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Setting
The action takes place over twenty-four hours in a modern
NHS psychiatric hospital in London.
Act One
Bruce N o, yo u can't have - Christopher Y eah yeah yeah yeah, makes me jumpy.
Christopher Ice-cold Coke. The Real Thing. Bruce That's right so- what shall we have instead?
Christopher I dunno.
Bruce N o, yo u know yo u can't have Coke -
Bruce What would you like?
Christopher Y eah I can because -
Christopher What I'd really like is a Snakebite. D'you
Bruce What did I tell you about Coke? know what I mean?
Christopher I'm going home tomorrow. Bruce A Snakebite. Right, well-
Bruce What's wrong with drinking Coke? Christopher Cider and Red Stripe or, you know, ora
Christopher But I'm going home. rum and black or or or ...
Bruce Chris? Come on you know this, it's important. Bruce Chris, Christopher ... what's the rule on alcohol
now?
What's wrong with Coke?
Christopher But-
Pause.
Bruce What's the rule on alcohol in here?
Christopher It rots your teeth.
Christopher Alcohol.
Bruce N o - well, yes - and ... ? What else does it do to
you?. Pause.
Christopher Makes my head explode. Oh yeah. Alcohol. Heh heh. D'you know what I mean?
Bruce Well- no- no- what does it do to you really? Bruce What does alcohol do?
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Bruce No ... well, possibly, but Christopher (sitting) D'you know what I mean? Heh heh.
Y o u must know what I mean? Eh? Eh? Doctor.
Christopher Makes you see things.
He puts a cup of water in .front ofBruce and sips his own.
Bruce W ell ... yes, but-
Christopher D'you know what I mean?
Christopher See into the future maybe.
Bruce W ell ... s ... sometimes maybe but what does it Bruce Huh. Of course ...
mostly do? Christopher D'you know what I mean?
Christopher It fucks you up. Bruce Well ...
Bruce It fucks you up. Precisely. How about a glass of
Pause.
water. Eh? Sorne nice cool water? From the, from the thing?
Christopher Water from the thing. That's cool. No. I don't.
Bruce Nice cool water, yes. Let me- just hold on ... Christopher Y eah yo u do.
Bruce gets up and Christopher suddenly gets up too. Bruce sips his water.
Bruce No no- you're all right, I'm just- Christopher Where's the drugs, man?
Christopher No, you're all right- Bruce ... Oh the drugs. Of course ...
Bruce (sitting) Help yourself- Christopher It's all that, innit. 'Where's the drugs, man?
Oh man, these patients giving me massive big headache,
Christopher (sitting) No no, I'll-
man, massive big headache, what have I got in my doctor's
Bruce I'll-look this is silly. bag, gimme sorne smack, where's sorne smack? Where's the
Tamazie Party? This bad nigga patient I got. This bad nigga
Bruce gestures.
dude I know. M y God! I Can't Take The Pressure!' Innit?
Christopher Are you sure? Innit. Go home to the old lady 'Aw I can't take the
pressure. Oh no. I can't calm clown. Oh no- yes no- I
Bruce Be my guest.
can't shag until you gimme the smack, darling!' D'you know
Christopher gets up and goes to the water cooler) takes two cups) what I mean? Ha ha ha ha ha. Oh no. Ha ha. It's all that.
pours. You with me?
Bruce Sorted. Pause.
Christopher (drinking shakily) Sorted for Es and whiz. Bruce Well ...
Bruce ... Indeed. Christopher Y eah yeah ... go on! Typical white doctor.
Christopher Sorted, innit. Sorted for Es and whiz. This is how white doctors speak: 'Drugs? What drugs? No
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drugs for you, nigga. Cos you'll only enjoy them! These are my enjf!_Ying, enjoying their drugs. Having sorne fun. D'you see
drugs ... ' what I mean?
Christopher Deny. It's all you doctors do! Deny, man. I mean, they are supposed to be recreational.
Christopher (sipping water shaki!J) Bullshit. Bullshit. Why So m y point is and this is one of the things I want to talk to
else would you do it? Why else are you here? you about today you're here to get better, aren't you?
Because you've been very poorly. Haven't you?
Bruce Well, Christopher, why do you think you're here?
Long pause.
Christopher Eh?
Christopher I dunno.
Bruce Why are you here? Why do you think you're here?
Bruce Ah.
Christopher Why am I here?
Christopher What's up? I'm going home. Y ou should be
Bruce Yes. happy.
Pause. Bruce W ell, I'm not as happy as yo u.
Christopher I dunno. Christopher I been saying all along, there's nothing
Bruce And you've been here a while now. wrong with me and now yo u agree with me and, I just, I just,
I just ... I'm going home.
Christopher Y eah- yes I have ... that's true.
Pause.
Bruce Why do you think that is? Ifyou'djust wanted drugs
you wouldn't really be here, would you? You'd be out there. I don't know why I'm here.
Scoring offsomebody and ... going home. Wouldn't you? Pause.
Pause. It's mad, innit. It's bonkers. Mad shit. First thing I said when
I know I would! Eh? Ha ha. Have a smoke. Watch the I arrived. When I first come in here. I had a look I saw all
the all the, you know, the others, the other geeze;s and I
football.
thought ... Fuck This. My God! These people are insane! Ha
Pause. ha ha ha ha ... Get Me Outta Here -
N'haha. Bruce Ha ha yes -
Pause. Christopher It's a nuthouse, man.
No. Obviously. I'm nota drug user- OK? You know. But Bruce I grant you - indeed there are a fair proportion -
joking aside - it doesn't make sense that anybody would be in
here just for drugs as opposed to say, you know, out there Christopher Afair proportion? You're kidding me.
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Bruce Of quite, quite - identity, the analogy of a split personality. Except we know
now that schizophrenia doesn't mean that at all. Split
Christopher They are NUTS! personality? Meaningless. OK? So it's an unhelpful term. It's
maccurate. What we call a 'misnomer'. And this is a sensitive
Bruce ... crazy people here ... yes -
subject. We must think carefully, be specific. Because it's too
Christopher Crazies, man! Radio Rental. ... you know ... it's too serious.
Bruce People with well - we don't actually use the term Pause.
'crazy' ...
Y o u were diagnosed with 'Borderline Personality Disorder'.
Christopher Y ou just said it. What does that mean?
Bruce I know I just said it but- I shouldn't have I was -
Pause.
humouring- I was, you know- it's a no-no.
Christopher But yo u just said it. Borderline personality disorder. OK? Key word- borderline.
Because, clinically speaking, you're on the border between
Bruce I know, but- you see my point? neurotic and psychotic.
Christopher Y o u said it first. Christopher Just ... on the border.
Bruce O K, loo k ... there are things we ... there are terms
Bruce Y es. And that's a very useful term, isn't it? Because
we use which people used to use all the time, terms which
if people get the word wrong - if people just get the meaning
used to be inoffensive but things are a bit different now.
of the word wrong, how can they get the person right? How
Certain words. can there be any ... any awareness? People don't know
Christopher Certain words, what words? anything about it. They have stupid ideas. Y ou lose out. So
we try to 'demystify'. W e try to explain.
Bruce Just ... terms which aren't even that offensive
but- Pause.
Christopher Same as I say, what's offensive about it? ~ich i.s wha~ I wanted to talk to you about today. Y our
Bruce Well- diagnosis. This term, this label, and what it means, because
the thing is, l'm beginning to think, now ... it's ... well, it's a
Christopher It's true! little inaccurate -
Bruce It's not true ... it's- OK- it's not even that- it's Christopher YOU'VE MADE YOUR POINT I SAID
just inaccurate. Sorne terms are just inaccurate. 'Crazy' is one I'M SORRYWHAT DO YOU WANT-BLOOD?
of them. It's just ... unhelpful. Woolly.
Bruce But I'm just saying ... in the light of recent
Christopher 'Woolly'. Oh. OK. I'm sorry.
developments
Bruce For example, people used to say 'schizophrenic' all
the time. 'Such-and-such is schizophrenic.' Because it's two Christopher Developments? What developments. What
things at once. OK. U sed to denote a divided agenda, a dual you on about, man?
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Robert, carrying a cup of cqffee also in a plastic cup, appears at the Robert Or New Zealand or any ofthe other hairy colonial
door and just stands there waiting. outposts.
Bruce Doctor Smith. Y es, come in. Hi. Robert Welsh rarebit, eh? Took me back to my student
days. Tie that woman to the nearest bed and inseminate her
Robert How's tricks? at once.
Bruce I'm fine. How are you? Bruce Doctor -
Robert I don't believe l've thanked you for that Robert Breed. Lots oflittle Bruces. Have you thought any
stupendous spread. more about that 1oft conversion? All the rage when I was a
Bruce Sorry? student. Quite the thing for somebody in your circumstances.
Robert That sumptuous meal on Saturday. After the Ro bert winks at Christopher conspiratorial!y and
rugby. The food. Christopher just stares back blank!y.
Robert Hang on to that woman, Bruce. Robert That'll set you back a few quid. Still, when you
become a consultant ...
Bruce Sure.
Bruce D
Robert Y ou'lllive to a hundred and three.
Robert That's where the big bucks are.
Bruce The thing is
Bruce The thing is -
Robert The only woman I know with the audacity to pull
off a fondue. I thought, 'Any minute now she'll be climbing Robert (to Christopher) Hello.
into her caftan.' Bruce Y ou remember Christopher? Chris, do you
Bruce It was Welsh rarebit. remember Doctor Smith? Senior Consultant.
Robert Welsh rarebit? The very thing. Christopher Warning warning warning! Alien life form
approaching, Will Robinson.
Bruce I know it's not what you're used to-
Robert Mm, ha ha ha-
Robert On the contrary. It was just the ticket. Miserable
and wet. Vanquished by the Frog and foot-sore. Bruce Mm, yes
Robert I couldn't believe that score. Not from the Frogs. Bruce OK ... look
Still, at least it wasn't Australia - Christopher Warning warning warning ... d'you know
Bruce Doctor Smith - what I mean?
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Bruce Let' s not get too distracted. Bruce No Coke no coffee. I'm sorry. You know why.
Christopher Oh wow! Robert sits again and rifftrs the pack to Christopher who takes a
cigarette, then another, then another two, putting one behind his ear two
Bruce That's not for you.
in his top pocket and one in his mouth. '
Christopher (reaching over and gesturingfor criffte) Oh come
Robert lights the cigarettefor him and Christopher exhales a
on, man. Coffee!
plume qf smoke.
Bruce Chris ... Chris ... (To Robert.) Excuse me.
