ALL IN THE NAME OF LOVE

He said that I meant the world to him.

He said that he would rather die than imagine a life without me.

He said that I’ve shown him luck that he has never seen before;

So there was no question of ever being apart leave aside divorce.

He promised me to stay by my side.

He promised me that he would never ever hurt me.

He promised me, that whenever I needed him, he would be there for me.

He promised me, that whenever I needed him that I would always be numbering
one in his life.

He promised me that he would do anything to make me happy.

He promised to change once I gave him a daughter but the one thing that he
only did was to get me close to the alter

So here I am at home all alone by the phone wondering where you are and who
you are?

I can’t help asking myself why and how did I allow this happen to not only me
but poor innocent babies that came out of my womb.

If there is a way to deal with my guilt, it is only to burn myself to ashes. I had
all the right in the world to prove my love for you and thus giving you umpteen
chances to change, which all were in vain and thus saw them flowing down the
drain.

But what in the world led me to the myth that I believed him again tormenting
these kids getting them into a world, where love is scarce and fears are vast.

There is no justification or rationalisation but only self-realisation and total

defencelessness as the crime committed is beyond respite.

Why? Because I was foolish enough to believe him when all he did was just
lied.
 “If you judge people for who they are, rather than what they mean to you, you have no time to
love them.” 

It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.”

If you love someone more than they deserve, you obviously hurt yourself more than you deserve.

A man who holds your hands in times of need is a god sent angel.

A man who is silent observer of your plight was all fake and disguised.