I’m not exactly sure what you want from me and I also don’t know why you found

my reaction weird in a way that you had to PM me to talk about it. Well, I’ll try to tell
you why I’ve been acting this way, laughing when you guys say something and trying to
not get much involved in stuff in general.
Overall, my laugh reactions are due to the fact that I consider all of this a fucking
joke. Everything in the past few months or even more than that were a total joke. Let me
explain to you why I find all of this a joke. You guys come to us with really big promises,
saying that you are going to revolutionise the game, you are going to make things much
better, it will be like nothing we’ve ever seen. Well, to be honest, I don’t think I’ve ever
seen such a failure. All you guys did was to feed us lies. You spent so much time trying
to bring us a patch which right in the same day that it got released, it made people leave
(some of them, for good). You say that you spent hours and hours again testing shit,
checking that there were no mistakes when it got released and when the patch finally
arrives, after months of false promises, it’s all a bunch of shit. PVE damage is shit, PVP
overflow still shit, combine for the new materials makes people run away, etc., etc. Then
to try to compensate for your failures you make decisions which weren’t clearly well
thought and only brought more problems, like the new blue banners. And what I find
mostly amusing about this is that players managed to test everything that you said it was
going to be great in a few hours. They were able to find extreme bugs in your amazing
patch in a few hours and you guys, after testing for fucking months, couldn’t find anything
wrong. And you say that you tested and checked everything. What a fucking joke... And
now you want to revert back people’s hard work and open another server to fragment the
community, which is already low as fuck, even more. Good decisions keep coming up, I
guess.
Also, I want to mention a few details about your rules. Do you guys even know
how to interpret your own words? Do you guys even follow your own rules? A few weeks
ago, there was a guy who acted like a racist and got a ban on discord (not even in game)
for 12 hours (half of the penalty). Then, there’s another guy who gets a 7 days ban for
something which isn’t even in the fucking rules (which was exploiting a quest). Do you
have any idea how ridiculous things are done here?
Anyways, back to the latest problem. Let me tell you something: this patch was a
failure because of you and your team. You should have kept your mouths shut instead of
feeding us with stupid false hopes. And yet, when it’s time to actually assume your
mistakes, no, you still manage to say that there are other people to blame, saying that a
former staff member fucked up the mechanics or whatever. Don’t you think that for a
person who ‘has been running private servers for 7 years’ you should have a better attitude
and just blame yourself? Is it that hard to let go your ego for a moment and actually admit
things? Well, I guess it is.
Before starting to feel deeply offended by my words, just remember a few things.
You had a great team behind you. Some of the best developers this game has ever seen
and things just had to be screwed, right? You, as the server owner, only had to do some
really simple things: be fair to everyone, treat them nicely, try to put differences aside and
make shit work. Just that! But I guess it’s more productive to start saying shit about people
and saying that you will schedule a flight to another country to face them, right? Do you
even fucking listen to yourself sometimes? Not to mention the players, man. Your server
managed to gather so many good players who were willing to help you, give you
feedback, back you up when needed and it was all a hoax, right? I mean, the feedback
leaders were a total hoax for sure. Yet, every decision made based on what those feedback
leaders said was welcomed by the community with open arms. There was no fucking need
to revert back anything that those players told you to do. But the feedback leaders’ help
is no longer required for a long time, right? I guess you think they are no longer needed.
Well, let me tell you something. Every time that you failed to listen to the community,
this server got way worse. Let me remind you of a few examples: when vagabond sets
came out, forcing people to farm clan sets again when they were promised otherwise;
when plate came out, requiring huge amount of resources that made people sick; when
the critical rate ornaments came out, requiring huge amount of resources as well, making
people run away as if they had seen a fucking ghost; when PVP sets came out, with all
those materials for Kunlun required, making it impossible for newbies to farm them.
Don’t you fucking see? Every time you didn’t listen to your players, shit got way worse.
That’s not an opinion, that’s a fucking fact and if you fail to see it, well, what can I do?
When I joined the feedback leaders, I felt a lot of hope. Specially, after we made the
decision regarding the elixirs, the first one we made together. I found myself thinking
like: ‘damn, if we come together like this and things are discussed and solved, the server
will get much better’. I was so wrong… And you still say that you listen to suggestions.
That’s laughable as well. Where the fuck is that resource suggestion that the feedback
leaders made months ago and that you approved to fix the problem of the excessive
amount of level 1 trigrams compared to limited number of upgrade orbs that are on the
server? Yep, you truly are listening. And on this patch, you put the feedback leaders aside.
You don’t ask them anything. You don’t invite them to test anything. And what
happened? Exactly what happened before. Remember this: every time you lie to your
players, every time you don’t involve them, every time you think you can do everything
alone with your team, shit gets worse than before. Yet, you still can’t seem to understand
that, since Tramnuk banned three players a few hours ago just because they were saying
a few facts. Well, truth hurts, I guess, so I guess it’s better to act like a fascist and silence
them, right? That was really mature, indeed. I guess it’s better to put spies on other
people’s discord than to actually talk to them, right? For the record, you’ve never had to
send people to spy on me. All you had to do was ask and I’d have talked to you gladly.
Let me tell you something on a personal note now. I’ve always backed you up.
I’ve seen you acting like a narcissist prick towards others and offending them heavily
when they did nothing wrong since I’ve been active here. Yet, I was always there for you.
I stood by your side when you did mistakes and I tried to advise you the best way I could.
I joined the feedback leaders to support you and the server when you asked me to. When
Bogdy and the others left, I always told you to let them go and to focus on getting shit
done here. When you attacked my league mates in public, I still gave you a chance
because I believed that you could be better and make things better. After you guys
announced the patch and people started complaining that it was taking too long, I’ve
always told to people ‘be patient, they will get it done, things will get better’. Well, I
guess I can’t support you anymore, Martin. I have a golden patience. Ask anyone who
knows me well, but even a golden patience has its limits.
Let me tell you one last thing about my laugh reactions. I believe that any human
being, when looking at what is happening to the server now, can only react in one of three
ways: they can laugh, they can cry or just be indifferent to everything. I can’t be
indifferent because I put a lot of effort in this game, I built a wonderful team, I made good
friends, I met great people. So, I guess I can only laugh or cry. I choose the first one, since
I believe it’s better than the latter. In the night I announced that I was quitting, I felt a
really deep sadness. There were people talking to me on voice call when I did that and
they can confirm how I was if you don’t believe me. And I wasn’t the only sad one on
that call. Many people had high hopes, many of us wanted things to get better. But I guess
it just wasn’t meant to be.
Anyways, good luck with the server, Martin!