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INDEX
FEATURES
03 MASTER PAWS
Belle

08 12


I NO LONGER STRUGGLE
WITH MY MUGGLE
Linda Dobson-Hacker

20 LIVING
WITHOUT RESISTANCE
Chris Grover

28 DESERT REALIZATIONS II
Gerhard Fankhauser

29
34 SHAUMBRA HEARTBEAT
Jean Tinder

EVENTS & NEWS


08 KEAHAK XI – OPEN!

10 ONLINE EVENTS

26 11

13
IN-PERSON EVENTS

EVENTS CALENDAR

26 THE CRITICS CORNER

32 MONTHLY SPOTLIGHT

39 NEW ANGELS

41 NEW VIDEOS

34 42

48
MEET THE STAFF

SIMON’S SPOOFS

BASICS
18 CURRENT CLOUD CLASSES

20 40

44
NEW TRANSLATIONS

CRIMSON CIRCLE STAFF

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MASTER
PA W S
H
i, I’m Belle. You’ve probably seen Founder
me in the Shouds from Kona, Geoffrey Hoppe
Hawaii, or in photos from the
Co–Founder
Shaumbra gatherings here at Villa Ahmyo. Linda Benyo Hoppe
I like laying on the carpet right in front of
Adamus’ chair because there, I’m right in Editor
Jean Tinder
the center of Shaumbra energy.
Art Director
It’s not unusual for a dog like me to Marc Ritter
By Belle want to share their thoughts and feelings.
Humans mostly communicate with words; Staff
Villi Aguirre Alvarez
dogs communicate telepathically. Humans
Alfredo Barranco
don’t understand that they can commune Alain Bolea
with us this way, without words, but fortunately my Master is a master chan- Bonnie Capelle
neler so I asked him if I could write the article this month, with his translation Michelle Corazao Dinu
Seissa Cuartas
of course. I’m enjoying this because I can dictate my article while chewing on Kerri Gallant
a biscuit. Juan Carlos Juárez-Lerma
Alberto Lunagómez
It’s no coincidence that I’m here at Villa Ahmyo in Hawaii. I reincarnated in Michelle MacHale
July 2017, the same month Cauldre (Geoff) and Linda came to the island to Jorge Merino
Gail Neube
look at properties for their workshops. I was a pound puppy, meaning that I Peter Orlando
had no home. I was born underneath a clump of palm trees just as the sun Iván Parra
was rising one morning. Lots of dogs here on the island are born like that. The Steve Salins
Mary Beth Shewan
next thing I knew, a truck came along and picked up my sister and me, and
Jean Tinder
took us to what is called a dog pound. I was fortunate enough to have some Jorge Zorate Soriano
very nice people adopt me and my sister a few days later. They live right next
door to Villa Ahmyo. Crimson Circle Energy Co.
PO Box 7394
You see, none of this is a coincidence. I have been Cauldre’s dog friend in Golden, CO 80403 USA
crimsoncircle.com
many previous lives. We haven’t been together since 2005 when I was he and
support@crimsoncircle.com
dear Linda’s favorite dog Fred, and I missed them a lot. Cauldre and Linda Phone: 1 303 601 9112
were traveling a lot back then, so after I passed away that year, I knew they
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wouldn’t be able to be with me again until they changed their lifestyle. That Crimson Circle IP, Inc.
happened in 2017 when they decided to get a retreat center here in Hawaii.

I didn’t know Cauldre and Linda were going to buy what is now known as
Villa Ahmyo. I didn’t know that I would end up being adopted by their neigh-

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bors. All I knew is that I wanted to incarnate
and be with Cauldre, Linda and Shaumbra. You
see, I’ve been with Shaumbra in the past as
well. I was Cauldre’s dog long, long ago when
Tobias was his father, and he was called Young
Tobias. I’m one of the few dogs ever written
about in the Bible, in the Book of Tobit (Tobias).
Lions and camels are mentioned much more
often than dogs, so I feel pretty special. I used
to hang out with many of you in the times of
Yeshua, and I was the camp dog at some of the
Mystery Schools.

All I knew was that some type of magic


occurs when I had the desire to come back for
another dog life. Unlike humans, who tend to
get into their minds about these things, I just
knew it would all work out when returning,
from the timing to the location. I didn’t have to
arrange the sequence of events; the energy just
makes it so. That’s the nice thing about being
a dog. I just align with my Master’s energy
and everything falls into place. Funny thing…
humans are so smart on one hand (paw), but on
the other hand they don’t seem to understand
how energy works.

On July 20, 2017, Cauldre and Linda signed


the papers to buy the property that would
become Villa Ahmyo. At that moment a bell
went off inside me. That’s why I like being
called Belle. “Now, it’s time to reincarnate.
Time to get back to your people.” I was chas-
ing rabbits in the meadows of the heavenly
dog realms at the time. Suddenly, everything
around me started to swirl and get fuzzy. I felt
like I was floating through a golden tunnel, a
celestial doggie-door that would bring me back
to Earth. There was no fear or anxiety whatso-
ever, just the excitement and anticipation of
being with my people again. I was going home.

Dogs love being with people, probably


because our canine soul is actually the Soul
of the human Master. We’re really part of you.
We’re here to show you unconditional love.
We’re here to lick your face when life gets
challenging. We’re here to remind you to keep
things simple. Like Adamus said during the

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recent Consciousness Reset when he was petting my belly, we’re here to
remind you to just “Be.” He actually said, “Be like Belle,” which made me
smile. We like calling our humans “Masters” because we see them as Masters,
even if they don’t see themselves that way. We don’t need to understand the
human language, with all of its words, because we can feel energy. We know
when you are happy or sad or in pain. Our passion is to be there for you,
without any agenda other than to love you.

In the wag of a tail, I came out of the golden tunnel and found myself back
in a canine body. It felt good. I saw my mother and new brothers and sisters
around me. My mother was licking me clean, and perhaps trying to taste that
golden stuff still on me from the tunnel. I knew I wasn’t going to be with her
or my siblings for very long. This is the way of a dog. We save our attachments
for our Masters, unlike humans that get very attached to their biological fami-
lies. There’s nothing sad about this. Our purpose is the bond with our Master
and their families, not with our doggie families.

The neighbors that adopted me loved me, and they also knew that I was a
free spirit. He is a minister, and she works with children. They are some of the
kindest people I’ve ever licked. They never tied me up, and only put me in a

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kennel a few times until they realized
that this didn’t work for me. I was still a
young puppy when I saw Cauldre and
Linda for the first time. I knew it was
them right away because everyone has
a Soul scent that carries with them life-
time after lifetime. Humans often won-
der what their name was in a previous
lifetime but that really doesn’t matter.
You can recognize anyone and every-
thing from their scent “fingerprint.”

I ran into their yard and pooped. I


was hoping that Cauldre would rec-
ognize my scent and know that I was
back, but instead he looked annoyed
as he took a shovel and threw my
scent-bomb way. Humans! Sometimes
they just don’t appreciate a gift. I kept
leaving more poop in the yard hoping
he’d remember, but instead he kept
throwing them away.

One night I got bold. He and Linda


were sitting at the lanai, drinking
something that smelled like rotten
grapes. I surrounded myself with my
gentlest energy, quietly approached
Linda from behind, and slid my head
under her arm. Thank Dog she wasn’t
frightened! Instead, she started to pet
my head. I looked over at Cauldre.
His mouth dropped open and he
exclaimed, “Look, it’s Fred!” Yes, I look a lot like when I was their dog Fred.
Funny how that happens! Linda and Cauldre laughed and smiled, and talked
about Fred. Dogs don’t cry, but I think I had big tears in my eyes because we
were now back together.

