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Samatha Journal 12 2554 2011 PDF
2554
2011
SAMATHA
Journal
entries
of
a
meditation
lineage
Samatha
is
an
occasional
publication
of
the
Samatha
Trust
(U.K.
registered
charity
no.
266367)
CONTENTS
Cover
“SAMATHARISED”
René
Thomas
and
Kath
Hick
page
one
THE
GATES
OF
LIBERATION
Paṭisambhidāmagga
II
48
photo
submitted
by
Dave
Woessner
page
two
SAMATHA
ADVENTURES
Sarah
Shaw
(photos
by
anon.)
page
seven
UNLOCKING
THE
SECRETS
OF
THE
UNIVERSE
Mark
Rowland
illustrations
by
Roberta
Sisson
page
eleven
MAKING
OFFERINGS
AND
PAYING
RESPECT
Jeremy
Bruce
(formerly
Tan
Supaniyo)
page
fifteen
REFLECTIONS
ON
A
COPPER
MOON
Grevel
Lindop
(illustrations
by
anon.)
i
page
twenty-‐two
“HEART
IMAGE”
Veronica
Voiels
and
THIS
IS
NOT
ABOUT
A
LAKE
(anon.)
page
twenty-‐three
SAMATHA
EEG
Paul
Dennison
page
twenty-‐nine
IN
THE
VALLEY
OF
BROKEN
BUDDHAS
Brian
King
page
forty-‐one
READING
JANE
AUSTEN
AND
DEPENDENT
ORIGINATION
Saah
Shaw
illustrations
by
Deborah
Raikes
page
forty-‐eight
TAKING
REFUGE
Chris
Gilchrist
page
fifty
MINDFULNESS
AND
THE
UNTAPPED
ASPECTS
OF
THE
ASPERGER’S
SYNDROME
MIND
Chris
Mitchell
page
fifty-‐two
AN
OCTAVE
OF
JHĀNAS
Jaś
Elsner
illustrations
by
Tina
Fitzpatrick
page
fifty-‐six
THE
VIEW
FROM
AFAR
Vikki
Stringer
page
fifty-‐nine
THE
MESSENGERS
OF
TRUTH
Kindred
Sayings
4.194
page
sixty
JUBILEE
ISSUE
Call
for
Contributions
ii
THE
GATES
OF
LIBERATION
Now
these
three
gates
of
liberation
lead
to
the
exit
from
the
world:
Seeing
impermanence
leads
to
thoroughly
seeing
all
that
constructs
or
is
constructed
as
limited
and
circumscribed,
and
hence
to
the
sudden
leap
of
consciousness
into
the
signless
element.
Seeing
suffering
leads
to
the
stirring
of
the
mind
to
disenchantment
with
all
that
constructs
or
is
constructed,
and
hence
to
the
sudden
leap
of
consciousness
into
the
goalless
element.
Seeing
no-‐self
leads
to
thoroughly
seeing
all
things
that
are
as
alien,
and
hence
to
the
sudden
leap
of
consciousness
into
the
element
of
emptiness.
Paṭisambhidāmagga
II
48
Photo:
Arches
National
Park,
Utah
1
SAMATHA
ADVENTURES
Two
or
three
years
ago,
a
weekend
was
held
at
the
centre
at
Greenstreete
to
discuss
possible
ways
of
working
on
theory
in
a
manner
that
suited
the
samatha
practice.
After
twenty
years
of
work
sessions,
theory
groups
and
other
kinds
of
weekend
and
longer
courses
at
Greenstreete
—
and
of
course
much
longer
in
local
groups
—
a
particular
way
of
working
in
accordance
with
samatha
practice
had
evolved
to
suit
the
needs
of
the
practitioners.
This
had
been
strengthened,
revitalized
—
and
also
challenged!
—
by
Nai
Boonman’s
courses
during
his
visits
to
Britain
over
the
last
fifteen
years,
which
had
included
some
approaches
that
were
very
novel
to
us.
Over
the
last
decades,
various
strands
of
working
with
practice
and
theory
had
emerged
in
samatha
groups.
People
have
very
different
dispositions
and
different
needs
and
wishes
in
the
practice:
some
really
like
to
work
on
Abhidhamma,
the
theory
that
describes
the
movement
and
nature
of
the
mind
and
body
on
a
moment-‐by-‐moment
basis
(however,
others
hate
it!).
Some
had
worked
a
great
deal
on
suttas,
and
on
relating
features
like
the
similes
to
the
practice.
Some
were
becoming
proficient
in
examining
methods
of
chanting
and
relating
them
to
practice.
Some
liked
considering
technique
within
the
sitting
practice.
Some
had
explored
stories,
songs
and
poems,
and
some
expressed
an
interest
in
creative
ventures
that
enacted
theory
in
2
different
ways.
These
areas
have
come
to
be
regarded
as
extensions
of
the
practice:
as
both
supports
for,
and
outflows
from,
the
sitting
meditation.
One
important
feature
of
the
emergence
of
this
kind
of
theory
has
been
work
in
groups.
This
has
shaped
samatha
in
Britain,
and,
rather
like
taking
part
in
a
tricky
and
complex
dance,
it
requires
a
kind
of
skill.
Just
as
in
dancing,
you
need
to
stand
your
own
ground,
but
also
to
be
aware
of
others
in
the
group,
to
trust
others
and
let
them
do
their
bit,
to
be
willing
to
do
your
bit
as
well,
but
also
to
stand
back
sometimes.
For
a
samatha
group
to
work
well
and
establish
trust,
it
is
important
to
observe
some
basic
rules
of
this
kind,
which
make
up
the
sīla
of
working
together:
to
relate
theory
to
practice
and
closely
observed
experience;
to
respect
confidentiality;
to
avoid
‘personal
advertising’;
and,
when
making
any
contribution
to
the
group,
to
be
aware
of
all
its
members.
Every
group
meeting
has
a
beginning
and
an
end,
and
in
order
for
it
to
work,
people
need
to
stay
the
course:
chanting
and
practice
at
the
beginning
of
the
meeting
and
a
blessing
to
mark
the
end
help
to
ensure
that
any
energies
aroused
in
the
discussion
are
settled
and
come
to
stillness.
Other
factors
for
such
group
work
include
cultivating
friend-‐
liness,
learning
to
refrain
from
going
on
too
much,
and
practising
the
art
of
listening
without
interrupting!
This
kind
of
work,
which
has
been
the
hallmark
of
the
development
of
samatha
in
Britain,
has
helped
to
build
a
strong
foundation
of
trust
and
respect
for
others.
Of
course,
other,
less
formal,
types
of
discussion
have
also
been
pursued:
for
example,
at
Greenstreete
tea
breaks
on
work
sessions;
or
in
a
very
interesting
conversation
in
the
car
when
driving
back
with
friends
from
such
a
session.
All
of
these
approaches
require
a
sense
of
appropriateness
to
the
circumstances
and
that
indefinable
balance
of
listening
and
participating,
whereby
something
emerges
that
is
‘true’.
And,
in
all
cases,
lots
of
mindfulness
is
required
if
the
path
is
to
be
pursued
safely!
The
aim
of
the
project
that
emerged
from
these
early
discussions
was
defined
—
using
a
phrase
coined
by
Nai
Boonman
—
as
a
samatha
adventure.
We
felt
this
summed
up
the
attitude
to
ways
of
working
with
theory,
the
practice,
and
the
path
that
we
hoped
to
explore.
After
some
deliberation,
we
decided
to
pursue
three
strands
of
work,
all
of
which,
we
hoped,
would
influence
and
help
each
other.
3
The
first
strand
was
to
extend
our
understanding
of
the
various
techniques
that
Nai
Boonman
had
taught
us
with
regard
to
samatha
practice,
and
in
particular,
the
cultivation
of
the
jhānas
and
also
the
abhiññās,
or
knowledges
and
techniques
that
can
flow
from
the
mind
in
advanced
stages
of
practice,
and
in
which
the
mind
can
train
itself.
These
seemed
to
us
a
little
like
aerobic
exercises
for
the
samatha
meditator,
or
—
perhaps,
rather
more
fun
—
as
ways
of
enjoying
and
extending
the
fruits
of
the
practice,
and
of
cultivating
both
ease
and
non-‐attachment
when
encountering
different
mental
states.
The
second
strand
was
to
explore
the
theory
of
dependent
origination,
and
how
it
could
be
applied,
examined,
and
sometimes
even
reformulated
in
new
ways
inspired
both
by
traditional
terms
and
explanations,
and
also
by
our
own
experience.
The
third
strand
was
to
explore
the
‘first-‐person’
—
the
way
we
each
had
personally
encountered
the
practice
and
how
our
own
recollections
of
it
being
taught
had
communicated
to
us
a
sense
of
the
lineage
of
the
practice.
We
decided
to
call
this
third
strand
the
Echoes
of
Lineage.
Each
group
had
its
own
difficulties
and
challenges.
For
the
‘first-‐
person’
group,
how
do
you
record
your
experiences
in
a
way
that
is
well-‐observed
and
true
as
well
as
being
perhaps
helpful
to
others?
How
is
‘not-‐self’
apprehended
by
‘me’?
For
the
dependent
origination
group,
the
problem
was
how
to
communicate
and
understand
the
sense
of
process
in
dependent
origination
in
a
way
that
is
faithful
to
the
spirit
of
samatha
practice
and
appropriate
for
Westerners?
Because
a
sense
of
the
underlying
radiance
and
health
of
the
mind
constitutes
a
more
basic
assumption
in
an
Asian
context
than
it
is
in
the
West,
we
found
that
certain
features
of
the
formulation
of
dependent
origination
needed
a
slightly
different
‘take’
from
time
to
time.
Our
samatha
approach
often
explored
it
in
ways
that
we
felt
were
different
from
those
in
pure
insight
schools,
and
needed
a
lightness
of
touch
and
a
sense
of
the
creative
potential
of
the
doctrine
that
aroused
what
the
ancients
called
‘wisdom
with
a
smile’.
This
sense
of
warmth
and
humour,
together
with
an
underlying
appreciation
of
skillfulness,
as
well
as
unskillfulness,
was
felt
to
be
essential
to
the
understanding
of
dependent
origination
in
a
culture
which
recognizes
the
negative
aspects
of
the
human
mind,
but
has
less
innate
trust
in
its
4
inherent
positive
qualities.
Therefore,
we
felt
we
needed
to
become
aware
as
much
of
the
possibilities
of
the
transcendent
cycle
of
dependent
origination,
which
allows
the
repressed
roots
of
loving
kindness,
wisdom
and
generosity
to
come
out
of
their
shell,
as
of
the
doctrine
that
examines
other,
less
skilful
roots,
which
our
Western
culture
has
historically
tended
to
stress.
The
problems
and
questions
facing
the
samatha
practices
group
were
manifold,
and
perhaps
the
most
fun.
Why
do
some
samatha
practices
seem
odd
to
us?
Are
we
wary
of
powers
that
we
have
thought
of
as
‘power
over’
others,
rather
than
something
that
is
a
traditional
way
of
arousing
a
simpler
kind
of
power,
the
freedom
and
peacefulness
found
by
purifying
and
transforming
troubling
hindrances
within
the
mind?
How
on
earth
do
you
do
them?
Those
working
in
this
group
feel,
of
course,
that
this
last
problem
is
the
most
exciting
one
of
all.
Work
on
these
three
strands,
sometimes
together
and
sometimes
on
their
own,
is
ongoing
in
a
number
of
groups
around
the
country
and
in
weekends
held
two
or
three
times
a
year
for
those
who
are
interested.
Some
people
are
involved
in
one
strand,
some
in
two.
The
three
strands
are
having
interesting
effects
on
one
another,
as
on
weekends
we
all
work
on
all
three
at
different
times.
The
project
will
include
some
written
observations
and
recordings
about
the
various
types
of
samatha
practice
and
the
kind
of
theory
that
has
evolved
amongst
practitioners
of
samatha
in
Britain.
We
also
intend
to
produce
a
volume,
perhaps
for
Nai
Boonman’s
eightieth
birthday,
where
our
own
encounters
with
samatha
and
with
his
teaching
are
recorded,
along
with
some
history
of
the
various
groups
in
Britain
and,
perhaps,
elsewhere.
Samatha
meditation,
through
jhāna,
leads
to
the
temporary
sus-‐
pension
of
vitakka
and
vicāra,
so
we
need
to
be
able
not
to
follow
usual
patterns
of
thinking
to
find
out
how
to
develop
breathing
mindfulness
well.
Discussions
of
theory
linked
to
practice
are
perhaps
the
most
effective
way
we
have
of
finding
and
refreshing
the
intuitive
part
of
mind
that
thinks
with
these
qualities,
in
a
way
that
is
useful
for
the
practitioner.
It
arouses
the
kind
of
vitakka-‐vicāra
that
encourages
entry
into
meditation
–
and
so
in
time
to
a
way
that
leads
to
their
own
abandonment!
Such
thinking
also
helps
to
develop
wisdom
and
a
skillful
return
to
the
world,
with
its
many
events
and
people.
Well-‐directed
5
vitakka
is
equated
in
the
Dhammasangani,
an
Abhidhamma
text,
to
right
intention,
the
second
path
factor.
We
hope
to
arouse
this
factor,
and
also
right
view,
by
studying
theory
without
getting
caught
up
in
it;
by
finding
completely
new
formulations
that
are
in
the
spirit
of
the
old;
by
making
unsentimental
observations
that
call
forth
and
encourage
the
development
of
skillful
feeling;
and
sometimes
by
just
asking
tricky,
interesting
questions
which
have
the
effect
of
waking
us
up.
To
our
surprise,
the
resolutions
of
these
wonderfully
difficult
contradictions
are
often
very
simple.
Samatha
adventures
is
an
ongoing
experiment
and
new
participants
are
always
welcome.
6
UNLOCKING
THE
SECRETS
OF
THE
UNIVERSE
A
Fable
There
was
once
a
boy
called
Simon.
Simon’s
father
was
a
university
lecturer
in
Cosmology
and
sparked
off
Simon’s
own
interest
in
the
subject.
So
when
Simon
became
a
young
man,
he
went
to
University
to
study
the
subject
for
himself.
At
first,
Simon
was
enthralled
by
his
studies.
He
felt
that,
through
being
at
University,
he
had
made
contact
with
something
that
ran
deep
within
him
and
would
lead
him
to
find
the
secret
to
the
origin
of
the
universe.
But
the
field
of
cosmology
was
in
turmoil.
Its
deeper
problems,
it
was
generally
felt,
were
unsolved
and,
worse,
prominent
cosmologists
feuded
bitterly
among
themselves,
each
claiming
to
have
developed
the
true
theory
of
how
the
universe
began.
Alas,
such
feuds
only
created
further
confusion
and
further
animosity
and
took
thinkers
even
further
from
the
truth.
7
Simon
was
deeply
disturbed
by
this
state
of
affairs
and
became
worn
out
by
his
unsuccessful
attempts
to
make
sense
of
what
was
going
on.
