TO THE MAN WHO COULDN’T LOVE ME BACK

Hey,

I miss you and I hope that’s what you feel for me too. I don’t know how we really get to this
point. Time moves so fast, and everything is moving forward. Even my feelings just grew without
knowing when it started. I am still struggling for the past few weeks on how I can handle this feeling I
have for you. I am writing this letter to you so that I can express my feelings towards you that I could let
out the emotions I am hiding since I fell for you. It easier for me to write the words in this piece of paper,
than to use my lips, for I know how much heartache it will cause me.

We started as friends, just like every typical love story. Then each day, every conversation I had
with you just feels so amazing. Even a simple joke and a line mean a whole world to me. I always wanted
to talk to you because I love hearing your voice. The more we talk, the stronger my feelings grew. Too
late to realize that I have just fell… Too late

But I stayed by your side though I know it will just cause me pain. Hoping that one day, you’ll
choose me over her. You flirted with me for no reason, calling me different endearments that make it
harder to step back from the feeling. You made me happy just by calling my name, you made me special
in ways no one had done to me before. It might have been meaningless to you, but it all matters to me.
Now everything you do made me think that there’s something more.

Each night I cry over you. Knowing that you can’t see me more than a friend just rips my heart
out from my chest. It just crushed me out that you mean everything to me, and then I just mean nothing to
you. I know it is my fault, I have step out the line, I forgot my limitations, but can you blame me for
loving you this way. Is it my mistake or yours? I probably don’t have any idea; I just want to stop those
thoughts in my head that you like me. Because deep down in my heart I believe that my judgments are
true and then, I realize I’m just making myself look like a fool.

You are the man I loved and treasured so much, you are the man of my dreams, but each day
spent with you are killing me and I don’t want to pretend to be okay. I want you to know that I am
hurting, that I can’t let go of this because I’m hoping that you could give me more than just being your
friend. I want you to know how much I love you. So as soon as you read this letter, you wouldn’t know
that it’s meant for you, I wanted to say that I love you and I know you couldn’t turn back those feelings.
But I still want to be on your side, I will not complain, just let me stay by your side.

These are the words my lips can’t tell, yet through this paper and pen, May the message of my
heart goes also through yours. I don’t expect you to love me or act so different to me. If one day you
would know about this, please stay the way you are before you have known. Treasure her, love her, that I
can ask for you. Don’t worry about me, and just enjoy your life. I will move on, I can let go.

I LOVE YOU