Now it’s several years later. Sometimes they leave for long periods of time,
but they always come back. They told me they have to go back into the sky
to do important work. They asked me if I want to go with them, on something
called a jet – but only birds and humans are meant to fly, not dogs. So I go
back to the neighbors and wait for Cauldre and Linda to return. Michelle Dinu
comes to see me often during these times, and gives me wonderful hugs.
Sometimes she tells me I have bad breath and she always gives me biscuits.
I actually don’t like biscuits but humans make such a big deal about them, so
I eat them anyway.

I love when Shaumbra come from the sky to attend the workshops! Their
faces look different but I always remember their smell. They laugh a lot when

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they’re here. And they eat a lot too, but I
never see them eating the biscuits they’re
so proud of. Every morning they go into
the pavilion for a meeting. Cauldre has to
speak for Adamus. It’s odd because I can
hear him, see him and smell him very well
but for some reason the humans can’t, so
Cauldre has to talk for him. I’ll never figure
out humans. Sometimes I start by laying
at Adamus’ feet, but I usually move off to
the grass because the energy gets very
strong. A dog can only handle so much.
Adamus likes to walk back and forth, and
then he has Linda call on people to talk
with Adamus. I can sense their fear when he
has them stand up, but then they talk for a
long time and tell many stories. Sometimes
Adamus interrupts them and uses a word
called makyo, which seems to get the con-
versation back on track.

Shaumbra are different than other peo-


ple. Yes, they even smell different. I’m not
sure how you say it in human words, but
their energy is much more present. Most
humans have thin or murky energy, and it’s not aligned with their physical
body. They seem to be somewhere else, other than when they’re eating.
They spend hours on end looking into boxes – I think they’re called TV’s and
computers – but humans seem to live within these. Shaumbra’s energy is pres-
ent, consistent and genuine. They are very focused on something they call
Mastery. It’s really quite funny because dogs always see humans as Masters,
but they don’t see it within themselves.

Cauldre says we have to end this article now because his editor Jean is on
a tight deadline. Humans are always in such a rush. He asks if there are any
final thoughts I’d like to share with the readers. Yes, I’d like to clear up two
misconceptions by restating these old phrases:

1. Dog Loves You.

2. Beware of God.

Blessings from Belle…

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THE MASTER’S LIFE,
PART 13: ENTELLI-
GENCE
KEAHAK

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THE KEAHAK XI PROJECT
ONLINE • JULY 2021–JUNE 2022

Registration for Keahak XI is now open!


Keahak is a one-year program, designed
by Adamus Saint-Germain, for the realiza-
tion of your “I Am” consciousness into your
daily life.

Adamus introduced us to the term “Keahak”


in March 2011. He said it means “spirit in
experience” (kea) and “energy in action/
motion” (hak). It is an ancient word, he said,
representing the part of you that connects
to and brings in the energies.

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SEXUAL ENERGIES SCHOOL ONLINE


ONLINE • JUNE 18–20, 2021

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include better physical health, the end of
energy stealing and power games, bal-
anced relationships, enhanced creativity,
and eventually true enlightenment. It is a
return to the essence of yourself. Hosted
live by Geoffrey and Linda, multiple ses-
sions with Tobias and Adamus, as well as
guided personal experiences.

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FEATURED IN-PERSON EVENTS
N
S OPE THE MASTER CODE
S PACE
NEW KONA, HAWAII • APRIL 11–15, 2021

The Master Code is an all-new gathering with Adamus Saint-Germain. The


word “code” means a form of communication or symbols, as well as a set
of ethics and conduct. We can’t say too much more about this workshop
because Adamus is prone to making changes and
MORE INFO adjustments right up to the last minute.

N ENERGY WORKS
S OPE
S PACE KONA, HAWAII • APRIL 21–25, 2021
NEW
Shaumbra is at the forefront of understanding the relationship between
consciousness and energy. At this gathering Adamus will go in depth into
the physics and psychology of how to put energy to work in your life, in a
practical and useful manner. This will be one of many Shaumbra groups to
explore the intimacy and sensuality of their own energy,
MORE INFO and how to let it serve your true desires and creations.

N
S OPE THE MASTER CODE
S PACE
NEW KONA, HAWAII • MAY 05–09, 2021
The Master Code is an all-new gathering with Adamus Saint-Germain. The
word “code” means a form of communication or symbols, as well as a set of
ethics and conduct. We can’t say too much more about this workshop becau-
se Adamus is prone to making changes and adjustments
right up to the last minute.
MORE INFO

THE CHANNELING (AND SENSING) WORKSHOP


KONA, HAWAII • MAY 17–21, 2021

Can you learn to channel in just four days? Absolutely! We’ll show you how
to “sense” energies and translate the universal language into something your
mind will understand, and other people can hear coming through your voice.
In four days, you’ll get all of the basics and more.
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FEATURED IN-PERSON EVENTS

TIME OF THE MERLIN


BLED, SLOVENIA • SEPTEMBER 11–12, 2021
This gathering will be a blend of an annual celebration, a Merlin workshop and
what used to be the Midsummer New Energy Conference. The September
2021 event will feature channels from Adamus and the yet-to-be-announced
entities and angels. Throughout the two-day gathering we’ll be blessed with
live music and Shaumbra presentations.
MORE INFO

T
D OU
SOL ENERGY WORKS
SAINTES MARIES DE LA MER, FRANCE • SEPT. 17–21, 2021
Shaumbra is at the forefront of understanding the relationship between
consciousness and energy. At this gathering Adamus will go in depth into
the physics and psychology of how to put energy to work in your life, in a
practical and useful manner. This will be one of many Shaumbra groups to
explore the intimacy and sensuality of their own energy,
MORE INFO and how to let it serve your true desires and creations.

KASAMA
KONA, HAWAII • NOVEMBER 12–16, 2021
Adamus says that “Kasama” has far more influence in your life than astrology,
numerology, other people, Spirit, even mass consciousness. Think of a tree, its
roots hidden deep underground – you rooted into yourself – while the branches
above go through many seasons and experiences. This
beautiful material will remind you that, no matter how things
MORE INFO
appear, the destiny of your soul has already been realized.

KASAMA
KONA, HAWAII • NOVEMBER 22–26, 2021
Adamus says that “Kasama” has far more influence in your life than astrology,
numerology, other people, Spirit, even mass consciousness. Think of a tree, its
roots hidden deep underground – you rooted into yourself – while the branches
above go through many seasons and experiences. This
beautiful material will remind you that, no matter how things
MORE INFO
appear, the destiny of your soul has already been realized.

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EVENTS CALENDAR 2021
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APRIL
03 Monthly Webcast & Shoud ONLINE ONLY
10 Keahak X Online
11–15
The Master Code Villa Ahmyo, Kona, HI
21–25
Energy Works Villa Ahmyo, Kona, HI
24 Keahak X Online

MAY
01 Monthly Webcast & Shoud ONLINE ONLY
05–09 The Master Code Villa Ahmyo, Kona, HI
08 Keahak X Online
17–21 Channeling (and Sensing) Workshop Villa Ahmyo, Kona, HI
22 Keahak X Online

JUNE
05 Monthly Webcast & Shoud ONLINE ONLY
12 Keahak X Online
18–20
Sexual Energies School Online Online
26 Keahak X Finale Online

JULY
03 Monthly Webcast & Shoud ONLINE ONLY
04 Keahak XI Intro Online
10 Keahak XI Online
24 Keahak XI Online

AUGUST
07 Monthly Webcast & Shoud ONLINE ONLY
14 Keahak XI Online
28 Keahak XI Online

SEPTEMBER
01–05
Channeling (and Sensing) Workshop Rust, Austria
11 Keahak XI Online
11–12
Passion of the Merlin Bled, Slovenia
17–21
Energy Works Camargue, France
25 Keahak XI Online

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I NO LONGER
STRUGGLE WITH
MY MUGGLE

I NO LONGER STRUGGLE
WITH MY MUGGLE
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M
any Shaumbra have asked the question: “What will the
relationship with my partner be like after Realization? Will
it end, get better, worse, or become something totally
different?” I, too, asked that question and had some worrisome
nights because of it.

