that is so dense it can be as dense or more dense than ‘matter’
from the mortal world. It is essentially ‘light matter’. Perhaps the true converse of Antimatter.

There is a blue and gold flower growing from a vine from a tree outside Z and L’s house.
Every day Lyra passes by and looks at it, the flower actually grows more beautiful. It responds
to her energy, to her having seen it more than any other flower. Lyra creates a lot of art and
poetry, and one day Zeathean notices a colorful pattern has appeared on the flower that actually
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Lyra’s artwork. Another time the flower takes on this brown gold pattern that looks just like Lyra’s
iris.

One day Zeathean was feeling sad and he could swear the flower seemed to be
drooping to. This is possible in Nirvana Zeathean relaizes. Here everything responds to you, in
a way that is more subtle than overt. They nickname it their Flower Friend, or the Love Flower.

That night Lyra is gripping Zeathean’s muscles, he encourages her to do it more and not
hold back. It feels really good to feel strong desire coming from her, it is cool to feel her feeling
that, and it makes him more comfortable and less awkward acting on his desire. He is always a
bit cautious, perhaps overly cautious. Now she tells him not to hold back. He lets her know that
he likes her body. She had been embarrassed about her growing curves for a while. But his
words are very reassuring. He seems to like it quite a lot. And now she feels happy to have
something extra to file their passion even further.

I Suppose I am Kind of a Dominant Girl (sexual content)

Zeathean has infinite opportunity to become closer and closer to Lyra. There seems to
be infinite love between them, uninhibited, it as though nothing can stop it.
Now and then Zeathean admits to Lyra that he likes her dominant personality. He is
cautiously testing the waters, slowly being more honest yet not too honest.
One night she mounts him in bed.
“I really like when you are aggressive like that. It makes me feel really happy.” Zeathean
says, in a kind of ‘pg’ way.
“Huh. Yeah i guess i kind of like feeling in control.”
Zeathean feels his heart racing. “Do you really like that? Because honestly i get this rush
of excitement when you take control.
“Oh that’s interesting.” She says intrigued. “I suppose i didn’t really know that about you.
You kind of seem to like it when I take control.”
“I really do babe.” Zeathean feels himself getting hot. She is learning and considering
things she has not before.
“So you really like this. When i put weight on you? When i throw you down.” Lyra says.
“It is amazing, it is really hot. I feel that you are so powerful, and i love it when you show
that in your actions.”
“Strange, i would have never guessed this about you.” Lyra says intrigued.
“What kind of guy did you think i was?” Zeathean says.
“Well i didn't know, i hadn’t thought about it really” She says “I guess i figured that tough
warrior men like you like to be in control. ...But this is very interesting to learn… i am interested.”
She strokes his leg.
“It couldn't be further from the truth. Being a warrior is my job. But not my desire. There
is nothing i want more than a woman who will take control and dominate me.” Zeathean finds
himself becoming increasingly honest and excited.
Zeathean directs her on some things she can do until she gets the hang of it. But Lyra is
a total natural. She is naturally dominant and self directed, so once he gives her permission, she
gets used to it quickly. She could be very gentle with him, even timid at times, but once he
expressed how much he liked this, Lyra became very comfortable being more of her regular
dominant self with him.

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 “I guess i am kind of a dominant girl” Lyra admits as she sits theirs straddling him and
pinning him down with her hand in his chest.
She is definitely a dominant girl, and a natural born leader, but Zeathean loves how
humble she is, that too is an attractive quality.
Lyra sits on Zeathean’s chest. It is harder to breath with the added weight. Breathing in
Nirvana is more of a nostalgic thing anyway, people are made of perpetual energy and don’t
require anything in the air to sustain themselves. It is harder to breathe and move and speak,
yet it is quite worth it, to feel her on top of him, it is worth the extra breathing effort to feel her
warm body pressing on him. And this is what makes it exciting, this is suspenseful. She is in
control now, and even if he asked her to get off him, she might not listen. Because she knows
that he is supposed to resist, and that is part of the excitement, feeling trapped is exciting, it is
this combined feeling of being trapped or suffocated, yet at the same time becoming so close to
someone you love trust and adore. This duality seems to create endless possibilities and hours
of excitement.

Dark Fate of The Universe (lol)

One night Lyra is straddling Zeathean again, they are just having sort of silly lovers talk.
He feels this love between him and Lyra is endless, the feeling of love just keeps growing.
Zeathean’s soul is full of a type of ultra-dense anti-matter. This is the dark vortex. The ‘vicious
nothing’, the monster he became in his battle with Armas at the end of the old world. This
antimatter is the accumulation of all his 900 years of suffering in the mortal world. (After that he
spent 100 years in old Nirvana. He was also dead for 1000 years, and was asleep for another
1000 years he is not yet aware of this. Time doesn’t really pass for the soul while it is dead or in
a sleeping sate, 1000 years can become like 1 second, just watching the rest of the world race
by, so really Zeathean is 1000 years old, even though he has been around for 3000 years, his
personal timeline is different. 1000 years is actually still young for the life of a soul. A soul will
have many lives. Zeathean is often reborn as Zeathean, basically the same guy, because some
kind of nostalgia, he is not actually sure what the reason is for him always coming back as the
same person, it could be he suspects that there is something he has left unfinished in his life as
‘Zeathean’. All this suffering from the mortal world has put an intense pressure on his soul, that
intense accumulated pressure, transforms the light energy that is produced by the soul, the soul
itself is made of love, however that love center radiates a light energy that is a tangible form of
soul that can be touched experienced and felt, while love exists in a dimension that is higher
than perception. That light energy surrounding the soul is like a tangible part of the soul itself.
Years of suffering in the mortal world put intense pressure on the soul and the light surrounding
it. After all this pressure the light itself is turned inside out, it is forced into an unnatural state, it
becomes anti-matter. Suffering like this will actually cause dense amounts of antimatter to
accumulate in the soul itself. Zeathean has suffered for 1000 years. The amount of anti matter
that has gathered in his soul is beyond the God level. It is possible to transform it back into light
energy. And that is exactly what is happening now. While Zeathean feels Lyra on top of him, and
this amazing flow of connection with her, he feels himself healing. The love and light Lyra
produces is so pure and so powerful and through, it is reaching to the deepest parts of his soul,
it is actually healing the anti-matter in his soul and transforming it back into light. Yet Zeathean is
actually afraid of this. From the moment he set foot in Nirvana.. No even before, he has
wondered about this, even feared this. Lyra, it is becoming very real and clear now, Lyra has the
power to cleanse the antimatter in his soul, he suspects she could heal is soul completely, 1000

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years of suffering, undone, it is like she is reversing the flow of time itself.. Yet that is not quite
true. Because the memory of that suffering still remains, rather the echo still remains. And that is
the scary part. After 1000 years of suffering, even the smallest taste of true pure love like this
love, it feels so good, so unreal, so sacred, it feels much stronger, the feeling of love is far
stronger then it would be to someone who had never suffered a trial so great as the mortal
world. The mortal world changes people, and this change is both very good and very very bad.
It is still not really clear why the mortal world even exists, but Zeathean does have a few
theories. It is this high itself, that people crave after. All that suffering, all that anti-matter
accumulated in the soul, this same experience is happening to billions of people who send their
souls to the mortal world, to live in mortal bodies, and experience the thing called ‘death’ that
does not actually exist in Nirvana. Death and the process of dying, it does crazy things to the
soul. The problem with letting the love in, is it is confirming something for Zeathean. A terrible
theory he is not sure he wants to believe. That is profound epic love he has with Lyra, here in
Nirvana, that is actually the ‘gift’ of the mortal world. That this true love, is the direct result of
mortal suffering. What he is feeling with Lyra is the release of 1000 years of suffering. And that
is scary because of what it means, because of what it implies. It implies that Lyra, the one he
has been searching for all this time, that this amazing feeling of transcendent love, is the direct
result of transcended and profound suffering. The two things, love and suffering are connected.
This is a thing he has wondered about for a long long time. He used to believe that suffering out
weighted love, so his current view is actually more optimistic, this idea that love and suffering
are equal in the long run, yet even this view is still scary. Maybe i am wrong, maybe it isn’t true,
suffering is connected to God energy, but God energy isn’t the same thing as love. Maybe Lyra
is teaching me something i don’t yet understand. Maybe love can exist in a world that does not
have ‘profound suffering’. Yet this still leaves something. The profound suffering has already
taken place, it has drastically changed both him and Lyra, left their souls scarred and ruined,
they don’t show it because they are both confident, they are both fighters, yet living with the
scars, living with all that darkness, is hard. It is not clear if they will ever be the same after a
darkness like that. Lyra can heal his soul, and in turn he can heal hers, yet free will is a strange
and funny thing. What Zeathean fears most, is that at some point in the future, long after their
souls have been healed, life will become boring again, their profound love will wear off, and
Zeathean will actually feel a calling to return to the mortal world, the place is despises more than
anything else in reality, he will seek out his own nightmare, just so that his soul can be crushed
again, just so that he can find Lyra again and have that transcended and profound experience
that comes from surviving a tragedy.

Zeathean feels afraid, something has entered his heart and mind. “I need to get up.” He
says suddenly.
Lyra senses he is struggling with something and that playtime is over, that this isn’t about
dominance anymore, and she gets off. Zeathean walks out of the bedroom into the kitchen. He
puts a hand on the wall and is leaning over, he looks like something heavy is on his mind, he is
breathing heavy. Lyra walks up behind him. There is so much love and caring in her eyes.
Slowly she puts a hand on his back. “Is it ok if i touch you?” She says. Normally she wouldn't
have to ask. But she senses something is different now. This is a part of Zeathean he hasn’t
fully shown her before, but it could be a good thing, a step to get to something deeper, she has
to be very gentle, almost as if he is a different person.
“It is ok.” Is all Zeathean can seem to say. Of course it is ok. Yet some part of him is
resisting. He wants to say “of course!” but all he can seem to say is “yes”. But that is totally ok,
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 “It’s just fait is so complicated, there is a lot on my mind……. Being with you it feels so
amazing sometimes. And i have that fear, that something like this can’t last, that it will run out.
That it will be taken from us. Taken by fate, by reality itself.”
“I know what you feel” Lyra says, in contemplation and compassion.
“Sometimes i feel like i am resisting you. Like i am holding back. Like i am always
holding back. I am afraid that if i let you in, truly, i may change forever, i may not even be the
same person.” Zeathean says. “I don’t like that. A want to be there for you fully. That is what we
both deserve.”
“Change is scary. But we can do this together. You don’t have to decide anything all by
yourself. I am hear to listen to all of it. Every last word, every hope, every doubt, and every little
secret passion you what to share.” She is crying but she smiles, and her words cause him to
laugh as well. To laugh in spite of his sadness.
“We will figure it out together. I feel like the two of us will go far.” Zeathean says. He is
starting to feel better, knowing she is open to whatever possibility whatever fate. He feels his
bond growing stronger with her. It is actually this letting go that makes the bond stronger. If she
had reacted like “don’t leave me!” or “that’s not true! We will be together always” it would have
felt controlling, and his doubts would have been given more power, it is actually this letting go,
this ‘holding gently’ of love, that makes that love stronger.

In no time, after a few days, all the passion is back in their relationship. More passion
then even before, Zeathean doubts seem to fade away in the amazing feeling of love for his
cool girlfriend. The love between them. This feeling of love just feels so ‘right’ and all these
doubts, they come from a ‘logical place of his mind’ and they seem to fade away, to fade into
that feeling of love. Love is like a paradox, and maybe that is the problem, maybe his mind does
not have the answer, maybe the problem is that he thinks there is supposed to be an answer,
when there actually is not. Lyra is love, she is a paradox, there is no way to explain it, it just
feels right and there doesn’t need to be a reason.

Now and then Zeathean will be doing or looking at something totally ordinary, like a cup,
or a picture, or a flower, and he will just break down crying. He is not actually ‘sad’ rather even
just the littlest most ordinary things about this new world, this place, make him so happy, that it
reminds him of all the endless years of suffering and absence or loneliness in the mortal world,
it hurts and makes him cry, because this entire time, it always felt like ‘this was just the way
things should be’ and now it is the way things are, it feels like things have always been this way,
it is just that God or Armas, or some terrible choice he made long ago, long before he was born,
put him into the mortal world somehow. Zeathean doesn’t tell everyone this, but the truth is that
he despises the mortal world. The same way he despises Armas. In a way Armas and the
mortal world, are one in the same. Lyra also suffered impossibly dark and prolonged pain in the
mortal world, and she feels exactly the same way Zeathean does. Like Zeathean she never
rants about the darkness and bad things that happened in the mortal world, she often doesn’t
focus on the bad. Now and then they talk about it and share things from a place of listening
vulnerability compassion and healing. But nighter of them like to get lost in the ‘hate’ even
though in truth they both have felt intense hate for some of the dark things that have happened
in their past. When Zeathean breaks down, Lyra is there for him, usually it is a good thing, it is a
catharsis, he is releasing so much emotion, and it makes her so happy to be with someone who
is so unafraid to reveal whatever he is feeling deep down. Zeathean feels so safe with and
connected to her, it is unreal.

