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†R‡M Av‡Q| †R‡M _vKvi Aek¨ KviY Av‡Q| mKvj †_‡K †h NUbv¸‡jv NU‡Q †m¸‡jvi
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weKg cvk K‡i Bgivb bq gvm n‡jv XvKvq GKUv cÖvB‡fU e¨vs‡K †hvM w`‡q‡Q| c`
K¨vwkqvi| †eZb Lye †ewk bv n‡jI †gvUvgywU P‡j hvq| PvKwi cvIqvi ci †m mvZw`‡bi
QzwU‡Z evwo‡Z G‡m‡Q| Gi g‡a¨ wZb w`b cvi n‡q‡Q| AvR mKv‡j Nyg †_‡K DV‡ZB Zvi
evev cÖv_wgK ¯‹z‡ji gv÷vi iZb KvRx Rvbvq we‡qi Rb¨ Zv‡K GK †g‡q‡K †`L‡Z †h‡Z
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iZb gv÷vi g„`y †n‡m e‡j, GLb weqv Kivi ìKvi bvB| Av‡M †g‡q `¨vL&|
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fv‡jv †g‡q| wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii †g‡q|
wbiæ †g¤^vi †K?
`yB BDwbqb ci weivgcyi BDwbq‡bi †g¤^vi| †gjv UvKv cqmvi gvwjK| Zvi Kv‡Q
Avgv‡Mv Rwg eÜK ivBLv †Zvi eyBb‡i weqv w`wQ|
KB, Avwg †Zv Rvbjvg bv †Zv?
†Zv‡i RvbvB bvB, ZzB g‡b Kó cvwe †`BLv|
Rwg eÜK ivLvi eëmv Ki‡j †mB gvbyl fv‡jv n‡e bv evev|
Avevi g›Ì bv| gvby‡li Avc‡` wec‡` †nB UvKv w`qv mevB‡i mvnvh¨ K‡i| Abïv
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†Zvi GLb weqv Kiv jvM‡e bv| Lvwj †g‡qWv‡i `¨vL&| cQ›` nB‡j c‡i weqv Kwim|
Bgivb †Rvi w`‡q e‡j, bv evev, Avwg cvie bv|
Avwg wbiæ †g¤^vi‡i K_v w`wQ|
Avgv‡i bv Rvwb‡q K_v w`‡qQ K¨vb?
ZzB †Zv eySm& evev| MÖv‡g _vwK, MÖv‡gi mevBi mv‡_ Zvj wgjvBqv Pjv jv‡M| †n AvBmv
†nWgv÷vi mv‡ne‡i aij| †nWgv÷vi mv‡e Ggbfv‡e ejj, wb‡la Kievi cvwi bvB|
ZvQvov wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii †g‡qWv bvwK `¨vL‡Z ïb‡Z fv‡jv| f`ª bgªI Av‡Q|
bv bv evev, Avwg cvie bv| Avi Zzwg GZ wKQz Rvb‡j Kxfv‡e? †Zvgvi †Zv Rvbvi K_v
bv| G wel‡q Avgv‡K Avi wKQz ej‡e bv|
K_v¸‡jv e‡j Bgivb D‡V hvq| wKš‘ †kl ch©šÍ †m Avi †c‡i D‡V bv| Zvi gv, †QvU
†evb Ggbfv‡e Zv‡K †evSvq †h Zvi ÕbvÕ ej‡Z Kó nw”Qj| †g‡qUvi bvg †h ÕcixÕ ZZÿ‡Y
†m †mUv †R‡b †M‡Q| cix‡K bv †`L‡j bvwK Zvi evevi gvb-m¤§vb †kl n‡q hv‡e, †nWm¨vi
Avi wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii mvg‡b gyL †`Lv‡Z cvi‡e bv - GiKg ej‡j †`vUvbvq c‡o hvq Bgivb |
Bgiv‡bi cÖ_g †_‡K †Kv‡bv AvMÖnB wQj bv| wKš‘ ÕcixÕ bvgUv †kvbvi ci †_‡K †m
wb‡Ri g‡a¨ †Kgb †hb cwieZ©b Dcjwã K‡i| bvgUv ïb‡Z Zvi GZUv fv‡jv jvMwQj †h
g‡b nw”Qj GKevi cix‡K †`‡L| wKš‘ we‡qi B‡”Q bv _vKvq †m gb †_‡K †hgb mvq
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ZLb Avi Zvi c‡ÿ bv ejv m¤¢e n‡jv bv| KviY ¯‹z‡ji †nWm¨vi Zvi wb‡RiI wkÿK|
†k‡l mevB‡K Lywk ivL‡Z Zv‡K m¤§wZ Rvbv‡ZB n‡jv|
wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii evwo †cuŠQv‡Z `ycyi cvi n‡q hvq| evwoi wfZ‡ii Av‡qvRb †`L Bgiv‡bi
g‡b n‡q‡Q eywS we‡qi Av‡qvRb| evwoUv‡Z KjvMv‡Qi †MU Kiv n‡q‡Q| †mLv‡b iO
†ei‡Oi KvMR †K‡U j¤^v `woi mv‡_ Szwj‡q evwoUv‡K mvRv‡bvI n‡q‡Q| GiKg Av‡qvRb
†`‡L LvwbKUv AcÖ¯‘Z n‡q c‡o Bgivb| Zvi evi evi g‡b n‡Z _v‡K wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii evwo
†Q‡o †m ZLbB cvjvq| wKš‘ gv_vUv Ny‡i hvq hLb †m cix‡K †`‡L| Zvi evev e‡jwQj cix
†`L‡Z ïb‡Z fv‡jv| wKš‘ cix †h KZUv my›ì Zv bv †`L‡j KL‡bvB eyS‡Z cviZ bv|
Bgivb †h Lye fv‡jvg‡Zv †`‡L‡Q Zv bq| njy` kvwoi †NvgUvi Avov‡j ïay KvPv-njy` i‡Oi
Ac~e© my›ì gyLUv †`‡L‡Q †m| ZvI gvÎ GKev‡ii Rb¨| ZLb †_‡KB †Pv‡Li mvg‡b cixi
†PnvivUv fvm‡Z ïiæ K‡i| wKš‘ cixi †PnvivUv †h †Kgb Zv Avi †m g‡b Ki‡Z cviwQj
bv| ïay GUzKz g‡b Ki‡Z cviwQj †h †m GK Ac~e© my›ì cix‡K †`‡L‡Q| cixUv GZ my›ì
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cix‡K cQ›` n‡q‡Q Rvb‡Z †c‡i wbiæ †g¤^vi A™¢zZ GKUv cÖ¯Íve †`q| Zvi †g‡qi
we‡qUv AvRB †m w`‡q w`‡Z Pvq| MÖv‡gi eLv‡U †Q‡jiv bvwK Lye wei³ Ki‡Q| Bgivb
AvcwË Ki‡jI Zv †av‡c wU‡Kwb| †nWm¨vi wb‡RB GwM‡q G‡m e‡jb, GZ my›ì †g‡q cv‡e
†Kv_vq? we‡qUv K‡i d¨v‡jv|
Bgivb Am¤§wZ Rvwb‡q e‡j, m¨vi, †g‡qi eqm Kg|
n‡Z cv‡i, MÖv‡gi †g‡q †Zv|
AvVvi eQ‡ii Kg †g‡q‡K we‡q Kiv wVK n‡e bv|
†g‡q ivwR n‡j †`v‡li wK? ZvQvov †g‡q‡i AwffveK †hLv‡b ivwR †mLv‡b cÖkœ _vK‡e
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PvKwi KiQ, mgm¨v †Kv_vq? AvcvZZ we‡q †m‡i bvI, †g‡q‡K bv nq wKQzw`b c‡i
Zz‡j wbI|
Avgvi AviI mgq ìKvi m¨vi|
†nWm¨vi ZLb †Rvi Mjvq e‡j, my‡hvM nvZQvov K‡iv bv| fv‡jv cwiev‡ii fv‡jv
†g‡q| `¨vL‡Z ïb‡ZI fv‡jv| Zvi Dci wkwÿZ, GBPGmwm‡Z c‡o| cixi g‡Zv †g‡q‡i
we‡q Kivi Rb¨ `¨v‡k †Q‡ji wKš‘ Afve n‡e bv| †k‡l `¨vLev me M¨v‡Q|
Bgivb Dcjwã K‡i Zvi †nWm¨vi K_vUv wg_¨v e‡jbwb| cixi g‡Zv †g‡qi Rb¨
KL‡bvB †Q‡ji Afve nIqvi K_v bv| eis cixi Dc‡hvMx Avi gvbvbmB †Q‡j Luy‡R
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Bgivb mwZ¨ kw¼Z wQj GB †f‡e †h ZLb †m cix‡K we‡q bv Ki‡j cix‡K Avi we‡q
Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv| wm×všÍ w`‡Z †m hLb BZ¯ÍZ KiwQj ZLb Zvi †nWm¨vi wb‡RB †Rvi
K‡i m¤§wZ w`‡q w`‡jb| we‡qi Av‡qvRb Av‡M †_‡KB wQj| evwK wQj ïay Kjgv covi
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we‡qi ci Avi GKUv wm×všÍ nq| Avi Zv n‡jv †g‡q‡K AvRB Zz‡j Avbv n‡e|
AvMÖnUv Bgiv‡bi evev iZb gv÷v‡iiB †ewk wQj| KviY Bgiv‡bi gv Avi †QvU †evb †Q‡j
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cvi nIqvi mgq †bŠKvUv Lv‡ji gv‡S eo GKUv Wv‡j AvU‡K †M‡j mevB hLb R¡x‡b
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wK K_v ej‡e †m cixi mv‡_? Av‡M †_‡K wKQz wVK K‡i iv‡Lwb| cixi mv‡_ GLbB Zvi
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Ki‡Z wKQzUv mgqI wbj †m| Zvici axi cv‡q GwM‡q †h‡Z _vKj cixi w`‡K|
cix gv_v wbPz K‡i Av‡Mi g‡Zv e‡m Av‡Q| Bgivb Lv‡Ui GKcv‡k cixi mvg‡b G‡m
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cix †Kv‡bv K_v ejj bv |
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cix gv_v DPz Kij bv|
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g‡Zv my›ì! ZvKvI, GKevi Avgvi w`‡K ZvKvI|
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cix wKQz ejj bv| ïay wb‡Ri nvZ `y‡Uvi w`‡K ZvKvj|
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ìRvi wcQ‡b wbiæ †g¤^vi ùvwo‡qwQj| Bgiv‡bi K_v Zvi Kv‡b †M‡Q| †m ejj, bv
AvR cix hvevi cvi‡e bv| dwKi evev wb‡la Ki‡Q|
Bgivb Gevi gv_v Nywi‡q wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii w`‡K ZvKvj| Zvici †Rvi w`‡q ejj, Avwg
cix‡K wb‡q hveB|
Zzwg Zv Ki‡Z cvi bv|
Aek¨B cvwi|
Avwg I‡K †h‡Z †è bv|
Avwg I‡K wb‡q hveB|
ZvB‡j cix Avi my¯’ n‡e bv|
I‡K my¯’ Kivi `vwqZ¡ Avgvi|
Av‡MB ejwQ Zzwg cviev bv| R¡xb Zvovevi...
K_v †kl Ki‡Z cvij bv wbiæ †g¤^vi| Zvi Av‡MB gv_vi cv‡k _vKv †Z‡ji GKUv evwU
wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii w`‡K Qz‡o gvij cix| wbiæ †g¤^vi wew¯§Z n‡q K‡qKgyn~Z© ZvwK‡q _vKj cixi
w`‡K| Zvici axi cv‡q Ni †_‡K †ei n‡q †Mj|
GKUv QvDwbIqvjv f¨v‡b K‡i Bgivb hLb cix‡K wb‡q evm÷¨v‡Û G‡jv ZLb cošÍ
we‡Kj| cy‡ivUv c‡_ cix †Kv‡bv K_v e‡jwb| AwZwi³ `ye©jZvi Kvi‡Y †m Bgiv‡bi Kuv‡a
gv_v †i‡L e‡mwQj| Bgivb cixi w`‡K ZvKv‡Z mvnm cvw”Qj bv| KviY GKw`‡bB cixi
†Pnvivi †h Ae¯’v n‡q‡Q Zv‡Z †m Lye Aciva‡ev‡a fzMwQj| cixi †Pnvivi D¾¡jZv AvR
A‡bKUvB ¤øvb n‡q †M‡Q| †Pv‡Li wb‡P Kvwj c‡o‡Q| kix‡ii wewfbœ ¯’v‡b `M`‡M `vM| GB
`vM XvK‡Z cix †eviKv c‡i G‡m‡Q| †eviKv civi e¨vcviUv fv‡jv jvMwQj bv Bgiv‡bi|
wKš‘ †Kv‡bv DcvqI wQj bv, e¨vcviUv †g‡b wb‡q‡Q †m|
evm÷¨v‡Û G‡m Bgivb XvKvi ev‡mi wUwKU KvUj| cwien‡bi evm GLb †_‡K Qvo‡e
Ges mivmwi XvKv hv‡e, NÈv wZ‡bK mgq jvM‡e| wUwKU †K‡U ev‡m DVvi wKQzÿY ci
K‡qKRb cywjk ev‡m DVj| cywjk †`‡L cix †hb LvwbKUv AcÖ¯‘Z n‡q †Mj| g‡b n‡q‡Q
†m fq †c‡q‡Q Ges wKQz ej‡Z Pvq| †k‡l weo weo K‡i ejj, Avgiv c‡ii ev‡m hve, GB
ev‡m hve bv|
Bgivb Rxe‡b cixi cÖ_g K_v ïbj| Zvi Lye B‡”Q KiwQj Rvb‡Z †Kb cix cix‡ii
ev‡m †h‡Z Pv‡”Q? wKš‘ †m cÖkœUv Kij bv| cix Zvi Kv‡Q cÖ_g †h B‡”Q cÖKvk K‡i‡Q †mUv
Zvi cvjb Kiv DwPZ - GiKg wPšÍv †_‡K wØZxq ev‡m hvIqviB wm×všÍ wbj Bgivb|
wØZxq evmwU Qvoj wek wgwbU ci| evmwU cÖvq wÎk wgwbU ci GKUv weª‡Ri Kv‡Q G‡m
†_‡g †Mj| _vgvi KviY Rvb‡Z mvg‡b emv GK c¨v‡mÄv‡ii KvQ †_‡K †m †h DËi †cj
Zv‡Z Zvi i³ wng n‡q Avmvi Dcµg n‡jv| cÖ_g †h evmwU‡Z †m DVvi cwiKíbv K‡iwQj
†mwU Ab¨ GKwU ev‡mi mv‡_ gy‡LvgywL msN‡l©i ci weªR †f‡½ wb‡P c‡o‡Q| G‡Z cÖvq mKj
hvÎxi g„Zz¨ N‡U‡Q, †h K‡qKRb †eu‡P Av‡Q Zv‡ì Ae¯’v msKUvcbœ| evmwU GLbI cvwbi
wb‡P|
Bgivb Abygvb Kij cÖ_g H evmwU‡Z iIbv w`‡j ZvivI gviv †hZ cviZ| ej‡Z †M‡j
A‡íi Rb¨ Zviv †eu‡P †M‡Q Ges Zv cixi Kvi‡Y| Zvn‡j cix Kx e¨vcviUv Av‡M †_‡K
RvbZ? Zv Kx K‡i nq? Avi hw` mwZ¨ bv RvbZ Zvn‡j cÖ_g ev‡m DVvi ci †b‡g wM‡qwQj
†Kb? GiKg fve‡Z †m wb‡Ri g‡a¨ ARvbv GK wkniY Abyfe Kij| Zvici ax‡i ax‡i
ZvKvj cixi w`‡K, †`Lj cix Zvi Kuv‡a gv_v †i‡L wbwð‡šÍ Nywg‡q Av‡Q| GLb cix‡K
mwZ¨ A‡bK my›ì jvM‡Q!