My husband, Special K, and I were


married in 2001, the year before I
discovered Crimson Circle. He lit-
erally pulled my name from a hat
for a free massage at the new
day spa in our town where he
was working. That in itself
said something quite inter-
esting was going on. Prior
to the wedding, I set up a By Linda Dobson-Hacker
meeting with the minister
of the new age church
we were attending to discuss the upcoming
nuptials. Reverend A is quite psychic and at
one point in our conversation, he glanced up
at the corner of the room and stated noncha-
lantly, “Linda, you and Special K have come
together for a specific reason. He is assisting
you with something important and when it is
finished, the two of you will make a decision to
remain together or go your separate ways.” Well, I
had absolutely no idea what to do with that and it didn’t
exactly sound like good news for a lasting relationship!

I can recall Tobias and Adamus saying more than once


that many of our families and partners came into this life-
time knowing that, on some level, they would be a type of
grounding support or tether (noose?), and sometimes the
provoker, as we moved beyond awakening and allowed our
Realization. The first time Tobias mentioned this, I remembered
what the good reverend told me in his moment of psychic clar-
ity. Needless to say, Tobias’ words were quite eye-opening and
answered some questions.

My husband has certainly been all of the above for me and I am sure there
were times he wished he had never met me! The constant jealousy, drinking,
depression, crying, and intermittent joblessness from 2007-2014 certainly took its toll
on him. Before 2007, we had a fun and lucrative business together for several years.
I was an interior design consultant for local building contractors and their clients,
designed model homes, and was a mural and specialty artist. He was – and still is
– a painting contractor. When the housing bubble popped, all of that dissolved away

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and I fell into a deep depression. Life with Linda has been a rollercoaster
ride, and I’m sure many of you understand and have given your own fami-
lies plenty of grief as well. Any time humans coexist under the same roof, IT
AIN’T ALWAYS FUN, especially if one of them is allowing Realization. And
trust me, Special K has not always been so special, either.


Early on, I had to accept he had no desire to know anything
about Crimson Circle. There was no doubt when he flatly said
one day, “I don’t want to hear about it.” I was disappointed for
a long time, but over the years realized it’s probably better he
didn’t know what I was up to, and most likely we had some kind
of agreement that I was to do this alone. I jokingly wonder from
time to time what the hell he did to me to have to make amends
for it this way! But he can have such clarity at times concerning
ANY TIME HUMANS COEXIST people and situations and has certainly called me on the carpet
when he sees any passive/aggressive behaviors (sexual energy
virus) in me. I have a close Shaumbra friend who calls him a
UNDER THE SAME ROOF,
Closet Shaumbra. She may be right.

IT AIN’T ALWAYS FUN, Seven years ago, I was in a very deep hole, feeling like I was
totally losing it and doing my best to hold myself together emo-
ESPECIALLY IF ONE OF THEM tionally. The Dreamwalk to the Crystal Caves had been released
and I listened to it daily, and sometimes more, for a couple of
IS ALLOWING REALIZATION. months, allowing something new to come in. It certainly did and
was the kick in the keister I was needing. Oh, as a side note, if
you listen to Dreamwalk to the Crystal Caves as much as I did,
be ready for change because it can harshly blow up your energy
and your life, as it did mine. But I was ready for it, otherwise
it would not have happened, and it ultimately gave me more
inner and outer freedom than I had experienced in years, including a fulfill-
ing – and completely unexpected – writing position.

At some point, both Special K and I had had enough, so we decided to sep-
arate. Well, separation was for me to move to the front of the house while he
had the back of the house, with the kitchen as neutral territory. That would
be the temporary solution until I could move into the cottage we have on
our property. I even went so far as to kindly ask the current tenant to move
out because I needed to live there. It turns out she was already planning
on moving soon anyway, so it worked out. I spent weekends and evenings
at the cottage crying, painting, crying, scrubbing, and crying some more.
Sitting in the middle of the huge parking lot at the local Catholic Church
screaming at the top of my lungs during the pouring rain and banging on
the steering wheel of my poor little Kia Soul was so healing. I have since
apologized to her and have thanked my “Soul” for always having my back.

I never made it to the cottage because we decided to try it again after six
weeks or so. Special K confessed quite a while later he just didn’t want to be
alone and that’s why he changed his mind. It’s a damn good thing he didn’t
say that to me initially, or there would have been some real hell to pay.

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It was very difficult for 3-4 years after that, then things began to settle down.
At the time he was quite involved in our local community theatre, so he was
gone a lot, which gave me many evenings and a huge portion of Saturday
and Sunday to be alone. At the same time, because of his being gone so
much, I was also dealing with some pissy, jealous, angry, hateful aspects
that could not understand why he wanted to be away so much. Hey! If you
want to be with me, dammit, stay home! Again, hindsight is everything, and
I now realize on some level he was giving me the time I needed for opening
to my Realization.

I know he’s noticed a change in me but has not asked about it, and it doesn’t
matter if he does or not. One thing is for sure, I’ve noticed a big change in
him. With the knowingness that all energy is mine and here to serve me, it cer-
tainly has been for the past few months. We’ve had some “out-of-the-blue”
opportunities that will allow us to be debt-free in a few months and have a
substantial increase in our income. That has lifted a huge burden off him as he
constantly worried about it. We’ve begun talking about retirement, as we are
in our early 60s, and possibly purchasing a vacation home in the mountains
of North Carolina. Special K is kinder and has polished off some of his harsh,
Aries edges (no offense to the Aries out there). He is more considerate instead
of grumpy. Okay, he still gets grumpy, but nothing like before.

What’s my point in all this? It’s that, with my own allowing and trust, life with
my Muggle has turned into something better than it has been in years, if ever.
The games are gone, and we totally allow each other to be who we are. Do
we still have disagreements? Sure we do, but they are peacefully resolved and
I no longer feel the need to throw shoes at him.

Adamus has been clear, our embodied Realization is a grand experiment,


because humans have never allowed it in this way before. We are going
about our everyday lives with our partner, families, and jobs, while allowing
the Master to bring everything into wisdom, to emerge as the Merlin, and stay
embodied. All we need to do now is shine in and shine on and it illuminates
undreamed of potentials and opportunities for ourselves, for others in our
sphere, and for the planet. I’m certainly seeing this happen in my relationship
and in my own life.

By the way, I have thanked Special K several times for not wanting to be alone.

Linda lives in a rural county in south Florida with Special K, two large dogs,
and a cat. She is currently assistant grant writer at a small state college in
her community where she discovered writing is a passion for her. She has
recently decided to dive into her other passions as an intuitive medium and
animal communicator and has created the website she had only dreamed of
in past years. Linda can be reached through her website, Conversations on
the Other Side, or via email, and would LOVE to have other Shaumbra share
their relationship stories with her. She is available for mediumship, pet com-
munications, and life coaching sessions, as well as freelance writing projects.