Ro bert Better?
Christopher I want a cup of coffee.
Christopher It's my nerves. I'm getting out tomorrow.
Bruce Christopher, hey listen, that' s not yours. Y ou can't tell me what to do when I get out- when I'm m!t
Christopher I'll split it with you. there which is in (checks his watch) exactly twenty-four hours.
I'm not under your ... it's none ofyour business then, man.
Bruce Is that yours or isn't it? l'm twenty-four hours away from freedom. Out of this hole.
D'you know what I mean?
Christopher Come on, man.
Bruce Chris ... Chris, come on! What's the rule on coffee? Pause.
Robert Give him sorne coffee, he's going home. I haven't Christopher Because I'm ... ? (No you're all right.) Cos
touched mine. l'm ... ?
Robert offers the coffee) Christopher reachesfor it but Bruce is Bruce No-
there first and takes the cup) drains it in one and throws it expert!)J into a
Christopher l'm -
waste-paper bin in the comer.
Bruce No-
Christopher Hey, man-
Bruce Coffee's got caffeine in it. Christopher N o what? Y ou don't even know what I was
gonna say. What was I gonna say?
Robert Or a nice cup of tea?
Robert Or I can stay?
Bruce So has tea. The water's over there.
Bruce N o, no I wasn't -
Christopher What did you do that for?
Christopher Because I'm a Brother?
Robert Ifthis isn't a good time ... ?
Pause.
Bruce No, it's perfect timing. I wanted you to see this.
Bruce (to Robert) Paranoia. Nihilism. Persecution.
Robert See what? Delusion
Christopher I'm already packed. Christopher Cos I'm an 'uppity nigga'.
Bruce Y o u 're packed? Bruce No. You always say that and I always tell you the
same thing. N o.
Robert I'lljust-
Robert I'll come back, shall I?
Christopher Y eah, man. What, you think I'm not in a
hurry? (To Robert.) I could use a coffee to give me a bump. Bruce Doctor Smith -
Just to get me on my way, d'you know what I mean?
Christopher WOULD YOU JUST MAKE UP YOUR
Bruce Who said you could pack? MIND BEFORE I GO STARK STARING BANANAS?
Bouncing about like Zebedee.
Robert (half standing) hovering) Look, I can just-
Bruce Christopher -
Christopher No one, man, Ijust did it. Ijust (no, you stay
there), I put my pyjamas in a bag and my toothbrush in on Christopher Don't Christopher me, man ... (One sio of
top. (Don't move.) Took a whole five minutes. Shoot me. coffee he thinks he's Batman.) ._
What, you think I 'pinched the towels' and sorne stationery?
Bruce You know that's not the way you talk to the
Bruce The thing is ... consultants.
Christopher Cos I'm I'm I'm ... I'm what? Christopher He's giving me the fear.
Robert I can come back - Bruce Calm clown. N ow yo u are acting like a -
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~obert. Loo~ around you. VVho isn't unresponsive, and
Christopher A what? A what. Go on, say it. An 'uppity
d1sorgan1sed with declining social skills? Eh? Heh heh. It's
nigga'. normal.
Christopher kisses his teeth and starts eyeballing Ro bert.
Pause.
Bruce Well ... OK, yes, frankly you are and that's not
what we do, is it? Eh? And when you get out ofhere, ifyou Uh-huh huh huh.
start staring at people like that, what are they going to think?
Bruce Could we have a quiet word?
Christopher What? Christopher stands abruptly and slams his.fist on the desk.
Bruce What are people going to think? When you get out?
Christo.pher Hey! Y ou! I'm talking to you. When I get
When you're ready ... ?
out of th1s place, people won't think anything because I'll be
Christopher I don't fucking know. gone, b_oy. l'm going far away where I can get sorne peace
and qmet, no people, no cars, pollution, planes flying
Bruce W ell, what do yo u think they're gonna think?
overhead like fruit flies, no cities, no fucking TVs, no
Christopher I don't know. constr~ction work, no roadworks, no drills, no neighbours
squ~ttrng on my head, under the floor, through the walls,
Bruce They'll think you're a, a, an 'uppity nigga', that's
roWing all d~y and night. N othing. N o people at all, man, and
what they'll think. Kissing your teeth. It's not you. It's silly.
nobody looking at me funny like they never seen a Brother
It's crazy. You're not a, a, a, sorne type of 'Yardie' - before except on fucking Sesame Street! I'm going far away.
Christopher Now you're telling me who I am? (What's he looking at?) Look at you nervous as a tomcat
with big balls.
Bruce No, I'm- D'you think I'm gonna eat you?
Christopher Y ou're telling me who I am? I might do just to see the look on your face.
Bruce I'm telling you ... to be Y ou. Bruce Nobody's looking at you funny, Chris.
Christopher That's rum, that is. That's rich. Now I've got Christopher He is.
an identity crisis. Y ou're a cheeky fucking monkey, you are,
Robert Well, are you surprised?
aren't you?
Christopher What?
Pause.
Robert Mm. 'Uppity' isn't strictly speaking a term we- Robert Are you surprised? Look at yourself. Now just ...
sit clown and ... relax, would you? Of course people stare at
Bruce (to Robert) Learned Unresponsiveness? ~ou when you act like this. Y ou know that, you know what it's
Disorganised Behaviour? Decline in Social Skills? Do you get hke.
me?
Christopher looks.from one to another, kisses his teeth.
Robert So?
Pause.
Bruce Eh?
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Bruce (to Robert) Overburdened Nervous System. Can't Christopher M y twenty-eight days is up. lt's up, man.
· look me in the eye. Thinks we're staring at him. Y ou've had your fun. I'm gone. Believe.
Bruce Uh-huh, OK ... thank you.
Robert We are.
Christopher stands) lingers) stares at them both) then goes through a
Pause.
door.
Christopher I'm gone, oh yes. Believe. A place with a
Silence.
desert. And beaches. Palm trees. Somewhere hot. D'you
know what 1 mean? Bruce Do you think he knows?
Bruce Chris ... ? W ould yo u mind waiting in the other Robert What's there to know? He's a Section 2. His
room for two minutes? twenty-eight days are up. He's responded to treatment and
now he's going home.
Christopher What did I say?
Pause.
Bruce N othing at all, we just need to
Am 1 right?
Robert Consult.
Bruce But
Bruce That' s right.
Robert But what?
Robert That's why the badge says 'Consultant'. (I'm not
Bruce W ell ... 1 mean, yo u know what I'm going to ask
wearing it.)
you, don't you?
Bruce Please. I'd really appreciate it.Just go through that
Pause.
door.
Christopher (sighs) OK. But 1 hope you know what you're Robert What?
doing, yeah? Bruce 1 want a Section 3.
Bruce How do you mean? Robert Take a deep breath, and forget you even thought
ofit.
Christopher 1 hope you're not gonna let him talk you into
anything. Bruce But-
Robert Good God no. No no no no no. Robert Let him out. You're doing the right thing.
Christopher Hope you're not gonna go changing your Bruce But I'm not.
mind on me. Cos my twenty-eight ... Robert Y es, this is right. Y ou are doing what is fair and
Bruce Chris right and just and textbook medically beneficia!.
Bruce 1 know - And apart from anything else we don't have the beds.
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Robert Y ou can't afford not to follow my advice is what I
Bruce I'm really quite concerned -
mean.
Robert Those beds are Prioritised for Emergency
Bruce Oh, that kind of indecisive.
Admissions and Level Ones. Otherwise we'll wind up with a
hospital full oflong-term chronic mental patients hurtling Robert They'll close the hospital clown and build another
about on trolleys- it'll be like the Waclry Races. Millennium Dome.
Bruce Look- Bruce Nobody's going to close the hospital because of one
Section 3. Are they? D'you think ... ?
Robert There' d be scandal. They' d have m y arse out of
here faster than his and you'd be next. That's right. I'll never Robert Y es. Perhaps.
make Professor. Y o u 'll never make your Specialist Registrar
Bruce Really?
Training. And how long did you study for that? Six years?
What were we saying on Saturday? Robert Y es. Perhaps.
Bruce When? Pause.
Robert Mter the rugby. What did we talk about? Follow the Path of Least Resistance.
Bruce I dunno, what? Bruce But ... I can't justify throwing him out on the basis
ofbeds.
Robert Well, your Specialist Registrar Trainin~. And I ,
said, for the coming year I am prepared to superVIse you, I ll Robert You're not 'throwing him out' ... you're doing
be your 'Mentor', I'll teach yo u 'all I know' ... but you have what we are here to do. What they are here for us to do - and
to play the game. what everybody expects us todo.
Bruce 'Shoot me'? 'Sorne people are just like that. Shoot Robert Since when?
me'? Are you joking? Bruce Since he presented.
Robert Deadly serious. It's what makes it so hard for us. Robert How delusional?
And one day, when you're a consultant like me, and you will
be, if yo u don't fuck this up, when every young clinician is Bruce Give me time and I'll show you.
saying exactly the same thing as you, you'll tell them what Robert You haven't got time. He's been here a month.
I'm telling you now. Sorne People Arejust Like That. Get He's been steadily improving- it's therefore a briefPsychotic
over it. We hold their hands for twenty-eight days, wait until Episode associated with BPD. Nothing more insidious.
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Robert But what's he done?
Bruce He's paranoid. Y ou heard him.
Bruce He hasn't done anything yet.
Rohert How does BPD with Paranoia sound? Stick to the
ICD 1O Classification. Ro hert Has he tried to harm himself?
Bruce Y o u love the ICD lO, don't yo u? All the different Bruce No.
euphemisms for 'he's nuts' without actually having to admit
Robert Has he tried to harm anybody else?
he's nuts. It's like your Linus blanket.
Bruce Of course not.
Rohert OK. BPD andA Bit Nuts.
Rober~ Well, you can't section him again until he does
Bruce No. Doctor. Please. somethmg. Is he a danger to himself or to the public is what
Rohert 'Eccentric'. l'm getting at.
Bruce Y ou want to wait until he becomes dangerous?
Bruce Look-
Robert We have to be sure.
Rohert Was he squiffy?
Bruce But we can't be sure until it's too late.
B ruce . . . 'S qu1.L.Ly
·fhr'?.
Rohert It's a matter of'opinion'. And I'd be loath to Bruce 'Pretend I'm ... running a business'?
resection the boy on the basis of a difference of opinion. It's Robert If we don't keep him in here - if we do not make
semantics. And right now, Doctor, my semantics are better this 'very costly outlay' ...
than yours so I win.
Bruce W ell, it is risky.