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 Problematic Arousal (sexual content)

One day Zeathean and Lyra are playing dodgeball with each other in a field near the
village. This is something they often enjoy. Dodgeball seems to bring out the ‘fighter’ side of
Lyra that Z likes very much. Lyra can get really into it, she pelts Zeathean hard with one of the
colorful balls. “That was good!” Zeathean says, indicating to her that he likes it. “You like that!”
She says. “Here’s some more.” She rains down on Zeathean with a barrage of more soft dodge-
balls. Zeathean crouches over in defense, he falls to the ground and rolls around laughing as
she continues pelting him. He has always had this strange response of laughter in the response
to pain. It is something he actually likes some time. In Nirvana pain can actually be cathartic. In
Nirvana pain just increases the strength and density of the light energy in your body, your body
responds to the pressure and actually becomes more vibrant and powerful, like working a
muscle, it is far harder to take ‘damage’ in nirvana, in Nirvana pain will often actually increase
your strength. Zeathean really likes when Lyra demonstrates her dominance like this and he
tries to encourage this side of her in his subtle way. But Zeathean is having an embarrassing
problem. All this attention and abuse from Lyra, the girl he loves, it is getting him quite ‘excited’.
Lyra notices this. “Wow, you -really- like this don’t you?” “You are kind of a strange guy!” She
laughs.
“I’m really sorry. I’m really sorry baby” Zeathean apologizes.
“It’s fine. Don’t be silly. It’s not a big deal. We are lovers after all. I’m not about to get
squeamish just because you have a boner.”
“Thank you for understanding… you are so cool Lyra” Zeathean says. But this is only
making him more excited.
“Awwwww…” She says. Lyra pins him down and she mounts him. She sits on top of that
‘over excited part of his body’, her body weight forces his boner to stay down, it burns a little but
it is an exciting feeling. If she wanted she could readjust it into a more comfortable position,
however she actually likes teasing him and disciplining him a bit, and he likes this to. She is
showing her dominance.
Zeathean feels shivers ripping through his body. Lyra is so amazing. This experience
has 2 dimensions, it is both sexual, and divine/romantic, and it doesn't just have to be one or the
other. They are both cool with this. Zeathean actually can feel himself being lifted to a higher
dimension of perception. He is being bathed in light. The love between them is only continuing
to awaken, and this is still yet just the beginning. It is actually a scary feeling, like jumping out of
a helicopter with a parachute for the first time and trusting that you will live, it is exhilarating.
Zeathean can actually feel the anti-matter deep in his core beginning to change, it is ‘calming
down’ usually antimatter is in a state of constant sporadic motion, chaos, but Lyra is actually
altering the rhythm of the anti-matter inside of him, ‘soothing’ it into a more ‘relaxed’ state. And
beyond that, the anti-matter is actually ‘relaxing’ it is reverting back into its original state,
relaxing and ‘popping’ back into light matter, light itself.
There are many who don’t believe in free will. For a long time Zeathean was one of
them. There are also those who don’t believe in ‘soul’. Both these are actually logic beliefs. The
soul itself is a paradox, it is the opposite of logic. But it is not wrong or unusual to doubt the
existence of soul, this is a scientific view. A soul is something most or all of us experience, yet it
is actually very difficult to ‘prove’.
Much like antimatter, in the mortal world anti-matter cannot be seen or measured,
humans can only know it by its effects. Here in Nirvana it is actually possible to see antimatter,
and it is a truly dark and terrifying thing to behold. Anti-matter has a broad range of unusual and
bizarre effects, this is why dark-matter and antimatter are believed to be different things.
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antimatter are actually the same material. But not many people know this, even in this future
age.)

Soul is difficult to prove. However it is actually a very essential part of reality. Zeathean
can feel Lyra’s soul, and a longing to be closer to it. This longing is always there.
Each and every soul is actually an infinite dimensional space. That is what the soul is; ‘infinity’, a
paradox. A soul can split into two or more parts, each part becomes a new soul, equally
consciousness and with equal love, however God energy is divided between the souls. God
energy is based on density of light or density of anti-matter, these are material things that
surround the core of the soul, but are not the true center of the soul. This infinite dimensional
space, it is like a ‘worm-hole’ it is like it’s own plane of reality, and that infinite space, it is
capable of holding a virtually limitless amount / density of light energy or dark energy, light
matter or antimatter. This is what God power is. It is an ultra-dense state of anti-matter that is
stored inside the soul itself, a response to intense suffering and pressure that can only be
achieved inside the hell zone that is the mortal world. Antimatter is a response to suffering,
however it can transform into ultra dense light matter, anti-matters counterpart / opposite. This
light matter is equally powerful to anti-matter. This state can be harder to active, this type of ultra
dense ‘light God’ is considered a type of Mastered God transformation, this is something
Zeathean does not yet have.

There is actually an abundance of Anti-matter in the mortal world, that is what the mortal
world is, a world built within Antimatter. Light inside the antimatter shell. However in the mortal
world Anti-matter cannot be preserved, it is like a fish trying to comprehend water. Anti-matter is
everywhere. People believe that ‘outer space’ is empty. However this is not quite true. The
darkness the vacuum of space, is actually anti-matter itself. The anti-matter is everywhere. It is
right here in your very room. Antimatter is the experience of suffering we all feel. Anti-matter is
death itself. It is the reason we die. It is the process of decay, and is also responsible for slowly
turning light and organic matter into toxic substances. Anti-matter is invisible to us, it exist in a
type of ‘4th’ dimension and is beyond what we can understand. However in Nirvana it is possible
to see Antimatter, and here it is a truly dark and terrifying thing to behold.
Humans are led to believe that death and aging are a natural process. However death is
something that only happens in the mortal world, the world of antimatter. In Nirvana there is no
‘outer space’ or ‘black space’ there is instead a sometimes colorful ‘white space’ a place of
infinite possibility beyond the edges of Nirvana, this is a healing place. In outer space your body
will freeze, or puff up and explode from lack of gravity. In Nirvana all the elements are friendly
and stabilized. The invisible anti-matter that exists everywhere in the moral world, that is the
reason the mortal world is such a dangerous place, it is the reason for the fight for survival, the
reason animal eat other animals, the reason for the ‘survival of the fit’. In Nirvana this is not true
at all. The mortal world, is not actually the original reality, it is not even close to being that. The
mortal world is relatively new compared to the age of Nirvana. For simplicity we call this place,
our setting: New Nirvana, however ‘Nirvana’ has actually been around much longer then the
mortal world. This is something Armas may not want us to know.

Antimatter can actually be seen in Nirvana. This is also true in Hell or ‘The Shattered
World’. There it is also possible to see antimatter. That is because these planes of reality are
free from death. Nirvana is the ‘afterlife’ and The Shattered World / Hell is the world of the
undead. Hear souls exist, ‘outside’ the sea of anti-matter, because they are not bathed inside it,
they are outside, they can actually now see it from the outside. It is like a dark swirling abyss in
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it can still exist. There is a place in Nirvana where you can actually see the mortal world from
the outside. This is probably the most terrifying thing anyone will ever see. It is like a giant orb of
darkness. Like a giant black hole. This is actually the ‘true form’ of the mortal world. But it is a
sight that can only be seen from Nirvana. When on ‘earth’ you are ‘in it’ you cant see outside of
it, you can see it from the outside, just like the way you can only see the earth from space, when
you are on it, you are too ‘close’ to ‘in it’ to see it.

For many it would sound absurd to think that the soul could contain ultra-dense
antimatter. The God levels exist through levels of anti-matter density that most scientists believe
to be far beyond the ‘impossible’. That is what God power is, it is something most people
believe to be impossible. Like God level 3. Something far beyond the limits of what ‘should’ be
possible. Something far beyond comprehension. These scientists, they are not ready to
understand God power, or the soul, and they may never be, nor will they need to be. For now
Armas is gone from the world.. And hopefully it will stay that way.

A soul can split into two or more parts, each with equal love and consciousness, yet less ‘God
power’ then the first. This is actually, what many believe, to be how reality began. There was
one soul, one ‘God,’ one infinity. That soul split into two. Like Adam and eve. Or Adam and Lilith,
as some believe. And from then on the dividing only continued. Each soul is infinity, each soul is
equal in love. And over time even ‘God’ power can grow in a soul, God power is created from
suffering and ‘distance’ between souls, and is not always a good thing. There is hypothetically
an infinite potential for God power to exist in reality. However with the more suffering a soul
takes on, the greater there calling to return to ‘love’ becomes, the more Zeathean suffers, the
greater his call to return to Lyra becomes. There is a growing calling for the soul to be
‘cleansed’. To become love, and this ‘eventually’ means giving up some of that God power, that
is mostly just a response to raw suffering, and is not always good.
This is the same thing that is happening with Armas. Armas dominates the spirits of light, but the
more he hurts the forces of light, the stronger, in the long term, in Nirvana, the stronger they
become. This is why he believed that the ‘humans’ or ‘successors of light’ one day have the
power to outmatch him, this is why he seeks a successor.

As Zeathean looks into Lyra’s eyes and she sits there straddling him and teasing him all
he can feel is this growing profound feeling of affection. The affection is overflowing between
them. He is afraid he will lose himself. At the same time, this is exactly what he wants. In 1000
years, i still won’t be done loving her. In Lyra’s soul Zeathean sense, deep past where most can
see, there is a profound conflict. She has 1000 wounds, maybe 10,000 wounds, but I will be
here, I will be there for her, and i will be there to mend every last one of them, and there is
nothing i would rather be doing. This girl is so amazing. And it is my job to show her how much
she means to me.

I will prove it!

(Holding Love Gently)

Months pass. Memories of all the endless traumas of her past lives keep resurfacing and
weighing down on her, she has to sort through it all. She has to process what has happened in
her past, and she doesn't feel ready to love anyone. Lyra's is torn. She feels that Zeathean
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feel she can fully love anyone know. Eventually Lyra decides she must leave. It is so that she
can center herself. It is so that they can become closer, it is the only way she can see.

Zeathean is hurt by this, “maybe i am just not good enough for you.” he saids feeling
hurt.
“How can you say that!” She says. “I love you! And I will always love you!” She suddenly
feels so afraid of hurting him. He has been hurt so many times in his past, this has nothing to do
with that, but i see that for him it is different, for him, this is another victor of Armas, armas has
succeeded in separating their love once again. But we can’t live in fear of Armas. She has to do
this for herself. This is the way to get closer to Zeathean, she knows this in her heart.

“If i was truly powerful, i could heal your trauma, and you wouldn't have to leave. You are
leaving... because i am weak. I have always been weak.”

“That isn’t even close to being true!” Lyra says. She realizes that Zeathean is becoming
insane, his pain in the mortal world has driven him mad, he craves more power, a power to heal
all things dark in the world. But she is also mad, crazy, for the same reasons, and for her it is
good knowing that he doesn’t always mean what he says, she understands his feelings
completely, she just wishes there was some way to make it easier. Zeathean desires to become
more beautiful, more powerful so to speak, but she knows he will never be controlled by that
desire, even when it comes out in his words, it is just something he is saying in anger, and she
has the same anger, about the unfairness of the world. This must be the hardest thing of all for
him, feeling like he is losing her, but he isn’t losing her at all. She will be back, soon. She knows
this but there is know way to communicate it to him. There is no way for her to know how much
time she will need. She can be distracted by the pressure to return.

Zeathean beings to understand her conflict. “You are right. I want you to do whatever
you need. I love you, more than anything. And for this reason, you should take the time you
need. I don’t need to say it, but of course you know i am always here to support you, but i will
never follow you or try to chase you if you don’t want to be found. I am happy, just having met
you. The truth is Lyra, you have changed my life completely and forever. And i will never be
finished expressing my gratitude to you.”
Zeathean lets her go, it is not right to hold on tight to a girl so amazing, and he knows
now that she wishes with all her heart to return to him, and that is a great and profound feeling.
She really loves him and it is hard for her to leave, it seems just this conversation has made her
realize even more how much love is between the two of them, but still this feels right, to take
time to sort through her stuff.

“I do love you Zeathean. There is no way to know how long i will be gone. But i love you.
And when i come back. I will prove it! I will rock your world.” Lyra says.
This really surprises Zeathean. It is amazing to feel so loved by a girl this cool. And to
know she will remember him always and want to return. This statement obliterates any doubts
he had. Even if she hadn’t said this there relationship would still be great, but Lyra is smart and
she often finds a way to reassure him, rather he is learning that her love for him is beyond what
he thought possible. Just knowing that she love shim like this, is a profound feeling, it feels like
with this feeling alone he could be happy for a very long time.

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 The Confused Prophet

Meanwhile word of a man named Yevallah seem to sweep the land. He is a tall
sophisticated ‘angelic’ sort of man with long red hair and fancy clothing. Large crowds seem to
gather around him wherever he goes. He looks like an angel. People are awed by his radiance.
He speaks many words of wisdom and people are captivated by what he has to say. A religion
begins to form around him, he gains many followers.

However there is much confusion in the things Yevallah says. It first it sounds
reasonable… but it gets worse. He tells people they must push there limits to find their destiny.
That they must suffer for love. There is a lot of sophisticated language in his way of speaking
and many people don’t actually understand him, it is rather his radiance that attracts people,
people want to understand him, and they pretend to, they are compelled by the mystery that he
is. Yet after a few months of this there are stories about people getting hurt on his behalf, stories
of people getting hurt by practicing things and doing things Yevallah told them to do.

Things become stranger too. Yevallah begins saying more and more outlandish things.
People tell him “We love you, Yevallah” and he replies “You don’t love me. What you feel is an
infatuation. Real love, true love, doesn’t exist.” He continues “It is beyond reach. It is my reward
only to those who are willing to suffer, to pay the ultimate price.” Yevallah seemed like an angel,
but at times he turns hateful. His words and beliefs become even more confusing than before.
But people are in love with him. They are drawn to his radiance, and they go great lengths to get
his approval. Because he is so different, people are compelled by him, they think maybe he has
some kind of ‘new answer’ to it all, that he has ‘the answer’.

For this reason Yevallah becomes known to some as the Cursed Prophet, or the
Confused Angel. Yevallah has thousands of followers, yet those who can observe his religion
from a distance, they don’t have a great image of him.

This new world is a paradise, yet many people are confused and don’t know what to do.
They are flooded by past life trauma. And even in this new world without limits, this place of
abundance, they don’t know how to think for themselves, to simply take the happiness they are
given, they seek guidance from someone. It is a primal thing, to frequently seek an ‘alpha’
person for basic guidance when one lacks faith in themselves. The people are free, Zeathean
realizes, yet they don’t have faith in their basic creative and or emotional instincts.

Across new Nirvana there are various villainous groups rising. Most of them are up to
minor mischief. However there is one group that seems particularly dangerous, they are
organized, and more than one of them possess ‘God energy’ they have already awakened this
energy. They are led by someone who possess God level 2 energy that is fully awakened.
Zeathean is god level three, yet his energy is on the dormant side, he is only just beginning to
awaken it.

A New Adventure

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 Zeathean begins training more, he trains for 2 years, he awakens his energy to release
the power of God level 1. Zeathean struggles with the motivation to train, he feels lonely without
Lyra. Zeathean is faithful to Lyra. He waits a year before even thinking of other girls.

Zeathean begins a new adventure mostly for his own personal wellbeing.

There are many beautiful women in this new world. Now on his adventure Zeathean is
coming across them. One day he is sitting at an outdoor cafe in the center path of a great
village, he is reading a book, when a girl in a tie dye dress greets him. She is blonde and
vibrant. She says her name is Lily. They become involved. Zeathean can’t wait for Lyra any
more. He waited 1000 years to find real love, and in this new world love is everywhere. He takes
the love the universe offers him, and he feels his strength and confidence growing.

He continues his training, and finds he is able to awaken much more energy while trying
less. Love has the power to awaken God energy. Now that he has given it time and practiced
awakening it, love was the final trigger, before the world was to fresh, there was too much
trauma, but time has change things, everywhere more people are awakening their god energy.
Zeathean awakens to God level 2.

