When I was child ,A man who's very close to my heart is my dad.

I called him
"Papa" I would love to hang out with him ,ask him everything about my curiousity
,and He's the one I need when I need help.He's my strength and my everything.
He taught me about life.I remembered that he said that I need to work in my own
feet ,put some business so that I can stand with my own without asking other
people to give what I need .He said that If you want something ,work for it.Be a
wise person. So that those learnings or words of wisdom that my father taught
me , It leads me to be a determined person I need to be successful ,I have to be a
successful woman someday . When I was in my junior highschool at that age ,my
father gave me a fund to start a small lending ,At first I was nervous because I'm
too young for this.

I was nervous because He trusted me a big amount of money at this age .I started
a lending business to employees , My father guide me so I learn to handle such
thing.He never failed to support me. Everymonth we do some inventory so that
we can monitor the money flows. In business ,I learned that its like a roller
coaster sometimes turns like ups and downs.Some of those creditors failed to pay
the debts but we handle those things .We do some techniques we calculate and
monitor our profit.

Our profit use for electricity ,water bill and nuy anything we need.

The fund that my father gaves me ,The improvement is visible . That money
grows, and because of that I felt that He's very proud of me. I stand to manage
our lending business until I was in my college . Because the of growing
business,The number of creditors is growing,problems ,stress and busy schedule
because of school activity.It's hard for me to manage. Then Yes I was pressured
but I keep that money to grow ,half of it I save it for our house expenses and for
the reconstruction of our house.At some point , It's hard for me because I need to
manage my time .I need to pass and still I need to handle our business well.
Sometimes because of stress I feel that I don't have enough time for my self. And
somehow I realized life is not that easy. One day God test everything ,our faith ,
our family ,business and everything. So many challenges we've face. A big tragedy
happened , All of those hardship we made , our house ,everything we have get
burned because of this accident.Fire drestroys everything we have .Our 3 houses,
collected money , everything was gone like a blink of an eye

Hanggang sa nagtrabho na nga ako sa manila at nagpapadala ako ng pera..

Hanggang sa tumawag sakin si mama na umuwi Na daw ako kasi si papa daw may
sakit sa kidney. At kailngan daw ni mama ng tulong ko para sa pag aalaga Kay
papa. Kaya umuwi ako at kami ni mama yung nag aalaga Kay papa. Naging
maayus naman nun si papa at bumalik yung sigla. Ngunit may isang trahidya
nanaman kaming di inaasahan ng si mama ay nalunod at namatay. Subrang sakit
para saamin nun dahil Hindi namin alam Gagawin namin. At si papa naman lalo ng
hina ng namatay si mama. Kasi iba naman daw yung pag alaga ng mga anak sa
alaga ng asawa. Di nasya umiinum ng mga gamot nya nun dahil sa kaiisip Kay
mama.. Subrang hirap para samin lalo sakin dahil pati si papa nghihina na.
Subrang sakit dahil sa nakikita ko si papa na subrang nasasaktan sa pangyayari.
Subrang sakit kasi bakit kami nagkaganito bakit kami pa? Ang sakit na makita ko
na yung tatay ko halos walang araw na Di umiiyak. Subrang sakit dahil di ko Alam
Kung panu ko matulungan si papa na maalis yung sakit na nararamdaman nya sa
pagkawala ni mama.

Pro kahit ng hihina na si papa inisip nya parin kami. Gumawa sya ng paraan may
maiwanan syang pera saamin pag nawala daw sya. Hanggang sa nghina na si
papa. Dinala nanaman namin sya sa hospital. Ako yung laging nasa tabi nya dahil
ayaw Kung iwanan si papa ng ganung sitwasyon. Subrang sakit kasi nawalan
palang kami ng nanay. Ngayun naman nanghihina na si papa. Hanggang sa
kinaosap ako ng doctor dahil sa malubha Nadaw yung sakit ni papa. Di daw nila
mabibigay ang 100 percent na maliligtas si papa sa pag dialisys ni papa .pero si
papa ayaw nya daw talaga magpadialysis baka daw Di nya kayanin kaya .mas
mabuti nalang daw na Di sya magpadialysis dahil makakasama nyapadaw kami
hanggang sa kaya nyapa kisa daw yung ipapadialysis namin sya na wala naman
kasiguraduhan na maliligtas sya. Kaya nagdisisyon kami na wagnalang dahil sa
masasaktan pa si papa .kung sa iba iniisp na masama kaming anak dahil sa Di
namin pinadialysis si papa. Alam ng dyos Kung ganu namin kamahal ang papa
namin. Subrang sakit samin magdisisyon ng ganun dahil halos ayaw namin
magdisisyon dahil napakahirap. Para samin at parasakin ayaw nanamin na
nasasaktan pa si papa .sinunud nalang namin yung kagustuhan nya. Kaya kahit
masakit yun nalang pinili namin na di sya ipadialysis..subrangsakit na pinipigilan
ko yung pag iyak para Di Lang makita ni papa. Nasasaktan ako na nakikita ko
nasubrang nahihirapan na si papa. Kaya pag tinitingnan nya ako nakangiti Lang
ako lagi ko sakanya sinasabi na Laban Lang papa kaya yan. Kung pwde nga Lang
sakin nalang yang sakit mo Papa. Para dikana nasasaktan. Pero nginitian nyalang
ako kasi paradaw samin lalaban sya kahit hirap na hirap na sya. Pero dahil sa
Malala na talaga ang sakit nya. Namatay parin sya.. Subrangsakit na dalawNg
Mahal ko sabuhay yung nawala. Kahit ngayon stress na stress ako kasi Di ko pa rin
matanggap dahil subrang hirap. Kaya nga gusto ko na din sumunod sakanila.
Walang araw na di ako umiiyak kaiisip sakanila. Iniisip ko nalang ung mga kapatid
ko dahil ako na yung nagging nanay at Tatay nila. Kaya kahit subrang sakit subrang
hirap pinipilit ko parin mabuhay para sakanila at sa pinangako ko Kay papa