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mvivw`b Bgiv‡bi g‡a¨ GKUv Avk¼v KvR KiwQj| Avi Zv n‡jv cix‡K wb‡q XvKvq †m
†Kv_vq DV‡e, DVvi g‡Zv XvKvq Zvi †Kv‡bv RvqMv †bB| XvKvq GZw`b †m GKUv †`vZjv
evwo‡Z wQj| evwoUv cyivZb XvKvq, LyeB RivRxY© Ae¯’v| GKZjvq evwoIqvjv _v‡K,
†`vZjvq wQj †Q‡j‡ì †gm&| G‡K †Zv evwoi Ae¯’v Lvivc, Zvi Dci evwoUvi gvwjK
gvbwmK iæMxi Wv³vi| mvgbvmvgwb gvbwmK iæMxi Wv³vi ej‡jI wcQ‡b mevB e‡j
cvM‡ji Wv³vi| mevB Zv‡K wP‡b Wv³vi Zid`vi e‡j| cy‡iv bvg Bgiv‡bi Rvbv †bB|
Wv³vi Zid`vi mvivUv Rxeb gvbwmK nvmcvZv‡ji wPwKrmK wQ‡jb| gvm wZ‡bK n‡jv
Aemi wb‡q‡Qb| GLb evwo wVKVvK K‡i GKZjvq D‡V‡Qb| evwo‡Z D‡VB Rvwb‡q‡Qb Zvi
†`vZjvI jvM‡e| evwo Qvovi †bvwUkI w`‡q‡Qb| †`vZjvq Bgivbmn AviI `yBRb e¨v‡Pji
wQj| GKRb wQj GKUv cÖvB‡fU Ilya †Kv¤úvwbi †mjm&g¨vb, bvg †nv‡mb| Ab¨Rb
nvkgZ, wd«R †Uwjwfkb †`vKv‡bi g¨v‡bRvi| Ilya †Kv¤úvbxi †mjm&g¨vb gv‡mi cÖ_‡g evwo
†Q‡o w`‡q‡Q| Avi wd«R †Uwjwfkb †`vKv‡bi g¨v‡bRvi nvkgZ gv‡mi gvSvgvwS GKw`b
we‡K‡j GK ANUb NUv‡Z wM‡q aiv †L‡q evwo †Q‡o‡Q| Zvi `ym¤ú‡K©i GK LvjvZ †evb‡K
wb‡q evmvq XzKvi mgq mivmwi Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii nv‡Z aiv c‡o †m| mv‡_ mv‡_ nvkgZ‡K
we‡`q K‡i †`b Wv³vi Zid`vi| we‡`q K‡i †`qvi mgq e‡j w`‡q‡Qb Zv‡ì `yRb‡K †h
cywj‡k †`qv nqwb GUv Zv‡ì †mŠfvM¨| GiKg cvM‡ji Wv³v‡ii evwo‡Z cix‡K wb‡q
†h‡Z n‡e fve‡Z eyKUv `yiæ `yiæ Ki‡Q Bgiv‡bi| hw` Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii mvg‡b c‡o
wbwðZ AvR Zv‡ì cywj‡k †`‡e|
Bgivb K‡qKevi †f‡e‡Q †m cix‡K wb‡q †nv‡U‡j DV‡e| wKš‘ †nv‡U‡j DVvi g‡Zv
ch©vß UvKv Zvi †bB| gv‡mi †kl| evwo‡Z wM‡q AwZwi³ UvKv LiP n‡q †M‡Q| ZvQvov
†nv‡U‡j bvbv iKg Sv‡gjv nq| †m A‡bK wPšÍv K‡iI XvKvq Zvi †Kv‡bv AvZ¥xq wKsev
eÜzi wVKvbv †ei Ki‡Z cvij bv hvi evmvq `yB wZb ivZ cix‡K wb‡q _vK‡Z cvi‡e|
cwiw¯’wZ †h Lye bvRyK eyS‡Z cvi‡Q †m| AvMvgx K‡qKw`‡bi g‡a¨ GKUv bZzb evmvI Luy‡R
†c‡Z n‡e| KviY GK Zvwi‡L Zvi cyivZb evmv †Q‡o w`‡Z n‡e| GLb ch©šÍ evmv †LuvRv
ïiæ K‡iwb| GUv A‡bK eo wPšÍvi e¨vcvi| XvKv kn‡i mvg‡_©i g‡a¨ evmv cvIqv mwZ¨
KwVb e¨vcvi| Dciš‘ cixi wPwKrmvi e¨vcviUv bZzb †hvM n‡q‡Q| cix‡K hw` mwZ¨ R¡x‡b
a‡i _v‡K Ges evmvq DVvi ci wPrKvi †PuPv‡gwP K‡i Zvn‡j evoxIqvjv `yB w`‡bi g‡a¨
Nvo a‡i Zv‡ì bvwg‡q †`‡e| Avi Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii evwo n‡j †Zv K_vB †bB, †mvRv
nvRZLvbvq| mewKQz wgwj‡q Zv‡K †h fv‡jv Sv‡gjv †cvnv‡Z n‡e †mUv †m ¯úó eyS‡Z
cvi‡Q|
XvKvq G‡m †cuŠQv‡Z ivZ bqUv †e‡R †Mj| c‡_ A¨vKwm‡W‡›Ui Kvi‡Y iv¯Ív eÜ _vKvq
Avm‡Z AwZwi³ mgq †j‡M‡Q| Kx Ki‡e GLb ch©šÍ wm×všÍ wb‡Z cv‡iwb Bgivb| ZvB
evmKvD›Uv‡ii mvg‡b duvKv cøvw÷‡Ki †Pqvi †c‡q †Pqv‡ii Dci cix‡K wb‡q emj|
cix GLb †PvL Lyj‡jI Zv‡K †`‡L †evSv hv‡”Q †m Lye `ye©j| f‡qI Av‡Q| KviY cix
Wvb nvZ w`‡q Zvi evg nvZ a‡i †i‡L‡Q| cixi GB nvZ aivUv Lye fv‡jv jvM‡Q Bgiv‡bi|
Zvi g‡b n‡”Q cix mvivUv Rxeb Zvi nvZ a‡i _vKzK|
Bgivb wVK Kij †m mewKQz cix‡K Ly‡j ej‡e| wKš‘ Kxfv‡e ïiæ Ki‡e †mUv eyS‡Z
cvi‡Q bv| bZzb ¯¿xi Kv‡Q iv‡Z _vKvi RqMv †bB GB AÿgZvi K_v cÖKvk Kiv A‡bK eo
j¾vi K_v|
Bgivb jÿ¨ Kij cix wb‡R †_‡KB Zvi gv_vUv Avevi Zvi Nv‡o †nwj‡q w`j| cix †h
kvixwiKfv‡e Lye `ye©j eyS‡Z Amyweav n‡jv bv Zvi| evwo †_‡K †ei nIqvi ci cix wKQz
Lvqwb| evwo‡ZI m¤¢eZ mvivw`b Zv‡K †Kv‡bv Lvevi †`qv nqwb| Kv‡RB `xN© mgq bv †L‡q
_vKvi Kvi‡Y cixi kixi `ye©j n‡q covUv ¯^vfvweK|
Bgivb cv‡qi KvQ †_‡K e¨vMUv mwi‡q †i‡L ejj, cix wKQz Lv‡e?
cix A¯úó ¯^‡i ejj, cvwb Lve|
Zzwg e‡mv, Avwg cvwb wb‡q AvmwQ|
cix †PvL Zz‡j Dc‡ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q ejj, †Kv_vq cv‡e cvwb?
H cv‡k GKUv †`vKvb Av‡Q| †evZ‡j cvwb wKb‡Z cvIqv hvq, Avwg wb‡q AvmwQ|
Avwg GKv _vKe? Avgvi fq Ki‡Q|
Bgiv‡bi wb‡RiI cix‡K GKv †i‡L †h‡Z fq Ki‡Q| GiKg e¨¯Í evm÷¨v‡Û cix‡K
GKv †i‡L hvIqvUv †h wVK n‡e bv eyS‡Z cvi‡Q †m| wKš‘ Kx Ki‡e? hLb GiKg fve‡Q
ZLbB Zvi fvMÜv mycÖmbœ n‡jv| GKRb nKvi cvwbi †evZj nv‡Z Õcvwb cvwbÕ e‡j cvwb
wewµ Kivi Rb¨ mvg‡b w`‡q †nu‡U hvw”Qj| mv‡_ mv‡_ †m Zv‡K WvK w`j| GK‡evZj VvÛv
cvwb wK‡b GwM‡q w`j cixi w`‡K| cix †evZ‡j K‡i cvwb †L‡Z cvij bv| Zvi nvZ
Kuvc‡Q| Bgivb ZLb †evZ‡ji gyUwK‡Z cvwb †X‡j w`‡j cix K‡qK †XvK cvwb †Lj|
Zvici ejj, Avgiv Lye `ye©j jvM‡Q, P‡jv evmvq hvB|
K_v¸‡jv e‡j cix Avevi Bgiv‡bi Kuv‡a gv_v Gwj‡q w`j|
Bgivb BZ¯ÍZ K‡i ejj, †Kv.. †Kv_vq †h hvB?
†Kb? †Zvgvi evmvq| †Zvgvi evmv Av‡Q bv?
Av..Av‡Q? wK..wKš‘ IUv Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii evmv|
Zv‡Z wK?
Dwb cvM‡ji Wv³vi, fqsKi ivMx|
ivMx n‡j n‡e, P‡jv hvB|
wK..wKš‘..
wKš‘ wK?
K‡qKw`b Av‡M Dwb nvkgZ fvB‡K evwo †_‡K †ei K‡i w`‡q‡Qb|
†Kb?
nvkgZ fvB‡qi mv‡_ Zvi LvjvZ †evb wQj GRb¨|
wVKB K‡i‡Qb| Avgv‡ì †ei Ki‡eb bv, Avwg †Zvgvi ¯¿x|
wK...wKš‘ evwo fvovi mgq evwoi `v‡ivqvb Kwig PvPv Rvwb‡q w`‡qwQj †h evwo‡Z
†g‡q‡Q‡j wKsev ¯¿x‡K wb‡q DVv hv‡e bv| GUv Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii bvwK wb‡`©k|
ZLb wb‡`©k wQj, GLb nq‡Zv †bB|
Av‡Q wb‡`©k Av‡Q, Dwb nvkgZ fvB‡K evwo †_‡K †ei K‡i w`‡q‡Qb|
G K_v Av‡M GKevi e‡jQ| Avi w`‡q‡Qb G Kvi‡Y †h nvkgZ fvB Zvi LvjvZ
†evb‡K wb‡q Av‡mwb| G‡mwQj evB‡ii GKUv †g‡q‡K wb‡q|
Bgivb †PvL eo eo K‡i ejj, Zzwg Rvb‡j Kxfv‡e?
Avwg Rvwb bv Avwg Kxfv‡e Rvbjvg| Z‡e hv ejwQ mZ¨ ejwQ|
Zzwg wK nvkgZ fvB‡K wPb‡Z?
bv wPbZvg bv, GLbI wPwb bv| H †g‡qUv‡KI wPwb bv|
Zvn‡j?
