Life Poetry

Rev 12:11

and they overcame him by the blood of the lamb and the word of their
testimony, and they did not love their lives to the death.

Testimony

I once sought to destroy

the followers
and children
of Christ.

I called them
fools, stupid and idiotic,
I stalked them,
attacked and hated them.

I was a man,
yes a man of flesh
of flesh and blood
but filled with evil

I could read minds

I knew self hypnoses
witchcraft helped me
overcome my fear for people.

I walked in darkness
I thought there was nothing to fear
I knew no master, boss or higher authority
or so I thought

Someone was knocking on my door

stuck in a hole, crying out loud for help.
I was stuck
I needed help.

I found
chains on my arms
a dark cloud
around my soul and spirit

I was trapped
struck by fear
one remaining question
left on my mind

where are you going?

Where? Where? Where?
 I found my master himself
to be second best

my master was
Satan himself
I was darkened by terror
dark angels, dancing in my soul

I found myself
in a tunnel
no light
on my way

the road
yes my road
leading to condemnation
and eternal judgment in hell

I found a world of homeless

people in all the places
dark angels filling
the open spaces.

And a voice saying to me

the light. Follow the light
I saw happy faces
and angels crying out

I saw the cross

and he said to me
come, come to me
everyone come to me,...everyone

before I heard the rest

just like a pest
with nothing to say
I turned my head away

I wanted a sign that God existed

I questioned His favor for me
I questioned His word
I questioned His voice

then I saw him, king of darkness

sin of sins
it was Satan who enchained my soul
in darkness so I could not see the light

I was frozen, stilled by fear

knowing where I was going
I cried out for freedom
knowing where i was going
 I needed to break the yoke on my life
knowing where I was going
I needed freedom from my past
knowing where I was going

shaken and stirred, waking up in fear

I saw it all, the nails and spear
I saw the cross
I saw the pain and blood

Like a lamb to the slaughter

One without blame
I saw Jesus carrying the cross
hanging there, in all that pain.

He took our sins

our death and shame
yet feeling nothing but love
in the pain

He was placed there by us

people like you and I
sinners from our day of birth
yet He saw our worth

we are the ones

who mocked, beaten and killed Him
still He kept His love
and died for us

It was a dream
still it was so real
my minds taking me for a ride
to places and spaces

I was lost in mind

I was lost in soul
I was lost in body
I was lost in life

I was a player with powers

finding everything, every time, and nothing for free
I found I was enchained by darkness
my master was no giver but a taker

It was midnight when I saw the light

It was in my tomb where I saw the light
I was hiding away
then I saw the light

I saw the man, my helper and savior

He had fire in His eyes, but fire of love
He called me closer
but I could not move

When I looked around

I saw the other
Satan himself
holding my life, in his grasp

Jesus called me again

saying, come, come to me child
I'll give you rest
I'll break the yoke

I could not move

chains on my arms, holding me back
a yoke on my shoulders
keeping me down

my life, flashing before my eyes,

sins from beginning to end
scaling up tons of guild
looking for a good deed, finding none

then the words of a friend,

came back to me saying,...
“ He, and He alone, Jesus the king
of Kings can save you”

I fell on my knees
hands lifted to Christ
screaming out loud
and crying without end

Lord! Lord! I' m a sinner

I'm guilty, of everything
tears flowing from my face
please forgive me Lord

then suddenly
He reached down
yes, down to me
as He reached out with His hand

I looked up
and as I looked up
beholding the wounds
yes the wounds in His hands

as I look closer
closer and more intense
I can see a name written
 yes my name written in His hands

and again,
screaming out to Himself
“ Lord! Lord! I repent
I believe You are my Lord and savior

then suddenly, as if back at the cross

blood starts flowing from His wounds
healing mine
washing all my sins away

The blood covers me

The chains rip off
The yoke breaks
My darkness turns to light

Standing up slowly
from my knees
realizing what just happened
and that I'm free

from my knees standing up

“ I'm free, I'm finally free!”
walking in His presence
finding comfort in His strong arms

Satan shocked and embarrassed

who lost the battle
to the living God
a battle he was destined to lose

Satan standing there

screaming out
“ No fair! No fair!,
I claimed him at birth...”

than suddenly, I saw

the light emitting
from my Lord and savior
proving He is the only light

then the Lord turned to me

and thus did He say unto me
“ there's a calling, yes a calling upon your life”
and this is what it is...

“ before I formed you, I knew you,

before you were born, I sanctified you,
and I ordained you
a Prophet to the nations”
 then said I:
“Ah Lord God!
Behold I cannot speak,
for I am a youth”

but the Lord said to me:

“ Do not say,
'I am a youth'
for you shall go,

to all whom I send you

and whatever I command you, you shall speak.
Do not be afraid of their faces
for I am with you to deliver you”
says the Lord.

And the rest went by

it went by so fast,
and the calling was to be found
in Jeremiah 1, as the Lord Has said.

I don't care if someone

may call me an idiot
for yes I do
Love Jesus...

I don't care
call me a fool
for I do, I do, I do...
Love Jesus...

I am not ashamed
have me stoned
for I will always
Love Jesus...

I don't care
burn me
for I really do
Love Jesus...

I don't care
kill me
and I will still
Love Jesus...

I don't care
have me persecuted
and still I will
love Jesus...

I just wanna
 Praise Him
worship Him
and glorify His name...

Hallelujah!!!
whatever the devil's gonna do
I don't care
for I love Jesus...

and Jesus Loves you,

Satan doesn't
Jesus rulz
and Satan drulz...

and as John 8:32 says:

“you shall know the truth,
and the truth shall make you free”
the truth: Jesus loves you, Satan don't.