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• The Master’s Life, Part 3: Embodiment • ProGnost™ 2019 – The Dragon Enters
• The Master’s Life, Part 4: Sensuality • ProGnost™ 2019 UPDATE – For the Dreamers
• The Master’s Life, Part 5: Ahmyo • ProGnost™ 2020 – Planetary Awakening
• The Master’s Life, Part 6: No More! • ProGnost™ 2020 UPDATE – Adamonomics 101!
• The Master’s Life, Part 7: I Am Creation • ProGnost™ 2021 – The Ænd Times
• The Master’s Life, Part 8: Nova Vita • Quantum Allowing
• The Master’s Life, Part 9: Realusion • The Simple Master – Allowing & And
• The Master’s Life, Part 10: Way Out • Timeless – A Journey Beyond
• The Master’s Life, Part 11: Living Energy • Wound of Adam

THE MASTER’S LIFE, PART 13 – ENTELLIGENCE


Human intelligence is designed to perceive, retain
and retrieve information in this physical reality. Based
in duality and emotion, it is mostly used for problem
solving within the inherent limitations of the human
realm. However, energy intelligence – Entelligence –
opens up the wisdom from every experience and every
potential, whether past or future, and makes anything
possible. Adamus invites you into the inner “Holy
Broadcast: Now playing of Holies,” the part of your reality landscape where
Cost: $145 (through July 3, 2021, energy waits to serve you.
$195 thereafter)
Access: Stream for 90 days In this time of tremendous change, many humans will
after purchase choose physical and mental augmentation, but the
true Masters will do it the natural way, through energy
MORE INFO – ENGLISH intelligence. We’ve been preparing for this since
MÁS INFO – ESPAÑOL Atlantis, Old Egypt and the time of Yeshua, and now
it’s here. Adamus invites you to “assume your rightful
WATCH EXCERPTS position as the Master, and take the throne in your
kingdom of Self.”

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CURRENT CLOUD CLASSES
When you subscribe to any Cloud Class you have full access to the streaming audio, video and text files for 90 days.

PROGNOST 2021– THE ÆND TIMES


We are in the long-awaited Age of Aquarius, the
Christos Era, the Time of Machines. Consciousness,
energy, communications and technology are changing
so fast that in 30 years everything will be different. As
we move into Æterna or “no Time,” we can choose a
past without trauma and a future of grand expansion.
The deep sadness felt by humans across the globe
comes from an inner knowing that we no longer need
Broadcast: Now playing to create the inhumanity of the past.
Cost: $100 Adamus Saint-Germain outlines a number of trends
Access: Stream for 90 days at the forefront of this change, all driven by technol-
after purchase
ogy and backed by consciousness. The coronavirus
brought great change, business will play a huge role in
MORE INFO – ENGLISH shaping the planet, while cultural karma, religion and
MÁS INFO – ESPAÑOL military power no longer serve humanity.

WATCH EXCERPTS You go first; the planet follows. It’s why you’re here.

PASSION OF THE MERLIN


Our journey of eons and lifetimes must eventually cul-
minate in Realization. While it is nothing that the human
can accomplish, the soul’s enlightenment is inevitable.
The human’s only duty is to experience and allow the
awareness of the I Am. Aided by the dragon, the Master
visits every moment of every lifetime, collecting the
wisdom until Merlin emerges, unbound by time and
therefore truly free. As the human turns to face its time-
Broadcast: Now playing less Self, another Ascended Master appears.
Cost: $345 Bringing together extraordinary Ascended Masters,
Access: Stream for 90 days inspiring presenters, and more than 1,500 conscious
after purchase
beings from around the world, this was a landmark
event – a culmination of the Atlantean Dream and a
testament to the tenacity, passion and commitment of
Shaumbra. Full of laughter, inspiration, sneak peeks,
deep merabhs and profound messages, this is an expe-
MORE INFO – ENGLISH rience you will never forget.

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LIVING WITHOUT RESIS-
TANCE

LIVI NG
WITHOUT
RESISTANCE

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R
esistance is a theme which runs through life. It makes
great, captivating stories and also makes dull and
repetitive stories. It is a thread running through the
tapestry of life, eventually tracking how we overcome some
resisting problem or obstacle on the way to awareness. It is
an important player of the human stories, and without it the
stories would be meaningless and unexciting.
The archetypal “Hero’s Journey” would be noth-
ing without resistance. Yet, resistance ultimately
becomes an obstacle that can be difficult to over-
come.

I like the analogy of the merry-go-round. You are


on the merry-go-round and for a while it seems
enjoyable to be going around and around, feeling
the motion and movement, the air moving in your
hair and across your face. Then, as it begins to
increase in speed, you start feeling the suction of By Chris Grover
gravity; stuck in place and yet still moving. After a
while it becomes dull and even boring, just going
around and around and around, and that’s when you real-
ize you are stuck there. You can’t simply jump off the mov-
ing carousel. It has you in its grip, and you are, in a way, a
prisoner to its pointless journey. There is a real gravitational
resistance holding you in place, and you even have a resis-
tance to wanting to get off. What to do?

It takes me back to my first Tai Chi class in 1982 at the age


of 20. I entered the school hall to learn this thing called Tai
Chi and found myself the only male in a room filled with
older females. At that moment my resistance kicked in,
although I had already let go enough to do something that
was considered weird in 1982, in Australia.

As we learned some of the first postures and stances,


the teacher would come around to check our shoulders.
Mine were often too “firm,” too much resistance in them.
She would run her hand across them while telling me to
“soften the shoulders, don’t hold them in resistance.” It
remained an early memory of learning about resistance,
softening and allowing.

I gradually understood what the teacher was trying to


convey as she taught us to soften, relax and let a flow
into the body, really into our lives. I began to see it
has a balance between being hard and soft, between
resistance and opening.

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During this time, I was also into other martial arts, which are very much
on the side of resistance. They are about faster power, more dynamic
power, and learning to use power against an opponent. I enjoyed the
feeling of power from learning Tae Kwon Do and it was a great way to
develop muscle resistance.

I had started learning martial arts from the age of 16 and as I moved up
through the different colored belts – from white, yellow, green, blue, brown
and finally into the black belt – I found I needed more than just resistance to be
competitive in sparring. In fact, after learning a lot of resistance, one later needs
to learn a lot of feeling and intuition, because resistance and power alone won’t
cut it with an opponent who is equal or better in sparring. There has to be a
flow, no thinking and a certain knowingness of what you need to do in various
sparring situations. You actually must begin to fetel into it and react more from
intuition, because resistance and power alone are no longer enough.

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And that could be said for life. We first try many things with resistance. We
follow what society would like us to do, what the family would like us to do,
and soon we are in very restrictive and resistive lives. There is a measure of
comfort and reliability in knowing that things will be a certain way, in a certain
pattern; a strange, comfortable resistance. Resistance becomes normal, even
expected and worshiped. I think this is, in some ways, the entire human story:
accepting resistance; living in resistance; finding resistance beginning to
waver and falter; realizing resistance isn’t the only way, that there can be a
balance with acceptance; and ultimately letting go of resistance when
there is enough wisdom, maturity and responsibility for ourselves.

After getting a black belt, I found I had built up quite enough


resistance from powering on and being into aggressive resis-
tance. Now I wanted more balance, which I found through
meditation and yoga. I had already learned some meditation
with martial arts to help with intuition during sparring and
keeping up with the high demand of remembering many
movement patterns, called katas, as well as many other
techniques. But now I was feeling a change and my resis-
tance was dropping.

I took yoga classes to release some of the resistance


held in my body, and later on found myself teaching
meditation as a form of relaxation. Often when people
come to a meditation or yoga class, it isn’t to learn
meditation or yoga per se, but to relax. People are usu-
ally far from being able to meditate; what they first need
is to learn to just relax. That alone is not easy, for many
people carry the energy patterns of lifetimes of resistance
and holding onto it has become normal. Their lives are full
of so much resistance – to their work, their relationships,
their hopes and dreams, and even to themselves – they just
need something to give them the feeling of freedom from all
that resistance, if only for an hour or so.

So, I stumbled into teaching yoga, becoming certified and


offering a gentler flowing version called Dru Yoga. It was very
different from other styles of yoga, some of which can be very
strong, powerful and resist the natural flow of energy in the body.
The difference is whether the joints in the body are soft and open or
if they are locked. Dru Yoga would spend a lot of time teaching people
to have a natural flow while stretching or doing a movement, holding a
yoga posture with less resistance and more softness. And, of course, every-
one enjoyed the end of a session, relaxing on the floor while I used words
about relaxing, releasing, softening and letting go. I called this the “guided
relaxation time.”