His
enthusiasm
waned
and
he
neglected
his
studies
more
and
more
as
he
turned
to
traditional
but
distracting
ways
of
enjoying
student
life.
Now
there
was
in
fact
one
of
the
professors
of
the
University
department
of
cosmology
who
had
indeed
seen
into
the
heart
of
the
universe.
He
was
also
an
ordinary
man
and
people
were
generally
blind
to
what
he
had
accomplished.
But
when
he
met
and
talked
with
Simon,
the
professor
knew
at
once
that
Simon
had
the
abilities
to
work
out
what
the
universe
was
about,
although
of
course
Simon
himself
was
not
aware
of
this.
So
the
professor
invited
Simon
to
attend
a
series
of
cosmology
seminars
which
he
held
at
his
house
for
a
group
of
his
students.
At
first,
attending
regularly
and
feeling
his
fellow
students’
enthusiasm
were
enough
to
create
a
structure
for
Simon’s
studies,
and
this
enabled
him
to
re-‐engage
with
the
field.
Over
time
his
mind
was
freed
from
certain
erroneous
assumptions
that
had
previously
led
him
in
false
directions.
With
his
mind
freed
in
this
way,
Simon
was
open
to
features
of
the
universe
of
which
he
had
hitherto
been
unaware
and,
using
the
new
systems
of
mathematical
techniques
that
he
had
also
been
taught,
he
renewed
his
attempt
to
understand
the
origin
of
the
universe.
The
professor
knew
then
that
the
time
was
right
for
Simon.
He
led
him
to
the
spiral
staircase
in
the
corner
of
the
seminar
room,
and
told
him
that
four
of
the
best
students
would
take
him
to
the
room
at
the
top
of
the
house
where
the
giant
telescope
called
Samadhi
was
housed.
Simon
was
apprehensive
about
the
enormity
of
the
challenge
involved
but
also
knew
that
at
this
point
there
was
no
turning
back.
Simon
ascended
the
staircase
as
night
was
falling.
He
was
led
to
the
viewing
seat
of
the
telescope
as
the
shutters
on
the
roof
slipped
back
to
reveal
a
glittering
night
sky
illuminated
by
a
full
moon.
But
Simon
knew
that
he
had
to
let
go
of
how
the
sky
appeared
to
his
eyes
if
he
was
to
understand
what
the
telescope
would
reveal
to
him.
With
trepidation
he
applied
his
head
to
the
eyepiece.
At
first
his
mind
was
overwhelmed
by
what
he
saw
—
there
were
countless
more
stars
filling
the
sky.
Then
he
realised
that
some
of
the
lights
he
had
at
first
thought
were
stars
were
in
reality
composed
of
millions
more
stars
—
galaxies
—
complete
worlds
in
themselves
beyond
our
own
Milky
Way.
8
Simon’s
mind
let
go
of
some
of
the
doubts
and
perplexities
that
had
until
then
ensnared
it
and
expanded
to
take
in
what
he
saw
and
understood.
Then,
at
some
point
in
time
which
he
did
not
remember,
he
fell
into
a
contemplation
of
the
wonder
of
it
all.
He
did
not
know
how
long
this
contemplation
lasted
but
eventually
he
realised
that
the
sky
was
beginning
to
brighten
as
the
night
came
to
an
end.
He
left
the
telescope
and
descended
the
spiral
staircase
and
found
himself
once
again
in
the
seminar
room.
On
the
second
night
he
again
peered
through
the
telescope,
setting
a
new
direction,
a
greater
magnification
and
more
refined
focus.
The
sky
appeared
different
again.
He
realised
that
he
was
seeing
objects
so
distant,
and
light
was
taking
so
much
time
to
reach
him,
that
he
was
seeing
an
earlier
phase
of
the
universe,
when
stars
and
galaxies
were
only
beginning
to
form.
He
had
the
same
feeling
of
being
overwhelmed,
of
letting
go
of
more
subtle
doubts
and
perplexities,
and
again
falling
into
a
contemplation
of
what
was
revealed
to
him
until
at
last
the
dawn
roused
him.
On
the
third
night
he
set
the
telescope
to
view
an
even
more
distant
and
ancient
phase
of
history
of
the
universe,
when
there
were
no
stars
at
all
but
just
very
simple
atoms
and
radiation.
Finally
on
the
fourth
night
he
looked
back
even
further
to
when
the
universe
was
so
unimaginably
compressed
and
dense
and
hot
that
all
that
could
exist
was
a
plasma
of
fundamental
particles
of
matter
and
antimatter
continually
collided
to
cascade
into
yet
more
particles.
During
the
days
that
followed
Simon
reviewed
what
he
had
seen
and
let
turn
over
in
his
mind
the
ultimate
question
in
cosmology:
the
nature
of
that
from
which
the
universe
had
come.
And
in
the
end,
because
he
had
been
prepared
by
what
he
had
seen
through
the
telescope,
the
realisation
that
he
was
seeking
slipped
quite
easily
into
his
mind.
In
that
moment,
he
understood
the
nature
of
the
Singularity,
that
infinitely
small
point
of
infinite
mass
and
energy
which
went
beyond
all
known
laws
of
physics,
and
from
which
the
universe
was
born.
9
Simon’s
own
understanding
had
matured,
but
one
big
challenge
remained:
to
join
his
fellow
students
in
creating
the
School
of
the
Unified
Theory
of
the
Universe,
to
help
other
cosmologists
understand
what
they
had
realised.
10
MAKING
OFFERINGS
AND
PAYING
RESPECT
During
my
time
in
Thailand
as
a
Buddhist
monk,
I
was
increasingly
struck
by
the
significance
of
the
acts
of
making
offerings
and
paying
respect
and
by
their
impact
in
helping
to
develop
mindfulness,
carefulness,
gracefulness,
humility,
and
patience.
I
found
they
also
helped
me
to
develop
an
understanding
of
anattā
(absence
of
permanent
self).
For
example,
when
a
monk
goes
out
on
the
alms
round,
this
is
not
about
begging
for
food.
In
fact,
nothing
could
be
further
from
the
truth.
Local
people
would
be
happy
to
come
and
offer
food
at
the
temple,
and
on
many
occasions
they
do.
For
monks,
the
alms
round
provides
an
opportunity
to
continue
to
develop
their
walking
meditation
practice.
It
also
provides
an
opportunity
for
many
local
people,
who
often
start
work
at
7:00
am,
to
have
contact
with
the
Bhikkhu
Sangha.
One
morning,
I
was
the
first
monk
in
line.
Tan
Tui
was
with
me.
I
had
lost
some
lightness
over
the
previous
few
days
by
allowing
doubt
to
affect
my
mindfulness
and
drain
my
energy.
However,
on
the
previous
evening,
my
teacher
Luangpoh
had
given
me
very
helpful
guidance,
which
enabled
me
to
be
especially
careful
with
light
effort
in
walking
to
the
village,
and
to
maintain
mindfulness
of
feeling,
which
was
an
aspect
of
practice
on
which
I
was
working
at
that
time.
11
As
we
approached
the
village,
I
noticed
that
there
were
already
a
number
of
people
by
the
side
of
the
road,
all
kneeling
down
with
the
food
on
plates
or
bowls
held
to
their
foreheads,
and
waiting
patiently
for
us
to
arrive.
I
noticed
an
immediate
impulse
to
speed
up
so
that
I
could
let
them
get
to
their
feet
and
avoid
further
discomfort,
but
I
resisted
this
urge
as
it
seemed
very
clear
that
this
was
the
wrong
thing
to
do.
Instead,
we
very
mindfully
walked
towards
them,
opened
our
bowls
and
received
the
offerings
of
food.
With
great
grace
and
care,
each
person
placed
her
or
his
offering
into
our
bowls
and
then
rose
to
a
standing
position.
It
was
clear
that
this
was
a
meditative
experience
for
each
person.
I
also
felt
a
very
strong
appreciation
for
their
generosity
and
their
care
for
the
wellbeing
of
the
monks
in
general.
There
was
a
completely
warm
but,
at
the
same
time,
impersonal
aspect
to
the
way
in
which
everyone
conducted
themselves,
and
I
was
not
required
or
expected
to
say
“thank
you.”
All
this
helped
to
remind
me
that
there
is
no
permanent
or
unchanging
self
to
receive
the
offering
or
to
whom
the
offering
is
made.
Having
made
their
offering,
the
local
people
usually
just
carry
on
with
their
day.
I
understand
that
many
households
teach
their
children
that
it
is
best
to
give
something
before
you
eat
yourself,
so
an
offering
to
a
monk
is
a
really
good
way
to
set
up
your
day
to
be
generous
and
thoughtful.
12
Paying
respects
is
a
very
common
experience
to
come
to
terms
with
as
a
new
monk.
You
are
required
to
pay
respect
every
time
you
go
into
a
space
that
has
a
Buddha
Rūpa
(statue
of
the
Buddha),
an
event
which
commonly
occurs
many
times
a
day.
It
is
polite
to
pay
respect
to
any
monk
who
has
been
ordained
longer
than
you
(i.e.
all
monks).
It
is
also
a
regular
occurrence
for
lay
people
to
pay
respects
to
you.
Paying
respect
involves
kneeling
with
your
knees
on
the
ground
and
your
toes
bent
as
you
sit
on
your
heels
(this
is
no
easier
than
it
sounds!).
You
then
bring
your
hands
together
in
front
of
you,
so
that
they
just
touch
the
center
of
your
chest
next
to
your
heart.
Sitting
upright,
you
compose
and
still
your
mind,
then
in
one
graceful
movement
you
raise
your
hands
to
touch
your
forehead
before
bringing
them
slowly
and
carefully
down
to
the
ground
in
front
of
you.
Then,
bending
your
body
gracefully
from
the
middle
while
keeping
your
back
straight,
you
slide
your
hands
forward
until
your
forehead
is
touching
the
ground
and
your
forearms
are
on
the
ground
to
the
elbow.
Equally
gracefully,
you
then
reverse
the
process
until
your
hands
are
back
to
the
center
of
you
chest.
This
is
done
three
times.
Meanwhile,
the
person
to
whom
respect
is
being
paid
sits
upright
and
composed,
stills
his
mind
and
receives
the
offering
of
respect
on
behalf
of
the
Buddha
Sāsana,
while
also
mentally
taking
the
opportunity
to
pay
respect
to
the
Buddha,
the
Dhamma,
and
the
Sangha
for
himself.
I
had
been
learning
the
practice
of
paying
respect
from
the
time
that
I
first
met
Luangpoh
Sudhiro
about
three
years
prior
to
my
ordination.
I
found
it
a
very
powerful
and
moving
experience
to
see
him
pay
respect
to
the
Buddha
Rūpa
at
Greenstreete.
As
you
can
imagine,
however,
the
outward
appearance
of
this
process
can
very
easily
evoke
13
Western
ideas
of
bowing
down
to
idols.
Or
(much
as
the
alms
round
may
seem
at
first
sight
to
be
a
form
of
begging),
it
may
look
as
if
the
person
paying
respect
is
being
made
to
grovel
so
as
to
inflate
another’s
self
importance.
I
have
heard
people
talk
about
the
act
of
paying
respect
in
several
different
ways.
The
first
thing
to
realize
is
that
you
must
ask,
“May
I
pay
respect
to
you?”
Thus,
it
is
important
to
recognize
that
the
offering
of
respect
is
an
opportunity
that
has
been
requested,
not
something
demanded
by
the
person
to
whom
respect
is
being
paid.
Luangpoh
once
explained
that,
for
him,
the
act
of
paying
respect
contains
the
following
elements:
When
touching
one’s
forehead,
one
mentally
gathers
oneself
with
the
thought:
“this
is
all
of
me.”
Placing
the
forehead
on
the
ground
it
is
an
opportunity
to
recognize
that
“all
that
we
are
will
go
back
to
the
earth.”
As
we
come
back
up,
we
can
recognize
that
“we
have
come
together
from
natural
elements.”
In
this
way,
we
are
reminded
of
our
impermanence
and
our
ever-‐changing
makeup,
so
that
the
act
of
paying
respect
becomes
a
symbolic
way
of
connecting
to
the
basic
teaching
of
the
Buddha.
At
another
level,
I
find
that
paying
respect
can
simply
help
to
settle
my
mind.
I
also
find
the
act
to
be
very
grounding
and
that,
when
performed
mindfully,
it
tends
to
raise
energy
and
increase
alertness.
At
another
level
again,
it
is
a
process
that
continually
challenges
my
sense
of
self-‐importance
and
so
teaches
humility,
both
in
giving
and
in
receiving.
14
1
This
article
first
appeared
in
the
magazine
Urthona.
15
silver
and
gold.’
She
gestures
towards
the
man.
‘And
now,’
she
says,
‘you
must
kiss
my
companion.’
I’m
a
bit
troubled
by
this.
But
I
needn’t
worry.
The
man
bends
forward
and
gives
me
the
slightest
brush
on
the
lips,
a
mere
formality.
We’re
not
finished
yet,
however.
‘Next,’
says
the
lady,
‘you
have
to
kiss
my
dog.’
The
dog
is
like
a
very
large
black
Labrador.
I
have
a
dog
at
home
and
I
like
dogs.
I
guess
I
can
tolerate
kissing
it.
I
bend
down
and
look
into
its
loving,
dark
brown
eyes.
The
dog
flickers
its
tongue
out
and
gives
me
just
the
tiniest
lick
on
my
lips.
No
problem.
‘And
now,’
says
the
lady,
‘you
can
kiss
me.’
She
pulls
me
towards
her
in
her
arms.
This
time
it’s
a
real
kiss.
It’s
very
good.
She
smiles
at
me.
‘Look
into
my
mouth,’
she
says.
She
beckons
me
to
come
close
again,
and
she
opens
her
mouth.
Something
very
strange
happens.
Her
lower
jaw
seems
to
change
shape,
to
elongate
a
little.
There’s
something
not
quite
human
about
it.
A
piranha?
A
cayman?
I
peer
into
her
mouth.
I
can
see
several
things:
a
rounded
stone
pebble;
a
small
cylinder
of
polished
bone
or
ivory,
about
the
size
of
a
chessman;
and,
astonishingly,
I
can
somehow
see
through
the
back
of
her
throat:
instead
of
flesh
there
is
empty
space,
the
sky,
and
in
the
midst
of
it
the
copper-‐coloured
disc
of
the
full
moon.
She
closes
her
mouth
and
her
jaw
returns
to
normal.
Once
again
she
is
a
beautiful,
blonde
woman.
She
holds
me
at
arm’s
length,
a
twinkle
of
amusement
in
her
eyes,
smiling
as
if
to
cheer
up
a
favourite
child.
‘Don’t
worry,’
she
says.
‘I’ll
look
after
you.’
And
I
wake
with
a
soundless
crash,
as
if
I
had
fallen
into
the
bed
from
a
great
height.
My
heart
is
pounding,
my
scalp
prickling.
The
pitch-‐
dark
room
crackles
with
a
weird
energy,
as
if
the
whole
place
were
charged
with
static
electricity.
