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THE INTRUDER
Like a wind
You pierced through my clothes
And I felt your inevitable soft touch under my skin.
The first time I laid my eyes on you something said to me, “There’s an overwhelming
connection between the two of you, can you feel the sensation?”
I searched for you behind the fetal cloud--- I only wanted to notice you
I needed to associate a part of me with yours
And I wanted us to become companions.
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ABOUT US
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She was the universe waiting to be explored
And a bookstore full of ancient poetry books.
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THE GROWING BOND
Within us
We chose to plant our characters
We chose to hold together pieces of our uncertainties
And nurture each other’s possible limitations of loving.
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CONNECTION
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If you do not know what loving feels like
Only if you do not know, do not act like you do.
At this moment, I thought I knew what loving felt like
However, I should have known better.
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LOVING
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ME AND HER
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I have been feasting on our moments
Darling, your glimpse is scrumptious.
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“There are two beds in the room. Of course, we make love in one, fall asleep in the other.”
Sherman Alexie
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We would always find ourselves on the mending wall
Where our hands would have sexual conversations
And our veins would be out to witness us.
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SOMETHING I REMEMBER (PART I)
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”Our minds were always close to each other
We would have long conversations over the phone
And tell each other about our favourite songs.” Intimacy is unpredictable
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We freed ourselves from our earlier mistakes
We aligned them with the language we use to describe ourselves
We sighted our darkest spaces with lighted maturity and
Our hearts became mates and we mated as soon as our souls met.
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SOMETHING I REMEMBER (PART II)
The girl I fell in love with was no longer the girl I fell in love with.
The girl I fell in love with is nothing compared to the girl she has become.
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You began to wear faceless masks
And I could no longer notice your presence
I was always hungry for the recipe of your absence
And we became splitting borders of Africa.
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THIS IS NOT A LETTER
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FADING BOND
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Our absence from each other left me with a torn heart
I wanted to exist in the way your lips carry a red wine
I wanted to reach out to your breathing
But loving you from the other side left my heart worn-out
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OUTCRY
“When the sun came out, you weren’t there to remind me about yourself and I was not there
to remind you about myself too; we were not there to remind ourselves about ourselves--- we
had forgotten about each other.” I hope I made myself clear.
Luckily, we had not imprisoned each other in the way the universe pronounces forever. In the
land of the dying hearts we only imagine the sizes of our heartache soiled in the clumsy
graves of lies, and we occupy spaces of abandonment.
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---not a day goes by without a leap of unhappiness.
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“It is a little song about abandonment, and it goes something like this…” Suzanne
Finnamore, split: A Memoir of Divorce.
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Look inside of me
you’ll find shattered pieces of our memories
your absence has turned me into a muss
and all that is left is for me is to escape our memories
but the feeling may remain.
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WHY DID YOU LEAVE?
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I honestly do not know what happened between the two of us
I might have pretended as if I understood everything
But I am still clueless.
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CONFESSIONS
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#1
I haven’t stopped loving you
I am still in love with you
And I hope this makes sense.
#2
I do not like hugging people
but the first time I hugged you
I knew I belonged into your arms.
#3
I have always hated hugs
but hugging you felt like memorizing
every inch of your skin with my arms.
#4
The first time I saw her thighs
She was lying on my bed
and there was nothing more beautiful than watching her.
#5
She left me without a warning
in some other times I didn’t know if she was still mine
or someone else’s.
#6
She became a slice of bread
that dipped into my cup of rooibos
when all I wanted to do was to take a sip.
#7
It’s ok to cry when you are hurt,
it’s ok to regret when you made mistakes
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but do not forget to forgive yourself.
#8
The first time we kissed
your lips tasted like a love story
however, I didn’t know it would be a sad one.
#9
“Loving sounds hypothetical,” the boy wept.
If you are bleeding, that’s ok.
Stitch your wound and walk away.
#10
After the breakup, you will become numb
You will feel somewhat stupid
ok, you are stupid however, life goes on.
#11
I only miss you because of my unresolved issues with abandonment
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Thank you for reading my story!
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