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Learning To Love
LEARN I NG T O L O V E
I t may be one of the most natural processes, but becoming a parent
can be as daunting as it is rewarding. Having a baby changes
everything, and the biggest area of change for new parents is also one
of the least explored: how do you relate to this new person in your life?
Learning to Love explores the evolving relationship between mother,
father and baby.
Focusing on the first year of life, it looks at the emotional dimension
of becoming a parent, and offers an understanding of the baby’s
emotional needs.
Also examined are:
• key mental and emotional milestones in the first 12 months;
• parent’s changing relationship with each other as well as their baby;
• growth of both the traditional and non-traditional family unit; and
• case studies of common parenting dilemmas.
Based on infant observation, psychodynamic theory and personal
experience, Learning to Love is an informative, warm and engaging
book for the prospective and new parent.
L O R R AI N E R O SE
Lorraine Rose is a psychologist and analytical psychotherapist with 25 years
experience. She has worked extensively with mothers, fathers and babies,
and is the founding member of the Parent-Infant Foundation. She lives in
Sydney with her partner and has an adult daughter.
‘This book helps you find your own way of dealing with your baby
rather than telling you what to do. It made me more aware of the
bonding process that takes place between you and the baby.’
Alison Hunter, mother of Finn, five months
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contents
Preface vii
Acknowledgements ix
Introduction 1
Before the Birth 8
The Birth 30
The First Six Weeks 51
Six to Twelve Weeks 68
Three to Six Months 83
Six to Nine Months 100
Nine to Twelve Months 116
The Continuing Story 134
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preface
This book is for women and men who are at the point in
their lives and their partnerships of thinking about having
a baby. I would like to help them on the wonderful
rollercoaster ride of being a parent with all its joys,
exhilarations, sadness, frustrations and just plain hard
work. It is very worthwhile, and there are enormous
rewards for taking the ride.
Learning to Love seemed to emerge from the years of
time and effort that I put into trying to understand the early
developmental stages that we all go through. I have read
extensively about infant development and spent years
observing infants from birth, watching the development of
the relationship between mother and baby and the growing
relationship with the father. I have practised as a
psychologist for twenty-five years, and since the mid 1980s
have worked intensively with a number of people whose
early bonding process was disturbed. This area is something
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and desires. This does not mean that all our wishes will be
fulfilled, but just having someone think about what is going
on for us is important. ‘Maternal reverie’ is the term most
often used to describe this process. It simply means someone
needs to be taking notice. This involves a certain amount of
routine and repetition, and much hard work, but it is what
begins to weave a web of safety and reliability that provides
the mental and emotional skin into which we can be born as
a personality.
Note: the plural ‘them’ and ‘their’ has been used when
speaking of the baby. While grammatically incorrect, it is an
attempt to be inclusive of both genders. I hope this is not too
disconcerting to the reader.
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Pa s t L o s s e s R e t u r n
This confrontation with life and death issues, with loss, also
puts us in touch with past losses which we have not worked
through. Such past losses re-emerged for me when I became
a parent. As a young teenager I had been deeply involved
with bringing up my younger brother, as my mother had
been very ill at the time of his birth. I played more of a
maternal than a sisterly role in the early period of his life
and a deep mutual bond had developed. When my mother
recovered I had to step back from the maternal role.
Looking back, I can see that I had not adequately dealt with
my grief and loss.
When my daughter was born, many years later, she
naturally had a very different personality from that of my
brother. However, I felt deep longings to return to that earlier
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REALITY INTRUDES
Allied to facing life and death anxieties is the fact that we
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Fat h e r ’ s Tr a n s i t i o n
The father-to-be also has a transition to make. Although a
vital participant in the process of conception, he can feel left
out of the process of pregnancy, the growing child and
his/her strong biological link to the mother. The mother’s
role is more obvious and it may be difficult for the father to
see the importance and value of his function and role. Yet
his roles as a support for the mother, and father of the baby,
are essential to the baby’s well-being.
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to birth and letting go. Right from the beginning each step
of the baby’s growth contains the seed of its growing up and
moving away from us. As parents we have to live with the
dilemma – how do we have and hold, engage and enter into
the relationship that will lead to a goodbye?
