Although it makes sense to categorize your own writing according to content

pertaining the respective sphere; it is mentally difficult to work likewise because,

I just operate with one mind. My writing is an expression of my thoughts. I really
believe the whirlwind of crisis surrounding my life every now and then; if I lose
my calm in these turbulent seas, my ship would sink or never reach the shore or
just be stuck in waves. I wish to sail from coast to coast dock at new islands,
explore new lands, raise the sails and set off on new adventures once the
excitement disappears. I need to write, maintain weight, lose weight, look sharp
with neat hair/beard, well-fitted clothes, calm mind with meditation. I would just
maintain one writing journal no matter what. Thoughts on personal life, on
business, all in one journal. Writing really helps me calm my mind. I should write
for 15 minutes every 2 hours. Then at night take 30 minutes to paste all those
thoughts on this writing journal. Rephrase, rewrite every night.

I literally get bogged down in so much stress when I keep of hearing the
overdraft has crossed the threshold, I don't answer any calls, I take too much
time to do stuff from dad.
Pearl is also another task-list. The amount of fucking time spent in showers,
cuddling is just a fucking waste.
Constant anxiety of wasting time, of a weak wrist, of pain on neck, on shoulder,
guilt of a missed workout, binge eating in the middle of night. Constant worry of
my family feeling that I don't care about them

I feel that all my thoughts, attention, focus should be geared in one direction
towards my goal to avoid all distractions, focus on my game, strengthen my
resources, deal with stress. Meditation helps me look at 50000 feet level while
remaining on the ground. If I visualize success at 50000 feet level while staying
on the ground my game would be played better. Every process is a game.
Focusing on the game while avoiding distractions helps reach destination faster.
Focus on the process, on the game. Avoid distractions. For ex. While running,
mind like water; just focus on breath. Know that you will reach the target
distance while running at 8.4 kph constantly. Running constantly while focusing
on breath is a task.

I really wish to make it rich. I have been working since 2015 full-fledged. That
would make it 5 years full-fledged so far. I have been quite a failure over these
years.
1. 2018-19: Spent trying to sell off 72F/MOF/72V (Sangita)
2. 2017-18: Bad Orders
a. Nitin Badani
b. Mithilesh Sinha
c. Santosh Thakur
d. Mansingh
3. 2017-18: Good Orders
a. Deepak Ghadge: Roland
b. Kuldip Gada: SM74-5+LX
4. Fending off Komori L426, SM72V from China
5. My broken hand took 2-3 years to grow. Broke my hand in February-2014
. It got fully healed in July-2017. Took almost 3 years to heal completely.
 There are so many rich brands in the world. So many customers for it. I can
easily make it rich, without wasting time, pay off debts and earn a lot of
moneyn on top of it. The most important part of my honeymoon is
1. Get closer to my wife Pearl
2. Have fun, nice memories with her.
3. Be prepared for my next business venture when I come back.

I would be a top producer. The most productive person in the room. This would
definitely take me to the route of financial greatness.
I feel scared, little downtrodden with the current financial situation that I feel
scared what will happen to me financially on the honeymoon. Articles like these
put me in a good mood.

https://www.businessinsider.com/i-was-waitress-22-
retired-28-and-millionaire-by-30-2019-7