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From the Editor
Here we are half way threw the year and the Kindred Tribune is still going strong. And
we have YOU to thank for that.
In this issue we address the issues and difficulties of awakening. Be it to your nature as
otherkin, vampire or to the world of paganism and magic. In this issue members of the
communities will share their own stories and offer tips and advice to help those who are
just beginning their walk down these paths.
Know that you are not alone and that even though it may seem hard now you will
survive.
Awakening: Learning to Believe on that I really wanted to stop, but couldn’t control
any other way. “It’s all psycho-somatic, it’s all
By. Michelle Belanger
psycho-somatic” I’d say over and over again, until
the unwanted phenomenon would just go away.
When I was in second grade, we were flying kites in
the schoolyard, and I was disappointed because my
Gifts from Heaven or Hell
kite would not fly very high. I was a very
Sometimes other kids and adults would connect
competitive child, and so I naturally decided to call
these strange happenings with me, and their
a wind to make it fly higher than everyone else’s. I
responses would vary, as did my responses to their
closed my eyes and sort of reached up into the wind
responses. Some folks at my church, for example,
to pull a stronger gust my way, and I started
seemed to think I was some kind of little angel
chanting quietly to myself to help focus:
come down with great gifts from God. The way they
went on about what I could do just plain scared me,
Thunder, lightning, wind and rain,
because it seemed like a terrible responsibility to be
Blow the clouds in, storm again!
walking around with miraculous gifts. Heck, I’d gone
Thunder, lightning, wind and hail,
to Sunday school - I knew what they’d done to that
Lightning flash and thunder wail!
Jesus guy, and I didn’t want anything like that
happening to me!
It is a chant I use to this day whenever I do storm
magick.
Then there were the folks who would be afraid of
me, or decide it had something to do with Satan.
Now, no one had taught me anything about magick
They made me feel scared as well, or ashamed of
at that point in my life, and I know I hadn’t learned
what I could do. Their responses also made me
the chant from anyone - it just sort of came to me.
want to be pretty secretive about things, so I talked
The really funny thing about this is that not only did
less and less and usually tried to pretend I had
it work to call a really strong wind, but one of the
nothing to do with anything weird if things
teachers on recess duty apparently noticed me
happened around me.
chanting and yelled at me to cut it out - as if she
knew that I was calling the wind. I was so
If someone confronted me about these
embarrassed for getting caught doing something I
“coincidences” I usually claimed innocence, saying I
obviously shouldn’t have been, that I didn’t do
had no idea what they were talking about.
anything like that for quite some time.
Although, to be honest, there were times when,
being a kid, I got really pissed off at someone and
After that, there were a lot of little incidents that
tried to make things happen to them. It usually
hinted there was something a little strange about
scared the hell out of me when something finally
me: lights going on and off, other electrical devices
did, and if I was pretty sure I’d done it, I’d feel
like TVs and radios not working right around me,
guilty for a while. I usually escaped the guilt with
circuits and things blowing out. I didn’t start
the same excuse I used for so many years: it was
connecting all this to me until fourth or fifth grade,
just a coincidence, so what was I worried about
and then I started studying what I could find on
anyway?
psychic phenomenon at the time.
The Balance of Belief
At that point I knew I could do things, but I still
There is no single, specific incident that finally
didn’t understand how anything worked or what it
tipped the balance of belief for me. Rather, it was a
meant. And of course, I wavered back and forth,
whole lot of little things that piled up till I couldn’t
because anytime I’d talk about the things I could
ignore them anymore. I could have explained one
do, people got really weird about it and were either
or two away, but five, ten, or fifteen weird things all
scared of me afterward or told me I was crazy.
happening at about the same time with no good
explanation just couldn’t be coincidence any more.
