Trust me if you also goes from my life, I won’t love anyone ever again like this bcoz to be honest

I can’t
love anyone like I have loved you cause this is my first time loving a person like this, I really have no idea
what have gotten into me yet I love u soo much and will always love you, i just wanna show u that there
are people who can love a person to the outmost level🤗 and trust me i will do that cause ur a

Like a small caterpillar and I will try my hardest to protect that caterpillar 🐛 until it turns into a beautiful
butterfly 🦋

If u want a reason why I love u this much, bcoz u made me feel like noone else made me feel, ur every
msg made me so happy and it really made me think I was spcl bcoz ur were spcl for me and ur voice is
literally so heavenly and the way u speak and chat and ur character, ur actions, ur slang, and ofcorz u
look extremely beautiful in my eyes no matter what others say, for me ur so perfect in each and every
way and ig these are more than enough reason to love a person and after seeing ur struggles I really
hoped to give u a very better life which u actually deserved and even if it’s not me, I really hope u will
get a very good life in future and that’s all matters to me🤞, no matter what don’t give up in that bcoz u
really deserve it a lott

Edoooooo I just thought somethings in a wrong way to precise In a way which I wanted and it was
completely my mistake and I agree too but can’t disagree the fact I really liked u from the start tbh not
just liked at some point I couldn’t stop thinking about u even now okay and I was all my mistake from
the start, and u did nothing wrong at all, u just made me happy at least for some days and that made me
so happy and thanks a lot, I am just grateful to u, u just did some good things to me and nothing wrong, I
messed up everything and don’t get sad for this pls, if someday I get relieved from all this or even if I
won’t that’s fyn and u don’t have to suffer ffor my mistakes okayy, always be happy

Edaa lemme be honest, enike Anne annum innum bayanagara istam thanne Ann, yet ik enthayalum
nadakan onnu ponila, and ijji vicharikanindavim at the end ittate pokkum enn allam and enike Anne
parnj manasilakan patula and ik there are many prsnl reasons for u too, but if u ever feel low just
remember that at least a person likes u just for who u are and cares a lot for u more than anything in his
life and just wanna see u happy,, just give me some time, istg someday I will lose all that and if u can pls
don’t stop saying all ur problems and issues or avoid me and if u really don’t like it then open up and I
won’t disturb u again, I will lose it one day so don’t worry

I just made myself think some shits and I am extremely sorry, istg I am soooo sorry, it’s all my fault,
cause I haven’t been this close or noone have treated me this way, u was so kind to me and I just took all
that in a wrong way and I have so badly misued it, enike ariyila😔, istg I won’t ever do that again, if u feel
uncomfortable after all seeing all this just say to me openly bcoz I really don’t wanna be a issue or
burden in ur life cause ur already suffering a lot and only thing I want is that u to be safe and happy and
that’s why pls be open and say, don’t feel like I will get sad and all bcoz it really doesn’t matter, so open
up okayy🙂

Ante Preshnangal, sathyam paranjal njn Anne polle oru pennine kandatila, entho ante life oru different
ann even though problems Koreee ind yet uk its one of the things that make us strong, problems in ur
life really defines u, ur mind and ur character like enike ijji natil vech msg ayikumbol uk I was like okay
just a frnd athro indayolu but uk ante ella preshnangalum kett kayinjapol uk I kinda became so attached
to u, that’s why I tried to make u feel better and happy pakshe ath nadanila but it’s fyn🥴, the issue that I
found most irritating was u getting beaten by ur parents istg ath entho enike theera istala😡📈, Nalla
deshyavum veshmavum allo varum, other than that bakki allam can make u a lot stronger and self
depended, appo maybe it’s good too in a way or another so take in that way, for example, ippo ijji
sinane adich, that might have made u feel self depended and stronger ryt ath polle bakki allam had
made u stronger 💪💯

Heyy idk why she is the only one that can control my happiness nowadays 🙂, istg idk why whenever she
sends a hi to me, my heart🫀 just starts pumping weirdly and just makes my stomach go 😜, istg each and
every msg she sends will make me sooo happy that I will forget all my sadness and literally be In a state
where I think I am in heaven😭, I really wanna make her feel all this too but she won’t understand my
feelings for her and it makes me feel soo horribly sad 😭😭but what to do that’s the bitter fact😔 that I
have to admit but I will try my best to make her feel the same, I wont be able to see her in a state where
she completely understands me😔 cause ig that’s what everyone wants too including the creator
himself😩, I really know that if it goes like this I will surely get soo badly 🤕 at the end but I really enjoy
the small time she spends with me and this literally makes me soo happy ✨ and I can’t get out of this
happiness bcoz who wants to leave the most beautiful moments in their life and regrt everything they
did in thier life🙅🏻, I really don’t wanna do that cause I love her and will always love her more than
anyone in this world💕💘

Everyone told me that not to buy u that book and what all reasons they said was sooo true that at first I
thought not to buy to cause that was soo expensive and I couldn’t afford it too but in my mind there was
only one thought, if that book can make you happy then it’s worth more than anything in this world for
me cause nothing in this world can replace you in my heart and all that I ever care is for ur happiness
and if that’s what makes u happy then I will find a way to get that for u, pls do remember me whenever
you see that book cause at least lemme be in ur mind while u use that book cause being in ur mind is
same as being in heaven and if its so much to ask then I am sorry, just don’t mind it, always be happy
and whenever u feel low come to me and cry out loud to me cause i wanna make u feel better and make
u happy as much as I can, if u want anything don’t feel shy to ask me cause I will be there for all ur needs
and will always find time for you no matter what cause ur the most important person in my life

Does it always have to be me that gets hurt every single time no matter how much sincere or loyal I am?
Will I be ever enough for anyone in this world or is it me who doesn’t fit here ? Either bcoz I am not
enough or I am too much loving and caring?? Or I don’t deserve to be loved by anyone? Is it bcoz I am a
worthless fool who cares for people who doesn’t care for me? Or a fool who knows that noone cares for
me but still cares for every other people ? Am I really dreaming of is this the hard reality? Whatever it
might be I won’t stop loving her bcoz that’s all what gives me atleast a bit of happiness and if it costs my
whole life then lemme happily give her my life to make her feel happy at least for a small amount of
time

I really really wanna spend a bit of time with her on her bday 🎂 and really wanna see her smile💘 and
laugh and play with all her frnds and I too wanna be with her in all her times when she feels happy🤗 as
well as whenever she feels low 😕 bcoz ik noone will ever care for her as much as I do and I will continue
to do that until my heart gets satisfied but ik my heart won’t bcoz my heart’s 🫀 not pumping blood 🩸, its
pumping love for her into each cell in my body and I can feel that too, ik I might sound a bit weird but
trust me the love I have for u is soooo weird that idk if that’s love or something even even bigger than
that and I really can’t afford to lose you, and I will try my best to hang on until the very end 💘
Yea it’s true u might not have feelings for me🙂 but I do have ryt and can I ask you some things, if u ever
don’t felt anything towards me then why did u act so free Infront of me, singing songs for me without
even asking and sending all that live videos which made me feel sooo spcl that I can’t explain it, I have
saved all that so I can see all that whenever I feel low and each time you comes to me when u feel low
also makes me wonder how can u not have a bit if feelings for me and yet doing all that things, istg
those things made me attached to u like I can never look at another girl like the way I did to u and I just
love u for no reason mahnn, I love to a the endddd and Istg I will always keep u in my heart

I do have a lot of problems in my life and I could have said all that to u and made ur day worse or make u
feel sad but I never told u anything cause I want to see you happy all the times and wanna make u smile
and help u solve all ur problems and give u all my happiness too cause that’s the kind of love I have for
u, I will never make u feel sad cause I know how it feels to be sad for others cause I loved u for all the
problems in ur life and wished to give u a life where u can live with complete happiness and experience
a heaven in this reality and I wish I could have done it but now I hope the person who u choose shall do
all that cause ik I won’t be that person and I hope that person will do it cause or else it will hurt me too
seeing u struggling cause I love you soo much and will always care for you cause I have never felt
anything like this in my life and I wanna be with u until I die

Ik this might feel stupid or like getting off the limits and all but still idk why I really still like her a lot, so
like ippo njn overthink akki aganne matte ayal parnje ille njn oru vere caste ayite olla pennine premikum
enn okke, and idk why it feels like is she that one or not, so Kore alochich pinne njn vicharich enthekilum
avate let fate handle that, and njn pinne oru theermanam eduthu like njn inni orikalum religion nokkand
oru pennine istapedula enn but if it’s her then I will take the all the risk and do it, even if it means that I
will lose everything in my life, so ig maybe her going to India for hostel might be a thing that helps me
decide if it’s her or not bcoz she said that her mom is damn serious and not joking, and ofcorz i won’t
ever ever try to do anything, I will only accept it if it comes naturally and never by any actions of mine,
so I hope God helps me well, and ik this is not good and all but still I can’t regrt and live my life till I die

I have to do what makes my soul free from all the pain it suffers so ig this is the only way, let fate and
god decide and I will accept it whatever the decision is🤍, don’t miss understand like I am taking
advantage of her frndship and all, it’s a bit complicated but I truely have no intention of doing anything
like that, it’s just that I can’t unlove her, and I won’t do anything to make her feel the same but if god
says me to accept the fate then I have to do it🥺

I really wish to take her off my mind but i can’t do that the more i try the more i love her and why is it
always me getting this unluck, idky why or when I got feels for her but i tried my level best and i cant do
anything and the person who knows the most that this will never happen is myself still I can’t do
anything for myself, I want to bring her to a good life and i really wanna do that at least from my side, i
really wish that from my deep heart and i do wish to make my feels for her go away and yet it keeps on
increasing, i really don’t wanna see her cry bcoz of me and that’s the thing that keeps my mind from
falling deep and deep into her but my heart will never listen to my mind, i wanna make her at least feel
that there is someone who loved her like anything and will do anything for her but she will never come
to know yet yet I keep on admiring everything she does and will pray for her in my heart everyday.