Avgvi gb ej‡Q ZvB ejjvg| Avgvi gb AviI ej‡Q †h Wv³vi Zid`vi Avgv‡K
†Zvgvi evmvq wb‡q †h‡Z †`L‡jI wKQz ej‡eb bv|
Av..Av....wg...
cix Gevi gv_v DPz K‡i mivmwi Bgiv‡bi †Pv‡L ZvKvj| Zvici Xzjy Xzjy †Pv‡L ejj,
Avgvi mwZ¨ fv‡jv jvM‡Q bv, Zzwg Avgv‡K evmvq wb‡q P‡jv| Zv bv n‡j Avwg c‡o hve|
wVK Av‡Q, P‡jv hvB|
Bgiv‡bi B‡”Q wQj ev‡m K‡i hvIqvi| wKš‘ cixi †h Ae¯’v Zv‡Z ev‡m hvIqv hv‡e
bv| ev‡mi fxo Avi wewo wmMv‡i‡Ui M‡Ü cix AviI Amy¯’ n‡q co‡e| Zvi Dci mgqI
jvM‡e †ewk| †k‡l †m GKUv wmGbwR wbj| LiP cÖvq cuvP¸b jvMj| GZ¸‡jv UvKv LiP
Ki‡Z mwZ¨ Kó n‡jv Bgiv‡bi| KviY Zvi Avw_©K Ae¯’v Lye Lvivc| bZzb gv‡mi †eZb bv
cvIqv ch©šÍ `yie¯’v KvU‡e bv| GB K‡qKUv w`b †hfv‡eB †nvK Kó K‡i KvwU‡q w`‡Z n‡e|
cix‡K wb‡q Bgivb hLb Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii evmvq G‡jv ZLb ivZ mv‡o `kUv ev‡R|
fvM¨µ‡g evB‡ii †MU †Lvjv †cj| GB †MUUv Aek¨ cÖvqB †Lvjv _v‡K| cvM‡ji Wv³v‡ii
evwo e‡j †evanq †Pvi WvKvZ Av‡m bv| evwoi GKgvÎ `v‡ivqvb e‡qve„× Kwig PvPv ivZ
ev‡ivUvi ci evB‡ii †M‡U Zvjv jvMvq| GB evwo‡Z Zviv Qvov GLb Avi `yRb gvbyl
Av‡Q| GKRb Wv³vi Zid`vi, mvivw`b e‡m e‡m eB c‡ob| Avi wØZxqRb `v‡ivqvb
Kwig PvPv| eqm cÂv‡ki Dc‡i n‡e, w`‡bi AwaKvsk mgq weQvbvq ï‡q KvUvq| gv‡S
g‡a¨ evwoi Pvicv‡k P°i †`q Avi weo weo K‡i Kx me e‡j| †`‡L g‡b nq gvbylUv
¯^vfvweK bv, Zvi g‡a¨ fqsKi A¯^vfvweKZv Av‡Q| Avi G Rb¨ Bgivb, Kwig PvPv‡K
wKQzUv n‡jI fq K‡i| Z‡e GLb ch©šÍ f‡qi †Kv‡bvwKQz †m NUvqwb|
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†`vZjvq D‡V Bgivb cix‡K Lv‡Ui Dci em‡Z ejj| cix Lye `ye©j n‡q c‡o‡Q|
wVKg‡Zv e‡m _vK‡Z cvi‡Q bv| gv_vUv wb‡R †_‡KB X‡j co‡Q| †kl ch©šÍ Avi bv †c‡i
mwZ¨ †m ï‡q coj|
Bgivb eyS‡Z cvij cixi GLb hv ìKvi Zv n‡jv Lvevi Avi cwiPh©v| †m cixi w`‡K
LvwbKUv Sz‡K G‡m ejj, cix, Avwg eyS‡Z cviwQ †Zvgvi Lye ÿzav †c‡q‡Q| Zzwg GKUz
A‡cÿv K‡iv, Avwg mvg‡bi †gvo †_‡K Lvevi wb‡q AvmwQ|
cix †U‡b †U‡b ejj, bv Zzwg hv‡e bv, Avgv‡K GKv †i‡L †Kv_vI hv‡e bv|
iv‡Z Lv‡e bv?
Avgvi ÿzav †bB|
Bgivb eyS‡Z cvij cix GKv _vK‡Z fq cv‡”Q| ejj, wVK Av‡Q †`wL N‡i wK Av‡Q|
N‡i wKQz Lvevi †i‡L wM‡qwQjvg, †m¸‡jv _vK‡j Lvevi eë¯’v KiwQ|
Gevi cix Avi wb‡la Kij bv|
Bgivb ivbœv N‡i G‡jv| N‡i Avm‡j †Zgb wKQy †bB| wU‡bi Rv‡ii g‡a¨ mvgvb¨ wKQz
Pvj †cj| wd«‡R †cj GKUv wWg| †Uvcjvi g‡a¨ †cj wKQz gïixi Wvj| `y‡Uv Pz‡jv‡Z fvZ
Avi Wvj Zz‡j w`‡q Ny‡i ùvov‡Z †`‡L cix ivbœvN‡ii ìRvq G‡m ùvwo‡q‡Q| Bgivb AevK
n‡q ejj, Zzwg D‡V G‡j Kxfv‡e! †Zvgvi kixi Lye `ye©j|
cix †U‡b †U‡b ejj, cvwb Lve|
Avgv‡K WvK‡jB cvi‡Z?
†Zvgv‡K wK e‡j WvKe?
cÖkœUv ï‡b _ZgZ †L‡q †Mj Bgivb| mwZ¨B †Zv, cix Zv‡K Kx e‡j WvK‡e? †m wKQz
ej‡Z wM‡qI ej‡Z cvij bv, †`Lj cix DË‡ii A‡cÿvq GK`„wó‡Z Zvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q
Av‡Q| Kx my›ì `„wó! †`L‡j G‡Kev‡i gb f‡i hvq| Bgivb †hb GiKg my›ì `„wói
KvD‡KB we‡q Ki‡Z †P‡qwQj|
cix cy‡iv GK Møvm cvwb †Lj| Zvici axi cv‡q G‡m emj Lv‡Ui Dci| wKš‘ †m e‡m
_vK‡Z cvij bv| Av‡Mi g‡Zv ï‡q coj| Bgivb Abyfe Kij cixi mv‡_ Zvi wKQzÿY
K_v ejv DwPZ| Zvn‡j cix RoZv †_‡K †ei n‡q Avm‡Z cvi‡e| GiKg wPšÍv †_‡K †m
ejj, cix, Avm‡j †Zvgvi Kcvj Lvivc| Zzwg hv‡K we‡q K‡iQ †m GKRb Lye mvaviY
gvbyl|
cix weo weo K‡i ejj, Zzwg Lye fv‡jv|
Avwg fv‡jv wKbv Rvwb bv| Z‡e Avwg mewKQz ¸wQ‡q wb‡Z †Póv KiwQ| Avm‡j N‡ii
g‡a¨ wRwbmcÎI wKQz †bB|
meB †Zv Av‡Q †Zvgvi N‡i| wd«R, †UwjwfkbI †`LwQ|
wd«R, †Uwjwfkb Avgvi bv|
Kvi?
wd«R †Uwjwfkb †`vKv‡bi †h g¨v‡bRvi GLv‡b wQj †mB nvkgZ fvB‡qi|
G¸‡jv wb‡q hvqwb †Kb?
mgq cvqwb| Wv³vi Zid`vi gyn~‡Z©i g‡a¨ nvkgZ fvB‡K †ei K‡i w`‡qwQ‡jb|
G¸‡jv †bqvi g‡Zv Ae¯’v nvkgZ fvB‡qi wQj bv| Gici f‡q Avi Av‡mwb| Avgvi mv‡_
†gvevBj †dv‡b GKevi K_v n‡qwQj, e‡j‡Q GLv‡b †i‡L w`‡Z| c‡i wb‡q hv‡e|
I Av”Qv|
Zzwg GKUz ï‡q _v‡Kv| Avwg Lvevi wb‡q Avwm|
Av”Qv|
fq †cI bv| fq †c‡j Avgv‡K WvK wÌ|
K_vUv e‡j Bgivb wb‡RB _g‡K †Mj| Avevi hw` cix wR‡Ám K‡i Zv‡K wK e‡j
WvK‡e Zvn‡j †m DËi w`‡Z cvi‡e bv| Z‡e fvM¨ fv‡jv cix cÖkœUv Kij bv|
Lvevi †L‡Z e‡m Bgivb ejj, cix N‡i Avm‡j wKQz wQj bv, Lye mvaviY Lvevi| wWg,
Wvj, fvZ| Rxe‡b cÖ_g †Zvgv‡K Avwg LvIqvw”Q| A_P Lvevi GZ mvaviY †h wb‡RiB
j¾v jvM‡Q| g‡b Kó wbI bv|
cix `yÕnv‡Z fi w`‡q A‡bK K‡ó D‡V emj|
Bgivb GKUv †cøU cixi w`‡K GwM‡q w`‡q Avi GKUv †cøU wb‡Ri Rb¨ wbj| Zvici
cixi †cø‡U cvwb †X‡j w`‡q ejj, bvI, nvZ a~‡q bvI|
cix cvwb‡Z nvZ a~‡j Bgivb wb‡RI †cø‡U wb‡Ri nvZ a~‡jv| Zvici †cø‡Ui cvwb
†djvi Rb¨ ivbœvN‡i †Mj| wd‡i G‡m †`‡L cix gv_v wbPz K‡i e‡m Av‡Q| †cøUUv mvg‡b
GwM‡q w`‡q Bgivb nvwmgy‡L ejj, Kx fveQ cix?
cix †Kv‡bv K_v ejj bv| Av‡Mi g‡ZvB gv_v wbPz K‡i e‡m _vKj|
Bgivb cixi †cø‡U fvZ Zz‡j w`j| Zvici wW‡gi A‡a©KUv Zz‡j w`‡q ejj, bvI,
LvIqv ïiæ Ki|
K_vUv e‡j _g‡K †Mj Bgivb| †m †`Lj cix Kuv`‡Q, cixi †Pv‡Li cvwb †cø‡Ui Dci
G‡m co‡Q| †m AevK n‡q ejj, cix Zzwg Kuv`Q? †Kb?
cix †Kv‡bv K_v ejj bv, ïay †PvL Zz‡j Dc‡ii w`‡K ZvKvj|
Bgivb mwZ¨ Lye gg©vnnZ n‡jv| †m fvej Lvevi †`‡L eywS cix Kó †c‡q‡Q| ejj,
cix, Avwg AvMvgxKvj mKv‡j fv‡jv evRvi Kie| ZLb fv‡jv †L‡Z cvi‡e| GLb GKUz
Kó K‡i LvI| ÿzav †c‡U wWgfvwR, Wvj, fvZ Lvivc jvM‡e bv|
Gevi cixi †PvL `y‡Uv `ªæZ †Ku‡c DVj|
Bgivb Pg‡K D‡V ejj, Kx n‡q‡Q cix? †Zvgvi †PvL Kuvc‡Q †Kb?
cix †Kv‡bv K_v ejj bv| Zvi †PvL `y‡Uv ax‡i ax‡i eo n‡Z ïiæ Kij| GKB mv‡_
†VuvUI Kuvc‡Z jvMj|
Bgivb `ªæZ cixi w`‡K GwM‡q †Mj| gy‡L ej‡Z _vKj, Kx n‡q‡Q cix? Kx n‡q‡Q?
