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Falling (Some Days)
Falling (Some Days)
Some Days
John Martone
Tufo
2020
Falling (Some Days)
Copyright © 2020 John Martone
Tufo
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Falling
(Some Days)
E io lavoravo con le mie mani e voglio lavorare.
—Francesco (dal Testamento)
~5~
The city’s heart dawns in my ribcage.
Rione Sanità
Dwellings attached
one to another.
Cholera bones.
~6~
Blue shutters. Pots on a sill.
~7~
The victim pushes
puzzle shapes
into a sentence.
The homeless
curl in blankets
outside halls
of marble copies.
~8~
I vanish in broken acanthus.
~9~
Stop for a smoke at the river god’s fountain.
Santi napoletani
Not looking up words
I read their Lives.
Somebody's late.
~10~
Gold silver bronze clay,
I wash my feet before bed.
~11~
Silence
my city’s great secret.
~12~
A seraphim
The six walls of my room fly away.
Revelation
We’re eating cornetti at a round breakfast table.
~13~
Charged with making
the smallest thing
he carves away.
~14~
Mansion
This broken bread
holds many rooms.
~15~
Blinding sun this morning.
I’ve emptied my cup.
~16~
Aphids on the windowscreen.
Everything is see-through.
~17~
The new transistor
in its leather case.
The sofa's plastic slip covers.
~18~
Who was that,
wrapped in a scarf like a homeland,
interred.
~19~
Far from home.
in a bar at noon
~20~
Whatever I was I knotted a scarf to medieval music.
~21~
My music a shambles.
This morning
they come for the trash.
Then I learn
he’s a saint.
~22~
Baggy suit
looks up at Minerva
necklaced with snakes.
~23~
Tomatoes are berries.
Figs are false fruits.
I’m going to die.
~24~
I close my eyes. Via Toledo runs right between them.
~25~
I walk the city all day and call it my (nobody’s) business.
Posilippo
A marble foot in the ruins.
Gennaro beheaded.
~26~
Pickaxe and shovel left out in the dew, where does he sleep?
~27~
Parthenope
I’d fall asleep resting on mother and will.
ago e filo
A needle and thread to mend my sweater.
I use the right words.
~28~
La Verna, Sept. 23 (san Pio)
It's all the same to me if he drove the nails and bent
those points himself.
~29~
Resisting an urge to lie down I move the potted plants.
~30~
September 25
The guest room turns arboretum.
~31~
I bring olive and fig trees inside.
They drop leaves all over.
I can’t keep up.
~32~
They mock you for good reason.
~33~
Your brain’s already wabi-sabi, don’t worry.
~34~
Sweater weather sparrows.
My best
birdseed
waiting.
Ippekiro—
His pages turn yellow.
As for me, it’s my liver.
~35~
How much is there,
how much there is.
A china cup in elderly hands.
~36~
I rise from bed with all these bones at once.
~37~
—It was.
I took the wind in those leaves for a living thing.
Sassafras leaves—
We’re all
all thumbs.
Path narrows
to stem,
opens
onto lake.
~38~
There’s the path
you walk with
your children
~39~
I enter a butterfly garden.
Strangers.
~40~
A immigrant fingers tree rings back to his birth year.
~41~
Climbing old stairs
to bed I'm ready
for life in that city.
~42~
I’m working a puzzle
in the middle
of a forest.
~43~
Fig tree placed
at foot of bed.
~44~
I hear you sigh through paper birches.
Pinhole
in the wasp gall.
Such a big planet.
~45~
Dogwoods full of doves this morning, those berries.
~46~
The doorbell’s loud for a 2-room place.
~47~
A year since I’ve seen that fox this fall field’s color.
~48~
They feed on dogwood berries.
They nest in the arbor vitae’s depths.
~49~
Dutch painting
Layer on layer I varnish a writing surface.
~50~
As I drive to my drawing class a steeple appears in the
distance.
~51~
That dogwood’s angular shape suggests his face.
~52~
With stained hands now I go out to meet others.
~53~
Heart-rate
Blinking and breathing, a sentence or two an hour.