I tried I tired soo much that now I am tired, and I don’t wanna let you go cause ur one in a million and
really I don’t wanna lose you, tbh I really want u in my life cause my feels sooo incomplete without you
and trust me ur the only peice thats left inside me and I hope one day u will understand that the only
one that made me happy as well as made me most hurt was u and trust me I won’t regret or won’t be
angry with u bcoz no matter what u did to me I just can’t be angry with u cause whenever I see
happiness overloads in my heart and even if u make me hurt I just wish ur happy and thats what all
matters to me, I love you miznaa, a lot a lot more than you can imagine 💕💘

Yea I am ready to not chat with mizna for what all she did tbh she didn’t did anything she just openly
talked but it hurted me a lot and I will try to forget her but istg if she comes to me when she feels low
and cries in my chat I am gonna throw all my ego and help her out no matter what cause I love her more
than my ego or my own emotions cause all I want is her to be happy and feel the best in her life and I am
ready to sacrifice anything in my life for her and no matter what or whoever says I will always be there
for her no matter what she did to me or how badly she hurted me bcoz ik she did all that to me without
knowing that it hurted me and that’s enough for me cause I can’t deny the fact that I love her with all
my heart

Michere ik that I will never be enough for u or will ever satisfy or will never be the the type of boy u
want in ur life but trust me, the love I have for u is from my heart and it ain’t fake cause there is no day
going without me thinking of you and ur the only one that decides my mood nowadays and I still can’t
forget you or stop loving you no matter what cause ur the most perfect and the most beautiful women I
ever saw in my life and I love you a lot a lot a lot and will always, as I always say if you ever feel low just
come to me and say all ur sadness to me and Istg I will somehow find a way to make you happy and will
only let u sleep if ur okay and will always take care of you as much as I can and will always be there for u
no matter what and will always love u more than anyone can, I lovee you my dear, pls be mine one day
🤍

This wasnt reallly affordable for me and it took me so much sacrifices to get you this but this is nothing
compared to the happiness you gave me because rather than materialistic things the small emotions
are what which is priceless and if this is what makes you happy i am ready to give it all🥺, and let this be
ur most memorable bday you ever had, wishing you a lot of happiness 🤍

I hope that u will understand all the efforts I took to make you feel better and happy cause I just did
many things that I haven’t done even once in my life just for seeing u safe and happy and trust me I will
always do the most unbelievable things for u cause ur worth that much in my heart and ur value in my
heart is just unmeasurable and ur a priceless gem for me in my life and you will always be the small
caterpillar who will soon be the most beautiful butterfly 🦋

Michuuu do you ever felt a feeling towards me cause I have been obsessed with you for more than I
ever imagined and I just really love you for who you are and I don’t care what others say about you or
whatever, I just love you and I won’t stop doing just because you don’t love me now, I know one day you
will understand me and about the value you have in my life and trust me that day you will understand
that your so special to me and ur a irreplaceable piece of gem in my heart and I just wanna make sure
that my heart doesn’t stop so I need ur help to help me keep pumping it for loving you till I die and trust
me I have never faked my love for you cause u make me feel so special and it just drives me so crazy and
I just want you to be mine no matter what and I really hope one day it will happen and I will wait for it
no matter what, love you michuu
I hope this is the book that u wished for and I tried my best to get it for you, I didn’t play any football
match for almost 1 and half months, I got a chance to enjoy a day in Dubai but I saved all that money for
buying u tht book and I did all that just bcoz I wanna make u feel spcl and wanna see that beautiful smile
in ur face and it just makes me go crazyy and gives me wild butterflies in my stomach and that’s all what
I want and I will never care for any sacrifice for u bcoz ur a person what I never wanna lose in my life
cause ur that special for me and will be and trust me I will always love you so much that I can’t express it
through words but I can show u through all the efforts and care and affection I have for u and will I will
never stop loving you cause ur a person worth waiting millions of years and I am ready to wait until u
realize the love I have for u, take care michu and always remember I will pray for u and will always care
and love u soo much so don’t worry that noone loves u, I do love u sooooo mcuhhh okayy, take care my
butterfly 🦋

Heyy michereee every says to take you off my mind but why don’t u go mahnn, is it bcoz I love u that
much?? I really don’t know mahnn, ur soo damnn special for me and I can’t even take you out of my
head even for a second cause everytime I think if you it makes me get butterflies in whole body and I
swear to god that I love you sooo much that you will always be a dream that might never come true but
I will keep in dreaming u, and even though I know u won’t love me back but I am ready to give you
everything that I have either it is love or materialistic things it doesn’t matter to me cause seeing u
happy is worth more than a million, and for me ur just priceless and I love u and in my heart and mind u
will always be mine<3, no matter whoever says it won’t change cause I know how deeply I loved you and
it won’t change no matter what happens, take care and always be happy my dear, love you💕

Yea as you have said ashraf thought the scen with sinan In a mature way isn’t, so what I did was
immature isn’t, letting you get beaten by that mf is what you call maturity isn’t, yea great

The moment u send me that voice with ur voice breaking and u was so nervous I choose to protect you
by taking a lot of risk that might even be a big issue in my house but I chose ur safety and literally ran
from Sharjah corniche to ur house and then when I called u, it was all done and my efforts were wasted
nvm that’s fyn, then I had to walk to my house again and u never even asked me about anything, but still
I kept on caring for you and tried to protect you and make you feel safe but all that was immature and
childish, yea now its great to hear this and thanks michu, take care, I won’t hate you for this, I still love
you more than anything and will again help u in any situation no matter what

Heyy michu, I just tried as much as I can and I really can’t get u out of my mind and trust me I really love
you more than anything in this world and wanna see u happy and always in a very good mood and I am
ready to sacrifice anything for that, and I really wish I could see u in real life and open up all my feelings
for u and just clear my mind but ik always the answer will be a no and the only thing I will get from
opening up is a heartbreak and insult from ur frnds but that all will never stop me from loving you cause
all I care is what u think and I won’t do that opening up cause ik even saying a no is hard for u too and I
don’t wanna see u getting upset bcoz of me so I will always keep in loving you in my heart and you will
always have a spcl place in my heart and love you, take care, sleep well, be happy and again advance
happy birthday my love🤍

Michuuu tomorrow is your bday and I am soo damnnn happy to give you that gift and I hope u will be
happy and I really acby express my happiness ryt now cause idk why but I feel sooo happy and really
wanna see you and talk to you a lot but ik I can’t and it’s okay, at least remember me and think of me
whenever you use that book and I really love you mahnn, u really wanna see you smile and always be
happy no matter what cause that’s why I am living for, I love you soo much even though I know u don’t
have any feelings for me yett I will keep on loving you, you will always be mine in my heart and love
youuu, Nalla njn busil Vann tharumbol ante oru chiri Kanda mathii bcoz that is priceless and I will just die
right there getting butterflies in my whole body and Istg I will just thulli chadal each time I see you and I
just can’t wait until that happens michuuuuu, plzzz love me backkk, I really can’t stop loving you cause
ur one of a kind and I really really love you and will take care of you no matter whatever happens and
whoever opposes us, ik it won’t happen yet I wanna dream about it and make scenarios in my head, love
youuu soo muchh michuuuuu💕

Micherrreeeee happy happy happy birthday, adich polikke taaa, don’t let anyone ruin ur this day okayy,
just keep in mind that today is ur day and don’t care what others say, just enjoy maximum today and let
it be your most memorable birth day ever and trust me I will always keep on loving you in the shadows
and am ready to help you whenever you feel low and approach me whenever yiu need help and I will
help you no matter what happens I will be there for u, ik you already love a perosn and no matter how
hard I try it won’t be enough but it won’t stop me from loving you cause I just love you for no reason
and I will always, ur perfect in my eyes, and even if ur parents judge you just remember I love you for
who you are and for me ur perfect in every way and I love you from my heart my dear, always be proud
of yourself my dear, love you, take care, happy birthdayyy, loveer youuuu💕<3

Heyy michuu, I am sooo sorry daa, I really couldn’t make a edit for you, pllsss don’t hate me for that, I
was so obsessed in giving you that gift and that was all in my head and I forgot to make a edit for u and
am soo damnn sorry, plsss forgive me, I was really so bc somehow arranging money and ik this is not at
all a reason to say and I feel so sorry and plsss don’t take this to ur heart ma dear, I was so bc writing this
many paragraphs for you and it’s my mistake, I will make a polii edit next time and will make you soo
happy

Ente micherreee enike thanne enthoram istam ann enn ariyo, parnjal theerulaaaaa athra istannn,
ummane njn ithuvare iganne oru sale pollu snehichatilaa, sathyam paranjal ijji entho ente kannil oru
incredibly beautiful and perfect ann, and uk when u say that ur happy or shows an exitement that and
all makes me go high and crazy and it just makes me sooo damnn happy and trust me I won’t leave you
ever and will always love you till I die cause ur like a most important person in my life ryt now cause u
decide my happiness and sadness, every word of ur determines it and every actions of ur make me get
butterflies in my stomach🦋 and I really hope to see you happy and smiling each and every moment in ur
life cause u deserve it and noone else have the right to make you feel bad or make fun of you cause ur
just perfect in your own way and that’s more than enough for me and I love you sooo damnnnnnnn
muchh✨

And here you are turning 17 my dear, let this coming 12 months be the best in your life and I hope you
can achieve all the things you wished for and always be happy no matter what and I will always be there
for you in all the times whenever you need me and trust me you will never be a irritation or disturbance
for me cause I love you for all that small things you do unintentionally but it makes me happy and
literally gives me goosebumps and makes me soooo happy and all I wish for in my life is to see you
happy and to have a peaceful life with someone who can love you like the way I do cause I care for you
more than me myself cause I love you from the heart and its an emotion for me and I dont know how to
stop loving you cause ur that damnn special for me and u will always have a special place in my heart till
I die and I will even talk to gods about how beautiful and how much u made me happy through all that
small unintentionally done things and yea u did hurt me some times but it’s fyn cause maybe I deserve it
or I am thinking only from my side and I do completely understand you and still loves you soo muchh ✨

Michuu listenn, ik u love ash so much and i really wanna live with him and I am more than happy to see
you with him but I don’t know if he will love you the way I do because I don’t wanna see you getting hurt
again because noone in this world deserves to make you hurt and I won’t let anyone do that and even if
he hurts you and leaves you behind, trust me I will always be with you no matter what cause I love you
so much that I am ready to wait for you till the eternity ends cause my love for you is soo pure that even
I can’t explain it, and I will never hurt or leave you in any way cause the only wish I ever have is to make
you as much as happy as possible and see you smile all the time and one day I hope u will be happy as I
want you to be and I wanna see you flying around the world on ur own feet’s and trust me I will pray for
that and will always support you from the shadows and will always be there for you no matter what
cause I love you miznaa, I love you<3🤍

Heyy michuu, enike ariyila enike enthina iganne oronn thonnane enn, Enike ariyila koppe, enike
bayanagara oru hope ind ninte karyathil, entha enn onnu ariyila, but just feels it somehow, and I just
wanna make ur life so much better and ik I can do it and I will but athine nee adhyam sathikanam, first
of all ashraf orikalum Anne kalyanam kayikann olla athra serious ann enn enike thonanila and I am ready
to wait until u leaves all his feelings cause ik one day he will leave you and u will be left hurt and I wanna
be there for u to share all ur sadness and comfort you so I will be there for u as I have promised and
nammade karyathil if ur ready then nammake evide engilum poyite Ann engilum jeevikam as long as ur
with me I will live my life to its fullest and I hope it’s the same for u, ith allam only if u understand the
way I think but Ik it won’t but I still have a small spark of hope left in me that you will understand