Davids Heart

I used to live life to the fullest

it made me think that I'm the coolest
Till I met my weakness in pain
my white had a big black stain

I turned around in vain

I thought they were insane
they told me of love
they showed me the way

I was narrow and uncomfortable

My road, it was easy, wide and comfortable
Where was I going?
With scales on my eyes

I thought I was big brave and strong

I saw them as weak and dead
I was so wrong, they were right
my soul was black, and theirs were white

until I saw my fault

I felt their love
I fell on my knees and asked for help
they answered
how embraced I felt

brace yourselves
here comes the shock
I found the truth
 I found the Lord
I...found...Jesus!!!

I will never let Him go

I love Him so
He's my King
He's my best Friend ever
I've got Jesus fever...

I'm no coward
I'm the man
I'm no yellow belly
I'm saved
I'm not crazy or dead
I'm a fool for Christ
I'm no chicken
I'm David's heart...

and now?...Jesus rulz

and you?...make your choice
the truth?...Jesus Loves you
to get saved?...give your heart
How?...Pray
wanna know more?...read your Bible.

A message, a life

This is a story
of the man who died
and rose
to new heights in Glory

He was tried
got crucified
and all this
with proof unjustified

so He lives His life

without a wife
nor beginning
and end

He knew not sin

but lived the race
at a holy pace
and still destined to win

that is the message

of the Man on the Cross
Who saved my soul
 with only one goal

that He did with love and honor

for Glory and Power
and to show me
who He wants me to be

and I did as I was told

I ran for gold
with secrets untold
and a heart unfold

all unlike liar old Sid

his still stuck in a pit
he sits in foil
where fire waters boil

now to sing this hymn

with all it's rhyme
It could sound
so weird or wonderful

now I run my race

on the rapid pace
with my set of mind
that's fast to anger and slow to stop

I walked with the King

but I did one real bad thing
for I stabbed Him in the back
like bones in the sack

then I lived my life

in this crack
without the love
of a wife

now I know and feel

there's a heart to steal
and one much higher
then stinky old liar

now when God comes

and your heart jumps
with valleys exalted
and mountains made low

with rough places plain

when fightings in vain
He's got fire in His eyes
and His hair is white as snow
 His without a stain
but to my soul
He brings the rain
as if a desert plain

He's pure as Gold, with all His love

that's here
and there
it's everywhere

with souls unsold

and powers untold
with mysteries
about to unfold

just let go
and let God
for the humble
He'll exalt

now humbleness
ain't suppleness
and study the word
as if your a nerd

and live it
as it's told
just stick to the truth
and walk in it through and through...

Alone again

O' Lord
why did you leave me?
O' my God
where should I go?

You left me
I'm fallen
and I'm broken
just like a lost token

Why?
Have You left me?
Why?
Have You forsaken me?

O' Jesus
O' Jesus Jesus
O' my Lord
 I need Your forgiveness

I'm an empty vessel

full of cracks
I'm a broken clay pot
and a heap of sin

for my sin
is great
and my iniquity
is much

I fought against myself

and I killed my spirit
I exalted the flesh
and brought confusion to my soul

where?
Must I go?
What?
Must I do?

O' Lord
against You and You only
have I sinned
and done this evil in Your sight

There's much blood,

on my hands
there's mud
on my face

my soul
is blackened by sin
my spirit
long lost in debt

O' Lord! Forgive me

O' Jesus! Please forgive me
I'm like a lost son
who ran from home...

I came back
and left again...
Into a world
a world of sin

and now
I want back
I need to return
with a broken back
 O' Lord come
call me to Heaven
come rip me
to Your Heavenly Home

show me the Door

and give me the Key
where the Stairway
can take me to Your Place

the only beautiful Place

where the Golden Gates
to Eternity awaits
in Jesus Holy Name

it's like
diamonds and silver
or a ring
of priceless gold

O'Lord
Your Salvation
and Relation
is priceless to my soul

to me, Your Salvation

is like water
to the thirsty
in the desert

Your Spirit
is like wine
to an alcoholic
in rehabilitation

You Love
is to me
like rain
on a mid summer afternoon

my unending sinned
keeps me on a chain
to an unforgettable past
of unbearable pain

but now my Lord

I come to You
yes it's true
in Repentance from sin

here I am, in Humbleness

on bended knee
 hands unfold
with thoughts untold

for on this day

yes my Lord
to Your
my spirit has been sold

please forgive me
'cause by the flow
of Your precious blood
my life was set to glow

and my life was bought

by Your death so hard and cold
a truth
so many times told

on my face
lifting my hands
from where I stand
in Your sight

so I stand
in nakedness
with no more to hide
despite all this secrets

for my heart
and my mind
is open
In Your sight

by You
I'm made
by You
I'm saved

by You
I'm raised
by You
I'm called, chosen and healed

Come back

alone and broken

everywhere
just ain't nowhere
is this life really fair?
 With sins undone
and the past ain't fun
nor is
the rising of the sun

with cracks in my soul

and my life's not whole
when I call unto Thee
where I'm suppose to be

placed in a straight jacket

as I went astray
locked in a padded rubber room
O' what a sucker?