This difficulty is heightened if we plan that the baby
will, soon after birth, be left in long day-care: ‘Why get
involved when we will have to say goodbye very soon?’ If a
mother is aware of impending separation she may hold
back emotionally from her very young baby who is
forming, desiring and needing deep involvement with the
mother: ‘Why start when I won’t be following through? It’s
better not to get involved from the beginning than
experience the pain and the loss’. This is a sad state of affairs
for both sides of the relationship, because they are missing
out on something special.
On the other hand, a mother may get involved but
decide from the start not to let go. A friend working in the
area of disabilities, dealing with older parents who have
children of limited capacities born when the mother’s role
was defined by her motherhood, often hears the phrase ‘this
one was for me.’ In this scenario the child with the disability
becomes the compensatory one who will not have to be
relinquished, and is often held back from their real level of
ability and capacity.
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G o i n g b e y o n d O u r s e lv e s
To truly enter the family the baby must be allowed to be
their own person who will be taken into account. This does
not mean that they take over, nor dominate our needs, but
instead become a part of the family triangle. Somehow the
needs of all three – father, mother and baby – must be
accommodated. The task is not easy and remains an
ongoing one. Alongside our renunciation of self lies the
possibility of experiencing true love, a love that is capable of
putting aside our needs for those of another when
appropriate. This does not mean martyrdom, but another
person’s need temporarily overriding our own. By
extending the boundaries of who we are and committing
ourselves to a ‘good’ beyond ourselves, our lives are
paradoxically enhanced. We experience the joy of loving
and being loved.
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not only – for the mother. It is also true for the father. This
must create confusion and questioning, and bring up some
anxieties: ‘Can I do this?’ ‘Who am I now?’
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A m b i va l e n t Fe e l i n g s
Part of this process involves working through our
ambivalent feelings toward the growing baby, and the
relationship into which they have been conceived. Even the
most wanted baby is also not wanted, for all sorts of reasons.
Both partners will at some time ask, ‘What have I done?’
Anxieties about our ability to cope are bound to surface; the
necessary changes to our life are going to be resented. These
feelings are a normal part of the whole experience and can
be felt at the same time as pleasurable anticipation.
Old ambivalences towards our parents will arise, and the
baby will reactivate the mixed feelings about our own birth.
Experiencing ambivalent feelings puts us in touch with the
baby who was wanted and looked forward to, but also the
baby who was worried about and created anxieties and
uncertainties – who was both wanted and unwanted. It can
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Ti m e a n d Wa i t i n g
During pregnancy we are face to face with the realities of
time and waiting. The realities of a nine-month pregnancy
show us there is nothing we can do to hurry the
physiological development of the foetus. Likewise with
psychological development. No matter how talented or
precocious we are in any area, our emotional and
psychological growth follows its own laws of maturation
and cannot be hurried. Working through the necessary
psychological tasks takes time, and there is no way of
avoiding this. Our current ‘hurry-up’ culture does not
support the notion of taking time to live through an
experience from the inside rather than riding roughshod
over it.
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R e v i s i t i n g t h e Pa s t
All of us will revisit something of our past. That we have a
past is not a problem; that the past revisits us is to be
expected. What we can do is think about it rather than just
repeat patterns – think it through and make our own
choices rather than just bring the past into the new
generation. A mother whose mother was abandoned in
pregnancy may worry that she also may be abandoned. A
father whose father was unfaithful during the pregnancy
may also experience the desire for ‘freedom’ and wish to
run away from responsibility. Being aware of such feelings
enables us to reflect on them rather than simply accept or
enact them.
Joys can also be reactivated. Mother and daughter can
revive or reinvigorate their relationship as they begin to
share what it is like to become a mother. Father and son can
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What of the foetus throughout this time? There is already
a growing relationship between the unborn baby and their
mother and father. The foetus’ intimate connection with
the mother’s physiological and psychological life means that
a feeling world surrounds the two of them. Perhaps the
foetus feels the mother’s ambivalence and shares her
excitement about the future, together with her anxiety.