They would then take that little release from resistance and go back into
their resistive lives. Maybe they would bring a bit of it into their lives, but often
not because, as we know, change can be difficult, and resistance is very hard

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to give up. Some people find such comfort in a resistive life, even going so far
as pretending there is no way out. Some examples I’ve personally seen are:

• Resistance to getting out of a relationship that is based on


karma and is emotionally or physically abusive

• Resistance to giving up a line of work or job that no longer


fits into your emotional, expressive or creative self

• Resistance to moving to a different location, far away from


family members

• Resistance to trying new foods, going to new places, explor-


ing new ideas or new skills

• Resistance to letting go of long-held beliefs that no longer


work for you

This plays out physically as well in the resistance to creating a healthy body,
healthy mind and healthy emotions. I have explored health by studying natu-
ropathy and ayurveda, and even considered becoming a practitioner to help
people. However, I realize now that relying on an external source for healing
is to deny the natural healing ability of the body and its consciousness. People
can be helped up to a point, particularly if they believe in the source of that
help, but ultimately to be a healthy self you need to heal-thy self. Unease or
disease comes from resistance to some energy held in the body, and it can
ultimately be traced back to forms of guilt, shame and regret within the body
or body consciousness.

This is the thread of resistance that runs through the whole human story ever
since we decided to explore what it would be like to incarnate into matter. We
were not really aware of the impact that being compressed into a body would
have on our psyche, let alone the further forms of resistance compounded
with mind control in Atlantis and all the ongoing human merry-go-round
experiences we’ve been stuck in.

Now comes the time, for those who are ready, to bring forth enough spiri-
tual maturity and awareness to let the resistance go and allow a new flow to
come in. It doesn’t matter whether you call it intuition, deeper feelings, sen-
suality or knowingness. I call it a bleed through of the Master I Am self to the
aware human, a flow from the future into the Now moment, a knowingness
and new awareness. This is the cycle coming full circle, coming back to the
start or back to the future. It is the point one becomes a creator of living
energy, no longer resisting the flow and inspiration of life, finally able to meet
their full embodied realization.

Chris earned a Black Belt in Tae Kwon Do and has been certified as a teach-
er of meditation and Dru Yoga. He is an author and intuitive that connects
with several Ascended Masters including Kwan Yin, Kuthumi, Adamus, and
Lao-tzu. He connected with Crimson Circle in 2017 and is an active member
of the online community. He can be contacted on Facebook or via email.

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i CC TIPS
Monthly tips to help you make the most of your Crimson Circle online experience

HAVE YOU SEEN THE GLOSSARY?


Adamus likes to make up brand new words as well as repurpose old ones, which can sometimes be a little con-
fusing. But we have a solution! If there’s a term you’d like to understand better, take a look at the Glossary. It
includes definitions of a lot of the unique words used throughout Crimson Circle material, as well as references
for more information.

Insider Tip: Have you ever tried explaining Crimson Circle to someone? The Glossary is a great shortcut. Simply
share the page and they’ll have a pretty good idea of what it’s all about.

The Glossary link can be found at the bottom of any page on crimsoncircle.com, or you might wish to book-
mark it for easy reference.

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THE CRITICS CORNER
Excerpts from Shaumbra reviews and comments on various products in the CC store. To leave your own feedback on any class or
product, simply go to the item page in the Crimson Circle store and click on Ratings and Reviews!

by investing one hour to watch this. Sound night’s sleep


guaranteed and no more scary dreams.

[18 months later]

This is also a great summary of how energy truly works.


Today I felt like revisiting it again. What a gem this is! I
truly enjoyed re-listening and it was fantastic. Compas-
sion and energy explained simplify and so beautifully!!

~M
$33

WISDOM AND JOY


No words. I had a few tears AND deep, deep feelings.
It is so intimate…

~ YM

$33

IN YOUR ENERGY AND FREE


For Adamus, “no greater words can be spoken” than
a human realizing and owning I AM FREE. He acknowl-
edges that with this great knowing comes great respon-
$33
sibility, more than most humans are willing to take on.
Much as they cry for it, when it actually comes they shut
down. We are not most people, but I gained a whole
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED new respect and awe for the totality of my own free-
dom, not just from guilt and shame, but freedom to
Exactly what I needed to hear. Within a first few min- own all my energy, in and beyond time, and ultimately
utes, I could feel my whole body rejoice. Anybody that to feel Free to Receive the I AM.
wants to end the internal duality struggle or/and internal
‘noise’ created by the mind would receive huge benefit ~ SS

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THE CRITICS CORNER
BLEW ALL MY FOG AWAY!! BASIC, beautiful, and a simple way of inviting myself so
that I can be with myself.
What’s fog? It’s like a big blanket of beliefs that create a
really dirty, smudged window that prevents a clear view ~F
of “what is.” I Am Free blew all my fog away!! My fa-
vorite quote: “You’re free to experience the crystalline
beauty of your own energy without a past or without a
future, all right now.”

~ PS

LIGHTNESS AND RELIEF


Life is quite simple for the human: I am here to experi-
ence, can make no mistakes from the soul’s point of
view, because what I experience is turned into wisdom
by the Master in me; Merlin awakes, and I am finally $20
ready to combine consciousness and energy in my total
integration into masterhood and realization. So, what is
standing in my way for feeling true freedom in my life??
PROFOUND
I Am Free makes it possible to get clear about what you
I understood “I Know that I Know” at a new level. The
have put between you and your feeling of freedom in
music, of course, is also beautiful.
life. What you have put between you and your realiza-
tion. Adamus makes it simple and clear what is impor- ~F
tant to release in life to set yourself free.

~ FA

$25

$15 WONDERFUL
Really helped me to calm down in the mist of chaos.
SIMPLE AND BEAUTIFUL Truly wonderful.

One of my favorite Adamus experiences. It is profound, ~M

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DESERT REALIZATIONS 2

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DESERT
By Gerhard Fankhauser

I
t’s been pretty much a year ago that I stayed here in the desert and wrote the
article Desert Realizations. I didn’t plan to be here, but it simply happened that
the house we stayed in last year came available again and I took it for a time
of retreat. I decided to unplug completely from everything – the media, Internet,
and social media – in order to be fully here and open to receive the vastness and
silence of the desert; to allow it to pour into the open vessel of my soul.

The first month I was completely alone. It was a time to just be with myself
without any distractions, to wake up early and go to sleep early, to do my daily
morning practice, go for walks, sit at the fireplace, play and record music, vision
and dream. This is my deepest longing, the stillness that comes from pure being,
and the desert breaths exactly that.

Every place has a certain rhythm and, whether we want to be or not, we are in
resonance with that rhythm. A periodic rhythm is a powerful thing, because it goes

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on and on, like the turning of the earth and planets around the sun. It is always
present, and one needs to tune into it in a harmonious way to live in balance.

The rhythm of modern life is very fast and always pushing us towards action
and activity. ‘Doing nothing’ is not really in tune with that fast rhythm; it seems
out of place, maybe even uncomfortable. This little village in the nowhere of
the desert with a few houses, a handful of inhabitants and a few animals has a
very slow rhythm. It allows me to easily sink into the stillness, timeless presence
and pure being.

I thought about the image of a carousel with beautifully decorated horses


circling round and round and children enjoying the ride. There is motion out
on the periphery, but there is a stillness in the center. The speed and intensity
of the experience are a matter of how far away from the center we are. It’s the
same for any periodic movement: the further out you go, the wilder and more
challenging the ride becomes; the closer you are to the center, the greater
and deeper is stillness.

I felt this very strong during the last year and the whole period of the corona-
virus. The more you go out and get involved or stand for an opinion, the more
challenging it becomes because it’s easy to get sucked into all the turmoil.

