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Candice Orona-Khaivilay
English 101
October 7, 2020
Love Me
Growing up, people were continually pointing out any flaws and things they did not like
about me, leading me to become a very self-conscious person. When Christina Aguilera's song
"Beautiful" was released, it hit me so deep that I could finally see my own beauty. This song had
Christina Aguilera's song "Beautiful" slapped me with a reality check. These words have
life and meaning, and they brought out the better in me. Another person's opinion and whether
they enjoyed my company no longer impacted my life because I decided to Love Me. This self-
love was so much more important. My new leading roles included walking out into life each day
as though I was entering the center stage to the year's most remarkable performance. With this
new attitude, I must have become less approachable with negativity and radiated positivity and
confidence. Now, I am nowhere close to being conceited. However, I no longer will allow words
to bring me down.
With this new approach at life, those who once ripped into me moved onto the next
person who could be torn down with words. From the littlest remark on an outfit to a hairdo or
push into following the newest fashion trend on make-up application. Society had just kept on
moving to whomever they could find. There is always someone who will sit in silence while
receiving criticism. Not only will they take it, but they start to believe it as I once did.
Orona-Khaivilay 2
When I met my husband, the women in his family were accustomed to pointing out a
woman's weight, nicknaming them "Thuey" (fat) or "Joy" (skinny). His Asian background made
it hard for me a fuller figured Hispanic woman. I had hips and butt and thicker thighs. I could
never fit into their clothing and share a traditional "Laos" dress. I needed custom garments to
attend functions that required the traditional dress. I was being torn down all over again with
words. I would see my sister-in-laws refuse food to keep their petite figures and from being
nicknamed Thuey. I had to replay Christina Aguiler's song to remind myself of who I was.
Soon I was able to reclaim my confidence, and boy oh boy did I show them that their
version of beauty was distorted. Being shapely was also beautiful to the world and soon the
Asian Culture. I partially have Jennifer Lopez, Salena, Beyonce, and Brazilian Butt lifts to thank
for publicly embracing fuller figures. Hollywood's influence is worldwide, impacting socially,
As time goes on, I realized I would never entirely escape "harsh words." There is always
criticism and individuals who believe their opinion is worth the weight. Weight not to be carried
by themselves but by those whom they speak them to. Thankfully we will always have songs like
Work Cited
Wan, Hoi "30 Inspirational Songs that Keep You Motivated for Life". Lifehack.org
https://www.lifehack.org/articles/lifestyle/30-inspirational-songs-that-keep-you-
motivated-for-life.html