Shakily
I
get
out
of
bed
and
look
for
the
light.
I’m
in
a
hotel
room
in
Bogotá.
I’ve
just
had
one
of
the
strangest
dreams
of
my
life,
and
I
feel
sure
of
one
thing:
it
didn’t
come
out
of
my
little
personal
psyche.
I
tell
this
story
(it
happened
in
April
2007)
to
show
that
even
thirty
years
of
Samatha
practice
may
not
immunise
you
against
visitations
from
deities
(or
spirits
or
apparitions,
call
them
what
you
like)
who
seem
to
have
nothing
to
do
with
Buddhism.
But
then,
I’ve
always
felt
that
the
Buddha’s
teaching
takes
for
granted
the
existence
of
countless
16
non-‐material
beings
—
good,
bad
and
mixed.
The
Wheel
of
Life,
that
popular
image
in
the
art
of
nearly
all
Buddhist
traditions,
shows
the
realms
of
the
hungry
ghosts,
of
the
asuras
or
titans,
and
of
the
gods
themselves.
And
Buddhist
texts
—
even
the
supposedly
‘plain
and
simple’
Pali
suttas
—
show
just
how
rich
and
varied
the
realms
of
the
gods
are.
In
the
Kevaddha
Sutta,
the
Buddha
describes
a
monk
who
wants
to
know
where
the
four
elements,
earth,
water,
fire
and
wind
cease
and
leave
no
trace
behind.
He
develops
his
meditation
and
then,
to
ask
his
question,
travels
in
turn
to
the
heavens
of
the
Four
Great
Kings,
the
Thirty-‐Three
gods,
the
Yama
gods,
the
Gods
Who
Rule
Over
Creation,
the
Gods
Who
Inspire
the
Creations
of
Others,
and
the
Brahma
realms.
Of
course
he
doesn’t
find
the
answer
there,
because
the
gods
—
though
more
beautiful
and
long-‐lived
than
we
are
—
are
no
more
enlightened
than
ourselves.
The
Buddha
explains
that
the
place
where
the
elements
(and
even
name
and
form)
cease,
is
in
the
Enlightened
mind,
which
is
free
of
them
all.
But
as
for
those
gods,
countless
other
Buddhist
texts
take
for
granted
the
existence
of
such
beings.
The
biographies
of
numerous
eminent
meditation
teachers
confirm
the
same
view,
telling
of
how
they
met,
talked
and
debated
with
deities
of
many
kinds.
Whether
we
‘believe’
in
the
existence
of
the
gods
is
up
to
us,
but
at
least
we
might
keep
an
open
mind.
Certainly,
the
question
of
whether
the
specific
gods
and
goddesses
of
the
world’s
religions
—
past,
present
and
future
—
actually
exist
as
‘persons’
is
a
difficult
one.
Are
Indra,
Osiris,
Quetzalcoatl,
Aphrodite,
Thor
and
all
the
rest
of
them
wandering
around
somewhere
in
the
spiritual
cosmos
at
this
very
moment?
Frankly,
I
don’t
know.
I
suspect
that
it
isn’t
quite
that
simple.
Such
beings,
if
they
do
exist,
certainly
don’t
have
material
form
as
we
know
it.
Perhaps
they
are
more
like
living
centres
of
psychic
energy.
Perhaps
they
merge
and
separate
—
changing
from
one
to
many
and
back
again
—
in
ways
we
find
hard
to
imagine.
(Indeed,
if
there
is
any
truth
in
Jung’s
idea
of
the
Collective
Unconscious,
there
must
be
a
viewpoint
from
which
the
whole
of
humanity
is,
in
a
sense,
a
‘single’
person.)
It
may
well
be
that
human
feelings
—
devotion,
love,
fear
and
so
on
—
give
the
gods
form,
a
kind
of
shape
that
enables
our
imaginations
to
grasp
them,
but
also
distorts
them
in
the
process.
We
see
them,
and
imagine
them,
for
the
most
part
in
terms
of
what
we
already
know.
17
What
is
not
in
doubt
is
that
at
times
such
beings
—
whether
Celtic
goddesses
or
Christian
angels
—
can
inspire
us,
bring
us
wisdom
or
protection,
or,
for
that
matter,
trouble
us.
For
we
should
always
remember
that
the
gods,
if
they
exist,
are
not
themselves
enlightened.
Like
humans
they
may
be
wise
or
foolish,
honest
or
deeply
dishonest.
Some
are
perhaps
malicious:
think
of
the
asuras,
the
jealous
titans
who
want
to
get
into
heaven
by
force,
and
who
make
war
on
the
gods.
I
suspect
that
this
category
includes
many
of
those
so-‐called
gods
whom
humans
have
‘worshipped’
with
human
and
animal
sacrifice.
The
energy
of
the
asuras
corresponds
to
the
mental
states
of
kings
and
warrior-‐
castes
who
live
by
violence
and
fear.
It
was
in
1944,
towards
the
end
of
World
War
II,
that
one
of
the
most
dramatic
irruptions
of
a
‘pagan’
deity
into
modern
culture
took
place.
The
poet
Robert
Graves
was
then
living
in
Devon.
Age,
and
wounds
from
the
previous
World
War,
had
led
to
his
being
turned
down
for
war
service,
so
he
was
writing
and
researching
as
usual.
Suddenly
he
found
himself
taken
over
by
a
vast
current
of
psychic
energy,
in
which
he
unexpectedly
began
to
see
answers
to
several
of
the
unsolved
mysteries
of
Celtic
culture.
‘My
mind,’
he
recalled
later,
‘ran
at
such
a
furious
rate
all
night,
as
well
as
all
the
next
day,
that
it
was
difficult
for
my
pen
to
keep
pace
with
it.
Three
weeks
later
I
had
written
a
seventy-‐
thousand-‐word
book’
—
which
became
the
first
draft
of
The
White
Goddess.
The
book
began
by
examining
a
group
of
riddling
early-‐Welsh
poems
which
previous
scholars
had
been
unable
to
interpret
with
any
confidence.
Graves
solved
the
riddles
and
deciphered
the
poems
—
to
his
own
satisfaction
—
revealing
them
as
records
of
the
defeat
of
goddess-‐worship
in
Britain
around
400
BC,
and
its
replacement
by
patriarchy
and
the
worship
of
male
gods.
Graves
was
convinced
that
the
inspiration
for
his
book
came
from
the
Muse
Goddess,
the
moon-‐goddess
or
‘White
Goddess’
who,
he
came
to
believe,
was
the
object
of
all
pre-‐patriarchal
religion.
He
believed
that
he
owed
his
poetry
to
her,
and
that
she
had
inspired
all
the
true
poets
of
the
past.
He
was
also
convinced
that
society
would
return
to
her
worship
in
the
future,
after
the
breakdown
of
male-‐
dominated
industrial
civilisation.
Not
that
this
was
necessarily
an
entirely
pleasant
prospect,
for
Graves
also
thought
that
the
Goddess
18
had
her
cruel
aspects.
She
might
demand
human
sacrifice,
and
would
certainly
make
people
suffer.
His
urgent
sense
of
inspiration,
and
the
fascinating
book
it
produced
—
eventually
published
as
The
White
Goddess
in
1948
—
were
undoubt-‐
edly
real
enough.
To
Graves
the
Goddess
was
an
actual
entity;
and
she
has
become
an
inspiring
presence
in
the
lives
of
many
people
who
have
read
his
book.
A
whole
host
of
Pagans
and
enthusiasts
for
a
‘Celtic’
culture
based
more
on
the
Romantic
imagination
than
on
archaeological
evidence
have
followed
in
Graves’s
footsteps.
But
has
the
White
Goddess
really
anything
to
do
with
the
religion
of
the
Celts
(about
which
in
fact
we
know
very
little)?
Probably
not.
The
Goddess,
as
Graves
depicted
her,
is
surely
shaped
in
the
terms
of
the
modern
imagination.
She
is
a
composite
goddess,
made
up
of
aspects
from
a
wide
range
of
ancient
goddesses
from
Europe
and
the
Middle
East,
and
mixed
with
Graves’s
personal
quirks
—
he
was
something
of
a
masochist,
and
the
idea
of
a
cruel
goddess
had
a
special
appeal
for
him.
Academic
scholars
of
Celtic
culture
have
rejected
almost
all
Graves’s
interpretations
—
whilst
continuing
to
delight
in
the
stream
of
students
who
come
to
enrol
for
Celtic
Studies
after
being
inspired
by
his
book.
Yet
though
Graves
may
not
have
produced
reliable
interpretations
of
early
Welsh
poetry,
he
certainly
created
an
imaginative
world
and
a
system
of
symbolism
which
has
proved
powerful
and
enduring.
And
even
that
is
not
the
whole
story.
Not
only
do
the
complexity
and
intensity
of
The
White
Goddess
show
it
as
an
exceptionally
rich
book,
a
staggering
creative
feat.
It
also
introduced
ideas
of
feminist
spirituality
at
a
time
when
these
were
hardly
discussed
in
western
culture,
and
it
warned
of
an
ecological
crisis
which
almost
no
one
else
in
the
1940s
could
foresee.
Where
did
all
this
come
from?
If
Graves
felt
that
his
work
had
been
galvanised
by
a
visiting
intelligence
which
took
him
far
beyond
what
he
could
have
done
unaided,
perhaps
he
was
right
—
even
if
his
vision
of
that
intelligence
was
shaped
and
distorted
by
his
own
personality.
Certainly
for
me
it
is
hard
to
reconcile
the
idea
of
a
goddess
who
inspires
poetry,
love
and
scholarship
with
the
vision
of
a
cruel
female
deity
thirsting
for
blood.
And
yet
again,
I
am
checked
by
the
thought
that
the
compassionate
deities
of
Tibetan
tradition
have
their
wrathful
aspects.
The
riddle
remains.
19
I
wrote
above
about
‘living
centres
of
psychic
energy’,
and
perhaps
this
is
the
best
formulation
I
can
find.
It
was
surely
one
of
these
that
Robert
Graves
encountered.
Whether
such
entities
dwell
in
higher
cosmic
realms,
in
the
individual
psyche,
or
in
the
‘Collective
Unconscious’
proposed
by
Jung,
is
something
we
could
argue
about
endlessly.
Certainly,
if
I
understand
the
suttas
correctly,
the
Buddha
implies
that
we
can
at
times
contact
such
beings
in
meditation.
I
have
no
idea
whether
The
White
Goddess
is
accurate
in
its
explorations
of
Celtic
culture
—
the
secret
lore
of
the
tree
alphabet,
the
interpretation
of
the
Battle
of
the
Trees
as
a
poem
about
the
overthrow
of
matriarchal
culture,
and
all
the
rest
of
it.
But
it
is
a
book
that
casts
a
powerful
spell.
I
discovered
it
at
sixteen
and
have
never
ceased
to
be
fascinated
by
it.
The
opportunity
to
produce
a
new
and
more
accurate
edition
of
it
in
1997
was
a
delight
and
an
honour
for
me,
a
chance
to
repay
something
of
the
debt
I
felt
I
owed
to
the
book,
and
to
Robert
Graves,
for
a
lifetime
of
inspiration.
And
beyond
the
book
itself,
I
also
cherish
the
notion
of
an
inspiring
goddess,
one
who
has
many
faces
and
turns
up
in
many
cultures,
who
shows
herself
to
me
at
certain
moments
in
the
woman
I
love,
and
who
every
so
often
may
give
an
extra
touch
of
magic
to
a
poem
I
write.
I
don’t
have
any
feeling
that
she
demands
human
sacrifice.
As
far
as
I’m
concerned,
impermanence,
old
age,
sickness
and
death
will
see
to
that
anyway.
For
me
the
Goddess
has
a
certain
reality,
as
a
helper,
a
friend,
someone
living
on
a
different
plane
from
me
but
still
a
part
of
samsara,
destined
no
doubt
in
the
end
to
die
and
be
reborn
into
this
human
world,
even
if
she
perhaps
doesn’t
yet
know
it
herself.
So
I
felt
honoured
as
well
as
amazed
that
she
—
or
one
of
her
aspects
—
paid
me
that
startling
visit
on
my
first
night
in
Colombia.
And
I
felt
sure
that
someone
who
knew
the
local
Afro-‐Caribbean
religion
would
be
able
to
tell
me
more
about
her.
I
found
a
babalawu
—
a
shaman
—
in
the
Yellow
Pages
(easy
enough
in
South
America)
and
went
to
tell
him
about
my
dream.
‘The
lady
you
dreamed
of
was
Ochun,’
he
told
me,
‘the
goddess
of
the
river,
of
the
moon
and
of
copper.
She
granted
you
a
vision
of
herself.
The
three
kisses
were
three
tests
which
she
set
you,
and
you
passed
them.
She
is
telling
you
that
she
loves
you
and
will
take
care
of
you.’
The
babalawu
advised
me
to
get
a
picture
of
Ochun,
and
told
me
that
when
I
got
home
I
should
offer
her
five
eggs,
five
candles
and
five
yams.
20
I
took
his
advice.
In
Panama
City
not
long
afterwards
I
noticed
a
shop
with
a
sign
that
said
‘Esoterica’.
I
went
in,
and
asked
if
they
had
a
picture
of
Ochun.
Yes,
indeed,
I
was
told,
and
the
lady
behind
the
counter
gave
me
a
little
plastic-‐covered
Catholic
picture
of
Our
Lady
of
Charity
of
Copper
—
a
miraculous
statue
of
the
Virgin
Mary
enthroned
in
Cuba
on
a
mountain
where
copper
was
mined,
and
who
is
now
honoured
as
the
patroness
of
Cuba.
In
my
picture
she
floats
above
the
water,
on
a
crescent
moon,
in
a
blue
robe
just
the
same
shade
as
the
dress
she
wore
in
my
dream.
To
the
Catholics
she
is
the
Blessed
Virgin;
to
followers
of
Santería,
the
Afro-‐Caribbean
religion
that
grew
up
amongst
the
slaves
of
the
New
World,
she
is
Ochun;
perhaps
to
Robert
Graves
she
would
have
been
an
aspect
of
the
White
Goddess.
I
don’t
know
what
she
will
do
with
the
eggs
and
the
yams,
bless
her,
but
I
enjoyed
offering
them
to
her.
They’re
near
me
as
I
write,
on
a
small
table,
in
two
dishes,
with
a
couple
of
candles,
in
front
of
my
little
picture
of
Ochun
—
alias
Our
Lady
of
Charity
of
Copper,
alias,
perhaps,
the
White
Goddess.
In
a
day
or
two
I
shall
take
them
out,
as
the
babalawu
instructed
me,
and
leave
them
in
a
forest
somewhere.
But
right
now
it’s
time
for
me
to
do
my
meditation
and
try
to
take
another
tiny
step
on
the
path
that
leads
beyond
the
gods,
those
fellow-‐travellers
of
ours
on
the
path
to
enlightenment.
21
This
is
not
about
a
lake.
The
dark
water
goes
down
deep,
beyond
fathoming,
Beyond
turbulence,
it
stands
Tranquil,
time
halts
over
its
stillness.