Swimming in Denial
It was hard at first to accept that it was me doing
And I’ve seen this in others again and again - the
these things. It was even harder to accept that it
really big, reality-popping incidents don’t do it for
wasn’t just accidental, but that I could learn to do
them. Those they can somehow turn a blind eye to,
these things consciously. I was a pretty rational /
or maybe trick themselves into forgetting about.
scientific-minded kid growing up, so of course I
But the day-to-day incidents, the endless string of
fought to fit everything into a paradigm that agreed
little intuitions and “coincidences” and “luck” are
with what I was being taught about what was
what finally prove it to people. Eventually, all those
possible and impossible.
little incidents build up into a huge pile of crushing
proof:
Coincidence was my favorite excuse, or that it was
somehow all psycho-somatic Sometimes this would
be my mantra when something strange was going
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Broken Wings: A new ability? (Ears, paws and tail). I then realized what my gift
was. I could feel other people's phantom wings.
Those eyes....*his* eyes. The dark warm eyes I had Only wings though nothing else. I knew these wings
always subconsciously avoided are now staring back were not my own. This really fascinated me. I tried
at mine. They suddenly became cold and pupils a to research it but to no avail. I posted on boards
piercing white. I can't break the connection. But oh and web sites and nobody knew. I have a gryphon
how desperately I want to. It’s as if he sees right friend who's wings I can also feel, hers are very
into my very soul. It feels as if he's telling me different from *his*. They're very bird-like and
things about myself that I don't even know. I lost all twitchy. My dragon friends are large and sturdy.
sense of time, direction and sound into his eyes. He Everyone's wings were different but I could feel
was in complete control. All I remember was those them all. A few weeks later I came to the realization
eyes. He awakened something within me that night. that I also experienced the mental shifts of the 'kin
Something...weird, that I don't quite understand. who's wings I was feeling. I become hyper sensitive
*** and have the most amazing feeling. I can see, hear,
This is the story of my 4th awakening, not how I smell, touch and taste EVERY little thing. Along with
awakened to my vampirism or therianthropy or how experiencing the rapidly changing mindset of my
I found the Goddess. This is the awakening of a new fellow 'kin It's almost as if I speed up while the
ability. One that apparently no one's heard of. I world slows down. I can now control who's wings I
don't know how I do it or why... I just know I can. I feel and when, at first it was spontaneous. I'm
call it "Broken Wings". learning to control it more an more. With every step
*** I take my gift sharpens and unfold itself. I become
From that moment on something was different. I closer and closer to finding out exactly what it is I
noticed things and experienced things in new ways. can do. I've only slightly begun my journey!
I suddenly knew *he* was 'kin. I could feel it. I Again we learn new things. With this gift I can feel
could now sense otherkin by scanning their energy things behind me pass through the wings of the 'kin
and could also see phantom limbs. That was around me. I can feel the wings of the otherkin
normal. Within days of that night I began to develop without being near them now. I focus on their
something else, something different. It started with energies and say a word that relates to their wings.
a dream... I can also feel their moods now. Whenever I pick up
*** their belongings I automatically feel their wings.
I’m in my Arctic Wolf form, am walking down a long This is developing to be a very powerful ability.
road. The wind howling, cracks of lightning easing
me into my walk. The stone of the path is cold to ~Nox The Wolf with the Broken Wings
the pads of my feet. I trail on into a cave. *THE* ---- ------------------
cave, the one where I found myself for the 1st time.
I enter cautiously... it gets cold...very cold. I walk Its been five years. Five years of dealing
on slowly...carefully. Then I reach it the silvery with vampirism, five years of learning, five years of
pond at the end of the tunnel. I call it the "Mirror of emotion, and five years of pain. In January 1999, I
the Goddess". I take a look at myself long and hard. awakened as a sanguinarian. For 3 years before
Then I see them. The scars on my back. They're that, I went through the process of awakening, and
odd, placed exactly where one may have once had I suffered a great deal of emotional and physical
wings. I take the image in and all at once I snap pain. And on a cold January day in 1999, I cleared