Edoooo thanike entha, enike thanne bayanagara istam adooo, ethra sremichatum patanila ath matan,
oru jathii addiction polle ayii, tbh I am addicted to you, your laugh, your smile, your tears and everything
seems so perfect about you and I really don’t care about anything else cause I am ready to risk my whole
life for you and will even love you to my fullest without expecting anything in return and trust me there
won’t be a day that I will leave you, I am ready to forgive you for any mistake you do and will always be
with you in all ur sadness and well as ur happiness cause that’s all I ever wanted just to see you happy
ma love, I just love you for a thousand reasons and there are a thousand reasons why I won’t get you
but still I will always love you in the shadows hoping one day light will enter in my life too, take care 🤍

Each time I see the amount of importance you give to him makes me so jealous thay I feel to die rather
trying to wait but each time I chat with you, it makes me even more addicted to you and hopes one day
u will be mine and I so badly want that day to happen, the day which you will understand how much you
mean to me and how much caring and loving I am towards you and I have literally ignored every girls in
my life just to chat with you and see you smile, that’s far more than enough for me to get happy and I
swear that noone have ever made me feel like this and please don’t go from my life ever cause finding
someone like you seems kinda impossible and I just love you without any limitations and I hope one day
someone will love you the way I do and keep on smiling no matter what the situation is because there is
a person who’s smile fully depends on ur that damnn special smile which cause my heart to skip a beat
and still be alive to see you smile again, love you till eternity my dear, take care michuu, always be
happy and that’s all I wish 🤍

Edoo tbh enike entha parayande enn ariyila cause nee ippo cheyanath veliya oru mandatharam ann
cause uk loving some like him is like ur allowing urself to get used tbh I don’t think he is taking u so
seorisly and trust me even if he don’t I am here for you as I have promised no matter if that’s how many
years from now cause I love you sincerely and deeply, I can feel it in my heart that it’s a form of love
whixh is so pure that I don’t want anything from you but just wanna see you simply smile and laugh with
ur heart to the fullest and that’s all I ever want and that’s all I ever care about, and ur the only one that
can ever make me happy the way you do cause ur just some special person who came to my life very
unexpectedly and took my heart away and left my soul speechless

Edooo enike allam ariyam that the first fact is thanike enne istam Alla enn and second fact is you love
someone else and third fact is our religion and uk what, I knew all these from the start itself and yet
chose to give u all my efforts and love only for the sole reason of a 0.001% hope, and I really want to see
you rest in my shoulders while I take away all ur pain and turn it into happiness in which u can smile
unconditionally and I still hope one day I can do that and thats the sole purpose of my living and trust
me I won’t stop loving you cause ur a person to whom I felt so complete, tbh I never wished for anyone
to love this much but this just happened so naturally and I wish your the one god wrote for me and I will
try my best to hold on until my hands fall off and trust me I love you more than anyone in this world
michuuuuu, take careeeee

I really wish to take her off my mind but i can’t do that the more i try the more i love her and why is it
always me getting this unluck, idky why or when I got feels for her but i tried my level best and i cant do
anything and the person who knows the most that this will never happen is myself still I can’t do
anything for myself, even though I got to know that she has a very bad habit and my mind is going like i
might be able to change her and bring her to a good life and i really wanna do that at least from my side,
i really wish from my deep heart and i do wish from deep heart to make my feels for her go away and
yet it keeps on increasing, i really don’t wanna see her cry bcoz of me and that’s the thing that keeps my
mind from falling deep and deep into her but my heart will never listen to my mind, i wanna make her at
least feel that there is someone who loved her like anything and will do anything for her but she will
never come to know yet yet I keep on admiring everything she does and will pray for her in my heart
everyday.

Idc what others say about you, whether it’s your best frnd or parents, in my eyes your not perfect but
that’s what make you special and don’t worry i will never leave you as a frnd, feel free to say to me that
if i am being annoying or not and If everyone bodyshames you just remember that there is a person who
loves u just for the way u are and loves everything in you from his deepest heart and will do anything for
your happiness

You know one thing that I fell in love with you and what i mean by you, i mean by who you are. I didn’t
fall in love with you because of your body or beauty, i fell in love with your voice and laugh. I fell in love
with the way you treat me, the way you keep me updated about everything that happens in your life,
even though you don’t love me, i will keep on loving you till……….⚰️

Ik this might feel stupid or like getting off the limits and all but still idk why I really still like her a lot, so
like ippo njn overthink akki aganne matte ayal parnje ille njn oru vere caste ayite olla pennine premikum
enn okke, and idk why it feels like is she that one or not, so Kore alochich pinne njn vicharich enthekilum
avate let fate handle that, and njn pinne oru theermanam eduthu like njn inni orikalum religion nokkand
oru pennine istapedula enn but if it’s her then I will take the all the risk and do it, even if it means that I
will lose everything in my life, so ig maybe her going to India for hostel might be a thing that helps me
decide if it’s her or not bcoz she said that her mom is damn serious and not joking, and ofcorz i won’t
ever ever try to do anything, I will only accept it if it comes naturally and never by any actions of mine,
so I hope God helps me well, and ik this is not good and all but still I can’t regrt and live my life till I die

I have to do what makes my soul free from all the pain it suffers so ig this is the only way, let fate and
god decide and I will accept it whatever the decision is🤍, don’t miss understand like I am taking
advantage of her frndship and all, it’s a bit complicated but I truely have no intention of doing anything
like that, it’s just that I can’t unlove her, and I won’t do anything to make her feel the same but if god
says me to accept the fate then I have to do it🥺

Eda tbh michu is my first true love bcoz uk why, even when I took a rp with fadhiya I never actually
caught feels for her naturally but I made feels for her myself and even when I was going to propose her I
couldn’t make a small para about how I love her bcoz I really had no idea about it but in mizna’s case I
really experienced that live which I really felt from my deep heart and i even learned to write so long
paragraphs for her even though ik that’s she will never have the same feels towards me but I am sure
that I haven’t felt this kind of feelings for anyone in this world other than her and I never regret it bcoz I
am sure that she is one of a kind and really had a pure and beautiful heart but its heavy with a lot of pain
and struggles and I hope I can help her with all that, and one day she should live a life without any pain
or struggles, I really hope she does and will do whatever I can for that to happen

Ik i dont deserve her and she deserves better to but do give me a chance god i would give her
everything she would deserve,I just somehow want her to be myn and do protect her for the mean time
i am not there pls do not let anyone hurt her heart ❤️even you know shes a girl who deserves heaven, i
am not even gonna see how many days i am up here waiting for her bcoz every single day just passes
away within her presence shes making me so happy that shes the one who could only make me happy
and i cant really say how sad i am coz i am not able to give her back what shes giving me (the happiness)
its like i am only the reciever .. such happiness she gives me i cant even treat her rigth mahnnn, feels so
weird mahnn, I love her sooo muchhh

If i have a very bad day and has a moodoff i just start to think about here then it will start getting
happier that how she makes me feel🥺 there are moments where I completely feel hopeless 😔💔 that
there wont be a day when she would be mine that feeling just comes back when she stops talking to me
🥺 then the moment starts where i miss talking to her even right now she left on seen i dont have the
courage to text again imagining that i would be disturbing her mahn and I am missing her way to much
right now 😞 but how did she text first back then✨ I completely felt like living in a dream did she
accidentally text or what i couldn’t believe that happent mahnn that was the biggest achievement i
have got in my whole life

Bruhhh the amount of love I have for her never decreases📉 but it tremendously increase the Moment
she send me a msg and her each msg makes me happy like no one does and Istg why I am loving her this
much, I really wanna lose feelings for her but my heart keeps on holding back💘 and I really wish she
saw how much I value her in life bcoz that’s the only way she will understand my care and affection for
her, I really can’t see her get hurt 🤕 and if anyone hurts her emotionally 🥺 or physically 😡, istg I don’t
care about the consequences I will bet the shit of that guy no matter who he is, whatever issues we
might face, I can say one thing openly that the love 💕 I have for u is from my heart and it will always
remain the same, and in my deepest and most beautiful dreams u will be there with me holding my
hands🤝🏼 and sharing all ur problems with me and the moment u cry, I will hug u so tight that u will
forget all ur problems and we will look sky 🌃and count the stars🌟✨, and trust me I will be waiting for
u, and if u ever feel any bit of feelings for me then plzzzz be open and say it to me, bcoz I will be always
waiting for u to be in my life 🧬

Aval ayite samsarikumbol aval orikal onnu laughing emoji itaa mathi thats enough to make my day and
ithoke mathi enike i am sure that no one can make me feel good like she can and enike oolde aduth
eganne engilum samsarikhaanam ennoke ind but ath iritating avoo enn oru pedi ind, enik mathram
interest indayite karyam illalo avalkum vende, eganne ayalum aganne thanne povate, even if i dont get
the love back its okay avale angote engilum snehikalo🤍ath thanne oru veliya oru karyam ann and i dont
think so i have a bit of hope left in me that one day she will be mine but still I will keep on loving her

Micherrre listen I will never ever get tired of you🤝, just keep on telling me how u feel💘 and about
everything that has been in ur mind and had been bothering u😞, keep on telling me everything u wish
to tell, and chatting with you will never make be bored bcoz that’s time I really enjoy in my life🤩 even
though its a hi from you, that’s spcl for me in every aspect 🤧and trust me I am not lying, I really wish if
we could sit somewhere and talk everything about ur problems and stress and issues u face in life and I
really wish I could bring an end to all of it 😔😟

Michereeee enthoke ind daaa🤧? Kore ayii sherikum onnu samsarichate thanne😔, enike ariya ijji busy
Ann, motham padipp and veetile joli allam Karanam ann enn, tbh enike nalla santhosham Ann🤗 bcoz ijji
padikunath kanumbol entho Nalla santhosham ind and I hope anake Nalla marks next examine kittate💯,
keep on working hard and I promise that I will be always there for u in any situation in ur life and will
always support u secretly, enode ottum samsarichilekil pollu enike anode olla istathine oru koravum
varan ponila and trust me I will always keep u as my first priority in my life💘, take care, and always
learn good and keep urslef up for any situation u might face in ur life, I will always pray for u in my
heart🤝, pinne I hope ur happy and that’s the only thing that matters to me🤍, always be happy bcoz u
just simply deserve to be happy more than anyone, u will always be my small butterfly 🦋