Been put to sleep

in darkness so deep
my offer
on the altar

with thoughts
jumping here
and thoughts
jumping there

I can see the door

with spots on the floor
a mind sealed
ain't a past healed

but the bread broken apart

and the ends just the start
with rocks in the sky
and the rain flying high

I dance on the sea

I sleep in a tree
living in the minds
been dead to my own kind

Confusion

winds blowing
sky's glowing
water flowing
the suns turning

the moon in the sky

and a cherub flying high
Daniels praying with hands lifted high
and desert bones lonely and dry

Daniels praying
the angels flying
Daniels crying
the angels trying

the world's turning

and the flames burning
with light here
and still we fear

our fear
fear for the devil
fear for evil
and fear for fear

we love not
as we're suppose to love
something everybody's got
and it's for free, all His love

with His love

we ca survive
and revive
and all evil will starve

now take His Word

and start to carve
hard and clean
Words of Love

Judging Judgment

Judgment day
it's the fate of way
now pray and pray
for the Hands with clay

to renew you vessel

to fix it as new
In His own
and perfect way

now you can

let go,
and in faith
let God

or fight
 and loose
a battle
fought and won

now if you
believe His Love
then stop putting
yourself in judgmental pain

the adversary
has lost
and victory
is Yours

Satan is bound
and his
future is found
a fault his own

and Jesus
baptized at thirty
raised to
new heights in victory

and we'll all stand

in His Glory
on that one
and great day

where Satan
will be bound
in chains
a destiny found

and forced
to stand
in front of a
Humble King

but the King

of Glory
Who sits
on the great white throne

and it's all

to pass
on that One
Great Judgment day...

Fear
 under the water
and over the earth
past the sun
and through the stars

with rings
of fire
and snakes
dancing higher

with one old

liar
who hides
in the dark

a place
where you wont
even
find a spark

but to find
the unending light
is a battle
you need not fight

Fear revised

Under the water

and over the sun
over the earth
and through the stars
with rings of fire
and snakes dancing higher
with one old liar
full of evil desire

who hides in the dark

where you wont even find a spark
but to find the light
you need no fight

Big words

this infection
an infection
growing to perfection
but only in one section

then falling to completion

 of religion
and the release
of an unaccountable disease

the religious disease

is the free lease
to spiritual peace
now listen to me please

this ain't no normal rap

with a broken beat
and an open gap
so just relax and take a seat

The letter in my mail

hi there
this message is fair
if tonight
you do
do decide to go
then take your car and to
the pickup point you flow

and if there you get

then you, yes you alone can kill the bet
yes the time is set
the time is now
the clock is tacking
and time is ticking

the sky is burning

and the world is turning
the time is now
and your saying wow
you've done what you did
and you've did what you've done
and now your final choice is gone

Taxi or bus

Who's,
Driving your taxi?
Or,
are you taking the bus?

The bus
is full
and filled
 with worldly people

filling all
empty spaces
with their
sad faces

the taxi's
personal and private
fast and cozy
the driver is Love

and Love
is a reflection
and complexion
of what you should be

the taxi's private

and Love
himself is always
willing to listen

Love takes you

to the port
and over the bridge
and through the cross

there's a place
where you'll find space
with ships waiting
from where you'll be taking

first ship to find

came from behind
is a ship of Love
a ship of Friendship and Commitment

there comes friendship

then relationship
from where comes
one and only fellowship

so you won't find yourself

becoming a number
a number without a place
but be in a group without a space

you wont be
filling empty places
but be comforted
in all your sad stages
 now the work is done
and the pain is gone
all two thousand years ago
by Jesus at Calvary

Taxi or bus revise

who's driving
your taxi?
Or are you
taking the bus?

The bus
is full
and filled
with hating people

filling all
empty spaces
with their
sad faces

the taxi's
personal
fast and cozy
the driver is Love

a reflection
and complexion
of what a Relationship
should be

the taxi's private

and Love
is always
willing to listen

He takes you
over the bridge
and through life
without a lonely strive

where you will find

ships waiting
and you will
be taking

first to come
is friendship
then relationship
from which comes fellowship

so you wont find yourself

filling up empty spaces
but be comforted
in all your sad stages

now,
the work is done
and,
the pain is gone

when your embraced

by Love and emotion
and life long
unending devotion

Living or Existing

When?
So you live?
When?
Do you Exist?

Somewhere
a line must be drawn
let's compare
and find out where

living in small
places
full of sad
faces

everyday
a new challenge
to find yourself
in line or not

existing
and taking
life
from day to day

come
as it go
in fire
water snow

and dancing
 on fire and ice
in light and darkness
wearing black and white

not caring
for day or night
or man or beast
for old or young

now whether it be
hot or cold
sun or moon
one question unanswered still remains...

Living or Existing(revise)

when,
do you live?
When,
do you exist?

Somewhere
a line must be drawn
let's compare
and find out where

living in small places

full of sad faces
to face yourself
in line or not

existing and taking life

with long
and lonely strive
from day to day

come as it go
in fire water snow
and dancing
on fire and ice

in light
and darkness
wearing
black and white

not caring
for day or night
now whether it be
hot or cold
 sun or moon
one question unanswered still remains
if an answer
true and sure

is found and taken

this clay pot
will be done
and the vessel filled to limits...

Voices or Lost in Mind

the mind
such a big place to get lost in
yes lost in mind
and lost in thought

and all these

yet sad voices
leaving me
with so much choices

still I'm so lost

and so confused
with a life
where I can't survive

in a place
so big and full
yet a place
so empty and small

where the rippers ripping

and the lies are creeping
living in space
dining on a stage

with nowhere to go
yet everywhere to be
to be blind
with so much to see

I'm dancing
and sitting
I'm glancing
without seeing

I'm growing
without flowing
 and still growing
and throwing

been, without being

seen, without seeing
I'm happily dead
yet sadly a life

in this place
so big and small
from wall to wall
It's an empty hall

all and all

round and round
in and out
stall the fall

calling and falling

rolling and bowling
up and down
all a round

I'm raising my ear

to face my fear
closing the unknown sight
from the word , for it could bite

with the sharp shark shooter

and dancing diamonds
all this singing silence
dead to life, for this life is pain

when healing,
comes,
and all this feeling,
goes,

with my past revealed

with it's secrets sealed
without condemnation
or any relocation

my hearts
untouched
for my pain
is much

where I'm slipping

and sliding
falling
 and gliding

where I ain't walking

or riding
but swimming
and flying

when death
comes to you
with the road ahead
and a slide...