awake! my mind, cleared away the pain for a moment, and
*** decided that I was a vampire.
That dream never left my mind... I was constantly
reminded of it...especially when I was around A flood of memories saturated my mind, and I knew
*him*. Then it happened... at rehearsal one night. that it was blood that made me feel better.Did it
He poked me lightly and told me to "pass it on". make sense? not really. Was it real? you bet your
Silly I know but I did so anyway. What's wrong with ass it was. So there I was, a vampire...the long
having a little innocent fun every now and again? I sicknesses, the sensitivity to sunlight, the rage, the
look back at him... I get cold again, that same thirst. It all became a part of life, and I became
unbearable cold, that cold that tells me that 'kin are numb to it. I went through the denial stage, the
near. I look at him. His wings are fully visible, angry stage, and the bizarre stage. Even at this
yellow at the time. At that moment I could feel stage I did'nt really know what being a vampire
them on me as if they were mine! I was in physical meant. I did'nt know what a "sanguinarian" was, or
pain... that's how intense his wings are. I can't what "Psi vamps" were. In 2002, I got on the
really explain what it was like but it's an amped up Internet for the first time, and stumbled across this
version of feeling my own phantom limbs. whole world of real vampires. As I read everything,
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Red Letters Of Love I have document you are looking for. Call me to
By - Angela Pearson & William Blumberg
discuss details and payment.
Chapter Nine
Wynter was stunned. Information he had spent the
past several decades of his life searching for may
now be his. There had been many mistakes made
Aine rose to look into Wynter’s eyes. She blinked
over the years and many false leads, but this time
like she was confused.
Wynter felt sure he was on the right track.
She was silent so long, just blinking, Wynter asked
He sent back his message.
her again, “Aine, do you wish to join me in this life?
Cannot call now, in an urgent meeting. Call me
with details in three hours or when you have a
Aine growled low in her throat, cupped Wynter’s
chance.
face, and pulled him into a passionate embrace.
Her hands were as wild in his hair as her tongue is
Pleased, Wynter closed his phone with a click.
in his mouth.
Tucking the device into his pocket, he took Aine’s
hand in his. Together, they walked back to where
Wynter groaned and crushed Aine close to him.
Wynter had left the car in the shadows.
After a few moments, he fought Aine, roughly
pulling her hair, so her face, at least, tipped away
A man had been watching them from the overhang
from his.
above the bar door. Staying many feet behind the
couple, he followed them and paused when they got
Both were panting heavily.
into the car. After they drove off, the man pulled a
phone out his pocket and made a phone call.
“Aine,” Wynter gasped. “Mi carus, as much as I
would like to continue this, I have to know if this is
“Master Damek, it is done. She is one of us.” He
adrenaline or if you want this, if you want me.” He
paused and listened. “No one was alerted to what
gave Aine a quick shake to stop her roaming hands
happened. Yes, she took the man Wynter had been
and to focus her attention.
stalking, sir.” He listened again. “The only thing
that happened was he got a message. I wasn’t
“Aine,” Wynter couldn’t keep the anguish from his
close enough to hear anything, but I think it was
voice.
just a text message anyway.” The man nodded to
the voice he was listening to. “Yes, sir, he took the
Aine slowly closed her eyes and took a deep breath.
car and appeared to be returning to his place… Yes,
She opened her eyes and cupped Wynter’s face
I will take over the watch tomorrow night. Thank
again. “Yes, Wynter. I want this. I want you.”
you, Damek.”
Wynter kissed her hard before clutching her close.
The man ended the call and slipped the phone back
“As much as I would really, really like to continue
into his pocket. He sauntered back to the bar for a
this, I think it if best we go home.”
drink to celebrate, but only one. Damek would kill
him if he were hung over on the job tomorrow.
“Home?” Aine looked at the dead man at her feet.
“Yes, it probably would be better if we left.” Aine
slipped slowly out of Wynter’s arms. “What do I do
now?”
The return trip was a quiet one. Aine thought over
everything that had just happened, staring with
Wynter gave Aine quiet directions as he set to work.
unseeing eyes out the car window. Wynter had
With minimal words exchanged, they hide any sign
shown her how to use a knife and make the wounds
of their visit before slipping out the way they had
created by her teeth look like an attack and less like
come in.
a bite. Together, they rummaged through the
apartment, leaving the place looking like it had
been robbed. Wynter had discovered some papers
At the entrance to the alley that would lead them
that the man had listed everything he had stolen
back to the bar, Wynter’s cell phone announced he
and people he had cheated over the recent years.
had a text message. He paused under the feeble
Wynter made sure to place them where the police
glow of a streetlight to read it. Aine stood at his
would easily find them.
side, trying to look and act normal even though she
jumped at every sound, sure it was the police.