Bruce I can't live with that diagnosis.
Robert How risky?
Rohert You don't have to.
Bruce Very risky.
Bruce I can't live with the prognosis.
Robert What did he do before?
Robert Well, you can't make a new diagnosis safely for at
Bruce Before when?
least another month.
Bruce And I can't keep him another month unless I make Robert Before he was admitted. What happened?
a new diagnosis! Bruce He was ... he was in the market ... doing ... 1
dunno, something funny.
Pause.
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Robert He was doing 'something funny' in the market. psychiatric nurse and treat him in the home- he's more
comfortable, we're more comfortable, it's less of a drain on
Which market?
resources, the Authority is ecstatic.
Bruce Does it matter?
Bruce OK. In a perfect world, forgetting about 'resources'
Robert I'm curious. forgetting about 'budgetary constraints' say we've got '
unlimited beds- what would yo u do?
Bruce Shepherd's Bush.
Robert In a perfect world 1' d send him home with fucking
Robert 'Funny' strange or 'funny' ha ha?
bells on an~ spread a little happiness. Why the hell not? Now,
Bruce It's in the file. Read the file. you have a JOb to do. If you don't feel you can do that job,
you go away and have a think for a while. Y ou know in the
Robert Why can't yo u just tell me?
me~cal wilderness, in your new job proofreading fo; the
Bruce I' d rather no t. fucking Lancet, writing Bolshevik columns for Welsh Doctor
Week?J.
Robert Why not?
Pause.
Bruce I' d just rather no t.
Is he still in there? Where is he?
Pause.
Bruce He's in there.
Robert Why not?
Robert In the ... the ...
Pause.
Bruce That little room.
Why not, Doctor? What did he do?
Robert What little room? The cleaners' room?
Bruce It's rather delicate.
Bruce No, the, you know. That little waiting room. That's
Robert Well, if you're going to be coy about it-
where they go to wait. It's a new thing.
Bruce I just don't think it's relevant.
Pause.
Robert We can't keep him in here unless he's dangerous.
Ro~ert Y ou know, there is nothing wrong with your
Y ou know the rules. patlent, Bruce. He may be a bit jumpy, he may be a bit
Bruce I think he's becoming depressed. brusque, a bit shouty, a bit OTT- but hey, maybe that's just
what you do where he comes from.
Robert Fm becoming depressed now.
Bruce 'Where he comes from'?
Pause.
Robert His 'community'.
Look.
Doctor. If yo u keep him he re long enough he won't be able to Bruce. He comes from Shepherd's Bush. What exactly are
go home because he won't know what home is any more. He you trying to say?
won't know how it works any more- he won't know How To
Robert I'm not saying anything.
Do It. Get him out there now. Assign a community
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Pause. Robert pours another cup .for Christopher who drinks thirstily.
Robert The 'Fuzz'. Robert Y es, but I mean, for the time being.
Christopher The Filth. The Pigs. The Cops. The 'Old Christopher There is no time being. l'm going to Mrica.
Bill'. Central Mrica. Where my dad come from.
Robert The police? Robert Ah. Well ... when you get out, ifyou, ifthings
work out for you and you get a ... have you got a job to go
Christopher I get stopped a lot in White City. back to?
That's why I was arrested in Shepherd's Bush. Cos they all
talk to each other on their walkie-talkies. They was waiting Christopher Got a job in Mrica.
for me. They carne to get me in the market. Come all the way
Robert O ... K ... Somewhere to stay?
from White City for me. Believe. I lost my shit.
Christopher In Mrica. In U ganda.
Robert I see, well -
Christopher Cos they was after me, man. Silence.
Robert Y es, why? Why were they 'after yo u'? Robert (beat) Excellent.
Christopher Shoot. Bruce So the skin is blue - and even underneath the skin
it's the same it's blue?
Bruce What' s in the fruit bowl?
Christopher That's correct. Completely blue.
Christopher How d'you mean?
Pause.
Bruce What do you see in the fruit bowl? What type of
It's bad. It's abad orange. Don't eat it.
fruit do you see?
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Christopher Ifl ask you who your father is nobody gives
Pause. a shit. With me it's front-page news. D'you understand?
I mean, my God! Ha ha. What is it? 'Black magic'?
Bruce No, I don't understand. Why is it front-page news?
Bruce Voodoo. Christopher Cos of who he is.
Christopher Voodoo! Oh no. Spooky. D'you know what I
Robert Who is he?
mean? It's- it's- it's nuts.
Christopher I'm not telling you.
Bruce 'Spooky'.
Bruce (This is ridiculous.) Look. Please. Help me out here.
Christopher Spooky. 'Yikes!'
Christopher Y o u want me to help ~yo u? N ow yo u want me
Bruce 'Yikes' indeed ... to do your job.
Christopher 'This bad nigga dude we got doing his Robert If yo u can't tell us who he is it'll be tricky for us
voodoo again.' to send you home. Y ou will have to stay here. Do you
understand?
Pause.
My dad, right, my dad, that's his favourite fruit. c;ranges. Bruce Who's your father, Chris?
Orange oranges, though. D'you know what I mean. Pause.
Bruce Who is your father, Chris? Chris? Christopher It sounds silly.
Pause. Bruce F or Christ' s sake -
Christopher eats a segment rif orange. Christopher It's embarrassing.
Bruce Who is your father? Bruce Chris!
Christopher How d'you mean? Christopher How can I say it, in all honesty, without you
thinking I'm off the stick? How do I know it won't
Bruce What's his name? incriminate me, d'you know what I'm saying?
Christopher I already told you. Robert It won't incriminate you. We promise.
Bruce Tell me again. In front ofRobert. Christopher Oh you 'promise'? Well, in that case, I feel a
whole lot better.
Christopher Why?
Bruce Just ... please, Chris ... it's a simple question. Bruce Please ... just do this one thing forme. Forme.
Pause. what I mean? I'm not proud of it. It's just the way he was.
Old-fashioned.
Believe it or not ... m y dad ... is former U gandan President
His Excellency Idi Amin. Pause.
Christopher He got forty-three children and a hundred Bruce It's over now.
grandchildren. He's a family man. He's a Muslim. He lives in Christopher W e finished?
Saudi Arabia. In exile. 'Cept when he goes on holiday to
París. Every day he takes a delivery of East African oranges Bruce We're finished for today, yes.
from the airport. Reminds him of old times. Christopher What did I say?
He drives a Chevrolet and has a talent for the accordion. A
lot of exiles drive Mercedes but he don't like to draw Robert Absolutely nothing.
attention to his self. Christopher Did I pass?
Robert I see ... Bruce just smiles.
Christopher He kicked my mum out ofUganda cos she's Christopher Now you're not saying anything. That's no
from Zaire. He kicked out all the foreigners. D'you know good.
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Bruce Happy?
Bruce Y ou have nothing to worry about.
Robert 'Le Monde est Bleu comme une Orange'.
Christopher I don't, yeah?
Bruce What?
Bruce No. You're going to be fine.
Robert It's a poem by Paul Eluard. He was a French
Christopher l'm still going home, right?
surrealist.
Pause. Bruce Y ou don't say.
I'm still going home, yeah?
Robert 'The World is as Blue asan Orange'. (Beat.) It's an
Pause. analogy.
I'm ... I'm still going home? Bruce Classic hallucinatory behaviour.
Robert Shhhh ... OK? Just relax. Robert Or is it a simile?
Bruce Surely, you must agree, there's something terribly Bruce Y o u can't be serious.
wrong here. Surely we have a responsibility to ... Robert Maybe I am.
Robert A responsibility to let him out. Level 2. Prescribe
Bruce Oh for God's sake.
medication, CPN twice weekly.
Robert OK, calm clown.
Bruce He won't take medication, you know that, they
never do. H~ paces and wipes his hands on his shirt) rubs his hands together) talks
wzth a moutliful.
Robert That's what we have CPNs for. Just till he's back
on his feet. Now (clears his throat) for what it's worth, it's quite possible he's
Bruce They never do because it's dated toxic crud which heard sorne family story, handed clown through the
will paralyse him from the skull downwards and make his life generations, sorne apocryphal story, maybe Idi Amin carne to
~own, to the ~llage, de da de da de da, Chinese whispers, it's
a misery. Nobody in their right mind will take those drugs by
JUSt gathered 1mportance, gained in stature and now he
choice. believes this. It happens. Read my manuscript.
Robert Precisely.
Bruce What manuscript?
Bruce So ... ?
Robert It's a continuation of my PhD really. It's not
Robert New generation antipsychotics. Clozapine, finished. There' s a chapter missing - something rather
risperidone, olanzapine. Let him go home. complex and enigmatic a certainje ne sais quoi although I
Bruce At thirty times the cost? Have you got the resources
can't think what.
Seriously. I think there's something in it.
or does he have to go private?
Robert Risperidone and clozapine are now licensed, by Bruce I think there's something in feng shui, Doctor, but I
wouldn't do a PhD in it.
the next budget they'll be cheaper than Mars bars.
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Bruce What are you talking about? Y ou can't use him for Bruce 'Ethnocentric'?
research. Robert Our colonial antecedents are latent and barely
Robert Why not? Why ever not? Think about it. suppressed. W e are intuitively suspicious because of our
There is more mental illness amongst the Afro-Caribbean cultural background.
population in London than any other ethnic grouping. For example, on the way back from the rugby the other night
50 Blue/ Orange Act One 51
we stopped at the off-licence for a bottle of wine. I noticed Beds and, more importantly, a patient who has No Need of a
that the Hindu gentleman behind the counter said neither Be d.
Please nor Thank you. I had to ask myself, is he just like
that - is he just rude? Or is it because there is no such thing as Bruce But I think -
Please and Thank you in Urdu- is it not customary in his Robert What I 'think' is that you think too much.
culture? What I think is that you should let me do the thinking.
Now ifyou don't mind, I'm very busy.
Bruce What are you talking about? He always says Please
and Thank you. Robert goes to the door.
Rohert OK, fine. So perhaps I should ask myself, Is it me? Bruce But ... you're saying ... what you're really saying
What are my cultural expectations? is Christopher' s ... unable to distinguish between realistic
and utterly unrealistic notions because ... what ... ? Because
Bruce Look, after the rugby, everybody goes in there, all he's ... ?
the rugger buggers, pissy drunk and they don't say Please and
Thankyou- Robert BPD. Case closed.
Robert Nevertheless, we must guard against our Bruce It's because he's b-
ethnocentricity. Robert BPD. Goodbye, Doctor.