Every place and period of time has its rhythm, it’s tone or song, and this
always has an effect on us. At this moment, the world has a very distorted

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song, a challenging one that brings a lot of dissonance with it, the need for
change. The last two months I allowed that movement back into the center by
doing nothing, benching, sitting by the fire, dreaming, playing and creating
out of pure joy of being. I was experiencing æterna in the midst of this crazy
period of time.

I do feel the ‘tears of humanity’ sometimes, the sadness about what is hap-
pening to nature and the wildlife, anger about incompetent leadership and
corruption, but I choose not to get involved, stay close to the center and
observe the carousel. It’s not always easy, because at this time with so many
restrictions, rules and limitations, not even the kids are enjoying the carousel.
So, for now, I enjoy the slowness of the desert. Things are going to get faster
soon enough.

I know that not everyone who desires stillness can move to a small village
in the desert or something similar, but there are plenty of ways to connect to
our center and create a safe space within. It’s about the choice to not jump
on the carousel. One day while sitting at the fire and just breathing, I realized
that the rhythm of my breath determines what kind of thoughts are coming
into my mind. A calm, steady breath brings much more harmonious thoughts
than an erratic, unconscious one. With a steady breath, I can stay in the safe
space and my mind can relax.

I can only access my Master consciousness once my mind is quiet. As long


as I am still thinking, contemplating, even visioning, it’s too noisy and busy up
there. But when this constant chatter stops, I can finally go into that grander
space of being and presence, the space beyond the mind. This is the peace I
am longing for, the stillness and presence, the inner dialogue of wisdom that
comes with it, the voice and knowingness of the Master.

I feel gratitude for this period of time, this reset of consciousness, and this
process of realization.

Desert greetings,

Master G

Gerhard Fankhauser, or Master G, as Adamus calls him, is a master musician


from Austria and founder of the musical group Yoham. He is an accomplished
guitarist, song writer, overtone singer and an inspiring teacher with a deep
passion for the timeless mysteries of music. He has worked with the Crimson
Circle since 2007 and facilitates a musical safe space during many live events.
He has created various recordings of ‘new energy music,’ co-created many
merabhs with Adamus and his music has become an integral part of the jour-
ney of Shaumbra.

Contact Gerhard via email or visit his website oryom-music.com

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END OF THE NEW AGE
MONTHLY In this monthly feature, we highlight a recording from the past
that is particularly relevant to things Adamus and Shaumbra are

SPO
OTLIGHT talking about.”

THE AGE OF CONSCIOUSNESS DAWNS


Ever wonder why Adamus got “kicked out of Sedona”? As a matter of fact, he kicked
himself out! At this event in 2015 he announced he wouldn’t come back until certain con-
ditions were met. Check it out!

A spiritual movement called the New Age came forth in the mid 1800s, a result of the
Christ seed, planted long ago by Yeshua blossoming on Earth. This movement, birthed
by beings such as Madame Blavatsky, Master Morya, Kuthumi and others, helped open
consciousness and prepare the way for enlightenment, the union of human and divine.
St. Germain of the Violet Flame was involved in this work, and now comes forth with the
Crystal Flame to help humans go beyond ancestors, bloodlines, karma and limitations
into true freedom. Using the Merlin Effect, one can now go beyond time into the “I Exist,”
allowing total integration, mastery and joy of life.

It has been more than 2,000 years since Yeshua (Jesus) walked the Earth. During that
time, human and divine have been drawing closer together through the Dark Ages, the
time of the Catholic Church, the Renaissance, and finally into the New Age, beginning in

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the 1800’s. Adamus Saint-Germain now declares that the New Age is
over as we move from the Christ Consciousness era (signified by the
number 33) into the Master consciousness era (signified by 44). It is
the Age of Self, a time for absolute love, acceptance and awareness
of self, an ancient dream come to fulfillment.

SESSIONS

1 – Embodied Enlightenment (49:56)

Grand Canyon, Arizona – June 2, 2015

Speaking at the Kryon Grand Canyon Tour event, Adamus gives


a beautiful summary of our consciousness work over the last several
years. He talks about embodied enlightenment and who is responsible
for it, as well as mastery, consciousness, energy, allowing, and more.
Format: Downloadable audio
(mp3) and text (pdf)
2 – The Age of Consciousness (42:28)
Cost: $33
Kryon Master’s Channeling Summit, Sedona, Arizona – June 5, 2015
Featuring: Beloved St. Germain,
After a beautiful acknowledgment of the joys and challenges on
Adamus Saint-Germain, Geoffrey &
this journey of realization, Adamus makes the stunning announce-
Linda Hoppe
ment that we have reached the end of the New Age, and are now
entering into the Age of Consciousness.

3 – Relax into Your Enlightenment (7:29) HIGHLIGHTS

Kryon Master’s Channeling Summit, Sedona, Arizona – June 5, 2015 • The New Age began with
Yeshua (Jesus)
In this short message, Adamus invites the listeners to let go of makyo,
doubt and questions, and simply relax into their enlightenment. • It had a good run, now it’s
time to evolve
4 – The Purple Elephant (4:50)
• Enlightenment isn’t what you
Kryon Master’s Channeling Summit, Sedona, Arizona – June 7, 2015 think – it’s more

Adamus acknowledges the entities but, talking about “the big • Allow and relax into it
purple elephant” in the room, says he will not participate in such an
• We’re now in The Age of
event again until embodied human masters are on stage, rather than
Consciousness
disincarnate cosmic beings.
• And there’s a big purple ele-
5 – The Age of Self (57:04) phant in the room
Golden, Colorado – June 25, 2015

Beloved St. Germain gives a brief history of the New Age, explain-
ing what was really happening during the Dark Ages, why the
MORE INFO
Renaissance came about, and the important role of the New Age.
He declares that we are now entering into the long-awaited Age of SAMPLE
Consciousness, which is really the Age of Self.

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SHAUMBRA HEARTBEAT

WHAT
COLOR
IS YOUR
LIGHT?

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I
t has been said many times that
we are here to shine our light and
illuminate potentials for others.
It’s a noble ideal, but lately I’ve also
heard from quite a few Shaumbra who By Jean Tinder
aren’t interested anymore in ‘helping Content Manager
the world’ or ‘being in service.’ I get it.
We’ve been there, done that – for too
many lifetimes – and we’re tired. But,
to state the obvious, we don’t actually have to do
anything. The illumination is a byproduct of what
we’ve already done.

When I was a kid, my family sang songs and


retold Jesus’ parables about being a light in the
world. I loved the idea, the thought of being a
candle in a dark place felt beautiful. But it seemed
like the “light” we were sharing looked a lot more
like restrictions, rules, and pity for those who didn’t
believe the same and would therefore be lost
forever. Still, I’ve always somehow known that I’m
here to be a light.

Well, mostly always. There are still moments


when I feel more like a beacon of darkness and
despair! When life is confusing, when my body
doesn’t feel good, when others misunderstand
my intentions, when sticky old patterns pop up,
I’d much rather hide in my room. Or under a rock.
But I’ve realized that those human challenges and
wobbles are the very things that makes my light
special, unique and even helpful. Yours too.

When you look back on your journey of this


lifetime, what do you see? In my life, I see a LOT
of struggle and a reasonable amount of triumph.
I see longstanding patterns of awkwardness and
confusion, but also determination master up and
be more graceful, inside and out. I see an abun-
dance of poverty, built up over eons, and I also
see persistent and successful efforts to shed the
old baggage and fly. I see a heart whose dreams
of “happily ever after” got dashed multiple times,
but I see that heart is still open and trusting. Most

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important, I see how all those imperfections and scars now make my light
particularly rich and bright. Yours too!

