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[Chapter 1] — SELF-SACRIFICE..................................................................................................1
[CHAPTER 1] — SELF-SACRIFICE
I’ve Experienced my Own Cross of DYING to Self through Self-Sacrifice by going through Pain
and Heartache in order to come to a Place of Self-Sacrifice because it is When you are at your
Lowest then there is a Willing and Submitted Heart that is Created Within You that Makes you
Want to SURRENDER it All. In my Book Called “Blossom in the Midst” I Dived Deep into the
Time During October of 2020 When God Placed me and Took me through my Own Wilderness
Experience which led to COMPLETE SURRENDER. The Wilderness Experience is not to Kill
you but to Mold and Shape you, the Wilderness Experience is not for you to just STAY there and
Wander but instead the Wilderness Experience is to STRIP you and REMOVE Everything from
you that is NOT of GOD and to Replace Everything that is. Many Churches don’t Teach about
the Topic of “Surrender” Because it is a Sensitive Topic for People and Where there is
Sensitivity that Means Toes are being Stepped on. Also, the Reason why Many Churches don’t
Talk about this is Because they Don’t want Hidden Sin to become Uncovered and so they
Choose to Instead Overlook the Habitual Sin and Continue on with Service as Usual which is
Dangerous Because Many aren’t aware that Yes, God has a Destiny and Purpose for There Lives
but you Will NOT Experience and Live out your Purpose if You are FIRST NOT Willing to
Sacrifice. God’s Destiny, Purpose, Plan, and the Anointing comes with a PRICE of Self-
Sacrifice and you MUST Self-Sacrifice yourself, you MUST CHOOSE to go through the FIREY
Furnace, you MUST ALLOW your Faith to be Tried by FIRE, you must be Willing to go
through HELL & HIGH WATER for the Oil of the Anointing, for your Purpose, and Destiny. I
say that Will Full Confidence because through my Experience I can Honestly say that it is
WORTH IT to the point where God has brought me to a PLACE where I NOW LOVE the Place
of SURRENDER, I LIVE Here, I FLOW Here, ALL of Who I am in Christ Comes Alive Here
and Here in the Place of Self-Sacrifice, in the Place of Surrender is Where you EXPERIENCE
True Freedom. And so I Pray that as you Start to Read this Book, I Pray that Your Heart Would
be Open to Hear and Receive the Truth and May you RELEASE and Let GO of your Own Ideas
of what Self-Sacrifice and Surrender is because I know it may NOT Sound Good to Some of you
but I Promise you that If you Would just Read this Book with a Heart of Openness and a Heart
that is READY for CHANGE I Prophesy in the NAME OF JESUS that your life Will NEVER
Be the SAME as you Grab a Hold of this Teaching and Choose to Apply it to your Life by Faith
then you Shall START your Journey to the ART of Surrender. I Pray that the Holy Spirit would
Release the Spirit of Knowledge, Wisdom, and Understanding to you as you Read this Book that
you may be Enlightened on Great & Mighty Things which you Never Knew Before! I Pray that
as you Read this Book that the Anointing that is Present Upon this Book would BREAK OFF
and DESTROY every Form of Darkness off of your Life in the Name of JESUS! For I Decree
and Declare as you START to Surrender YOURSELF and your LIFE all Darkness MUST FLEE
and NOW the LIGHT of Jesus Christ must Come Through and Shine Through You and IN your
So you may Ask What is the Purpose of Surrender or Why can’t I just Live my Destiny Without
Having to Surrender. Well, I’m glad you Asked Let’s get into it! So, the Purpose of Surrender is
Primarily so that we May DIE to SIN. Now to Answer the Second Question on Why Can’t you
just Live out Your Destiny Without having to Surrender is because God will not Allow you to
Play Games with the Kingdom of Heaven by Allowing you Play in SIN and also Pursue your
Destiny of the Kingdom because that is 1. Double mindedness 2. Your in SIN which Means your
Now OUT of God’s WILL and you’re Unable to Complete God’s Plans for your Life and 3. God
Can’t Trust you if One Minute your Dabbling in the SIN of the World and then the Next Minute
your About the Kingdom of God. That’s not Fair to God , His People that are Waiting on you to
SHOW UP to your Destiny to HELP Them, and to YOURSELF because you DESERVE a LIFE
be used for God’s Glory and as a Result we are Made FREE FROM SIN according to (Romans
CREATES and SHAPES you to be FIT and EQUIPPED in order to be Used for God’s Glory. So
in order for you to be USED for God’s Glory you must SURRENDER (SELF) because our Old
Man’s Natural State is FULL of SELF where the Old Man wants to LIVE for it’s OWN
DESIRES and NOT the DESIRES of God and so in order to be FREE from SIN and made Alive
unto God we must REMOVE the IDOL of Self that is The SIN, FLESH, HABITS, ATTITUDES
and BEHAVIORS and Instead MAKE ROOM for God’s GLORY, God’s WORD, God’s
THOUGHT’s, and His WAY’S. For Man was CREATED to be FILLED with God’s GLORY ,
NOT the GLORY of MAN (2 Corinthians 4:7) and Man was Also CREATED to bring God ALL
THE GLORY and NOT Ourselves (Isaiah 43:7). The Lord Revealed to me that The ROOT