What we do know is that the inner ear of the foetus is
completely developed by mid-pregnancy, and the foetus
responds to a wide variety of sounds. It seems reasonable to
assume that within the womb the foetus begins to attach to
the voice of their mother. We also know that the foetus is
surrounded by constant loud noises – the rhythmic sound of
the uterine blood supply punctuated by the noises of air
passing through the mother’s intestine. Loud noises outside
the womb reach the foetus who reacts to them. It has also
been shown that the foetus’ level of activity increases when
the mother is under emotional stress. If the stress is
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Conclusion
The pregnancy is a time of looking forward to and
preparing for the birth of a baby. It can be a time of very
positive sharing, if circumstances allow this. Being pregnant
can be a wonderful, mellow state where we become
preoccupied with our personal lives and gradually
withdraw from engagement in the outside world. The
wondering, thinking and preparing are all part of the
process of moving towards being a parent.
At the same time pregnancy brings a range of feelings
and challenges. Creating a life confronts us with the
possibility of loss of life. Although intensifying our
experiences and offering new and pleasurable ones, this
knowledge also brings anxieties. We remember past losses
in relationships as we accept that although we have created
a life we cannot possess it; we have been given a life to
nurture and develop, yet each step in that process involves
letting go.
Our sense of what is possible is challenged as we begin to
live within the limitations of pregnancy. If we are to face
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O u r Fi r s t M e e t i n g
The birth is the moment of our first meeting with the new
baby and their first meeting with us. The rooting reflex
(when the baby seeks the nipple) is the physical
manifestation of this psychological fact. The baby has a
built-in reflex to meet their immediate partner, the mother,
and to suck; to work together in the task of survival and
development.
The support for this new couple is provided by the
father, who will protect and nurture the pair and gradually
assist them to join him in creating a family. He is an
intimate and necessary part of the process. The father’s
main role at this time is to help the mother and his baby link
together well and to protect them from disturbances that
could shatter the tentative bonds being established. This is a
very generous act, as the father is asked to step back and
help his newborn occupy a special and intimate place with
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O u r Fi r s t S e p a r at i o n
With birth, a huge milestone is passed. It is the first major
separation that mother and baby have to face, and the first
separation that needs to be worked through. Towards the
end of pregnancy the mother feels impatient to move on.
Her body is cumbersome and progressively less mobile, and
it is natural to reach a point of wanting to work with the
baby to bring them into the world.
If possible we should help in every way to allow the birth
to happen in a natural way, mother and baby working
together with dad’s support. Circumstances will not always
be what we want but we can try to make the best of them,
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‘ B e i n g w i t h ’ t h e Fat h e r
The mother has to realise that carrying the baby for the
duration of the pregnancy gives her a headstart in forming
a connection with her baby. The father needs a little more
time to come to grips with the reality of what has happened
and, while excited about the birth, he needs time to find
his way of relating to the baby. Fathers often recall their
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C o m m u n i c at i n g w i t h E a c h O t h e r
The most important way in which the baby communicates
is by sharing their feelings with the mother for her to
understand and articulate. It is important for the new
parents to work out not only what their own feelings are at
this time, but also the feelings the baby is communicating.
In the early weeks the baby’s vulnerability and fragility
will be very apparent and the mother’s hypersensitivity will
assist her in empathising with her baby and sensing what is
going on. The baby’s helplessness and vulnerability will be
reflected in the mother’s care and handling. Feeling the
vulnerability does not mean that we should treat the baby as
if they are about to break, like a piece of china, at any
moment. The baby needs to know that they will be gently
but firmly handled. Being handled too preciously will
reinforce the baby’s anxiety: it is important to let the baby
feel confident that we have some idea of what we are doing.
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E v e ry o n e i s O v e r w h e l m e d
The mother, like her baby, naturally feels overwhelmed by
all that has happened to her. She needs time and space to
process these events, and further anxieties can only add to
the overload. However, busy hospital wards are not always
easy places to create a peaceful environment. A few days
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unconsciously imply that they can care for the baby better
than we can. However there is no one who can better
provide the emotional connection than the parents, and all
concerned need to remember that this bond should remain
paramount.
The moment of birth is a special moment. There is
probably no other time for parents and baby as full of
creativity for all concerned, as when a new life comes into
the world. However, the other side to this magic is the
trauma of change and loss that both mother and baby feel.
They will need the warm acceptance of the father and other
support people to help them deal with this event. This
moment of creativity, like life, cannot be perfect. No one
can be the perfect mother, father or baby. As always in life,
events and circumstances that we cannot control will come
into play, but we can do our best, within the limitations in
which we operate, to make the meeting as special as
possible.