Bruce I don't think I like the direction this is heading. Bruce Because he's black?
Robert The point is, this is my province, Doctor. Ro bert sighs) clenches his teeth. Walks back into the room.
That's why you asked me here.
Because I know how many beans make five. Robert (ici!y) l'm saying where he comes from it is almost
I am, as they say, an 'expert'. certainly not an unrealistic notion. Where we come from, it
evidently is. Get it?
I am Senior Consultant and I am here to be 'consulted'.
I am not here to be 'bounced off'. Bruce But he comes from Shepherd's Bush.
To 'run it up the flag pole and see who salutes'.
I'm here because 'I know'. Rohert He sees himself as Mrican. And we don't say
'black' any more -
Bruce But ... with the greatest respect, Doctor Smith, you
Bruce Y es we do -
don't. He's my patient ... so ... really ...
Robert We say 'Mro-Caribbean'.
Rohert OK, fine. Whatever. Discharge him. Next case.
Bruce Where does the Caribbean come into it?
Pause.
Rohert All right, he's 'Mrican'.
Bruce But-
Bruce From Shepherd's Bush.
Rohert We can skin this catas artfully as we like.
However, in the opinion of this highly experienced Rohert I'm not going to quibble over this twaddle.
Department Head, Doctor Flaherty, what we have here is No Bruce 'Twaddle'?
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Robert I'm not going to squabble. His 'origins' are in Bruce I feel very strongly. I feel ... very strongly ... that
Africa. keeping him in hospital for the time being is the right thing to
do.
Bruce How far back are you going?
Robert And what if you make him worse?
Robert And for the last time I'll remind you that you are He starts out as borderline but because of your diagnosis he
under my supervision, you are my subordinate, and your tone stays here indefinitely and disintegrates. The family comes
is beginning to sound dangerously insubordinate if not forward, pillars of the community. Local MPs. S hit will hit
nakedly insulting. rotor blades.
Bruce I'm sorry ... but - Pause.
Robert Do you know what most young doctors would do And and and apart from anything else do you really want to
to have me as Supervisor? I mean, normal ones ... the smart make a schizophrenia diagnosis now? He's twenty-four hours
ones ... what they' d do to know they have a future. To have away from normality. Do you want this man stigmatised? For
a shot at becoming Consultant? They'd lick my anus. the rest of his life. Don't yo u think he has enough problems as
it is?
Silence.
Pause.
(But that's beside the point ... )
Do you understand the weight of responsibility, lifetime
He goes to the door and looks out. responsibility that goes with such a diagnosis? No doctor
Comes back. Sits. wants to make that kind of diagnosis. No CPN, no GP, no
Now. Do you want meto recommend your consultancy at consultant. Nobody. Do you understand?
this hospital or don't you? Bruce Perfectly. But ... um ... with respect, it's it's it's it's
Bruce Of course. what I believe in.
Robert Then act like a professional. Act like a Robert Well, you know, Doctor, with respect, that isn't
representative of the Royal College of Psychiatrists. good enough.
Bruce But I'm nota - Bruce It's not good enough that I do what I believe is
right?
Robert Do you want to be? Mm? Now. Pull yourself
together. Try not to be so wet behind the ears. Otherwise I'm Robert That's right. It's naive.
taking yo u off this case. Bruce Naive?
Bruce Y ou can't take me off this case. Robert That's right. You're naive. And you're beginning
Robert I'll assign a CPN and discharge him myself. to get on my wick.
Robert I am the Authority. (Just between you and me.) Bruce Why won't you listen to me?
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Robert What? 'Listen to you'? To you? It's not my job to undermine you at every turn and then they will screw you. As
listen to you. It's your job to ... oh for goodness' sake ... sure as eggs are fucking eggs.
OK. All right. Listen. Robert People will question your mental wellness.
Let me join up sorne of the dots for you. Silence.
Let me do sorne of the maths for yo u:
Schizophrenia is the worst pariah. They'll say you're mad.
One of the last great taboos. And then they'll say Fm mad for supervising you and allowing
People don't understand it. my department to disintegrate so.
They don't want to understand it.
It scares them. Bruce W ell, if yo u don't want to supervise me ... if you've
It depresses them. changed your mind ... you only have to say.
It is not treatable with glamorous and intriguing wonderdrugs
Robert Not at all. This is a 'Teaching Hospital' and I am
like Prozac or Viagra.
here to teach.
It isn't newsworthy.
It isn't curable. Bruce W ... was it Saturday? Did I say something after
It isn't heroin or Ecstasy. the rugby?
It is not the preserve of rock stars and supermodels and hip
young authors. Robert Look. l'm not the big bad wolf. l'm not trying to
It is not a topic of dinner-party conversation. undermine your decision and I certainly don't want to release
Organised crime gets better press. Christopher ifhe isn't ready. I care. And I know you care. All
They make movies about junkies and alcoholics and gangsters l'm saying is sometimes one can care too much. One can have
and men who drink too much, fall over and beat their woman too much Empathy- Understanding an overweening
until bubbles come out ofher nose, but schizophrenia, my Compassion. Y o u try to be all things to all m en: Doctor.
friend, is just not in the phone book. Friend. A reasonable man. We all want to be reasonable men.
Eh? Bruce? Please. Now. AmI not your friend?
Bruce Then we must change that.
Pause.
Robert ... And they ... what?
Aren't we friends?
Bruce Then we must change that.
Bruce slowfy nods.
Robert 'Change'. Hmm. Well ... the thing is, you can't Robert Sleep on it.
change that. D'you see? I can't. Seriously. Let me conduct my own assessment. We can reconvene in the
The Authority the rest of the Board, not even me - they will moming and all decide together. Eh? l'll talk to him tonight. I
question your expertise. They will wonder why you got so promise you I won't be partisan.
upset about it. They will wonder whether or not this case has
a 'deeper personal significance' to you and they will Bruce OK. Fine. Whatever you say.
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not greedy, it's not covetous. It's human. It's me being a Silence.
human being. And it applies to us all. And it's my right todo
something about it. It's everybody's right to take steps. Christopher I don't want to go home.
But killingyourself? Pause.
Christopher?
Why? I changed my mind. I'm not going.
Everybody Feels Like This. At sorne point. In their life. Christopher I ... I ... I don't have a home. I'm not ...
Everybody feels that they've ... lost out. It's the Human l'm not ready.
Condition. The capacity to feel disappointment. It' s what Robert What happens to you when you go home?
distinguishes us from the animals. Our disappointment. Mm. It's
true. The capacity to grieve for lost opportunity. For the lives Christopher I told you about the Fuzz.
we could have led. The men or women we may have become. It Robert OK. Fine. But apart from ... the 'Fuzz'. What else
has us in an appalling stranglehold. happens to you?
And sometimes we say, Why Go On? And we want to end it
all. The hell with it. Life's a sham. Pause.
Thafs human too. Y ou don't hear doggies running about Chris?
going, 'Oh that this too too solid flesh would melt.' Of course
not. Why not? They're dogs! It would be ridiculous. Dogs have Pause.
other talents. They can lick their own balls. A talent for Christopher People stare at me. Like they know ... like
simplicity. N'ha ha ha. Do you see? Learn to cultivate a they know about me.
Talent for Simplicity. Like they know something about me that I don't know.
Pause. Robert Such as?
Christopher Learn to Lick My Balls? Christopher Eh?
That' s your expert advice, ye ah?
Robert What could they know that you don't know?
Robert N'ha ha ha. N'ha ha ha, well ... it might work ...
Christopher I don't know. They hate me. They think l'm
Christopher You're a fucking doctor, man. bad.
Robert I know, I'm joking, but you, you, yo u see m y point. Robert Which people?
This life is a gift. The food we eat, the smells we smell, the
Christopher Eh?
trees, the sky, the fecundity of Creation ... I t' s a really lo ve!y gift,
and if for whatever reason you cannot see that right now, Robert Who are these people who ... think you're bad?
then l'm here to Real Your Vision. To help you. See. I
promise you, I plead with you, I entreat you. Take a few deep Christopher I hear noises. At night. Outside my window.
breaths. Calm clown. Think about this. Y ou're not 'suicidal'. Sometimes I hear ... talking. People talking about me.
It's ridiculous. Robert Talking about you?
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Christopher Laughing sometimes. Robert Well, you know, Chris, I can't provide you with
double glazing. It's not part of my remit. If you want double
Robert And you've no idea who it is? glazing ...
Christopher No idea. Sometimes I hear machinery. Go to the Council. See your housing officer.
Whirring. Like a ... a strange droning noise. And beeping. A Christopher Y ou said you would help me.
strange Beeping noise. Very loud.
Robert I know, but-
Robert It's the dustbin men.
Christopher So help me -
Christopher On Saturdays and Sundays?
Robert It's-
Robert Builders. OK? We're in the midst of a property
boom. Interest rates are low, people are buying and building
Christopher Help me -
and renovating - people want more of the life gifted them. Robert It's not my job! N'ha ha ha. D'you see?
Life is Rich. People are greedy for Life.
Christopher Y eah, but what I thought was, if I moved
Christopher N ot in White City they're no t. 'White City'. somewhere else -
'South Africa Road'. Even the names are a fucking wind-up.
Robert OK. There's a procedure for that. The Council
Robert But you have your friends. Y our communiry. People will have a procedure for transferring you.
who care.
Christopher Y e ah, but I wanna go to Africa.
Christopher I don't have any friends.
Robert Y ou want to go to Africa.
I try to make friends with people but it's not easy. I try to
make conversation but it's not easy. Sometimes I say the Christopher I want to go to Africa.
wrong thing.
Robert Back to your roots.
Actually I always say the wrong thing. I don't have a
girlfriend. Who'd want me? Christopher My 'roots'?
Pause. Robert Y ou feel you 'belong' there?
Robert Well. Y ou'll make new friends when you get out. Christopher No, man. I already told you. It's nice there.
And and and you know I told you about my dad.
Christopher I made friends with Bruce.
Robert Idi Amin.
Robert Y ou won't be alone in all this. I'll make sure of
that. Christopher Idi Amin Dada. That's his proper name. Idi
Amin Dada.
Christopher Y eah but I want double glazing. Don't talk
tome about the fucking property boom. It's like living in a Robert O .... K ...
biscuit tin. Pause.
Pause. Tell me about your mother. What did she do in Uganda?
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Robert A 'barmaid'. Really? In a pub? Robert What I'm getting at is, well, does she read you
poetry, for example? Or plays?
Christopher No, in a shoe shop, innit.
Christopher N o.
Robert Where the soldiers drank?
