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You Are My Sunshine
2006-2008
…But now you've left me and love another My Nina’s green Kia, the windows down, and I’m in the back seat with
my cousin. My aunt smiles at us through her rear-view mirror. She
You have shattered all my dreams… presses the button on her radio and the song blasts through the car. My
cousin and I sing at the top of our lungs to words we don’t really know
My brother was born in 2006, and when he the meaning of. She would play that song at least three times on our car
was born my mom would sing this song to drives anywhere.
him all the time and it kind of made me sad
because she never sang it to me. She was When the rain is pouring down
always with him and showing him
attention, which at the time I didn’t realize And my heart is hurting
was normal when a baby was born because You will always be around
well, they’re a baby. But after that it was
never really the same. Since my brother This I know for certain
absolutely hated the song she never bothered to sing it anymore and I
My aunt was basically my third mom, whenever she could she’d take me
never really bothered to ask her to sing it for me because I knew her
with her and she would always plan days for me and my cousins to go to
answer would always be no.
the park or the beach or just to go grab some ice cream. She was always
there for me and whenever I hear this song it takes me back to those
days, in that little green Kia, when my feet could barely touch the
ground.
Bye-bye Darling Put Your Records on
2014 2015/2016
My cousin’s 8th grade “graduation” was only a few days away. Fifth grade “NO!” I internally screamed. My hair had begun to curl naturally again
me was going to have to go through middle school on my own. It was and that was exactly what I did NOT want on this school morning. I
weird, she’d always been with me. I always had my “big sister” around desperately looked over to my desk where my ancient flat iron lay dead
but now she was off to high school. Boys, Parties, new friends, things I and withering. I was so upset, even as I walked to the front door, I
was scared she was going to leave me for. After all I was barely heading thought about all the ways I could convince my mother to let me stay
into 6th grade, there wasn’t anything we could actually talk about. home.
Goodbye to the telephone age Just go ahead, let your hair down
I'll miss your voice
You're gonna find yourself somewhere
I was scared and sad, was she going to stop talking to me? would I have
to go through the rest of my life without her advice? There were so I remember looking in the mirror and seeing my hair natural for the first
many questions I was going to have: What do I do if I get a boyfriend? time in years and in that moment my 6th grade self came to a self-
(still haven’t asked her that as that’s never happened) Which restaurants realization
are the best to hangout at? What do I do if I go through a breakup? “I hate my hair”
Would she still be there or would I just be a dumb little cousin? Only
time could tell at that point. It was so puffy, and why did it stick up in different directions like that???
Why couldn’t my hair be like my friends’, straight, or heck I’d even take
wavy, anything but these ramen noodles sprouting from my head. But
there wasn’t much I could do besides brace myself for whatever might
happen at school. I get to school and go to my first class. We have about
five minutes before my teacher will actually start teaching so people are
going around talking to their friends and just talking about whatever 6 th
grades talked about when suddenly,
Suddenly I feel my face go on fire and I’m sitting in my desk really quiet
just waiting for the next person to say anything. As I look around, I
realize no one is going to say anything so I awkwardly rise to my feet and
sheepishly reply
2019 2020
It’s always been a joke that I look like a child. My friends make fun of the At seventeen years old, I have learned, laughed, loved, and lost. Maybe
fact that a lot of people mistake me for an 8 th grader. It’s weird because I not to the extent that most adults have but I’ve been through a lot. I
guess I’ve had the mentality that I haven’t changed much since 4 th grade. Used to hate listening to this song because it served as a reminder that I
I have always seen myself as that same little girl with her hair in pigtails. I wasn’t anyone’s sunshine. But through these past years I’ve made
haven’t really seen myself as any different since then. In the back of my friends that have shown me that I am worth something. I never felt like I
mind I know that I’ve probably changed and all that jazz but for some had anything to offer the world. That the world would just be better off
reason there’s a part of my mind that blocks out time. without me. But through my group of friends and friends that I have had
since I was little, I finally felt loved. They helped me realize that I meant
But until somebody sits me down something to someone.
And tells me why I'm different now Anabel, she’s been my rock since fourth grade. I cannot imagine what I
I'll always be the way I always am would be like without her. She’s been with me for such a long time and I
consider her as my sister. She’s always pushed me to go out of my
I know that there are things about me that have changed. I have grown comfort zone and pushed me to new heights. She’s always had my back
and experienced a lot of things these last couple of years but deep down and I have always had hers. She’s been with me through it all and im so
I’m still that little girl with her pigtails and big dreams. glad that even through the new phases and changes in my life she’s been
there.
And now I get to sit down
Evelyn, Maria, Bella, Tim, Louis, Matthew, Lauren, and a bunch of other
And I'm happy to admit now, I'm on my way people I met at Mater Dei showed me a real sense of purpose. They
showed me that I was loved that I was beautiful and worth being friends
with. I don’t know a group of people that can make me laugh as hard as
they can. I’m so thankful for all the memories and laughs I’ve had with
them these last couple of years. I thank them for being so nice to me
when I was still transitioning to this new school.
Now that I’m older and I listen to the lyrics, I Think about all the people
in my life who are my sunshine. And I’m so eternally grateful for having
these people in my life.