‘I’ don’t feel right’

I feel not okay,

But it’s alright,

I’m always smiling and always laugh but it’s all in a way

I feel okay,

I’ll put on a suit

So each in every else can have a relaxation

I was never, I will never ever be,

But it’s alright

So don’t worry, don’t you ever ask me anything that what is wrong

The answer will wrong and always be nothing

The truth is I’m so hurt

She said and everyone says everybody truly love me

But now I learn to love myself

The don’t have any true friends so how come I have no

Friend on my very own?

I spend a lot of time

I try so many

So I can keep everyone happy

My life is big fat lie

They say I’m always happy and cheerful

They are all blind and a lie

The truth is I’m not so fine for now

I’m truly lonely man

I don’t feel right

It will fade away

Just waiting to this moment to go away