where shady shadows hiding

and your futures riding
with doors locked
and minds blocked

knocking, knock, knock,

a sudden turn of the handle knob
you are calling you in
and chasing you out

now all this happens

and asking yourself
worthy or not
what's it all about

now friendly friend, I'll tell you what

for I'm a man full of blood
It's like sleeping with a virgin
and reality's just a burden

with lambs
of oil
and a hard
boiled broken coil

now sing this song

and dance along
now whether it be
destiny, fate or choice

just listen to The Lords voice

He's ready
He's steady
He's here to help

He's knocking on the door

and calling you from the floor
so open the door
and have fellowship with The Lord
 now dine with Him
and live to Love
in friendship
and eternal Relationship

I wanna sing and dance

saying Hallelujah
giving all Glory to Ya
again saying Hallelujah

into the pool or fire

Satan took a dive
for my Lord
and Savior is alive

for the Father

Reign on high
and The Holy Ghost
will never die

Jesus alone got the power

so don't drink and drive
to feel alive
that's no way to survive

also don't smoke and fly

for with sin you will surely die
now to be humble
don't think you'll crumble

for to be humble
you have to be strong
as salvation
comes along

now we're going higher and higher

in God's Holy Ghost fire
and don't listen
to the old devilish liar

for that lonely old liar

will surely
end up in the lake
of brimstone and fire

want to know how to get your fire light?

There's only one drug
that's no drug
that can do it right

He's the One and Only Son

of the Almighty, Most High God
 by Whom
this very truth was told

it's a story of grace

with victory at face
and all thanks
to Jesus Christ.

Repentance to Innocence

At a time like this, I feel so lost.

Like I'm on the road to nowhere,
with an empty life and nothing good to share.
And God's on the other side of the world.

When I'm up, my spirit's up and going.

When I'm down, everything goes down the drain.
It's so hard to serve the Lord.
When darkness reigns in your heart.

I can't remember a time when I would say,

“ Let's get up, it's time to pray.”
At another time I would get down and say,
“ darkness, darkness rise to me, cover me in fallen liberty.”

I live this life so empty and dark,

In a world that's void and without form.
When I get depressed, I get obsessed with dieing,
Yet, in another dream I can see myself flying.

Fighting a battle I cannot win,

Crying without shedding a tear.
Flying without wings, dieing without dieing.
Repenting without saying a word...

Coming to a place of loneliness.

In a room full of people,
On to condemnation with no return.
Or to find repentance to innocence.

Freedom Flair

Darkness, darkness rise to me.

Come to me and set me free.
Show me deaths unlimited liberty.
Like falling of a cliff, or hanging from a tree.

Swinging and flinging,

For fire or cold burning ice.
 Been trapped in life,
Been focused and towards death to strife.

If only my end would come.

For to do, so much has been done.
I would just want to end it all.
Even if death is where I'll fall.

I heard a call,
I heard a cry,
Life's a waste,
and deaths to taste.

To set me free,
To cut a wrist,
To overdose,
or just use a gun.

What's the worth of life?

For life's a waste,
Death is gain,
and people think I'm insane.

Crucify My Heart

Crucify my heart,
Kill my soul,
Burn my body,
Bring me back O' Lord.

Show me the way...

Show me how...
I need to turn,
I need to change.

Touch my heart,
Save my soul,
Bring me to the river,
Show me a change.

I stand here crying,

with nothing to gain,
and nothing to loose,
Bring me real salvation.

Stuck in this place,

with no coming or going,
take my heart,
and break it apart,
 Pick me up,
Put me down,
Save my soul,
Crucify my heart.

My Repentance

This one is for You my Lord.

I don't know where to start,
There's so much that's been done.
There's so much I wanna say.

Please forgive me, Please Lord Jesus.

I'm as unstable as the sea,
and as lost as a lonely fish.
I can't save myself...

Please save my Soul, help me.

I know You can, I can not do it.
What is it about me that makes me so lost?
Help me to see the light.

I've got more sins and dirt.

In this generation is not one more lost then me,
Please Lord Jesus, Help! Save my soul,
Break my heart, change me to be!

Show me how a child should be,

and how a blind man shall see.
Take my hand and lead my way.
Be my King, my Lord and my Father.

Father these tears have build up over time.

Show me how to handle the pain,
and set me free, save me.
For this my Lord, is my repentance.

Red River Water

Standing at His Cross,

Beholding the wounds.
The holes in His hands and feet.
And the blood flowing...

The river is running.

The blood is flowing,
The wind is blowing
but the clock is ticking.
 Behold the cross.
Here where salvation began.
At a time you least expect.
God's hand will turn the tide.

With arms open wide.

Standing there the Lamb of God.
Jesus Christ, the chosen one.
Came to save you and I.

Take my hand.
Let's follow the Lord.
And go to the promised land.
Heavens treasure has come.

Jesus has risen,

He's alive today.
Remember the Cross,
with red river water flowing.

Spirit of Life

O' Lord Jesus,

Bringer of life.
Savior of souls.
Lord of lords.

You reigned before time:

at the dawn of creation.
On the day You were born.
On the day You were crucified.

And then You rose from the death,

overcame sin and death.
And even today, at this very moment.
O' my Lord, You are here. You Reign.