Conclusion
The birth is the point of meeting, a coming together of the
mother, baby and father, and it is this meeting that should
take centre stage. The mother–baby partnership requires the
father to protect and keep them safe from intrusion and
harm, since they are particularly vulnerable at this time. All
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help their parents know what they need and want. The
baby will also respond to the changes taking place by
beginning to divide the world into experiences that they
like or don’t like. A discussion of these two areas forms the
basis of this chapter.
I must admit that when my baby was newly born I had
an intense desire to protect her from all difficulty and
distress. Although this attitude was useful in the very early
weeks, as she grew it became increasingly unadaptive and
unhelpful in assisting her to cope with a world where all
things are not instant and not always as we might want
them to be. A more useful attitude would have been to
acknowledge the difficulties my baby was having, while
helping her to gradually find her place in the new world
into which she had been born.
S e p a r at i n g f r o m t h e Wo m b
Being a newborn does not mean there is a little person yet,
in the usual sense of the word. It is more like being full of
sensations. Experiences from outside the baby, for example
how they are picked up, and from inside, such as hunger
pains and colic, are constantly affecting the newborn, who
has very few mechanisms for dealing with these
‘intrusions’. The newborn looks to their mother to help
regulate sleeping, feeding and waking cycles. Much of the
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Th e B a b y g i v e s C u e s
While the baby is becoming acquainted with how the world
works, they are also well-equipped to enter into a two-
person relationship and are very much attuned to forming
that relationship with their carers. The baby is able to give
very good cues to the parents about what they need.
Establishing this secure relationship will be the baby’s aim
at this time, and they will signal when they are tired,
hungry or in need of holding. The baby will also connect
through finding and holding the gaze of the mother. This is
an important way in which the baby feels grounded and
held. Holding the gaze is like feeling that they are in the
‘grip’ of the mother and therefore are secure and safe.
When the baby’s survival is assured they will be able to
enter into the type of relationship where a real meeting
takes place and a two-way partnership is established.
As mothers, we can sometimes feel overwhelmed by the
baby seeking to have their needs met and, particularly if our
own needs have not been adequately responded to, we may
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her childhood, and found that as a baby she had not been
responded to. In her early weeks and months she had been
treated as a lump of flesh only, not someone with potential
to think and feel.
Her mother had obviously held the attitude that a baby
was like a vegetable and hence regarded her new baby as a
lump of something that was not quite human. The result
was a lack of emotional passion in this lovely young woman.
By exploring her early states of mind we were able to bring
alive her baby self, and with it her ability to deeply engage
in life, and her relationship with me and her new partner.
H o l d i n g t h e B a b y ’ s Fe e l i n g s
If the baby is initially seeking the parents as partners in
responding to their needs and only gradually comes into a
relationship with them, how do they develop a sense of
being someone? How does the baby begin to feel that their
experiences are being held together, rather than out of
control and continually assaulting them? This usually takes
place through the mother, who by her preoccupation and
attentive, reflective care gradually enables the baby to feel
secure and held; the baby is experiencing the world but is
not overwhelmed by it.
The mother, through her maternal reverie, forms a
mental skin around the stream of sensations that is her
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In a similar way, it is possible to assist the baby to make
transitions. At the beginning and the end of a feed we can
watch for signals so that we know when to connect the baby
to the breast and when they are finished. As the baby is
gradually more awake at these times we can talk to them
about these transitions in a soothing way.
It is easier to understand the depth of a baby’s distress if,
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you are, you have him’. The first few nights were awful.
He cried a lot of the time and the worst thing is you don’t
know what is wrong with them.
Michael was not a content, sleepy newborn able to ease
his parents into parenthood. Many babies are sleepy in the
first few weeks then gradually cry more around three
weeks when some realisation of their separateness starts to
dawn. Others cry in the first weeks in response to the birth,
then gradually settle. The rupture of birth had clearly
disturbed Michael, who because of the Caesarean section
hadn’t been able to trigger his birth in his time, and he
needed a lot of reassurance. Michael’s anxiety about his
survival was strong and he required constant interaction.
June then realised that it was time to change Michael’s
nappy. As soon as June put him on the floor, Michael cried.