Behind the Reason Why Men & Women Commit SIN is Because they Have a EMPTY VOID
within Themselves that NEEDS to be Filled and so They are either Deceived by the Devil or
Ignorant where They Believe that SIN Which comes in the Forms of Sexual Immorality, Drugs,
Drinking, Addictions, and etc. will SATISFY Them but Really in REALITY They are ONLY
Temporary Pleasures where after the Effects of SIN that is those Feelings of the SIN FEELING
Good in the Moment has Weared off, NOW your Back to Where you were from The START
and that is EMPTY; And so SIN is DECEITFUL because it PORTRAYS as INNOCENT but it
will Actually LEAD you to Hell (Ephesians 4:22). The Last Point I Would Like to Make is that
God Ultimately CREATED us to be FILLED with the FULLNESS of HIM which is the LOVE
of Christ and so the LOVE of Christ Himself Makes us COMPLETE because He is COMPLETE
In this Chapter we’re Going to Talk about WHAT is the Posture of Surrender and so I would Like
to START this off by Sharing with you an Experience that the Lord Prophetically gave me
Specifically in regards to this Chapter to Share With you; And so One Day as I was Staying in a
Hotel as a Guest I had Encountered 2 Housekeepers both on 2 Separate Occasions and so the
Lord Immediately Explained and Brought to my ATTENTION that the 2 Housekeepers that I had
Met had HEARTS of a Servant. The Holy Spirit then began to give me Further Revelation and
Explained to me that the One that is the Least is Actually the GREATEST because the it is ones
that Serve People with a HEART of Humility that may Seem the LEAST to the Outsiders but they
are actually the GREATEST in the Kingdom and this Melted my HEART so much Because I LOVE
the Place of Surrender and Simply having the HEART of a Servant to SERVE God and His People.
And so the Holy Spirit then went DEEPER and Revealed to me that Those with a Humble HEART
are in the Posture of SURRENDER. For Serving is Connected with Humility and Humility is
Connected with Surrender and so what I learned from this is that you CANNOT become GREAT
if you aren’t WILLING to START SMALL because Surrender is HUMILITY and Humility means to
be brought LOW. And so I Pray that that Prophetic Encounter BLESSED you as it had BLESSED
Me; Well Now, As we Discover What the POSTURE of Surrender is I would like to First Look at
JESUS who is the Perfect Example of What Surrender Looks like and so That is when Jesus
REQUIRES for you to have a HEART POSTURE of Humility and to Humble yourself Simply means
FIRST Humble Yourself before Him (1 Peter 5:6). Surrender also REQUIRED for you to DIE to
SELF because in order for you to LIVE for God you MUST FIRST DIE to SELF (Romans 6:11, Mark
8:34-35). Now in order for you to SURRENDER to God by DYING TO SELF you must GET RID of
the OLD MAN which REQUIRES for you to LET GO of the SIN, you must LET GO of Everything
that would so EASILY try to BESET YOU, you MUST LET GO of the PRIDE, the JEALOUSY, the
ANGER, BITTERNESS, the SEXUAL IMMORALITY, the CURSING, and the GOSSIPING. For all of
these SINS MUST GO in Order to Be USED for God’s Glory and in order for you to Fulfill your
DESTINY and PURPOSE. So, In order to Fulfill your DESTINY you MUST Pay the PRICE of SELF
SACRIFICE and you MUST REMAIN in this POSTURE because this is who YOU REALLY ARE in
CHRIST! And so your Destiny and Purpose REQUIRES a SELF-LESS YOU and that EXAMPLE Looks
like JESUS. The Lord is Saying that “I am CALLING ALL my People to POSITION Themselves in the
-PROPHETIC UTTERANCE
“God is saying to his People s in order to Fulfill the Destiny, the Purpose, and Plans that I have
for you; you must be willing to pay the PRICE of SACRIFICE. The anointing, the Purpose, and
Destiny comes with the PRICE of Dying to SELF. You must Lay down yourself and instead
PRAYER-
The Lord has Led me to Dedicate this Chapter Specifically for his Prophetic Word and Prayer.
The Prayer POINT of this Chapter is that as You SURRENDER, you shall Experience LIFE and
LIFE MORE Abundantly in Jesus Christ. And so in the NAME of JESUS I Pray right now that
you would Make the Choice of Surrendering to God Fully and Wholeheartedly by Placing your
Heart within God’s Hands that He May Circumcise your Heart and FILL you with His SPIRIT &
FIRE! I Pray that as you’ve Read this Book and even After you’ve Read this Book I Pray that
Chains of SIN and STRONGHOLDS would be DESTROYED off of YOU One & for ALL in
the Name of JESUS! The Lord Says “You Shall not go Around the Same MOUNTAIN Again
and Again, for you shall NOT Make your Home Permanent in Egypt for it is only your
Temporary Wilderness; NOW it is TIME for your EXODUS and that is OUT of the SIN &
BONDAGE” in JESUS NAME! I Pray that You would let the Holy Spirit Reveal the Truth to
you in Regards to what You NEED to Let GO and SURRENDER to God Instead. I Pray for your
“YES” in this Hour, that you Would Become COMMITTED to the Things of Heaven instead of
the Things of the Flesh. May you Exchange your Life of SELF for the LIFE MORE Abundantly
in JESUS CHRIST! And so in the Mighty Name of JESU CHRIST I Release the Anointing of
ABUNDANCE to TOUCH and EFFECT every Aspect of your Life that you may Go to a NEW