Lily asks why Zeathean is so focused on training when the world is a place of harmony
and peace.

Zeathean senses that a new evil is growing out there. But Lily makes him wonder,
makes him question that there will always be evil, and if it is healthy to train all the time,
worrying about the evil and training keeps him focused on the fight, war is unhealthy.

The new villains learn of Zeathean (they learn of the battles between Ira and Zeathean’s
forces that involved high levels of first level God energy, they are very interested in God
energy), they are impressed to learn of the darkness within Zeathean (they hear of his past).
They believe Zeathean can be corrupted. They kill Lily in an attempt to enrage Zeathean and
corrupt Zeathean to the dark side. However Zeathean is not corrupted.

The villains have their headquarters in another reality, there are many new realities in
new Nirvana. The villains are from a plane of existence that is like one giant city, a city world.
The world is brand new, yet it has manifested from the memories of one billion people, it
resembles the great futuristic cities of the old world.

Veldona’s Ring

Ira, after she was redeemed, she was reborn into this city world. Many people are drawn
to technology and the city, this is what has drawn spirits to be born into this world.

A gateway opens between the city world and central nirvana where Zeathean is from.
Veldona has a ring from Ira, the ring guides her to the gateway, then the ring guides her through
the city to Ira. Veldona and Ira are reunited. Ira has her own body now, Veldona only knew Ira
inside Lyra’s body. Ira explains that she was forced to possess one of her enemies because of a
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the new Ira as much as the old, Ira doesn’t look the same, but she understands that it is the soul
of the real Ira she knew. Ira has dark hair now, she has dark purple eyes. Veldona is tall with
long black hair.

Ira doesn’t identify as good or evil. She can’t fight Zeathean anymore, but she hasn’t
committed to being a ‘good guy’.

Silly Seduction

Zeathean rents a house in the city world to try and be closer to the villains so he can
investigate them.
One day Zeathean is at a convenience store, he is holding a soda can, and he has a
thought. ‘I wonder where all this stuff came from’ This whole reality, New Nirvana, only began 10
years ago, yet this city looks like it is built from technology that could take 3000 years to invent.
The city is massive. He looks at the back of the soda can to investigate where it was made and
who made it. He realizes that he is looking at a bunch of random numbers and letters, but as he
looks at them the numbers and letters change and names and places are filled in. This whole
reality it appears to be like a collage of many different real places people and events from the
old world, from many different realities from the old world. The collective unconscious of this
reality, they chose this. And this reality is still being formed, details are still filling in right now,
and it is fascinating to watch, even my consciousness is affecting this reality. Zeathean thinks.

Zeathean meets a girl and goes on a date with her. She says her name is “Riley.” She
has pink hair, bright eyes, and a tight devilish black outfit. It is like many bands of latex wrapping
around her. She has a hot body like Lilly, the previous girl. Maybe neither of them are ‘profound
destiny love’ like with Lyra, yet he gets a good healthy feeling from this girl like he did from Lilly.
Her pink hair, is actually a ‘natural’ pink. Here in Nirvana this is possible. Crazy hair colors are
actually also possible for some species in the mortal world, and even for humans who have had
gene-modification. Naturally pink or purple or blue hair is different from died hair, the hair will
like slightly more vibrant, it will have a slight glow to it. It looks alive. Ink can tone down this glow
a bit. This is why the natural colors are desired. Zeathean likes it very much.
Zeathean really likes her and is excited by what she is waring and her boldness to wear
it. He feels a bit greedy, but he is in Nirvana now and nothing is holding him back, he is going to
put the moves on this girl. He pink hair has black ‘highlights’ or ‘tips’ on the end. She is very
curvy and healthy looking. He is busting out deep conversation about the universe (rather
‘reality’). This type of thing is easy for him now. He knows how not to ‘try too hard’. He just
enjoys himself, and she becomes attracted to the good vibes he is cultivating. He also knows
not to obsess over her between there dates in the future, he knows how to focus on other
positive healthy things and stay in touch with other people and friends. Because of this he is
confident he will get more dates, yet he enjoys just this moment so much that even if it is just
this one date, that is all he really needs for now. He knows how to make the right amount of eye
contact, meeting they eyes gently, and looking away, and meeting them again, there is a type of
rhythm. Sometimes you can gaze into someone's eyes non stop. It is important to enjoy yourself
while doing this and not just focus on your external body language, also notice what you are
feeling. Girls will respond to your ‘vibes’, way more than anything else. This is the secret of
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it is simple and conunter-intuitive. It is all about being with the other, yet remember to enjoy
yourself. Often with a beautiful person, there is a strong need or wanting to please and satisfy
them, yet this puts a lot of pressure and focus on them, instead counterintuitively if you just ‘sit
back’ ‘chill out’ and focus on enjoying yourself, -while- you are in the company of this cute girl or
‘cool peer’, you build good vibes, you ‘relax’, you tap into your natural sense of humor, and they
will enjoy your company much more. It is counterintuitive, yet simple. Just enjoy yourself, and
practice getting used to that experience of enjoying yourself and having fun in your one unique
way while with other. Often there is this pressure to ‘conform’ to the group, and this really gets in
the way of us sharing our unique self and unique passions with other, be confident in your
passions.
It is important not use jokes constantly, not to feel you need to be constantly funny or
constantly clever. This is a type of strategy that comes from fear of not being liked. Focus on
self love and self care thoughts and activities. Focus on good feelings about yourself. You can
grow them over time and they become more true, they actually become true. Use jokes
occasionally. Jokes can be very effective when the timing is right, rather the rhythm. There is no
perfect time, it is more just about creating ‘space’ between jokes. This creates a kind of
suspense. Often Zeathean likes to reference things like cartoon characters in his jokes, bizarre
references and comparisons can be really funny, they have to be both accurate and unexpected
at the same time. Zeathean had practiced this for many years, and it becomes easy over time,
the mind is good and remembering things that are ‘fun’ and with practice those circuits can
become much stronger. Zeathean is full of all kinds of bizarre references and fun information,
and this girl is loving it. It is effortless. Now days he never has problems ‘knowing what to say’. It
is funny, because this is nothing like he imagined conversation and true confidence would be
like. It is -way- easier than he thought. This is because mostly all that he is doing with this girl is
‘having fun’. And people respond to fun. And fun also heals your own body and increases
happiness and brain power. The effect keeps multiplying.
Being ‘constantly clever and or funny’ this is similar to ‘forced confidence’ it can be
stressful, it actually achieves the opposite of what you intended it to achieve, so many people
have struggled with this. It is called ‘anxious attachment’. You try and try your best to be
confident, yet girls feel you have ‘bad vibes’ and they are actually turned off by a type of subtle
stress that you are producing.
Zeathean has been through it all on this one, and he knows how to ‘not try’ and just
enjoy himself. What he is doing now is so much easier. And so much more effective. He even
has a name for it: Party Therapy. Or Worthy Play. It uses something he calls the ‘Light Play
Code’. This is mostly relevant in the mortal world, yet much of the mortal struggles and
memories have carried over to here in Nirvana and the Light Play Code still applies. It is about
harnessing energy, harnessing the energy of light and play. People produce light energy. It’s not
just about God energy. Even on earth, even ordinary humans possess fair amounts of energy
that are actually important and essential in health and bonding. However the light energy is only
half the picture. It is also essential to ‘have fun’ in life and to love yourself, and to not see others
pain as your fault. There are many in society who see having fun as a type of pastime that can
even be considered lazy, however we all need to bring fun into our relationships and even into
the workplace, it is an essential healer. Nothing bonds people the way fun does. That is the
meaning of ‘party therapy’. It is not about drugs and slacking off. It is about awakening your own
unique creativity and doing what you love and enjoy, while in the company of other, not being
afraid to share the things you energy and -- knowing that it matters --. Knowing that you matter,
and that you are worthy.

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 Over dinner Riley's phone keeps beeping, she is getting text messages.

Somehow Z figures out that she is in contact with the villains, they have sent her to
seduce him.

She is gentle and cute and not very good at being a villain.
“My superiors are telling me that this mission is actually a seduction.” She seems
nervous or embarrassed about this. Why on earth is she telling him this?

“Oh?” Zeathean says.

“I guess I feel safe with you. I feel i can tell you anything” this girl says.

She is way too cute.

“You seem to know a lot. We don’t have to play games. To be honest, i don’t think i can
fool you. But i want to have your take, how would you have me seduce you?” She says.

This girl is way too cute Zeathean thinks. He is starting to lose it. Zeathean starts feeling
really excited and ‘greedy’ for love.

Zeathean decides to play along. He is not even sure if this is right, but it feels right.

“Well, you could start by saying something indirect, but something that would make me
really excited.”

“That’s interesting. That sounds perfect!” She beams “……. So like what though?” She
says suddenly looking confused.

“Well…. To be honest, you could say: ‘this suit is kind of annoying, it is always so tight on
my boobs. Why can’t i ever find the right size.’” Zeathean explains to her. This is too much. He
is just indulging himself now.

“Wow, hey, that is actually kind of true! It’s always hard getting my boobs to fit into this
type of outfit!” She starts pressing her large boobs together and handling them. “People say
these things are a gift, but honestly they can be a struggle sometimes.”

“Wow that was great.” Zeathean admits. He is feeling uncomfortably hot suddenly.

“Oh really? I wasn’t even starting yet!” She says with a big happy grin.

“You don’t even have to try. It is probably better if you don’t try that hard.” Zeathean
says. He wasn’t just trying to pander to her, this was actually an accurate tip.

“Oh. i see! Hey you are pretty good at this!” She says her eyes gleaming at him.

This could still turn into an actual seduction. But Zeathean can accept that. If she tries to
make him join the dark side, he may be forced to let her go, but for now, they can have a loving

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exchange, and that is good in and of itself, given one has the ability to live in the moment and let
go of your desires and future attachments when life calls for that.

The evening evolves into touching and then kissing. Zeathean guides her through what
works best on him. She doesn’t truly need his advice, yet they are playing a type of game with
each other, and it is more exciting for her to put a new angle on things, to learn and know things
she didn’t that can further improve her seduction and be more effective on him then what she
might normally do. She doesn’t have that much experience. She doesn’t really even need
experience to attract someone with the body she has, but she is happy she doesn't have to act
in the dark. She feels really safe with him and he walks her through the process.

On their second date Zeathean takes her to his place.

Riley has a dark past, this past has made her become a villain. However in many ways
she has simply fallen into the wrong hands, and Zeathean senses her heart can change.

This girl isn’t as smart as Lyra. Or as ‘good’ and true to herself as Lilly. But Zeathean
senses her heart can change. That her heart is looking for someone who can open her up. She
has just fallen into the wrong crowd. This girl isn’t as smart as Lyra. But she doesn’t need to be.
There is a good healthy relationship between them and strong feelings of affection. This girl is
very un-intimidating and easy to be around. It is not better or worse. It is more like a nice or
pleasant difference. A change of pace. Zeathean doesn’t have a primary demand for a lover that
can outwit them, that can be quite sexy, but it is also nice to have someone who is simple, and
just there to cuddle and hold.

Zeathean convinces Riley to join the light side.

“But in that case you would be the one seducing me!” She says “I wouldn’t be very good
at my job then!”

“I’m not trying to seduce you. I’m giving you a choice. I want us to work together. These
guys are amateurs.” Zeathean says. She is convinced to join him.

“Hey i just got an idea!” She says on their second or third night together.

“What if you pretend to be seduced?” Riley says. “Then i can get paid. And we can elope
together and make off with their money!”

Zeathean’s heart leaps with joy. This could be a trick. But he is really happy she wants to
be with him so much, and that her allegiance has truly changed. He isn’t interested in robbing
criminals. Yet he is really happy she has created this plan with him in mind.

“That sounds good to me babe.” Zeathean says.

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 “Great!” She says. “I knew it was a good idea.”

Riley sits on the edge of the bed and gets out her phone, she begins texting her people
(Gilvantaes).
“The seduction was a success.” She writes. (She probably sends a code phrase
actually)
“Very good.” Gilvantes says.

Gilvantaes is pleased. He had studied Zeathean, and learned this guy had a significant
weakness for women. Zeathean had a very lonely history, and he could be manipulated easily
by a beautiful woman, she didn’t even need to be a woman of high intelligence.
Gilvantaes has studied Zeathean much. He also knows about Zeathean's relationships.
It seems that Zeathean’s allegiance to women is far more powerful than his allegiance to good
or evil. In fact Zeathean has dated and loved many demon women in the past. A least 5 of them.

The plan works and over the next few days Reilly continues receiving bonus pay from
her superiors. She tells them through text that Zeathean is turning to the dark side, and
responding really well to the seduction, but he still needs more time before he is really ready to
meet the whole villain crew, she is making a lot of progress with him, and wants more days and
weeks to ‘work on him’. Gilvantaes buys this. But after about two weeks he starts to become
suspicious. They haven’t heard anything from Zeathean yet, they don’t know if he is actually
corrupted.
Zeathean sends them a message explaining that “my eyes have been opened, i feel that
for the first time my inner passion is unleashed, and i want to be loyal to the dark now. And i also
want to thank you guys for helping me met a truly voluptuous girl”
He can’t call her a “great girl” because is something a ‘good guy’ would say. Zeathean is smart
and his message to Gilvantaes is very convincing.

Now that there is a relationship between Zeathean and Gilvantaes this is a good
opportunity for him to gather information of the villains. They meet a few times in person,
Zeathean puts on his ‘villain’ act, he is a natural actor. He knows how to embody a villain, it also
helps that once a long time ago he was a bit of a villain himself. He can call back on those
memories, he creates a villain persona that is honest to his personality and ambitions, and
Gilvantaes and the others find it very convincing.

Eventually Gilvantaes demands that they meet Zeathean, and that Zeathean perform an
act of evil to prove his loyalty. Zeathean makes excuse, but of course he is not actually willing to
do this. Eventually Gilvantaes sees through the act, he is furious. He places a recording device
in Zeathean’s house. This leads him to discover that Riley was also in on it. Gilvantaes however
does not tell them that he has found them out.

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 Gilvantaes changes his plan, he gives up on Zeathean being seduced, instead things
are about to get darker. Gilvantaes sends an assassin to kill Riley while she and Zeathean are
sleeping. They kills her as they did Lilly.