Hey hey heyy michuuu, inn njn anake oru bday gift vagikan ayite lulu vare poyii pakshe avide illa😭 enite
Ann beachil poyii korach neram iganne irun, enite Anne kurich kore alochich irin enite pinneyum
veetilleke nadan poyii, and anake njn vagich tharann ponnath oru book Ann, anake istapetta bookinte
second part Ann, enike ariyila anake istam avoo enn, pinne anake koreee kollu mittayii🍭 njn vagich
thara taaa, ath nallonam kayichoo😋, ante bdayke enike varan patula enn ariya yet I will always think of
u and will bless u so much happy birthdays 🎉 from my heart, really I am waiting for that day to come
and Anne onnu kandal mathii enike ath thanne oru veliya karyam ann🙂, I hope at least I can see u👀, ur
the most beautiful person I ever saw in my life and ur eyes are just so cute and adorable, pinne ante
voice🤧 yaaa mowne it just takes me to a another dimension each time I hear it, and each of ur voice
msges are damnn spcl to me and it just makes me soooo happyyy😃💕

Heyy edaaa ik ur ignoring me nowadays🙂 but I would I like to believe that ur busy and just don’t have
time bcoz I can’t afford to hate or feel a bit of angerness towards you bcoz ur that pavam ✨ and sooo
adorable in my eyes 👀 , and I just wanna talk to you about my day and more than that I wanna hear u
talk about it day but we haven’t even talked to each other for many days now and I am counting each
and every day and I really wish we could chat like we used to do before and Istg I really wish I could
cause I really wanna cry out load bcoz I can’t catch growing feelings for u, I just love u from me deep
heart and nothing stops me from doing that and I really wanna get so close u to u and at least u would
understand how much u mean u me🦋, ik I am not that attractive or doesn’t have that much skills to
make u fall in love with me and all, but I am sure that I have a heart🤍 which will never stop loving u and
will always take care of u no matter what💯, I hope u will understand all this one day, and or else when u
reach heaven god himself will say to you about the things, I hope ur health is good and ur always
happy🥺, be happy and stay smiling 🤗💕

Awwww yes yes yesssss, after some days inn engilu anake ennode onnu samsarikan thonni loo, istg it
made me sooo damnn happyyy, even though ur day was not that good trust me u atleats made my day a
lot better💘 and trust me I really have no idea how to thank you🛐, really ur a real gem 💎 not gonna lie
u really make my days even more and more happy, istg It feels like ur soo damnn perfect for everyone in
this world 🌎 but I would prefer u would be mine rather than anyone else 🥺, but I know that’s just a
dumb kids unrealistic dream 🙂, whatever now I gotta find a gift for u, I really thought of many things
but can’t fix on one thing, lemme think soo hard and try finding ✨, I wanna make sure u will always
remember me with that gift 🎁, trust me noone can love u like the way I do, even though u don’t
understand it, or it really doesn’t matter if u love me back, I will never stop 🛑 until I find someone as
perfect as u and ik there is noone as perfect as u 😎, so let me love u sooooo deeeeply until I feel myself
relieved from all the pain and free myself from all the burden 😣, I hope ur day gets even more
interesting and pls stay happy all the time bcoz that’s what matters the most to me 💕💘

Edoooo enike entha parayande enn ariyila💘, maybe it’s what love means🤞, njn anode samsarikan
thodagiyapo thott entho enike ente lyfil aake oru changes vanna polle ann ✨,I started to laugh and smile
each time I see you😅,and eppolum allavarum choikum chelapol njn entha desp ayii irikane enn it’s
cause when I realize the fact that we can’t be together, it just hurts more than anyone can imagine
😔😕,njn Anne manasil athra mathram snehich poyii and trust me I cannot love anyone the way I did to
u💕,bcoz I loved and cared for u even after knowing that we cant be together and I still have wanna be
ur frnd till idk…..👥i wanna be someone in ur life with whom you can be when u feel low and trust me I
will always be with u no matter what the situation is🤝🏼,it doesn’t matter as a mate or frnd, I just wanna
be with you till forever……💕💘,Incase if we stop talking or lost connection it doesn’t matter, when u feel
low just remember that there is a person who only wish to see you smile🦋✨

Edooo njn Anne ethra snehichalum athine oru thulli pollu value illathath enthaaa💔, enike Anne
snehikanath nirthanam enn allo ind pakshe patanila, my heart just says to keep going and one day you
will understand it all but anake vere oruthane Ann istam and ik that too, enn vech enike thanne
snehikanath nirthan patoo, athra snehich poyii, and I won’t regret that even a bit bcoz idk, the love that I
have for u keeps me going and I don’t know where it will end, either in a happy state which won’t
happen if it’s going like this or in a state where I might me so hurt and completely dead inside⚰️,
whatever it might be, I won’t stop loving you💕 bcoz ur that damnn special for me and will always be the
one who made me the most happiest ever 🥺💕💘, and trust me even if u don’t love me back I will be
there for any issues or problems that happens in ur life😅 and i will be there for u till u want me to be
and my feelings or happiness doesn’t matter Infront of ur smile 😊 and that’s all what I want to see,
always be happy no matter what and if you guys are meant to be together then inshallah, i will also pray
for that cause at the end all I want was to see you happy and ig u will be happy if ur with him and
inshallah let it happen

Edooo either u stop texting me bcoz how much hard I try not to text you, I will end up doing that cause I
don’t want to lose u mahnn😔, I just need u to know that there is a person who loves and cares for you
more than anyone cause I am willing to sacrifice my whole life for ur happiness

I tried a lot from the starting itself but it just kept on increasing and now I am sooo done that still I am
thinking of u everytime, even the moments I laugh and have fun and then suddenly u came to my mind
and leaves a scar over there and it keeps on repeating this is what going on in my life for some days and
I really don’t know what to do!

Bruhhhh I really can’t do this okay,enike aake prandh avanind,I am Literally losing my mind aake entho
polle avanind,can’t concentrate or do anything properly and it feels so weird that I feel so so scared and
like aake mind is so damnn blank and Istg if it goes like this then idk where it will end,tbh why do I feel
soo much love towards you,I really wish to take u off my mind but it just keeps on increasing and I can’t
stop thinking about u and I just really hope so hard that one day I can hold your hands and walk through
the beach while turning all ur sadness into the most beautiful moments in your life and make you the
most happiest person in this world and that’s all I ever wanted and will ever ask to god for cause ur an
irreplaceable person in my life

Muwtheeeeeee I just can’t stop thinking of you mahnn anake entha panrja manasilavathe, enike Anne
athra istam ayii poyii mahnn, onnu samathikkdoo njn anake kanich thara how purely and sincerely I can
love you with all my heart sathyo ayitum enike thanne athra istann tbh I just love you so hard that I
wanna be yours forever and show you what it means to feel true love, true affection, true caring, true
priotize, true feeling of safeness when you hold my hand and when I hold you heart close to mine and
make you feel that your the most wanted person in my life and it’s true thoo cause I have never ever
seen a perosn as perfect as you mahnn, just so perfect in every way and I feel like ur the exact one I
need in my life and I just feels like I can make you also feel the same but once you start to understand
how much you mean to me and that day u will understand the value of my love for you, take care my
dear cause I can’t see u in a sad state because I am living to see you smile each and every day in your life
and I won’t let that smile dismiss due to anyone in this world and I will love you as much as I can tooo🤍

Deep inside, I knew we were never going to be together. But that didn’t stop me from dreaming about
it. That didn’t stop me from falling for you. That didn’t stop me from wishing and hoping that maybe,
just maybe, we would.

Micherreee listen, ashraf is not good for you cause he is using many bad things just for getting some
kind of short time happiness and I guess he is taking you also as a short time happiness and I really don’t
wanna see you getting used by him and pls don’t fall into his traps, he might force you to use all that
things he is using but please don’t fall for his traps cause this is ur life and don’t destroy it for someone
who doesn’t care for you or doesn’t even give you any importance in his life and the things he use is so
addictive and many things are so cheap and also causes many harmful diseases too, he uses butane
which is a very harmful gas which causes cancer too, and u might think u can stop his these habits and
bring him back but it’s not possible cause if he loved you a bit then he would have stopped it for you ryt
but he doesn’t care and he continues to life his life in his own wishes and do u call that love, michuu pls
don’t ruin ur life going back of him, I am not trying to put u guys apart because I love you, it’s just
because I care about you and I don’t wanna see you getting hurt and I really really don’t wanna see you
in a state where ur also using these kind of things and pls don’t fall in his traps Incase he asks u to do it
and I hope he won’t and this all is just a possibility and I can’t let any possibility go out if hands cause I
am waiting for you just for the possibility of 1% that one day u will understand how much I love you but
99% chNce is that I will end if being hurt but I can’t even let go of that 1% cause I love you that much
that I want to make sure to a 100% that you won’t be mine and then only I can even start thinking of
letting you go out if my mind and take care michuu, I will always be there whenever you feel low okay,
come directly to me and open up and I will always love you no matter what u did to me or what the
situation is, take care 🤍

Michuu enike ninnod olla istam vakukalil parayan patunath Alla and enike orapp ann ith oru infactuation
or temporary feeling Alla enn cause I can feel that so much, enike kore pennungalode attraction
thonnitind but nothing like I felt to you, I just wished to give everything in life to see you happy and I
really don’t know what have gotten into me but I am sure it’s a pure form of love and the only way I can
prove it to you is by loving you as much as I can and make you feel soo special and I will do it if u give me
a chance cause without ur will nothing’s gonna happen and I hope one day u will understand that,
anyway if we got into a relationship one day, I promise you that I will never drop u at any stage of my
life and I will give our everything in my life for you, but I won’t be able to change my religion cause that’s
gonna hurt my mom but I think like we can live with lots of love without changing anyone religion, I am
ready to respect your religion and ik u will also do the same and that’s more than enough for our lives to
be tremendously cool, and I have asked some of my frnds about this situation where marrying a Bengali
or another religion is better and everyone said it’s better to marry the another religion and I never said
it’s you or never mentioned anyones name I just asked as a doubt that’s all and trust me I will take care
of you michuu, trust me I will love you more than anyone in this world and will always make sure make
you keep smiling and I just love you for no reason and I will keep on loving unless u understands me

Ninne njn snehichu ennal ath onnum prethekshikathe Ann Karanam ennil ninake olla sneham orikalum
alakan avathath Ann ennal nee ath enn manasilakunuvo Ann ninake ente vella manasilakum, njn
orikalum ninne nirbhandhikukayila onninum Karanam enne nee hridhayam kond Ann snehikande allathe
Manas kond allla njn ninake tharuna vella ey lokathile orualkum manasilavukayila ennal ninake ath
manasilakum pakshe nee enne manasilakan sremikanam ennal ath orikalum indavukayila enn ariyan
pakshe nammal jeevikunath oru pretheksha vechite alle ath polle enikum ind oru cheriya pretheksha
nee enne orikal manasilakum enn, njn ninne ennum ente hridhyathil arum kanatha oru moolayil ennum
snehicholam, I will always love you michu
You know one thing, whenever I think like I should try to let go of my feelings towards you, that exact
moment you will come to with ur tears and will start to explain a hardship that happened in your life
and at that moment I will again fall into you and the moment you send me that one msg

