Professional Documents
Culture Documents
William Mun
EN 391
Prof. Lemmon
5/15/18
me: don’t pursue a career in the arts and marry a beautiful Korean woman. Naturally, I would
end up disobeying both of these commands. My “double minority” status is a daunting obstacle
only compounded by my familial and societal expectations to succeed in this filmmaking domain
I chose to pursue. As a result, my cultural and sexual identities have alway been at odds with
each other, although they have much in common. My Korean sensibilities tell me to
overcompensate for being seen as a weaker man, uphold the traditions that a second-generation
immigrant ought to know but doesn’t know, and work twice as hard for your parents who
sacrificed everything for you. My gay sensibilities tells me to do all of those things too but throw
glitter while you’re at it. Even with a compromise between these two identities, the industry that
I want to be a part of is still a ruthless one that feels like a members-only club for
heteronormative white men. You hear about all of these great American auteurs in the 21st
century, but only 3% of them are predominantly Asian men, regardless of how creative or
talented a filmmaker may be (Smith, Stacy L, et al., 4). There are few role models to look up to,
to be inspired by, to follow in their footsteps; however, there still are queer filmmakers of color
For the past seventeen years, the Tribeca Film Institute has diligently worked to provide a
creative outlet for disenfranchised people to tell their stories. With its yearly held festival, the
Mun 2
institute aims to feature stories from women, people of color, the LGBTQ+ community, and
more. I had the honor of attending a yearlong fellowship at TFI where I had the even greater
honor of meeting Derek Nguyen, a gay Vietnamese American filmmaker, writer, and educator
I recount my first reaction to even seeing Derek as disbelief; it was my first real
encounter with another queer Asian American filmmaker. On the first day of the Tribeca
fellowship, I found myself in a boardroom surrounded by thirteen other seemingly mute and
students. Despite the awkward tension in the air, Derek was the inviting force that pulled words
out of everyone’s mouths. I imagined Derek as being the overzealous college orientation leader
that would build up the “excitement” and “wonderful journey” this program would be; rather, he
was quiet when the students had to introduce themselves and their movie pitches. This silence
wasn’t suffocating, it was warm and welcoming, and this was supplemented by Derek’s focus on
As my fellowship at TFI drew to a close, I had the opportunity to interview Derek about
his creative growth and path to becoming an accomplished filmmaker. When I inquired about his
path to his career, I learned that Derek initially wanted to be a playwright. For his play Monster,
he was nominated an Edgar Award by the Mystery Writers of America. In 2004, he was
encouraged to adapt his play into a film by the Sundance Institute, which subsequently led his
way into the film industry. Throughout his career, Derek has worked with accredited artists in
the filmmaking domain. He has collaborated with Timothy Linh Bui, a fellow Vietnamese
filmmaker, numerous times, and has worked with corporations such as CJ Entertainment to help
create and distribute his films (Ramos, “Geoffrey Fletcher”). He has garnered the attention of
the press multiple times, having been interviewed for many different publications. As a teacher,
Mun 3
he has opened up opportunities for his students to access filmmaking equipment and even
Now a prolific filmmaker, Derek serves as the Director of Operations and Creative
Affairs at Gamechanger Films, a company that finances films directed by women (“Derek
Nguyen”). Through this company, he has helped produce independent films such as Lovesong,
Buster’s Mal Heart, The Long Dumb Road, and more. Most recently he directed his first feature
film, The Housemaid, a dramatic horror film based on his grandmother’s experience in Vietnam
Geoffrey Fletcher in adapting The Housemaid for American audiences in a more familiar setting
to turn to his racial identity for his art. The Housemaid, for instance, is a culmination of his love
for his family’s stories and his desire to tell an engaging narrative. Past the formalities of my
interview, I was able to ask the real questions I was interested in regarding his racial and sexual
identity. Derek first recounted his immigration to the United States as a turbulent one; having to
flee Vietnam during the Fall of Saigon in 1975, an infant Derek and his family were rescued by
the American Navy. However, his transition to American culture would be another tribulation for
his family to face: “In our camp in Guam, we were sponsored by a Catholic church from
Catholic, but I do remember the first image of America that I had was this huge crucifix with this
bleeding Jesus, and I remember thinking to myself that America is such a violent place.” The
irony of escaping a war to encounter more violence is an unfortunate but common experience
refugees face. Nguyen continued, “We were in Jacksonville, Florida, and we were the only
Mun 4
Asians there. We were in an area where a lot of people’s sons were killed in the Vietnam War. I
remember going home and seeing ‘go home, gooks’ sprayed on the garage. It was a different
consciousness at the time, and the war was very dividing for the country.” Unwarranted
assimilation and racial tension would be a significant part of Derek’s childhood, but these
hurdles wouldn’t stop him from achieving success even at a young age.
