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12/01/2020
ENC4942
Reflective Essay
I’ve always been of the belief that school, or college rather, has very little to do with the real,
professional world. In my experience, the best way to learn about a job is to actually do the job
and no amount of classwork or one on one time with your professor will accurately prepare you
for a truly fast paced working environment. I have to say this internship with As If Magazine was
the one exception. Time and time again I found myself drawing on knowledge I acquired at
Florida State.
The most helpful course I think I’ve ever taken was Editing Workshop. I’ve always found
it odd that the Editing, Writing, and Media major focuses very little on actual line editing and
grammar, but this course really prepared me to work as an editorial intern whose tasks mostly
revolved around editing. The class helped me edit transcriptions for published interviews in a
way that was accurate and complete. Another course that was extremely helpful during my
internship was Writing and Editing in Print and Online. I actually credit this course as part of the
reason I got the internship in the first place because we worked on polishing our resumes to
attract potential employers. Beyond that, this course taught me how to work collaboratively,
something I was admittedly resistant to before realizing that a cohesive team can generate ideas
and creative solutions far more effectively than an individual. I was part of a team of three
interns and often times we were asked to split up weekly workloads amongst ourselves. Knowing
how to navigate the dynamics of group work, and at times even lead a group, was essential to my
success at the magazine. In that way, my school and work experiences were very similar.
Even so, the large majority of my English classes at FSU were vastly different from my
experiences interning. Most of my English courses have been focused on rhetoric and theoretical
framework which I find to be not only tedious but largely impractical. Writing in the professional
world is so different from academic writing that it’s like learning a whole new style. Apart from
adapting to APA style, I also had to learn to utilize brevity and conciseness whenever possible.
In a rhetoric paper you’re encouraged to write yourself in circles, theorizing and linking ideas,
somehow saying nothing at all in ten plus pages. In the magazine world, the goal is clarity and
incisiveness. I’ll provide an example from a previous internship working at a very small
publication called Civilian Magazine; over and over my editor would send me my articles back
with half of the text crossed out. She would always emphasize that I need not repeat myself or
over clarify what I meant in my writing lest my readers lose interest halfway through.
I think maybe the internship narrowed my definition of writing and editing but I suppose
the few creative writing classes I was taking simultaneously helped balance that out and open me
up to new definitions of what it means to compose and what it means to be a writer. What I mean
when I say that the internship narrowed my definition is that I did not have a ton of creative
freedom in this role, as you will see in my portfolio works. Most of my work consisted of line
editing, transcribing, and editing out grammatical errors in photo shoot credits. In this role I was
truly there to assist and observe. This is not to say that I didn’t value the experience or learn
anything from it, however. I certainly learned the ins and outs of the industry as well as the work
that actually goes into working at and starting a fashion magazine. It was a small company and I
was lucky to have the opportunity to discuss these matters with my boss and the person who
singlehandedly started the magazine, Tatijana Shoan. So, while the work I performed at As If did
inform my opinion of the industry and what it means to be a writer in fashion, it did little for my
actual definition of writing. All of this being said, my current definition of writing is the activity
of composing text whether it be with the intent of publication or otherwise. I want to keep myself
open to all forms of composing even if it isn’t meant to be seen by other people. I adore creative
writing and while I would be lucky to do this as a profession, I don’t want to drive myself away
from the art of writing just to write, or of writing purely to express a thought or emotion.
The internship certainly affected my professional development and as always is the case
with new work ventures, gave me a little bit more insight into how to conduct myself in a
professional environment and when communicating with superiors. In this specific case, I think
the experience working remotely was very valuable. I have a feeling working remotely in a way
that is both productive and effective will be a very marketable skill in the future. This experience
taught me how to stay on task and not procrastinate even when it was so tempting to do
everything last minute. In the line of work I would like to go into, knowing how to transcribe is
very important and I certainly did a lot of that. I plan to employ my new knowledge of the
fashion and magazine world in whatever I do next. Although I’m not sure where my life is
leading me at this moment, I know that my involvement with As If will continue to aid me and
the lessons I learned as an editorial intern will lend themselves to future opportunities.