“ Ank nalla dhehsyo bernnn “ this msg just makes me cry each time I see it cause it makes me feel like I
am wanted in ur life and just makes me feel so special and uk I just love you so much much for being so
angry and that anger is sooooo cute to see in you and whenever u get angry it looks soo beautiful istg I
just feels like to hug you so tight whenever ur face turns red due to sadness or angerness and I know it
will never happen but I really wish it does cause ur that special to me and I am even ready to do
anything for getting some time to talk to you and make you feel better cause that’s what I have been
trying to do from the start itself but no matter whatever I do it just won’t make me satisfied and
whenever I see you smile

I just feel like I wanna make you smile again and again, pls come to me whenever you feel low and just
remember one thing that I will be with you at ur all low times to make sure that at least one person
loves you as much as he can and is willing to do anything to make you feel better, love you michuu

I am ready to wait for you to love me back no matter how much time it will take cause your one in a
million and I do can’t let go of you cause you have been in my heart since the day you started to tell me
about the issues you face in your life and I have decided to give you a life which no one could ever give
you and trust me one day I will make that happen and I want you to be mine forever and I want you to
hold my hands and say we are never going to be apart no matter whatever situation we face in future
cause if your there for me then I will surely be there for me holding your hands and saying ur mine, and
that’s the best feeling I can ever get in my entire life and the only one that can provide it to me is you
michuu, and I hope one day all my dreams will come true and I am waiting for it 🤍

Enike annekil ippo oru jathii mixed feelings polle allo ind kopp, soemtimes I feel like I want to get over
her and at the same time I will start writing many Paras for her and day before yesterday I thought like I
have to stop it and focus on myself and that moment itself I got a sudden realization and I wrote some
things about her and even made a fcking envelope to keep that letters in, enthuadeee ithh pranthhh,
innala kudii alochich ollu I should stop writing all that Paras and yesterday itself I wrote almost 3 Paras,
entho karyam ayite patanind , Its like whenever I try to stop it, it just increases tremendously 😭, idk
what to do, I really love when I do all that cause it makes me love her even more and I just love loving
her soo much

Edoo njn orikalum vicharichila like oru pennine enne ithra veshmipikano atho santhoshipikano patum
enn, tbh I feel like my life is complete when I am around you and whenever we chat my heart just keeps
on hitting hard that what I said will make you upset or feel bad, tbh I really don’t wanna do that, all I
want to do is to make you smile through my efforts but my unluck you won’t see any of my efforts but
still I will try my best to show you it each and everytime when I can and I will be with you whenever you
need a help cause your the one I want to help and want to live with my entire life cause your that special
to me girl, why can’t you understand that huhh, just try seeing my efforts for one time, you will start to
understand how hard I am trying to get noticed and loved by you and you know why I am this obsessed
in loving you it’s because I want you to know that there is this kind of love in which a person can give
you his everything to make you happy and feel wanted and I hope I am trying my max to do it and of u
ever feel like noone loves you or u doesn’t have any value in anyone’s life then remember that there is
me who loves you more than anyone and values you over my own life, pinne only marry someone who
can love you like me cause if that person did then they will never hurt you in anyway cause they won’t
be able to hurt you when they came to know how sweet and kind hearted you are and find someone like
that michu cause I don’t wanna see or hear anyone hurting you In anyway and I will always be with you
until I die, I will always keep on loving you michuu

Loving her or spending my time with her is something that I can never regrt cause all that moments with
her made me feel I am wanted and special cause in my heart she is like a princess who is talking to a
normal peasant and I will never regrt that no matter what cause she gave me a infinite amount of
happiness which can’t me measured and if i got a chance to prove my love for her I am even ready to
give my life for her cause she just simply deserves it and I wish I could do it one day and trust me i know
I will never be able to find a girl like her cause she is just perfect in every way possible and she makes me
go Wild and she just loves a person the exact way I does and that’s one thing which I love in her so
much, I find her so relatable to me and I really wish I could give her a life with full of happiness and I am
sure that I can handle her short temper cause I love her sooo much that her temper also makes me
smile and just hug her so tight that she will feel so relieved and I really wish I could do all this mahnnn, I
really wanna hold her close to my heart and say your mine and I won’t let you go no matter what🤍

If I want i can somehow force you and make you lovee me by showing all the efforts I took to love you
and just somehow convince you to love me back but that’s not what I want, I want you to understand
me by yourself and then take a decision after thinking a lot of time cause I don’t want you to make a
mistake and if in future you feels like you made a mistake on accepting me then that will make me go on
a verge of suicide but if you change your mind on rejection after some time always came back to me and
openly say it cause I will be there waiting for that one moment cause I am sure I won’t be able to love
someome the way I loved you and I hope you understand all this cause at the end of the day all o want
you is to make a decision with your full mind and a choice that your heart says you to take, and trust me
no matter how much it will hurt me just say It openly and it’s fine cause I will never hate you for
rejecting me cause I can understand you more than anyone and even if you reject me I will still be there
for you in all your low times and I will surely help you as much as I can cause I love you that much
michuu, just take okayy, I don’t wanna see you getting hurt in anyway cause that will make me even sad
than a rejection cause all I care about is you and your well-being and I am ready to sacrifice anything for
these things, I love you michuu💕

Enthayalum at some point in your life I can show you that how much you matter to me in my life and
what all ways you made me happy as well as sad asf cause each and every action of your somehow
made my mood either happy or sad cause I only get upset if a person that I care for gets hurt or is In a
tough situation and whenever your in that it just makes me cry so hard cause I love you that much and I
really wish to help you out but at most cases I can only see you getting hurt by the people you care, if
you ever just noticed my all struggles to make you happy then you might understand a bit of how much I
love you and I will just try my best to keep you smiling cause I do care a lot about you and i really wanna
see you in a situation where your at your outmost happiness and I wish I could do that one day and I
love you michuu, a lot, I haven’t loved anyone the way I am doing for you cause I don’t how or why, it
just happens and my mind just keeps on going saying she is the one, I hope that it comes true

Edaa I know your going through this hardship and I am praying with all my heart that it will be over soon
and I know every month you have to go through it but I really hope I could comfort and help you out but
I am literally helpless and I wish I could at least hold your hands and say your gonna be okay, I really
wish to be with you in this time at least by my words but I know my limits and I have to stay there and
trust me whenever you feel low or whenever you want me just come directly to me and open up cause I
am waiting for that every day cause I love you at that kind of way cause all I ever wanted was to see you
in a state where your living your life at its most beautiful moments and I wish I could also be with you
and make it even beautiful

I love you michuu, plsss understand me mahnn, enike patanila Anne kurich alochinkand irikan tbh I am
just so tired so thinking of you and creating scenarios in my head, sathyooo ayite enike patanila ethra
sremichatum Anne manasil ninnum eduth matan, it’s like nee avide stay akkana polle ind, many times
almost u got off my again through fate you came back to my life and kept on giving me fake hopes, I
really can’t get u out of my head njn veruthe parayanth Alla enike sherikum Anne athra istam ayii poyii
and I really wanna live a life with you holding your hands till we die, and I know you will laugh at this and
take it as a joke but just think about everything that I did to make you smile and be happy, do you still
think that i am joking enike entha parayande enn ariyila michuu, enthayalum enike Anne marakan
theera patanila and I really want you to understand my situation, enike ariya even if you understand it’s
of no use but still I don’t know why I still have a hope in me, I am so dumb ryt thinking of impossible
things, anyway I just love you

Njn ayite orikalum ante lifeil oru bhudhimutt indakula michuu, ath njn orapp tharamm cause I have seen
you struggle a lot and I only wish to make it less but never even thought to increase it so don’t worry
about me being a burden in your life and if my love makes you irritated or disturbed then I am sorry but
don’t ask me to unlove you cause I just can’t do it, I tried many times but I couldn’t cause I loved you at a
level where I lost myslef and trust me I won’t let my love be a disturbance in your life, I will keep on
loving you from the shadows until I die, I will always love you michuuuuuu
I am so stressed today but yet chatting with you will take away all my stress and makes me so relieved
cause you give me that kind of vibe michuu, your one of the most special people in my life who can
make me happy just by spending some of your time with me, and idk how it affects me this much, but
anyway I am so lucky to have you in my life and I really want you to be with me until my very end cause
your presence makes me soo happy that I will get butterflies each second I am spending with you and
trust me I will love like noone else did and if you once start to notice all my efforts then you will also
understand how much you mean to my small heart, your like a perfect half of mine and I really wanna
make you feel the most happiest person in the world cause I just feels like I am destined to do it and I
will do it as much as I can until the very end cause all ever wanted was to love you in shadows michuu, I
love you soooo much🤍

Yea this really takes me more high than any drug could, I ain’t never gonna worry about her mahnn,
literally feels so shit, why tf do I have to get this tensed, she ain’t having any issue but all she does was
ignore, yea this feels so fcking great, ithra nall njn vicharich orikal engilum oole manasilakum enn but
she won’t mahnn, njn inn 3 manike thott ithine kurich alochikan thodangith Ann, and all I did was got so
tensed and didn’t learn anything, just thought of her and all she did was just simply ignore me, feels
kinda so messed up now, ummahne I ain’t angry with her or something just feels like I am just like a
burden in her life

Michuu njn enth cheythate Ann iyy enne iganne ignore akkanath, njn enthoram tension adichu enn
ariyoo, I was thinking each and every second about you and was praying that nothing bad happens to
you and all you did was just ignore me, anake ennod samsarikan or chat akkan istam Alla engil pls say it
open cause then u won’t disturb you and won’t be a burden in your life, I will just vanish from your life
and the reason why u msg you even though you ignore me is because once you have said to that
everytime the people who you give value will go from your life no matter how much you try to keep
them in your life and I really wanted to prove you that I will be with you until you kick me out, I literally
said this that day, i still remember the place where I said that and even the topic which lead us to that
conversation, and no matter how hard I try you just can’t see itz idk why, maybe I am doing it too less? I
hope I can do better? I love you no matter how much you ignore me or hates me cause all I ever did was
just love you so hard