The
eye,
the
heart
cease
their
incessant
search,
The
endless
scuffling
in
the
handbag
For
the
lost
precious
something,
held
By
its
light-‐brimmed
clarity.
The
mind’s
chatter
falls
quiet:
there
is
nothing
That
it
can
add
to
this,
nothing
It
can
find
to
lack.
‘The
immaculate
Looking
naturally
at
itself.’
22
DÉJÀ
VU
1965
—
Cambridge:
weak
electrical
signals
from
distant
radio
stars
recorded
as
pen
traces
on
paper
tape
…
2010
—
Greenstreete:
weak
electrical
signals
from
meditators’
brains
recorded
as
traces
on
laptop
screen
…
Over
40
years
ago,
Nai
Boonman
suggested
we
might
someday
carry
out
research
into
the
effects
of
meditation
on
the
brain.
In
2010,
during
a
ten-‐day
practice
period
at
Greenstreete,
we
made
a
start
by
recording
the
electroencephalograms
(EEGs)
of
twelve
meditators
over
periods
of
about
ten
minutes
each
as
they
practiced
both
rūpa
and
arūpa
jhāna,
as
well
as
the
arousing
of
energy
that
we
fondly
refer
to
as
“psychic-‐power”
practice.
The
recordings
were
made
using
nineteen
electrodes,
positioned
on
the
head
according
to
the
international
system
that
allows
different
EEG
studies
to
be
compared,
and
connected
to
an
EEG
amplifier
and
laptop
analysis
system.
Although
there
have
been
other
EEG
studies
of
the
effects
of
meditation,
this
is
the
first
time
we
have
been
able
to
look
at
the
effects
of
Samatha
practice.
What
is
described
here
is
very
provisional.
It
will
take
much
time
and
many
more
recordings
before
we
can
begin
to
develop
a
detailed
understanding
of
the
effects
of
meditation
on
the
brain.
However,
these
early
readings
are
offered
to
give
a
taste
of
what
we
are
seeing
so
far.
Several
meditators’
commented
on
the
23
satisfaction
–
and
in
some
cases,
surprise
–
they
felt
in
seeing
that
their
meditation
practice
actually
has
very
real
effects
on
their
brain
waves.
1.
RŪPA
/
ARŪPA
JHĀNA
Meditator
A:
rūpa
jhāna
Each
electrical
trace
is
from
an
electrode
pair
at
different
positions
on
the
meditator’s
head.
These
signals
are
then
converted
into
2-‐dimensional
plots
of
activity
in
the
different
EEG
frequency
bands.
For
this
meditator,
activity
is
focused
in
the
left
frontal
cortex,
in
the
theta
band
(4.0–8.0
Hz),
known
to
be
associated
with
deep
relaxation.
In
“normal”
daily
activity,
theta
waves
are
overshadowed
by
higher
frequency
alpha
and
beta
waves,
and
theta
activity
tends
to
come
more
at
the
borders
of
sleep.
In
meditation,
however,
theta
activity
develops
as
part
of
a
highly
alert
state,
and
this
meditator
was
giving
attention
to
a
strong
visual
nimitta.
24
Meditator
A:
arūpa
jhāna
When
this
meditator
moved
into
developing
arūpa
jhāna
and
let
go
of
attending
to
the
nimitta,
the
electrical
activity
changed
dramatically.
The
two-‐dimensional
plots
show
that
the
intense
focus
shifted
to
the
right
parietal
lobe,
which,
among
other
functions,
is
known
to
be
involved
in
the
integration
of
spatial
representations.
The
intense
energisation
also
spread
to
the
low-‐
frequency
(0–4
Hz)
delta
band.
Normally,
this
is
found
mainly
in
deep
sleep.
Here,
however,
it
occurs
as
part
of
the
highly
aware
meditative
state.
This
meditator
acknowledged
being
at
a
fairly
early
stage
in
developing
arūpa
jhāna,
and
was
strongly
encouraged
to
see
the
dramatic
change
brought
about
by
the
shift
between
rūpa
and
arūpa
practice.
25
Meditator
B:
arūpa
jhāna
This
example
shows
the
arūpa
jhāna
practice
of
a
more
experienced
meditator.
The
raw
electrical
signals
show
highly
synchronised
activity
(top
to
bottom
traces)
across
large
areas
of
the
brain.
This
is
confirmed
by
the
two-‐dimensional
plots,
which
also
show
very
large
areas
of
the
brain
across
the
frontal,
parietal
and
rear
occipital
areas
as
being
highly
energised.
Again,
the
frequency
range
is
strongest
in
the
theta
band,
but
the
lower
frequency
delta
band
is
also
strongly
energised.
These
two
examples
suggest
that
the
deep
“relaxation”
associated
with
delta-‐band
activity
—
and,
normally,
deep
sleep
—
may
be
developed
in
a
more
active
form
in
the
deep
“absorption”
of
arūpa
jhāna.
26
2.
ENERGISATION
/
PĪTI
/
“PSYCHIC
POWER”
PRACTICE
Meditator
C
This
is
an
historic
picture.
It
is
the
first
recorded
EEG
of
an
experienced
meditator
demonstrating
“psychic
power”
practice.
What
is
surprising
about
this
image
is
that
it
is
virtually
indistinguishable
from
an
epileptic
seizure.
In
this
case,
however,
the
meditator
retained
complete
control
over
the
process
of
leaving
and
entering
that
state.
Meditator
D
This
record
was
taken
of
a
different
meditator
with
substantial
prior
experience
of
the
arousal
of
pīti,
but
who
had
only
been
practising
the
formal
“psychic-‐power”
energisation
practice
for
a
relatively
short
time.
Notice
how
the
meditation
practice
is
intensified
after
the
“psychic-‐power”
burst,
compared
to
the
27
relatively
“flat”
signals
seen
immediately
before
this
occurs.
This
may
illustrate
the
power
of
this
technique
as
a
“short
cut”
to
intensify
and
deepen
the
practice.
The
following
two-‐dimensional
plots
are
from
the
“after”
portion
of
the
linear
record
and,
for
this
meditator,
show
intense
activity
in
two
areas,
left
frontal
and
left
parietal.
There
are
conflicting
views
on
whether
or
not
meditation
could
benefit
epilepsy
sufferers,
and
there
are
very
few
useful
studies
on
this
subject
so
far.
Some
have
suggested
that
meditation
might
actually
provoke
seizures,
while
others
believe
it
might
help.
These
different
views
should
come
as
no
surprise,
since
more
open
and
undirected
meditation
practices
do
not
develop
the
same
control
of
attention
as
Samatha
practice
does.
Hence,
those
practices
might
well
be
dangerous
in
that
they
have
the
potential
to
stimulate
uncontrolled
excitation
in
a
person
predisposed
to
seizures.
In
Samatha,
however,
we
spend
a
lot
of
time
carefully
developing
the
ability
to
choose
whether
or
not
to
respond
to
sensory
stimuli
(vitakka/vicāra).
These
recordings
therefore
make
me
wonder
whether
aspects
of
our
practice
might
potentially
be
useful
as
a
supportive
epilepsy
treatment.
I
hope
this
introductory
account
will
stimulate
some
interest.
By
the
time
it
is
published,
you
may
have
received
an
invitation
to
participate
in
this
study.
28
IN
THE
VALLEY
OF
BROKEN
BUDDHAS
Bamiyan
Valley,
Afghanistan
A
couple
of
years
ago,
I
found
myself
in
Afghanistan,
sitting
in
for
the
head
of
a
project
running
Master’s
degree
programs
in
Public
Admin-‐
istration
and
Computer
Science
at
Kabul
University.
Kabul
is
a
packed,
dusty,
and
sometimes
very
tense
city
but
it
can
also
be
very
charming.
If
things
go
even
moderately
well
it
is
going
to
be
gorgeous
again.
And
there
are
signs
of
progress.
In
2001,
there
were
fewer
than
4,000
university
students
in
the
country.
Today
there
are
over
37,000.
Yet
it
can
feel
oppressive,
slinking
around
Kabul
in
order
not
to
be
a
target.
Logic
says
that,
with
certain
safe
practices,
your
odds
are
better
than
excellent.
Nonetheless,
the
killing
of
internationals
gets
under
your
skin.
The
first
one
during
my
stay
was
targeted
because
she
worked
for
a
Christian
non-‐profit.
She
was
proselytizing,
or
so
the
Talibs
said.
She
was
also
walking
to
work,
using
the
same
route,
and
at
the
same
time
every
day—all
rather
unwise
choices.
A
couple
of
days
later,
a
guard
at
an
international
shipping
company
decided
to
turn
his
AK-‐47
on
the
Director
and
Deputy
Director
as
they
arrived
to
work
in
the
morning.,
then
against
himself.
No
one
claimed
credit
and
the
Talibs
issued
an
uncharacteristic
statement
denying
responsibility.
Then
came
the
text
messages
from
security
monitoring
firms
to
avoid
restaurants
owing
to
unspecified
threat.
Not
that
these
places
felt
entirely
safe
before—running
from
closed
space
to
closed
space,
the
windows
blacked,
the
guards
opening
slits
in
the
metal
gates
as
if
you
are
entering
a
speakeasy
(sometimes,
you
are).
A
friend,
who
helps
train
teachers
and
develop
curricula
for
primary
schools,
received
a
threatening
letter:
“Stop
your
work
or
be
beheaded.
If
you
have
any
questions
please
call
the
following
number
…”
29
One
day
I
went
to
the
reconstructed
garden
and
grave
of
Babur
Shah,
Emperor
Babur
who
died
in
1530.
Babur's
fountains
and
orchards
were
built
on
the
slopes
of
the
mountain
ring
overlooking
the
city
now
scarred
and
choked
with
dust.
Homemade
kites
of
every
color
dive
(were
diving?)
and
dart
(darting?)
like
goldfish
above
the
dust
clouds
and
their
strings
arc
and
sway
tenuously
to
all
sides
of
town,
tugged
by
children
who
—
or
so
I
imagine
—
scarcely
remember
the
Talibs.
There
is
a
youth
who
sometimes
goes
to
the
garden
to
play
flute
poems
of
Persian
antiquity
that
reverberate
naturally
among
those
walls.
The
sound
is
very
delicate
and
very
precious,
like
the
kites,
and
the
little
shops
opening,
and
the
many
thousands
of
children
walking
home
from
school
in
that
pock-‐marked
mess
beneath
that
blood-‐streaked
sky.
That
was
when
I
realized
that
I
liked
Kabul.
The
more
I
reflect,
I
see
that
this
experience
taught
me
something
very
important
about
development
and
culture.
Several
international
foundations
collaborated
in
the
project
to
reconstruct
Babur’s
gardens,
his
marble
tomb
and
mosque.
They
trained
docents,
who
very
earnestly
recite
their
talks
in
English,
Dari
and
Pashto.
The
outcome
of
these
efforts
is
a
communal
space
in
which
art
from
Persian,
Afghan,
and
Pakistani
traditions
is
displayed,
and
where
international
colloquia
are
held.
On
Fridays,
Afghan
families
and
international
visitors
walk
around
the
gardens,
conversing
normally
and
pleasantly.
Under
the
Talibs’
rule,
all
forms
of
representation
—
music,
film,
painting,
and
sculpture
—
were
strictly
prohibited.
I
understood
that
the
reconstruction
of
this
social
space
with
its
many
uses
—
the
flute
music,
the
art,
the
learned
colloquia,
and
the
merely
social
conversations
—
is
an
effort
to
repair
the
damage
caused
by
after
thirty
years
of
strife;
to
reclaim
something
normal,
nourishing
and
real;
to
rescue
a
shared
imagined
past;
and
to
construct
an
imagined
common
future.
Near
the
end
of
my
stay
in
Afghanistan
I
made
a
solo
trip
to
Bamiyan
Valley,
the
place
where
the
Talibs
destroyed
the
2,000-‐year-‐old
Buddharūpas.
I'd
heard
it
was
a
peaceful
valley
of
staggering
antiquity.
The
Governor
is
a
woman.
New
Zealander
troops
from
the
Provincial
Reconstruction
Team
walk
around
town
freely.
I
hoped
to
hike
up
to
cavities
where
the
2,000-‐year-‐old
Buddhas
used
to
look
out
over
the
valley,
and
maybe
sit
there
in
a
monk’s
garret
carved
into
the
stone.
30
The
dual
prop
UN
plane
arched
in
low
over
the
bone
dry
hills
and
landed
on
the
gravel
strip.
I
stepped
out
into
a
crisp
valley
under
gray
sky.
I
was
met
by
Arif
Yosufi,
Chancellor
of
Bamiyan
University,
who
drove
me
to
the
Roof
of
Bamiyan
Hotel
situated
on
a
plateau
over-‐
looking
the
town.
The
Chancellor
and
I
joked
that
the
project
was
making
me
sleep
on
the
Roof
to
save
money.
A
delicate
golden
light
began
to
peek
through
the
clouds,
giving
the
sandstone
cliffs
and
whole
valley
a
warm
glow.
Sheep
picked
among
the
tidy
potato
fields;
permanent
snows
up
the
mountain
fed
a
turgid
creek
that
rolled
down
and
out
across
them.
I
noted
small
details
of
careful
stewardship
of
the
land:
rock
walls
and
trees
shaping
the
creek,
terraces,
a
network
of
shallow
irrigation
ditches.
This
high
mountain
valley
made
me
feel
as
if
I
was
in
Tibet,
or
that
some
similar
tradition
resonated
there.
And
indeed,
the
valley
is
considered
to
be
one
of
the
birth
places
of
Mahayana
Buddhism.
The
people
who
live
here
are
ethnic
Hazara,
of
mixed
Mongol,
Chinese
and
Tibetan
blood.
For
more
than
a
thousand
years,
these
people
have
been
Muslims.
Something
held
tight
within
me
loosened.
I
dropped
my
backpack
in
my
room
and
poked
around
the
central
hall:
lathed
wooden
chairs
set
in
a
square,
a
tin
wood
stove
with
chimney
shining
in
the
center,
rugs
and
Bamiyan
wall
hangings
of
intricate
woven
wool.
I
stepped
out
and
drifted
toward
an
outbuilding
where
the
two
owners
of
the
hotel
were
sitting.
Their
names
were
Shir
and
Razaq.
I
asked
if
I
could
get
some-‐
thing
to
eat,
and
Razaq
went
inside
to
prepare
an
omelet
and
black
tea
with
milk.
I
looked
out
over
the
valley,
the
town,
and
the
sandstone
cliffs
dotted
with
hundreds
of
caves
and
niches.
A
sheep
bleated.
"It's
very
quiet,"
I
said
to
Shir.
He
nodded.
"Bamiyan
is
peace.
There
are
no
assholes
here."
31
Shir
and
Rezaq
used
to
sell
carpets
and
handicrafts
in
Kabul
during
the
1970s.
They
recalled
fond
memories
of
parties
with
Peace
Corps
vol-‐
unteers
and
friendships
with
roving
hippies.