Aine’s thoughts shifted to what had brought her to
this point.
Wynter glanced at Aine before he flipped open his
phone to read the message.
She had taken a life.
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The light turned green and he used the time it took Aine looked with interest because Wynter hadn’t
to negotiate the intersection with people turning in used a clicker or pushed any buttons to activate the
front of them to think. door.
How do I tell her it maybe that we are both monster Wynter drove into the dark space. As they got out
and victim? He thought. of the car, the door began to close of its own
accord.
His mind went back to the text message he had
received and what it meant; the possibility of Aine had been lost in thought and didn’t recognize
answers to so many questions he had. where they were. Wynter lead her to a door near
the roll-up one and stopped her.
The answer may be closer than ever before, he
thought, stopping for another traffic light. Perhaps, Gathering Aine into his arms, Wynter told her, “I do
it is fate that we are together for the last part of my not know if this path, my quest, will lead us to
quest. The quest for the answer to the very despair, but I must see it to the end.” He held her
question Aine just asked. close for a moment before brushing his lips over
hers.
Instead of sharing his thoughts with Aine, he said in
a quiet voice, “I am not sure.” Stepping away from Aine, he fished keys out of his
pocket and opened the door. He took Aine’s hand
He saw in her face the same doubt he had felt when and, together, they walked along the road between
he started down the path to the life he now lead. the buildings and onto the main street.
He knew Aine needed to walk down a much
different path than he had. Aine recognize the street as the one Wynter’s office
I will not lie to her nor will I continue the lie we was on. Thinking quickly, she remembered a listing
vampires have told ourselves for centuries, the of a storage property near the office in her
same lies I was told. accounting work. She wondered what else was in
the unobtrusive building. She was about to ask
Wynter told her, brushing the back of her hand when the hair on the back of her neck stood on end,
briefly, “We may be monster, but I do not think that sending goose bumps over her body and awareness
is true. Well, there are some who really are into her senses.
monsters, but that kind of being exists in all
cultures and realms.” “Wynter, I think we are being watched,” Aine spoke
in a quiet voice.
“Then tell me what you think and what you know,”
Aine said, the beginnings of understanding Wynter never broke stride. “I would not be
shadowing her words, chasing away the doubt that surprised if we are. I will protect you, if there is a
had hung heavy in the car. need, but I do not think that anything will happen.”
“It is difficult. Much of the truth has been lost to Wynter continued to walk to the building he owned.
us. What is left is hidden in myth and legends. It is He passed by the front door and lead Aine to the
hard to say what is true and what is embellishment security door they had left the building through
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He fiddled with the keys, like they had become “Ambivalent. While I am satisfied about ending that
tangled in the ring. Looking at his hands he asked man’s life, I’m restless, like there is something I am
Aine, “Do you still feel like we are being watched?” missing.”
“Um,” Aine shifted a bit. “Oh, my dear Aine, I understand,” Wynter pulled
Aine into his arms and kissed the top of her head.
“Don’t look where you feel it coming from. Tell “That is why so many who become vampires put so
me.” much into the idea of being the hunter.” Wynter
paused, resting his cheek on her hair.
“Toward the front of the building,” Aine said.
Being ambivalent is what has lead so many of our
Wynter dropped his keys, squatting down, he kind to ruin. What should I say? I want her to
looked to where Aine had said, but could see only know all of the truth I know, but I am afraid of
shadows. Picking up the keys, he smiled to Aine. loosing her if I take away all the mythos
surrounding our kind, leaving her with nothing.
“Let us go inside. I wouldn’t want you to catch
cold, not after being so sick recently,” Wynter said His mind went back to when Aine opened the
in a loud voice. curtains and burned them both and decided to tell
her the truth.
After Wynter opened the door, Aine forced herself
to walk normally into the building. She is bright and asks excellent questions. She
would only see through anything else I tell her,
Locking the door, Wynter said, “I couldn’t see even half truths.
anyone or anything but shadows, but as I said, I
wouldn’t be surprised if we were being watched.” Releasing her, he stepped back and pocketed his
keys. “You are not missing anything,” he told her.