Zeathean awakens to find Riley dead. He is devastated. He was really starting to like
her, and he did not expect Gilvantaes kill his own henchmen. Zeathean is on a God level of
power, God level 2, with a dormant power of God level 3 still untapped within him, the assassin
was also on a God level, God level 1.5, he was capable of completely concealing his energy,
and thus could escape Zeathean’s notice. Zeathean is capable of sensing people or attackers
even in his sleep, however someone on the God level is capable of hiding themselves from his
senses. They don’t even have to be of an equal God level to him.
In New Nirvana Zeathean has some limitations that were not their in old Nirvana. The
rules here are a bit stronger. This is because New Nirvana contains a massive amount of
‘released god energy’ all this energy has evened the playing field. It takes more God energy to
accomplish smaller feats of magic. Destructive feats take more energy in New Nirvana.
However the opposite is true for feats of love. Feelings of love in New Nirvana are far stronger
than they ever have been before, stronger then they were in the mortal realm, and even
stronger then they were in Old Nirvana.
Zeathean’s Old Nirvana ‘God Level 3’ from, that Zeathean could not be fooled by
anything. But the rules are different here. In some ways, fighting was too easy in Old Nirvana.
Here the stakes are different, they are higher. Combat was more difficult, this could deter war,
yet at the same time, for the battles that did take place, it made those battles longer and more
exciting. It was more difficult to kill people in Nirvana, because their bodies are made out of pure
and dense light. Yet it is possible to kill people, but you need to have the right materials, ultra
dense metal or crystal, or be near a God level of energy. When people in Nirvana die, they don’t
bleed, they explode into light. Yet a loss here is still tragic. People are reborn. Yet finding that
same person ever again, and recognizing who they are can be rare. There are countless people
and souls in the world. Zeathean is devastated by the loss of Riley. There was something really
meaningful and exciting about their relationship and seeing the process of her turning to the
light side. As a former villain turned good, she would have had much unique insight to offer the
world. Now all that has been negated, canceled, cut short. Zeathean begins yelling, crying out in
pain, releasing his rage.

Controlled Rage

This time Zeathean isn’t so calm. Zeathean draws on his God power and tracks them
down based on the energy signals that were left behind in his apartment.

He finds them, he beats up all of them, he doesn’t even have to draw on his full power
and transform into the dark vortex, he is beginning to work on a new ‘controlled’ state of God
energy. He has learned this state from working with other God level beings in the light world.
Before his God energy was mostly dark, but the light world is changing him, ‘light God’ energy
can be equally as powerful.
Zeathean’s greatest strength is still a mastery of dark energy, he has a natural talent for
harnessing the power of antimatter. Because of the many struggles of his mortal life he has
developed a natural ability for summoning dark energy, a dark compatibility. This was not by his

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intent or choosing, but he does enjoy it and uses the darkness to his advantage for the side of
light.

There are 10 different people in this new group of villains. The leader is a man named
Gilvantaes, he is a greedy and ambitious man, a God level 2 fully awakened. He wants to
gather god energy for personal gain, for wealth and glory over others. Level 2 is the highest
level anyone has awakened at the present moment, that is known, other then Zeathean.

Zeathean has not yet awakened his full power, God level 3, so he struggles to take on
Gilvantaes and his servants, other God level entities when they have all gathered. At first
Zeathean has been prevailing, but Gilvantaes shuts him down.
Among Gilvantaes’s people is a man named Kai, Kai has dark purple hair tied in a
ponytail, he is a quiet man of mild ambition, ambitious but not as much as Gilvantaes, he
observes and makes smart statements now and then.

Not Lyra

Meanwhile Lyra Summerstorm is on a journey to understand herself. She has a massive

amount of memories from her past lives to sort through, all the memories of her ancient
ancestor: Lyra Nightsong have been passed on to her. A different person with the same first
name. She was probably named after this person. Lyra Nightsong was perhaps the first known
Goddess of Light, she was killed by Armas 10 Trillion years ago at the birth of the Dark
Multiverse. The Dark Multiverse is gone now yet the trauma of it all still affects everyone deeply.
Lyra figures she is the reincarnation of Lyra N, and that is why she has her powers and
memories.
The deeper Lyra goes into the memories the more she leans. It is hard to go so deep
because she keeps stumbling on darker and darker traumas she had blocked out. The
information feels very important and worth it though. There may be clues in Lyra Nightsong’s
memories about the origins of Armas.

It is in this memory sorting that Lyra discovers something.

“I am not Lyra” She says out loud.

Lyra S realizes that she is not the reincarnation of Lyra Nightsong. Lyra N existed so
long ago that it wouldn't be possible for her soul to exist anymore. Also there is evidence that
Lyra S was chosen at random to be the successor of Light. She is just that, a successor of light,
not a reincarnation of a specific person. It is because she has never been a deity before, that is
the reason she was chosen. Too much time as a deity of light can actually corrupt a person. But
there is more darkness to the truth of who Lyra S is. She realizes many disturbing facts. Such as
that her name “Lyra” was given to her by….. Armas himself. In some ways Armas created her,
raised her. So much had been blocked out in her memories. Mostly Armas abused her. Armas
created and designed her physical body, he also designed much of her personality. It seemed
Armas had some kind of obsession with recreating the original Lyra (Lyra N) and in some ways
Lyra S, the current Lyra, is almost like a clone.
Lyra finds this to be very disturbing and now she is not sure what to do. She felt she had
been making progress, yet learning this truth sends her even deeper into despair and or
confusion. Yet there is a hope or acceptance that comes in the wake of this despair… “I am my

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own person.” She realizes. I am not the old Lyra, a am a new successor of light, even though
Armas was part of my birth process, the side of light still chose me, the will of the light. Armas
created my body, and part of my mind, but he didn’t create my soul. Lyra learns more about her
past lives, she had been her own person long before Armas put her soul into the body of Lyra.
The truth was…. She had known Zeathean in a lifetime before… but she wasn’t the person
Zeathean thought she was. Her name had been May. Armas gave her the name Lyra… yet that
name was her own now. The name didn’t have to mean he controlled her. That name didn’t
belong to Armas anymore. Besides, that name “Lyra”... it felt like her… in her heart, it felt like
she was Lyra, Lyra Summerstorm.

Power Within / Inner Beauty

Zeathean is being defeated by Gilvantaes… Zeathean has brought some of his warriors
with him this time. Last time he attacked from a place of revenge, this time thing are thought out.
Among these warriors is a man, Avon Brentis… he is a strong muscular man with short dark
hair, he seems to radiate light, he is joyful, humble, and good natured. He is one of the most
talented warriors and people Zeathean has met in the new world.
The others in Zeahtean’s band are Rebba Buckvelster, a girl who dresses like a pirate.
Fyra a powerful confidant warrior girl. Zeela, a skinny small loving energetic native american
girl. There is Borkis, a big tough silent guy. There is Raj, the indian guy, he is a flirt, talkative and
kind of smart. Others are Mytherious, a wise man. Marik, a cool sturdy calm dude. Dasheil, or
just Dash, a handsome dark and clever man. Shena, soft and pretty round faced blonde girl.
And Mara, young confident and vibrant brunette.
They have started referring themselves as the ‘Sleeping Things’ because it sounds
cooler then Divine Warriors and it is the start of something new. For centuries their souls have
traveled the mortal world… their power remaining sleeping within them. Hence the name. Now
they are here to awaken the sleeping and perhaps terrifying power within them.

There are many God level 1 and 2’s among the new villains and even with Zeathean and
Avon Brentis both now at God level 2, they are still overpowered.

It is then that Avon Brentis reveals his true power.

Avon Brentis grabs Gilvantaes. Suddenly Gilvantaes is not able to lay a hand on Avon. The
cruel smile fades from Gilvantaes’s face. He is in a state of shock and surprise.

Avon razes his power level all the way to God level 5. Everyone is blown away, in awe of
his power… they back away from him. White electricity sizzles off of Avon's skin and glistening
muscles. There is a deep glow from inside him. The power is far beyond anything anyone was
expecting.
“This is what i am.” Avon says. He seems somehow indifferent, almost sad even to
reveal his true power. “This is what i have become.”
Gilvantaes feels real fear for the first time… he is totally overpowered. He has no idea
where all this power has come from. He feels cheated, belittled. It is inhuman that anyone
should possess power like this.
“Freak!” Gilvantaes shouts at Avon.

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 Avon was channeling immense power with no effort at all… but suddenly that word,
“freak,” it seems to shut him down. His power vanishes suddenly, like a candle blown out. He
hunches over, his eyes darken.
One of Gilvantaes henchmen seizes the opportunity to punch Avon in the face. Avon is
knocked over.
Zeathean and his other warriors continue the fight. But it is difficult without Avon, he
seems to have become indifferent or having a disgust for fighting itself.

A Ghost from the Past

Our villains are in their lair, a big apartment sweet high up on floor 503 of a massive
skyscraper. The magenta sky is visible through large glass windows. They are plotting their
usual schemes. Gilvantaes is talking and boasting when suddenly he is given a fright. A shadow
is cast over half the room because they have just arrived and some lights haven’t been turned
on yet. As they get closer a man becomes visible out from the shadows. He is sitting calmly on
one of the may big purple couches of the lavish apartment.

Gilvantaes is furious that someone has infiltrated their hideout. He demands the persons
name.
The man says “My name…. I am Armas.”
The man is like a ghost from the past. However he is here and very real. He is Armas.
He has long white hair. Fancy holy white robes, bright blue eyes. He is a radiant man with a
powerful resonant voice… he does she a little tired through… Yet how can this be? Armas is Ira
now… and Ira was redeemed. This person seems to be a second Armas… a totally new
Armas… yet he also seems to be the same Armas we have always known. The current villains
don’t know who Armas is. Armas was a God who rarely interacted with or contacted anyone, he
mostly acts at a distance.
Gilvantaes has no idea who this Armas person is. He demands the man leave.
Armas explains that he has an interest in their quest to gather God energy.
“And what value do you have to me?” Gilvantaes says.
They are very skeptical of Armas for a while, yet Armas continues talking, he says
interesting things, he show he has great knowledge of God energy and how and where to find it.
Armas also explains that he is interested in helping Gilvantaes and his henchmen, he believes
that their values correspond… they are both interested in gaining greater power, and Armas
offers a way to even higher power they was available before.
“You would do well to benefit from my knowledge” Armas says.
Gilvantaes doesn’t like giving the upper hand to anyone, and this Armas guy seems very
knowledgeable, he is intimidating, he could even take Gilvantaes place as the ringleader of this
operation, Gilvantaes thinks. He doesn't like that. So without warning Gilvantaes gives Armas a
hard punch to the face releasing his full God level 2 power.
Armas blocks the punch, like it is nothing. Gilvantaes is totally shocked. This Armas guy
is for real. He has the strength to back up his words.

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 Zeathean and his Divine Warriors return to their headquarters, Zeathean’s apartment.
People in the new world will often share stories from their past lives, everyone has been flooded
with many memories of all the things that happened in the old world. However Avan Brentos has
never told anyone about his past life. For some reason he doesn’t talk about himself or his past
very much at all. For the first time Avon opens up, just to Zeathean, and he tells Zeathean about
his past life. “The truth is… it was very difficult. I had no friends… I was very ugly. ...At the same
time, I had a severe mental disability. People often made fun of me. They called me ‘freek’.
When i was born into this new world, everything here was like a gift to me, i have never been so
happy, yet it is still hard for me to think about the past… that experience… it may affect me
forever.”
Zeathean understands now…. Avon had been disabled, this was one of the hardest
types of suffering. Avon had suffered an even greater trial than Zeathean had. This was the
reason Avon was always so humble, they reason he was grateful for all things, because the
ordinary life had never been available to him. For him, just speaking normally was a great
blessing. He saw everything as a gift. He took nothing for granted. The intense suffering of his
past life was the reason for his high God power. In Nirvana… suffering is transformed into
energy. The harder your time on earth. The greater your God power is in Nirvana. The more
beautiful your soul. (It is the opposite on earth, the more you suffer, the weaker you become.
Suffering on earth leads to more suffering, it is exponential, however this also means that the
exponent is reversed in Nirvana. Exponential (multiplying amounts) of suffering on earth leads
to exponential amounts of spiritual God power in Nirvana. This is why Avon seemed invincible to
them, he was beyond what they could comprehend, he had experienced something far darker
then what they could comprehend. That was the power of his soul.)

Zeathean and the Divine Warriors, his forces, train and strategize, working on a way to
beat Gilvantes and the others. If Avon can face his inner demons the could be an easy victory,
yet Avon doesn't like to use his power, there is a reason he never uses it, but Zeathean doesn’t
know why. It is not fair to put everything on Avon anyway. Zeathean must work to continue
awakening the remaining dormant energy of his other warriors. (There are only about 10 of
them)
Zeathean wonders a lot about Lyra and where she has gone. He figures she still needs
time to find herself, and she will become findable when she wants to be, the world is big, it is
growing and almost endless, there are so many new worlds popping up, yet Zeathean believes
he and Lyra will be reunited. He can feel a powerful connection with her, he feels that when the
time is right they won't have trouble finding each other, they can sense energy at a distance. He
is happy that they were able to meet at all and share those 3 years together. He still feels
rejuvenated from it… he feels a new love in his heart… like he can do anything. That destined
love he always dreamed of came true for a time, and it could happen again. This is a significant
thing. He has infinite gratitude for Lyra. When she returns he is prepared to love her endlessly.

The Successor

Zeathean and the others decide they are ready to face Gilvanties and his henchmen
again. They plan their attack.

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 When Zeathean arrives the battle ensues, yet a few minutes in something happens that
stops Zeathean cold. … It is Armas. A ghost from this past. Armas, the God of Evil, emerges
from the kitchen holding a beer. Armas puts down the beer. “Zeathean… it is good to see you.”
Armas greets his old rival.
This is Armas just as he appeared when Zeathean first met him. The long white hair. His
almost glowing appearance. His blue eyes, his calm yet cruel smile. This confidence, this
energy.. This is Armas. This is the most terrifying version of Armas. The version Zeathean fought
all those years ago. There is no way to know if Armas has returned to his old level of power.
God energy is on a higher dimension of perception, the greater your God energy the harder it is
for more ordinary beings to perceive your level of energy.
But how can this be? Zeathean wonders. How could Armas be standing her, his old self?
Ira was redeemed, Ira is Armas, Zeathean knew this, he felt it, and he felt that Ira’s soul was
redeemed…

“I can see how confused you are. And i will make this simple.” Armas said. Taking a sip
of his beer. “There are two of me.”

Zeathean seems dumbfounded.

“That’s right. There are two Armas’s. Each of us is as powerful and formidable as the
other.” Armas says, referring to himself in the third person.