of one’s creativity, “The fourth context concerns the subject’s families--the family of origin and
the current family--and their role in the development and support of the subject’s creative life”
(Wallace, 36). Despite the isolation that Derek faced starting as an infant from his community, he
found support from his parents who facilitated his creative growth early on. Enrolling him in
painting classes and allowing him to engage in sports and the arts, Derek’s parents would wind
up raising a greatly ambitious child. In high school, Derek was a well rounded student, being the
captain of his school’s football team and being actively involved in student government and
theater. He tackled what seemed like more than what a teenager could chew, similar to most
Asian American experiences. Eventually, he attended UC Santa Barbara for Dramatic Arts and
In college, Derek came to realize his homosexuality. Despite being able to comfortably
date and actually socialize among other queer people of color, he noted that his sense of isolation
in society “is compounded by being a POC and a queer person.” As he came out in a time where
homosexuality was more taboo, Derek faced opposition from his friends and family. Despite the
tribulations, this experience would develop his creative mindsets, as one’s psychological
development “evolves from a failure to reach heterosexual capacity in the patterns dictated by
society, and this kind of failure in making conformity work underlies all creative individuality”
Mun 5
(Rosenfels, 137). In failing to conform, Derek found a way to express himself that was openly
and uniquely him. For homosexual men, they “live in a psychological world where independent
growth always carries the threat of sexual unorthodoxy. If men accept their homosexual
capacities as an aspect of their need to live in an expanding world… they must continue to
pursue the growth patterns on which their deviancy is based” (Rosenfels, 99). Derek managed to
find others who understood him without even needing to speak, and he integrated himself into a
safe network among other gay women of color. As he continued to explore himself and the
LGBTQ community, Derek not only grew creatively but he grew as a person as well: “The more
that I was open about myself, my creativity was better; I felt more creative freedom.”
Derek’s experience as a gay Asian immigrant growing up in a time where all three of his
identities led to some sense of exclusion would strengthen his love for himself. According to
anthropologist John Ogbu, he argues that “many immigrants who are looked down upon manage
to turn their distinctive heritage into a kind of ethnic armor. “ As a result, immigrants establish a
sense of collective dignity, a self pride, that empowers them to cope psychologically as they face
exclusion and discrimination (Zhou, 145). Contrarily, those who internalize society’s standards
and imposed inferiority as part of their racial identity tend to have an oppositional outlook
toward mainstream society. However, a balance between one’s cultural and societal identity may
facilitate more creative ideas. Derek himself noted, “Being Vietnamese American still lives in
my consciousness, and when I went back to Vietnam to film my film, I was looking for a new
sense of home, but going there you realize that America is your home. In the end, I decided to
come back to America.” Political scientist Francis Fukuyama states that the values Asian
immigrants carry over from the old country expedite their integration into American society,
improving it as well: “Asian culture puts a high value on strong families, dutiful children,
Mun 6
delayed gratification, education, hard work, discipline, respect for others and moral obligation to
the community--virtually all qualities that Americans prize and are now arguably losing” (Zhou,
147). The emphasis his family had on his work and education has led Derek to be the creative
director he is today. When asked about the influence his racial identity has on his mindset, Derek
stated, “Being in an ethnic minority can be difficult especially at a time when these issues
weren’t in the national consciousness. I have decided that I have to not only cherish my heritage,
but I want to celebrate it and it’s extremely important for me to identify as a person of color.”
Dr. Shelley Carson defines divergent thinking as “a type of cognition in which you see
many possible answers to questions and problems;” Derek believes one must be a divergent
thinker in order to even be an artist (Carson, 124). Aside from his background, Derek’s work
ethic has been the foundation of his career. As he grew as an artist, his tenacity compensated for
the greater obstacles he gradually faced, opening new doors for him in this incredibly
competitive domain: “I’ve shifted my creative energies to other aspects of filmmaking and
theater creation. Now not only do I write, but I also produce, raise money, and work with other
film technicians and directors. As far as directing, I have to work with actors, crew members, and
I shoot things. I’ve expanded the definition of what I want to do in film.” Derek’s passion for
film drove him to think differently in various facets of filmmaking; there is no limit for him as
long as the project still bears weight and significance to him. Following Dr. Carson’s
“CREATES” model, Derek could be represented by the “connect” and “transform” mindsets, as
his eventful past has led him to be the productive visionary he is today. For example, The
Housemaid told the story of Derek’s grandmother, but it also conveyed a greater narrative about
colonialism in Vietnam. When discussing the creative mindset and intention in the making of
this film, he stated, “That was the combination, there was this rage [toward colonialism] that I
Mun 7
wanted to tell people about, but at the same time it was a very personal story about my
grandmother and the love that she experienced when she was a housemaid.“ Derek utilized his
disdain towards prejudice into making a heartfelt film, and he saw the similarities that the real
As Mihalyi Csikszentmihalyi has stated, “In order to want to introduce novelty into a
domain, a person should first of all be dissatisfied with the status quo” (Csikszentmihalyi, 15).
Derek Nguyen succeeds in channeling the adversity he faces as a queer Asian filmmaker into
creating wondrous stories through his sheer passion and commitment to his work, family, and
himself. His success and creative development in a domain dominated by straight, white men is
inspirational not only for me but for other marginalized artists alike.
Mun 8
Works Cited:
gamechanger-films.com/derek-nguyen-director-of-operations-creative-affairs/.
Ramos, Dino-Ray. “Geoffrey Fletcher To Write Remake Of Vietnamese Horror Pic 'The
housemaid-remake-derek-nguyen-vietnamese-horror-1202275951/.
Rosenfels, Paul. Homosexuality, the Psychology of the Creative Process. Ninth St. Center,
1989.
Smith, Stacy L, et al. “Inclusion in the Director’s Chair? Gender, Race, & Age of Film
annenberg.usc.edu/sites/default/files/2017/04/06/MDSCI_Inclusion
%20_in_the_Directors_Chair.pdf?platform=hootsuite.
Wallace, Doris B., and Howard E. Gruber. "Studying the Individual: The Case Study
Method and Other Genres." Creative People at Work: Twelve Cognitive Case
Discusses the Real-Life Inspirations Behind His Gothic Romance.” Daily Dead, 16
Mun 9
discusses-the-real-life-inspirations-behind-his-gothic-romance/.
Zhou, Min. “Assimilation, the Asian Way.” Ed. Tamar Jacoby. Reinventing the Melting
Pot: The New Immigrants and What It Means To Be American. Basic Books, 2004.