I see people who struggle with fear, fragile nervous systems, and feelings
of hopelessness for life ever getting better, but they keep going. I see people
who hit bottom and still get back up. I see Shaumbra who are exhausted and
just want to go home, yet they still courageously
greet each new day. I see people mourning incom-
prehensible loss, but still they take a breath and
start again. I see people who have lived at the mercy
of troublemaker aspects for years finally start taking
back their sovereignty, even when it’s difficult. I see
the challenges so many of us have faced, and I see
how they have softened our hearts, deepened our
wisdom and turned up our light.

In other words, I see the perfection of the path


each of us have chosen, no matter how tough it’s
been. And the irony is, we’ve done it all before!
We’ve already mastered poverty, doubt, shame,
confusion and all our other issues, which is why we
could have allowed Realization in a recent lifetime.
So why are we here now, still plowing through some
final hurdles on the journey back to Self? Wouldn’t
it have been easier to just be in our enlightenment,
and influence the world from our mansions in the
Ascended Masters Club?

Of course, it would have been easier! But also, a


lot less effective. So, being compassionate (perhaps
crazy) pioneers, we re-enlisted for one more tour of
duty. I see it as if the Purple Hearts and Medals of
Valor were already there, waiting to be pinned on,
but each of us said, “Not quite yet. Let’s show them
how it’s done en masse, then I’ll retire.” We lined
up for one final stint, took on the issue assignments
most familiar (i.e. most likely to be overcome), dived
back in, promptly forgot, and started wondering
why life is still so hard.

Take a look at your biggest challenges, whether


you’ve conquered them or not. Pick one and look at
all the patterns and struggles you’ve faced with it.
Then take a deep breath and remember: It’s not a
mistake, it’s your specialty. You got this!

I recently had the privilege of assisting with sev-


eral productions with Adamus, Geoff and Linda in
Kona, Hawaii. Not a bad place to be working “on
location!” What could possibly go wrong? Well,

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have you noticed that when life is in some kind of equilibrium, Self often
decides it’s the perfect time to bring up the next internal “project”? For
me, this time, it had to do with clarity and communication. Coordinating an
ever-changing flow of tasks, meals and events with up to a dozen people
in an unfamiliar place is a puzzle in itself. But put that together with my
“live and let live and hope it all works
out” aspect, and it’s a recipe for disas-
ters like people accidentally being left
out, communication snafus, general
chaos and even hurt feelings. Oops!
My Self took the opportunity to make
me acutely aware of this weak spot
and point out how much better every-
thing goes when I choose clarity. As
someone who’s always tended toward
“Smile and nod and think my own
thoughts,” it was an awkward time of
growth and integration.

It’s important to add here that this


growth comes a lot quicker when I
remind myself that it is my energy serv-
ing me, no matter whose face it’s wear-
ing. In this case, it was my energy light-
ing up the “Be clear, fer chrissakes!”
beacon for anybody else who might
need a reminder. (The good news is
that everything worked out, friendships
were deepened, and aspects were dis-
covered and integrated.)

Here’s another of my colors. For as


long as I can remember, I’ve lived with
a constant low-grade sense of shame
and guilt. I could blame it on being
born into a guilt-ridden belief system,
but it’s much older than this lifetime. In
2006 I led a small retreat in Ireland, and
after the event was over, our host took
us around to see the sights. One of the
places we went was the Cliffs of Moher,
something I’d always wanted to see.
We got out of the car and headed up
the path to the viewpoint, but I noticed
my feet beginning to drag, as if the
weight of the world was bearing down
until I could hardly move. The others
went on ahead while I trudged slowly
behind, weighed down by… what? I

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looked down and “saw” myself in a long cream-colored dress with beautiful
embroidery and trim, covered by a dark green cloak. Behind me was a large
group of people who had put their trust in my leadership – and I was leading
them off the cliffs. I knew that the land was being conquered and whatever
fate awaited if they were captured would be far worse than a quick death on
the rocks below. But I carried the weight of responsibility and guilt about that
choice for a very, very long time.

How many times have we, as the leaders, movers and shakers, had great
responsibility for things that didn’t turn out very well? From what I can tell,
quite a lot. Not long ago, I had a very intense encounter with Atlantean guilt.
The vague awareness of things I’d done was once again a crushing weight.
But, in that moment of utter darkness, I also became aware of my Soul, of her
love and forgiveness, and of the transformation echoing back through count-
less lifetimes as I finally gave the burden to her.

I have faced guilt and shame in other ways as well, usually manifesting as my
energy in the form of other people and their comments. But I’m determined
to go beyond, and the clarity comes in sooner and easier each time. Realizing
it’s all my energy really helps with things like not rejecting a person for what
they’ve said, but rather integrating the part of me that created them into
that experience. Sure, it’s a lot easier to blame others for how I feel or what’s
happened, especially when it wasn’t “my fault.” But accepting that even the
tough “external” stuff is all my own creation means freedom is only a breath
away. When I’m no longer bound by someone else’s expectations or tangled
up in their choices, it means nothing stands in the way of my wisdom.

Because of these and many other experiences, I know the colors of my


light span a huge, brilliant spectrum. Because of the stumbles I’ve taken, I
know those colors now illuminate similar situations for others, and maybe
they won’t fall as hard. I’m clearly not doing this for them, but I sure don’t
mind if they benefit.

I invite you to look at your life and not see stuckness, mistakes or bad luck.
Instead, see problems as the assignments you eagerly took on because, in
there somewhere, you already know exactly how to solve them. And now, in
doing so, you become the magical being of light you’ve always been, wearing
the robe of many colors you came here to create.

In March 2009 (here), Tobias said:

You don’t get points on the other side for the total number of expe-
riences that you’ve had, for the difficulty and the challenges of experi-
ence. You’re only admired for the depth and for the compassion of
the experience with yourself. That’s all that matters. There are beings
on the other side … absolutely intrigued by any angel who’s been to
Earth. It shows in our colors. It shows in your colors.

They are so in awe of the depth of your soul and the magnificent
colors and the songs of your heart. “Where did you get that!?” they

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say. “Where did you become such a grand and glorious being? How
do I become like you?”

And you take a deep breath, “You’ve got to go to Earth for it. But
let me caution you here before you go. You may lose your way.”

And they say, “But look at you, you obviously found your way.”

“Yes, but there is the illusion of losing your way that is so real that it
is the grandest experience you’ll ever have. The illusion of being lost
and of being puny and of being insignificant and of being nothing
amongst many – what an experience that is!”

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NEW VIDEOS

NEW VIDEOS
Keahak XI
Insights with Geoff & Linda

End of the New Age


April Spotlight

It CAN Be Done
Highlights from Merlin I Am 6

It Is Time – Merabh
From Merlin I Am 6

Consciousness Reset
A Global Event

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MEET THE CRIMSON CIRCLE STAFF
INTERVIEW WITH ALFREDO BARRANCO-GÓMEZ –
FULL-STACK BACK-END ENGINEER

SHAUMBRA MAGAZINE: Where are you in the world?

ALFREDO: I live in Puebla City, Mexico.

SM: Do you have family there?

ALFREDO: Yes, I have a wife, a 6-year-old boy and a dog. We have just
recently moved to a new house, and this has made our life as a family
together a lot better because we used to live in a much smaller space.

SM: What is your job with Crimson Circle?

ALFREDO: I’m involved in everything that has to do with data migration


from Magento 1 to Magento 2.

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SM: How would you explain it to someone who has no
idea what that means?

ALFREDO: (chuckling) We are going from an older ver-


sion (of the Crimson Circle store software) to a new ver-
sion, so I am working to transfer all the user, order and
product information from the old platform to the new
one.

SM: Sounds like a very detailed project! Have you


worked in this field a while?