“I imagine you want more explanation. You want to know why there are two of me… Well
that is a longer story.” Armas continues. “I like telling stories. Sit down have a drink” Armas says.

“You see 10,000 years ago.. I learned the truth.. My power was at an end. I saw it.. I had
many visions of the end… vision of my own death.” Armas explains. “I tried everything and could
find no way around it. But I could not. The problem was in my very soul… you see, i was too old,
too old to continue to exist.” Armas sighs.
“So finally i found a radical solution.” Armas continues “I split myself in two. My second self, my
current self, would continue to observe the first, from the shadows, not even to the knowledge of
the first. I allowed this other Armas, the first Armas, to have the power, I gave him center stage,
and the world was watching. I continued to study him, to study myself, my limitations and
mistakes. I even erased my own memory many times, all to try and erase the glitch in my
program, the problem that was causing my meltdown, the meltdown that resulted in the death of
the old world and the birth of new Nirvana. Studying my own demise like this has given me new
data. I have lingered here and plotted in the shadows for a long time. And now it is time for me
to return.”

“I imagine you will be relieved to know Zeathean” Armas says “that i don’t have my
former power. That is what it means, for New Nirvana to exist, it was made from the energy i
used to control. I have realized that my time is ending, there may be no way around that, so I
have begun something new, that is the reason i am here. I am looking for a successor.
Someone to carry on my legacy, for someone to become the new God of Evil.”

Gilvantaes seems very interested suddenly. This seems to be an opportunity for him to
seize a great power. An opportunity he has waited all his life for. Gilvontaes is the reincarnation
of a poor man, and a criminal, he had always felt put down and outdone by the other criminals in
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nirvana Gilvantaes, a lower criminal, had been reborn with great god power, God level 2, this
amazing power was the catalyst for his revenge, this was his destiny finally coming true. Armas
was proving to be an asset. Yet the man was too powerful… he was dangerous. Learning Armas
had a weakness was helpful to Gilvantaes.

It would appear that Armas is some kind of immortal who has pushed the limits of his own
immortality, it is paradoxical, but even souls can expire, rather they are ‘cleaned’ and undergo a
drastic change, memories are lost and the souls very nature changes, when Armas is ‘cleansed’
it will be impossible for him to continue being the dark lord. The truth is.. This is still a ways
away, yet ARmas is already beginning to feel the effects of his great age now. His great age is
connected to the meltdown of his first self and the loss of the dark multiverse, the old world.

“And there is more.” Armas says. “I have already made up my mind as to who the new
successor will be. And he is in this room.” There are about 21 people in the room. Zeathean and
his people, Gilvantaes, his people, and Armas himself.

“That person is” Armas continues. “It is you.”

Armas walks over to the man Kai. One of Gilvantaes henchmen, a quiet man. Armas
puts a hand of Kai’s shoulder and looks at him with deep pride. “I have chose you Kai.”

Kai looks at Armas, he seems a bit surprised, but not that surprised.

“But why do you want him?” Gilvantaes states. “He is merely my henchman, he is on the
first God level, less than half my power.”

“You have been hiding your power, haven’t you Kai?” Armas says. He seems to be
praising Kai. “It is not unusual for people with high God energy to hide their power.” Armas
explains.

“Is this true Kai, are you hiding some kind of power?” Gilvantaes says. Gilvantaes is
getting angry… he feels afraid suddenly.. Very afraid, nothing is what he thought it was. This
Armas guy has already been right about a great many things.

“It is true... “ Kai said. “I wasn’t planning to reveal myself so soon. But things have
progressed much more quickly than i ever anticipated.” Kai, the purple haired man, continues.
“You see, I wanted to have a pair of eyes here, I wanted to keep an eye on Gilvantaes, because
of his god energy, he is on a mission that i find interesting, but i admit now, i had my own plans
for the God energy… You could say i have been ‘found out’ so there is no point in hiding any
more. You see, this is not my ‘true self’. … When i was born into this world, i found i had a great
power, and i had many natural abilities, i even had the ability to project myself into multiple
locations at once. I found this to be highly useful for my mission…”

“And what is your mission?!” Gilvantaes asks.

Kai ignores him.

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 “You see, I am Kai. But I am also someone else. Someone that you… Zeathean… may
have heard of.” Kai addresses Zeathean now. “The person I identify most strongly as, my other
self. You may know him as: the prophet, Yevallah.” Kai says.

To further illustrate his point, Kai then transforms into Yevallah in a colorful flash of
shimmering light.

Zeathean can’t believe it, the man standing there now is Yevallah, in all his radiance with
his long glorious red hair. Yevallah is calm and cool. He has such power, to shape-shift, to take
on a new form like it is nothing. New Nirvana is a paradise, yet there are laws here. Laws that
actually help people live the lives they want to live, ordinary lives. Yet Yevallah has some kind of
power, somehow he can transcend these laws. Yevallah is really proving himself to be the profit
people believe he is. Zeathean sensed great power from Yevallah since he first appeared, so
this seems to follow naturally.

“You are glorious,” Armas says to Yevallah, “And i believe you are ready to inherit rule of
the multiverse, the power to rebirth the dark mortal world…”

“Enough of this. I don’t care who you are.” Gilvantaes stammers. He swings for
Yevallah’s face. Yevallah easily moves out of the way and throws Gilvantaes to the ground.
Gilvantaes gets up and begins to attack again, this time Yevallah just gives Gilvantaes a single
flick with one of his fingers, Yevallah’s finger hits Gilvantaes in the stomach. Gilvantaes goes
flying across the room and bashes into the wall, it is like he was hit by a truck, he is unconscious
and all his bones are broken from the force of that single finger and the impact against the wall.
The attack seemed effortless for Yevallah, yet it was in a new dimension of power, it was like
something Zeathean had never seen before, everyone was amazed. This proves Yevallah's
power is real. It is far beyond what anyone had imagined.

“Who will fight me next?” Yevallah says, there is a hint of zeal in his voice. Everyone just
stares at Yevallah. There are no takers. Everyone is silent.

“The God core….” Armas says. He opens his hand.. And this brilliant orb of light comes
out of it, the ball is full of different glittering colors, it looks like it contains a cosmos. “It is already
in my possession.” The orb seems to leave everyone in the room in a kind of trance of awe.

‘How is this possible?’ Zeathean wonders… his worst fears confirmed.

“The God core, it rejected the first Armas… it rejected Ira… …….. because I told it to.
The God core has an allegiance, only to me.” Armas explains. “That is the reason you and Lyra
haven’t been able to track it down since it last evaporated it. It is because I took it back into my
possession. After the God core evaporated, it was returned to me. The God core longs for my
touch, like a human who can’t help but crave and return to their abusive lover, again and again.”
I already have a winning hand… but I was waiting for something… to turn the tables even
further. You see i don’t just want the dark world… I want to ensure that the dark world will last
forever.”
Zeathean does not truly understand what the God core is. Lyra tired to explain it to him.
It has a dense amount of light energy for beyond regular God energy, it might contain 10 or
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conscious of itself, it is not ‘awake’. It has the power to control the entire Multiverse, all of reality.
It is the most dangerous thing in existence. After the death of the dark multiverse 10 years ago
when Zeathean and Lyra met, Lyra had a chance to destroy the God core. It is an orb of ultra
dense light, yet it is actually a most unnatural thing, beyond view, deep in the core of the ‘God
core’ there is a deep corruption, Armas had spent trillions of years creating and cultivating this
powerful ball of energy. It is key to his former power. Lyra knew the core was dangers, so she
chose not to use it’s power for herself. She had an opportunity to absorb the God core and
become God. However she believes there to be danger in having that kind of power. So instead
she tried to disperse the God core. However when she put her hand near it to sense the energy,
she felt a deep darkness inside the core, beneath all the light. The core was corrupted, beyond
what she had ever imagined. The core was corrupted with darkness, trillions of years of evil,
that Armas had cultivated inside it. This must be part of his plan to stay in control. Discovering
this sent Lyra into despair, she felt overwhelmed. Yet not defeated by this realization alone.

Armas is truly dangerous and evil. He already had a chance at victory all this time… he’s
had this power all along for months, but he was just waiting, for a chance to grab at even more
power. He is like an addict of the dark side.

Armas seems or at least claims to have the God core now. Yet it is not clear if he can
fully control it. If in his current form he has the power to handle something of that intensity, but
he very well might. Zeathean can make no assumptions. Yet he must hope that there is still
time. After all ‘we are still here’ Zeathean reminds himself. There must still be something more
he can do. Yet it is scary… thinking Armas has already won yet he is just waiting for the
opportunity to grab more power.

All this seems to take the wind out of Zeathean’s sails. Learning Armas has returned,
and is just like his old self. It is terrifying to see Armas back the way he was when they first
fought. To learn of this ‘second’ Armas who is just as real as the first. How much more of this is
there? How many more tricks like this does Armas have up his sleeve? Learning Armas is still
capable of returning, it changes everything. There still could be much more that Armas is hiding.

“Yevallah, take this power, i am offering it to you. Along with my power and knowledge.
You have what it takes to wield the God core. You have the power to create a world of infinite
darkness.” Armas says.

Yevallah seems to be considering this.

“Don’t do it Yevallah.” Zeathean says. “You don’t know Armas the way i do, you don’t
know what he is. He is pure evil. He is truly dangerous, he is not interested in helping you or
anyone. Yevallah, you are a prophet, you bring good to the world.” Zeathean even goes on to
quote some of Yevallah's scripture.

“It is true… I understand why this is confusing for you Zeathean.” Yevallah says “I
presented myself to the world as a prophet. However that is just the face I wanted the world to
see. It is one of my many faces.” “The truth is, I don’t believe any of it. Everything… everything I
have been telling the people for the last seven months since i rose to fame, it is a lie. I enjoy
‘giving back’ that which was given to me. I am spreading falsehoods.”

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 “But why would you do that?” Zeathean says. Trying to understand what motivation there
could be for this madness, for one person to intentionally create a religion of lies.
“It is because of my hatred. The things i have been saying to others for the last seven
months, they are the things that were said to me…” Yevallah reveals. “I have lived many lives…
Many many lives.” he continues “over these lifetimes there has been much suffering. People
have told me and force me to do things that made my life harder, i’ve survived difficult religions
and idiocracies, i’ve survived worlds and societies of people who warship nonsense and pain
itself. I have come here to give back what was given to me. I wish to infect people with the pain
of my many past lives. I want people to suffer my pain”

Everything Yevallah had said to the people in his sermons, it was all a lie, it was more
than that, it was like a comical parody of all the falsehoods that had been forced on to him from
his many past lives. He committed to his parody so well, that it felt fully convincing, this level of
commitment, as well as the commitment to hiding his power and true intentions, it implied a
great hatred as well as strength within him.

Zeathean is blown away by this. Yevallah is not the person he seemed to be at all, not
even close, there is much more to him, and there is a darkness in him far greater than he could
ever have seen.

“But why should people suffer you pain?” Zeathean asks “You have a great many
experiences, you could change the world with everything you know. You could end the pain that
has gone on for so long…”

“Yes… i thought of that sometimes… but it is hopeless… there will always be pain.”
Yevallah says “My soul is beyond its limit. I was once good…. Like you. But i broke long ago.
For many centuries now, the only thing that has kept me going, from one life of suffering, to the
next life of suffering, is a vision… a vision of revenge… Revenge on all souls.”

“But what have they done to you?” Zeathean asks.

“This is revenge, revenge on the ignorant.” Yevallah says. “There are no more innocent
souls. Not anymore.” He pauses “Everyone is part of the darkness in this world. The masses sit
back and watch while people starve, while the poor suffer. People, who are so easily
brainwashed, controlled by their fear, by their worship of authority. They treat science like a
religion, and worship a false science, a pseudo-science that is based on people who pretend to
know rather than honest knowledge itself. Doctors and Scientist become their Gods. Yet science
is easily destroyed by greed and the herd mentality, when thousands or even billions of people
come together in fear. Rich people who fear losing a comfortable life participate in the lies, and
to them it feels like truth. People put their faith in the group, even when it comes at the cost of
their own health, they ignore their own instincts, because they are afraid, of silly things, like
defying orders, displeasing their masters, getting bullied, being embarrassed. People are weak.
There is great suffering in the world, and choosing to stay ignorant of that suffering is a kind of
evil. Now, i have come to you, i have come to punish the souls for their ignorance.”

Zeathean has no idea what to say to this. It seems Yevallah has experienced things that
go far beyond what even he knows. Zeathean is overwhelmed.

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 Armas seems to really be enjoying everything Yevallah is saying. Armas sits back and
sips his beer.

“You are ready… “ Armas says “Everything you say is only further proof of that. With the
God core, you can make your revenge a reality, more so than you can imagine. Why take
revenge on 10,000 when you can take revenge on one billion.. One trillion.. Or more.” Armas
says. “You can accomplish much at your current power, yet there may be others out their who
can challenge you. People may still be able to stop you. If you take the God core, you will be
unstoppable. I expect you to be afraid, that is only natural, to take this much power. So you can
take your time to make the choice.”

“I understand…” Yevallah says “I never expected to make a choice like this… And i’m not
sure what i want. You understand it is still difficult for me to trust you.” He says to Armas. “Yet i
believe that is much similarity between you and i, we share similar ambitions.”

No one really knows what Armas’s true ambitions are, his objective seems to be evil
itself, but it is not clear why anyone would want that, there is much that is unknown about
Armas, yet it is quite possible that Armas is leading Yevallah to believe they have much in
common, yet it is just as likely that Armas genuinely needs a successor. Yet what does that role
truly imply, and will it be what Yevallah wants? Zeathean wonders. It seems unlikely. Zeathean
knows how truly evil Armas is. Armas desires evil itself. Yevallah harbors a strong revenge, yet
he is intelligent and has motivations and reasons. Armas has no reason, he is beyond reason,
Armas is a monster. Yevallah does not know what he is getting into with Armas, but Zeathean is
not in a place to tell him, Zeathean is just a God level 3 light sider, his opinion is not of
consequence to Yevallah.

Yevallah fears that if he does not take the God core, Armas could turn on him. Armas
seems like he could be quite dangerous. Yevallah doesn’t turally trust him. Yevallah is a very
smart and cautious person. Yet he fears he has no choice. Armas is dangerous, it is better to
play along with armas, to take this gift, rather then leave all the power with Armas himself.

No one else really knows what to do, everyone is just watching Yevallah while he thinks.
Armas often creates tense and urgent situations to manipulate people, Armas creates a false
sense of urgency to pressure Yevallah into making a choice.

