Because of an instilled fossilized belief system, I often find myself in a dilemma.

I
argue and compete a lot with people, but I still uphold decency and make sure that I
don't lose their respect in the process. Around the same time, I make sure that I'm
straightforward and assertive, but there are times when I find myself in a dilemma due
to my instilled values.
My instilled beliefs include the following: I will never take on a physically or
mentally impaired person, even though he has a malicious intent; my mind will prevent
me from doing so; similarly, I will never take on a pregnant woman. I would never
disagree with a pregnant woman because I believe the baby could hear contradictory
information, which could harm his health. Other scenarios include: whether a boy or girl
has a disease, or his mother or father has a rare disease, I would not charge at them,
even if he or she is bad, and even though they are my enemies, I would go easy on
them.
There are a lot of situations like this where I'm in a pickle. Even if I am strong
enough, I will never fight with a girl or boy who is the child of a widow. Similarly, I will
never clash or argue with children/students who come from humble / underprivileged /
rural backgrounds. I would never go against someone who is sad or depressed; instead,
I would love to speak to them more, even though they are rough with their language and
hurtful with their words, because I know I am strong enough to bear it. My fights will
always be face to face and never from behind; I have many rivals whose brothers are
good friends of mine, and I have never had anything against them, despite the fact that
we have a long history of rivalry. Worse, I will never take on an orphan; if I discover that
he is an orphan, I would not confront him because I would believe that he has never had
a motherly touch in his life.
So it's always these delicate and personal dilemmas that I will never confront a
person with. Even if they are bad, have a grudge, or want to use and throw me, I will be
nice to them.