Michereee njn ayite orikalum enike annod olla feelings inni parayula cause I know it’s like irritating for
you and it will make you uncomfortable and it’s obvious that you will reject me and I know it will hurt
you too for rejecting me and I don’t want to see you getting hurt because of me cause all I ever wanted
was to love you and I atleast can do it now even though it’s one sided but trust me I am loving you with
all I have and I am ready to spend all my time with you cause your that special to me and Boone can ever
replace you in my life and I know one day you will achieve all your dreams and the only wish of mine is
to see that and then die cause I want you to have a life which you deserve and at first I thought I could
show you the value and care of true love but it won’t happen as you don’t love me back but now I
decided to love you as well as support you in every stage in your life until you reach that point in your
life where you don’t want anyone’s support and I hope I will be with you until that point and I wanna be
the first one to say

“ i am soo proud of you “

Michuu I really have no idea how I am pulling my days off without talking to you, tbh this is the first day (
9/11/2022 ) that I completely didn’t talk to you, and I this was the worst day of my life too cause many
things happened to my friends which broke my heart and the thing which made me most sad was your
silence, when I think about it I really have no idea how I will live my days without talking to you if you
push me away, I tried to hold on but tbh I can’t and I really want to talk to you so badly and I know your
situations but I really can’t hold myself, a ‘hi’ from you you will make my night into a daydream come
alive moment cause your the only person who can do it to my life and I hope you understand that, I
know your phone is taken away and your very busy learning and I am so proud of you for it but I just
want you to know that I am always loving you and will always support you, so pls don’t forget that I am
alive and is living just to see your msges which makes my life more meaningful and let me live a life
that’s worthy enough, thank you for all that moments you gifted me, I wish you a great life with a
everlasting love from my heart 🤍

I know the issues for our relationship will never get over but my love will always be in fire cause each
msg you send me adds fuel to that love and it will ignite each and every second of my life cause I see you
as the savior of my happiness which I really enjoyed and I really wanna thank you for each and every
moment you gave me which was filled with happiness and I really have no idea how to thank you and
my way of thanking is by showing love and I love you so much by whatever ways I can and will always
stick by your side whenever you need me cause for me your the most important person in my life and
just wanna make sure your safe and lead a happy and healthy life and I really really hope I could give you
that cause I feel like I am the only one capable of doing it cause I can understand you to the outmost
level and will always love you and will support you in your most down times and will be always ready to
share all your problems into my own shoulders and make you free from all that burdens and make you
the most happiest person on earth, I am sure I can do that if you give me a chance, I will love you to an
outmost level and prove that to you michuu, the only thing I can provide you is care, love and affection,
all from my heart directly to your heart, I want you to be smiling even at your worst times just by
thinking I am with you and there’s nothing to fear cause I will risk my life to ensure your safe, cause I
love you just that 🤍

Enike nee illand patunilaaaa, ith ippo ethra divasam ayii ante sound onnu kettate enike theera patanila
muwthe, enike aake karachil varannn, tbh I really can’t miss you

At least a small chat is enough but now it feels like your are going away from me and I can’t handle that
pain, njn iganne chirich kalich nodakanind but I am really so badly down that I haven’t spoke to you for
days and I really just can’t do that anymore, I really need to do something about my feelings for her
cause it’s just keeps on increasing, I really have no idea what to do cause my love for you never gets
extinguished and trust me plsss michuu I can give you a life which noone else can, I promise you that I
will never hurt you in anyway and will always take good care of you until my last breath

Michu enike oru chance thaa to express my love for you cause njn ithra Anne snehichath alle and just
one chance so I can prove to you that noone can love you the way I do and I really love you so much da,
enike ninne kurich alochinkand oru divasam pollum pokula and trust me your the only one who can love
you this much, I am not asking you to love me back just try to understand me cause for me I value you
michuu you more than religion or any obstacle that comes infront of me cause my love for you will
break all that and still keep on going and will only stop once I stop breathing and if trust me this is not
just words michu, I will wait for you until the day you realize my love for you even if it takes how many
years it doesn’t matter cause I am waiting for the most precious and priceless gem in the world and even
if that wait means nothing I am ready to do it cause at least I can love you for somemore time right, I will
keep on loving you michuu no matter what the obstacles are there cause for me onlt thing matters is
you and that’s it, I love you

Michuu anake enthelum oru idea Indo how much I love you, enike ariyila enganne Ann ante aduth
paraya enn, Anne kurich alochich alochich avasanam njn ente ummanode poyii choich Incase njn oru
vere religion pennine snehichal preshnam Indo enn, sathyam paranja njn njetti Karanam ente Amma
parnj oru koyapavum illa and oru Nalla Koch ayaa mathii ejj and I think your perfectly matched for this
and I have decided to wait for you no matter how long it takes cause I love you so much that I can’t stop
thinking of you even for a complete minute and I just wanna care you a lot and want to take care of you
and just love you a lot and make you feel so damn special and I am sure I can make you comfortable and
love you more than anyone else but all you have to do is give me a chance to prove it to you, i will do it
one day michu, I will 🤍

Michu Anne kanan enth bangii adoo, it just makes my eyes go blind, it’s like a bright sunshine that
crystalizes my eyes and that’s what makes my love blind for you, just try to understand me once pls
cause all I ever wanted was you to understand me not because I want you to love me back just because I
want you to understand that Incase sometime you feel like noone loves you in this world and noone
ever gives you any value, by thinking of me I want you to remember that I loved you more than you can
imagine and was willing to do anything just for your happiness cause I value the most in my life and I just
want to see you happy till the end and i am ready to do anything for seeing you happy cause your smile
makes me forgot all the issues I have and it just makes me a lot happier and I really don’t know how to
thank you for that, at the end and start of every day my first last thought will be of you 🤍

Michuuu ummahne Anne kanan enth resam adooo, iyy enike inn ayicha ah photos allo kandite enike
enth santhosham ayii enn ariyooo, ethra nall ayii njn iganne onnu santhoshichate enn ariyo, enike inni
marichalum koyapam illa Karanam iyy ayicha ah photos allo kandapol enike Sherikumm karachil Vann
due to immense happiness cause eniek Anne athra istann, athra istam enn vecha athra ishtam Ann, iyy
ayicha ah dancing video allo kandapol ente mowle ummahne enike aake shock ayii poyii Karanam njn
enganne engilum anode olla feelings onnu korakan nokkumbol iyy iganne allo ayokumbol ille oru ayiram
sneham anode kudii enike, sathyo ayitum enike entho bayanagara shock ayii and njn aake illand ayii
when u send that video and that photos, enike Anne bayanagara istam ann taa ith iganne poyal orikalum
enne kond Anne marakan patula and njn orikalum Anne vidula, as I always say…. I will always keep on
loving you michuu🤍

Michuu Anne allavarum michu enn alle vilika and can I call you by another name?? Njn Anne ente
manasil kallath ‘sunshine’ enn vilichote pls cause that name resembles how much impact you have in my
life, nee ente jeevithil oru velicham polle ann and I can’t live without you, I love you so much that I will
keep on remembering about you whenever I see the sun shining in the sky and I will call you ‘my
moonlight’ at night cause whenever I see the moon It feels the same way how you smile and that smile
is what makes my life 100x better and I want you to look at the moon with me holding my hands and
opening your heart and sharing all your hardships with me while I give you all the love I have so you
won’t feel a bit unwanted or unvalued cause I want to make sure that you will never feel lonely and hug
you so tight that we both shall cry until the sunrises with a bright day to start on for floating in your eyes
and loving you more and more and more….I

Heyy sunshine, anake enne orikalum ingote thirich ishta pedan patula? Enike ariya there’s nothing in me
to be loved and I am a talentless and just a normal commoner but I do have a heart that loves you more
than anything and are you gonna avoid that love till the very end? There might be a million reasons why
we shouldnt be together but my love can jump over any obstacles we might face in future if your ready
to love me back and create the most beautiful love story ever cause I wanna love you as much as I can
and this fnrdship really restricts me from comforting you with my full mind open and I really wanna hug
you so hard that you will forgot all ur problems and will lay ur head on my shoulders and rest until u feel
better and I will be with you in all the happiness and mood offs you will have in your life and will always
love you with a very sincere and loving way 🤍

Michu uk normally people once they start loving each other, they think it will last forever but tbh it just
last as long as you keep working for it, if one stops working then it’s a closed deal, it’s not my words it’s
said by some great random guy cause loosing interest is a normal thing nowadays, even I have seen this
my some frnds too, like he liked a girl so much but when he came to know that won’t work out he lost
interest and got into another relationship just after 2 weeks and in ur situation just think of how he was
at the beggining and how he is currently! That will prove my point to you, I hope you understand what i
am trying to say, if ur being irritated just say okay 🙂

Eda like he does give you his time okay I agree, but have you ever thought like, he only msges u when he
is free and after all his priorities? Does he really put some effort for you? And if he really did care for you
then why would he make you msg him at late nights cause that will ruin ur sleep and it will affect ur
mental health and physical health ryt? I really don’t know what u meant by he is soooo mature, it
doesn’t feel like that on seeing all the things he does, I care abt you and I am saying this for ur own
good, like if anake njn inganne paryunath istamalagil i wont say this anymore but if njn parne correct ayi
vannal then come to me, I will be always with you

Eda michu I really can’t see you getting hurt like this, ummahne it hurts me so much pls value urself and
just let go of the feelings for him cause he doesn’t value you and I can understand you so much cause I
am literally going through the same thing but I am loving you so much and I really wanna see a future
with me and you being together and I am ready to work for it and wait for it and cry for it no matter how
much long it takes cause I love you that much and I can’t afford to lose you no matter what happens
cause I even asked my mom and she said okay, I almost closed all the paths that separates us from my
side and I am sure that I can take care of you and treat you so good and I hope one day you will
understand me, I love you michu, all I ever want is to see you happy and seeing you smile cause that’s
what makes me feel the most satisfied, love you and take care and always be happy and come to me
whenever you feel low cause I am waiting for you 🤍

I knew it from the beginning itself that there was some reason holding me back to again and again falling
in love with you and now I understand it that we both are like same in every aspect cause the way you
live ashraf is the same way how I love you, whenever he ignores you you feel a different type of sadness
and it’s the same case for me and whatever issues you might face in the future it doesn’t matter to you
cause all that matters to you is him because you love him so much that your ready to face any obstacle
and it’s the exact same for me too, I am also ready to face anything that comes between our love and I
don’t know why you and I feels so relatable and so same which makes me wonder if are you the made
for me and is it god who is making me wait so I will understand the real value of your love and I am
ready to wait until that ashraf goes from your life and till the day you will understand my love for you,
no matter how long it takes cause I know that wait is gonna be worth it