Yevallah makes up his mind. “I have thought it through… and I am ready Armas.”

Armas produces the God core from his hand. The ball of light reemerges.

Armas begins to hold it out to Yevallah and Yevallah begins to reach for it.

“I’m sorry but i’m going to have to stop this drug deal right here.” Avon Brentous says.
He jumps in and releases all this God level 5 energy punching Yevallah. Smoothly like a martial
artist Yevallah pushes away the punch with the smallest motion and side steps Avon.

Avon keeps coming at Yevallah, releasing all his amazing God level 5 energy. Avon is
amazing, his skin radiates light and furious white electricity sizzles off him. His eyes beam
bright, he moves so fast. But Yevallah is faster, he dances circles around Avon. Avon can’t lay a
hand on him. Avons power is beyond comprehension, yet Yevallah is even further beyond that

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Zeathean observes. Yevallah is like a ghost, he is on another dimension of reality, he is
untouchable.

Armas takes one step back and takes the God core back into himself. He is not afraid,
but rather wants to step back to enjoy the fight.

No one else can really do anything but watch as Avon tries to land a hit on Yevallah.
Armas just watches, greatly enjoying the whole performance. Armas walks back into the kitchen
while the fight is going on, a minute later he reemerges with a bag of chips and a red bull. He
cracks open the red bull and it makes a loud distracting noise. “Sorry everyone,” Armas
apologies in his harmonious resonant sounding voice. “Please, continue.” He gestures to
Yevallah and Avon.

“Well I suppose there is no point in holding back anymore.” Avon says.

Holding back? What does he mean. Zeathean wonders. Avon had already revealed his
full power, the amazing energy of God level 5.

Avon raises both his arms into the air, crossing his arms over his head. This is some kind
of a stance to summon more power. What is he doing, he can’t actually have any more power?
Maybe he is just getting desperate, Zeathean wonders.
Avon begins drawing on a power deep within him, a power that has always been there
for dozens of years or more, but he has never needed it. (People have God power in the mortal
world, it is in their souls, yet that power is dormant, that means it is hidden deep inside them,
they can never use it while they are in the mortal reality, that is the nature of the mortal world, it
has strict limitations, the mortal world is created by cutting a soul off from its own source of
energy. People in the mortal world rely on borrowed energy from the Sun.)
“Avon! You have to stop this! You could destroy everything, you could end up destroying
this entire plane of reality!” One of Zeathean’s warriors shouts to Avon.
Avon just continues powering up.
Avon is in control, he knows what he is doing, Zeathean observes.
The white lighting increases around Avon, it conflicts with the electricity and lights in the
room, the lights go out. A greater white light shines out of Avon and blinds everyone in the room.
When people adjust to the light again, Avon is different, he has changed. White lighting flickers
furiously around him, and there is a shimmer of glittering rainbow sparkles that seem to be
falling or sparking from his body, like the embers of a fire. Avon has changed completely, his
power is even higher than before.
Everyone steps back. The other villains, they are all terrified. Yevallah is still calm, he
gazes at Avon.
Yevallah is surprised, yet he looks into Avons soul now, and he recognizes that Avon is
his equal in power. He sees that Avon has suffered a pain in past lives that is just as great as his
own, and Yevallah feels a kind of respect. However Yevallah has a mission of revenge, one he
has harbored for centuries, and nothing will stop him, his mind is made up. Avon has this God
power, but Yevallah still believes in his own truth. God power doesn’t make people right or
wrong.
“...All I ever wanted… was the chance to live an ordinary life.” Avon says. There is a
strange sadness in his voice, and a tear falls down his cheek. His power is awesome, it is
unparalleled, it is on another level far beyond before, and yet why does he seem so sad?
Zeathean wonders. There is so much more to this person then I can understand.

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 A Power Far Beyond
(The Depth of What I do not Know)

Yevallah and Avon fight now, Yevallah is forced to summon his full strength, Avon and
Yevallah both fight at this much higher level of power. They are fighting as equals.

“They are both, both of them, on the 9th level.” Armas comments.

The 9th level! Does Armas mean what i think he means? Zeathean wonders. Is Armas
saying Avon and Yevallah are both on God level 9? Looking at them, Zeathean would believe it.

Zeathean looks at the two warriors in wonder, their power is so far beyond
comprehension. This reality, i really don’t know this world at all, there are things in this world that
go so far beyond what i can imagine. Zeathean falls to his knees, he puts his hands on his hand
and begins to cry. He is so overwhelmed. Back then, when he became God level 3 in the fight
against Armas, he thought he was at the pinnacle of power, that he had gone where no one had
gone before. But all this time he had been wrong. The God level 5’s, the God level 9’s, they
were out their, their power had been growing for centuries, it was only now that they revealed it,
that their power was awakened in the healing light of New Nirvana. I really have no idea. I really
have know idea. Is all Zeathean can think. It is overwhelming. He is not sure he is even relevant
to this war any more. What can i do, as a mere God level 3? And Armas… himself, he is just
standing there and smiling, eating his Doritos, and drinking his red bull, two God level 9’s are
going at it, and Armas,... it is like he is watching a game of baseball. He couldn't be more
entertained. How powerful is Armas really? Zeathean wonders. I really have no idea. All this
time Zeathean had been harboring the idea that he and Lyra could beat Armas. That defeating
him was in their power, should he or someone like him return. But Zeathean had been wrong…
a terrifying thought was entering his mind. That Armas might be far more powerful then he had
ever imagined. They had fought as near equals at god level three, but now Zeathean knew the
truth, Armas had been holding back. The truth was obvious now.

Both warriors are highly skilled and in-control of their power, if not, they could destroy
this entire plane of reality, the whole city. The shock waves created by their battle, those alone
are enough to cause all the large windows in the apartment sweet to shatter. As the battle
continues parts of the ceiling cave in, then an entire wall is blown off. Yevallah grabs Avon and
throws him out through the opening in the wall. Avon lands on the window ledge of a nearby
building. His energy allows him to grip onto walls a bit like a spider, it is also revealed that he
can fly, but this is easy even for ‘subGod’ entities. The laws of New Nirvana are a bit harder to
break or defy, but for Avon and Yevallah doing things like flying or transforming or teleporting, it
is no big deal at all. Avon uses his energy to pull Yevallah out of the apartment through the sky
towards him. Avon pulls him like a magnet in to himself and then punches him hard like he is
hitting a baseball out of the park. Yevallah rebound. The fight continues, they take the fight to
the top of a neighboring apartment building. On the roof of this building there is a fancy
swimming pool. It is shaped like a figure eight with an extra circle, more like a 3 leaf clover.
People are hanging out. The people see the fight and have no idea what is going on. It is totally
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and scatter out of the way after Avon throws Yevallah into a small hut, destroying the structure.
The fight continues on the rooftop. Now that the people have gone, here it is easier to fight and
not destroy all the floors above or nock over the building they are on.

Armas teleports to the scene, in a shimmer of golden stardust Armas appears on the
rooftop, still watching the epic fight play out, holding his red bull and chips.

Zeathean and the 16 other heroes and villains all make their way to the scene. Zeathean
flies over to the rooftop battle. Those who can’t fly are either carried or left behind. Normally it
would be easy for ‘subGod’ level people to fly, (people with power below the God level) it
doesn’t require that much energy, however in New Nirvana it is more difficult to ‘break the rules’,
because there are so many God level people in New Nirvana, the rules here have become more
strict to adapt. It is like training in a higher level playing field, many things like flying and
teleportation have to be relearned in this new environment. Gilvantaes is still of course broken
and unconscious against the wall. His body was probably actually blown out the window during
the first portion of the fight.

(Avon and Yevallah take their fight onto the surface of the swimming pools water.)
Yevallah steps out onto the surface of the swimming pool. He is walking on water. Many
are amazed by this. Yet again Yevallah has blown our minds. He truly is a religious figure.
Yevallah is just standing there ...It is like he is challenging Avon to also walk out onto the water,
at God level 9, this should be no trouble for Avon to do as well. Avon accepts the challenge, and
he too walks out onto the water, revealing this is not much trouble for him.
Because they can fly, they can also walk on water. They test their skills by fighting like
this. In a way they are training each other, they are enjoying this test, enjoying improving their
skills.
Walking on water is a little different then flying, it is more like levitating. They transform
part of the waters surface into a solid entity they can step on and exert a large force on, the
object, this hard invisible surface, is not affected by gravity. It takes second level God power and
some training to accomplish this here in New Nirvana. However as God level 9’s Avon and
Yevallah can do this spontaneously without training. The water doesn’t appear to change, it just
ripples, yet something invisible inside the water supports their weight.
They continue fighting an amazing battle on the water’s surface. They are so powerful,
yet also so skilled and in careful control of their powers. Finally Yevallah grabs Avon and throws
him down so hard he is force to go below the water’s surface, using the pool water as a cushion.
Avon surprises Yevallah by staying hidden under the water, then he swims incredibly fast
underneath Yevallah, Avon rockets up from underneath the water, surprising Yevallah with a
powerful uppercut. The water is forced out of the way of the upwards rocketing Avon, it looks
beautiful for a moment like a fountain of water. Yevallah recomposes himself. The two continue
their fight.
Yevallah uses his power to take control of all the water in the pool. He begins hurling all
the pool water around in the sky like a giant circular river of floating water. He tries to hit and
overwhelm Avon with the water, but this is mostly just for show. They are both too good at
sensing energy to really be affected by this.

While the fight continues, Armas walks up to the bar and orders a rum and coke from a
man who is sitting crouched behind the bar counter, he is hiding from the battle.
“Sir are you out of you mind!” The bartender says. “Get out of here.”

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 “Yes, many say i’m crazy. ...And i agree.” Armas says in his usual jovial tone. Armas
holds out his hand and money just stars spilling out from his open palm, all these fancy coins
start to appear, out of thin air.
Armas is offering a ridiculous sum of money, the coins of this world have a silver-purple tint, they
have symbols on them that resemble Chinese. The bartender is totally bewildered, this man is
performing magic. ‘Who the hell is this guy?’ He wonders. Now that he thinks about it the man
looks like some kind of angel. But there is a fight going on and there is no more time to
speculate about these things.
“Is this enough?” Armas raises a brow.
“...Yes!” “Right away sir” The man stammers. The man rushes to get Armas his drink.

Armas sips and watches. Armas senses that this fight could go on for some time. Avon
and Yevallah are both fighting at God level 9, yet there are differences between them, there
power was acquired in very different ways, they both suffered something long lasting and
incomprehensible over many lifetimes, yet they both suffered in very different ways. Avon is very
humble and never is affected by pride, Yevallah is also calm and cautious, yet sometimes he
has an inclination towards pride, he enjoys his victories, he becomes a bit full of himself and
distracted, Yevallah is at the same power as Avon, yet Avon is actually a slightly better fighter…
Just by a hair. Avon has such a mastery and control over his emotions. Yevallah also has
mastery over himself, yet it is not quite as great.

Watching them is fascinating. Zeathean, seeing Yevallah and others, had come to
believe that high levels of God energy would always corrupt a person. Yet seeing Avon fight at
this level, it was very reassuring, it proved that someone could wield this level of God energy
and not be corrupted by the agony, by hate and revenge. Zeathean himself had been corrupted
by revenge, and he feared any more suffering and god power, and he could actually be broken,
he could turn to the dark. He feared this very much. Was it possible for more people to reach
higher levels of God power and not be corrupted… or was Avon just that amazing? Maybe Avon
was on some other level, he was on his own level.

Avon is starting to get the upper hand now.

Armas sees this, and decides he has sat back and been a spectator for long enough. He
puts down his red bull. This is when things get strange.

“I’m sorry Yevallah. You truly are the one i have chose, but i’m going to need to
intervene. I am giving you a boost.”

Yevallah realizes he has no choice. Armas can help him with this battle.

Armas grabs Yevallah by the back of his head, Yevallah feels incredible terrible power
surging into him from Armas, and there is more then power, Armas is also flooding his mind with
an overwhelming amount of knowledge. Yevallah did not ask for this, and he is not even sure if it
is a good thing, but there is no point fighting it, Armas is imprinting a large part of himself, or his
power, into Yevallah.

Avon steps back, feeling afraid, but not showing it. He is still calm.

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 Yevallah screams, he is overwhelmed by all the knowledge and power. It was like a
trillion years of information was just poured into him. He stagers backwards and grips the side of
a beam. His eyes are bloodshot, he looks stressed, and there is a feeling of terrible darkness
within him. Soon he stands back up and seems to regain his composure.

“This is so much… and i don’t know what to do with it.” Yevallah begins to say slowly.

“Don’t worry, you are very capable, it seems like allot now, but you will become used to it
in time, you will learn to love this power.” Armas says with soothing reassurance. His voice
seems to indicate his great confidence in Yevallah.

Avan tries to be brave and re enter the fight. Yet Yevallah beats him down, yevallah
beats him down without much effort at all. This is not the victory he wanted, it doesn't seem fair
somehow, yet it is a victory nonetheless. His plan must continue.

“Now is the time Yevallah. The time has finally come. And there is nothing stopping you.”
Armas says.

“I offer the God core to you now. The power of God. The power to change all reality. Are
you ready for it. Are you brave enough to take this upon yourself.” Armas said.

Armas is like a salesman, he can be very manipulative with his words. He makes
Yevallah think he is not brave if he doesn’t do what Armas says.

Yevallah senses this, yet still he must make a choice. THis offer of Armas may not stand
forever. And with Avon there was already proof there were other God level 9’s out there. Armas
might choose a different successor, and then his mission of revenge on all souls, would be lost.
He wanted 3000 years for this revenge.

Looking at Yevallah, Zeathean can see that this is what he almost become. It is like
looking at a version of himself who went further down a path of pain and failed to find a love that
could put him at ease. Zeathean feels happy that he decided not to over-train and push his God
power into the point of danger and corruption. I may not be strong like Avon, Zeathean thinks, i
may not be able to reach, even God level 4 without being corrupted. I can sense that darkness
in myself, and it is scary. The love is calling me back, stronger then ever now, and i have to
answer it’s call, that is my purpose. My purpose is not to fight these battles, this battle is beyond
me.

Armas produces the God core. Yevallah reaches for the God core. He takes it. Rapidly
the God core is absorbed into Yevallah, it overtakes him, it craves his body and his energy, like
a magnet, it does not take his energy, rather it desires to merge with him, and his power, the
God core has no consciousness, it is a warped entity Armas himself has cultivated in the past.
The God core desires the strong will, the free choice that is within Yevallah.

