Topic : Who Am I

Name : Marusaha Montes Sianturi

Grade : X PMIA 2

ACCEPT AND LOVE YOURSELF

“ Identity does not need to be searched for, identity wil

l be formed along with the obstacles you face “

Hi, my name is Marusaha Montes. Do you know? In my name tucked a wish of my

grandma that I become a person who always tries. I live in Muara, North Tapanuli. I was born in
Tarutung, February 18, 2006. Now, I am 15 years old. I am the eldest grandson of my father’s
family and my mother’s family. I have 2 younger brothers and 1 younger sister. My hobbies are
singing and reading novel. In class, I used to like math , maybe not anymore. Some of the songs
I like are more by Bruno Mars and Olivia Rodrigo. They are my idol. I also like listening of music
and playing guitar but I am not good at playing it. By listening to music, it will be easier for me
to fall sleep at night. I like quiet places. When I want to calm my mind, I will go to a quiet and
fresh place. Usually I go to the edge of the Lake Toba in the afternoon while enjoying the
sunset. Apart from liking the things above, I also like meetbals and yogurt.

From a physical point of view, it maybe said that not ideal type. I have a height of about
160 cm and my body is a bit bulky. I have slanted eyes. When I laugh, I look like I’m closing eyes.
Many people say so. I have slightly dark skin, and thick black hair. Since I wa in elementary
school until now, I’ve always had short hair. I also have pimples on my face. I’ve been trying to
get rid of it, but nothing changes,huh. In my opinion, nothing special about me, but I love it.

In terms of attitude, I don’t have a very good attitude yet. Sometimes, I feel lazy. When I
have trouble dealing with something sometimes I complain. But I think, complaining won’t
change anything. I fought laziness and got up again. From a young age, I was taught to be
independent. So, I often do a lot of things by my self. Because I’m used to it, I finally prefer to
spend time alone. I’m not very good at making small talk with other people. I also don’t like
when other people ask things about that are too personal for me. I’m not very open to other
people. That’s why , some people say I’m arrogant person. However, some people have a
different opinion too. I’m not a feminime girl. Since childhood, I have more male friends than
female. So, I often imitated their style and got used to it. I want to tell a little about my
experience. In the past, I once fell because I was wearing high heels when I wanted to go on
stage at a Christmas event. Many people laugh at me. I am so nerveous and . I prefer listening
then telling. But my friends have figured it out.

In my opinion, everything can change. So is my personality. I used to be a person who

get angry and get affended easily. But now, I’m getting used to not taking other people’s
negative words into my heart. I was able do it because I’ve met with various differences in the
nature of other people. Our identity or attitude will change over time and the obstacles we
face. Maybe now I’m not a hard fighter , but someday I will.

In the future, I want to be a person who is truly mature and truly loves life and a person
who is even more hard working. Now that I think about it, good social interactions are
important. I want to have extensive relationship and interactions with other people. I believe
that I can definitely be what I want.

“Life is fair. What we face today is a preparation for the future. What you do is what you
receive later. Stay positive! Don’t complain to much!”
This is a photo with Mom and Mom’s brother and sister