Re:Zero Lust If

If:Petra

It had become habitual for Subaru to wake up and see the bright early morning sun everyday.

“Hey! It's morning already! Wake up! Wake up! Subaru-sama!”

Although he prided himself on waking up quickly, he never quite gets up immediately.

“Let's go! It's not good if you don’t wake up! Wake up! C’mon! WA-KE UP!!!!

“Shut Up”

“Mghg….!”

As he rolls over in bed a voice that pays no mind to the circumstance yells right in
Subaru’s ear. Subaru shouts at the voice and mutes it as a form of retaliation. As he raised his
voice like a frog, the voice of the employee climbed atop the bed next to Subaru. Since it was
already winter, it was a frigid morning, that's why as she entered her warmth extended towards
Subaru.

“Ahhh... my consciousness is returning...with this beauty besides me, even submerging myself
in my peaceful dream is something pleasant. Don’t you think so?”

“Mgh! Fine...I...this... not exactly…”

Just a moment ago his voice was vigorous, but upon saying those sweet words his voice
became tender. But they were enjoying eachothers company for far too long and Subaru was a
busy person. Subaru became sweet in that moment, and examined the youthful expression on
the girl's face. In that instant she looked so adorable, anyway he framed it he was greedlily
indulging in her presence.

“All right. You're a good girl. So why are you flirting with me in the morning?”

“For the record the breakfast today is being prepared by the duchess...You’ll probably be upset.
No?”
“uh…. I was...”

Forgetting what was said, Subaru’s energy started to fall. He began to submerge himself back
to sleep. It soon became a mini emergency.

It was inevitable, Subaru who was in bed with one arm hugged the girl with all his strength and
with the other threw the sheets off vigorously

“No can’t be, you’re getting up? Damn it, today's such a good day to... Eeeehhh!”

While the bed springs squeak, Subaru began to do his stretches. Stretching his arms on the bed
he saw that the girl was still in bed.

“Oy oy oy, making such a perverse and messy pose like that is impactful… I always say a girl
shouldn’t be doing such vulgar things--- Petra”

“It’s alright, I only bring down my guard around you Subaru-sama”

Sticking her tongue out whilst giving a charming smile, the maid posed as if she were a mature
woman. Petra Leyte said irritating things. She then extended her hand for Subaru to help her
up.

“Shall we go to the dining room? Alright, this is a good moment to call everyone.”

“Yes. Let's go Subaru-sama”

Said Petra as she smiled and agreed. He grabbed her hand and helped her off the bed. Subaru
and Petra, who grabbed each other's hands,were now in the hallway. Walking together on the
red carpet that covered the floor of Royal Castle of the Kingdom of Luganica.

If:Crusch
“You’re slow”

--Subaru, who was entering the dining room became aware of the presence of a voice, which
was notably in a bad mood. Subaru tried to mask the fear in his voice as a chill ran down his
spine. Understanding her intentions he forced a smile and waved his hands to defuse the
situation.

“Sorry, sorry. There's nothing bothering me. It’s just hard getting up in the morning”
“Don’t say such flimsy lies. Don’t forget that I can figure out your true intentions and attitude… In
anycase, this morning you had a secret reunion with the maid. Correct?”

Subaru masterfully diverted his gaze and whistled. ​In fact, it was a reality that he was
flirting with Petra. No matter who awoke him in the morning, there was surely flirting.

“In any case it was set in stone that you, my Lord would neglect our meeting.---- I believe it to be
inevitable to be treated in such a manner”

“No, no there is no intention like that”

“It's an unnecessary consolation. I understand. I… am a woman of an adorable nature. Unlike

the other women around you, I am not aggressive, save when it comes to brandishing the
blade. I don’t know much about makeup or how to dress properly. It’s natural that I can not
satisfy you”

It wasn’t normal for her to say such hurtful words to herself. She was acting this way
because the emotions she had been storing inside finally began flooding out. The floodgates
were broken and it all came pouring out this was unnecessary. As all the dissatisfaction was
revealed in her face. That’s why Subaru’s innocence wasn’t noticed until this moment.

“--What is your intention?