cixi gyLUv GLb wekÖxfv‡e †eu‡K †h‡Z ïiæ K‡i‡Q| GKBmv‡_ Kuvc‡Z ïiæ K‡i‡Q cv|
Bgivb fq †c‡q †Mj| G †m †Kvb cix‡K †`L‡Q? wVK `yw`b Av‡M Zv‡ì evmi iv‡Z
cix GiKg AvPiY K‡iwQj| G cix †hb ax‡i ax‡i Ab¨ cix n‡q hv‡”Q| gyL w`‡q †Kgb
†hb kã Ki‡Q| g‡b n‡”Q cix wKQz ej‡Z Pv‡”Q wKš‘ ej‡Z cvi‡Q bv| †KD eywS Zvi
MjvUv †P‡c a‡i‡Q|
GK ch©v‡q cix Avi e‡m _vK‡Z cvij bv| ac& K‡i †g‡S‡Z c‡o †Mj| covi mv‡_
mv‡_ cixi nvZ cv fqsKi `ªæZZvi mv‡_ Kuvc‡Z ïiæ Kij| cv‡qi av°vq †cø‡Ui fvZ wb‡P
c‡o †Mj, D‡ë †Mj Wv‡ji cvwZjUv| cvwbi RMUv Mwo‡q iæ‡gi †Kvbv ch©šÍ P‡j †Mj|
cixi kixiUv A™¢zZfv‡e †eu‡K †M‡Q| mvaviYZ GiKgfv‡e gvby‡li kixi euvKv m¤¢e
bv| A_P cixi †ÿ‡Î m¤¢e n‡”Q| Kxfv‡e m¤¢e n‡”Q eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv Bgivb| Z‡e †m
Abygvb Ki‡Q mewKQz R¡x‡bi KvR| Zv bv n‡j cixi kixi KLbI Gfv‡e Kuvc‡Z cv‡i bv|
kixi GZUv †Rv‡i Kuvc‡Q †m kix‡ii Kvco ch©šÍ G‡jv‡g‡jv n‡q hv‡”Q|
cixi Kó †`‡L Bgiv‡bi †Pv‡L cvwb P‡j G‡jv| Kx Ki‡e †m wKQz eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv|
`yÕevi cix‡K †m †P‡c aivi †Póv Kij, wKš‘ cvij bv| cix SUKv w`‡q Qz‡U †Mj| cixi
kix‡i GZ kw³ †Kv_v †_‡K G‡jv †mUvI eyS‡Z cvij bv †m| †k‡l wb‡R ac& K‡i †g‡Si
Dci e‡m coj|
cÖvq wZb wgwbU ci wb‡¯ÍR n‡q G‡jv cixi kixi| Bgiv‡bi g‡b n‡q‡Q GB wZb wgwbU
cix fqsKi †Kv‡bv Ackw³i mv‡_ hy× K‡i‡Q| Nv‡g cixi mg¯Í kixi wf‡R †M‡Q| GLb
ïay j¤^v j¤^v k¦vm wb‡”Q| wKš‘ wVK g‡Zv k¦vm wb‡Z cvi‡Q bv| gy‡L †dbv R‡g Av‡Q| nv †h
Ki‡e †mB kw³I †hb †bB|
Bgivb GKUv mv`v Kvco G‡b cixi gyLUv gy‡Q w`j| Zvici Pv‡qi Pvg‡P cixi gy‡L
cvwb w`‡j cix ax‡i ax‡i wZb PvgP cvwb †Lj|
cvwb LvIqvb †kl n‡j Bgivb cix‡K Lv‡Ui Dci ïB‡q w`j| cixi †PvL`y‡Uv GLb
G‡Kev‡i i³k~b¨ n‡q Av‡Q, †Pv‡Li cvZvI w¯’i n‡q †M‡Q| ïay gwbUv nvjKv bo‡Q| cixi
KZ¸‡jv Pzj gy‡Li Dci G‡m covq †m¸‡jv Bgivb nvZ w`‡q mwi‡q w`j| Pzj miv‡bvi
mgq Zvi nvZUv cixi Kcv‡j jvM‡Z Pg‡K DVj †m| cixi R¡i Avm‡Z ïiæ K‡i‡Q| GB
R¡iUv‡K †Kb †hb fv‡jv g‡b n‡”Q bv Zvi| N‡i c¨vivwmUvgj †bB †h cix‡K LvIqv‡e|
Aek¨ _vK‡jI †Kv‡bv jvf n‡Zv bv, KviY cixi c¨vivwmUvgj LvIqvi g‡Zv Ae¯’v †bB|
cix G‡Kev‡i Avagivi g‡Zv c‡o Av‡Q|
†g‡Si _vjv-evwU¸‡jv ¸wQ‡q Bgivb Avevi cixi Kv‡Q G‡jv| cixi R¡i GLb AviI
†e‡o‡Q| KZ R¡i Abygvb Ki‡Z †Póv Ki‡j †m| wKš‘ cvij bv| GKUv _v‡g©vwgUv‡ii Afve
†m GLb Lye Abyfe Ki‡Q| wVK Kij AvMvgxKvj †m GKUv _v‡g©vwgUvi wKb‡e| Avm‡j
A‡bK wKQzB †Kbv ìKvi, wKš‘ AwaKvsk wRwbmB Zvi †Kbvi mvg‡_©i evB‡i|
GKUv †fRv MvgQv w`‡q Bgivb cixi Kcv‡j R¡jcwÆ w`‡Z jvMj| A‡bKÿY R¡jcwÆ
†`qvi ciI hLb R¡i Kgj bv ZLb mwZ¨ wPwšÍZ n‡q coj Bgivb| cvwb‡Z †Kv_vq cixi
Kcvj VvÛv n‡e, D‡ëv cixi Kcv‡ji DËv‡c †fRv MvgQv Mig n‡q DV‡Q| Bgivb eySj,
GUv †Kv‡bv ïf jÿY bv|
cixi Ávb Av‡Q wK †bB ZvI Bgivb eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv| †k‡l _vK‡Z bv †c‡i †W‡K
DVj, cix, cix?
cix †Kv‡bv K_v ejj bv| ïay Zvi †Pv‡Li gwb `y‡Uv bo‡Q|
Avgvi K_v ïb‡Z cv”Q?
cixi †Kv‡bv DËi †bB|
Bgivb eySj †hfv‡eB †nvK cix‡K Wv³vi †`Lv‡Z n‡e| wKš‘ GZ iv‡Z †m Wv³vi
cv‡e †Kv_vq? ivZ †cŠ‡b ev‡ivUv ev‡R| cix‡K nvmcvZv‡j †bqv hvq| wKš‘ nvmcvZvj
A‡bK `~‡i| ZvQvov GZ iv‡Z nvmcvZv‡jI Wv³vi cvIqv hv‡e wKbv m‡›`n Av‡Q Zvi|
Av‡kcv‡k †Kv‡bv wK¬wbKI †bB †hLv‡b cix‡K †m wb‡q †h‡Z cv‡i|
Ae‡k‡l Bgivb fqsKi wm×všÍUv wbj| Avi Zv n‡jv wbP Zjvi Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii
Kv‡Q hv‡e| G‡Z hv nevi n‡e| Wv³vi Zid`vi Zv‡K eKv SKv hvB KiæK, cix‡K bv
†`‡L cvi‡e bv| KviY †m GKRb Wv³vi| Wv³viiv KL‡bv iæMx‡K bv †`‡L _vK‡Z cv‡i
bv|
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Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii ìRvi mvg‡b G‡m f‡q Bgiv‡bi eyK ïwK‡q †Mj| Zvi †Kb †hb
g‡b n‡Z jvMj Wv³vi Zid`vi Zv‡K Avi cix‡K AvR iv‡ZB evwo †_‡K †ei K‡i
†`‡eb| cix †h Amy¯’ †mUv wZwb Avg‡jB †b‡eb bv| cvi‡j Nvo av°v w`‡q †ei K‡i
†`‡eb| Kcvj Lye Lvivc n‡j cywj‡kI w`‡Z cv‡ib|
Wv³vi Zid`vi †R‡MB wQ‡jb| Kwjs‡e‡ji kã †c‡q wb‡R ìRv Lyj‡jb| Pkgvi
duvK w`‡q Bgiv‡bi cv †_‡K gv_v ch©šÍ GKevi †`‡L wb‡q ej‡jb, bZzb we‡q K‡iQ, ZvB
bv?
Bgivb G ai‡bi cÖ‡kœi Rb¨ †gv‡UI cÖ¯‘Z wQj bv| Zvi g‡b n‡Z jvMj †m GLbB
gv_v Ny‡i c‡o hv‡e| A‡bK K‡ó fvimvg¨ iÿv K‡i †ZvZjv‡Z †ZvZjv‡Z ejj, wR¡..wR¡...
m¨vi| Av..Avcwb Rvb‡jb Kx..Kxfv‡e?
Kwig ejj Zzwg †eviKv civ GKUv †g‡q‡K wb‡q evwo‡Z Xz‡KQ| †g‡qUv evwo‡Z †XvKvi
mgq †Zvgvi nvZ a‡iwQj| ¯¿x e‡jB †mUv m¤¢e n‡q‡Q| iv¯Ívi †g‡q n‡j †Zvgvi nvZ aiZ
bv, †Zvgvi gvwbe¨vM aiZ| eyS‡Z †c‡iQ?
wR¡ m¨vi|
†Zv GZ iv‡Z †eŠ‡K †d‡j GLv‡b †Kb? wbðq †Kv‡bv ANUb NwU‡qQ?
wR¡ m¨vi|
we‡qi ci cÖ_g cÖ_g GiKg N‡U| gy‡L cvwbi wQUv `vI †`L‡e wVK n‡q hv‡e| f‡qi
wKQz †bB|
m¨vi g‡b nq Ab¨wKQz| Av..Avm‡j...
Avm‡j wK?
Bgiv‡bi gyL ïwK‡q hv‡”Q| †m †ZvZjv‡Z †ZvZjv‡Z ejj, m¨vi hw` GKUz Avm‡Zb,
cix‡K GKUz †`L‡Zb|
cix †Zvgvi ¯¿x|
wR¡ m¨vi| hw` GKevi †`L‡Zb?
†`L‡Z n‡e †Kb?
I‡K R¡x‡b a‡i‡Q|
Wv³vi Zid`vi miæ †Pv‡L ZvKv‡jb| Zvici ej‡jb, Zzwg †`wL evwo‡Z me R¡xb cix
wb‡q G‡mQ| Gme wK? Aek¨ †Zvgvi Kx †`vl? evwo fvov †`qvi mgq Kwig †Zv †Zvgv‡K
e‡jwb †h Zzwg R¡xb cix wb‡q GB evwo‡Z Avm‡Z cvi‡e bv| ïay e‡jwQj †h Zzwg
†g‡qgvbyl, Ggb wK †Zvgvi ¯¿x‡K wb‡qI GB evwo‡Z Avm‡Z cvi‡e bv| Zzwg wbqg f½
K‡iQ, K‡iv wb?
Bgivb Gevi Kuv‡`v Kuv‡`vfv‡e ejj, nu¨v m¨vi K‡iwQ| Avgv‡K ÿgv Ki‡eb| wKš‘
Avgvi †Kv‡bv Dcvq wQj bv|
Wv³vi Zid`vi weiw³ cÖKvk K‡i ej‡jb, GLb me Sv‡gjv Avgvi Dci Pvcv”Q,
†Kb?
m¨vi Avcwb hv ej‡eb e‡jb, GLb GKevi Pjyb, Avcwb bv †M‡j cix‡K euvPv‡bv hv‡e
bv, Ii Ae¯’v mwZ¨ Lvivc|
Wv³vi Zid`vi K‡qK gyn~Z© Bgiv‡bi w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vK‡jb| Zvici ej‡jb, wVK
Av‡Q P‡jv|
cix‡K †`‡L Wv³vi Zid`vi _g‡K †M‡jb| cixi nv‡Zi Dc‡ii Kv‡jv `vM¸‡jvi
Dci †PvL co‡Z ej‡jb, GB `v‡Mi KviY hw` Zzwg nI wbwðZ _vK‡Z cv‡iv Avwg †Zvgv‡K
cywj‡k †è |
my‡hvM †c‡q Bgivb ZvovZvwo ejj, m¨vi Avwg GB¸‡jvi Rb¨ `vqx bB| R¡xb
Zvov‡bvi Rb¨ ReŸvi dwKi Ki‡Q|
Wv³vi Zid`vi wPwe‡q wPwe‡q ej‡jb, H ReŸvi dwKi‡K hw` Zzwg †W‡K G‡b _v‡Kv
Zvn‡j wbN©vZ †Zvgvi mvZ eQi †Rj LvUvi eë¯’v Kie|
bv m¨vi Avwg Kwi wb| cixi evevB †W‡K G‡bwQj| Avwg D‡ëv mv‡_ K‡i cix‡K wb‡q
G‡mwQ|
I‡K Avbvi ci GLb Avgv‡K †W‡K G‡bQ †hb Avwg R¡xb Zvov‡bvi eë¯’v Kwi, bv?
bv m¨vi| Avcwb hw` `qv K‡i mewKQz ïb‡Zb|
†Zvgvi K_v c‡i ïbe, Av‡M †`wL I‡K euvPv‡Z cvwi wKbv| gvby‡li kixi †_‡K R¡xb
Qvov‡bv me‡P‡q KwVb KvR| GB KwVb KvRUv Avgv‡K Ki‡Z n‡e|
K_v¸‡jv e‡j Wv³vi Zid`vi GKUv KvM‡R m¨vjvB‡bi †cÖmwµckb K‡i Kwig
PvPv‡K m¨vjvBb wb‡q Avm‡Z ej‡jb| cixi ü`¯ú›`b, i³Pvc cixÿv Ki‡Z Ki‡Z
ej‡jb, GZ my›ì †g‡qUv‡K Zzwg †Zv cÖvq †g‡i †d‡jQ! hw` mwZ¨ Ii wKQz nq Zvn‡j
wbwðZ _vK‡Z cv‡iv †Zvgvi weiæ‡× Avwg wb‡R gvW©vi †Km Kie|
m¨vi...m¨vi..
m¨vi m¨vi K‡iv bv, Avgv‡K Av‡M Lei `vIwb †Kb?
f‡q †`Bwb m¨vi| Avm‡j eyS‡Z cvwiwb cix GZ Amy¯’|
Wv³vi Zid`vi ag‡K D‡V ej‡jb, Zv eyS‡e †Kb? hvI RjcwÆi eë¯’v K‡iv|
m¨vi Avwg RjcwÆ w`‡qwQ...
Wv³vi Zid`vi eo †PvL K‡i ej‡jb, mviv ivZ a‡i †`‡e, cÖ‡qvR‡b mviv Rxeb a‡i
†`‡e|
wR¡ m¨vi, wR¡ m¨vi|
K_v¸‡jv e‡j Bgivb ZvovZvwo ivbœv N‡i P‡j †Mj| cvwb Mig K‡i RjcwÆ w`‡Z ïiæ
Ki‡j Kwig PvPv m¨vjvBb wb‡q G‡jv| mv‡_ KZ¸‡jv Ilya| Ilya¸‡jv m¨vjvB‡bi g‡a¨
w`‡q cixi Wvb nv‡Z m¨vjvBb cyk K‡i w`‡jb Wv³vi Zid`vi| Zvici ej‡jb, GB
m¨vjvBb †kl ivZ ch©šÍ Pj‡e| Zvi Av‡M Nygv‡e bv|
wR¡ m¨vi|
hw` Nywg‡q c‡ov Zvn‡j m¨vjvB‡bi wUD‡e i³ D‡V Avm‡e| ZLb AviI wec` n‡e|
m¨vjvBb †kl n‡j myBUv‡K Uvb w`‡q Ly‡j †dj‡e| cvi‡e?
wR¡ m¨vi cvie|
bv cvi‡j Avgv‡K WvK‡e|
wR¡ m¨vi|
cix GLbI †R‡M Av‡Q| Z‡e †m Lye `ye©j| wKQzÿ‡Yi g‡a¨ Nywg‡q co‡e| cixi Nyg
Lye cÖ‡qvRb| I‡K Nygv‡Z w`‡e| wei³ Ki‡e bv|
wR¡ m¨vi|
Wv³vi Zid`vi Gevi †Pqv‡ii wcQ‡b †njvb w`‡jb| Zvici ej‡jb, GLb e‡jv cixi
NUbv e‡jv| mewKQz we¯ÍvwiZ ej‡e| †Kv‡bvwKQz ev` ivL‡e bv| Avwg me †kvbvi ci wm×všÍ
†be A¨v¤^y‡jÝ †WK cix‡K nvmcvZv‡j cvVve, bvwK GLv‡bB wPwKrmv Kie|
Bgivb †PvL eo eo K‡i ejj, cix‡K nvmcvZv‡j wb‡Z n‡e!
