My personal view about the nature of self is

that people around us have different perceptions,

thinking, planning, evaluating, and choosing. But
sometimes people have similarities in deciding
what's will benefit them the most.

I have some experience that can support my

philosophical view of life. When I was in grade
school, mostly I experiencing bully by my classmate
because I was weak and skinny. that makes me
realize what's the purpose of my life if I will
constantly experiencing this. Then I realize
something in my life that they cannot bully me if I
am not trying to make them force me. Then in next
tomorrow, I fight the bully that causes by my
guidance and was suspended for three days, but it
helps me realize that I'm not weak. I'm just letting
them do it in me. So, with that experience, I unlock
my philosophical view in life that a strong predator
always hunts a weak person, but if the prey wanted
to win. Strategy and Mental things can help them to
surpass the predator that is hunting them.

I think it affects my selfhood by my experience

because before, I was friendly to all people around
me, but when I experience being bullied by my
classmates. That makes me realize that everyone
you know might be friendly to you because they
benefit from using you. And being bullied makes me
also selfish. Cause like before, I used to share my
food with my classmate in recess because I think
eating with other people makes a bond, but now I
only place on a single table in the cafeteria to make
me more peace and enjoy the food I eat. But now I
realize if I will do it always, that also means those
good friends who will come to me make them feel
that I was driving away from them. But I feel at
peace about being a silent one or a loner because I
will not worry about the thinking of others about
everything that I do in my life.