“If you can read my mind...Can’t you tell what intentions I have?”

“Stop fooling around.”

While she held her arms she gazed at Subaru and made a timid expression.

“After all, I can only see the direction of the wind. Your superficial subtly leaves me fascinated,
even if I can’t look into your interior...therefore the actions of my lord I can not know unless my
lord tells me.”

“Even so, I would be embarrassed to say it outloud”

“So your intentions are embarrassing?.....I couldn’t tell.”

A bitter smile began to appear as he held her in his arms. Upon accidently looking at her
their gazes met and soon entangled. On both of their faces, which were both in close proximity
they hugged one another. The distance between them was so close that in each breath they
took could intertwine at any moment. Subaru became more eloquent in his words and the way
in which he answered her questions.
“----Hmmmm”

The heat of their breaths was burning, he puckered his lips as if asking for a kiss and so
it was , he knew his ears were getting hot. With their lips meeting one another, a timid sensation
extended upon their tongues. After they put their lips one against the other they separated.
Their breathes were both slightly ragged. Her eyes were teary, the act of which made Subarus'
thoughts steamy as the woman who was normally brisk and strict was showing a different side
of hers. Being the only person who had seen that face, it made his heart feel warm all over. She
then stretched out her arms intending to hug him.

“That’ll be it for this morning.”

But the passion in the eyes of the girl was gone in the blink of an eye, and her arms
quickly receded. Having lost the possibility of a sensual embrace, Subaru opened and closed
his fingers not wanting to let her go. So then seeing the clear discontent of her companion she
gave him a cold smile.

“If you can’t stop, it would interfere with the many plans of today. Not to mention the way in
which you hold me is not good for me. So let’s leave it here.”

“By the way.. Do you think I forget to drown myself in your beauty?”

“I believe I told you. I am not an attractive woman.--- however there is something attractive
about the thought of spending the day with you.

“Don’t you think showing off your feminine side is important?”

He extended his hand at the last moment and it was softly structdown. As he waved his
hand that had been hit, Subaru happily turned his head around and looked back.

“Alright, let's eat. This morning I raised my arms far too much. I will serve you the meal. I am
particularly confident this morning”

“Probably because of what just happened and the way in which I said many sweet words.
You’re acting in a way that's not typical of Crusch-san.”

As he let his shoulders droop the smell of breakfast made Subaru’s stomach cry out.
She extended out her arms, she did so with pride.

“I know I am a busy person but if even for a moment I want time to stop and for us to
monopolize this table.----Forgive my selfishness, husband.”

“Yes that is selfish, and I will tell you that I find it adorable, wife of mine.”
Crusch goes to sit besides Subaru at the Grand Banquet table as is custom.

Upon turning around to see Subaru she saw as he began to attack the feast that was
atop the table. When Subaru took the first bite he let out a “It’s DELICIOUS!!!” which had
become a habit for him, she felt a level of anxiety deep within her somber eyes. She felt as if he
was being deceitful and while she thought those thoughts Subaru used his fork to continue
stuffing his face, it was truly delicious.

Ram

----Subaru struggled with the mountain of official papers concerning public business that were
stacked on his desk.

“Even if I do this there’s no sign that it will ever end. This is like a scene out of manga or anime,
yet here it is occurring in reality.

“Do it while you whine Barasu. You can’t rest until you finish, then you can return to work.
You’re stupid.”

“You actually understand my dilemma!!!”

One mountain of papers was nearly finished, however there were now 4 more separate
mountains and to have only one finished was disheartening. When the 4 other stacks were
added Subaru trusted in his pen and continued to work.

“Do you still think that arrogant way of speaking to me is alright? You know very well how much
power I have in this country. I’ll let you know from my point of view you’re a simple kohai
(underling) and my relationship with you is one I have with a person of a lower rank,
understood?”

“That way of thinking makes Barasu forget that he needs other people's help to remain
competent. Ram will now abandon Barasu and leave this room. Who will help you sign this
mountain of official papers? Now try and convince me of your position again.”

“​Forgive me nee-sama! Please! Pretty please! Don’t go! Help Me!”