†h Ae¯’v nvmcvZv‡j wb‡jB fv‡jv n‡Zv| Z‡e G hvÎvq eo SzwK †bB, †eu‡P hv‡e|
Aek¨ ivZUv we‡klfv‡e jÿ¨ ivL‡Z n‡e| hw` R¡i AviI ev‡o Zvn‡j nvmcvZv‡j wb‡ZB
n‡e| GLb R¡i GKk wZb, hw` GKk cuvP nq †m‡ÿ‡Î Avi evmvq ivLv hv‡e bv| Avwg
_v‡g©vwgUvi †i‡L hve, Zzwg cÖwZ Ava NÈv ci ci R¡i †g‡c cixÿv K‡i †`L‡e| GLb
e‡jv, cixi m¤ú‡K© hv Rv‡bv mewKQz e‡jv|
Bgivb cÖ_g †_‡K hv hv N‡U‡Q mewKQz †m Ly‡j ejj| Wv³vi Zid`vi Lye g‡bv‡hv‡Mi
mv‡_ K_v¸‡jv ïb‡jb| me †kvbv †kl n‡j wZwb GK wgwbU †PvL eÜ K‡i _vK‡jb|
Zvici cÖkœ K‡i ej‡jb, Zzwg wK g‡b K‡iv cix †Zvgv‡K Lye AcQ›` K‡i?
Bgivb Acivaxi fw½‡Z ej‡jb, wR¡ m¨vi|
†Kb GiKg g‡b K‡iv?
Avgv‡K †`L‡jB I HiKg fqsKi AvPiY K‡i|
Zzwg wK g‡b K‡iv cix B‡”Q K‡i HiKg AvPiY Ki‡Q?
bv m¨vi?
†Kb g‡b K‡iv bv?
cixi nvZ cv, kixi Ggbfv‡e †eu‡K hvq †h mvaviY †Kv‡bv gvby‡li c‡ÿ Ifv‡e kixi
wKsev †Kv‡bv A½-cÖZ½ euvKv‡bv m¤¢e bv| GKgvÎ f~Z-†cÖZ, R¡xb- wckvP...
Wv³vi Zid`vi Bgivb‡K K_v †kl Ki‡Z bv w`‡q ej‡jb, Zzwg G¸‡jv‡Z wek¦vm
K‡iv?
Rvwb bv m¨vi|
KL‡bv f~Z-†cÖZ, R¡xb- wckvP †`‡LQ?
bv m¨vi †`wLwb|
Zvn‡j AvcvZZ GUyKz wek¦vm Ki‡Z cvi, †Zvgvi ¯¿x cix‡K f~Z -†cÖZ, R¡xb-wckvP
wKQz‡Z a‡iwb| g~j welqUv n‡”Q cix Amy¯’, cix‡K Avgv‡ì my¯’ K‡i Zzj‡Z n‡e| GRb¨
hv hv Kivi mewKQz Ki‡Z n‡e| cvi‡e bv?
wR¡ m¨vi cvie|
hw` cix ivwR nq Zvn‡j AvMvgxKvj cixi K‡qKUv †U÷ Ki‡e| Avwg G¸‡jv wj‡L
w`‡q hvw”Q| wi‡cvU©¸‡jv nv‡Z †c‡j Avgvi Kv‡Q wb‡q Avm‡e| GLb Avwg P‡j hvw”Q| g‡b
K‡i m¨vjvB‡bi m~PUv Ly‡j wÌ| Zv bv n‡j eo ai‡bi mgm¨v n‡e|
wVK Av‡Q m¨vi|
Wv³vi Zid`vi D‡V co‡jb| ìRv w`‡q †ei n‡q hvIqvi mgq wZwb _g‡K
ùvov‡jb| Zvici wcQb wd‡i ej‡jb, Zzwg GKUv e¨vcvi wek¦vm Ki‡Z cv‡iv, Avi Zv n‡jv
cix †Zvgv‡K AcQ›` K‡i bv, eis cQ›` K‡i| hw` AcQ›` KiZ Zvn‡j MÖvg †_‡K GZ`~‡i
†Zvgvi mv‡_ AvmZ bv|
K_v¸‡jv e‡j Wv³vi Zid`vi P‡j †M‡jb| Avi Bgivb wd‡i G‡jv cixi cv‡k| cix
GLb Mfxi Ny‡g Av”Qbœ| cix‡K GLb †Kb †hb Zvi AviI †ewk my›ì jvM‡Q| GZ my›ì
cix Zvi; †mB cix Zv‡K cQ›` K‡i, fv‡jvev‡m, fve‡ZB wb‡Ri g‡a¨ wfbœ GKiKg cÖkvwšÍ
Abyfe Kij Bgivb|
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Bgiv‡bi Nyg fvOj big nv‡Zi g„`y ¯ú‡k©| †PvL †g‡j †`‡L Pv‡qi Kvc nv‡Z cix
mvg‡b ùvwo‡q Av‡Q| Bgiv‡bi g‡b n‡jv †m ¯^cœ †`L‡Q| gv_vUv SvwK w`‡q `ªæZ D‡V emj
†m| Zvici †PvL W‡j ejj, Zzwg?
nu¨v, GB bvI Pv|
Bgivb Nwo †`Lj| mv‡o AvUUv ev‡R| iv‡Z Wv³vi Zid`vi P‡j hvIqvi ci †_‡K
cixi R¡i Kg‡Z _v‡K| †kl iv‡Z †m hLb m¨vjvBb Ly‡j †d‡j ZLb cixi kix‡i GKUzI
R¡i wQj bv| ZvB e‡j cix mKv‡j D‡V Zv‡K Pv evwb‡q LvIqv‡e GUv Zvi KvQ †Kv‡bvfv‡eB
Kvg¨ wQj bv| ZvB AevK n‡q ejj, Pv evbv‡j KLb?
Avwg D‡VwQ †ek Av‡M| Zzwg Nygvw”Q‡j ZvB WvwKwb| †f‡ewQjvg †Zvgvi Rb¨ mKv‡ji
bv¯Ív evbve| wKš‘ N‡i wKQz †bB, ïay Pv Avi wPwb †cjvg| ZvB jvj Pv evbvjvg|
Zzwg Avgv‡K WvK‡j bv †Kb?
WvKwb GB Kvi‡Y †h Zzwg A‡bK iv‡Z Nywg‡qQ| m¤¢eZ Wv³viI wb‡q G‡mwQ‡j| KviY
m¨vjvBb †`Ljvg|
Bgivb Pv‡qi Kvc nv‡Z wb‡q ejj, Wv³vi Zid`vi G‡mwQ‡jb| Zv‡K †W‡KwQjvg|
fv‡jv K‡iQ, Kvj nVvr mwZ¨ Lye Amy¯’ n‡q c‡owQjvg| wK †h n‡jv?
Bgiv‡bi ej‡Z B‡”Q n‡jv Zzwg `yw`b Av‡MI Amy¯’ n‡q c‡owQ‡j| wKš‘ †m ej‡Z
cvij bv| H welqUv wb‡q Zvi GLb K_v ej‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Q bv| eis ejj, †Zvgvi AvR
bv¯Ív evbvb ìKvi †bB| Avwg nvZgyL a~‡q †gv‡oi †nv‡Uj †_‡K bv¯Ív wb‡q AvmwQ|
wVK Av‡Q hvI, Avi `ya G‡bv| Avgvi `ya Pv †L‡Z Lye cQ›`|
Avbe|
N‡i †Kv‡bv evRvi †bB, evRviI ìKvi|
Zzwg GKUv wj÷ K‡iv| bv¯Ív wb‡q G‡m Zvici evRv‡i hve|
Av”Qv|
Bgivb wb‡P †g‡S‡Z ï‡q wQj| †m Pv‡qi Kvc nv‡Z Lv‡Ui Dci D‡V em‡j cix †g‡S
†_‡K evwjkUv Dc‡i Zz‡j ivLj| Zvici Rvbvjvi cv‡k wM‡q ejj, GB evwoUv cyivZb
n‡j my›ì| Pvicv‡k A‡bK †Lvjv‡gjv RvqMv| A‡bK eo eo MvQ| GKUv PvjZv MvQI
Av‡Q †`LwQ|
PvjZv MvQUvi eqm A‡bK †ewk|
Avgv‡ì evwo‡ZI GKUv PvjZv MvQ Av‡Q| IUvi eqmI A‡bK|
GB evwo‡Z A‡bK eQi eqmx †ek KZ¸‡jv MvQ Av‡Q|
eo evwo‡Z cyivZb MvQ _v‡K, GUv Zvi cÖgvY|
nu¨v wVK a‡iQ| evwoUv cÖvq cuvP weNv Rwgi Dci| XvKv kn‡i GiKg evwo Avi wØZxqUv
Av‡Q e‡j Avgvi Rvbv †bB| evwoUv Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii `v`vi Avg‡ji evwo|
GZ eo evwoi †h gvwjK, Zvi gbUv wbðq eo|
Av‡M Avwg Wv³vi Zid`vi‡K AbïKg fveZvg| wKš‘ MZiv‡Zi ci †_‡K Zvi cÖwZ
aviYv cv‡ë‡Q| Avm‡jB Zvi gb eo| wKš‘ gRvi e¨vcvi wK Rv‡bv, evwoUv‡K mevB e‡j
cvM‡ji evwo|
Dwb cvM‡ji Wv³vi GRb¨ e‡j|
nu¨v|
Zv‡Z wKQz hvq Av‡m bv| Zzwg Avi KZw`b GB evwo‡Z _vK‡Z cvi‡e?
ciïw`b GK ZvwiL| evwo †Q‡o w`‡Z n‡e| Avi `yBw`b gvÎ _vK‡Z cvie|
GKUz †_‡g Bgivb Avevi ejj, Avwg Rvwb evwoUv †Q‡o †h‡Z †Zvgvi Lye Kó n‡e,
wKš‘ Dcvq †bB| Avwg AvR Kvj‡Ki g‡a¨B GKUv fv‡jv evmv Luy‡R †ei Kie|
cix Ny‡i ejj, Avgiv Avi wKQzw`b GLv‡b _vK‡Z cvwi bv?
Kxfv‡e _vK‡e? Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii A‡bK eB| wbP Zjvq KLbI †M‡j eyS‡Z cvi‡e|
AviI bvwK eB Av‡Q, †m¸‡jv GLbI Av‡bbwb| GB eB¸‡jv Dwb †`vZjvq ivL‡eb|
Zv‡ZI bvwK RvqMv n‡e bv|
Dwb wbðq eyS‡eb eB‡qi †_‡K gvbyl A‡bK ¸iæZ¡c~Y©|
Bgivb K_vUvi A_© eyS‡Z bv †c‡i ejj, Zzwg wK ej‡Z Pv”Q?
ej‡Z Pvw”Qjvg, Dwb nq‡Zv Avgv‡ì AviI K‡qKw`b GLv‡b _vK‡Z w`‡Z cv‡ib|
Bgivb AevK n‡q ejj, †Kb w`‡eb?
Rvwb bv, gb ej‡Q ZvB ejjvg| ev` `vI Ime K_v| NiUv G‡jv‡g‡jv n‡q Av‡Q|
MZiv‡Z Kx wekÖx AvPiYB bv Avwg †Zvgvi mv‡_ K‡iwQ| GLb Avgvi wb‡RiB Lvivc
jvM‡Q| Zzwg wPšÍv K‡iv bv, Ni ¸Qv‡Z Avgvi mgq jvM‡e bv|
K_v¸‡jv e‡j cix ivbœvN‡i P‡j †Mj| cixi P‡j hvIqv †`‡L Bgivb AevK bv n‡q
cvij bv| G‡Kev‡i Af¨¯Í M„nxbxi g‡Zv g‡b n‡jv cix‡K| mKvj †_‡K cix Zvi mv‡_
†hfv‡e K_v ej‡Q Zv‡ZI wew¯§Z n‡”Q †m| †K ej‡e MZ iv‡Z Kx fqvbK Ae¯’v wQj
cixi? mKv‡ji AvPiY †`‡L g‡b n‡”Q cix †hb eûw`b a‡i Zvi ¯¿x Ges m¤ú~Y© my¯’| A_P
Zv‡ì we‡q n‡q‡Q Pviw`bI cvi nqwb| hvB‡nvK, cixi GB ¯^vfvweK AvPiY Lye fv‡jv
jvM‡Q Zvi| wb‡Ri N‡ii g‡a¨ cixi g‡Zv my›ìx Avi fv‡jv GKRb ¯¿x Av‡Q, GiKg
fvebv Zvi GLb Ab¨Zg cÖkvwšÍi KviY| mwZ¨ †m eo †mŠfvMëvb| wKš‘ g‡bi Mfx‡i
†Kv_vq †hb GKUv fq KvR Ki‡Q| fqUv GRb¨ †h nVvr Avevi cix Amy¯’ n‡q bv c‡o!