All You have to do, is say the Word,

and at Your command it shall be so.
You are Jesus, savior, Ruler...
Your the Son of the Creator.

But Lord Jesus, enough praise,

I can never give to You.
Worshiping You takes more.
All I have is but mere words.

What is there for me?

What can I give the Divine?
The Creator of all things.
 The Spirit of Life.

The Eyes

Beauty is in the eyes

The eyes are the window to the soul
The soul could be swallow or deep
But beauty is in the eyes of the beholder

We could say someone's full of it

But where does emptiness get anyone anyway?
To just look at nature in itself
The power of God in its beauty

Then look at yourself, the human being.

The crown of God's creation
In the image of God Himself
A beautiful being, made by the hands of the Lord

Just give praise to the Father

Who thought it good to give you life
And put within you a knowledge to survive
And a will for appreciation

Decide to give your mind

A body, spirit and soul
Talents to do things
And a brain for ideas

O' my Lord, You gave me a friend

You were right on the spot
There's so much beauty to talk about
And it's so much better to be full than empty

The Gift of Life

It's better to shed a tear for life

Than to fantasize about death
For in the gift of life
Lies the beauty of existence

It's not where you came from that makes you

But where you come from only breaks you
It's not the past that makes you who you are
But the choices you make in life

The gift of life is precious

The most precious of all
And it's what you do with that gift
 That determines your real destiny

And not allowing problems and people

To get you down and out
But in making a choice
To be happy nevertheless

For happiness is a choice

And not a symptom of circumstances
Freedom from sadness, anger and depression
Opens the eyes to experience the beauty of life

So it's better to live life

And to enjoy the purity and innocence
Live in respect and appreciation
And then you realize the value of life

Battle Axe

Using a sword and shield

Or the blood and word
To fight and conquer
At the battle's end

Battle Axe ain't a weapon

As in yet to be seen
But more a Man
Who lived long ago

This Man who lived

Yes, He died
But yes one big but
Because the but stresses that He rose again

Fighting this battle

With sword and shield
With Blood and Word
You still need the Battle Axe

The battle's close to it's end

We're not here to defend
But to fight, to win, to conquer
We're the princes of the universe

Been princes with King Dad

And Brother Savior
And Comforter Holy Spirit
The war might be near the end
 Thank You Jesus

I was forever searching,

Searching the human heart,
Yet, searching without knowing for what.
Maybe friendship, and it's something I found in You.

When I found You

I realized it was true.
There was emptiness in my soul
With my mind lost in my past of pain.

Still searching, and not knowing for what,

Living for only personal gain.
Filling my life with depression and pain.
Living in loneliness with this broken heart.

I saw it, when You told the red sea to part.

And when You offered to heal my broken heart.
Giving me friendship, love and truth.
Something of beauty I didn't know in my youth.

All this is coming from the heart.

When You came and held me.
You told my pain to part.
And filled with love so divine.

Forgiven and forgotten was the sins of the past.

Freedom and Healing came at last.
For Your love set me free.
Thank You Jesus for saving me.

My Creed

Christian means follower of Christ.

And I'm a Christian, not by label, but spirit.
I believe in the Lord Jesus Christ.
I believe that He's the Son of God.
And that He was born, lived.
He got crucified and died.
But on the third day the power of
God hit Him, and He rose again.
He ascended to heaven, yet He's here today.
So he was at the beginning of time.

I believe in God the Father.

I believe in God the Son.
I believe in God the Holy Spirit.
I believe and I know that Jesus is Lord.
 And there's only one God.
None else is a god.
There's nothing that God cannot do.
There's nothing the human mind can
conceive that God cannot achieve.
In the name of Jesus there's power.
And life, there's healing and truth.
I believe in the unity of brothers.
In communion in one accord,
I will not be moved or shaken,
by anything or anyone else but,
by the Holy Spirit, and the
Holy name of Jesus Christ.

Be Honest and Just

Don't fall for lust,

Grow in love and be just.
To be Holy and pure.
Be honest and sincere.

Good things come to those who wait.

God's willing to wipe clean the slate.
Only Jesus can free you from this state.
Be patient and wait for your God given mate.

God's choice is a match made in heaven.

Asking from God is not wrong, read Matthew 7:7.
To be sure this emotion
will be stronger then any love potion.

When God sends your wife.

Then be happy and jive.
Go ahead, ask her to marry you.
God's choice is always Holy and True.

So be honest and just,

don't fall for lust.
Let God touch your heart.
Learn to love right from the start.

Read your Bible,

It's always reliable,
Read from Geneses to Revelation.
It's really a pure sensation.

Don't go with lust,

be honest and just.
Jesus is the way to live life.
He's already chosen you a wife.
 Confusion

With this pain in my side,

Where can I run?
Where can I hide?
It's been days since I've seen the sun.

Who wants to know?

Everybody has to grow!
When it's snowing in the highlands,
and raining in the lowlands.

I'm hunting and shunting,

just like the deers panting.
For the water of life,
don't dare tell me to get a wife.

It's been lonely and cold.

While everyone else is getting old.
No matter what life throws at you,
death isn't any better you know.

I've been here,

I've been there,
I've been everywhere,
I've had my share.

Don't get proud,

it makes you empty,
emptiness makes you loud.
Everyones got a destiny.

Love and happiness,

it's all a choice,
you can make it without a noise.
True freedom is true bliss!

Lord God

Lord God almighty.

Who's worthy to come close to You?
To see Your Holy face?
Come Lord, fill this place.

Your power and might,

has send to adversary running,
he'll surrender without a fight.
The proud shall be humbled in Your sight.

You send Your only Son,

to turn darkness to light.
And expose our deeds
in Your Holy sight.

