Rajasthan Story#1

Yesterday, I was to go to Rajasthan for a day.. I woke up and did my chores and then the car
came and I went.. Only to find that I was clubbed with two other people.. Company's cost cutting
initiative..No more personal cars for travel... For a moment, I was in anger and separation.. I had
planned to sit comfortably..play my own music and what not.. So I found a program of "My way
or the highway.."

Anyways... I chanted om mani a couple 100 times . And I slept off.. When I woke up, we were
almost there.. but I had this uncontrollable urge to pee.. and I just cannot go across the street..
It's just too embarrassing for me.. I've never been able to even if I try.. So I had to restrain for
another 22 odd kms.. I was about to burstt.when we reached there.. Another program of
planning came up.. I had planned to read a book.. but just couldn't..

then while in the Rajasthan office.. There was only me from my team...so no specific reason
why I should have been there in the first place.. Victimhood program came up...

Halfway through the day.. I got a terrible headache, nausea, fever, chills, blurry vision and
difficulty in breathing...

So much physical pain.. Funny part was that, at that very moment, MeeMaa was talking about
physical pain in Ritu Ji and Mahender Ji's Webinar...

Feelings of frustration and helplessness also came up.. Too much in pain to even be able to
imagine being grateful for it...

And what was growing within was more suffering... So how could the outside not reflect...

I thought of taking a half day... But since I was in a pool car, I had to wait for others to come.. I

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called up for a personal car, and I was allotted one.. Since the transportation wala guy is a
friend.. But he has other friends too right .. So he said just wait for another guy, he'll come in
5mins then you can go..

I was in the parking lot, waiting.. 5 mins became 50.. I was carrying my bag, and was in Uniform
(Since it's a manufacturing plant, hence the uniform)... Almost felt like I was dying... So without

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caring for the stainless white clothes, and my bag..i sat down on the floor.. before I knew, I was
sleeping.. Only to be woken up by a rat on my head.. ...

I woke up startled.. crying at this point.. Finally gave up, broke down and asked.. Mani ye kya
sikha rahe ho ?

Mani laughing.. loudly..said..wahi jo tumhare andar hai.. Struggle and Hurt.. Suffering and
Resentment...
At that moment, the other guy came..And it was already around 5 at that point..

that guy had to get down in Delhi, and I..in Noida.. So we couldn't take the scenic eastern
peripheral route which was the highlight of all my previous trips to Rajasthan....

So we went through the dense traffic in Gurgaon and Delhi at Rush Hour.. A long 3hrs trip to
Delhi and another hour to Noida..

While in the car..my pains had only grown.. And I don't know when but I had slept off.. I woke up
feeling a little better but there was this headache and nausea that wouldn't go..and chest pain
on every deep breath...

So I immediately snapped.. Opened up my laptop and applied for a leave till next week
Monday...and wow! my boss agreed seamlessly...

Then, as soon as I reached home.. I rushed to the washroom and puked my brains out!!

And fell to the ground.. Somehow conjured up the strength to turn on the shower and just
collapsed under it...

After that I went into a commatose like sleep.. without realising that I hadn't eaten anything the
entire day...

When I slept.. I saw a dream..and that dream..Changed everything...

*Mani Vani :*

"Kathin raston se guzarna zindagi ka andaz ban gaya tha..

Dard ke raste se jeet haasil karna..Ek haseen dastaan ban gaya tha..

Dekh ja ke hath tera thama hua hai maine.. Toh kathin raste, ya prem ka sagar..

Tujhe kandhe pe bithaye chala chalun mein jab..

Toh ye dard jitna tera utna hi mera...

ispe anpe naam ka kyun laga diya mohar..
ye toh mera hai...

Ye raste jitne kathin lage..Jab mere kandhe pe tu sawar...Kahan reh gayi dard ki koi gunjaish..
Tujhe sar aankhon pe maine bitha raha hai..Tu bas ye dekh ja...Yahi hai meri khwahish..."
After this.. I saw two visions..One wherein I was in the same car going through the scenic route..
floating in bliss... and another wherein in the same car.. while experiencing pain and misery...

then both the cars merged..into one big black nothingness...

Mani saying.. "That's Duality kiddo.. That's the movie we are here to see.. Enjoy while it lasts..
These experiences of struggle are now in the past.. The path ahead is...one filled with ease and
grace...In every person.. You will see your and mine face.. That's the solace.. That's the beauty
of this magical place.. You and your mirrors are all there is.. Relax now kiddo..the path ahead is
one of bliss"

And now the amazing part is .I have chutti till Monday !!!!❤❤❤

Rajasthan Story#2 :

As you all had read my Rajasthan Story wherein there was immense suffering yet a lot of
understanding...

This is another story about my Rajasthan travel yesterday:

As I was going to sit in the cab.. I was in a soup.. Dreading that I don't suffer like last time...

Constantly releasing all judgements, expectations, fears, worries, anticipation...

And shit!! I had completely forgotten to take my ADHD meds.. What will happen now! oh no! I
won't be able to focus.. little did I know that it was Mani's plan all along.. Not letting me focus..So
dropping the mind is easier..