Bgivb iv¯Ívi †gvo †_‡K Mig iæwU, Wvj Avi wWg wKbj| wd‡i Avmvi mgq Zvi †dvb
†e‡R DVj| wWm‡cø w¯ŒY †`‡L eyS‡Z cvij Zvi evev †dvb K‡i‡Q| wKš‘ †dvb ai‡Z Mjv
ïbj Zvi gv iZœv †eM‡gi| cÖ_‡gB cÖkœ K‡i ejj, Bgivb, ZzB †Kv_vq?
XvKvq gv|
Gme Avwg wK ïb‡ZwQ?
wK ïbQ?
ZzB bvwK H R¡x‡b aiv eD‡i wbqv XvKvq †MQm?
nu¨v gv|
†Kb?
wPwKrmvi Rb¨| wPwKrmv bv Ki‡j cixi Amy¯’Zv AviI evo‡e| cixi wPwKrmvi
cÖ‡qvRb|
iZœv †eMg LvwbKUv Mjv Pwo‡q ejj, Avgvi †Zv g‡b nq H R¡xb †Zvi DciI PvBcv
eB‡Q| XvKvq R¡x‡bi wPwKrmv Kivwe K¨vg‡b? XvKvq wK R¡x‡bi ISv Av‡Q bvwK?
gv, Avwg I‡K fv‡jv Wv³vi †`Lve|
†Zvi Wv³vi †`Lvb jvM‡e bv| I‡i Ii evwo‡Z w`qv Avq, bB‡j iv¯Ívq wbqv QvBov
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Bgivb wew¯§Z K‡É ejj, Gme wK ejQ gv!
hv ejjvg ZvB Ki&|
I †Zvgv‡ì evwoi eD|
eD bv QvB! R¡x‡b aiv GKUv cvMj| H wbiæ †g¤^vi Kx †eCgvbxUvB bv Kij, †Zvi g‡Zv
†Q‡ji Nv‡o wKbv GKUv R¡x‡b aiv gvBqv ZzBjv w`j| GKevi fvejI bv| Avi †Zvi evcI
HiKg, †h hv eySvq ZvB ey‡S| †kvb&, ZzB H eD‡i AvBRB evwo _vBKv evBi KBiv w`we|
Zvici Avgv‡i †dvb Kiwe|
gv, Zzwg Gme wK ejQ| †ZvgivB †Zv cixi mv‡_ Avgvi we‡q w`‡j| ZvQvov cix fv‡jv
†g‡q|
fv‡jv bv QvB| Avwg wKQz ïbevi PvB bv| MÖv‡gi me gvbyl ej‡Z‡Q ZzB bvwK cvMj
weqv KiQm, R¡xb weqv KiQm&| GB K_v ïb‡Z Avgvi fv‡jv jv‡M bv| ZzB I‡i ZvjvK
w`we|
Bgivb LvwbKUv Amwnòy n‡q ejj, gv †Zvgvi wK gv_v Lvivc n‡q †M‡Q?
gv_v Avgvi wVKB Av‡Q| gv_v Lvivc nB‡Q †Zvi| ZzB GKUv R¡x‡b aiv gvBqv‡i wbqv
msmvi Ki‡ZwQm| Avwg †Zv‡i eBjv w`jvg, H gvBqvi gyL Avwg †`Levi PvB bv|
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jvBb †K‡U w`j iZœv †eMg| Bgivb wKQyÿY w¯’i n‡q ùvwo‡q _vKj| Zvici j¤^v
GKUv `xN©k¦vm †Q‡o evmvi D‡Ï‡k¨ iIbv w`j| Zvi gbUv GLb LyeB Lvivc n‡q Av‡Q|
evmvq wd‡i Bgivb Avi cix GKmv‡_ bv¯Ív Kij| Bgivb jÿ¨ Kij cix Kv‡R K‡g©
Lye cUz| mewKQz †m GZ `ªæZZv Avi `ÿZvi mv‡_ K‡i †h Zvi wb‡RiB †`L‡Z fv‡jv
jv‡M| A_P cix‡K mevB GLb ej‡Q R¡x‡b a‡i‡Q, cix cvMj| e¨vcviUv wKQz‡ZB †g‡b
wb‡Z cvi‡Q bv †m|
bv¯Ív †k‡l Bgivb Avevi †ei n‡jv| evRvi Ki‡Z n‡e| N‡i wKQz †bB| cix Zvi nv‡Z
evRv‡ii †h d`©Uv awi‡q w`j Zv Lye mvavib| gvQ, gvsm wKQziB D‡jøL †bB| ïay wWg,
mewR Avi wKQz cÖ‡qvRbxq gmjvi K_v †jLv| mv‡_ Aek¨ `ya D‡jøL Av‡Q| Bgivb Abygvb
Kij cix Zvi ˆ`b¨ `kvi Ae¯’v Dcjwã K‡i‡Q| GUv eyS‡Z †c‡i Zvi gbUv Lvivc n‡q
†Mj| bZzb eD‡K †m fv‡jvg›` wKQz LvIqv‡Z cvi‡Q bv - GUv Avm‡jB A‡bK K‡ói|
Bgiv‡bi Kv‡Q †h UvKv G‡Kev‡i †bB Zv bq| Z‡e †m kw¼Z cixi wPwKrmvi Rb¨ KZ
UvKv jvM‡e †f‡e| Ab¨ gvm n‡j evwo fvov Awdm †_‡K †eZb cvIqvi ci w`‡Z cviZ|
wKš‘ G gv‡m †mUv m¤¢e n‡e bv| GK Zvwi‡L Zvi evmv Qvo‡Z n‡e Ges Zvi Av‡MB fvov
w`‡Z n‡e, Zv bv n‡j Wv³vi Zid`vi nq‡Zv fve‡eb †m Avi fvov †`‡e bv| Kv‡RB †eZb
cvIqvi Av‡MB nvZ G‡Kev‡i Lvwj n‡q hv‡e| ZvQvov cix‡K fv‡jv GKRb Wv³vi †h
†`Lvb ìKvi †mUvI eyS‡Z cvi‡Q Bgivb| wKš‘ †Kvb Wv³v‡ii Kv‡Q hv‡e †mUv eyS‡Z
cvi‡Q bv| XvKv kn‡i Wv³v‡ii Afve †bB, kn‡ii Awj Mwj meRvqMvq Wv³vi Av‡Q|
wKš‘ mwVK Wv³vi Luy‡R †ei Kiv KwVb| AviI GKUv eo LiP Av‡Q| cix‡K GKUv
†gvevBj †dvb wK‡b w`‡Z n‡e| †m Awd‡m †M‡j cix GKv GKv _vK‡e| †gvevBj †dvb
_vK‡j Riæix cwiw¯’wZ‡Z cix Zvi mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z cvi‡e| GUv A‡bK eo GKUv
myweav| †gvevBj †dvb Zv‡K wKb‡ZB n‡e| Zv bv n‡j Awd‡m †m kwšÍ‡Z _vK‡Z cvi‡e
bv|
Bgivb evRvi †_‡K gvQ, gvsm `y‡UvB wKbj| Zvi †Kbvi B‡”Q wQj bv| wWg Avi
UzKUvK evRvi †kl K‡i G‡mwQj gyw` †`vKv‡b| GB †`vKvbUv †_‡K †m `xN©w`b †KbvKvUv
K‡i| †`vKvb`vi‡K †m fv‡jvg‡Zv †P‡b| †`vKvb`vi‡K hLb ejj, fvB gywì wRwbmc‡Îi
UvKv mvg‡b gv‡mi cÖ_g mßv‡n w`‡j n‡e wKbv †`vKvb`vi ivwR n‡q †Mj| G Kvi‡Y Zvi
†h UvKv †_‡K †Mj †mB UvKv w`‡q †m gvsm Avi gvQ wKb‡Z cvij| Avi †Kb †hb gvQ Avi
gvsm †Kbvi ci Zvi †gRvRUv Lye dzidz‡i n‡q †Mj|
evmvq wd‡i Bgivb †Zv wew¯§Z! cix evmvUv‡K my›ìfv‡e ¸wQ‡q †d‡j‡Q| mewKQz
cyivZb n‡jI †hb Qwei g‡Zv jvM‡Q| N‡ii wRwbmcÎ †h GZ my›ìfv‡e mvRv‡bv hvq Zv
Zvi Rvbv wQj bv| Bgivb Abyfe Kij, cix Zvi GB fv½v evmvUv‡K wb‡Ri g‡Zv K‡i
G‡Kev‡i Avcb K‡i wb‡q‡Q| me‡P‡q †h e¨vcviUv Bgiv‡bi fv‡jv jvMj Zv n‡jv cixi
nv‡Zi `ya Pv| nvZ-gyL a~‡q G‡m †Pqv‡i em‡Z cix Zv‡K †auvqv Dov Mig GK Kvc `ya Pv
w`j| PvUv gy‡L †`qvi ci Bgiv‡bi †Pv‡L cvwb P‡j Avmvi g‡Zv Ae¯’v n‡jv| GZ ¯^v‡ì
Pv †m Av‡M KLbI Lvqwb| K…ZÁZvq Zvi Lye B‡”Q n‡jv cixi my›ì gyLUv‡Z GKUv Pzgy
w`‡Z| wKš‘ †kl ch©šÍ mvnm K‡i DV‡Z cvij bv| ïay †QvÆ K‡i GKUv abëv` w`j|
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Bgivb mÜ¨vq Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii mvg‡b e‡m Av‡Q| Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii GB iæ‡g †m
Av‡M KLbI Av‡mwb| wekvj iæ‡gi meUvB eB‡Z Vvmv| GZ eB w`‡q Wv³vi Zid`vi wK
K‡i Avi GZ eB‡qi wKBev cÖ‡qvRb Zv wVK eyS‡Z cv‡i bv Bgivb|
Wv³vi Zid`vi †Pqv‡i †njvb w`‡q GKUv eB cowQ‡jb| cÖvq mvZ wgwbU ci eBUv
eÜ K‡i ej‡jb, Kx Lei e‡jv?
m¨vi Avcwb †h †U÷¸‡jv Ki‡Z e‡jwQ‡jb †m¸‡jv Kwi‡q G‡bwQ|
¸W, `vI Avgv‡K `vI| cixi Kx Ae¯’v?
fv‡jv m¨vi|
Avi †Kv‡bv mgm¨v n‡qwQj?
bv nqwb|
c¨v_jwRK¨vj wi‡cv‡U©i g‡a¨ me‡P‡q ¸iæZ¡c~Y© wQj BBwR ev B‡jK‡UªvGb‡mdv‡jvMÖvg
(Electroencephalogram) wi‡cvU©| H wi‡cvwU©i Dci †Pv‡L †i‡L W³vi Zid`vi
wR‡Ám Ki‡jb, mvivw`b cix wK K‡i‡Q?
mKv‡j Nyg †_‡K D‡V Avgvi Rb¨ Pv evwb‡q‡Q| Zvici Avgvi mv‡_ bv¯Ív K‡i‡Q|
evRvi K‡i Avbvi ci Avgvi mv‡_ evB‡i wM‡q me¸‡jv c¨v_jwRK¨vj †U÷ K‡i‡Q| `ycy‡i
`yR‡b GKmv‡_ evB‡i †L‡qwQ| wd‡i G‡m j¤^v GKUv Nyg w`‡q‡Q| Avwg hLb wi‡cvU©
Avb‡Z hvB ZLb Nywg‡qwQj| wd‡i G‡m †`wL iv‡Zi ivbœv Ki‡Q| Avwg hLb Avcbvi GLv‡b
Avwm ZLbI ivbœv KiwQj|
cixi mvivw`‡bi eënvi †Zvgvi †Kgb †j‡M‡Q?
Bgivb †ek AvMÖn wb‡q ejj, fv‡jv, Lye fv‡jv|
†Pv‡L covi g‡Zv wKQz wK K‡iQ †m?
wVK eySjvg bv m¨vi|
Zvi g‡a¨ MZKvj‡Ki g‡Zv wK A¯^vfvweK †Kv‡bv AvPiY cwijwÿZ n‡q‡Q? A_ev Ab¨
†Kv‡bv AvPiY hv Zvi Kivi K_v bq, A_P †m K‡i‡Q|
Bgivb LvwbKUv wPšÍv K‡i ejj, bv m¨vi|
A_©vr Zzwg ej‡Z Pv”Q Zvi AvPiY m¤ú~Y© ¯^vfvweK|
wR m¨vi|
Avgvi GB wi‡cvU©¸‡jvI GKB K_v ej‡Q| kvixwiKfv‡e cix m¤ú~Y© my¯’| Z‡e..
Z‡e wK m¨vi?
cixi gvbwmK Ae¯’vUv Rvb‡Z n‡e| m¤¢eZ mgm¨vUv gvbwmK| †Kv‡bv Kvi‡Y
gvbwmKfv‡e †m AvNvZ †c‡Z cv‡i|
gvbwmKfv‡e AvNvZ cv‡e †Kb?
Wv³vi Zid`vi †QvÆ `xN©k¦vm †Q‡o ej‡jb, nq‡Zv Zzwg wb‡RB Zvi gvbwmK AvNv‡Zi
KviY|
Bgivb AevK n‡q ejj, Av..Av..Avwg!
nu¨v Zzwg| nq‡Zv wR‡Ám Ki‡e Kxfv‡e? Zzwg wK Rv‡bv cixi eqm KZ?
Avwg wVK Rvwb bv| Z‡e ï‡bwQ m‡Zi eQi `yB gvm| cixi evev e‡jwQj|
A_©vr cixi AvVvi eQi nqwb| Kv‡RB cix kvixwiK Ges gvbwmKfv‡e we‡qi Rb¨
cÖ¯‘Z wQj bv, A_P Zzwg Zv‡K we‡q K‡iQ| GRb¨ cix †Zvgv‡K †`L‡jB fq cv‡”Q, we‡kl
K‡i iv‡Zi †ejvq| †Zvgvi mvg‡b †m †h `yÕevi AbvKvw•LZ AvPiY K‡i‡Q, Zvi g‡a¨ †h
Amy¯’Zvi jÿY †`Lv †M‡Q, H `yeviB Zzwg Zvi mv‡_ GKv wQ‡j Ges...
