Thitiya Tedsapun(Aom) 1209

True Mind

The darkness filled in all of the room.

There is no light in that place.
I feel lonely like sinking deep
down into the abyss of spiral mind.
Standing against who I follow by.

I don’t know how far I will continue.

Shaking my hand, staring back to the man
who guiding me everytime, my father.
He looked back at me with a textbook
that I didn’t bring it to do at school.

He said with a low voice.

“If you want to have a better life,
you need to push forward, not backward”
These words made my heart freeze, even though
The room is hot like the hell.

Tear dropping down, a river flow out from eyes.

My brain is blank, I don’t know
what to do when I'm feeling hopeless.
I open my eyes with a sweat and realize
that it’s just a dream.