Lord God almighty,

Who is like You?
Ruling with power and might.
Your such a beautiful sight.

Giving glory to the Father.

Who rules in glory and honor.
Creator of the universe,
breath life into our nothingness.

Lord God almighty.

Who is like You?
Who can take nothing?
And make something.

You have created everything,

out of nothing.
Into the darkness, You have spoken.
And gave life to our empty state.

Jesus, Jesus

Jesus, Jesus...
Holy and anointed One
Blessed believers
living it out.

Son of God,
Pure of heart.
Been with the Father,
since the start.

Jesus, Jesus...
Holy and anointed One
pure of heart,
Son of God.

Lived and died.

Fought the good fight.
Rose from the grave,
to have us saved.
 Saving sinners
making us winners.
The Word is our sword
Jesus is Lord.

Jesus, Jesus...
Son of God,
Pure of heart,
since the start.

The Fathers pride,

was set aside,
to help losing sinners,
become Holy winners.

Firefly

Fire, Fire,Firefly...
in the water and sky,
deciding to live or die.
Make a choice, the spirit can't lie.

Living it out.
Praying without doubt.
Screaming it out loud.
Freedom is the shout.

Flying up,
touching the sky.
You can do it,
give it a try.

We're here to rule,

without been cruel.
Just like Jesus would rule,
Jesus has never been cruel.

Firefly, Firefly...
fly away and touch the sky,
carry God's Holy Ghost fire,
make a choice to live or die.

Jesus is the way.

Some old true,
this I'm not scared to say.
With Jesus I'll forever stay.

Resistance
 It's time to make a stand.
To praise the Lord in every land.
To sing and dance.
To surrender and lift the hands.

Face Jesus and resist,

even though the enemy will persist.
We're called to be the resistance.
And the enemy will persist.

Praise the Lord,

don't be distort.
Surrender to Jesus,
only He can release us.

When you use His name,

do it to give Him fame,
don't bring Him shame,
for He is God all the same.

Jesus is the gift of life.

Without Him we can't survive.
So give Him praise,
and worship Him face to Face.

Jesus...
a name so sweet,
knowing my every heartbeat.
It could only be Gods Son.

Resist the devil.

He is completely evil.
So be persistent,
and stay resistant.

We're a resistance,
living in persistence.
To Jesus we'll surrender all.
To keep the call, don't fall.

Sanctified

I've been saved,

healed, anointed and sanctified.
Jesus, You are to be magnified.
Blessed, praised and Glorified.

On the cross You were left to die.

Micheal and the angels were ready to fly,
yet You chose to die.
Without Your death, we would be at a loss.

In vain the angels prepared to fight.

Even the cross couldn't dim Your light.
When You Rose from the grave,
it was such a glorious sight.

Jesus, Your the Lord,

bringing the Holy sword.
Giving us abundant life,
to do more then just survive.

Lord Jesus, Son of God.

In Holiness You've been sanctified.
Through love and submission magnified.
Christ our Saviour, Glorified.

Merciful Lord.
You are the Son of God.
Your so pure and Humble.
Fearful pride made me stumble.

Jesus, Lord of lords,

Holy Son of God,
You word is my sword.
Thank You loving God.

Every Heart Beat

Glory to the Father,

Glory to the Son,
Praise His name,
every one.

Come Holy Spirit,

so Holy and pure,
teach us to be,
faithful and sure.

Holy Spirit,
teach us to forgive each other.
Make us right,
in the sight of the Father.

Show me how to,

make it right with You.
Giving Glory to the Father.
I praise the Son.

Help me spirit.
 In every breath I take.
Every choice I make,
my every heartbeat.

O' my Father,
to You I belong.
Praising You,
in every song.

In every heartbeat,
reaching to You seat,
worshiping You,
in honesty and truth.

A new Place

I had a hard life,

full of pain and strife.
I knew people who rated,
me as the one they most hated.

People trying to cheat me,

even standing up to beat me.
Cutting to the chase,
aiming for a new place.

My life was a maze,

but I got saved by grace.
Meeting my savior face to face.
Stopping my endless chase.

Jesus set me free,

and help me to see,
the satanic deception
on my worldly deception.

I didn't know love and grace,

until I saw the Lords face.
Who took my pain away,
and gave a new place to stay.

I wanted revenge,
but God will avenge.
There's power in forgiveness,
it removes sickness.

Jesus came to show,

how I can grow.
Open up your heart.
And let His power flow.
 Born again

I'm born again.

Soaring on eagles wings
been set free,
and released from sin.

Thank You Jesus for this win.

No more needle or pin,
condemned and numbered by sin,
standing facing the throne of grace.

Given a life of abundance.

Filled with a Holy Substance.
Your Word of life,
piercing me like a Holy knife.

Come my Lord,
Purify this world.
Teach us Your word,
and top fly like a bird.

Come Holy Spirit,

Let me start,
blessing the Fathers heart,
and not miss the mark.

To my empty heart,
You send a Holy Spark,
to bring God's light,
in this heart so dark.

I'm born again,

set free from sin,
by Jesus my Lord.
The Fathers Son, Holy God.
Dancing in the sun

Dancing in the sun,

it's so much fun.
Holding your gentle hands.
Let's go for one last dance.

Holding you so close,

so I can smell your hair.
Touching your skin,
O' my girl you're so fair.

Whispering in your ear,

 words so soft and sweet.
Loving you help me overcome my fear,
been with you is a blessing not a curse.

Dancing here in the sun,

your such a beautiful woman,
and your not even a nun.
Your more then precious to me.

Give me your hand,

dancing barefoot in the sand.
Here on this beach,
your hearts under siege.