ALFREDO: In 2013 I graduated from Benemerita


Universidad Autonoma de Puebla (BUAP) as a Computer
Science Engineer, and in 2014 began working for a com-
pany named Grupo Jobo. I worked there for seven years,
starting as a junior developer, and growing in my respon-
sibilities over time. For the last 3 years I was in charge of
developing a special software for the hospitality industry
and was managing 4 other people. That’s what I was
doing when I was hired by Crimson Circle.

SM: Crimson Circle isn’t really a typical company. What’s


it like to work here?

ALFREDO: When I’ve started work at other companies,


usually I’m just the newest developer and it’s not a big
deal. When I arrived at Crimson Circle I felt very, very wel-
comed. I could feel the warmth here, and I really like that.

SM: Do you have any hobbies or passions?

ALFREDO: I like to play video games with my son and also like
carpentry and woodworking. Right now, I am creating and building
furniture, desks and other pieces in our new house.

Editor’s Note: Special thanks to Virgilia Aguirre for translation


assistance in this conversation.

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CRIMSON CIRCLE STAFF
The amazing community that helps make all this happen

FULL-TIME STAFF PART-TIME STAFF

Geoffrey Hoppe Co-founder, Channeler Set-up Assistant &


Lawrence Bluhm
Camera Operator
Linda Hoppe Co-founder JoAnne Brennan Masters Club Service

Virgilia “Vili” Aguirre Alvarez Translations & IP Management Joep Claessens Content Support Service

Alfredo Barranco-Gómez Technology Services Masters Club Service


Kerri Gallant
Manager
Alain Bolea Operations
Maggie Hopffgarten Content Assistant
Bonnie Capelle Customer Service
Gail Neube Transcription Services

Seissa Cuartas Event Services Olivia Orlando Studio Prep and Cleaning

Juan Carlos Juárez-Lerma Technology Services Magazine Art Director &


Marc Ritter
Asst. Studio Manager
Alberto Lunagómez Technology Services
Dave Schemel Photographer

Michelle MacHale Manager of Online Experience Suzy Schemel Special Projects Assistant

Jorge Merino Technology Director Communications


Mary Beth Shewan
Coordinator
Peter Orlando Studio & Production Services
Gaelon Tinder Camera Operator

Iván Parra Technology Services

Steve Salins Financial Operations

Jean Tinder Content & Communication VILLA AHMYO (HAWAII)


STAFF
Josh Zárate Technology Services
Michelle Corazao Dinu Property Manager

EJ Thomas Landscape Maintenance

MUSICIANS VILLA AHMYO (HAWAII)


VIDEO PRODUCTION TEAM

Gerhard Fankhauser Yoham Moishe Groger Technical Services

Einat Gilboa Yoham Michelle Corazao Dinu Set-up and camera operator

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CRIMSON CIRCLE STAFF
The amazing community that helps make all this happen

CONSULTANTS & INTERNATIONAL


CONTRACTORS WEBHOSTS

Stephan Weigandt Database consulting Italian Samanta Mela

Chad Nash Data Springs Italian Gioia Villa

Japanese Satoshi  Ito

Latvian Dainis Roberts


PRODUCT REVIEW TEAM
Norwegian Inge Klokkeide

Polish Arek (arkadiusz) Szczepaniak


Anne Maribo Andersen

Portuguese Silvia Tognato Magini


Finn Andersen

Romanian Florin Mandiuc


Kathleen Haws

Russian Nazar Fedunkiv


Florin Mandiuc

Russian Paul Mochalov


Tammie O’Rielly

Russian Alexey Safrygin


Siglinde Schwenzl

Russian Irina Safrygina


Patti Severance

Spanish Yezid Varon


Iwona Wirkus

INTERNATIONAL TRANSLATORS
WEBHOSTS

Bulgarian Rositsa stoianova Bulgarian Rositsa Stoyanova

Chinese Shiau-shiau Pei Pei Chinese Kemila Zsange

Finnish Pirjo Raine Czech Danuse Mitchell

Finnish Irma Rantala Czech Ladislav Šulc

French Catherine Bitoun Czech Eva Suskova

German Birgit Junker Czech Jirina Vida

Hungarian Timea Thomazy Danish Anne Maribo Andersen

Italian Lucia Ligi Danish Finn Andersen

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CRIMSON CIRCLE STAFF
The amazing community that helps make all this happen

TRANSLATORS TRANSLATORS

Dutch Joep Claessens Italian Giuseppina Villa

Dutch Malou Kempers Japanese Mayumi Hayashi

Finnish Marika Kontuniemi Japanese Hisako Hino

Finnish Maija Leisso Japanese Satoshi Ito

Finnish Pirjo Raine Korean Young Wan Choi

Finnish Irma Rantala Korean Keuhna Hwang

Finnish Anya Ruusuvuori Latvian Liene Pētersone

Finnish Kim Mirjam Seppälä Latvian Dainis Roberts

Finnish Inkeri Väisänen Norwegian Evy Finjord Heggelund

French Catherine Bitoun Norwegian Inge Klokkeide

French Cyntia Coste Norwegian Hedevig Blakstad

French Jean-Pascal Danos Polish Aleksandra Debska

French Beatrix de Keating Hart Polish Jolanta Stasiak

French Nicole Mocellin Polish Bożena-Ewa Kozłowska

French Namami Quici Polish Piotr Masłowicz

German Gerlinde Heinke Polish Liliana Tough-Wojciechowska

German Birgit Junker Polish Slawomir Lukaszewicz

Greek Maria Grigoraki Polish Wlodzimierz Salwa

Greek Kalliopi Pagoudi Portuguese Alina Espinha

Greek Mary Polychroni Portuguese Placidia Espinha

Hungarian Janos Nagy Portuguese Joao Sousa

Hungarian Janos Nagy Sr. Portuguese BR Leticia Scorpioni

Italian Gaetano Azzali Portuguese BR Silvia Tognato Magini

Italian Paola de Miranda Portuguese BR Luiz Antonio Viotto

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CRIMSON CIRCLE STAFF
The amazing community that helps make all this happen

TRANSLATORS TRANSLATORS

Romanian Florenta Cuculeac Turkish Caglar Baykara

Romanian Cristina Dobrescu Turkish Meltem Taban

Romanian Mirela Ghenea

Romanian Ana-Maria Labo

Romanian Carmen Rivalet


SOCIAL MEDIA TEAM
Romanian Manuela Sfirschi

Russian Olga Basova Maija Leisso Crimson Circle on Facebook

Russian Nazar Fedunkiv Mary Beth Shewan Crimson Circle on Facebook

Russian Tetyana Rudyuk Jean Tinder Crimson Circle on Facebook

Russian Irina Safrygina Jaziel Shaumbra Pirates

Russian Grigory Tarabukin Lise Storm Karlsen Shaumbra Pirates

Slovenian Nika Cermak

Slovenian Ksenja Pucher


KEAHAK
Slovenian Spela Tajnic MANAGEMENT

Spanish Virgilia Aguirre Alain Bolea Keahak Operations

Spanish Claudia Cuesta Dr. Douglas Davies Living in Keahak

Spanish Flavio Lalevich

Spanish Olivia Morales

Spanish Alia Nayu


BOARD OF DIRECTORS
Spanish Angela Quinteros

Spanish Hilda Díaz Geoffrey Hoppe

Spanish Denise Nicolau Linda Benyo Hoppe

Spanish Yezid Varón Alain Bolea

Swedish Susanne Nordstrom Dr. Douglas Davies

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SIMON’S SPOOFS
Simon Bessant lives in the UK and is a prolific Shaumbra comedian on Facebook. He
Photoshops the images on his phone and posts them in the Facebook group Shaumbra
Grand Embodied Masters Comedy Club. Check this page each month for more laughs!

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enjoyed this
month’s issue.

“Now get
out there and
shine on.

A global community for exploring the journey from


awakening to Embodied Realization, featuring
guidance from Adamus Saint-Germain. Visit us at
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