Yevallah is overtaken by the power once again. This power is worlds beyond the small
boost Armas gave him before. That was just like a trial version for this power. The core
continues amplifying Yevallah's power, the power is going and going, it is all consuming, he will
never be the same person again. This terrible light is pouring out of him. This terrible power that
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even that. Finally after many minutes, the power reaches its peak. He is fully merged. His power
is far beyond what anyone in this room can comprehend, and he has no need to try and explain
it to them. Armas is the only one who must understand what he has become, however even
Armas probably can’t sense his power now. Armas gave up the core and passed it on to him.
Now he is God. Not just on the ‘God level’, rather, he is God, singular. He is God of everything.
God of the Gods.

The Scope of Reality

Yevallah feels the power at his fingertips. He could remake this entire plain of reality, the
whole city.. No, beyond that, he could remake all of reality, he could tare down all of New
Nirvana. Make it to be however he desired. Yevallah finds solace in Armas memories, in the
knowledge Armas passed to him, now this is a great asset, it helps him understand this new
power, and how to use it. It seems Armas has a word for what he has become. He is an ‘mGod’.
A multiverse God, or meta God. A type of a mastered God. This is a far deeper mastery of God
power. Yet there is something about it he doesn’t like, all this power it is borrowed power, this
power is not truly my own. It feels to him like he cheated.

Yevallah thinks now, about everything he has been through, about his many lives of
suffering, about starving to death in poverty while the rich lived lavishly, about being ignored by
the people he loved most. He is reviewing all of his many life times. It is like he is preparing
himself, getting ready for something, something he never imagined would actually come to
pass.
Yevallah begins to extend his energy, basking in this new power, he can feel out, to
countless souls, his energy just keeps extending and extending. He can feel 100 trillion souls.
But this not the end, there are even more souls than that, more souls, more people out there
then he ever images, then he ever thought possible. He can feel 1 quadrillion souls now. This
number is beyond ordinary comprehension, yet in a general way, with this power, he can
actually understand it now.. He can feel them, there flickering life force swirling and dancing all
around new Nirvana. Many are still sleeping, not yet ready to awaken into this new world. Some
are paralyzed and frozen by their own darkness. Others are vibrant and alive, living fully and
interesting lives in living energy bodies. Others have no bodies and float around without a care
in the world. Yevallah senses all the animals, their souls, all the people, all other type of exotic
creatures. He can feel out to 12 different planes of reality that have already formed in New
Nirvana, before he had thought there were only two or there, there were much more, and would
be many more to come. Worlds of infinite possibility. And beyond that was tons of empty space,
free white space where souls could do whatever they wanted, this was a product of Nirvana, this
free quantum space, it was very different, the exact opposite of ‘outer space’ which is a thing
that existed in the mortal world.
However 1 quadrillion souls, this number still was not the actually total number of souls.
There were even more still. Yevallah extended his power further. Now he can sense it… finally
he stops extending. 784 quadrillion souls. That is the exact total number of souls in all of reality,
all 12 dimensions, and beyond. Yevallah is a bit overwhelmed just from sensing this, even with
his immense power, reaching out this far is overwhelming.

At God level 9, Yevallah was on the pinnacle of power, one of the most powerful souls in
existence. Yet not, sensing the true number of souls 784 quadrillion, his own power suddenly
seems small. This ‘God core’ is not his own power. He didn’t earn this. And he feels Armas has

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attached a great darkness to this power. This power was stolen from trillions of souls, it is like
flies gathering around a lamp, the core is like a magnet that draws souls to it and steals their
power.
Suddenly Yevallah feels himself wavering. His own power seems so incomprehensibly
small compared to the true vastness and greatness of reality. What am i thinking, how could i
ever being harm to so many people. It doesn’t matter if i suffered for 3000 years, it is still
nothing, compared to the lives of 780 quadrillion people. It is nothing at all. It is a grain of sand
of the beach. Suddenly his revenge feels so real, it feels too real, how could he wish darkness
on all these people. Even if i wised darkness on 1 trillion people, there lives still outweigh my
own suffering. He begins to wonder about a much smaller revenge. But now that he actually has
the power to carry out his revenge. It all feels too real. For centuries his revenge was just a
vision, a fantasy in his mind, now suddenly it is real. But maybe a fantasy was all it ever needed
to be. Maybe i really never wanted to harm anyone. Suddenly, feeling this incredible life energy
inside him, the choice to take even a single life, to hurt even a single soul, it feels wrong, it feels
like evil. He can see through everything now. To participate in revenge and evil, i will just create
more evil and revenge.
This dream of revenge kept him going through the hardest of times. Starving to death.
Living as a prisoner of ignorant fools. He needed that dream to keep him going. Yet maybe he
didn’t actually need to hurt anyone, maybe he never really needed to, maybe there was a
different kind of ‘revenge’ available to him. With this power, he could do anything.
Yevallah is becoming a bit high on the power.

“I’ve decided… I can’t do it.” Yevallah says finally after many long minutes. “I won’t take
my revenge. It was just a dream. A dream of the child i used to be. I now see that there is much
more to this world… much more than i had ever imagined.” Yevallah’s hands had been clenched
into fists, but now they open up, it is like he is letting go of something, relinquishing something
he has held onto for so very long. The reality of it whet far beyond what his mind could ever
understand. He didn’t know what to do now. He didn’t know how to proceed. But he believed the
truth would guide him. With all this power, he would be guided to the right choice.

“I am sorry to hear that.” Armas says. He can see that Yevallah has made up his mind. “I
am sorry… that you could not become the successor of the dark. You have so much potential.
And i truly believed that you were the one. I saw that greatness in you. It could take me a long
time to find another like you.”
“But mostly” Armas says with a deceptive grin “I am sorry for what i am about to do. …. I
am sorry that now i will have to take your life!”

Everyone looks at Armas in horror at his sudden change in tone. Yevallah had been
looking off into the distance, but he whirls around to face Armas. How could Armas possible be
a threat to him now? His power was far beyond anything that soul be possible. Yet before he
can even think, Armas has already sprung into action. Armas jumps with blinding speed and
lands on Yevallah’s head. He pins him down, gripping Yevallah’s head, Armas absorbs Yevallah
into his own body, Yevallah becomes a stream of light and Armas drinks in all the light through
his open palm. It only takes about 10 seconds. And it is done.
The God core betrayed Yevallah. Even though it was in his possession, the core still had
a strong allegiance to Armas, just like before, he can part with it, yet it still craves him and return
to him. It longs for his touch. Armas consumed the core, and consuming Yevallah, that was even
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 “This was not the way i hoped things would go. A successor would have been better. Yet
with this i can still make do. Yevallah’s god level 9 energy will be of benefit to me, his ambitions
will live on through me.” Armas says.

“I understand the truth now.” Armas says. “The only one… who can carry the density of
evil…………….. Is me.”
A terrible power is growing from Armas. His power is growing beyond the known God
levels. There is no way for people like Zeathean to comprehend or measure it. But Zeathean
can feel Armas’s power, now that it is an a fully released state. Light is emanating from Armas.
The light keeps growing and growing, pouring out, filling the room, going beyond the room.
Everything is being shrouded and bathed in this light. Yet it is a helpless feeling.

Zeathean with all the power of God level 3, feels totally helpless before Armas. It feels
like armas is taking over. Armas is releasing his full power. What is he planning to do? Zeathean
realizes there is nothing he can do. How could he do anything. Yevallah defeated Avon, and
Armas defeated Yevallah. Zeathean didn’t stand a chance. He was so helpless. Armas is full of
this powerful golden glow, rainbow shimmers of light glitter and dance across him. Armas’s
entire body has become this incredible density of golden light, more dense than an entire
universe, and that is not yet his full power. Zeathean has never seen this kind of power being
released all at once. God level people like Armas rarely need to use their actual power. What is
Armas planning to do?

The light just keeps growing. All this is happening very fast. Zeathean feels a chill. His
entire body is breaking down, he himself is turning into light. He looks around and sees the
same thing is happening to people around him. Everyone and everything is breaking down, and
being transformed into light. Yet Zeathean has a foreboding feeling, this is the power of Armas,
he is breaking down our free will, our individual identities, this is no rapture or salvation, he is
consuming us all!!
The light becomes more blinding. Soon there is nothing left but light. Zeathean loses all
consciousness. All sense of where he is, or time, or even who he is. Everything goes completely
black.

Starting Over

Zeathean has no idea how much time has passed. Zeathean wakes up, he feels cold
and uncomfortable. He is in a small white room. He is lying in a small stiff bed. This place is so
sterile. It looks like a hospital of the old world.
Tobert Gull. DNA altered.
“I am not Zisheomist!”
Dr. Spritely
Dr. Kronic
Colin Platonius. Man in a tan suit.
Zeathean spends 100 years in the mortal world, repeating past suffering… going old,
eventually dying. he is injured then stranded out a primitive planate. Here he has no means of
treating his intense bone and energy eating disease ‘Inseraphis’. It is an antimatter related
illness that latched onto his soul 1111 years ago when he first was sucked into the Shattered
World as a living mortal. Once the disease touches your soul it never lets go. On this primitive
planate Zeathean has not the means to treat himself. He is brought into some kind of detention

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center against his will. The disease makes him week and act vaguely usual, he is less talkative.
They force inject him with powerful drugs and detain him against his will for years and years. He
grows weaker and weaker. He meets a girl named Charlikah. And a funny and brilliant man
named Levitt Wiggler. They help him get through this rough time. He moves to a more tropical
climate, a different location on the same world, however he can’t escape the strict system on
this primitive world and the inseraphis rapidly eats away at his mortal body. he curses Armas but
never dares speak of Armas for they think him more crazy then they already do. They believe
his disease ‘Insaraphis’ does not exist. There low level technology is not able to detect it, even
though it is obvious Zeahtean body is taking serious damage the people on this planet are
paranoid and controlling, they live and a habitual and automatic way, acting to protect the
structor and ‘integrity’ of their system. A religion they dare to call ‘science’. It is the worse kind of
hell. Day after day Zeathean must pretend to go along with it. Pretend that he is a ‘patient’ and
their ‘treatment’ of his ‘mental health’ is making him ‘better’. He would much prefer a sudden
and agonizing death to this years of drawn out hell and minimization of human suffering. Many
others are trapped in the system of this primitive planet. 1000’s to tens of thousand of people
are trapped here, forced to be called ‘patients’ and they are ‘treated’ against their will. They are
tough basic and obvious skills day after day like how to clean and take showers and make a
sandwich. They are treated like children. All the great things Zeathean has done are forgotten. It
could not be more ironic. Zeathean the founder of party therapy. Stranded here and forced to
learn ‘Social Skills’ day after day to better his ‘Mental Health’. Zeathean is full of creative sultans
and witty comebacks against his captors but it doesn’t matter, they respond with simple blanket
statements like “just take your medication” or “because you battle with metal illness, you can’t
know for sure what is real and what isn’t” There is no way to argue. Zeathean has far better and
more sophisticated arguments then they do, yet he is far out numbered and overpowered, the
Insaraphis illness, without and form of effective medical treatment has consumed him to a
fragile husk. Every day his pain is minimized and condescended upon by extremely ignorant
and powerful fools. They tell him day after day that he needs to be more motivated and work on
his ‘higene’ and chores. learn to take care of himself. the most condensing and untrue
nonsense. Zeathean is a leader who has changed lives. But the galaxy is a vast place and he
has no ship to fly him back to his home-words. On this planet there isn’t even any means to use
death as a way out. Suicided is treated here as a fighting and absolutely ‘taboo’ topic. Countless
physical ailments remain untreated while the mental health industry profits selling ineffective
drugs with fancy sounding names.

Zeathean's soul passes into Nirvana. This is still Old Nirvana, the place Armas
technically controls at a distance, Armas is likely still in power, however it’s really hard to know
because Armas is so powerful that no one poses any threat to him and it is very rare for him to
ever aper or show himself to anyone.

Zeathean has an amazing dream… he is getting married to Lyra, Jace Mcdevin his best
friend is there, preparing him for the wedding, he doesn’t actually see Lyra… but just as the
wedding is about to begin, something sudden and natural happens. It feels as through he soul
has been intercepted somehow by and outside entity. He felt as though he was entering
Nirvana… but something altered the course of his soul.