Come now, one last dance,

for all our fans,
it's such pure fun,
dancing here in the sun.

Loving you

Loving you,
I know it's true,
I can feel it,
tell me girl can you see it?

With life passing by

standing up, touching the sky.
With honesty, love and care,
without telling a lie.

Loving you eternally,

holding you in pure love.
Keeping you in my heart,
till death comes to do us part.

Fear is a mere word,

putting it in a line,
would make existence sublime,
when only you can break this heart of mine.

Loving you means that I'll wait,

even if it promises a destructive fate.
But when you find out, it might be too late,
still I choose to love you, even with a promised fate.

Letting You Go

I once heard a wise man say,

 if you love something let it go.
If it comes back it was yours,
if it wasn't, it will show.

So I open my hand,
and set you free.
To take your boat and sail the sea,
in searching for true love.

In this search for love,

open your wings and fly like a dove.
And the sacrifice of self,
losing all other wealth.

I know I never had you,

and everything you say is true.
I can't hold on,
I know that would be wrong.

So writing you a song,

saying all I have kept in for so long.
I adore and love you so much,
never have I known love as such.

Loving you means letting you go.

In this action I'll hope that it will show.
O' my love that I love you so,
a girl like you is really hard to bestow.

Your the one I unselfishly love,

exposing myself in the truth of love.
Now you know I truly love you.
For this reason I'm lovingly letting you go.

Elemental Love

Love comes in many forms.

Love comes in various sizes.
Love comes in different shapes
Love comes in a lot of colors.

O' baby my love for you,

is in a place.
O' what a place?
You are yet to see.

If my love
came as an element,
you'd be too much human,
 to handle it all.

Fire, if my love,
came as fire.
My baby,
you'd be burned to death.

If you'd be able,
to handle all my love.
You'd be,
in the center of the sun.

Water, if my love,
came as water.
My baby,
you'd better make sure you can swim.

Cause to survive,
this ocean my dear.
You'd better be
damn good in the water.

Air, if my feelings,
came as air.
Good luck baby,
you'd better buckle up.

Cause the size,

of this hurricane,
could blow
you away.

Earth, if my emotions,
was earth,
o' baby,
you'd better be strong.

Cause the world,

is small,
against...
all my love.

But luckily for you,

My love is gentle,
My love is sweet,
My love is yours.

Lone_ly Love
 Hey, let me make haste,
and find a road,
to the house,
of my love.

Where I shall hid my face.

Till thou,
lady, o' so fair,
hast made a choice.

Which shalt be,

either so fair and true.
And thou shalt see,
that mine eyes shalt cry.

Or a choice,
O so foul,
that it shalt make,
mine heart ache.

A pain,
none...
can ever,
pretend or fake.

And now,
my lady,
O' so fair,
or so foul.

Do I lay,
mine head,
to the rest,
before I fail the test.

From the hair,

to the soul,
from the brain,
to the bowl.

Starry Night

Stars in the night,

music playing,
children screaming,
and all the dogs barking.

O' what a night, to spend in loneliness.

My love is long forgotten, left behind.
It's like scenes from a movie,
 yet a past life gone by.

Attractions for my future,

yet a life gone and forgotten.
The person, a being for emotion,
yet emotion, the weakness.

With so much tears to cry,

for a life gone by.
See girl, you are not strong enough,
to stand alone.

It ain't much fun,

and life is cruel.
When you sit with so much hurt,
love can kill.

But wounds will heal,

and memories will stay.
Long after the scars faded away,
the future still remains.

The One (revised as a poem)

I've been alone for so long,

never sleeping, always dreaming,
of the woman, I've never met.
Yet I see you in my dreams.

Very often you are a woman of mystery,

I know that you are out there somewhere,
and you will eventually find your way into my life,
and you'll love me for me and take me for all that I am.

I've been waiting so long to meet you,

waiting my whole life just to see you.
And I'll continue waiting because,
I know your worth the wait.

Always waiting for, missing, loving you,

waking in the morning, hoping it would be the day,
my long lost love, would find her way,
would find her way to destiny...

find your way to destiny,

and love me, as I love you,
you are the one, my only love.
Perfect woman, perfect match for my soul.

I know that your out there, somewhere.

 The moult for my broken heart,
knowing your parts to love me,
to see me, for all that I am.

O' I love you, but I can't see you.

Your hiding in the shadow of the night.
I don't know you, can't see you.
But I love you...

don't you see me?

Can't you see it?
How I'm crying for you?
How much I love you?

Hardly sleeping, always dreaming of,

the woman I never met.
Yet I see you in my dreams,
very often like a woman of mystery.

You are a woman of mystery,

I know your out there somewhere,
and will eventually find your way,
find your way into my life.

And you'll love me for me,

and take me for all that I am.
I've been waiting so long,
to meet you, waiting my whole life.

Waiting, waiting my whole life to see you.

And I'll continue waiting, because I know,
I know your worth the wait,
your worth the wait...

Oh, I love you,

but I don't know you,
waiting to see you,
but your hiding from my sight.

My souls searching, the world's turning.

I need you tonight, I need you.
Can't wait to meet you,
I know your out there somewhere.

I know your out there somewhere,

hiding from the light,
living in the night,
your out there somewhere...

I love you, I may not be perfect.

Just human, a mere mortal man.
 Wanting to kiss you, to love you.
And be with you, when you close you eyes tonight.