Robert What about at school? Did you read poetry at
Christopher Eh? school?
Robert Did many soldiers drink there? Christopher No.
Christopher 1 don't know. Robert Oh. OK. Fine.
Robert What l'm getting at is ... how ... how did your Pause.
mum actually meet President Amin?
What about books? Children's books? Comics? Tintin? Asterix?
Silence. She must have given you books.
Christopher stares into space. Christopher No.
Robert Christopher? Robert Do you still see her? Christopher? D'you know
Christopher Y ou wouldn't understand. where she lives?
Robert What was her subject? English literature? Christopher Why should 1 tell you?
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Robert Well ... because I'm asking you to ... They look at each other.
Robert W ell ... then ... that would be a great shame. Robert puts his fingertips to his temples momentari[y, thinking hard.
Christopher A shame? (Beat.) You think it'd be a shame, Christopher (pointing) Look. That's his photo.
yeah? Robert (holding the article) Can 1 keep this?
Robert Yeah. Christopher N o yo u cannot keep that.
Christopher Oh.
Robert Please. Christopher ... listen ...
Christopher weighs it up.
Christopher snatches the article back,Jolds it, puts it away as he
He produces a walletfrom his pocket. .
From the wallet he produces a tight{y folded up newspaper artzcle. speaks.
He unfolds it and holds it out to Robert. Christopher 1 am being harassed. l'm in fear of my life. 1
Robert hesitates, then takes it and reads. live in fiar. They Know Who 1 Am.
Christopher reads over his shoulder.
Robert Who does?
Robert (reading) 'A delivery of East African oranges from
the airport ... the Butcher of the Bush ... talent for the Christopher The men. Where 1 live. The noises. The ...
accordion blah blah blah ... Forty-three children by four the police. lt all makes sense.
.
WlVeS ... '
Robert They're ... look ... it's ... they're just ordinary
Christopher Five wives. men. Work men ... police men.
Robert Eh? Christopher Other men too. Another man. He throws
bananas at me.
Christopher Five wives really. There's a fifth. A secret
one. Robert Bananas ... ?
Robert A ... a ... where? Christopher When l'm at work. Even at work- d'you
Christopher (pointing) N ot the one who runs a chippy. know what 1 mean! Big bloke with a little pointy head. Long
Another one. Common-law wife. Living in 'penury'. thin arms trailing along the gro und. A real knuckle-dragger.
Very white skin. Hideous-looking bastard. He's the ring-
Robert (reading) 'Living in ... in Feltham.' leader. 1 see him at night. He bangs on my door. Says he's
coming to get me. He says he'll do me and nobody would
Christopher In 'penury'.
even notice and I believe him. There's a whole family of
Robert 'In penury ... in Feltham.' Bugger me. How long them. A tribe. I don't like them at all. They're a race apart.
have you had this? ,Zombies! The undead. Monsters!
QPR supporters.
Christopher My mother gave it to me.
Pause.
Robert Bugger me.
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It's their appearance that spooks me the most. Those tiny, Robert Do you keep a diary?
bony, shrunken heads. All shaved. Ugly. Christopher A diary? No. Do you?
Robert D'you mean ... Skinheads? Robert Y ou should start keeping a diary.
Christopher Zombies. Christopher I never go out.
Robert What makes you think these people are ... 'the Robert No, a diary ofwhat happens.
undead'?
Christopher Nothing ever happens, man. All day every
Christopher They look ha!f dead. It's that ghostly white day, nothing.
skin, looks like tapioca, d'you know what I mean?
Robert I meant, things on the estate. Concerning the letter
Robert Christopher box ... ? OK?
Christopher Baldies. 'Baldy-Heads', that's what I call Then you go to the Council, you ask to see your housing
them. Baldy-Heads. officer and you show her the diary. She can have you
transferred to a different estate.
Robert 'Baldy-Heads'. I see. But ... they're not really ...
'Zombies', now are they? Chris? Which is it, 'Zombies' or Christopher It gets a bit lonely sometimes but
'Baldy-Heads'? Robert Y es I know and that's OK. That's normal. Thafs
Pause. human. And I'll tell you something else -
Christopher D'you think it's funny? Robert I know they do. And you know what you do when
they do these things?
Robert N ot in the least. It could be the difference between
you staying here or you going home. Christopher What?
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Rohert When somebody hurts you, just laugh at them. Christopher What are you scared of?
Y ou don't care. They'll soon get the message. Robert Everything. My life. Academia.
Pause. Pause.
Christopher Laugh, yeah? I'm lonely too. Everybody
Robert It drives them crazy. Really, it's a good trick. Christopher Why are you lonely?
Christopher Oh I get you. Laugh. Really. Robert Supposing I don't measure up.
HA HA HA HA HA. HA HA HA HA HA. 'Laugh and the Supposing my research is less well received than anticipated
whole world laughs with yo u.' and then I have no friends.
AND THEN THEY LOCK YOU UP! Supposing I never make Professor.
What the fuck are you on about, man? D'you know what I Supposing nobody wants to hear my ideas.
mean? Pull yourself together! N obody wants to talk to me.
And and and even when they do talk to me, is it the real me
Rohert OK. Cry. Do handstands. Express Yourself.Just
they're talking to? Or is it Somebody Up There in the ...
Don't Take It Personally.
Academic Firmament. Sorne Great Illustrious Thinker.
Christopher 'Express myself'. And who are yo u: Mister Big Cheese Head ofDepartment. Somebody I'mJust
'Professor Groovy'? Not. You see?
Christopher I was lying. Robert I've just told you what to do.
Christopher Cos I wanted to get out of this place. Robert I just told you what you should do.
Robert Aha! 'The truth will out.' You 'wanted to get out of Christopher stares into space.
this place'. Y ou did. It's true. Robert Chris ... ? The Council ... ? Y our housing
Christopher But now I don't. officer-
Pause. Silence.
Nothing. Y o u had your bags packed. Remember he asked me what colour the orange was?
Robert What? Did he say something? What did he say? Robert Y ou've had a psychotic episode. Things will be a
bit strange for a while. Nothing more insidious.
Christopher No, but I got the impression-
Christopher 'A bit strange'? They were blue.
Robert Well, did you read his mind?
Robert W e will give yo u medication for that.
Christopher stares.
Christopher I'm seeing things.
Silence.
Robert OK OK OK, look. You're not.
Robert OK, forget that, bad idea. But but but ... what
I'm saying is How Do Yo u Know? Because really: he wants Christopher What?
yo u to go too. He wants rid of you. I should know.
Robert Y ou're not seeing things. I think ... all right ... I
Christopher He wants rid of me? think you wanted so badly to stay here, subconsciously, that
Robert Y es. He's had enough ofyou, my friend, we all you thought you saw things, or you said you saw things ...
have, don't jolly well ... outstay your welcome! N'huh huh Christopher Y ou saying I was lying? Me?
huh. Go. Be free.
Robert N ... I'm saying you were lying. Y es.
Pause.
Christopher Well, I think you're lying.
N'huh huh huh. D'you see?
Robert Because you wanted to stay here. But, you see, if
Pause.
you do stay here, if we give yo u what we call a Section 3, yo u
I'm trying to help you. will stay here Indefinitely.
Christopher I read his mind? Christopher How d'you mean?
Robert I said to forget that. Robert W e can keep yo u for up to six months. We can
Christopher He wants rid uf me? keep you, more or less, for as long as we like.
Christopher The oranges are blue. Christopher You're prolly not even a-proper doctor.
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Robert Well ... n'ha ... I can assure you, Chris, I ama Robert There's nothing to be afraid of.
'proper doctor'. Christopher Y o u don't know that.
Christopher Prove it. Robert Ido, yes, Ido. Because. Two reasons. 1'11 tell you
Robert I don't have to prove it. then you'll promise to stop fretting about them, OK? Two
things.
Christopher Well, that's not fair, is it? What about my One: We can sort these things out when you get home. It's
job? D'you know what I mean? I got a job to go to. On a fruit unfair for you to be here while we answer those questions.
stall. In the market. I sell oranges. They are not life-threatening.
They are not a danger to you.
Pause. Y ou are not a danger to yourself.
Robert You sell oranges? (I didn't know that ... ) Y ou'll be seeing me once a month and you'll be quite safe
and so now I want you to forget all about it.
Christopher It's true. What amI supposed to tell the
customers? I'm in no condition to sell fruit, d'you know what Christopher Seeingyou?
I'm saying? Same as I say, I got problems. Robert Ifi take over your case, yes. That might happen.
Pause. Christopher Why should I see you?
Robert Well. OK. In fact, as I remember, and correct me Robert Because it's what I think is best. Because ... it
if I'm wrong: First, Doctor Flaherty told yo u it wasn't orange. would be a 'shame' if yo u didn't.
The first thing he said was: 'It's notan orange orange.'
What does that tell you? Pause.
You spontaneously made what's called a 'common Christopher Y eah, but I wanna see Doctor Flaherty.
association'. Y o u may just have easily said Red.
It' s harmless. Ro bert I' d be better.
Christopher It's a sign. Cos nobody believes me but I What's the other thing? You said there was two.
think it proves it. Robert The second thing is ...
He likes oranges. Every day a shipment from Nairobi. Ijust
proved that. I come in here, first thing I see, oranges! They Pause.
turn blue. A signal. Doctor Flaherty ...
Pause. Bruce ... is somewhat unorthodox in his approach. What he's
suggesting by keeping you in here is, you have to understand,
Rohert OK, look ... we don't have to concern ourselves a little unorthodox. We don't do that any more if we can help
with these things now. it. We want you out there.
Christopher Y eah, but l'm worried now. I got the fear. We want you to go home. D'you see?
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Christopher Y eah, but he's worried, that's all. 'Cultural Specificity and Cultural Antecedent or
Schizophrenia'.
Robert I know, and that's because, you see, Bruce, Bruce,
see, Bruce is a little, as we say in the trade, He's a Tee-Pee You see? 'Or Schizophrenia'. Not 'And'. That's what it's
called.
anda Wig-Wam.
Pause. Pause.
He's Too Tense. Christopher What does Doctor Flaherty think about it?
Heh heh. No I'm kidding. But he is ... you know, he's justa, Christopher I meant about me seeing you.
yo u know, Fm the Head of Department. I'm the Boss. I'm the
Robert Oh well ... OK ... well, the thing is ... see ...
Big Cheese.
Pause.
Pause.
The Top Banana. Doctor Flaherty isn't in possession of the full facts.