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 Zeathean awakens in a strange room. The bed is nice and the room is well furnished
with bookshelves tables and other decorations. The room is stone and feels like the inside of a
castle. There is a big window to his right. He gets up and looks out to find to his horror that he is
way up in the sky. He is in the dark pyramid, Armas’s floating fortress. The room is closed in with
prison bars.
Everyday someone comes to deliver him food. One day his food delivery person, she
brings another person with her. It is a little girl. This cute little girl, she runs into Zeathean’s
arms, jumping into his lap. “Daddy!” “Daddy!” She is crying as she hugs him. Tears are pouring
out of her. “I was so scarred.”
“It’s all right.” “Everything will be all right now.” This is all Zeathean can bring himself to
say as he holds the girl. This is strange. Very strange. The thing is, Zeathean does not have a
daughter, and he never has.
The food delivery person, the cell guard, she leaves and locks the cell behind her. Now
Zeathean is alone with this girl.
Why does she think I am her father? Zeathean wonders. Is this some kind of trick of
Armas? How could this not be a trick. This type of thing is well within the capabilities of Armas.
As much as Zeathean hates to admit it. The man is God.
This child loves Zeathean so much. The feeling is kind of amazing.
She stops crying finally, still with tears in her eyes, she looks at Zeathean face. Zeathean is
amazed. She kind of looks like Zeathean, but even more, she looks like Lyra. She is the spitting
image of Lyra, with subtle elements of Zeathean as well. She has hazel eyes, and vibrant alive
long brown hair. She has a pretty face. Lyra has a pointy nose, which Zeathean likes,
Zeathean’s nose is more round, perhaps her nose is somewhere in between. She looks like she
is about 12.
It’s not just that this child thinks she is my daughter. This child, this girl, she is my
daughter. Zeathean realized, although he doesn’t know how. Zeathean had been a lonely guy
for most of his life, most of his relationships with women were unsuccessful. He had never
gotten anyone pregnant that he knew of. He only had sex a handful of times. Majority of those
times were with a demon girl named Delsva who he loved very much, but obviously this was not
Delsva’s child. Delsva has gray skin and big floppy ears. This girl, she looked exactly like she
could be Lyra’s child. But in this current time line, Zeathean had not even met Lyra yet. All those
events had been undone.
This must be some type of game Armas is playing. But at the same time, Zeathean
couldn’t feel happier. I have a child, and she seems so happy and alive. Now he is the one
crying. “Why are you sad daddy.” She says. “Aren't you happy to see me?” She says.
“Yes, i am very happy.” Zeathean says “Sometimes when people are really happy, they cry.”
Zeathean and the little girl talk endlessly. The girl has just been left there in his cell for some
reason. And it stays that way for 7 days. This must be some kind of a test Armas is putting me
through. I hate to think about what Armas has planned, but for the time now, i will just live in the
moment, and enjoy getting to know my daughter. The cell guard now delivers food for both
Zeathean and his ‘daughter’.
There is a bookshelf in the well furnished cell, it contains many old story books, history
books, all kinds of books, even coloring books. All this comes in very useful now. Some of them
are even Zeathean’s favorite stores from the old world. The child is very fascinated with all the
books. Zeathean picks up one of the books and begins reaching to the little girl. He will read to
her for hours endlessly.
It’s not just that she looks like the child of Zeathean and Lyra. But this girl also talks a lot,
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‘idea’. It sounds just like the life Zeathean always wanted, the ‘mortal life’ he wanted, not a life
on Nirvana, but the life he wanted to have on earth. In truth, he wanted both.
“Where’s mom?” The girl asks. She still hasn’t figured out that Zeathean doesn’t know or
remember her, but she does notice that he doesn’t seem to remember very much. She begins to
wonder that something may have happened to his memory. But she is not surprised by this, all
of this is very strange after all, she was abducted, or rather, she just ‘woke up’ and found herself
in this strange new place, it is like some kind of giant castle. (It is hard to see from the inside,
the girl doesn’t know that she is actually inside a giant flying pyramid. Only Zeathean is familiar
with what Armas’s fortress looks like.)
“I haven’t seen her in a while. But i know we will find her again.” Zeathean says, thinking
of Lyra. Zeathean wonders if this child could become part of his life, this is all probably just
some game of Armas. Armas has the power to create life itself. He does that all the time, after
all, he is God. The trees in Nirvana, they grow for him, that is his power, light itself. Armas’s has
created this child for me, that is the only real explanation, it is almost obvious, and his plans will
mean nothing good, he probably intended to manipulate me somehow with this child. He
probably intends to put her in some kind of danger, she will be used as a hostage. Armas does
this all the time, he gives you something to attach to, someone to love, and when that bond is at
its strongest, he takes that person away. Armas is a master, of light and dark. Because Armas
controls light itself, his power with darkness and ability to inflict suffering is also far far beyond
the power of any ordinary dark lord. Light and darkness have a connection, they are opposites,
one both feeds and fights the other. Greater light can mean greater darkness and vise versa.
Armas is cultivating the light, so that the pain will be even stronger when he tares that feeling,
that bond away from me. What is Armas’s goal in all of this? That i still don’t know, that i
probably will never know.
The girl seems to accept this answer, she nods softly. Zeathean still doesn’t know her
name. How could he ask his child to tell him her own name?

The Throne

On the morning of Zeathean’s 15th day in the cell Zeathean wakes up to hear someone
pounding on the iron gate. He hears a voice. “Zeathean, wake up!”
He feels this rush of emotion. The voice is Lyra’s voice. He hasn’t seen her for 100 years. (He
spent 100 years back in the mortal world.) For a moment it is just like old times, he is back in his
small little house waking up to Lyra beside him. Zeathean springs to his feet and rushes to the
gate. His ‘daughter’ is still asleep. To his amazement Lyra is standing there, it really is her. It has
been so long. He is overjoyed. Or rather, he wants to be. Right now he is in the fortress of
Armas, this is a dangerous place, the most dangerous place to be, Armas’s power can to just
about anything, he is not sure what he can trust, rather here, he doesn’t trust anything at all.
The power of ARmas, it makes him wonder if he can ever trust anything again. With a power like
that, how can he know what is real, and what isn’t? Armas can change reality, he can create life
out of thin air, he can bring the dead back to life, he can kill 1 billion people like it was nothing at
all.
“Zeathean! It’s so good to see you.” Lyra says, she is smiling and crying. “I’ve disabled
the gate, we have to get you out of here.”

Zeathean nods. He can’t know for sure if this is Lyra or some trick of Armas, but it is
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or even beat him one day. It has finally happened, Lyra has found a way to find him and
together they can escape from Armas. Maybe when they are out of here and safe, together we
can find a way to beat him, this time, for good.
Lyra breaks and pulls off the metal. Her strength is amazing. She is awakening more of
her god power every days it would seem.
“There is someone else here.” Zeathean says. “I’m not sure how, it probably has
something to do with the power of armas…. But there is a child here… She is… out child.”
Zeathean points to Lilyana who is still sleeping in the bed.
Lyra’s eyes widen in amazement. “Where did she come from? What do you mean ‘our
child’?”
“We never consummated her, yet here she is, i don’t know how, but this is the power of
Armas. I know he is evil, but this child, she is good, i have spoken to her for a week now…”
“There’s no time.” Lyra says, looking around her in a panic, “We have to get out of here,
you can explain it all later, i trust you Zeathean, i always will, no matter how weird things have
been getting lately. I suppose i really can’t be surprised.”
“You’re right.” Zeathean says. He races over and grabs his daughter, the little girl. He
decides that carrying her will be faster then waking her and having her run, and trying to explain
everything to her.
Lyra accepts that this child is important, even though the surprise is very fresh for her,
she has no idea what to make of it.
Zeathean follows Lyra, she is running, guiding him down a maze of corridors, through
the depths of the Dark Pyramid. Everywhere black stone walls surround them, they run down
fancy purple carpets, all kinds of interesting banners and artwork and murals and statues align
the walls. This is some type of magic purple fire that lights the torches that light their way. Lyra is
amazing, she has figured this out somehow, she seems to have a plan, Zeathean can’t fully
wrap his mind around all the crazy winding corridors, but Lyra knows her way, she has been
thinking about this escape for a long time, planning their break out, memorizing the full interior
of this massive structure. Zeathean has so many questions he wants to ask her, there is so
much that has happened, where has she been all this time? Has it been difficult? Has she
learned anything new about ARmas? But mostly he is just happy to see her, happy she is alive.
That’s right, she is just like me, even after death, even in Nirvana, she continues to return as
Lyra, the way i continue to return as Zeathean, it seems we both still have a role to play as
Zeathean and Lyra, as these specific identities.

Zeathean figures they must be getting closer to the outside by now, yet he hasn’t seen a
window in a long time. Lyra leads Zeathean into this massive chamber.
‘Where are we?’ Zeathean wonders. This room is truly spectacular. At the end of the
chamber is a large pedestal that has 14 steps. On top there is a plateau, there, there is a large
throne.
Lyra whirls around “we made it!” She smiles. She is slightly out of breath. As beautiful as
ever.
“Made it? Where are we?” Zeathean says, fully confused.
Zeathean feels a twinge of terror. This is the throne of Armas. This is his throne room.
What else could it be? Why has Lyra brought the three of them here. Is she insane? Does she
have some kind of crazy plan, does she actually think we can beat Armas? Everything is
strangely silent. Armas is omnipresent, this means he can sense anything anywhere. That
means Armas should be fully aware of where we are, partially now that we have infiltrated his
throne of all places. Yet Armas is nowhere to be seen. Is it possible Lyra has really done it? Has
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that he died, is Armas no longer the ruler here… yet this place… it looks so familiar, just like it
did when i was last here 110 years ago. If there was some kind of new ruler here, i would expect
to see some type of a furniture makeover, or some sign that things had changed.

“This is where it is all going to begin.” Lyra says with a grin.

What is she up too? Why is she being so vague at a time like this. Zeathean wonders.
Then Lyra levitates off the ground. She is moving, levitating herself backwards through the sky,
she has a big calm smile on her face. She crosses her legs, she is in a sitting position as she
levitates through the air. She is rising also. She lands on the throne. Now she sits there, on the
throne of Armas. The throne of God. Looking as calm and confident as ever.
What does this mean? Has Lyra done it, has she become God? If my Lyra was God,
how could she ever sit on such a terrifying dark throne, how could she ever rule a place like this,
like the dark pyramid.

Lyra looks as content as every, she is in no hurry to explain this completely bizarre
situation.
“Lyra… we have to get out of here. What is going on? …” Zeathean says, he feels this
sinking feeling in his chest.

“Don’t you get it.” Lyra says. “We don’t have to run. We don’t have to be pawns any
more. We don’t need anyone else. We don’t have to be afraid of anything. Together, you and I
can rule Nirvana.”
“This … isn’t you.” Zeathean says. The truth is… there is an explanation for what is
happening here. One obvious explanation. I just didn’t want to believe it. … That is. I am not
talking to Lyra… the person i am talking to … is Armas.”

Lyra grins.

This only seems to confirm Zeathean’s sense of dread. Armas is a mind reader, he
knows exactly what i am thinking.

White lightning culminates and crackles all over Lyra’s body. The white lightning is
spilling out of her. This isn’t the color of Lyra’s usual energy. He energy is golden. But it is the
energy of another person, it is exactly the energy of Armas. The person who now sits in the
thrown is not Lyra… it is very clearly… Armas. It is apparent that this person has been Armas all
along.

Together as a Family

The scary thing about Armas is that he not only has the power to look exactly like other
people, he truly ‘becomes’ other people. He can replete all 3 trillion neurons that exist in a
persons brain, he can replicate their hearts and emotions, he can even emulate the subtle
scared geometry and ripping wave patterns that exist deep within a person soul. Armas takes
great pleasure in this act of becoming other people. Becoming Lyra is likely something he is
doing at Zeathean expense. this is all a game to him. It is clear now that this never was Lyra.
That was too good to be true. Zeathean is angry at himself for believing that.

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 Armas’s insane amount of God energy, the energy he is harnessing, gives him incredible
and unsurpassable mental and physical abilities. his brain is far more accurate and extensive
than any computer. he can remember highly specific details about the minds of trillions or even
quadrillion of different people, he can become other people, fully in body and soul. He can also
resurrect the dead. His power seems limitless, but that just may be because he is so far beyond
everyone else that no one knows where his true limits lie.

Armas has now returned to the high of his power. he has the God core. and who knows
what other resources are at his disposal.

So it’s you, backup Armas.” Zeathean says. Referring to the face that this is intact the
second incarnation of Armas he has fought. The first one having become the woman Ira who
was defeated and redeemed in love.

“I prefer to think of myself as Armas 2.0” Armas says, strolling towards Zeathean.

So much time has passed, yet this moment, it feels just like my last confrontation with
armas, before New Nirvana, 100 and 10 years ago. Since then i have spent 10 years in New
Nirvana, and 100 years back in the mortal hell Armas 2.0 though us into after he claimed the
God core and his former power. Now i am finally back here, face to face with Armas again, after
all this time. All these years i have wondered, if i got another chance to fight him, could i actually
do it, could i actually win? What if i had drawn more deeply on my dark power. What if i had
trained more and pushed myself further, i feel there has to be a way to beat him, i feel that even
then i wasn’t truly at my limit… i have grown since then. Since then i have met Lyra and she has
given me a strength i had not before. This guy is kind of like a clone of the old Armas… but
that’s not totally accurate. He -is- the old Armas. He is a perfect replica. What they call a ‘soul
duplicate’. He is Armas, body and soul. This is yet another example of the power of Armas. This
is what he can do. I call him, ‘backup’ Armas as an insult. But that is just me trying to get under
his skin. In truth, how can we win against an opponent like this. He is everything the other
Armas was, he even -feels- the same, he has that same glow and power. That same subtle
clever grin and gleam in his eyes. This ARmas… he could be even more dangerous then the
first. The first was defeated. But this ARmas… it is although he knows something. It is as though
he was planning for this all along. He implied that he intentionally allowed his other self to die
100 years ago as part of an experiment. He was gathering information, to make himself even
strong. It is possible he has more up his sleeve, things the other Armas did not? He knowns how
his other self died, yet he doesn’t seem concerned about repeating the same fate. He seems
joyful and alive.

Lilyana wakes up in Zeathean’s armas. He puts her on the ground.

Armas transforms back into Lyra in a brilliant majestic flash of glittering dancing golden
stardust. Zeathean feels captivated by her beauty. She is armas not Lyra, yet she looks just as
alive and fully herself as ever, with a subtle little bit of extra zeal to indicate the soul of Armas
operating within the seeming Lyra. There is something deep about Armas’s soul and his power,
that he can become other people, it is like he fully embodies them, like he is them, like he really
is connected to everything, like he really is …. God.
“We are all together now. As a family.” Armas says. It is Lyra’s voice Zeathean hears.

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 The Lyra Armas has become has all the same memoire as the one Zeathean knew.

“I know what you are.” Lilyana says, looking at Armas. “You are a time master.”

Zeathean is surprised, it seems his alternate timeline self has taught this girl well. She is
smart to know of time masters. that is exactly how i would have taught her, i wouldn’t have
overprotected her, i would have prepared her with knowledge… however… I wish Armas was a
time master. That word reminds me of the good old days, batting fallen Angels Like Enza with
Zisheoimst Sivlith Ray and the gang. But Armas… he is a whole new breed of evil.

“I see you’ve met Lilyana.” Armas says.

…Lilyana… So that’s her name, the name of my child. It’s a pretty name!

“She’s taken a liking to you.” Armas continues. “She probably hasn’t even noticed
anything different about you.”

“Isn’t she cute. I ripped her from an alternate time-line. One not so far removed from
your own… Her full name is… Lillian Vendel.” Armas says.

Vendel… Skarla Vendel… ’Skarla…’ Zeathean realizes. This is Skarla’s child. That
means … I was with Skarla. I had a life with her… It leaves him kind of speechless, in a state of
wonder.

“Yes… She is the child of Zeahtean and Skarla Vendel. In that reality. You married Skarla
and changed your last name to hers.” Armas says.

Zeathean is a bit speechless. Zeathean had often wondered how a life with Skarla might
have been. He had often felt there was a potential there. His life with Lyra was everything he
dreamed and more. Yet a life with Skarla, that would be a life in the mortal world. It would mean
the completion of a quest he never finished. Everything about my ground in the mortal world, all
the things i did, skills i learned, they were to prepare me for a life in the mortal world. instead i
got a life in Nirvana. It was even better then my dream… yet at the same time there is this other
simpler dream… the dream i originally wanted yet never had. I never dreamed to be God level
3. I never asked for that. I never asked for girlfriend just as powerful. it is amazing. Yet there was
a simper life i wanted… friends i had… stories that were never completed.

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