Michuu enike ariyila entha parayande enn enike Anne athra istann and njn entha thett cheythite Ann njn
vere religion ayath and ah oru otta Karanam kond enike ninnod olla sneham mattanam enn parayumbol
enthoo oru different type veshmam ind cause njn snehichath ninne Ann alland ninte religione Alla, enike
patanila Anne marakan njn kore sremich nokki pakshe ottum patanila and njn entha cheya nee thanne
para, at the end the only try that's left is Stop chatting even though it will hurt me a lot it’s fine cause the
longer I last in your life it might hurt you too and I don’t wanna see you getting hurt because of me and
even if we don’t chat, if you have any issue or need any help or whenever you feel low always come to
me cause I will be always waiting for that one msg from you cause I love you that much michuu, I will
never be able to hate you cause I have already given you a special place in my heart 🤍

Edooo u have any idea how much each and every photo you send to me makes me happy, I don’t know
how to show that happiness I am like sooooo excited ed to save each and every photo and video you
send me cause that makes me feel close and special in your life, I don’t know if you will do the same for
all your friends but for me it’s a very rare and special thing that makes me so happy from tip to toe and I
really wanna save and stare into that photos and videos until I cry out so hard and feels so happy but
when I came to realize that you will never see me the way I do makes me burst into tears, it really
happens each time but I will keep on saving all the things you send me cause somehow it turns out to
make me so happy and I really really love it a lott and will always keep all that pictures close to my heart
cause noone ever have send me like that and it really makes me feel so special and I really want to make
you feel it too cause now your experiencing a type of love with that guy which doesn’t even take a bit of
effort to talk or he even missed a chance to meet you, I mean like how can a person that love you find a
reason to not meet you and that too a fake reason like he doesn’t have money, bruhh I would have done
anything to meet you even for 5 seconds cause that means a lot to me that 5 seconds means hell lot to
me and I am still ready to walk till your house just to see again for 1 second also cause I really wanna see
you that badly cause I love you that much michuu, plssss understand me plssssssplssssss

Edaaaa each time I hear that sings u sang for me, I don’t know why but it just makes me sooo happy and
like I don’t know how to explain that feel I get cause it just makes me feel something I have never
experienced and in between that your laugh and all just makes me smile as well as cry cause realizing
the fact I will never be able to hold you in my arms and it just makes me extremely sad and when I hear
your voice it just again makes me happy and I don’t know it’s a mixed feeling and I really want to hold
you and hug you and listen you sing for me in real life and I know it will make me so happy and so
complete cause being with you make my most happiest memories cause your that special to me and
your a person who makes me feel like I am needed in your life and I just love you for everything you did
for me and I just wanna be with you until the very end and I am so glad that at least I can wait for you
isn’t, your someone I will never stop loving mizna and I will never leave you even if it’s as a friend I will
never be able to unlove you cause I loved you that much🤍

Michu you know what nowadays I am listening to the songs that you sang for me and that songs make
me so happy cause that is something that feels so special cause it’s like a gift given by you which is so
valuable to me that I cant lose it no matter what cause for me it’s like a lifetime treasure and I really
enjoy the songs a lot to be honest it’s not the songs but the voice, that’s what makes me so happy cause
each time I hear your voice message it just makes me happy cause sending voice messages are
something for special people and I am glad to be a special person in your life and I really do love each
and every word you speak to me cause it just makes me go wild and whenever it, it makes me so happy
cause I still remember that day when I first came to meet you in down of your building you was laughing
a lot and I don’t know why I just felt sooo happy but couldn’t express it and on the way back I really was
so happy and like thought I made you smile and laugh but it was late when I realized you and nafi was
making fun of me and when I came to realize that it made me so unhappy and down for a while but at
least I am happy that you laughed a lot cause of me even if it means making fun of me cause all that
matters to me is to see you smile cause that’s my way of loving and I do love you a lot, a lot more than I
or anyone could ever explain, your so special to me and always will for sure 🤍

Miznaaa seeing you happy makes me somewhat feel so good and somehow I turn out to be trying to
make you happy and make you feel like your wanted basically I need you a lot but somehow I find
myself trying a lot to make you happy and I really love that feeling cause it makes me feel like I am
required to do this cause there’s noone for you who will make sure that your happy and is always
feelings well except for me so I am glad that your talking to me and giving me your time even though I
mean nothing in your life but I am sure that your everything in my life and I am at a stage where I will do
anything for seeing you happy and to see you smile cause that makes me happy as much as I can’t
explain cause I love you that much michuu, I have always loved you sooo much and I wish your always
alright and feeling good and I hope if you have any problems in your life you will come to me cause I will
try my best to solve it for seeing you relieved from all that cause I just love you for who you are michu,
take care 🤍

Michereee what did you mean by sending me that reel huhh?? Istg I had a heart attack cause when I
heard all that it really gave me a feeling which I can’t explain dude, and ik it’s a fun reeo but for me it
struck directly to the heart okay, I really can’t accept that it was meant to be comedy cause that’s what I
have been going through and you just send that to me and it made me feel so special and it made me
feel like I am getting one step closer to you, ik ik it’s all in my head but if your giving me heart attacks like
these I am sure that I might end up dieing one day cause I was shocked like nothing cause it literally said
I love you and I was like wait what?? I love you too michuu, a lot a alot okayy so don’t worry about me
not loving you, I am always here loving you from bottom of my heart okay, take care and Nalla fruit diet
polikate, I hope one day I can buy you all your favorite fruits cause that’s something will make me a lot
happier and I will do it one day, trust me mizna, give me a chance and I will prove my love for you cause
I am so sure that I haven’t loved anyone like you and I still wanna make sure you sleep good everyday
cause it feels like it’s my job to do that and I will do it with a lot of happiness cause you matter a lot to
me and always be happy okay take care my girl 🤍

Eda michu i am sure that i will never regret or deny that i loved you cause loving you was my decision
which i will never regret cause there were some moments which made me feel something that i haven’t
experienced in my life and i think it’s all worth it cause i learned a lot about love, waiting, the value you
put in for that person, the efforts and even understood many things about myself which made me
realize many things which are valuable for me and ofcorz you are the most beautiful person i ever came
in touch with cause all that love for you made me realize how loyal and sympathetic i was cause i would
cry if anything bad happens to you or whenever you feel low or feels sick or tired and you why i cried for
all that? Cause i love you girl, from bottom of my heart and it will always be the same cause i can’t forget
about you, i loved you a lot mizna and i can’t take it back 🤍

Michuzey I know that your going through a lot now and I really don’t have any idea how to comfort you
or how to help you out cause I am literally helpless in this situation and I really wish that I could give a
support to you but I always have to keep my limits and distance from you and that’s why I really even
can’t say what all I wish I could say to you, I really got so tensed when you said me your blood level was
less cause I was thinking like if your having that much pain and your still suffering it all and I really wish I
could be of any help but all I could do is just see you in pain but at the same time I was also struggling a
lot cause I couldn’t just sit there simply while your suffering a lot, I really hope it will be all back to the
same situation as soon as possible and I did pray a lot to give all your sufferings to me cause I really can’t
see you in this state michu cause it hurts me a lot and I really wish I could buy you a butterscotch ice
cream which is your favorite after all this and I really wish you would call me to a hangout any place you
say cause that will be like a dream for me cause seeing you for a min makes that whole month the
happiest month I ever had cause that’s how you mean to me and michuzey pls hold on to the pain and
sufferings, if your giving me a chance I promise you that I will try my best to keep up with you and help
you out in every situation in your life and that’s a promise from me, and don’t worry I am always praying
for your wellness and happiness and I am sure that all this will be over soon and you will regain all your
strength back my love, till then take care and I love you a lot

Girl loving you wasnt a option for me, it was a choice that I took myself and I really mean it cause your
that special to me, I really have no idea where it will end but I am at least sure that my love and care for
you was and is always true and even as a nobody to you, I always cared for you even after knowing I
have no value in your life cause all I ever wanted was to be noticed and understood how much you
mean to me but I guess slowly I am starting to understand that you aren’t for me, even though it slowly
kills me inch by inch, I guess I have to take this hard decision cause it’s for the better good and all I ever
want is you to be happy and I know your already happy with or without me and I really doesn’t hold any
real value in your life even though your the most important person in my life, but I really have to accept
this reality, maybe I can or maybe not but I am sure that I ain’t gonna leave my all hope cause I really
love you a lot and will still wait for you even though you doesn’t know it, I will wait until that day comes
where we get separated from friends cause until that I am sure that I will never be able to leave my
thoughts and care for you and don’t worry I will never ever regret this choice I took cause I am still so
sure that your the most beautiful person I ever say mizhuzeyy and I really really mean it ✨

Michuzeyy you know what, today (24/12/22) you really made me so happy cause today you send me so
many reels and that is something that really means a lot to me cause I know you just simply send
because it’s funny but for me it’s something you did for making me smile and laugh, and that really
made me so happy and it really made my day, and I really wish to give you too this happiness and feeling
which I get but what can I do for it ? Is there any way I can make you feel so happy cause I am willing to
do anything for it cause seeing you smile and laugh gives me a kind of happiness which I can’t explain
and I really love you a lot and I wish one day I could give you back all the happiness and special feelings
you gave me unintentionally, I know you aren’t even thinking all of this and it’s all my imagination but
you know what, even that small things you do makes me so happy and that imagination makes my
whole day better by a thousand times, love you mizhuzeyy a lot, a lot means a lott 🤍

Edaaa you have any idea how much it makes me happy when you ask me for something that too in a
very cute wayy, I swear to God that it just makes me feel so damnn special girl and I am like ready to buy
you anything that you want cause seeing you happy is my first priority and moreover I just wanna see
you and do you have any idea how much it means to even see you for a small time, chatting with you
even makes me happy like sooo much then I can’t even measure how much it means to me whenever I
see you, and I would never miss any chance to meet you cause if I ever did that then that’s my worst and
most dumbest mistake I will ever do, and I won’t even be able to forgive myself for doing that, I really
want to buy you a lot of bing chilling but I really have one request and that is please eat the bing chilling
Infront of me cause thats gonna make me soo happy, just seeing you smile and eat that will make my
whole year to be honest cause you that special to me michuzeyy💕