“Damek?” Aine asked. “All that I can offer now is my longing for you to
join me in this life. That meant taking a life. I will
“More likely one of his mercenaries.” Wynter took not claim that it is right or that we are somehow
her elbow and started up the long flight of stairs. entitled to do so. I only wished for you to be with
me.” Sadness welled up in Wynter.
“Wynter, can you tell me more about being a I made her this way; yet I can give so little comfort
vampire?” Aine asked at a landing. to her in her time of need. I am just reminding her
that I forced this life on her, too.
“Is there something specific you want to know?”
Wynter sighed heavily and looked down at
“Not really, just more information, please. Tell me his feet. “Even though I think we were made with
about blood. Do people taste different, like wines?” magic and blood, I believe there is more to us.
More than any of us, even those who are old for
“That is a good analogy. Yes, blood can taste vampires, even remember. Aine,” he looked up at
different from person to person. Sometimes her with his head down and shoulders hunched, “I
depending on what the person has just eaten or know I did not give a choice and I do regret that. I
their diet or their mood.” do not regret having you at my side, no matter
what the future holds for us.”
“Mood?” Aine asked.
It was Aine’s turn to offer comfort. Saying
“A person who is afraid or excited, has adrenaline nothing, she slipped her arms around Wynter and
pumping through them, will taste much different rested her cheek against his. They stood that way
than a person who is relaxed. There are some of for a long time before Wynter lightly kissed her and
our kind who will scare or excite their prey just so opened the door.
they can have that adrenaline. It makes them feel
stronger, more invincible.” Walking into the darkened apartment, Aine still felt
restless. She toed off her battered sneakers and
“That gives me a whole new meaning to adrenaline socks near the refectory table and padded barefoot
junkie,” Aine said to the window. on the wood floor. She wandered, looking at
various objects, but not seeing anything.
“There are some of our kind who live their lives to
extremes—in dress, manner, activities.” Wynter Her questions had been answered, but she felt as if
stopped to unlock the stout door to the apartment. there were more she should know. Not that she
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thought Wynter was keeping things from her, but was organizing his thoughts, deciding what to tell
more like she wasn’t seeing the whole picture. Aine and what could be left to a later time.
In his letter before taking her first prey, Wynter had “It was becoming a blood bath for all sides with the
told her about her senses being heightened now. demons destroying humans and magical beings
She would be able to hear that man’s heart stop, alike. Atrocities were committed by all sides.
just as she had. She had already noticed how Finally, after a strong hold that had been sheltering
improved her sense of smell was. She could still children of all the races and those too old or weak
even smell the orange she had shared with Wynter to fight on any side was attacked. I am not sure
before they left. Aine heard Wynter close the door which side was responsible, but none survived who
somewhere behind her and worked at using her were being sheltered. Hundreds of beings died
senses to follow him. She heard the sound of metal horribly. It appeared the demons would win the
jingling and clink as Wynter set his keys on a table. battle and conquer both realms. Then, things
She inhaled slowly and could smell the lingering changed.”
scent of him in the room. Inhaling again, she could
smell the warmth of his cologne as he moved closer “During the night, the most powerful of the
to her. The desire she had felt after draining that remaining magical beings joined sides with the
man of his blood had settled into a smoldering heat remaining humans and performed a ritual to make
after taking care of the body and during the drive warriors that were able to heal quickly, who were
home. As the smell of Wynter’s cologne grew physically stronger than any other being, who were
stronger as he came closer to her, that smoldering able to blend into the night, and cloud the minds of
desire flickered to life once more. their prey. Forty of the most intolerant, self-
righteous of the humans volunteered to be created
Wynter stepped up behind Aine and slipped his into twenty of these new warriors. Through magic,
arms around her. He lightly nuzzled her neck. these warriors, saviors of humans and magical
beings alike, were able to all the things their
“What is it you would like to do?” Wynter whispered creators wanted them to—to blend into the
in her ear. darkness, to confuse the minds of their prey, to be
the swiftest and quietest of hunters. They created
Aine shivered and leaned her head against his these warriors to drain the blood of their victims,
shoulder. “Mmm, I think I would like to take a thus a silent death. By draining the blood of the
shower.” demons, they became the strongest of beings and
conquered the demons of the shadow realm,
“That can be arranged.” Wynter scooped Aine up in destroying all the demons that could be found, but
his arms and walked to the bedroom, Aine’s some fled to the darkest reaches of the shadow
laughter filling the air around them. realm, never to be seen again. At the dawn of
recorded history, vampires were created.”