I recieved a resounding message..."क ठन रा ते पीछे रह गए....अब तो बस आराम ह आराम।"

The only exercise Mani gave was empty yourself...Let go...and Observe... As I reached to the
cab, it was a bigger one than last time.. Ahh! What relief!! I could sit comfortably!

The front seat was waiting for me.. (I always prefer the front seat)... Instant feeling of gratitude!

As I completely became still and did only this one thing..."Observe"...

I didn't even bother to change the song that was on.. And guess what... When I removed myself
from the equation...Universe had a wider scope to play in my favour... All my favourite songs
were coming up.. Wow!! The ride was so pleasant...We were supposed to reach by 8:00..but aa
I got lost in the observation...when I checked the time, it was 8:30 and we were still 45 minutes
away!! Waah !! Almost like quarter day ki chutti!!

More and more gratitude!!!

As I reached there, I had literally no work to do.. I enjoyed watching youtube videos all day
long..

As I dropped the mind, I was rewarded with the gift of grace..

Lunch time now.. Last time the lunch upset my stomach so much, as it was so oily and masala
full.. ( Another program released yesterday..).. Lunch was my favourite Kadi-Chawal !!!

Wow!! So much gratitude ☺ 💞

Post lunch, still nothing to do.. That's when I got in touch with Mo..and learnt how to make a
website..A seamlessly easy process...A quick zoom call ... And he helped me design the
website for a 5-day version of the EM program for 2 kids who have opted for it...

so much gratitude!!!

I toh had completely forgotten I was in office! (Unlike last time wherein each passing minute was
like an hour of pain).

then before I could realize..it was 3:30..time to go back!!

I went to the parking, even without calling the driver.. Guess what, he was already waiting with
the engine running.. No waiting like last time...More and more gratitude..

this time, even without me asking, he took the scenic eastern peripheral route which is so
beautiful..

I enjoyed every second of it.. Only two things... Gratitude and Emptiness...
Beautifully, I could attend the 5pm webinar and reached home before I could look at the watch!!
Just Wow!!!

As I reached home, the only message I got was.." You don't need to take the ADHD meds
anymore"

And I feel perfectly fine without them...

Same story, same actors, same me, same universe, same Mani.. Only one difference... There's
no mind frequency... Only the frequencies of heart! and the universe reciprocated!!

Boundless Love and Gratitude ❤

Rajasthan Story #3
And once again, it was time to go to Rajasthan yesterday. After one experience of hell(trip#1),
and one of heaven(trip#2).. I was a little bit in doubt whether the trip would be pleasant or not…

The guidance since last two days was just "Surrender"... But was I in surrender ? Not 100%..

As I reached out to the cab, it was the same small car as trip#1 (same co-passengers too)..
Fear kicked in.. I immediately watched it.. I went into complete observer mode…

I hit blankness for a while… Lost in the song playing on my earphones…. Although the
circumstances were that of trip#1... there was little to zero suffering…

And all of a sudden.. There was a strong urge to pee and I was just wondering.. this same thing
happened to me in the trip#1…. I just can't go on the road...and we were still 100kms away….

I was miraculously moved to close my eyes..Do the samarpan meditation (it's on the mpfy
youtube channel)... I was completely lost in it..And Miracle!!

It was like, the urge to pee suddenly evaporated!!

Complete bliss!!

I reached there and there was no work the whole day!! Mastiii!!! Before I could realize, it was
lunch time! Then two hours after that, time to go back!

Oh boy! I suddenly remembered how I suffered in the parking lot the first time...How my co
passengers were horribly late, I was stranded, slept on the muddy floor only to be woken up by
a rat!

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As I was in the parking lot thinking of all this.. the co-passengers continued on to be late!!
Suddenly, a huge majestic orange monarch butterfly flew by in front of me! In a secluded
dusty parking lot, a butterfly doesn't naturally just fly by.. that was when I was sure...its Mani!!
Immediately I asked.. what is the message? Answer was.."Surrender!"

As soon as I did, I was now focusing within.. Miracle#2 as I gave gratitude to the co-passengers,
they suddenly appeared..and as I looked at my watch, I could be almost sure that it was about
1hr since I was sitting there.. but there! It had just been 10-15 mins!! Talk about time and space
going for a toss!!

There was energy of pain, suffering and helplessness stuck in my impression of that first trip!

As I released it, it was bliss time!! The universe doesn't need to show that it's playing in your
favour for you to be able to realise that... you need only realise that the universe is playing in
your favour for it to do just that!!
And as I was in the bliss..we sailed through the beautiful eastern peripheral route to reach home
happily....

Oh and yes, Miracle#3 , the co-passengers who were supposed to get off in Delhi, which was a
2hr detour… One of them got off midway as his friend was passing by and he went with him,
and another one.. suddenly got a call from her husband that he was just behind our car..and she
got off too!!

Total madness!! Total masti!! Indeed true that "सपन का सौदा बोहोत फायदे मद
ं था।" ❤❤❤

Thus ends Mani's miraculous Three Act Play in Rajasthan!!! Om Mani Om Mani Om
Mani!!!