OK this is very delicate. It's not something we know an awful Robert Because he's not an authority. I'm an authority.
lot ~bout. But it's m y specific field of research, I'm writing a He isn't.
book on it as a matter of fact. Pause.
Christopher You're writing a book? Really? You're really
Because there are things you do and things you believe which
writing a book?
he, within his culture, can only recognise as Insanity.
Robert Well ... I blush to the toes of my shoes to admit
Pause.
but ...
Christopher What's it about? Which I personally believe, for what it's worth, is rather
narrow-minded ... it's what sorne people call 'Culturally
Robert Well ... it's about ... it's about psychosis Oppressive'.
diagnosis. In ... people like you.
Christopher Insanity.
Christopher People like me, yeah?
Robert It means he has a tendency to overlook, in our
Robert Y ou see, I believe there may be a cognitive therapy discussions at any rate, your cultural identity.
which we can substitute for the drug palliatives normally
associated with psychosis. Pause.
My 'assertion' is this: .
It's nothing ... it's no big deal ... it's an oversight, that's all.
There is a Cultural Specificity to the apparently delus10nary
It's a vastly complex subject. People get things wrong.
nature of sorne of your beliefs.
There are Antecedents for sorne of the beliefs yo u hold. Christopher What did he say?
78 Blue/Orange ActTwo 79
Rohert OK, look. I clon't want you to take this the wrong Christopher Where is he?
way because I clon't think he meant it in a pejorative sense Robert OK, calm clown .
. . . I'm quite sure ... but it indicates a gap in his knowleclge
which l'm trying to redress. Christopher The fuck cloes that mean?
Robert Well ... well ... since you askecl ... I think he has Christopher He really saicl that? It's cos I'm black?
a very real fear that ... our response to you is weightecl by Christopher heads for the door and Robert rushes around and
our response to your colour. I personally feel that should be blocks his wqy, trying to hold him back.
the case; it should be a factor in your treatment ancl that we
shoulcln't overlook such a thing. Otherwise what happens, in Robert (struggling with him) Look, listen, look, listen, look,
institutions such as this, there clevelops what's termecl listen, look, listen, look, listen ...
'ethnocentricity'; which orclinarily is fairly harmless but in Pause.
certain instances is not far off ... well ... it is the progenitor
of 'cultural oppression', which in turn leacls to what we call Chris, my clear clear fellow, just sit clown ancl listen for one
'institutionalisecl racism'. moment please.
Our colonial antececlents are latent ancl barely suppressecl -
Christopher Racism?
Christopher What shit!
Robert Y es. Ancl the clanger is that in a sense you maybe
encl up, in a sense, being 'punishecl' for the colour of your He paces angri?J.
skin. (Beat.) For your ethnicity ancl your attenclant cultural Robert This really is a storm in a teacup.
beliefs. (Beat.) Y ou are sectionecl ancl lockecl up when you
shoulcln't be. (!3eat.) Because you're 'black'. Christopher Punishecl by who?
Silence. Robert Chris, please, sit clown. Sit clown. Come on now.
I implore you.
Christopher I'm being punisherP.
Christopher sits and thinks, stares, quiet.
Robert Maybe that's too strong a term but but but-
Christopher Who am I being punishecl by?
Christopher Because I'm black?
Robert Well, by, by, by the system. The system tencls to
Robert Well, you see, the system isfiawed. People of ethnic punish without meaning to.
minority are not well caterecl for, it's a well-known fact. l've
just expressecl it clumsily - Christopher That's why I see things? I'm being punishecl?
Christopher He saicl that? I'm lockecl up because I'm Robert No ... Chris
black? Christopher That's why I hear things? These mental .. .
Christopher stands abrupt?J. fucking ... the noises I hear ... the fiar
Rohert No, that's not what was saicl. Let me finish- Robert What he saicl was -
80 Blue/ Orange Act Two 81
Christopher You said I'm not thinking my own thoughts - Robert W ... ell ...
Rohert No- Christopher ~d he lied to me. He said he was letting me
Christopher W ell, whose thoughts am I thinking? out when he was JUSt gonna keep me in here longer just like
you said, man. He lied to me.
Robert N obody-
Pause.
Christopher Doctor F1aherty' s ... ?
And and and he keeps looking at me funny.
Robert OK, let's not get offthe track-
Pause.
Christopher He smokes too much drugs, man, d'you know
Can I have a cup of coffee now?
what I mean? He likes his puff. I can tell.
Blackout.
Silence.
Robert Sorry ... you said? About ... dr ... ?
Christopher He told me I should go back out there and
score sorne puff, man. Why did he say that? Because I'm
black?
Robert O ... K ... but ... I'm sure ...
Pause.
'Puff'. For him . .. ? Or ... for ... ?
Christopher He goes he goes he goes, Ifl was only in
here to get drugs I' d come to the wrong place. He said the
drugs out there, right, were more Jun.
Robert I see, well ... I see ... well. (Beat.) When was this?
Christopher Earlier. Before you got here.
Robert Just before or ... sorne time before?
Christopher Just before. This morning.
Robert Oh.
Pause.
What else did he say?
Christopher He said it was 'voodoo'. That's why I'm
here. Voodoo. Remember?
Act Three 83
Act Three ~ruce Would you please put that out? Christopher? The
c1garette.
Next iftemoon. Bruce and Christopher sitfacing each other)· the Christopher mashes out the cigarette on the table.
bowl qf oranges is on the table between them. Bruce I, I, I, didn't call you a, a, a, um, a ... a ... (beat)
'nigger'.
Bruce has a report in front qfhim and is readingfrom it.
Christopher is smoking a cigarette and staring into space. Christopher You said 'uppity nigga'. You did. Deny.
Bruce 'He ordered the patient to peel the orange ... ' I Bruce Only becauseyou did. My God! It was a quote!
didn't arder you. Christopher Y eah, but you shouldn'ta said it.
He reads. Bruce Oh, so so so only you can say it?
' ... establishing that it was the same under the skin. That the Christopher It's not polite.
flesh was the same colour as the skin.'
OK, I suggested, Chris, I prompted, and maybe I shouldn't have Bruce I know it isn't and, um ...
but, you know, it's notas if this was the first time, was it? You l'm sorry, excuse me ...
don't need my help to start ... (reading) seeing things ... I feel sick ...
Pause. Pause.
Do you really believe this? Do you really think I ... what? Do, do you really think I meant it? Do you really think I
I'm ... 'Provocative, unorthodox, patronising ... '? And ... meant to 'provoke' you? I was giving vent to 'racist'
'Possibly on drugs ... '? I mean, this is ... this just ... l've proclivities?
never heard anything so ridiculous in my life!
Christopher Look. I don't know. 1 don't know. Ijust want
He reads. to go home.
'He snatched away a cup of coffee given to the patient by the Bruce What is wrong with you?
consultant ... He used the pejorative epithet "nigger".' Are you out of your mind?
Have you been drinking?
Silence.
Ro bert appears in the doorway) listening.
I did not, um, my God, I didn't use the epithet ... nnn ... He enters and sits down.
He stares. Robert You asked to see me.
I did not call you a ... um, um, um, a ... I didn't say that. Bruce W e have a meeting.
Christopher Say what? Pause.
84 Blue/Orange Act Three 85
We agreed to meet today. The three ofus. Unless you know Christopher My
of something that could have happened to change that. Bruce All right!
Rohert I'm on the Authority, Doctor Flaherty, of course I Pause.
know.
Not now. Later. l'll send for you.
Pause.
Christopher I already packed.
There was a Management Hearing this morning.
Bruce I know.
Bruce Y es I know. How convenient.
Christopher stands and exits.
Robert shrugs.
Bruce So. Where do we go from here? Robert I know exactly what you're thinking and before
YC:U say anything I want you to know it was nothing to do
Rohert Well, you know, actually, what I think is that you wtth me. (Beat.) I mean, whatever he said to the rest of the
and I need to be alone together. Authority ... (Beat.) I had no idea that he'd done this when I
Bruce OK. Uh. Christopher, would you mind coming went into that Management Hearing this morning. I knew he
wanted to make a complaint to the Authority - I tried to talk
back in ... ?
him out of it. That's the last I knew of it.
He checks his watch.
Bruce But yo u 'are the Authority'.
Christopher But I've just packed.
Robert OK ... I'm a representative at Management Hearings.
Bruce That' s all right. Just go back to your ward and I'll One ofmany.
send for you.
Bruce But yesterday yo u said yo u 'are the Authority'.
Christopher But l've just -
Robert O~y sometimes ... sometimes it's me, yes, who
Bruce Please, Chris. . .. whoever 1s ... everybody runs it. It's a different person each
Christopher But we- week depending on ... it' s more of a committee than a than
a ...
'
Bruce Please?
Bruce The point is ... have you read this?
Christopher But ... I'm getting out today. My twenty-
eight- Pause.
Bruce OK, look- Robert Of course I've read it.
Christopher M y twenty-eight - Bruce Don't tell me. Y ou've read it because: you wrote it?
Bruce Chris - Robert Of course I didn't write it. What kind ofbastard do
you take me for?
Christopher M y twenty
Bruce I know but - Pause.
86 Blue/ Orange Act Three 87
Bruce (reading) 'After sorne initial difficulty following the Rohert I rather think I should remain impartial on this
patient's interpretation of events, the Authority reached a one. Besides, they're more interested in your side of the story.
consensus that if the said orange was indeed to be viewed as Give me a statement and they'll probably leave you alone.
blue for the purposes of the analogy ... ' For the purposes
of ... ? Bruce Give you a 'statement'. But I haven't done anything!
I can't ... believe ... has it really gone that far? Can't you
He gives Robert a look. ... can't I just talk to them?
Bruce ' ... then clearly as a blue-skinned orange it was Robert Well ... not really. There's a Procedure.
indeed in the minority given that other citruses are ordinarily Pause.
orange, yellow or ... '
Bruce reads.
He gives Robert a look.
Bruce 'The Authority recommends that a senior
Bruce 'By asking the patient to peel the "minority" consultant confers treatment with an outpatient programme.'
orange ... and declaring the insides of the orange to be of
equally unusual colouring, the house officer seems to have Ro bert I think it' s a good idea.
implied ... ' Bruce Why?
What did you say to him?
Robert I'm a senior consultant. He already knows me.
Robert I didn't say anything.
Bruce What do yo u get out of it?
Bruce reads.
Robert I don't 'get' anything. It's just expediency.
Bruce 'The Authority reached a consensus.' How?
Bruce 'Expediency'. The Path of Least Resistance.
Did everybody think of the the the stupidest things they could
think of and then put them all in a hat? Robert Absolutely.