“Wynter, why do we have to drink blood? I mean, “Vampires were first created with magic, correct?”
seriously, what is it that creates a vampire? Do you Aine asked, gazing at the sluggish flames in the
know?” Aine asked, settling onto the floor between fireplace.
Wynter’s knees.
“Yes,” Wynter answered.
Wynter was quiet for a time before speaking, “There
is this world, the one we live in and were born to “So, why the blood?” Aine pressed for more
and another world where magic rules. Separating information. “Why didn’t the original vampires die
these two worlds is another realm, one of shadows,” after the demons were gone? Couldn’t the
he began, as if reciting a tale so old, it had become vampires be changed back? To their original form?”
embroidered in the mists of time. “There were
creatures from this shadowed realm that were very Wynter smiled briefly at Aine’s determination for the
powerful and wanted to rule the magical world. You answer. “So many questions. I will answer your
could call them demons. Their true names have last question first. There is so much misinformation,
been lost to the mists of time. The battle escalated that the truth may have been lost. I am not sure
and spilled over into this world. The beings from what happened after those first warriors came back
the magical realms wanted to join forces with the from battle. Yes, a vampire could be returned to
humans of this world. Unfortunately, many of the their original form, be it human or magical being,
humans proved to be… intolerant and distrustful of but only by a necromancer. It is not an easy piece
anything magical.” Wynter fell silent, staring into of magic, even for the most powerful of
the flames leap among the logs in the fireplace. He necromancers to perform. The few necromancers
gathered Aine’s wet hair and began combing it. He that were alive then would not have bothered to
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“Anyway, as I said, the natural decomposition of “More questions?” Aine flashed Wynter a saucy
our bodies begins. Our awareness, our essence, is smile. “Should I be flippant or concerned?”
connected to the body for as long as the body
remains whole.” “Well, neither really.” Wynter brushed Aine’s drying
hair over her bare shoulder and adjusted the huge
“So, as the body, the brain decomposes, madness bath sheet around her. “I need you to go to China
sets in,” Aine said. “What you told me about my soon. Do you think you will be able to do that?
options makes sense now.” With me?”
The snap and crackle of the fire was the only sound “I’m not sure. Am I ready to travel, as—“ Aine
in the room for a long while. gestured to herself.
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“I think I can understand that,” Aine broke her gaze Stay tuned for the next installment of:
away from the dancing orange flames to look at Red Letters of Love
Wynter. “What do I need to know?”
See what awaits Wynter and Aine in China when
Wynter opened his mouth to speak when the phone Angela and William bring you the next installment of
in his shirt pocket began to ring. It was a tone Aine Wynter and Aine's story.
had only heard once or twice in the time she had
been working for Wynter.
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Awakening – What’s wrong you see better in the dark than lots of people.
with me?
By. Lady CG About this time you realize you are having problems
with depression, and apathy. Its hard to get out of
The conversation went something like this... bed in the mornings. You want to sleep too much.
You start to become angry and irritable on a regular
Newbie: "What’s wrong with me?" basis. People call you high strung, hyperactive, your
Lady CG: "Have you been to see a doctor?" attention span can suck. Sometimes you get angry
Newbie: "Ya...I checked out fine. Blood work and unstable. Your weight becomes a concern.
was fine. I still feel like crap" You're always hungry, and your metabolism sucks.
Or you go exactly the opposite direction and
Lady CG: You tried the vitamin nothing appeals to you, even though you're
supplements? starving.