Bare feet or
wooden shoes.
Stone floor.
~54~
The unpaved road
passes a hog farm.
He has cancer and a TV.
~55~
No meat, no alcohol, no cigarettes, those shadows.
My eye spots
receive
~56~
Bicycles, clothes, and movies — my surname.
~57~
Penance
I work in an orchard I’ve never seen.
~58~
The prodigal son asks for his mother. Too late.
~59~
I stand at the sink, washing dishes.
I should have done better.
~60~
I used to wash my hands
fifty times a day.
Now the whole world's drenched.
~61~
I see-saw with a child. Let other people laugh.
~62~
I miss the harbor.
I even miss
Shorter days
the end of October.
I’m waiting for them to say, No.
~63~
Fragile glass globes
with scenes inside
in Naples.
~64~
I only want
a windowbox
to be in Naples.
~65~
It’s shabby living,
my hometown motel room.
I’m dreaming.
~66~
Hating the sound of myself I leave a full stop.
~67~
It’s late.
I look for work
in an orchard or vineyard.
~68~
I’m old
I know
how to
say, Sir.
Sir, I’d be
grateful
for a few
hours’ work.
Look him
in the eye;
let him
see your face.
~69~
Crumpling
cellophane,
I sit in the car.
~70~
There's a tree house
in our trailer park
by the graveyard,
don’t despair.
~71~
Milk and cigarettes.
The beat-up cars
and the beat-up cars.
40 mg Paxil.
Einaudi on the radio.
A modest window’s daylight.
~72~
Just where you’d expect
an archaic marble
I’ve put a jade plant.
~73~
Regrowing from any part the jade plant lives for one thing.
Jade plant
you’re my
time-lapse
angel.
~74~
I lean back for eyedrops then draw a cocoon.
Is it me
or the chemicals,
sunlit quartz?
~75~
Acorns under shagbark.
Black walnuts
under oaks.
~76~
Catching my breath,
I stand above the lake.
My fountain pen has gills.
~77~
Centuries-old,
pitted stone wall—
He pulls me to himself.
80 years old,
knocking olives from a branch.
Che sia così.
~78~
I turn pages, hoping for pictures.
~79~
A sack of groceries
the shape of a person.
An hour's work
shavings from block plane or draw knife.
Plenty
to sweep.
~80~
I get lost in the woods. Then I get lost in a drawing.
~81~
Sibylline
leaves tracked in from the yard.
~82~
Went to bed thinking
it had all been for nothing.
Woke up happy.
~83~
The way back
rainwater pooled on leaf fall.
Rain
on
all
saints.
~84~
I pass three and four nests
on my way to your place
and no one’s home.
I find another
one of your beads
whenever I sweep.
~85~
Remember them fondly
one by one.
Scrub the floor.
~86~
How much joy her forehead brought.
Surviving
a syndrome.
~87~
She’s in that shell. The present won’t help.
~88~
I went to my father’s village.
I was
there.
~89~
Packing his things when a heron flies off.
Holding on.
Huntington.
~90~
That book
and falling
downstairs.
Cooking
oil.
Bandages.
~91~
Planting berries
from that dogwood
so we don’t
die alone.
Revelation
~92~
All those years now surprised to find I’m a junkie.
DH
Had all that work
done on his teeth
only to die.
~93~
Having waited too long
the prodigal son
finds an apartment.
~94~
Her days.
The Digest's
back numbers.
Folding,
unfolding
the extra
blanket.
~95~
Setting sail
on the great sea of Being.
A table by the window.
~96~
Shawl
Italian woman
sits just-so
on sofa.
Box of
bandaids
back of
mirror.
~97~
When it was three inches tall.
I thought the seedling had died,
~98~
Days before winter a trilling of spring.
Anchovies.
Stirred into
spaghetti.
~99~
Songlets
Just me
and my
twelve-step ...
That’s amore
out of nowhere.
~100~
That glass-brick
window
and my white
toothbrush
So much sun
I’m inside
out.
~101~
Flowerpots stacked
upside down
in shed shadows.
~102~
Daylong wind.