Underneath and within (revised as a poem)

Underneath my skin, within my soul

There it lays, story untold
A life that's yet to unfold
Freely lived, and almost died

It's so long been since

loves been tasted
So much times been wasted
This life's untouched

Bleeding, bleeding and screaming

Screaming, screaming crying and dying
Dying as in to touch deaths turf
As to die, and eternally to live

I can feel it, cutting slowly

Through my soul, reaching in
Touching my most inner been
Seeing, what's never been seen

The world dying, children's crying

I can feel you, in my heart
In my heart, tearing my soul apart
And you promised it won't hurt

But it hurts, hurts beyond measure

Immeasurable pain, driving me insane
You think it's all a joke
An imaginary yoke

So much pain, driving me insane

No more you here, no more us
No more you, no more me
This is where I'll vanish away

To my love

I've been waiting so long,

praying for waiting for,
a love so real,
a love so true.

Never in my whole life

would I have imagined
 that love would find me,
that a love so pure could exist.

In times gone,
in time to come,
love pure, love true,
my love belongs to you.

All I could find to say

my love so dear
I don't want you to fear
my heart belongs to you.

Never fear my love

I love you,
always have,
always will.

I can feel you by my side,

yet you are not here,
but time and space
could not erase

I know what is to be,

look forward and you'll see
we are destined to be
could love fit into destiny?

Lies

How do you live?

Like this, like that,
all you say
all but the truth...

lies! That's what it is.

Everything you say,
all there i
s to you,
a bunch of lies,

you claim to know the truth

to be what the truths about
not living it, just a dreamer you are
seeking stories to... all just lies!

Pretending to be my friend,
saying friendship never ends,
preaching bout the truth,
yet you tell the lies...
 liar, liar pants on fire,
damp the heat, drowning in the sweat.
More lies, more deception,
when will it end, where will it go?

Hush, not another word from you

everything you say is... just lies!
Over flow of deception and destruction,
all most had me, just another day in you life.

All this time, so much lies,

who can blame you .
Not knowing the truth, all you do is deceive,
truth and trust, that you don't believe...

The endless game

The endless game

that is what life is,
always playing
giving but only ones best.

Then you wake up

and realize that it's just
one really sick game
where there's no end.

You live, you die,

you laugh, you cry,
you love, you get hurt,
all and all, one sick game.

With so much pan to face,

so many opponents to race,
so little time, so much to do,
then you grow to an end,

finding it's all just a waste,

what a waste, such a loss,
the end has to come,
yet it's already done.

Tried and tested,

suffering and invested,
you know nothing, yet it's all.
Friendships fail, you bail.

Try as you might,

with no time to fight,
 they've won,
my end has come...

with destruction and defeat,

lying by your feet,
with tears cried,
friends went away.

What you lost is what you need,

what you gain is a thorn in your feet,
all in all, the end must come,
it's all been done.

Hope

For to live,
or to die,
whether you like it,
or think it's just a lie

life's a journey,
to be taken,one day at a time,
for when everything seems to fail
God will show you the means to be.

Here the story of failure,

to be lost from hope and glory,
it's as you can see my life story.

Always searching, not finding,

for in my search not knowing what I want.
Looking for hope, but expecting loss,
how can it be, if I don't even believe?

Knowing that God's got a plan,

but instead trusting in man,
where has the Father ever failed us?

Why not for once trust in the Father?

For His love is to great to hold down,
he can't lie or cheat, doesn't ever fail.
But I did, still do in the trust of man.

I should have known my Lord,

you'd bring the hope, the life to be,
all I'd ever desired to see,
you'd never leave me.

How can it be?

A love to great to see?
 I've never failed you more...
then the day I decided to trust my self

how can man do it without the father?

Trusting the creation instead of creator.
Trusting the saved instead of the Saviour
forgive me father, for I've sinned dearly,

a sin so deadly, it cost me more then time.

Nothing can undo the damage done,
the times lost and won, forever searching
for what I need only ask for...

Needle in my Faith

there's a needle in my faith,

for in my live I've sin a sin so impure,
that in the hope of salvation
I've lost all sense of hope

looking for the greater plan

not knowing your plans to heal.
I Surrender all to you my Father,
for you alone know me for real,

You've seen what's never been seen,

you know the unknown, hidden and sealed.
Bringing purity to a damaged life.
Showing hope in times gone by.

Please bring me back to you,

release your will in me.
Let me be in your hand,
remove me from this sinful quicksand,

purify this heart you put inside of me,

place new new spirit of cleanliness in me,
remove these weaknesses from me,
Father, Father, please purify me.

Set me free, a Holy Freedom

salvation that belongs to You alone,
fill me with the fire from your heavenly home
bring me back to where I truly belong

Lord, my Holy Father God,

use me the way You want,
where I can bring Glorification to You.
I love You, to You be all Honor and Respect

for You are Fearfully wonderful,

 in You and You alone can life be found.
No Happiness can exist without you my Lord.
To You my life and will belongs for all eternity.

Set me free, let me be all that you want me to be,

bring me back to Your Home of Holiness,
let my life bring Glorification to You my Lord,
Please forgive me for all that I've done. Amen!!!

Control freak

you think your in charge,

that you can control me,
that you are the world,
your set for an awakening,

think what you want,

say what you think,
do as you please,
just leave me at peace,

telling me what to do,

trying to control my breathing,
always wanting me to be,
ready at the push of a button,

control freak! That's what you are,

wake up! That's what you need to do,
don't tell me to be rational, I'm tired of this sickness,
you need to learn that I'm not yours to control,

you think, you feel...

you breath, you steal...
you need to wale up,
learn to shape up.

Feelings of anger, pain

and anxiety, that's what I get,
when the phone ring and it's you,
believe it, it's all true,

pain, prey on the pain,

of your senseless beaten victims
you think your victorious, that the battle's yours,
but you are set for a rude awakening.