“It
was
like
a
dream,”
said
Shir
—
until
the
Soviet
invasion
inaugurated
thirty
years
of
turmoil
and
flight,
of
making
do
and
getting
by.
Shir
lived
in
India,
Italy
and
for
a
while,
I
think,
Pakistan.
He
came
home
briefly
to
visit
family
during
the
Taliban
time,
his
beard
grown
long
to
blend
in.
Even
so
he
was
harassed
at
a
Talib
checkpoint
for
having
a
pack
of
cigarettes
in
his
pocket.
He
and
Razaq
started
the
hotel
just
months
after
the
Talibs
were
routed.
They
do
a
brisk
tourist
business,
in
the
summer
months
at
least.
I
spent
the
next
day
at
Bamiyan
University.
BU
opened
its
doors
a
few
years
before
the
Talibs
captured
control
of
the
country,
and
then
ceased
operation
the
entire
time
they
were
in
power.
Today
they
offer
Bachelor’s
degrees
in
Agriculture
and
Education,
with
the
express
mission
of
contributing
to
the
development
of
the
valley's
teachers
and
expanding
its
viable
revenue
crops.
Chancellor
Yosufi
is
a
very
gentle
and
extremely
dedicated
man
with
features
that
could
be
either
Mongol,
or
Tibetan.
Before
assuming
the
role
of
Chancellor
of
BU,
Yosufi
studied
mechanical
engineering
in
Russia,
after
which
he
did
a
turn
as
a
producer
of
educational
programs
for
children
on
BBC.
32
We
started
the
morning
by
visit-‐
ing
the
graduation
ceremony
of
ten
new
secondary
school
teachers
from
Bamiyan
Teacher
Training
College.
A
long
ribbon
with
ten
bows
was
brought
out.
Yosufi
and
the
College
Principal
cut
the
bows
one
by
one,
while
the
assembly
clapped.
We
toured
the
new
biology,
physics
and
chemistry
labs,
and
a
library
donated
by
a
German
development
agency.
The
college
was
right
at
the
feet
of
the
cliffs.
Since
I
was
unable
to
follow
the
proceedings
in
Dari,
I
stood
in
the
courtyard
studying
caves
and
niches
where
smaller
Buddharūpas
once
sat.
Yosufi
and
I
went
back
to
BU
and
spent
a
couple
of
hours
touring
the
University,
and
meeting
faculty
and
staff.
They
told
me
about
their
many
sources
of
donations,
their
plans
to
add
several
new
departments,
and
their
wish
to
move
to
a
new
location.
They
recited
an
endless
list
of
needs
and
wants.
I
got
the
impression
that
they
would
accept
whatever
donors
offered,
regardless
of
how
—
or
even
whether
—
it
fit
into
their
strategies
for
building
the
institution.
The
single
largest
challenge
they
face
is
keeping
the
quality
of
instruction
high.
In
Afghanistan
the
lack
of
human
resources
has
led
to
the
creation
of
a
system
where
any
undergraduate
earning
an
average
grade
of
more
than
70%
can
apply
to
become
a
university
lecturer.
They
must
then
pass
a
qualifying
exam
and
state
their
preferences
as
to
which
university
they
wish
to
join.
Lecturers
earn
a
pittance,
so
they
must
seek
out
other
jobs
to
make
ends
meet.
Bamiyan
Valley
doesn’t
have
any
such
jobs
that
would
help
to
attract
and
keep
talented
lecturers.
After
my
visit
with
Yosufi
I
went
to
sit
in
the
Lincoln
Center
to
work
on
my
proposal.
The
Center
is
a
sort
of
American
Cultural
center
donated
by
the
U.S.:
an
impressive
brick
building
with
a
conference
room,
two
rooms
for
computer
labs,
solar
panels,
and
six
guest
rooms
for
visiting
lecturers.
One
of
the
labs
was
equipped
very
smartly
with
16
desktops
and
a
large
plasma
monitor
for
the
instructor
to
use.
Two
large
wooden
tables
were
in
the
center,
and
the
walls
were
lined
with
books.
33
It
felt
like
a
well-‐equipped
middle
school
library.
Some
of
the
books
on
the
shelves
seemed
glaringly
irrelevant,
such
as
Peter
Drucker’s
The
Purpose
of
the
Corporation.
Still,
people
came
to
practice
reading
in
English.
The
most
popular
books
were
easy-‐reading
children’s
books
and
Barack
Obama’s
The
Audacity
of
Hope.
I
sat
there
for
a
few
hours
sketching
out
a
proposal
to
help
develop
and
implement
a
knowledge
management
and
technology
strategy
for
the
University,
something
that
would
help
give
some
order
to
the
myriad
donations,
and
serve
as
a
repository
and
support
of
session
plans
and
training
aids
for
BU
lecturers.
After
a
while
the
instructor
and
manager
of
the
center
brought
a
simple
meal
of
rice,
potatoes
and
sauce,
some
radishes
and
local
greens,
some
flatbread
and
tea
for
us
to
share.
We
finished
lunch
and
I
had
begun
to
work
again,
when
we
heard
an
explosion
from
one
corner
of
the
valley,
near
the
remains
of
Shar-‐I-‐
Ghulghulah,
a
citadel
dating
from
the
sixth
to
the
tenth
centuries.
We
paid
little
attention,
as
the
New
Zealand
troops
train
Afghan
police
in
that
area
most
days.
Later
that
afternoon,
the
library
started
filling
up
with
young
men
seeking
to
practice
reading
or
use
the
Internet.
Deciding
I
had
done
enough
work
for
that
day,
I
rejoined
Yosufi
in
his
office.
He
offered
to
take
me
to
visit
the
Buddhas.
We
got
into
his
Landcruiser
and
set
off.
As
we
rolled
out
through
the
gate,
Yosufi
told
me
the
cause
of
the
explosion
we
had
heard.
A
de-‐miner
had
triggered
the
explosion
and
died
while
removing
mines
from
the
ruins
of
the
citadel.
34
We
drove
to
the
base
of
the
cliffs
and
paid
a
few
Afghani
for
the
right
to
pass
through
the
gate
and
inspect
the
site
of
the
destroyed
Buddharūpas
with
its
network
of
hundreds
of
caves.
As
we
walked,
Yosufi
explained
that
one
of
his
BBC
programs
had
won
an
award
for
children’s
education.
One
of
the
young
listeners
sent
in
the
question:
“Why
can’t
we
see
the
stars
during
the
day?”
Yosufi
and
some
children
conducted
an
experi-‐
ment.
They
filled
a
wide
bowl
with
water
and
put
it
outside.
When
night
had
fallen
they
looked
at
the
water
and
saw
the
stars
brightly
reflected
within
it.
Then
Yosufi
lit
a
candle
and
slowly
moved
it
closer
and
closer
to
the
dish
so
that
the
light
of
the
candle
gradually
over-‐
powered
the
reflected
starlight..
We
walked
to
the
feet
of
the
Buddhas—or
rather,
their
remains.
White
canvas
was
draped
over
mounds
of
stone
at
the
bases
of
the
alcoves
to
protect
what
remained
of
the
statues.
Yosufi
said
that
a
German
university
has
taken
3-‐D
images
of
the
pieces
and
matched
them
by
computer
program
to
a
model
of
the
original
statues,
hoping
to
reassemble
the
pieces
and
fill
in
the
spaces
between
them
with
clay
cement.
35
We
ducked
into
the
hewn
stone
stairwell
of
a
nearby
cave
and
clambered
our
way
up
the
dark
stairs,
ascending
next
to
the
Buddha
niche.
We
poked
around
in
the
caves
at
the
top,
coming
at
last
to
a
point
overlooking
the
valley
from
behind
the
head
of
the
large
Buddha.
Then,
leaving
the
overlook
behind,
we
came
upon
a
series
of
caves
that
may
have
been
monks’
garrets.
Most
of
these
were
very
simple,
with
beautiful
views
of
the
valley,
but,
from
time
to
time,
we
would
come
upon
a
dome-‐shaped
shrine
or
temple
cave
whose
walls
were
carved
with
layers
over
layers
of
niches
extending
from
the
floor
to
the
heights
of
the
ceiling.
At
the
very
top
center
of
the
ceiling
one
could
make
out
carved
mandalas.
It
appeared
that
each
of
the
little
alcoves
must
have
once
held
a
Buddha
or
deity,
and
later,
as
I
played
with
the
contrast
on
the
images
it
seemed
possible
to
discern
the
outlines
of
other
figures
between
these
niches.
In
the
center
of
one
cave,
it
appeared
possible
to
discern
the
profile
of
a
meditator.
One
out
of
every
5-‐10
rooms
appeared
to
be
a
shrine,
amounting
to
hundreds
of
caves
in
this
cliff
alone
and
many
thousands
of
monastery
caves
throughout
the
valley,
which,
it
seemed
to
me,
might
well
be
called
“the
Valley
of
Countless
Buddhas.”
36
I
didn’t
expect
to
find
the
caves
so
sad.
Virtually
every
trace
of
the
original
Buddhist
images
or
forms
had
been
pried
or
chipped
off,
burnt,
scraped
away,
or
scrawled
over.
The
destroyed
artifacts
included
statues
from
a
distant
time
and
culture
in
which
Buddhism
was
combined
with
Hellenistic
religion
and
Buddharūpas
often
appeared
alongside
deities
of
the
Greek
pantheon.
They
also
included
the
oldest
known
oil
paintings
in
the
world.
All
destroyed.
By
Shir’s
“assholes.”
I
spent
the
next
morning
finishing
up
the
Bamiyan
University
proposal,
then
in
mid-‐afternoon
caught
a
ride
with
Shir
to
the
bazaar.
Among
the
goods
on
sale
were
Bamiyan
rugs;
locally
made
jewelry
with
delicately
inter-‐laced
silver
strands;
an
odd
assortment
of
old
brass
compasses,
sextants
and
binoculars
from
London,
some
stamped
with
the
date
1914;
and
Soviet
coat
pins.
I
understood
that
people
had
brought
these
things
from
their
homes
and
sold
them
to
the
antique
shop.
There
were
post
cards
showing
Talib
tanks
firing
on
the
Buddha
statues.
There
were
coins,
some
real
some
counterfeit,
spanning
periods
from
Alexander
the
Great
to
the
1970s.
Mixed
among
the
coins
were
little
plaster
cast
sculptures
of
the
heads
of
Buddhas.
“Those
are
new”
said
the
antique
seller.
Shir
nodded,
“they
wouldn’t
lie
to
you
with
me
here.”
You
could
see
the
lines
from
the
molds
on
the
fake
Buddha
heads,
but
I
don’t
know
if
I
could
have
guessed
the
true
age
of
some
of
the
coins.
I
hoped
I
could
find
something
that
would
give
me
a
sense
of
connection
with
the
ancient
Buddhist
roots
of
the
Valley
that
still
seemed
somehow
present.
37
Among
the
knock-‐off
Chinese
Buddhas
with
big
bellies,
and
the
fake
Buddhas
resembling
those
still
being
found
out
in
the
dust
all
these
eras
later,
I
saw
a
smoothed
disc
of
agate
rock,
cross-‐banded
with
silver
and
adorned
with
a
very
delicate
image
of
a
nun,
or
perhaps
a
boddhisatva,
seated
in
meditation.
It
seemed
to
be
local
silver
work
from
thirty
or
more
years
ago,
characterized
by
a
quality
of
delicate
skill
that
has
since
been
lost.
It
struck
me
that
the
artist
had
crafted
the
image
not
so
much
out
of
reverence
as
from
a
sense
of
local
identity.
I
felt
a
small
but
definite
rush
of
greed,
together
with
heightened
curiosity,
and
growing
amazement.
“Do
you
have
any
old
Buddhas?”
I
was
almost
ashamed
to
ask,
as
if
it
made
me
complicit
in
the
wholesale
raiding
of
Afghanistan’s
cultural
treasures.
Still,
I
really
wanted
to
know.
The
antique
dealer
took
me
to
an
adjacent
shop
and
from
behind
the
counter
took
out
a
large
bundle
of
cotton
and
slowly
unwrapped
it
to
reveal
the
head
of
a
clay
sculpture
of
one
of
the
Buddhist
kings
of
the
Kushan
Dynasty,
which
ended
around
150
A.D.
He
took
out
another
bundle
and
unwrapped
it
to
show
the
head
of
a
Buddha.
There
were
two
more
Buddhas
and
one
more
Kushan
king.
All
of
them
had
been
sculpted
with
clay
and
sandstone,
and
you
could
still
make
out
that
they
had
been
painted.
On
the
back
were
the
marks
where
at
some
time
they
had
been
attached
to
the
wall
of
a
cave.
Every
one
of
them
was
decapitated.
I
stood
for
many
long
minutes
with
a
two-‐thousand-‐year-‐old
Buddha
head
in
my
hands.
The
‘great
man’
signs
were
there—the
long
delicate
ears,
and
the
curls
in
the
hair.
They
were
very
recognizable
and,
as
a
result,
felt
timeless.
I
wanted
to
continue
holding
them,
studying
their
every
detail
and
feeling
a
sense
of
awe
and
timelessness.
What
else
could
one
do
with
the
head
of
a
two-‐thousand-‐year-‐old
Buddha-‐
rūpa?
I
suppose
the
rightful
place
of
such
things
would
be
in
a
shrine
or
museum.
I
was
somewhat
disturbed
to
observe
a
sort
of
active
dis-‐
interest
in
these
images
on
the
part
of
the
local
people,
as
if
they
were
only
valued
for
what
foreigners
would
pay
for
them,
rather
than
for
their
connection
to
the
place.
38
I
thanked
the
vendor.
He
was
reluctant
to
let
me
take
photo-‐
graphs
of
the
Buddhas,
or
I
would
have
done
so.
He
showed
me
some
coins
that
appeared
to
be
from
the
early
Greek
period,
and
some
from
the
Kushan
dynasty.
One
featured
someone
sitting
in
meditation
and,
on
the
reverse
side,
a
haloed
figure
standing
with
arms
outstretched
over
what
appeared
to
be
four
flames.
My
immediate
impression
was
that
it
might
show
the
Buddha
on
the
point
of
attaining
enlightenment,
and
then
going
forward
to
teach
the
Four
Noble
Truths,
but
subsequent
research
discover-‐ed
a
number
of
competing
inter-‐
pretations.
Some
scholars
believe
that
King
Kanishka
the
Great
depict-‐ed
himself,
seated
in
meditation,
on
his
coinage,
and
that
the
haloed
figure
is
probably
Pharro,
a
figure
related
to
the
Greek
god
Mercury.
Others
suggest
that
the
coins
show
Maitreya
Buddha
on
one
side
and
Kanishka
offering
something
at
an
altar
on
the
other.
The
Buddharūpas
are
usually
found
decapitated.
The
most
famous
statues
had
had
their
faces
scratched
off
centuries
ago,
after
one
or
another
wave
of
conquest
by
Muslims.
I
was
told
that
centuries
ago,
one
Sultan
proudly
took
an
epithet
that
meant
something
akin
to
“destroyer
of
the
images
of
false
gods.”