Bgivb A‰ah© n‡q ejj, m¨vi Avwg KL‡bvB kvixwiK m¤úK© wel‡q wKQz ewjwb wKsev
Bw½ZI Kwiwb|
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kvixwiK Kuvcywb n‡q‡Q| hvB‡nvK, GiKg n‡Z cv‡i| GLb †Zvgv‡K †hUv Ki‡Z n‡e †mUv
n‡jv ¯^vgx ¯¿xi g‡a¨ †h kvixwiK m¤úK© _v‡K †mw`‡K †gv‡UI AMÖmi n‡e bv| mewKQz cixi
Dci †Q‡o †`‡e| cix hLb wb‡R †_‡KB †Zvgvi Kv‡Q Avm‡e ZLb Zzwg AvMÖnx n‡e| g‡b
ivL‡e Ii gbUv GLb KwP| jÿ¨ ivL‡e KwP g‡b †hb †Kv‡bv AvNvZ bv jv‡M|
Bgivb K_v¸‡jv‡Z j¾v cvIqvi cvkvcvwk weeªZ‡evaI Kij |
Wv³vi Zid`vi Gevi LvwbKUv mvg‡b Sz‡K G‡m ej‡jb, Avgvi K_vq Zzwg Kó cv‡e
bv| Avwg hv mZ¨ ZvB ejjvg| Z‡e Avgvi wek¦vm, cixi Amy¯’Zvi KviY Zzwg bI| Zzwg g~j
KviY n‡j cix †Zvgvi mv‡_ AviI AbvKvw•LZ AvPiY KiZ| Zzwg Rvwb‡qQ, cix †hb fq
bv cvq †mRb¨ †m †Zvgv‡K Zvi cv‡k _vK‡Z e‡j| G‡Z †evSv hvq †Zvgvi Dci Zvi Av¯’v
Av‡Q| GB Av¯’v cÖgvY K‡i cix †Zvgv‡K AcQ›` K‡i bv| AcQ‡›ì gvby‡li Dci †KD
KLbI Av¯’v ivL‡Z cv‡i bv| †m‡ÿÎ cÖkœ `vovq, cix Zvn‡j Kv‡K fq cvq ev Kv‡K AQ›`
K‡i? wKsev Kx Kvi‡Y cixi g‡a¨ AbvKvw•LZ AvPi‡Yi m„wó n‡”Q? GB cÖ‡kœi DËi
Avgv‡ì Luy‡R †c‡Z n‡e| Avi DËi LuyR‡Z n‡j Avgv‡ì cixi AZxZ BwZnvm Rvb‡Z
n‡e| Avwg H cÖm‡½ c‡i hve| GLb Zzwg Avgv‡K e‡jv, cix hLb Amy¯’ n‡q c‡o ZLb
Zvi AvPiY †Kgb nq?
m¨vi G K_v Avcbv‡K Avwg Av‡M e‡jwQ|
Avevi e‡jv, Avwg Avevi ïb‡Z PvB|
Bgivb GKUz mgq wb‡q ej‡Z ïiæ Kij, Avwg †h `yÕevi †`‡LwQ Zv‡Z g‡b n‡q‡Q cix
cÖ_‡g Pyc _v‡K| Zvici nVvr Kuv`‡Z ïiæ K‡i| H Kvbœvi g‡a¨B cixi kix‡i Kuvcywb
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_v‡K| gyL w`‡q †Mv †Mv kã †ei nq, g‡b nq wKQz †hb ej‡Z Pvq, wKš‘ ej‡Z cv‡i bv|
ZZÿ‡Y e¨_vq cixi †PvL w`‡q ZLb cvwb †ei n‡q Av‡m| GKmgq fvimvg¨ nvwi‡q †m
wb‡P c‡o hvq| ZLb g‡b n‡q kix‡ii Dci cixi †Kv‡bv wbqš¿Y †bB| kixiUv ZLb ax‡i
ax‡i D‡ëv w`‡K euvKv n‡Z _v‡K| nvZ cvI A™¢zZfv‡e †eu‡K hvq, Avgvi g‡b nq †h †Kv‡bv
mgq cixi kix‡ii GKUv wKsev `y‡Uv nvo †f‡½ †h‡Z cv‡i| ZLb `„kÜv †h Kx wefrm nq
bv †`L‡j Avcbv‡K †evSvb hv‡e bv| Zxeª e¨_vq QUdU Ki‡Z _v‡K cix| †PvL w`‡q Mj
Mj K‡i cvwb †ewi‡q Av‡m| Av‡kcv‡ki mewKQz ZLb nvZ cv‡qi AvNv‡Z wQU‡K hvq|
Avwg MZw`b _vgv‡Z w`‡q jÿ¨ K‡iwQ cixi kix‡i Amy‡ii kw³ _v‡K| GKR‡bi c‡ÿ
_vgvb m¤¢e bv| Zvici nVvrB mewKQz †_‡g hvq| cix ZLb Lye K¬všÍ n‡q c‡o| g‡b nq
kix‡i Avi †Kv‡bv kw³ †bB, me kw³ wbt‡kl n‡q †M‡Q| ZLb bovPov Kiv †Zv `~‡ii
K_v, K_v ejvi g‡Zv kw³I cixi _v‡K bv| m¤ú~Y© kixiUv †bwZ‡q c‡o| nVvr †`L‡j g‡b
n‡e eywS giv gvbyl|
Wv³vi Zid`vi †VuvU Kuvg‡o wK †hb fve‡jb| Zvici ej‡jb, cix hLb c‡iievi
Amy¯’ n‡e ZLb mv‡_ mv‡_ Avgv‡K Rvbv‡e|
wR¡ m¨vi|
†`wi Ki‡e bv|
wVK Av‡Q m¨vi|
Wv³vi Zid`vi‡K Lye wPwšÍZ †`Lvj| wZwb Av‡Mi g‡ZvB †VuvU Kuvg‡o ej‡jb, Zzwg
cixi cvwievi m¤ú‡K© †Zgb wKQz Rv‡bv bv, ZvB bv?
bv m¨vi|
GLv‡b Avmvi mgq cix wK mv‡_ †Kv‡bv e¨vM G‡b‡Q?
wR¡ m¨vi, GKUv e¨vM G‡b‡Q|
e¨v‡Mi g‡a¨ wK Av‡Q?
Avwg †`wLwb|
H e¨v‡Mi g‡a¨ wK Av‡Q Zzwg mewKQz LuywU‡q LuywU‡q †`L‡e| m‡›`nRbK †Kv‡bvwKQz
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cixi AbygwZ Qvov cixi e¨v‡Mi wfZi Kx Av‡Q †`Lv Kx wVK n‡e?
AvwgI †Zvgvi mv‡_ GKgZ| Z‡e †Zvgv‡K g‡b ivL‡Z n‡e GUv Zvi wPwKrmvi GKUv
Ask| Rb¥ †_‡K GLb h©šÍ MZ m‡Zi eQ‡i cixi Rxe‡b Kx Kx N‡U‡Q Zv Avgvi Rvb‡Z
n‡e| hw` Rvb‡Z bv cvwi, Zvn‡j wPwKrmv Kiv m¤¢e n‡e bv| eyS‡Z †c‡iQ?
wR¡ m¨vi|
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Amy¯’ nq ZLb cixi kvixwiK cwieZ©b, AvPiY ev weK…wZ †KvbwUi mv‡_ wg‡j hvq|
K_v¸‡jv e‡j Wv³vi Zid`vi †gvUv GKUv A¨vjevg †ei Ki‡jb| A¨vjev‡gi g‡a¨
A‡bK Qwe| AwaKvskB wewfbœ eqmx †g‡q‡ì| Bgivb cÖvq GKki g‡Zv Qwe †`‡L PviwU
Qwe mbv³ Kij|
Wv³vi Zid`vi Qwe¸‡jv Avjv`v K‡i ivL‡jb| Zvici ej‡jb, AvcvZZ †Kv‡bv
Ily‡ai cÖ‡qvRb †bB| Z‡e Zzwg hZÿY cvi cixi mv‡_ _vK‡e| Zzwg hZ Zv‡K mgq †`‡e
ZZ `ªæZ cix my¯’ n‡q DV‡e|
m¨vi, Avwg Kxfv‡e mgq †è? AvMvgxKvj †_‡K Avgvi Awdm| Awd‡m mvivw`b
e¨¯ÍZv| Zvi Dci ciïw`‡bi g‡a¨ Avcbvi evmv †Q‡o w`‡Z n‡e| GLbI evmv †`wLwb,
bZzb evmv LuyR‡Z n‡e|
Wv³vi Zid`vi wKQzÿY w¯’i †Pv‡L Bgiv‡bi w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vK‡jb| Zvici ej‡jb,
Awd‡mi K_v Avwg ej‡Z cvie bv| Z‡e evmvi K_v Avwg ej‡Z cvwi, AvcvZZ †Zvgvi
evmv Qvovi ìKvi †bB| GB evmvqB _v‡Kv| cvi‡j evwo †_‡K KvD‡K G‡b iv‡Lv hv‡K
cix cQ›` K‡i| G‡Z cixi mgq fv‡jv KvU‡e| Avi nu¨v, G gv‡m †Zvgvi evwo fvov †`qvi
ìKvi †bB| †Zvgiv bZzb we‡q K‡iQ, Avgvi DwPZ wQj †Zvgv‡ì wKQz wMdU& †`qv| wKš‘
cvwiwb| evwo fvovi UvKv w`‡q cix‡K GKUv †gvevBj †dvb wK‡b wÌ| IUv Lye Kv‡R
jvM‡e|
Bgivb Kx ej‡e wKQz eyS‡Z cvij bv| Zvi g‡b n‡”Q Zvi gv_v †_‡K `kgwb GKUv
†evSv †b‡g †Mj| A_P mKvj †_‡K evmv †LuvRvi wPšÍvUv Zv‡K Aw¯’i K‡i †i‡LwQj| Avi
†gvevBj †dv‡bi UvKvUv wb‡qI Zvi Lye `ywðšÍv wQj| KviY `ycy‡i evB‡i †L‡Z wM‡q wKQz
evowZ UvKv LiP n‡q †M‡Q| GLb †mB mgm¨viI mgvavb n‡q †M‡Q| Kx A™¢zZ!
Wv³vi Zid`vi Zvov w`‡q ej‡jb, wK fveQ? hvI evmvq hvI, cixi Kv‡Q hvI| Ii
†Zvgv‡K cÖ‡qvRb|
Bgivb D‡V P‡j hvw”Qj| ìRvi KvQ †_‡K wd‡i G‡m ejj, m¨vi, Avcwb AbygwZ
w`‡j Avi GKUv K_v ejZvg|
Kx K_v?
Avcwb e‡jwQ‡jb cixi AvPi‡Y Amy¯’Zv Qvov Avwg A¯^vfvweK †Kv‡bvwKQz †`LwQ wKbv|
Avgvi g‡b nq GKUv A¯^vfvweKZv m¤ú‡K© Avcbv‡K ejv ìKvi|
Kx A¯^vfvweKZv?
cix‡K wb‡q XvKv iIbv †`qvi ci †_‡K Avgvi Rxe‡b me Awek¦vm¨ NUbv NU‡Q|
Avgvi me mgm¨v¸‡jvi mgvavb n‡q hv‡”Q| cix wKQz wKQz welq Av‡M †_‡K Rvb‡Z cvi‡Q|
Kx iKg?
MZKvj XvKv Avmvi mgq Avgiv cÖ_g †h evmwU‡Z wQjvg, cix †mB ev‡m K‡qKRb
cywjk DVvi cix e‡jwQj c‡ii ev‡m XvKv Avm‡e| Avgiv G‡mwQjvg c‡ii ev‡m| Avmvi
mgq †`wL cÖ_g evmUv A¨vKwm‡W›U K‡i‡Q| Gici iv‡Z evm÷¨v‡Û bvgvi ci Avcbvi f‡q
GB evwo‡Z Avm‡Z PvBwb| wKš‘ cix ejj, †Kv‡bv mgm¨v n‡e bv| Avm‡jB mgm¨v nqwb|
bZzb evmv fvov Kiv wb‡q Avwg Lye `ywðšÍvq wQjvg, wKš‘ cix e‡jwQj GB evmvqB Avgiv
AviI wKQzw`b _vK‡Z cvie Ges GLb ZvB n‡jv| mwZ¨ K_v ej‡Z wK m¨vi, bZzb gvm
Avmvi Av‡M Avwg Lye Avw_©K mgm¨vq wQjvg| A_P AvR mKv‡j gyw` †`vKvb`vi Avgv‡K me
gvj evwK‡Z w`j| Avwg Lye AevK n‡qwQ| Avi cix‡K GKUv †gvevBj †dvb wK‡b †`qvi
B‡”Q Avgvi Av‡M †_‡KB wQj| wKš‘ UvKv †Kv_vq cve †mUv wb‡q wPšÍvq wQjvg| A_P
Avcbvi gva¨‡g †mUviI mgvavb n‡q †Mj| Avwg eyS‡Z cviwQ bv GZ me mgm¨vi mgvavb
Kxfv‡e n‡”Q?
