Hi Dzae, I wanted to say it to you face to face, but it seems that I don’t have the nerve.

I
always feared that if you knew how I really felt, it would jeopardize many things, and up until
now I always remained in my comfort zone, hoping in vain each and every day that my
feelings would pass; but how wrong I was. Rizza, in this text which I right, I promise to say to
you the truth and its entirety. I LIKE YOU, those are the words I’ve been longing to say, but
never had the guts to say it. We’ve known each other for 9 months, and within those nine
months, you parted to me a great lesson, a lesson that I’ll always cherish. It was public to you
and to all, my previous relationship, as I devoted myself to her, you sat in the side lines; but
know, never once did I ever lose sight of you. The thoughts of you ever naughted me, not
because my ex bored me nor because I fell out of love for her, but because you showed me
something I never experienced with her; an affection towards an imperfect person. That’s’ the
greatest lesson I ever learned, the greatest lesson I experienced, all of that I felt from you and
no others. You said to me earlier in our companionship that you were testing me, that you
were observing me from afar, if you could trust me, I never got an answer from you regarding
that, but let me just say, that your secrets and sentiments are safe with me; and I thank you
for trusting me with them. As said before, thank you for accepting me and giving me affection
and comfort despite all my frustrations and excrescencies; but my Baby Rizza, do not let your
past haunt you even up to these times; I’ve learned from you to love people regardless of
these imperfections, regardless of their past, for you often feel chained and imprisoned by
your mistakes, it visits you often, and you’re consumed by it. You repeatedly say that there
are times when you feel remorseful and impaired, but I have learned to love people who are
impaired or imperfect. It is these inter winding circumstances that leads us to find comfort in
each other’s company, without bounds or any thought of consequence. I do not assume that I
feel your pain, but I will assure you that from this moment henceforth, whenever you’re
facing great pains and trials, you can always expect that my shoulder will always be there for
you to cry on, and I’ll always be there ready to offer you words of comfort. I am sorry if ever I
gave you any false hopes, I am sorry for those times that I ever made you feel unspecial for I
had always wished you happiness the first moment I saw you. And let it be known, that you
are my happiness, even if I am not part of it. To summarize it all Rizz, I like you since you have
showed me that I am lovable even thought I myself think that I am worth so much less, I like
you because you showed me that it is possible to love a person more despite their
deficiencies. And most of all, I like you because you have shown me that it is possible to love
someone despite the fact that they have been so much. So this I leave this letter here, I hope
that whatever your reaction to this it will not jeopardize our fellowship. These are my truest
of feelings about you. And if a friend is all you ever see, then let it be, but if you’ll ever trust
me, I am always here, if you’ll have me.