By playing a drinking game?
Small children wouldn't come up with this. Bruce OK. So. You want to take over the case. And ...
Monkeys could do better using sign language. Pause.
For God's sake!
Then yo u can continue Y our Research?
Robert 'Monkeys'.
Pause.
Bruce Yes.
And Then Y ou Can Finish Your Book. Is it a good book? It
Robert Is that another analogy? must be, you'll go to any lengths to finish it ...
Robert It's too easy to misinterpret, Bruce. You really Bruce 'The Search for the Holy Grail'.
have to be more careful. What a chapter heading that would make.
'A Cure For Black Psychosis'.
Bruce W ell. Do yo u agree with 'the Authority'? Imagine. N o more bed crises. N o more hospitals.
88 Blue/ Orange Act Three 89
We'd save a bundle on Care in the Community. Bruce And presumably you heard me quoting him, also, I
You'd become Professor overnight. offer, somewhat ironically?
Robert I beg your pardon! Robert I'd steer clear ofirony ifl were you. You're not
Lenny Bruce.
Bruce Y ou heard.
Robert Are you out ofyour mind? Bruce It was ... it was a nuance. It was ... the way I said
it ... with a note of familiarity ... because I know him ...
Bruce You'll be the toast of Academia the World Over. and-
Imagine! A gol den opportunity to distinguish yourself from all
the other boffins; T o be the Eggiest Egg Head of them all; to Robert It's not forme to characterise your 'nuances',
be difforent from all the other odious little careerists on the Doctor. And if you ask me, yes, perhaps it was somewhat
gravy train kissing management arse. To be Up There with 'provocative and unorthodox'.
all the other Cambridge wonderboys in their bow ties and Bruce Only to you.
tweed, flapping about the 'corridors of power' with their
pricks in each other's pockets. What's wrong with just doing Robert How do you mean?
your job? Bruce It was provocative and unorthodox to you because,
Pause. well, frankly, it would be, wouldn't it? Perhaps you don't get
out enough.
Robert It's the Maudsley actually.
Robert You're doing it again: you're being provocative.
Bruce I'm sorry?
Pause.
Robert I read Psychiatry at the Institute ofPsychiatry at
the Maudsley Hospital in Dulwich. Not Cambridge. I'm sorry, Doctor. It's pejorative whichever way you say it
and these days racial epithets just don't wash.
Bruce Oh, the Maudsley, big difference.
Bruce 'These days'. I see. Did they use to?
Robert I really recommend you go there. I think you need
to go there. And I don't mean for training. Pause.
Pause. Robert Y ou know what I mean.
You're already the subject of an inquiry. Ifthe Authority asks Bruce seizes the report and tears it into bits.
for a Psychiatric Report I'll be in a very awkward position.
Robert May I ... ?
Silence.
He produces a mobile phone and dials.
Bruce O K. O K. Look ... have yo u never heard ... listen,
uh, Doctor .. ·. did yo u hear Christopher refer to himself, This is Doctor Robert Smith, can somebody send
somewhat effacingly, somewhat ironically as a, quote, 'uppity Christopher over here immediately please ... upstairs ... yes
nigger'? Did you hear him say that? ... no, I'm in the consultation room with Doctor F1aherty ...
no, he's my ... no, he was but ... he ... n ... I understand
Robert It was unmistakable. but ... well he's my patient now.
90 Blue/Orange Act Three 91
He puts the phone away. Robert A diary ofmy research, but there are things in it
which might be relevant to your case.
Bruce What did you tell him?
He produces a diary .from his jacket pocket.
Robert Bruce -
Now you've stopped blustering I should read you sorne things
Bruce What have you done? before my patient returns.
Robert It's his complaint; why don't you ask him? Bruce Y ou just happened to have it on you.
Bruce I intend to. (Justas soon as you've slithered off.) Robert (reading) 'Twenty-sixth of October: Mention
Antecedent Programme to Doctor Flaherty and he laughs.
Robert Actually, that's not possible, I'm afraid. Not until
Not interested in providing African-Caribbean and African
I've briefed the patient. patients for research purposes.'
Bruce ... What? Bruce I didn't laugh ... I ... this is silly ...
Robert That's the procedure. I can't allow you to be alone Robert Which suggests you have been obstructive towards
with him. It's a question ofSeniority as muchas anything me from the off. I'm your supervisor. Y o u don't turn clown a
else. Perhaps ifyou'd shown sorne respect for Seniority in the request like that unless you have a very good reason.
first place; ifyou'd listened to Somebody Who Knew, we
wouldn't be in this mess. Bruce I ... look ... I have professional reservations ...
ethical reservations about -
Bruce So l'm not allowed to see Chris any more without
you being present? Robert About what?
Robert Anything you want to ask you must ask the Bruce About using patients as, as guinea pigs in, in, in -
Authority. Robert 'Guinea pigs'? Honestly, Bruce. 'Monkeys, guinea
Bruce I just asked 'the Authority' and I think 'the pigs, voodoo ... ' Y ou've an entire menagerie of piccaninny
Authority' is lying. slurs to unleash.
Robert I'm presenting you with the opportunity to defend Bruce What?
yourself. That's the Procedure. What more do you want? Robert Can you not see how this could be interpreted- by
Bruce Christ, it' s so transparent. the Authority, for example? You have to admit it doesn't look
good.
Robert Oh, do stop whining, Bruce. Before somebody
nails you toa cross. Bruce Then don't show it to the Authority.
Oh. While I'm here I should mention that I've been keeping Bruce I said, don't ... show ... Doctor Smith ... please
a diary. ... it's ... it's ... do we have to show them this?
Bruce A diary?
Robert We'll pretend you didn't say that, shall we?
92 Blue/ Orange Act Three 93
Robert Excuse usa moment please, Christopher. reason - when they're not catatonic.
Have you thought about how intimidating and frightening
He takes Bruce by the elbow and marches him to afar comer qf the
that must be for him? Night after night after night, with no
room. let-up.
Robert Doctor Flaherty, if Christopher stays in here Have you thought about what that does to a young man?
indefinitely under a Section 3 and is diagnosed with paranoid lt' s Like Going T o Prison.
schizophrenia, the rest ofhis life will be ruined. It's cruel.
coast of a crack-up. Don't you think it's time we did Robert Bruce, l'm simply asking you to give me a
something about it? statement. Give the Authority your side ofthe story. Now.
Have you got a lawyer?
Pause.
Bruce Why should 1 get a lawyer? 'You get a lawyer. Prove
Look at him! He's a mess. Well? What have you got to say for
this. I can't believe this is even happening!
yourself?
Robert I really don't understand why you're taking it so
Pause.
personally. Why are you so angry?
(To Christopher.) I'm sorry, Chris.
Bruce Because it is personal. You're somebody I trusted. I
Christopher No, you just talk amongst yourselves. D'you confided in. I thought you were on my side. I thought you
know what I mean? and me could make a difference. Which is why I invited you
over. My wife cooked. Nourished you. I should have choked
Bruce stares into space. yo u.
Silence.
Robert Bruce. Y ou wanted me for your supervisor. Y our
Bruce Y o u 're not going to show me any support here, are mentor. Y o u expect me to recommend your consultancy one
you? As my supervisor? As a mentor? A friend? day.
Robert That would be highly inappropriate. Bruce And why did you agree - if not to get research
material out of me? To finish your book. To ... to ... Doctor
Bruce Y o u 've made up your mind. Y o u support this
Sm ... please ... I don't know why ...
allegation.
Robert I agreed because I liked you.
Robert N ot the allegation, just the inquiry. I'm afraid so.
I thought you had promise.
Bruce Golly. Just wait till I tell my wife. I thought, such is my vanity, that you could learn something
from me. Is that so difficult to believe?
Pause. Are you really so insecure?
Maybe you~d like to tell her. Next time we invite you for Silence.
dinner. N ext time she slaves over a hot stove to put food in
your mouth. Ihey stare at each other.
Robert I'd hardly call Welsh rarebit 'slavery'. Christopher Y ou got any jelly babies?
Bruce Next time I huy you a ticket for the rugby. Bruce (to Christopher) Did I upset you yesterday? When
I asked yo u to pe el that orange?
Robert Ifyou'd let me huy them we'd have sat in the
members' stand. Bruce tosses Christopher an orange from the bowl and he catches
it.
Bruce I don't even like fucking rugby. Bunch ofhairy twats
running about biting each other's ears off. Robert I really don't think this is a good idea.
Pause. Bruce Did that upset you?
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Christopher Just thoughts. Bruce You're safe here, OK? It's quiet-
Rohert I have to insist this stops right now. Robert Apart from the bloodcurdling screams of all the
Bruce Shut up. Chris ... ? other mental patients -
Robert Christopher. Not another word. Bruce Chris, you need to do this, you must try and stay a
little longer -
Bruce Can you think of anything specific?
Robert Y ou can leave now if you want to leave now-
Christopher stares at Bruce.
Christopher spits the orange out and stares at the remaining Bruce Chris -
segrnents in his hand. Robert But you have to want to.
Christopher The thoughts I have are not my thoughts. Christopher I do want to!
He said that I think your thoughts.
Bruce Are you sure you're ready?
Bruce Doctor Smith said?
Christopher N o, man, I'm not sure of anything!
Christopher And that's why I have to get out ofhere.
Robert Christopher
Robert That's not what I said.
Bruce Chris -
Christopher I've gotta get outta here cos of you, man!
Ro hert Listen ... list -
Robert Look ...
Bruce Chris -
Christopher Cos yo u 're bad.
Rohert Chris -
Robert OK ... Christopher-
Christopher OK OK OKJUST SHUT UP JUST
Christopher And now I don't, I don't, I don't know what SHUT THE FUCK UP FOR ONE MOMENT FOR
to think! I don't know what to think any more. GOD'S SAKE YOU ARE DRIVING ME AROUND THE
When I do think, it' s not my thoughts, it' s not m y voice when BEND!
I talk. Y o u tell me who I am.
Who I'm not. I don't know who I am any more! Silence.
I don't know who I am! Bruce OK, look ... (To Robert.) Could we have a minute
Robert Chris - alone please?
Rohert It's being here that's doing this to you. This place- Bruce I don't think you're in a position to argue any more.
Bruce Y ou're still very confused- Robert Y ou're only making it worse.
Robert Y ou can't think straight in this place. How can Bruce N evertheless. I think yo u should.
you ... ? Robert OK! OK! It'syour.foneral.
106 Blue/ Orange Act Three 1O7
Pause. Christopher She needs me. She gets lonely. I miss her.
