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I wanted to get out, so I changed my route. From the depths of a wide journey without
looking back at Dota was hard. The temptation of that very game would always get into my
head. Row and row I kept rowing with nothing to look back just to get me out on this
madness. It felt like they were chasing me, the urge to play the game kept reminding me to go
back because it was the only thing that made me find my own happiness. I used references to
fight the urge of getting to play again as I was on this road a long time ago when I nearly quit.
I could remember the story behind my Tito as he was also a player of the game where he felt
he had ruled the entire concept and culture being one of the greats locally. Until he met the
downfall and the dead end of that very game, he was struggling with his timetable
maintaining the status of his education. And I know that it hit him very hard telling me that
story because of his current situation.
I did my best to escape; I thrived for the best of the best that would make me secure
my own benefits on trying to achieve my dreams. Not to judge from the other people behind
on their passion for the game, but for me I had my own perspective towards my passion. But
what I did learn is that we need to follow our passion, doing whatever we are passionate of
and combining it of what we are good at. But Dota was not the thing for me.
As the game died from my own interests, as I would look back from the moments I
had spent maybe it was all not that bad. Without it I wouldn’t be in this position where what
is important is what I should focus. I wouldn’t also forget the moments shared with my
friends playing the game, all the laughter and smiles with our bond are irreplaceable. It also
did saved me from the depression I had where I couldn’t find purpose in life, as it was the
only thing at my back keeping my state of mind on trying to not give up on life. Thank you
my old friend Dota, it was a pleasure being with you during my darkest time. Thank you for
the happiness and joy you gave that kept my spirit alive. Farewell.