The
Talibs
merely
continued—
perhaps
some
would
say,
perfected—the
destructive
process.
And
yet
the
Buddhas
are
still
being
found,
many
thousands
of
them
underground,
or
deep
in
the
caves.
At
the
foot
of
the
famous
cliffs,
a
thirty-‐meter
long
reclining
Buddha
has
been
identified
by
using
earth-‐
penetrating
radar.
Some
thirty
to
forty
kilometers
away,
researchers
39
have
found,
but
not
yet
unearthed,
an
even
greater
reclining
Buddha,
measuring
roughly
three
hundred
meters
in
length.
German
researchers
recently
found
a
little
carved
stone
cylinder
concealed
in
a
piece
of
sandstone
that
was
once
the
elbow
of
the
extended,
teaching
hand
of
the
large
Buddha
statue.
The
cylinder
bears
on
it
the
carved
seal
of
Shakyamuni
Buddha,
and
x-‐rays
have
revealed
that
it
contains
shapes
resembling
the
traditional
shape
of
bone
relics.
These
bone
fragments
may
have
been
taken
—
at
least,
according
to
the
beliefs
of
the
sculptors
—
from
the
funeral
pyre
of
the
Buddha,
or
one
of
the
original
disciples,
or
perhaps
one
of
three
monks
sent
in
the
three
directions
to
spread
Buddhism
by
the
converted
Indian
King
Ashoka.
It
is
intended
that,
whenever
peace
is
restored,
the
undamaged
Buddharūpas
will
be
unearthed,
the
surviving
oil
paintings
revealed,
and,
perhaps,
the
broken
statues
reassembled.
If
and
when
these
things
happen,
Bamiyan
Valley
may
once
again
become
a
Buddhist
pilgrimage
site
of
world-‐wide
importance.
40
41
Crawford,
for
all
her
dodgy
behaviour,
with
the
lead
piping
in
the
billiard
room
with
a
mysteriously
garrotted
vicar
from
the
local
parsonage.
Conversely,
it
would
be
a
bit
boring
in
a
fast-‐moving
political
thriller
to
spend
too
much
time
hanging
around
the
pump
rooms
in
Bath
or
Emma
Woodhouse’s
drawing
room,
as
I
expect
a
little
bit
more
in
the
way
of
fast
cars,
gun
fights
and
mysterious
text
messages
that
indicate
that
the
suicide
bomber
has
already
started
his
journey
which
we
must
stop
if
civilisation
as
we
know
it
is
going
to
continue.
These
expectations
are
the
patterns
or
saṅkhāras
that
I
associate
with
other
kinds
of
fiction.
These
rules
are
very
deep
in
our
minds.
Many
works
of
fiction
are
funny
or
interesting
precisely
because
they
break
these
patterns
and
rules,
but
we
need
the
rules
to
be
there
for
this
to
work.
At
the
opening
of
Northanger
Abbey
Jane
Austen
tells
us
all
the
ways
Catherine
Morland
cannot
be
a
heroine
of
gothic
fiction,
the
pulp
mystery
thrillers
of
her
time:
she
is
not
beautiful,
ill
or
in
the
grips
of
wicked
relations.
But
we
know
of
course
that
she
will
be
a
heroine
in
her
own
way,
an
impulse
that
always
finds
a
form,
and
we
find
out
in
the
novel
that
she
is
also
the
victim
of
all
kinds
of
unpleasantness
she
has
to
overcome
on
her
way
to
a
‘happy
ending’.
She
is
in
fact
persecuted
by
her
lover’s
father,
who
thought
she
was
an
heiress,
and
finds
in
the
mysteriously
titled
Northanger
Abbey
not
a
secret
hidden
in
a
chest,
but
a
very
realistic
secret
plot
that
causes
her
to
be
sent
away
in
what
would
then
have
been
great
disgrace.
This
is
the
kind
of
ironic
play
with
our
expectations
at
which
Jane
Austen
excels.
She
teases
our
saṅkhāras,
or
expectations,
and
then
turns
them
round
on
themselves.
3.
Consciousness:
I
take
this
to
be
the
moment
at
which
the
mind
alights
on
a
particular
book
to
read.
It
is
a
product
of
the
chemical
reaction
between
ignorance,
which
senses
it
wants
to
read
something
but
is
not
sure
what,
and
past
saṅkhāras
of
various
kinds
of
books
one
has
read
before.
The
book
I
have
alighted
on
is
Persuasion.
It
just
suits
my
mood.
It
is
also
interesting
because
the
principal
characters,
Captain
Wentworth
and
Anne
Eliot,
have
been
through
a
whole
cycle
of
dependent
origination
before
the
action
of
the
novel
begins.
They
have
met
before,
fallen
in
love,
and
been
near
marriage,
but
Anne
was
has
been
(?)
dissuaded
by
her
aunt’s
concerns
and
her
snobbish
family
from
marrying
such
an
unsuitable
catch,
with
no
money
or
name.
Now
they
meet
again:
with
the
tables
somewhat
turned.
Anne
Eliot
is
faded
and
disillusioned,
Captain
Wentworth
a
rich
and
successful
sea
captain.
Will
the
chain
of
events
work
in
their
favour
this
time?
Will
Captain
42
Wentworth
still
like
Anne,
and
be
willing
to
forgive
and
understand
her
earlier
acquiescence
to
the
wishes
of
her
relatives?
Will
Anne
be
able,
within
the
rigid
confines
of
polite
interchange,
to
let
him
know
of
her
remorse,
love
and
willingness
to
be
asked
to
marry
him
again?
Of
course,
given
that
it
is
an
early
nineteenth-‐century
novel,
we
know
it
will
turn
out
…
but
how?
They
have
to
do
a
great
deal
of
work
in
order
to
bring
a
new
consciousness
to
the
sad
saṅkhāras,
the
tired
cycle
of
memories
and
hurts
which
have
shaped
their
interactions
in
the
past,
and
it
is
this
fresh
volition,
the
impulse
of
the
pair
of
them,
that
shapes
and
informs
the
novel
and
sustains
it
so
that
they
overcome
the
forces
of
the
past.
Old
misunderstandings
have
to
be
revisited
and
seen
in
a
new
light
—
as
when
Wentworth
sees
the
stubbornness
of
Louisa
Musgrove
in
ignoring
all
‘persuasion’
and
jumping
off
the
pier
at
Lyme
Regis,
and
appreciates
the
gentleness
and
now
renewed
vitality
and
consciousness
of
Anne
Eliot,
who
deals
so
well
with
a
crisis,
always
tempers
enthusiasm
with
an
admittedly
sometimes
excessive
caution,
and
who
now
seems
to
have
discarded
stale
saṅkhāras
and
habits
of
many
years.
She
positively
blooms
in
Lyme
Regis
in
good
company,
salty
sea
air,
the
absence
of
ghastly
relatives
and
the
possibility
of
renewed
hope,
and
so
we
all
cross
our
fingers
for
her.
4.
This
brings
us
to
the
next
stage:
nāma
and
rūpa.
The
interaction
between
name
and
form
seems
to
denote
the
stage
in
reading
a
novel
when
you
are
getting
your
bearings,
and
trying
to
find
out
who
is
who,
what
kind
of
novel
it
is
and
whether
it
is
a
setting
and
atmosphere
with
which
you
want
to
engage.
In
reading,
nāma
is
also
the
reader
of
course,
and
form
(rūpa)
is
the
text
as
embodied
in
a
physical
product:
a
happy
interaction
between
these
two
elements
is
essential
for
any
continued
relationship,
with
books
or
people!
It
is
the
physical
imprint
on
which
the
author’s
intentions
and
the
products
of
her
mind
are
impressed.
The
form
of
a
good
novel
is
something
that
you
like
to
pick
up,
is
a
comfortable,
transportable
shape
and
size,
has
a
good
typeface
and,
in
‘the
olden
days’
helpful
pictures
around
which
you
could
construct
your
own
internal
narrative
of
the
book.
The
material
object
and
the
kind
of
writing
associated
with
it
seem
inextricably
bound
together.
I
have
tried
reading
novels
on
the
internet
and
it
just
does
not
work.
Whether
new
forms
such
as
Kindle
books
will
encourage
this
process,
I
do
not
know.
For
now,
I
prefer
to
read
from
a
physical
product
of
the
kind
Jane
Austen
intended.
In
her
day,
a
new
book
would
be
quite
an
expensive
event,
and
would
also
require
the
physical
work
of
cutting
43
the
pages
with
a
knife.
For
me,
this
interaction
with
a
physical
form,
is
for
me
of
the
essence
of
reading
a
novel.
5.
After
you
have
been
engaging
for
a
while
with
this
particular
form,
or
thumbprint
of
the
author’s
nāma,
you
find
yourself
entering
a
world,
built
up
of
the
six
senses.
This
was
amusingly
depicted
in
a
recent
television
serial
in
which
the
heroine
actually
walks
through
a
cupboard
and
into
the
world
of
Pride
and
Prejudice,
having
fallen
in
love
with
the
hero
Darcy.
This
is
of
course
what
we
do
when
we
construct
in
our
minds
the
world
of
Emma
Woodhouse’s
drawing
room
or
the
wild,
storm-‐filled
landscape
into
which
Marianne
throws
herself
after
her
rejection
by
Willoughby.
It
is
also
evident
in
the
way
we
read
a
novel
—
this
is
the
point
when
we
settle
into
our
chair
and
perhaps
slightly
cut
off
the
world
we
usually
inhabit.
Clearly,
a
Buddhist
would
try
to
be
mindful
of
this
world
when
reading,
but
we
are
at
this
time
entering
also
another
world,
which
we
hope
will
act
in
some
restorative
way.
Tolkien
once
suggested
that
the
world
of
fable
and
legend
was
a
kind
of
rescue
for
the
mind,
a
way
of
seeing
the
‘real’
world
with
new
eyes.
Some
well-‐written,
engaging
and
‘true’
depictions
create
for
us
a
sparkling
sense
of
interchange
and
interaction
from
which
we
emerge
with
our
views
refreshed.
However,
some
do
not!
I
recently
read
a
detective
novel
from
which
I
emerged
feeling
quite
ill,
with
my
eyes
jaundiced.
I
should
not
have
engaged
with
it
for
a
full
cycle!
The
fact
that
it
exercised
such
power
was
a
testimony
to
the
vividness
of
some
created
worlds
we
read
in
books.
6.
Contact
with
the
novel
occurs
for
me
when
the
world
created
by
the
previous
stage
before
has
been
successfully
realized.
I
seem
to
make
contact
with
the
characters,
lives,
and
conversations
that
are
enacted.
This
can
happen
in
the
first
page
of
the
work
of
a
good
novelist.
The
opening
sentence
of
Pride
and
Prejudice
for
instance
creates
instantly
a
whole
world,
amusingly
and
tightly
expressed,
such
that
our
appetite
is
aroused
and
our
intellect
awakened
by
this
sparkling
observation:
‘It
is
a
truth
universally
acknowledged
...’
By
whom?
Who
are
these
people?
Will
we
like
them?
Who
is
the
mysterious
man
suggested
in
the
following
words?
The
first
sentence
says
it
all.
Persuasion
is
even
more
satiric:
it
opens
with
Sir
Walter
Elliott
appreciatively
reading
his
own
lineage
in
the
Baronetege.
We
know
what
we
are
getting
with
him,
and
with
the
novel,
and
contact
that
world,
which
operates
so
insidiously
to
immediately
spoil
our
heroine’s
chances.
44
7.
There
is
a
particular
feeling
tone
associated
with
a
book.
If
you
do
not
like
it,
you
throw
the
book
aside
and
are
relieved
to
get
back
to
‘normal’
life.
If
it
is
pleasant,
you
carry
on.
It
seems
to
me
that
the
quality
of
feeling
encountered
at
this
stage
is
the
very
hub
of
the
novel,
and
can
sometimes
be
deeply
skillful,
in
the
Buddhist
sense.
When
we
read
a
novel
based
on
skilled
and,
at
times,
compassionate
observation,
it
is
this
feeling
tone
that
sustains
us
through
the
events
and
intricacies
of
the
plot.
Jane
Austen,
though
not
always
compassionate,
is
invariably
skilled.
In
Persuasion,
especially,
she
seems
to
me
to
marry
the
two
qualities,
and
we
experience
a
real
depth
and
intensity
of
feeling,
without
sentimentality,
towards
her
two
protagonists.
Both
Wentworth
and
Anne
engage
our
feelings,
so
that
we
feel
a
surprising
compassion
as
well
as
interest
in
her
presentation
of
their
predicaments.
This
is
gradually
transformed
convincingly
into
a
genuine
sympathetic
joy
at
their
eventual
union.
This
evocation
of
the
brahmavihāras
is
a
very
tricky
feat
for
a
novelist,
and
the
test
to
me
of
a
novel
of
this
kind
is
the
writer’s
ability
to
inspire
it.
It
transcends
the
usual
range
of
feeling
for
a
novel
—
interest
in
events,
people
and
conversation
—
and
becomes
a
medium
for
arousing
our
better
feelings.
8,9.
Then
comes
the
point
where
there
is
no
turning
back.
At
this
stage
in
the
novel,
‘I
cannot
put
it
down’.
For
some
people,
this
is
literally
the
case.
I
find
myself
carrying
it
around
with
me
everywhere,
just
in
case
there
should
be
a
moment
when
I
can
catch
up
on
my
friends,
the
characters.
From
a
Buddhist
point
of
view
this
is
highly
unskillful.
It
means
that
taṇhā,
craving,
has
seeped
into
my
engagement
with
the
novel,
so
that
I
all
the
time.
At
this
point,
those
who
are
disciplined
will
simply
read
in
the
evening,
place
a
bookmark,
and
return
to
the
story
next
evening,
comfortably
seated
in
an
upright
chair.
Those
who
are
not
may
find
themselves
reading
on
buses
and
trains,
or
in
the
dentist’s
waiting
room,
unable
to
keep
away
from
their
beloved
object.
But
perhaps
it
is
better
to
direct
this
impulse
into
the
excited
interest
of
reading
a
novel
than
to
let
it
run
amuck
in
some
other
field
of
activity.
Dependent
origination
colours
all
our
activities,
and
the
attempt
to
read
with
mindfulness,
despite
the
fact
that
it
looks
as
if
Anne
is
just
about
to
lose
Captain
Wentworth
in
Bath,
is
a
test
of
strength,
not
only
for
our
hero
and
heroine,
but
also
for
the
reader.
I
cannot
read
this
section
of
the
novel
without
my
back
straightening
and
all
my
senses
becoming
alert,
as
if
I
too
am
sitting
in
a
Bath
drawing-‐room,
striving
to
maintain
45
control
over
my
emotions
and
my
conduct!
I
might
have
been
slouching
around
when
I
started
reading,
but
by
this
stage
I
am
right
there,
shoulders
gracefully
poised
and
ready
to
sip
my
tea
in
an
appropriately
genteel
manner,
rather
than
gulp
back
the
cooling
coffee
at
my
elbow
as
I
read.