Bruce Well. You know. Um. I know. Y es. I'm trying. Pause.
Christopher When somebody does something you don't Bruce (gently) Chris ... you don't know where she is, do
like, yo u should just learn to laugh. D'you understand? yo u?
Bruce Y- OK- OK. The thing is, Chris ... see ... I'm Pause.
not very good at this. I'm not very good at ... Not Taking
Things Personally. Y o u see, m y point is, when they let yo u out this afternoon,
That's all. I like to ... Get to the Bottom ofThings. the theory is that you'll go back to your family. To your
community. But you don't have any family, do you? Not any
Christopher Y ou don't say. more. Not so far as we know. And, the thing is, should you
Bruce No, I'm not being funny. Things here at the come back, should you ever need to return and ask for my
hospital, at work, I take personally sometimes. I'm ever- help, I might not be here.
mindful ofthe way one's prqftssionallife impacts upon one Christopher l'll see Doctor Smith.
personal/y. Just as what happens to you here impacts upon your
personal, private life. It's all related. So you see, when you Bruce I ... I know. But, um ... you can see him anyway.
took your complaint to the Authority one of the things they
Christopher How d'you mean?
concluded was that I had been 'unprofessional'. Which is in
their jurisdiction to decide they are generally more Bruce There's no need for you to press ahead with this
venerable - more experienced, judicious beings than l. complaint. If yo u no longer want me to treat you, I won't.
However, the upshot is that depending on what happens now
... I could possibly be sacked in the first month of m y training! Christopher I don't.
It isn't your fault. And I am not taking that personally. But Bruce Then I won't. Fine.
what I would like to point out to you is that, that could well
affect both our personal, private lives in a, in a terrible, disastrous Christopher Cos you put your thoughts in my head.
way. OK? Do you understand now?
Bruce OK, well ... you know, Chris, I really didn't mean
Christopher Don't patronise me. to. Maybe other people have put thoughts in your head too
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but they're not going to be birched for it. Do you, do you, do Christopher snatches the pamphlet) screws it up) throws it on the
you see what 1 mean? floor.
Christopher N o. Christopher Y ou're just trying to get off the hook now.
Bruce I'm saying ... look ... 1 don't know what Doctor Bruce Just listen to me. Y ou don't know what you're
Smith said to you yesterday evening, OK, 1 have no idea talking about.
actually, 1 have a pretty good idea and 1 think ... I'll be Christopher Why? Cos I'm an 'uppity nigga'?
honest with you. 1 think Doctor Smith 'coached' you in what
you had to say to the Authority. Bruce Look. Shut up a minute.
Pause. Christopher Oh, that's very nice, that's lovely. lt's all
coming out now.
I think he put words in your mouth.
Bruce slams his.fist on the table.
Christopher He put words in my mouth?
Bruce This isn't a game! M y career is on the line!
Bruce Y es. Not literally. Figuratively. OK ... don't get
Christopher Y our 'career'?
excited.
Bruce And your ... your ... you have got so much to lose!
Christopher No,you put words in my mouth. When 1 said We both have, don't you see this?
1 wanted to stay and 1 was scared, that was yo u. That' s why
I'm here now! Cos ofyou! Christopher kisses his teeth.
Bruce No. OK? Now ... no.Just ... No.Just let me read Bruce Chris ... please, for God's sake. Can you remember
you something. what you did in the market with the orange? Can you see
how that could get yo u into a lot of trouble? If yo u were
He takes a pamphletftom Christopher)s.file. doing that ... on the estate, for example, 1 don't know what
I'm going to give you this to take with you. Whether you stay could happen ...
or go. This is what the W orld Health Organisation has to say Christopher 1 never trusted you. Mm-mm. 1 liked you,
about schizophrenia. 1 don't want to alarm you, but 1 want to but 1 never trusted you.
explain to you what you've just said. 1 want to 'demystify'.
Bruce What ... ?
He reads.
Christopher Y ou told me 1 could have a Coke, yeah? In
'The most intimate thoughts ... are often felt to be known or front of a witness yo u said 1 could have a Coke if 1 answered
shared by others and explanatory delusions may develop, to your questions and 1 answered your questions so where is it?
the effect that natural or supernatural forces are at work to D'you think I'm thick or something?
influence the individual's thoughts and actions in ways that D'you think I'm thick?
are often bizarre.' Y o u told me yo u were letting me out and now you're no t.
Sound familiar? What's going on, Bruce?
Bruce When you've been diagnosed properly. Y ou must Bruce Y ou won't be laughing when you get home. Y ou
try and be patient. won't be laughing when you start losing your marbles all over
again and hearing voices and jabbering like a lunatic and
Christopher 1 don't believe you. Y ou call me nigga. Y ou shitting yourself because yo u think your fucking zombie
say it's voodoo. neighbours are coming to eat your brains, you mad bastard!
Bruce lt was a joke! You idiot!
Christopher Oh funny joke. Do you see me laughing? Christopher 'Love Thy N eighbour' it says. How can 1
l've got one for you. I'm gonna Lay Charges. love my neighbour when my neighbour is fascist?
Cos 1 ain't staying here, man. Bruce They're black! All your neighbours are. lt's a black
You'll never keep me locked up, white man. This is one nigga neighbourhood. Y o u yo u yo u moran. Y ou stupid fool. Are yo u
you don't get to keep, white man. Cos I'm gonna bark every retarded? Jesus! This is the thanks 1 get for rotting in this stinking
time you come near. D'you understand? hellhole, pushing shit uphill, watching what 1 say, tiptoeing
Bruce ls this you or is it ... someone else? ls this the illness around, treading on eggshells, kissing arse while you sit around
laughing and squawking and barking like a freak. Y ou didn't
or is it ...
know if you were Arthur or Martha when you carne in here
Pause. and this is the thanks 1 get. Now you're upset. Now l've upset
you. Good. Good. See how much you like it.
Maybe you're just like this.
Maybe you're just ... A Wanker. He sees Robert standing in the doonvay and stares.
1 mean ... why do you say these things?
Robert When yo u use the term 'neighbour', do yo u mean
Christopher Cos you ruined my life! it rhetorically or 'generically'?
Cos you're Evil.
And you're a Fascist.
He comes into the room) takes an orange from the bowl) sits and peels it
as he talks.
Bruce How dare you!
Because it' s just occurred to me that when Chris talks about
Bruce stands. his 'neighbour', he might not mean literally 'the people nexc
door'. Do you, Chris? Nor would you mean 'sibling' should
Christopher stands.
you allude toa 'Brother'. (Eating.) Neighbours is Everybody,
Bruce Y ou fucking idiot ... What Have Y ou Done? isn't it? People in the street giving yo u a wide berth. W omen
on escalators holding their handbags that little bit tighter as
Christopher starts to laugh. you pass. People looking straight through you as if you're not
Bruce What's funny? Stop laughing! Shut up! Y ou stupid even there. Football hooligans. Skinheads. Throwing
fucker. What are you laughing at? bananas. Y our workmates. Bruce and 1 can only guess at the
112 B1ue/Orange Act Three 113
horror of suffering from acute paranoia and being one of a Robert Y es. Because you are brave. You're a very brave
culturally oppressed minority. What a combination. young man and you've done really well. This is your
prescription.
Pause.
He hands Christopher the prescription.
And we ask each other, Why are our mental hospitals full of
young men like this? Why do you think? Christopher Did you hear what he said?
Robert It was the least I could do. Christopher ignores the orange.
He staresfrom Robert to Bruce suspicious!J.
Christopher Thank you. He moves afew steps towards the door) then stops.
Robert riffers his hand and th9 shake hands. Robert That's right. Offyou go. Go home and listen to
Bruce just stares from one to the other. sorne reggae mus1c.
Christopher goes to Bruce) sudden!J staring odd!J.
Christopher stares at Robert.for sorne time.
Silence. Christopher picks up an orange. Robert eventual!J smiles and indicates the door.
Christopher Have you ever stuck your dick in one of Christopher goes.
these? Robert looks at Bruce) shakes his head) 'tuts) at length.
Christopher One time I tried it with a grapefruit. At Robert What is it in Mrica, )ungle'? N'ha ha ha. (Snorts.)
Christmas. It's OK but it chafes a bit. The juice stings. On Bruce picks up an orange.
the ward I seen one boy do it with bugs. Straight up. Puts a
bug on the end ofhis willy. A cockroach.Just on the tip. He Bruce W ell. That' s that, then.
likes the way it wiggles. You think there's bugs in this?
Robert How do you mean 'That's that'?
Bruce I'm ... sorry ... ?
Bruce I've fucked it up, haven't I?
Christopher Is there bugs in this?
Robert Oh, I see what you mean. Well ... yes.
Bruce Chris ... please ...
Bruce I'll never make Consultant.
Christopher I need a girlfriend, man. D'you know what I
Robert You still want to?
mean? That's all I ever wanted. Ijust wanted somebody nice
to be with. A lady. Bruce W ell ... of course ... but ...
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Robert What's that? Perhaps ... I could ... buy you a drink ... to express my
gratitude.
Bruce W e ... don't really have to pursue this ... now ... Debrief.
dowe? I could read your manuscript.
Robert Well, I can tell you, I'm in no hurry to have the Pause.
good name of my department dragged through the mud.
Thank you very much. Robert No. I don't think we'll do that.
Bruce No ... Bruce W ... why not?
Pause. Robert Well. The thing is ... I'll tell you something.
Not to mention ... not to mention your Professorship. He takes the report from Bruce and smoothes it out.
Robert M y Professorship? How does it affect that? Robert I don't like you, Bruce.
Y o u talk too m u ch.
Bruce W ell ... it doesn't.
Y ou get in the way.
He retrieves and carifully urifurls the remains qf the screwed-up) torn
Silence.
report.
Y o u see, sick people come to me.
So ... where do we go from here?
All creeds and colours.
Pause. They are suffering.
They go away again and they no longer suffer.
I mean ... what's the procedure? We were getting on quite Because of me.
well. Until ... this ... disagreement. All because of me.
Robert It's a little more than that. And there's nothing wrong with that.
Is there?
Bruce But it's ... I mean ... uh ... you're a good
superVIsor. Bruce Who do you think you are? God?
And a valuable mentor.
Robert How does Archbishop of Canterbury sound? N'ha
Pause. ha ha.
Y o u will not be employed by this Authority again. W e made
I'm pr ... I'm privileged. I'm grateful to you. a mistake. It's a little Darwinian, I admit, nevertheless.
Pause. Goodbye.