Dogwood stripped
down to rags.
~103~
Scarred for life
on a tin of green beans.
Supper.
November 1
Box of photos
spilled on bed.
Drowning then.
~104~
4x6
color
living
room.
1947
Before I was born is
like it was
yesterday.
~105~
What
am I
for
getting.
All Souls
rent paid
day late.
Picture
Bulkhead
cellar
doors.
~106~
Where’d that
world go
inside you.
A book
full
of pine
cones.
~107~
I sit on a tire.
Trees are red and gold
and bare.
~108~
His shame
I was supposed
to have been—
there.
~109~
Fish last night.
~110~
Here’s the broken one again.
~111~
Because.
I looked
away.
Stained glass.
That’s right,
Father.
~112~
Pilot light all alone.
~113~
There’s a window in this fuse from the blue house.
Red shutoff
crosswise.
Blue compound
brushed on threads
all around.
~114~
Time to get out my sad light.
Landscape
writing
all over
the page.
~115~
Water bottle's
bamboo roots.
(Kitchen sill.)
~116~
Beat-up car.
The shame I've brought
to the family name.
~117~
People flicker.
~118~
I got lost,
but now I'll wait
on those deer.
~119~
Ruby's feeding
a goat from that bottle
before I was born.
Birdwatcher.
See if pawnshop’s got
binoculars.
~120~
Dormer window.
Do you see daddy?
I get lost
in a marble chip.
~121~
Raking out
marble chips
hear nothing else.
~122~
Workboots bigger than his feet.
Steps back—
hat pushed back,
but no
cigarette.
~123~
The brush piled high
the wine at an angle
in its basket.
and find it
"outdated."
~124~
Maple gold as a gingko.
Hang on
by
a red
thread.
Falling
daily
it’s that
season.
~125~
The boy in this campground's staying for winter.
~126~
Apparitions
~127~
Supper.
I keep pushing
the wrong buttons.
~128~
for James Boulger
lozenges still
looked out for me.
~129~
A cup of coffee’s bitterness under the crucifix.
~130~
I saw the fox once
and next day
dead on our road.
~131~
(Silence today.)
~132~
Rain on lake.
Walk all the way around.
That’s a thistle.
Worst of sinners
20 yards from
blue heron.
Milkweed.
Namely
monarch.
~133~
I chance on a lone gravestone.
~134~
Bartholomew.
I’ll carry my jacket the rest of the way.
~135~
Hours outside.
Eating fruit.
~136~
You know who
They're so
modest
you can't
see them.
Won’t be a soul
to visit their graves
with rocks and stones and trees.
~137~
Suddenly the empty space becomes her arms around me.
~138~
Matt
Found him
at the bottom
of that mountain,
chapter 5
in his pocket,
smiling.
~139~
Moment.
That
perfume.
Old pond
In this skin
I’m a frog
after all.
Muscle memory
Write down
the words you
look up.
~140~
The sky nothinged me.
~141~
Even as a child
he walked
in his sleep.
Have to
live with
never
got caught.
~142~
Happens
quick—like
falling
from tree.
Finally—
like a fish
out of bed.
~143~
Reeds.
Then I cross a land bridge.
Fossil reeds.
Voice carries
over lake
stillness.
Exile
An inland eagle my Montauk.
~144~
The experience.
Living
elsewhere.
~145~
Washlines and
garages
possible.
Oakwood Road.
No, I’m thinking of
Woodbury Road.
Jericho Turnpike
Potato fields.
Could write a book.
~146~
Enter
the stage of life
She used
the past
tense.
Siren
Close your eyes
and you’re home.
~147~
This is a glass jar.
Beauty will save us.
~148~
I had given up driving.
Then that afternoon
I was driving.
Folded
father’s
sweater.
~149~
More limestone than marble
the mind dissolves in water.
~150~
The horizon
through the trees,
more trees.
~151~
Dogwoods
under
pines in
that dream.
~152~
My small bowl’s plenty.
~153~
I address my book to a dream.
~154~
I meet up
with a stranger
on my Sunday
passeggiata.
Autumn, 2020
~155~
~156~