Immediately after Subaru had said such powerful words he left his seat and threw away his
pride. Upon seeing that the maid with pink hair let out a ​“Haahh”​.
“It doesn’t matter what position you have, mine doesn't change. You’re shortsighted, this
conversation bores me. Improve your persuasion skills”

“Your generosity is really low Nee-sama. I mean what a sight, wouldn’t it be bad if others saw
it? I can’t maintain the respect of a maid!! In which case it can turn into a scandal and a article
would be written on the newspapers, it would become a stain on my reign”

“Ram is above and Barusu below. Reality can’t be changed. There will be no conversation
about this”

“You’re horrible Nee-Sama”

While Subaru raised his voice, Rem released a sigh of disgust.

While Subaru raised his voice, Rem released an annoyed sigh. She then brought a chair to
Subaru’s desk and a pen.

“Ram will only do what Ram can. Respond verbally.” ​[translation is iffy here]

“Hurray!! You always save me. Nee-sama is always serious about the affairs of the country.”

“Show your gratitude with your actions”

“How exactly?”

“Isn’t it polite to say iit like that?”

“That too will become a scandal if seen by others!”

In any case, Subaru kept chattering when he stopped moving his hand, Ram’s speed while
working on the documents was truly not normal.
A quick glance at her let him know that at Roswals Mansion she had handled much of the
paperwork despite the fact that the papers were done in Roswals name.
He was surprised as he had never seen such a scene.

“So you weren’t just sitting around on Roswals chair..”

“I have a feeling I am being demeaned”

“No way, I admire you. You can’t judge a person's behavior by their appearance or attitude.”

“On the contrary I am approving petitions of political extremist organizations”

“YA-MA-TE!”
After unexpectedly revealing what she was doing, Ram continued violently attacking the pile at
her own discretion. Subaru didn’t bother reprimanding her for what she said. Despite all the
things she said Subaru refused to correct her since he had utter confidence in her. He
accidently gazed at Ram’s profile.

As always there was a tense expression in it. She seemed very gentle and had a young
appearance to her that she had not lost. If she smiled she would be as sweet as a flower.
However sometimes that flower bloomed only once and year and so briefly that you could easily
miss it.

“...Your hand still isn’t moving Barasu.”

“Oh I’m sorry. I was looking at you Ram”

“---Chi…”

“Did you smack your lips? If that had been Rem she would have smiled and she’d have looked
lovely.”

“I think you should stop comparing Rem and Ram. I will hurt you”

“WHY?!?”

“I ask myself why..”

She glanced sideways with cold eyes, Subaru felt that something was piercing into him coldly.

That doesn’t mean that there was a bad intention, it would just be troublesome if her nerves got
hot.

He gave more priority to the Ram then Rem, because the words of Ram stung far more.

“I’m not comparing but I saw the truth of Ram ~. You are very beautiful and you don't recognize
the effects of your mannerisms and words.”

“If I become more aware, look around and observe, if I learn more about my personality I will be
even cuter.--- I shall tell Emilia-Sama”

“I’m not flirting with you! Don’t tell her!!”

Subaru’s self esteem was as low as ever. However in that place he allowed his true intentions to
show. He had no intention of trying to act adorable by hiding his bashfulness.​ [This entire paragraph
could mean that Ram showed her cute side, not confident in the translation]

“The expression in your eyes seems very warm Barasu”

“I see.. That's not too bad”

Ram erased the expression on her face. He returned to the documents to prevent further
pestering her, distracting himself was fine but he had to finish the task at hand. Work is work, he
could play after finishing.

“I want….I want you to stop comparing Rem and Ram in that way. It feels as if Barasu looks at
Ram in the way he looks at Rem.”

Subaru who was absorbed in the workload looked at her facial expression, he had not noticed
that she was truly pissed.

---Only the sound of the pen scraping against the white paper could be heard, flowing as if
dancing inside the office.

Translation based off Yumik’s Spanish translation

https://aminoapps.com/c/rezero-oficial/page/user/mumvk/wGZv_EXtxfBRB0YExJPakYekZ
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From Japanese to Spanish to English not optimal but it’s something.