Newbie: "Ya, but only the B vitamins and
the Calcium seemed to help much. I'm Eventually you're driven to look for answers. You
sleeping better now" NEED to find whatever it is you're craving. You need
to find whatever it is you know is out there. You
Lady CG: "Did the bloody steak help at all?" want to know what the hell is wrong with YOU.
Newbie: "For a while. But I haven't had one
for three weeks now." The first step is to see a doctor. Its smart to rule
out any physical illnesses or diseases.
Lady CG: "Then I know what’s wrong with
you." Try a multi vitamin. IF you happen to be a vampyre,
Lady CG: "But we talked about this before." calcium and B vitamins will help stabilize your
Newbie: "I'm sure I'm awakening" emotions a bit, and settle your stomach.
Lady CG: "Then, as I said before, there is If you aren't, a One a Day isn't' going to do you any
NOTHING wrong with you. everything you harm.
have described is perfectly normal. For a
Sanguine vampyre" If you can rule out anything physically, medically
tangible, but you are STILL craving, TRY a rare
Newbie: "Is that why I feel so crumbie?" steak. Millions of people eat their steak with blood
Lady CG: "No. You feel crumbie because you running out of it. It wont' hurt you. IF you really are
haven't fed. A normal person wouldn't a vampyre it will give you what you need to feed
starve themselves. You have to learn not to on. Try a steak a week for a month. Do you feel
starve yourself too. Being a vampyre better? What changes do you feel? Have the
doesn't' hurt. Being a Hungry vampyre cravings gone away?
does."
The need to feed is one of the single most basic
I have conversations similar to this every month or facts of being a Sanguine Vampyre. Sangs NEED
so. Some person will write to me or meet me on IM blood. Without it we are sick, emotionally unstable,
wanting to know if they are a vampyre. I have the apathetic, hungry, disagreeable creatures. With it
same response every time. I can't and won't even we are stronger, quick to mend, smart, fast and we
try to tell someone whether they are or are not an have the ability to nurture other very cool skills,
awakening vampyre. Only YOU know the answer to with our affinity with energy.
that. There are however things you can do to help
yourself decide. Once you KNOW you are a vampyre, you should
definitely study Safe bloodletting, get a blood test
Most people don't notice the physical symptoms and if you a re over the age of 18, start on the
first. They call it "awakening' because the very first endless search for a lifetime worth of donors, or a
sign is an awareness of things and currents around great sympathetic butcher in your neighborhood.
you, that normal people don't seem to notice. You
feel different, out of place. You feel like you know The next step is to learn to survive and thrive as a
things you shouldn't' know and somewhere just on developing Sang. But THAT is for another article.
the edge of your consciousness is an awareness of ______________________
greater things you feel you can almost touch. © 2004 Lady CG
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Issues with Awakening Today lifestyle, especially one with as much detail as
vampirism) to actually do a bit of soul searching.
By: Vampire kitten
Personally I don't feel like lying to myself my entire
life is a good way to live. So please if you are one of
I've noticed a lot lately when cruising the many
these people…. Stop for a second and think about it,
vampirism and occult related boards out there on
do a bit of research and try not to lie to yourself. If
the Internet that one of the big issues today with
you really think you're a vampire, then look into it,
vampirism is not the fact that people are role
don't just say that you are without knowing
playing or making a mockery of the term “Vampire”,
anything about it at all. Trust me, it will help you in
but the increasingly large number of people
the long run knowing who You really are.
claiming to be vampires (mostly of the psychic
sorts). The idea struck me that many of the people ©2005 Vampire kitten
claiming what they are might not be true. It seems
as though vampirism is the end all of their search if
they see themselves having troubles with bright
lights or feelings of depression. This does not make
one a vampire, nor does it rule out the possibility of
being one. Yet, the large number of teens between
the ages of 13 to 19 could be believing in something
that may not be true in there case. When people e-
mail me for help with there awakening or vampirism
they all say the same thing, for example:
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Do you have a tale to tell? To find out more information and to obtain the
Did your brother do something really DUMB when Copyright Release Form please visit:
he found out you were a vampire? Did your boss
set a trap to try and "out you"? Are rumors going http://www.sanguinarius.org/project.shtml
around, but nobody can prove anything, but they
treat you funny, anyway?
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