We
all
feel
our
inner
early
nineteenth-‐century
self
emerging
when
reading
Jane
Austen.
Clearly,
this
is
the
stage
at
which
our
characters
also
know
that
there
is
now
no
possibility
of
return.
A
friend
of
mine
once
said
that
the
scene
when
Captain
Wentworth
writes
his
marriage
proposal
at
a
desk,
while
overhearing
Anne’s
impassioned
observations
about
women’s
tenderness
and
constancy
of
feelings,
is
the
most
turbulent
and
exciting
moment
in
English
Literature.
For
at
that
time,
we
do
not
know
that
this
is
what
Wentworth
is
doing,
and
so
we
take
both
his
turning
away
and
Anne’s
sad
eloquence
as
proofs
that
he
is
ignoring
her
world
and
has
rejected
it.
The
passion
and
drama
of
this
scene
are
so
skillfully
portrayed
precisely
because
they
occur
in
a
world
where
self-‐discipline
and
composure
govern
all
social
activities.
We
are
plunged
into
the
world
of
craving,
but
it
is
transformed
by
the
great
liveliness
and
strong
sīla
of
the
participants,
who,
while
secret
thunderstorms
threaten
their
happiness,
sit
politely
and
chat
with
the
most
extraordinary
composure.
No
rules
are
broken,
no
manners
neglected.
There
is
clinging
when
this
occurs
but
it
is
transformed
into
a
kind
of
strength
and
loyalty,
both
for
the
reader
and
for
the
characters,
just
as
Anne
Elliot’s
wish
for
a
marriage
to
Captain
Wentworth
has
been
changed
into
longstanding
fidelity
that
will
not
be
inconstant.
10.
This
is
where
Jane
Austen
shows
herself
at
her
best,
with
dependent
origination
always
present,
but
here
directed
and
channeled
to
…
Becoming.
We
are
all
on
tenterhooks
as
we
move
to
the
happy
ending.
We
have
always
known
that
in
a
Jane
Austen
novel
this
will
be
the
outcome
but,
while
reading,
we
too
have
become
part
of
this
process
of
dependent
origination,
being
skillfully
harnessed
and
directed
towards
the
happy
outcome.
Like
the
characters
in
the
novel,
with
whom
I
have
probably
over-‐identified,
we
are
sitting
alert
and
expectant,
waiting
for
the
drama
to
unfold
and
find
its
resolution.
The
happiness
when
this
is
achieved
may
be
transient.
The
characters
do
not
actually
exist
—
I
have
to
remind
myself
of
this!
—
but
their
happiness
is
of
a
kind
we
wish
for
others
and
ourselves
within
all
those
dependent
origination
circles,
lost
causes,
and
various
other
things,
which
we
make
boring
and
dull!
46
11,12.
‘Happy
endings’
tend
to
lead
to
birth
and
death.
We
do
not
find
out
how
our
two
protagonists
fare
after
the
novel.
But
of
course
things
tend
to
end
that
way
—
without
endings.
So
when
we
read
a
novel
we
all
know
that
the
‘happy
ending’,
if
there
is
one,
is
impermanent.
It
is
just
very
satisfying
to
read
a
novel
about
two
characters
who
live
in
the
world
of
dependent
origination,
but
where
the
novelist
has
played
with
the
process
and
turned
it
around
for
an
encouraging,
if
temporary
outcome.
I
think
Tolkien’s
observation
that
the
function
of
fable
is
to
‘rescue’
the
mind
is
a
good
one.
He
also
said
it
helps
us
to
‘see
things
as
they
really
are’
(Tree
and
Leaf),
so
that
we
return
to
the
world
with
minds
freed
from
staleness
and
boredom.
If
a
novelist
convincingly
creates
some
characters,
mixes
them
together
in
a
convincing
setting
with
some
inspiring
dialogue
and
interchange,
then
brings
it
all
to
a
convincing
finale,
we
do
see
people
and
situations
differently:
we
enter
their
world
in
what
we
hope
will
be
a
mindful
and
controlled
way,
and
we
are
relieved
that
somewhere
in
the
universe
the
heroine
does
meet
the
hero
and
it
all
works
out!
This
is
pretty
cheerful
for
us
all.
It
does
not
mean
that
we
try
to
become
Regency
heroes
and
heroines,
though
I
suppose
it
might
for
some!
Rather,
we
feel
their
strength
and
their
integrity,
and
perhaps
wish
we
had
it
too.
I
think
the
reason
I
go
back
to
Jane
Austen
is
that
there
is
always
something
new
to
be
discovered
when
you
do:
a
turn
of
phrase,
or
a
detail
of
interchange
between
characters,
which
makes
the
repetitive
always
interesting
and
fresh.
The
cycle
of
dependent
origination
does
not
disappear,
but
where
the
characters
act
within
that
cycle
with
grace
and
good
sīla,
I
find
their
actions
to
be
rather
inspiring.
And
so,
I
look
forward
to
reading
the
story
again!
47
TAKING
REFUGE
I
take
refuge
in
the
Buddha
I
take
refuge
in
the
source
and
origin
I
take
refuge
in
the
initiation
of
teaching
I
take
refuge
in
the
way
I
take
refuge
in
the
pure
light
of
compassion
I
take
refuge
in
the
heart
of
gold
I
take
refuge
in
the
perfection
of
being
I
take
refuge
in
the
Dhamma
I
take
refuge
in
the
principles
behind
law
I
take
refuge
in
the
subtlest
of
truth
I
take
refuge
in
the
ordering
of
order
I
take
refuge
in
the
universal
inherency
of
wisdom
I
take
refuge
in
the
knowledge
of
cause
and
effect
I
take
refuge
in
the
timelessness
of
mind
I
take
refuge
in
the
Sangha
I
take
refuge
in
the
brotherhood
of
breath
I
take
refuge
in
the
long
body
I
take
refuge
in
the
creativity
of
tradition
I
take
refuge
in
the
continuity
of
the
teaching
I
take
refuge
in
the
vigour
of
shared
aspiration
I
take
refuge
in
the
joy
of
hopeful
journeying
48
I
take
refuge
in
the
purity
of
original
mind
–
untainted,
unconditioned,
uninformed
–
the
mind
before
the
flood,
before
father
and
mother,
before
all
images,
thoughts,
concepts,
wishes,
desires,
attributes,
faculties.
I
take
refuge
in
the
objective
truths
of
mind,
in
the
reality
of
principial
relationships,
in
the
wisdom
of
clear
insight.
I
take
refuge
in
the
shared
aspiration
of
perfectability,
the
good
life,
the
heart-‐friendship
that
needs
no
words,
the
unjudging
acceptance
of
diversity
on
the
way.
I
take
refuge
in
the
place
of
no-‐standing
beyond
self
where
life
is
instant,
in
the
now
that
has
no
before
or
after,
in
the
spindle
of
necessity
on
which
all
the
worlds
turn.
I
take
refuge
in
the
truths
that
are
hardest
to
speak,
and
the
lifetime’s
effort
that
makes
them
speakable.
I
take
refuge
in
all
true
friendships
where
one
sacrifices
self
for
another
joyously.
I
take
refuge
in
the
acute
folly
of
the
wise
and
the
cheerful
wisdom
of
the
foolish,
in
the
foreknowledge
of
law-‐conformable
results,
in
the
acceptance
of
intolerable
circumstances.
I
take
refuge
in
the
human
perfection
of
the
right
word
at
the
right
time,
in
the
certainty
of
truth
that
lasers
out
of
darkness,
in
the
delusion-‐defeating
acceptance
of
illusion.
I
take
refuge
in
the
multitudes
of
love
that
bring
people
together,
in
the
warmth
of
the
simplest
moment
of
sympathy,
in
all
openings
of
doors,
all
smilings
of
eyes,
all
just-‐so
sexuality
of
hearts.
I
take
refuge
in
the
impeccable
honesty
that
leads
to
truth.
I
take
refuge
in
the
enlivening
truths
revealed
by
wisdom.
I
take
refuge
in
the
everyday
wisdom
of
the
companionable
way.
49
50
This
enhanced
self-‐awareness
has
made
it
possible
for
me
to
recognize
and
understand
the
roots
and
causes
of
the
low
self-‐esteem
by
which
I
am
from
time
to
time
afflicted.
This
has
enabled
me
to
deal
with
those
issues
better
and
so
improved
my
quality
of
life.
Owing
to
the
development
of
these
mental
abilities,
I
have
begun
to
realize
that
many
of
my
mental
problems,
including
low
self-‐esteem
and
depression,
are
directly
related
to
the
five
hindrances
of
traditional
Buddhist
teaching
—
in
my
case,
especially,
doubt.
When
faced
with
uncertainty
about
the
future
—
as
to
where
I
may
live
or
work,
for
example
—
I
am
liable
to
experience
extreme
anxiety,
which
clouds
my
thinking
and
impairs
my
ability
to
handle
the
situation
in
an
appropriate
way.
As
a
result
of
the
mindfulness
developed
by
Samatha
practice,
I
am
increasingly
able
to
recognise
the
sources
of
such
feelings
to
the
extent
that
they
don’t
determine
my
immediate
state
of
mind
to
the
same
extent
as
in
the
past,
when
I
would
sometimes
become
contorted
with
frustration
and
anger.
The
practice
of
simply
being
aware
of
the
activity
of
the
hindrances
without
paying
them
too
much
attention,
or
thinking
too
much
about
them,
has
enabled
me
to
recognize
the
source
of
the
low
self-‐esteem
when
it
comes
to
trouble
me,
without
being
attached
to
—or
identified
with
—
it.
As
well
as
helping
me
to
become
more
self-‐aware,
the
practice
of
mindfulness
has
enabled
me
to
become
more
aware
of
my
immediate
surroundings
and
my
relationships
with
others.
I
am
able
to
approach
others
in
a
more
tactful
way,
and
to
be
more
tolerant
of
others,
their
views,
and
their
opinions.
With
mindfulness,
I
am
no
longer
closed
to
the
worlds
in
which
other
people
live
and
work,
or
to
the
reasons
for
their
speech
and
action.
Despite
the
diagnosis
of
Asperger’s
Syndrome,
I
really
like
being
the
way
I
am.
I
greatly
value
some
of
the
characteristics
and
abilities
that
the
condition
has
given
me.
If
a
“cure”
for
my
condition
were
to
become
available,
I
would
not
accept
it.
Nor
would
I
ever
deny
having
the
condition
as
this
would
only
distance
me
from
truth.
The
development
of
mindfulness
through
meditation
practice
has
enabled
me
to
be
a
person
with
Asperger’s
Syndrome
while
simultaneously
helping
me
to
become
more
aware
of
my
surroundings,
and
more
tolerant
of
myself
and
others.
51
AN
OCTAVE
OF
JHĀNAS:
‘The
three-‐fold
and
four-‐fold
jhāna,
and
the
one
remaining
jhāna’
We
usually
think
of
the
8
jhānas
in
two
groups
of
4
–
rūpa
and
arūpa,
4
jhānas
of
form
and
4
of
the
formless
sphere.
However,
an
alternative
formula
describes
the
sphere
of
jhāna
tantalizingly
as
‘the
triple-‐quadruple
(or
three-‐fold
and
four-‐fold)
jhāna
and
the
single
remaining
jhānas.’
What
might
this
mean?
2
One
way
to
understand
the
‘triple’
or
‘three-‐fold’
jhāna
is
to
see
the
process
of
development
from
the
first
to
the
third
jhāna
as
directly
related.
Just
as
we
develop
the
5
factors
–
vitakka,
vicāra,
pīti,
sukha
and
ekaggatā
(or
initial
application
of
mind,
sustained
application
of
mind,
rapture,
happiness
and
one-‐pointedness)
–
in
order
to
attain
the
first
jhāna,
so
we
develop
the
jhānas
by
gently
dropping
those
factors.
The
first
jhāna
consists
of
a
mind
unified
with
all
five
factors
as
its
object;
the
second
of
a
mind
unified
with
pīti,
sukha
and
ekaggatā
as
its
object;
the
third
of
a
mind
unified
with
sukha
and
ekaggatā
as
its
object.
All
three
are
characterized
by
the
increasingly
subtle
development
of
blissful
feeling
–
by
the
presence
of
sukha.
The
shift
to
the
fourth
jhāna
is
also
a
process
of
dropping
a
factor
–
sukha
–
so
that
only
ekaggatā
remains.
But
in
addition
to
this
movement
(which
belongs
to
the
same
process
as
the
‘triple
jhāna’
of
the
first
to
the
third),
we
must
add
a
factor,
upekkhā
–
equanimity
–
2
See
Visuddhi
Magga
(henceforth
Vism.)
IX.119.
In
this
context,
it
might
be
said
that
the
most
likely
meaning
is
related
to
two
alternative
systems
for
describing
the
jhānas
of
form
(as
four-‐fold,
i.e.
triple-‐plus-‐one,
and
five-‐fold,
i.e.
quadruple-‐plus-‐one,
in
each
case
the
one
being
what
we
know
as
the
‘fourth
jhāna’).
However,
the
formula
is
also
applied
at
Vism.
IX.119
in
a
context
which
explicitly
discusses
the
arūpas
as
well
as
the
rūpas,
prompting
the
thoughts
that
follow.
52
whose
feeling
is
neutral
(but
shaded
to
the
‘warm’
in
that
it
must
not
be
‘indifference’
which
is
the
‘cold’
near-‐enemy
of
upekkhā).
That
is,
the
move
to
the
fourth
jhāna
involves
something
additional
to
the
dropping
of
a
jhāna-‐factor.
The
attainment
of
the
fourth
jhāna
constitutes
a
profound
change
in
the
process
of
development,
one
might
say
a
change
of
lineage
to
a
mind
fully
rooted
in
equanimity.
This
is
not
only
because
it
‘adds’
a
factor
as
well
as
‘dropping’
one,
but
because
the
nature
of
the
mind’s
investigation
must
change.
Effectively,
in
the
triple
jhāna
of
the
first
to
the
third,
the
mind’s
investigative
process
rests
on
vitakka
and
vicāra
and
the
pīti
and
sukha,
which
arise
as
a
result
of
those
first
two
factors.
But
in
the
fourth
and
the
later
jhānas
(which
all
share
the
two
factors
of
ekaggatā
and
upekkhā,
one-‐pointedness
and
equanimity),
the
base
of
investigation
must
be
upekkhā
and
there
is
no
arising
of
happiness
(sukha).
Instead
of
the
5
factors
of
rūpa
jhāna,
the
mind’s
investigative
process
proceeds
by
the
7
bojjhaṅgā
(or
factors
of
awakening)
–
starting
with
mindfulness
and
the
investigation
of
the
states
of
mind
(sati
and
dhamma-‐vicaya),
balanced
and
developed
by
the
long
hard
looking
of
viriya
(vigour)
which
may
give
rise
to
pīti
(rapture,
joy,
energization)
every
bit
as
strong
as
in
rūpa
jhāna
but
settling
not
as
sukha
or
happiness
(as
in
rūpa
jhāna)
but
as
passaddhi
(or
tranquilization).