January 8th

Inn njn sathyam parnjal oru plans umm illatha Karanam family ayite porath povan vendi kulikan kerith
Ann, kulii allam kayinj Vann full ready ayiite njn phone eduth nokkipol Ann ante msg kandath, sathyam
parnjal njn aake njetti poyii Karanam iyy enne oru hangoutine ingote vann vilich enn arinjapol entho oru
prethekatharam feeling ayirunu and I was so tensed that parents inni samathiko enn but enganne allo
njn ummanode parnj parnj samathipichu and avide ethite Anne kandapol ente ummahne njn avide ninn
melt ayii poyii, athra bangii indayii Anne kanan sathyam ayitum njn aake illand ayii poyii and
samsarikumbol pollum aake verachu poyii cause athra santhoshavum pediyum surprisum aganne allam
kudii orumich vanna oru santhosham ayirunu and ante kude ninn enthoram samsarichalum enike mathii
avanila cause the more I talk the more time I wanna spend with you and iyy enode bing chilling vagich
thato enn samasheke choichapol njnum Anne Kali akki vittu pakshe now I regrt it so badly cause I really
wish I could buy that for you pakshe I was too dumb at that time pakshe njn ennekilum orikal ante kude
orumich oru icecream kayikanam enn oru agraham ind ennelum ath sathikum ayirikum and thirich ante
veetileke nadakumbol ante shawl nellath vennapol sathyam parnjal enike ath eduth vekanamm enn
indayi cause iyy upayogicha enthelum oru sathanam enike kitti engil ennum enike veshmam
thonnumbol ath ketti pidich irikayirunu pakshe aganne onnu illa entel pinne ante kude ah staircaseil
irikumbol pollum ente mindil iyy mathram indayolu, njn avide irin angotum ingotum nokkunindayiru
engilum ente kann eppolum ante mellil thanne ayirunu cause Anne onnu kanan vendii thanne njn
enthoram kastapetatind enn ariyoo, ennum busil iyy varunath vare iganne nokki irikum and iganne Anne
thanne full time nokki irikum cause athra ishtann Anne iganne nokki irikan vere onnu alla Anne kanan
athra mownj ind and I really love you a lot michuzeyy, Alla divasavum iganne ante kude spend akkan
pattiya mathiyayirunu ✨

January 15th

Ummahne inn sambhavichath enike vishwasikan patanila sathyam ayitumm cause njn ente jeevithil
orikalum vicharichila iyy enne ante oru program kanan vilikum enn and enike avide ethan ayite oru
vayiyum indayila pakshe iyy enne vilichath kond enike orikalum ath miss akkan patula cause as I always
say i will never miss any chance that I will get to see you no matter what obstacle I have in my way cause
nothing else matters more than you, njn vere onnum nokkila uppanode poyii choich drop akko enn enite
parnj ente oru frndinte programine enne vilichath ann enn aganne enthelo parnj uppa samathichh, appo
enike oru santhosham indayii but I never thought I could see and talk to you cause all I ever thought was
to see you dance and see your smile from far away aganne njn avide ethii and oru seatil kerii irin enite
ninne kandpidikan ayite ente kann angotum ingotum iganne nokki nokki avasanam staginte left corneril
ninne kand and ente ummahne iyy appo oru chiri chirich and ath kandapol ente stomachil oru feeling
indayii aake motham kiringii poyii njn, enite pinne oru ling wait ayirunu iganne veruthe irin pranth ayii
cause enganne engilum ante program kanan ayite Ann njn wait akkith and almost after 2 hours iyy dance
kalikan thodangii and adhyam korach neram njn ath kand njetti ninn pinne korach neram video eduth
pakshe enike full concentrationil Anne nerite kanan vendi njn video edukal nirthi and Anne thanne
iganne nokki irinn, enite iyy drss okke Matti enne Kai kond poratheke vilichapol I was ssooo happy cause
Anne nerite kand samsarikan patum enn theera vicharichila and Anne ente aduth ninn kandapol
pinneyum ente killi poyii, pinne aganne nammal samsarich nadan iyy oru icecream okke kayich full
santhoshathil irikana kandapol enike entho manasil oru pure form of happiness thonnii, pinne avire
randalum photo eduth kayinjapol oole nammade orumich oru photo eduka enn parnjapol iyy akke blush
ayii and aake iganne nanam kond enthokeyo kanich kuttith kandapol enike entho santhosham kond
thulli chadan thonni pinnr aah selfie eduthapol ente 8 months ayite olla oru agraham avide vech nadann
that was to take a photo with you and ah oru photo njn enthoram nokki irinite indavum enn ariyoo
anakeee tbh sathyam ayitum Kore nokki irinn njn, pinne last povan nerath iyy enike ingote vann
shakehand thanapol I was stunned to the tip of my hair cause that was something sooo unexpected and
when I touched your hand ente ummahne it took me to a place where I didn’t knew anything but just to
fall in love with you over and over again, it was one the best moments I ever had in my entire life
michuzeyyy

January 16th

Enike orapp ann iyy inn tutionil njn indavum enn enthayalum vicharichit indavula pakshe anake oru
surprise ayikote enn vech Ann njn parayand vannath and sathyam ayitum enike inn Ann oru karyam
manasilayath, innala ante oppam njn Kore samayam indayii engilum inn Anne pinneyum kandapol enike
indaya santhoshathine oru ithirii pollum korav indayila, I was sooo happy cause inni thott enike Anne
eppolum kanan patum and ith enike ente lifil oru lottery adicha polle ann cause Anne kanan patunath
Ann enike etavum velluth and daily kanan pata means it’s a luck that very rare people get and I am one
of them so I was sooo happy pinne ante kudee irin padikanum kalikanum allam patumbol oru
prethekatharam feeling Ann ath and iyy ente thott aduth irinapol it was soo complete and each time you
smiled ente ummahne njn iganne ente manasil thulii kalikayirunu pinne last povan nerath anake aah
mittayii thanapol my day felt sooo complete cause this was so perfect that studies, saw you, talked to
you and everything was so perfect and good, I really love this michu, ummahe I can literally feel that
love for you in me 💕

Michu inn iyy njn ayicha photos screenshot eduthapol njn aake njetti cause ithra nall njn enthoram
ayichalum iyy edukulayirunu pakshe inn iyy njn ayicha Alla photosum screenshot eduthapol sathyam
parnjal enike Nalla santhosham ayii cause first of all ummahne this selfie msging is sooo cute cause it
makes me fall in love with you a 100 times more cause each photo you send me is so special in my heart
and ath allam njn save akki vekkum cause athra mownj Ann Anne kanan and iyy enthorak cringe akkan
nokkiyalum Anne kanan baynagara mownj ath iyy eganne okke photo eduthalum oru ithiri pollu korayila
and enike ath allam kanumbol sahikan patatha athram santhosham Ann and msging through selifes are
so satisfying and cute cause enike bayanagara ishatan iganne allo and I really love you so much
mizhuzeyy enike iyy illand patulaa ente ummahne enike iyy illand theera patula and ente lifil oru
divasam annod samsarikand irinal entho baynagara veshmam Ann cause athra ishtann enike ninne,
Anne njn orikalum marakula and you will always be the most beautiful kind of love I ever had and you
will always have a very special place in my heart 🤍

Michereeeeee that moment when I touched your face, awww my godd I was like having butterflies all
over my body cause when I touched your face and when you pushed it so hard that your nose, your eyes
and your lips all in my palm awwww that really was soo unbelievable like I couldn’t even think of
something like that but it just took me to a different world for real cause seeing you itself gives me a lot
of happiness so you can imagine how much it makes me happy when you did that and the most
unexpected part was that when you held on my shoulders and laid your head on my shoulders
ummahne at that time I felt like you was mine for a few seconds but It made me think how beautiful it
would have been if you were really mine and I really hope all this works out in the end cause I can’t even
imagine my one day without thinking about you cause whenever I sit freely the only thought that comes
to my mind is about you, and I really can’t stop thinking about you not even for some minutes, it’s like I
am soo addicted to you, michuzeyy I love you soo muchh and I will never force or pressure you to love
me back cause I want you to understand my love for you and take a descion after you see all the
consequences that we have to face cause I can’t lose you in the end cause I love you so muchhhh
michuzeyyy✨

January 30th

Today was again one of the most beautiful days in my life cause I simply joked and asked you to buy me
a icecream but you really bought me and at that time I really felt so close to you cause eating a icecream
with you literally means a lot to me and I was more than happy when you bought me that icecream and
when you said we can eat and walk slowly really made me feel so special in your life and each second I
spend with you made me so closer to you and that really means a lot to me and when you asked me if I
can eat the leftover of your icecream I felt like I was the most luckiest person in this world cause I never
ever thought that you would do that cause that’s something which was very very unexpected and that
leftover icecream was the most beautiful and tastiest ice cream I ever had in my life and while going
back I really wished I could buy you a drink and when you said me you wanted a mountain dew but
when I reached the shop I don’t know why but i randomly felt to buy a barbican and when I bought it to
you then you said me that you really wished to drink it, and I was so happy that I really got a chance to
drink the barbican which you drank cause it really made me feel like you were so comfortable with that
and I feel like buying that barbican was the 2nd best decision I ever took cause loving you was the best
decision I ever took in my life, being able to talk to you and love you is a blessing and I will always keep
you close to my heart and keep on loving you in the shadows without you ever knowing ✨

February 11th

Mahnnnn noo wayy this is happening, ummahnee enike ith vishwasikan patanilaaa njn orikalum
prethekshikathe Ann iyy inn parnjath anake veshkanind and food kayikam enn Karanam njn anake
eppolum mittayi and ath ith allam vagich tharum engilum eating food with you is just the most beautiful
memory in my life cause it almost felt like a date cause we both in a room and we shared the meal and it
was all so perfect that I really wished to take a photo with you but I was so nervous and shy cause if you
says no then the whole mood will go and I don’t want that to happen so I have carved it all in my heart, I
will never forget the blue dress and black shawl you wore cause it was so beautiful and just can’t explain
it cause you was that beautiful and I just can’t let got of you okayy, I ain’t lieing cause no matter what
happens I will never let go of you because I love you that much and situations are like we are gonna get
married soon lol, cause just think of what all we did in past few weeks, seeing daily and talking, laughing,
eating ice cream together, having food together that too almost like a date and I just can’t still believe all
this is happening cause for me spending each second with you is so unrealistic because I love you that
much and today is the best day in my life cause I shared a meal with you, we had schezwan chicken
noodles together that too when you were eating that, i really enjoyed seeing that case you looked so
cute and adorable, ummahne I am the most luckiest person in this world right now, michuzeyyy love you
sooooo muchh, the way how we talked and walked together was also so cute cause each time you
laughed I literally was having a garden of butterflies in my stomach with each of them poking my
stomach so hard cause you laugh makes it soo beautiful and prettiest, love you mizhuzeyy really really I
love you a lott and I really started to miss you the moment you got into that lift cause I was waiting and
watching you enter the lift but the moment you entered I started to miss you so badly I hope we can be
together cause I am ready to do anything for that to happen and whenever your free one day I will
surely buy a Starbucks coffee for you okayy, take care and always be with me 🤍✨

Can this day get any better, I literally felt a feeling like extreme happiness when you asked me to select
photos for your new post cause I really felt like I was someone so important in your life, when I saw that
post only consist of the photos which I selected ummahne njn njettii and I was in a stage of happiness
which noone in the world can understand cause seeing you was more than enough for me but nowadays
it’s getting a lot better and I really feels like your getting more close to me and you what your the reason
of my happiness nowadays and I just can’t stop loving you michuzeyyyy