June said, ‘Come on, it’s not as bad as all that’, but Michael
tensed his body and continued protesting. When June had
finished changing the nappy she picked him up, saying,
‘Come on little fellow’, and although the crying eased it
didn’t stop. After cleaning his eyes (he had ‘sticky eye’) June
put him to her breast. Michael sucked immediately, firmly
and quietly, and his fretfulness evaporated. June said:
It’s like magic. you know. I think if he could he would just
hang on to me for the whole time he is fretful. He could sit
on the breast for the whole four hours of his disturbed
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time, but you couldn’t do that. One thing that does soothe
him is his bath. Nick or I go and sit with him in the water
and he is immediately quiet. That lasts about l5 minutes,
then we pace the floor.
After about a twenty-minute feed on that breast June
said, ‘That’s about enough there, I think’, and gently
removed Michael and began rubbing his back. How to end
feeds, and later limiting solids, was an issue between
Michael and June: June felt that he had had enough and
Michael always wanted more. This was an important issue
for them to work out.
Conclusion
The first six weeks are a challenging time. Mother and baby
are highly attuned to each other and parents have the
difficult task of protecting and acting sensitively towards
their newborn, and at the same time easing the baby
towards the full realisation of separateness from the mother.
The mother’s ability to understand what the baby is
experiencing, and her thoughtful care, will gradually give
her baby a psychological skin into which a psychological self
can be born. Physical birth is separate from psychological
birth, which comes later.
In the beginning the baby will gradually try to organise
their world in an attempt to make it more manageable. At
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this stage mum, dad and baby are all attempting to move
from feeling overwhelmed to a more manageable situation.
That is about all that can be achieved at this time and too-
early interventions, such as organising sleep patterns, are
not necessarily helpful. It is important for the baby and
mother to find their own rhythm and follow that for the
time being. Being spoilt is not really an issue at this early
stage. What is important is that there are many feelings on
all sides to be processed and understood.
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In this period there is an intensification of the relationship
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This means that the baby is fed when hungry, put to sleep
when tired, left alone to look at something of interest, and
responded to and held when needing comfort. These are
critical experiences which create the baby’s basic trust in the
parents and a sense that the world is a good place.
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O t h e r Way s o f R e l at i n g
Gradually the baby will learn not to regard the breast as the
sole source of satisfaction, holding and security. Looking at
the mother and hearing her voice will act as a reassuring
mechanism. This is an important developmental shift – the
physical holding is important, especially in the early weeks,
and continues to be so, but additional ways of connecting
are a necessary part of the baby’s development.
The emphasis can shift during this time from relying
upon physical holding to being thought about by the
mother, being looked at and talked to by a mother who
wants to get to know her baby and find out what kind of
person they are. We need to help our baby learn that a
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Fat h e r b e c o m e s m o r e A c t i v e
The father’s role here is very important. He needs to have a
more active presence with the mother and baby as well as
continuing to support and protect them, thereby enabling a
good transition from inside to outside. The father has a role
in supporting the mother’s deep involvement with her baby
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I n t e n s i t y o f Fe e l i n g
Intense feelings in the mother, father and baby are part of
the picture at this time. There are wonderful moments as
intense bonding takes place and mother, father and baby
fall in love with each other. This is a delightful and
rewarding time for all. However there are, at the same time,
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Th e I s s u e o f L i m i t s
In this six- to twelve-week period June grappled with a lot of
self-doubt. She struggled, like all of us, with the issue of
limits. Michael seemed to be feeding constantly and never
wanted to be apart from the breast. Feeding wasn’t just
related to his need for nourishment, it was a source of
constant comfort and reassurance. June wondered how she
could help him cope with times apart from her and how she
could manage some life of her own, including time with
Nick.
At seven weeks June commented:
He is gradually better behaved although I feed him a lot in
the afternoons. All he wants to do is suck, sometimes for
one-and-a-half hours. It is not a feed, just a comfort suck. I
think maybe he needs it. He can’t be too spoiled at this stage.
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‘ Ta l k i n g ’ t o E a c h O t h e r
As parents this is the period of our ‘baby talk’ and ‘baby
faces’, when we happily change our way of relating to the
baby and simplify our language and facial expressions. The
higher voice tone is one to which babies naturally relate,
and we speak slowly and in an exaggerated way. Each side
of the relationship elicits from the other the behaviours that
are wanted at this time. Both enter the ‘play’ which is
focused on face-to-face interactions with the baby.