The
developed
flavour
of
arūpa
jhāna
–
the
quality
around
which
union
of
the
mind,
samadhi,
in
arūpa
jhāna
can
take
place
–
arises
in
passaddhi,
as
a
result
of
the
investigation
and
energizing
process
of
the
first
4
bojjhaṅgā.
The
fruit
of
that
samadhi
is
a
still
deeper
or
more
peaceful
level
of
upekkhā,
equanimity,
which
is
the
base
for
exploring
the
next
arūpa
jhāna.
It
is
worth
pausing
on
equanimity.
Although
rūpa
jhāna
is
rarely
described
in
terms
of
upekkhā
(since
so
much
emphasis
lies
on
joy
and
happiness),
it
is
striking
that
in
the
Visuddhi
Magga’s
account
of
both
the
first
and
especially
the
third
jhānas,
upekkhā
figures
very
large.3
It
is
not
one
of
the
qualities
of
the
object
on
which
or
within
which
the
mind
absorbs,
but
the
quality
of
the
subject
as
he
or
she
observes.
There
must
be
very
powerful
upekkhā
–
equanimity,
or
willingness
for
anything
to
happen
without
any
kind
of
reaction
or
resistance
or
3
For
the
first
jhāna,
see
Vism.
IV.114-‐118
–
a
strong
account
of
the
intensification
of
equanimity
in
the
observer
as
he
or
she
looks
‘looks
on
at
the
mind
that
is
purified’.
For
the
third
jhāna,
see
Vism.
IV.153-‐71,
a
striking
passage
in
which
discussion
of
equanimity
features
larger
than
any
other
quality.
53
slumping
–
for
rūpa
jhāna
to
take
place.
The
shift
to
the
fourth
jhāna
might
be
seen
as
transforming
that
quality
of
looking
into
the
quality
of
the
object
in
which
one
absorbs.
The
four
arūpas
thus
represent
an
ever
more
intensive
and
deepening
process
of
upekkhā
as
a
key
factor
for
liberating
the
mind.
Indeed,
given
the
emphasis
on
upekkhā
in
the
accounts
of
the
first
and
third
rūpa
jhāna,
one
might
argue
that
the
entire
process
of
all
eight
jhānas
is
a
gradual
refinement
of
equanimity
–
first
in
the
subject
looking
(the
mind
as
it
contemplates
in
the
first
three
jhānas)
and
then
in
the
union
of
subject
and
object
(in
the
fourth
rūpa
and
the
four
arūpa
jhānas).
The
last
chapter
of
the
Visuddhimagga’s
account
of
the
Brahma-‐
vihāras,
or
divine
abidings,
lists
the
four
abidings
in
an
interesting
way.4
The
usual
list
arranges
them
in
relation
to
the
4
rūpa
jhānas:
metta
(loving
kindness)
with
the
first,
karuna
(compassion)
with
the
second,
mudita
(gladness)
with
the
third,
upekkhā
(equanimity)
with
the
fourth.
But
the
last
chapter
deals
with
where
the
four
abidings
appear
‘in
the
highest’
–
which
either
means
in
the
strongest
and
most
profound
extent,
or
in
the
seed
out
of
which
each
is
rooted,
or
both.
Here
metta
is
placed
‘in
the
beautiful’,
which
is
to
say
in
the
third
jhāna
(at
the
top
of
the
three-‐fold
group).
Karuna
is
placed
with
space
–
the
first
arūpa
–
a
profound
teaching
in
daily
life,
since
what
is
above
all
needed
to
bring
about
compassion
is
a
mind
free
of
the
hindrances,
seeing
the
suffering
of
beings
and
allowing
enough
space
for
compassion
to
arise
spontaneously.
Mudita
is
placed
with
consciousness
–
the
second
arūpa
jhāna
–
also
a
wonderful
teaching,
since
if
one
can
see
any
situation
in
which
one
happens
to
be
as
just
the
flow
of
consciousness
(one’s
own
and
that
of
other
beings)
gladness
arises
spontaneously.
The
highest
place
for
upekkhā
is
in
nothingness
–
the
third
of
the
arūpas.
This
is
very
interesting,
since
it
raises
questions
about
the
fourth
arūpa.
If
the
level
of
upekkhā
established
in
the
third
arūpa
jhāna
(the
sphere
of
nothingness)
is
the
base
for
the
fourth
arūpa
(‘neither
cognition
nor
non-‐cognition’),
what
is
its
outcome
as
the
bojjhaṅga
process
develops?
Here
the
great
question
of
where
the
path
may
begin,
and
where
enlightenment
itself
may
lie,
begins
to
shape
itself.
It
may
have
been
noticed
by
those
with
some
familiarity
with
the
esoteric
law
known
as
the
‘law
of
seven’
or
the
‘law
of
the
octave’
that
Vism.
IX.119-‐24,
following
the
Buddha’s
words
in
the
Haliddavasana
Sutta.
4
54
the
‘three-‐fold,
four-‐fold
and
one’
formula
might
be
seen
as
a
version
of
this
–
presenting
the
eight
jhānas
as
an
octave.5
Here
the
first
three
represent
a
smooth
process
(mind
you,
only
easy
if
there
is
full
mastery!)
which
needs
the
‘shock’
adjustment
to
a
new
way
of
working
in
the
fourth
jhāna
(‘the
one
remaining’)
in
order
that
a
further
smooth
process
may
take
place
in
the
movement
of
the
four
arūpas.
The
‘interval’
between
the
first
three
rūpa
jhānas
and
the
four
formless
jhānas
is
here
represented
by
the
shift
in
the
way
of
working
(from
a
development
by
jhāna
factors
to
a
development
by
bojjhaṅgā,
from
a
process
rooted
in
joy
and
happiness
to
one
rooted
in
equanimity),
and
the
fourth
jhāna
is
the
means
of
accomplishing
that
shift.
The
octave
is
incomplete
in
two
ways
–
neither
the
‘shock’
necessary
at
the
‘second
interval’
after
the
fourth
arūpa
nor
the
final
point
in
the
octave
are
given.
We
may
say
that,
at
the
full
attainment
of
the
fourth
arūpa,
the
readiness
is
all
and
the
meditator
must
simply
wait
in
equanimity
until
what
can
be
revealed
reveals
itself
(not
so
unlike
waiting
in
equanimity
for
any
of
the
jhānas
to
develop
to
full
absorption).
One
may
wonder
if
the
arising
of
insight
is
not
the
necessary
shock
to
transcend
the
second
interval.
One
may
also
wonder
–
following
the
accounts
of
the
Buddha
going
through
all
eight
jhānas
but
then
returning
to
the
fourth
before
his
enlightenment
and
parinibbāna
–
if
the
return
to
the
‘one
remaining
jhāna’
is
not
in
fact
the
completion
of
the
octave
but
now
as
a
perfect
union
of
insight
and
tranquil
abiding,
of
vipassana
and
samatha,
which
is
the
final
and
necessary
stage
for
entering
the
path.
5
For
an
account
of
the
‘law
of
seven’,
see,
e.g.,
P.D.
Ouspensky,
In
Search
of
the
Miraculous:
Fragments
of
an
Unknown
Teaching
(London:
Routledge,
1950)
122-‐40.
55
THE
VIEW
FROM
AFAR
I
recently
watched
a
television
programme
about
satellites
–
their
uses
and
some
of
the
benefits
they
have
provided.
One
such
benefit
is
the
availability
of
new
photographic
information
about
previously
unseen
aspects
of
the
earth.
Satellite
view
of
a
part
of
the
Sahara
Desert
Photo
courtesy
of
United
States
Geological
Survey
56
Realising
that
the
water
must
have
gone
somewhere,
the
geologist
postulated
that
it
had
been
absorbed
by
the
rocks
deep
under
the
desert
and
that
it
might
still
be
there.
To
test
this
theory,
deep
drillings
were
made
under
the
desert
and,
as
a
result,
much
fresh
water
was
discovered.
Wells
were
subsequently
drilled
and
the
local
population
now
has
fresh
water
and
is
able
to
grow
crops.
What
has
does
all
this
have
to
do
with
meditation
practice?
Perhaps
this
story
offers
an
accurate
reflection
of
the
differences
between
the
rūpa
and
arūpa
realms,
and
also
hints
at
the
possible
benefits
of
each.
If
we
were
to
investigate
the
Sahara
from
our
perspective
as
inhabitants
of
the
rūpa
realms,
we
might
well
go
there
and
stand
amongst
the
dunes.
We
might
use
all
of
our
senses
to
investigate
mindfully.
We
could
see
the
sand,
the
dunes,
the
colours,
and
the
shadows;
feel
the
heat,
and
the
softness
of
the
ground
underfoot;
hear
the
wind
and
the
‘groaning’
of
the
dunes.
The
heat,
the
dust,
the
lack
of
water,
and
the
difficulty
of
surviving
in
this
terrain
might
lead
us
to
conclude
that
the
environment,
although
spectacular,
is
so
hostile
that
only
a
few
specially
adapted
peoples
could
ever
survive
in
it.
However,
if
we
inhabited
the
arūpa
realms,
we
would
view
the
desert
from
a
far
distance,
as
in
the
satellite
photograph.
Hence,
the
only
sense
we
could
use
would
be
that
of
sight,
which
might
at
first
seem
to
be
smething
of
a
limitation.
However
the
advantage
of
looking
at
something
from
this
distance
is
the
change
in
perspective
that
then
becomes
possible.
Much
larger
areas
come
into
view
all
at
once,
making
it
possible
for
patterns
and
connections
to
appear
that
would
not
be
detectable
from
the
‘up
close
and
personal’
perspective
of
the
rūpa
realms.
The
conclusions
drawn
by
investigating
the
‘bigger
picture’
may
well
be
different
from
those
based
on
observation
at
close
quarters,
as
in
the
example
of
finding
water
discussed
above.
In
brief,
things
are
not
always
as
they
seem,
even
–
or
perhaps,
especially
–
when
observed
from
close
at
hand.
In
order
to
move
from
the
rūpa
to
the
lower
arūpa
realms,
attention
to
the
body
and
the
localised
senses
has
to
be
abandoned
in
favour
of
spaciousness,
which
can
bring
an
altered
perspective
and
a
clarity
that
is
not
possible
from
the
viewpoint
of
the
rūpa
realms.
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This
shift
of
perspective
can
bring
the
ability
to
know
things
from
a
different,
less
personal
point
of
view
and
in
a
much
wider
context.
This
is
a
step
in
the
direction
of
‘knowing
things
as
they
are.’
For
these
reasons,
a
visit
to
the
arūpa
realms
may
prove
both
interesting
and
beneficial.
Return
tickets
are
readily
available!
Groundwater
discovered
by
satellite
has
made
agricultural
development
possible
at
Sharq
Al
Owaynat,
Egypt,
in
the
Sahara
Desert.
Photograph
courtesy
of
Boston
University
Center
for
Remote
Sensing
See:
http://blogs.nature.com/cgi-‐bin/mt4/mt-‐
search.cgi?search=greening+the+sahara&IncludeBlogs=17&limit=20
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THE
MESSENGERS
OF
TRUTH
a
parable
of
the
Buddha
This
practice
is
like
a
king’s
city,
strongly
built
with
walls
and
towers,
having
six
gates.
And
that
city
has
a
wise,
watchful
and
discerning
gate-‐
keeper,
who
keeps
out
enemies
and
welcomes
friends.
A
pair
of
swift
messengers
comes
from
the
east.
And
they
say
to
the
gatekeeper,
“Friend,
where
is
the
lord
of
this
city?”
And
he
replies,
“There
he
sits,
in
the
center
where
the
four
ways
meet.”
Those
twin
messengers
deliver
to
the
lord
of
that
city
the
message
of
truth
and
return
along
the
path
by
which
they
came.
In
the
same
way,
from
the
west,
north,
and
south,
there
comes
a
pair
of
swift
messengers.
And
they
say
to
the
gatekeeper,
"Friend,
where
is
the
lord
of
this
city?”
And
he
replies
in
the
same
manner,
and
they
deliver
to
the
lord
of
that
city
the
message
of
truth,
and
return
along
the
path
by
which
they
came.
Now,
brothers,
I
have
told
you
a
parable.
And
the
meaning
of
the
parable
is
this:
The
city
is
this
body,
compounded
of
the
four
great
elements,
born
of
parents,
fed
on
food,
subject
to
corruption,
and
doomed
to
perish
completely.
The
six
gates
are
the
six
avenues
of
sense.
The
gatekeeper
is
mindfulness.
The
two
swift
messengers
are
calm
and
insight.6
The
lord
of
the
city
is
consciousness.
The
four
crossroads
meeting
in
the
center
are
the
elements
of
earth
and
water,
fire
and
air.
The
message
of
truth
brought
by
the
messengers
is
nibbāna,
the
unconditioned.
And
the
path
by
which
the
messengers
come
and
go
is
the
noble
eightfold
path,
namely,
right
view,
right
intention,
right
speech,
right
action,
right
livelihood,
right
effort,
right
mindfulness,
and
right
concentration."
Kindred
Sayings,
4.194
(freely
adapted
from
the
PTS
translation)
6
In
the
commentary,
the
samatha
meditation
object
is
said
to
be
like
a
“skilled
warrior,”
while
the
object
of
vipassanā
is
compared
to
a
“wise
minister.’
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2012
JUBILEE
ISSUE
a
call
for
contributions
In
August
2012,
we
will
be
celebrating
the
eightieth
birthday
of
Nai
Boonman
Poonyathiro,
our
founding
teacher.
During
the
same
year
(2555
of
the
Buddhist
calendar),
we
will
enter
the
fiftieth
year
of
Samatha
meditation
practice
in
Britain.
The
twenty-‐fifth
anniversary
of
the
acquisition
of
Greenstreete,
now
established
as
the
National
Samatha
Centre,
by
the
Samatha
Trust
will
also
occur
in
the
same
year.
A
special
Jubilee
Issue
of
Samatha
is
planned
to
coincide
with
our
celebration
of
these
important
milestones.
We
hope
that
the
issue
will
express
and
embody
the
breadth,
depth,
and
diversity
of
the
Samatha
meditation
tradition
as
currently
practiced
by
groups
and
individuals
in
Britain
and
around
the
world.
Any
and
all
contributions,
both
literary
and
artistic,
will
be
warmly
welcomed
and
should
be
sent,
preferably
in
electronic
format
to:
samatha.journal@yahoo.com,
or
alternatively
in
hard
copy
to:
The
Editor,
Samatha
5
Eclipse
Court
Alameda,
CA
94501
U.S.A.
(Please
note
that
acceptance
for
publication
is
at
the
discretion
of
the
Editor,
who
also
reserves
the
right
to
make
any
editorial
changes
he
decides
are
appropriate.)
Contributions
to
the
Jubilee
Issue
should
be
submitted
by
or
before
February
28,
2012.
Early
submissions
will
be
well
received.
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