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“Everything happens for a reason.” A quote from my mom that constantly runs through
my mind when it feels like my life is falling apart in a matter of seconds. I am submerged in
confusion, anger, sorrow, and despair. “Why did this happen to me? Was it my fault? How long
will these feelings last?” These were the emotions and questions stuck in my mind when I was in
first grade and my dad passed away. It was grueling to understand as a child, but it shaped me
It was a cool, early morning on January 11, 2009. Christmas was a few weeks prior, and
everyone was still in the cheerful, holiday spirit. I woke up, excited to play with my toys that
Santa had given me, oblivious to what was going on two rooms over. As I walked down the hall
to say good morning to my mom and dad, I had a feeling something was wrong. I was puzzled
when I walked into the room to see my mom pushing down continuously on my dad’s chest. In a
shaky yet calm voice, my mom told me to go to unlock the front door for the paramedics. I
bolted downstairs, still unaware of what was going on, and unlocked the door. No more than a
few minutes had passed before a sea of paramedics flooded into my house and stormed upstairs
to my mom and dad’s room. One of the paramedics took me into the living room and watched
me play with my toys while the rest of them rushed my dad to the hospital in hopes of
resurrecting him.
Days which felt like years had passed, tears were shed throughout the night, and loved
ones were called. Hearing my mom bawling on the phone while family friends tried to distract
me from the situation is something I would never wish upon anyone. At the funeral, I vividly
remember standing alone watching relatives throw dirt into his grave. I felt alone. I felt lost. I felt
beaten. Someone came up to me and told me that I looked just like my father. That’s when I
It has been a decade since my dad left us, but it hasn’t done anything but strengthen
myself and my family. I no longer look up to God and ask, “Why me?” Instead, I look up and
say, “Thank you.” I know this pivotal moment helped me grow and learn, but it didn’t happen
overnight. Time and patience healed the wounds better than any band aid could. I was
enlightened by the fact that I can’t take anything for granted, and that it is okay to show your
emotions.
Throughout this hardship, I adapted to the situation and made sure to always do the very
best for my family, friends, and most importantly, me. I know that life will always teach me
lessons, whether I realize them right away or years down the road. I still talk to my dad
everyday, and I know he is looking down and saying, “Everything happens for a reason, Son.”