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Honk I Honk I The sound of my friend’s car, Anna honking from the
outside. I finished my cereals then put the bowl into the dishwasher. I ran
to my mother’s room, she lied in her queen size bed. My eyes watered
with tears just to looked at her condition, she has brain tumor. All the
things she got to do were lying on her bed, watch some tv series and do
some chemotherapy. She got worse every day. I could sense it she
loose her appetite, her face went pale and her hairs started to falling
from its root. She has been fighting with this for a long time. She was
strong but one day she will leave me too. I always wanted to stop
schooling so I can take care of her. She was the reason I stayed. She
said Aunt Sarah can took care of her. Aunt Sarah was the only decent
human who wanted help us. Mother also said education can change our
life. Another honk has shaken me up from thoughts. I wipe the tears that
absent yesterday because I had bring mother to the hospital for the
here few minutes earlier than me. Then I saw Anna walking into the
class with Bella. Bella was the ‘royalty’ of the school. People would
automatically hooded their head and agreed to every little thing she did,
especially to people like me she was the limelight in the school while I
was literally no one. I was invisible from the first day of high school.
Anna was the only person who wanted to be my friend and from that day
on, I knew we were ‘BFFs’. I have been observed their movements from
a far. Anna laughed over something Bella said. My jaw clenched and
anger boiled up inside of me. We both promised to never let any one of
us being left alone. I felt betrayed by Anna, but she must had her own
instead of me? That moment when Anna turned her head to look at me
with her apologetic smile. That’s okay, it was just a bad day, right?
I was wrong. I thought when the doctor confirmed that mother was free
from her brain tumor last two weeks she would be okay. No, she did not
she died in my embrace last night while she was stroking my hairs
gently. Today was her funeral, the day we filled in with sadness and
grey. I sat behind her coffin while running my fingers on it, I missed her .i
received condolences from family and neighbours. ‘Are you okay?’ being
lose my mother. Now, I had no one else to talk, to cry on and to laugh
with. My head tilled when I heard someone was calling my name. It was
Jess, Anna’s mother I quickly wiped all the tears and asked ‘where is
Anna?’, Jess gave me an apologetic smile and said that her daughter
was currently with Bella because today was Bella’s 16th birthday. I
have burst into tears. I ran to the ladies room, pushed the first door I saw
opened and locked myself in it I slide down to the ground slowly then
pulled my knees to my chest. My nose was running and I let the dam of
Since mother’s death, Aunt Sarah asked me to move into her house.
walked into the English class, I can felt all eyes were on me. Anna and I
looked eye to eye but I can saw that she has changed. There was
something different in her. I sat in the corner of the class, far away from
Anna and her new friends. I walked to my seat quickly trying to break the
lunch. I wait for all the students to get out of class then I shoved all of my
things into my bag. I stood up then Anna was blocking my path. She
seems furious. She wanted me to hang out with her friends but I did not
want to. Then, she turned into a storm and she yelled at my face
because I did not want to move on from my mother’s death. Her words
hurt me, my heart started to aching. She was too harsh but I am tired of
sound someone knocked the door. I jogged a little bit towards the door
to open it. I opened the door, revealing Anna looked right into my eyes. I
felt guilty because I did not tell her I was going to go. She apologise
genuinely. She felt regret and asked if I can change my mind. Nothing’s