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L o o k i n g I n t e n t ly
Babies at this stage begin to ‘take notice’ in a more complex
way. They are interested in the relationships around them.
They want to observe the person who is speaking, then
follow through to the person who answers. They watch as
mothers and fathers bring cups to their lips and carefully
watch them eating. It is during these times, when they seem
to look intently at their parents, siblings and grandparents,
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Fat h e r i n t h e Fo r e g r o u n d
Until now the father, although present, has to some extent
been in the background for the baby. Now he is a more
noticeable figure who has to be integrated into the picture.
The baby has to move from its twosome to a threesome at
times and enter into the triangular family relationship. This
greater engagement enriches the baby’s life. Because they
are full of curiosity to find out about the world, and wish to
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M i x e d Fe e l i n g s i n R e l at i o n s h i p s
The point is that at times the baby is going to have mixed
feelings about their father as much as they have mixed
feelings about their mother. Relationships are made up of
such feelings, and reconciling them is a long and difficult
process. It requires a lengthy process of reconciliation to
understand that ‘Dad does take away some time and
attention from mum but he is also on my side and works
with mum to help me grow up’.
Mothers can sometimes become so lost in their twosome
with the baby that they find it hard to allow the baby to
move on and develop. Such mothers may begin to exclude
the father and set up a damaging pattern of mother and
baby versus father, or they may be oblivious of the father,
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At this time the baby not only has to expand their
relationship to the world, but also has conflicting feelings in
regard to their mother. As mentioned in the last chapter, the
baby has two concepts of mother which seem at odds with
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These quiet times are important for the baby, and a time
when the baby can be left alone to do their own ‘thinking’
without interference from us.
I n t e n s e ly L ov i n g a n d S t o r m y
During this phase an important transition has been taking
place for mum, dad and baby. The baby begins to be capable
of a deeper personal connection to the parents and will
naturally seek that level of connection. It is a time for
establishing a deeper involvement in relationships. This is a
special time, which can be very rewarding for the parents
and can herald the beginning of deeply passionate and
intensely loving feelings together with stormy passages.
Like all love affairs, it can feel like a rollercoaster ride. The
baby literally reaches out in order to be known at a more
complex level, and there is much delight for all concerned
when that reaching gains a response.
Deep disappointment may occur if the engagement does
not take place. Such disappointment is not surprising –
many of us have tried to connect more deeply to another
human being, only to feel some rejection. The reaction is
one of feeling deeply wounded and in a state of hurt and
confusion. We may also be reluctant to attempt another
engagement. However, it is important to overcome our
anxieties about being close and fearing loss or rejection in
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Wo r k i n g To g e t h e r
The partnership, not just mother and father’s attention to
the baby, becomes the central focus. By entering into the
relationship the baby will have to play their part and fulfil
their own role and function. A small incident between June
and Michael illustrates this growing ability. Michael began
to squirm (he was at the breast but had wind) and June said,
‘I can hear that’. Michael pulled off the nipple and June
said, ‘You need to get rid of that, Michael. I can’t do it for
you, that’s your work’. She sat him up, saying, ‘Let it go’.
With growth, the baby begins to learn about waiting.
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Conclusion
From three to six months an enormous amount of
development occurs and there is a great deal of pleasure in
being part of that. Babies become more aware of their self
and can no longer be regarded as newborn. They are
finding out about partnerships and beginning to work with
their parents in the task of bringing them up. Their feelings
take on many colours, shapes and sizes, and the complexity
of the world they enter enriches their capacity to relate.
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I n t e r p l ay A f f e c t s B o t h
The baby gradually begins to live in the real world, if they
are helped to do so. They learn that their actions have
implications. The baby begins to realise that there is an
interplay between them and their mother or father, which
affects both. Mum is not a manufactured mother but a real
mother who gets tired. The baby begins to understand that
she has good days and bad days, and is a human being who
has to struggle to do things, just as the baby does.
Gradually baby and parents can become more alike in the
sense of being more able to be themselves, having limitations
and making a mutual effort at the relationships. The
beginnings of identification occur when one can identify with
the other. An early form of appreciation or ‘being glad you
are around’ can be expressed by babies towards their parents.
Babies at this stage can be distressed by their mother’s
distress, and may be crestfallen if mother is cross and short-
tempered. Parents and baby affect each other in the normal
way that human beings have an impact on each other.
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Julie asked, ‘Have you done a poo?’ and checked his nappy,
telling me, ‘This is the latest thing – he pulls at his pants and
whinges when he wants his nappy changed’.
Julie said, ‘Come on, mister’ and took Damien to the
bedroom. I could hear him cry and when they returned
Julie commented that he now protested about nappy-
changing, which he had never done before. She placed
Damien on my knee, saying, ‘You sit there while I wash my
hands’. Damien watched her go into the kitchen, looked at
me, babbled, then smiled at me. When Julie returned he
wriggled and I let him slide to the floor. He pulled himself
up and clapped his hands. Damien then sat down and
played with two rings. He crawled away with them, then
sat and yawned. Julie said, ‘You might have a nap soon’,
then told me that ‘I’m finding it hard to get things done
now because he wants company’.
Each side of the relationship is letting the other know
what they are thinking and feeling in a very natural and
ordinary way. The communication flow is constant and
easy, and both enjoy the exchange. Each ‘tells’ the other
what is going on and the messages are received on both
sides. Interplay is taking place.
Being human means being subject to a range of feelings
that forms part of the human condition. Through their
relationship with the mother the baby can begin to enter
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Babies may begin to feel uncomfortable about their more
aggressive feelings towards mum or dad. For this reason it
is better to understand these feelings, tolerate them and let
the baby know that such feelings are normal. In this way
the feelings are made more manageable. If they aren’t
recognised the baby is left with an intensity and level of
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N e g o t i at i n g w i t h t h e B a b y
Negotiating with the baby is important at this time. It is not
a time to dominate or control, but to take both sides into
account and negotiate through the situation. Difficult
situations, such as shopping and long car trips, need to be
thought about in advance. At this time parents have to
develop a greater and more complex level of attunement
with the baby, as they try to work out the various shifts and
moods in the growing relationship. The baby will soon also
be doing their part by working hard to determine what is
happening for their parents.
This process can be a very healing one for us if we accept
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Fru s t r at i o n a n d t h e B a b y
During this time the baby’s frustration may be intensified
by their increasing knowledge of others and their
achievements. The more aware baby sees what others can
do and begins to wish they were able to do likewise. This is
a source of frustration but also of inspiration, and provokes
the baby’s development. One day they will grow up and be
able to do things too. It is common at this time to see little
ones mimic the actions of parents in play, as they endeavour
to copy their parents’ ways of being.
With the baby’s growing hope that in time they will be
able to perform the actions of those around them comes a
feeling of ‘losing the wind in their sails’. As the baby tries
out more and more behaviours, they will at times feel
frustrated—that there is no point, they will never be able to
succeed, why should they bother, it is all too hard. If we
remember these feelings ourselves it will be easier to
identify with the baby rather than be irritated and annoyed.
We can encourage their endeavours and help them through
their discouraged times. By identifying these feelings we
facilitate the baby’s next step—to acquire more skills, and
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If all has gone reasonably well in the previous months of
development, the baby will seek to be like their parents or
siblings. This is different from becoming the parent. This
‘being like’ rather resembles ‘looking up to’, the beginnings
of admiration. The baby is pleased with and values their
parents and wishes to be like them. They also want to please
and make their parents happy.
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June was genuinely eager for Michael to enjoy the world
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At this time, if helped to do so, the baby will be introduced
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S h a r i n g Th o u g h t s a n d Fe e l i n g s
Around nine months the baby will not only look in the
direction their parents point, but after discovering what
they think mum or dad are indicating they check back to
find out whether they are looking at the correct object.
They are deliberately attempting to find out whether both
sides are sharing the same event. This means that their
attention is shared.
This also takes place at the emotional level. The baby can
now check whether their mother or father is sharing their
excitement, is worried, curious or upset. Babies of this age
become intensely interested in what their mother is
thinking, and they can experience and be aware of their
parent’s empathy. Now they can share their thoughts and
feelings, which opens a deeper dimension. It is possible to
say that they are capable of checking whether what is going
on in their mind is the same as what is going on in their
parent’s mind. The next step is for this to be communicated,
without words. There can now be a ‘we’, something going
on between them and mum and dad.
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During this period, the need for both dependence and
separateness is quite intense. The nine-month-old baby may
cling to their mother in the presence of strangers and very
new situations. However, their reactions can vary. The baby
may retreat from strangers but show intense curiosity from
the safe position of holding onto their mother’s clothes, and
gradually come forward if supported to do so. Some may cry
but respond to soothing responses from mother or father.
Parents can help their child to negotiate new situations.
The baby now faces situations which are familiar and
unfamiliar, safe and unsafe, new and interesting or
worrying and overwhelming. Hence, although they want to
explore new experiences and rejoice in their greater
physical capacities and new-found freedom, they also worry
about this new world. Actually, the parents and baby share
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On the other hand, the baby’s greater freedom creates more
space for the mother to re-establish some of her interests
and develop a space where they are together, but
preoccupied with their own thoughts and interests. Being
together but in their own personal space is an important
developmental aspect of the phase from nine to twelve
months. The baby may exhibit intense preoccupation with
the world and seemingly forget all else, but retains a need to
‘touch base’ with their mother and father.
Both aspects are essential in this developmental phase.
Because psychological space has become so important to
babies, they need to explore the world in their own way. It can
be intrusive if parents want to be constantly ‘in’ on what the
child is doing and to continue to direct or control their actions.
Being in the presence of parents who are engaged in
their own conversation or activities, while the baby is
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I n t e r e s t i n Fa m i l i a r O b j e c t s
Now that they are moving around by crawling then
walking, the baby’s interest in the mother spills over to
familiar objects. The bottle, a blanket, toys—all may
become objects of affection and interest. However, the baby
needs to repeatedly return to mother to re-establish their
relationship, as she remains an important home base. The
baby will crawl to their mother, pull themselves up on her
leg, touch her in other ways, or just lean against her.
This ‘refuelling’ can help the baby to perk up and return
to exploring, and again become absorbed in their own
world. It can also be done at a distance—the mother and
baby may often look over and check to see what the other is
doing. Simply speaking can be another way of making
contact in the situation. This refreshing of the relationship
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If we observe the baby’s growing mobility we can also see
that they are learning to learn. In learning to crawl the baby
first sways backwards and forwards on their hands and
knees, then crawls. After a while the baby will pull
themselves up on chairs and couches and practise standing
up. Finally the baby will take their first tentative steps and
walk, falling down many times, but getting up again and
having another go. This trial-and-error learning and
practising, which involves a few steps forward then a few
steps back, is a normal part of the process of the baby
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Th e D e v e l o p i n g C a p a c i t y t o R e l at e
Whether our child is highly verbal or physically skilful or
has a wonderful memory, remains secondary to who they
are as a little person. This can be difficult to remember if we
have unrealised dreams and expectations of our own and
would love the child to fulfil them. We all have hopes and
dreams for our children, but our main responsibility is to
equip them for life in terms of their capacity for
relationships with others and their sense of belonging in the
community in which they live. This is the greatest gift that
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Conclusion
A whole new world of relationships has opened up for the
baby by the end of their first year and a lot of feelings and
understandings have to be taken on board. To know our
baby we need to be able to understand how they feel, how
they develop and learn, what they might be thinking and
when they might need to be left alone. This is a huge task,
but no more or less than is required in any relationship of
depth. Having been understood, the baby can understand
and manage their own feelings and know about the feelings
of others. This equips them to take this capacity and the
ability to empathise into other relationships. This process of
being in touch with the self and with others is enriching
both for us and for the child, and forms a wonderful basis
for the continuing development of relationships in the years
ahead.
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B e i n g Q u i e t ly Ava i l a b l e
The emotional availability of the parents is critical at this
time. Ambivalence is strong and it is our love and acceptance
of the toddler that helps them reconcile their feelings of love
and hate, of wanting to grow up and wanting to stay
attached. Toddlers begin to function at a much higher level,
learning to speak and using play to work things out. They
can now symbolise and act out issues that trouble them.
They also become aware that the mother’s wishes are not
always identical with their own, so they feel less ‘on top of
the world’. All is not always well for the toddler.
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Th e O n g o i n g C o m m i t m e n t
Being a parent is a continuing story. We need to draw on
different capacities in ourselves at different times, as we
move from empathy to firmness in response to the needs of
each situation. To do the task well we need support and
help from grandparents, friends and the community.
Although we have the major role in bringing up our
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