Wv³vi Zid`vi †n‡m w`‡q ej‡jb, Zzwg †h¸‡jv ej‡j G¸‡jv †Kv‡bv mgm¨v bv|
†Zvgvi g~j mgm¨v GLb cix‡K my¯’ K‡i †Zvjv| Avwg hv hv ejjvg †m¸‡jv K‡iv| †`L‡e
cix my¯’ n‡q DV‡e| Z‡e g‡b ivL‡e cixi wPwKrmvi cÖ‡qvRb| Avi wPwKrmvi Rb¨ hv hv
Kivi me †Zvgv‡K Ki‡Z n‡e| gvbwmK †ivM wKš‘ KLbI Ily‡a mv‡i bv, mv‡i g‡bi hš¿Yv
wbimb Ki‡j| cixi g‡bi g‡a¨ †h hš¿Yv Av‡Q †mUv Luy‡R †ei K‡i †Zvgv‡K `~i Ki‡Z
n‡e| Zvn‡jB cix kvwšÍ cvwe|
Bgivb Avi K_v ejj bv| axi cv‡q evB‡i †ewi‡q G‡jv| Wv³vi Zid`vi wVKB jÿ¨
Ki‡jb Bgivb †ei n‡q hvIqvi mgq Bgiv‡bi †Pv‡L Avb›`vkÖæ P‡j G‡m‡Q| wZwb g‡b g‡b
wVK Ki‡jb, †hfv‡eB †nvK wZwb cix‡K my¯’ K‡i Zzj‡eb, AšÍZ Bgiv‡bi Rb¨| KviY
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cix †Kv‡bv K_v ejj bv, ïay wgwó K‡i nvmj|
Bgivb ejj, Zzwg wK evwo‡Z iuva‡Z?
gv‡S g‡a¨| Zzwg †L‡Z cviQ?
nu¨v| Avgvi Kv‡Q g‡b n‡”Q Gi †_‡K fv‡jv ivbœv Avi m¤¢e bv|
cixi nvwmUv AviI we¯Í…Z n‡jv| Z‡e †m wKQz ejj bv|
Bgivb cixi †Pv‡L ZvwK‡q wb‡RI nvwm w`j| cix‡K †`L‡Z Zvi memgq fv‡jv jv‡M|
AviI fv‡jv jv‡M cixi K_v ïb‡Z| cix m¤ú~Y© ï× fvlvq K_v e‡j| MÖv‡gi GKRb †g‡qi
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A_P cix †mUv K‡i bv| e¨vcviUv AevK Kivi g‡Zv| Kxfv‡e m¤¢e n‡jv Rvb‡Z †m wR‡Ám
Kij, cix, Zzwg memgq ï× fvlvq K_v e‡jv? wkL‡j Kxfv‡e?
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Lye my›ì wkwL‡q‡Q| Zvi mv‡_ †`Lv n‡j abëv` w`Zvg|
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cix †Kv‡bv DËi w`j bv| PzcPvc †L‡Z jvMj|
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nqwb| ïb‡j Zzwg Lye Lykx n‡e?
Kx myLei?
Avgiv AviI wKQzw`b GB evwo‡Z _vK‡Z cvie| Wv³vi Zid`vi AvR e‡j‡Qb| AviI
wK e‡j‡Qb Rv‡bv?
bv|
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ZvB bvwK?
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Aek¨ GUv Wv³vi Zid`v‡iiI B‡”Q| fv‡jv n‡e, ZvB bv?
nu¨v| wKš‘ Avwg Rvwb bv †gvevBj †dvb Kxfv‡e Pvjv‡Z|
Avwg wkwL‡q †è| Lye KwVb wKQz bv| AvMvgxKvj †_‡K Avgvi Awdm| †Zvgv‡K GKv
GKv _vK‡Z n‡e| fq cv‡e bv †Zv?
cix Bgiv‡bi †Pv‡L ZvwK‡q ejj, †Zvgvi Awdm KqUv ch©šÍ?
we‡Kj cuvPUv| Avm‡Z Avm‡Z mv‡o QqUv †e‡R hv‡e|
bv fq cve bv| Z‡e †`wi K‡iv bv|
bv †`wi Kie bv, Awdm †_‡K mivmwi evmvq P‡j Avme|
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cix PzcPvc e‡m Av‡Q| bxieZv fvO‡Z ejj, cix, P‡jv Qv‡` hvB, GB evwoi QvÙv Lye
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GZ iv‡Z Qv‡` hve?
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Zzwg Lv‡UB Nygv‡e Ges Avgvi cv‡k| G‡mv, Dc‡i G‡mv|
Bgivb GiKgUv Avkv K‡iwb| †m weQvbvq ï‡q coj| cixI Zvi cv‡k G‡m ï‡jv|
Bgiv‡bi Lye fq fq Ki‡Q, †m cixi w`‡K ZvKv‡Z mvnm cv‡”Q bv| KviYUv †m eyS‡Z
cvi‡Q, AvR iv‡Z †m cixi e¨v‡Mi wfZ‡i Kx Av‡Q Zv †`Le| GB Ab¨vq cÖeYZvUv Zv‡K
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GRb¨ †kvqvi mv‡_ mv‡_ Nywg‡q c‡o‡Q| Bgivb wKQzÿY gy» bq‡b cixi w`‡K ZvwK‡q
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G‡m c‡o| AvRI K‡qKUv Pzj G‡m c‡o‡Q| d¨v‡bi evZv‡m †m¸‡jv cixi gy‡Li Dci
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bv| †k‡l cix hw` Ab¨ wKQz g‡b K‡i Zvn‡j Ab¨ wec` NU‡e| G gyn~‡Z© Zvi g‡b n‡”Q †m
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Av‡jvPbv Ki‡e|
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MZKvj †Zvgv‡K cov‡bvi mgq GiKg nvwi‡q wM‡qwQjvg| GRb¨ †Zvgv‡K
wVKg‡Zv cov‡Z cvwiwb| Avm‡j †Zvgvi mvg‡b †M‡j Avwg wb‡R‡K wbqš¿‡Yi
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†Zvgvi Pz‡ji w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vwK, ZvwK‡q _vwK †Zvgvi H Aciƒc †mŠ›`‡h©i
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Avi Avwg †`wL| A_P †Zvgvi Kv‡Q hvIqvi ¯úa©v Avgvi †bB| e¨vcviUv †h wK
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ZLb Avb‡›` Avgvi †Pv‡L cÖvq cvwb G‡m wM‡qwQ‡j| wKš‘ Zzwg _vK‡j bv, Lvevi
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Avgvi Rxe‡bi me| Rvwb bv †Zvgv‡K K‡e Avwg Avgvi g‡Zv K‡i cve, Aek¨
Avgvi fv‡M¨ Zzwg AvQ wKbv ZvI Rvwb bv| KviY Pvicv‡k hviv Av‡Q †KD †h
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ZvI Rvwb bv| ZvB gbUv gv‡S gv‡S D`vm n‡q hvq| ZLb †Zvgvi cyivZb
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A‡bKUv kvšÍ nq, kvšÍ nq GB †f‡e †h Zzwg Avgvi cv‡k wQ‡j, AvQ Ges
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Bgivb eyS‡Z cvi‡Q †m Zvi Rxe‡b Av‡M KLbI GZUv Kó cqwb|
Bgivb cixi cv‡k Av‡Mi RvqMvq ï‡q coj| †m Abyfe Ki‡Q Zvi Lye K¬všÍ jvM‡Q|
GKUz Av‡M †hLv‡b Kó wQj GLb †mLv‡b ïay K¬vwšÍ Avi K¬vwšÍ| GZ K¬vwšÍ †h †m †PvL †g‡j
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ch©šÍ wK K‡i `¨v‡Lv|
Bgivb Aw¯’i n‡q ejj, m¨vi e„wó n‡Z cv‡i|
n‡j n‡e| cix‡K cixi KvR Ki‡Z `vI| cix‡K my¯’ K‡i †Zvjvi Rb¨ cix‡K
ch©‡eÿY Lye Riæix|
Bgivb ùvwo‡q QUdU Ki‡Z jvMj| e„wó n‡j wbN©vZ cix wf‡R hv‡e| Aek¨ e„wó ïiæ
nIqvi Av‡MB cix ac& K‡i wb‡P c‡o †Mj| mv‡_ mv‡_ Qz‡U †Mj Bgivb| Kv‡Q wM‡q
†`Lj, gvwU‡Z c‡i cixi kixiUv _i _i K‡i Kuvc‡Q| wekÖxfv‡e †eu‡K hv‡”Q nvZ Avi cv,
wVK †hgb MZKvj n‡qwQj| kixiUvI Nv‡g wf‡R †M‡Q| †Pv‡Li gwb `y‡Uv PµvKv‡i
Pviw`‡K Nyi‡Q| †h †KD †`L‡j wbwðZ fq cv‡e|
GK wgwb‡Ui gv_vq cixi kixiUv wb‡¯ÍR n‡q G‡jv| Wv³vi Zid`vi weo weo K‡i
ej‡jb, Bgivb, cix‡K Dc‡i wb‡q hvI, Ii Lye Kó n‡q‡Q|
Bgivb hLb cix‡K cvRv‡Kv‡j K‡i Dc‡i wb‡q hv‡”Q ZLb Zvi †PvL w`‡q Uc&Uc& K‡i
cvwb co‡Q| †Kb †hb cixi Rb¨ Zvi Lye Kó n‡”Q| iv‡Z wPwVUv †`Lvi ci †m †f‡ewQj
cixi Rb¨ Zvi †evanq Avi Kó n‡e bv| wKš‘ †m eyS‡Z cvi‡Q cixi Rb¨ Zvi Kó ïay
evo‡Q Avi evo‡Q|
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mÜ¨vq Bgivb Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii mvg‡b e‡m Av‡Q| Wv³vi Zid`vi Lye g‡bv‡hv‡Mi
mv‡_ cixi e¨vM †_‡K wb‡q Avmv wPwVwU co‡Qb| AvR mvivw`b Bgiv‡bi Lye Lvivc
†K‡U‡Q| Awd‡m cÖwZUv g~n~Z© †m Aw¯’i wQj, Kv‡R g‡bv‡hvM emv‡Z cv‡iwb| cix‡K GKv
evmvq †i‡L hvIqvUvB wQj Zvi Aw¯’iZvi g~j KviY|
wPwV c‡o Wv³vi Zid`vi ej‡jb, Zzwg g~j wPwVUv iv‡Lv| d‡UvKwcUv Avgv‡K `vI|
wVK Av‡Q m¨vi|
wPwV c‡o †Zvgvi wbðq gb Lvivc n‡q‡Q?
bv m¨vi|
Wv³vi Zid`vi g„`y †n‡m ej‡jb, Zzwg mZ¨ ejQ bv| Avwg Rvwb †Zvgvi gb Lvivc
n‡q‡Q| Pv Lv‡e?
bv m¨vi|
†Kb? Avwg Kg gvbyl‡KB Pv LvIqvB| c„w_ex‡Z Avwg GKUv wRwbmB Lye fv‡jv evbv‡Z
cvwi, Avi Zv n‡jv Pv| GB Pv Avwg Lye Z…wßi mv‡_ LvB| Avgvi mv‡_ GK Kvc Pv LvI|
Bgivb BZ¯ÍZ K‡i ejj, mKv‡j cix‡K e‡jwQjvg mÜ¨vq GKmv‡_ Pv Lve|
wVK Av‡Q, wVK Av‡Q| Zvn‡j Avgvi Kv‡Q †Zvgvi Pv cvIbv _vKj| GLb e‡jv mKv‡j
cixi AvPiY †Kgb wQj?
iv‡Zi †Kv‡bvwKQz cix g‡b Ki‡Z cv‡iwb| mKvj †_‡K †m G‡Kev‡i ¯^vfvweK| Avgvi
Rb¨ †m bv¯Ív evbvj, GKmv‡_ bv¯Ív Kijvg| evmv †_‡K †ei n‡q hvIqvi mgq †gvevBj
†dvb wK‡b †`qvi K_vUv g‡b Kwi‡q w`j| AviI ejj, †hb †ewk `vgx †dvb bv wKwb, Kg
`vgx wKwb|
Zzwg ej‡Z Pv”Q †h iv‡Z cix †h Pvj‡Z Mv‡Qi Pviw`‡K Ny‡i‡Q †mB e¨cviUv †m fz‡j
†M‡Q|
wR m¨vi|
cixi kix‡i gvwU †j‡M _vKvi K_v †mB gvwU †`‡L cixi m‡›`n nIqvi K_v|
nqwb KviY Avwg wfRv Kvco w`‡q cixi nv‡Z †j‡M _vKv gvwU gy‡Q w`‡qwQjvg|
Wv³vi Zidì wPwšÍgy‡L ej‡jb, e¨vcviUv fv‡jv bv, cix Zvi Rxe‡bi ¯§„wZ fz‡j
hv‡”Q|
Bgivb †VuvU Kuvg‡o ejj, m¨vi Avgvi Lye fq Ki‡Q|
†Kb?
iv‡Z Avevi cix †ei n‡q bv hvq| GRb¨ ejwQjvg Kjvcwmej †MU Zvjv w`‡q ivL‡j
fv‡jv n‡e| MZ iv‡Z m¤¢eZ †Lvjv wQj|
nu¨v †Lvjv wQj Ges Kwig †R‡M wQj| †mB Avgv‡K †W‡K Zz‡j‡Q| Z‡e †MU eÜ K‡i
ivLv hv‡e bv| Zvn‡j AviI fqvbK wKQz NU‡Z cv‡i| wKš‘ Zv NU‡Z †`qv hv‡e bv| Avm‡j
GLb cixi B‡”Qi weiæ‡× wKQz Kiv hv‡e bv| cix hv Ki‡Z Pvq Zv Zv‡K Ki‡Z w`‡Z n‡e|
Zvi g‡Zi weiæ‡× †M‡j †m †Rvi K‡i Zvi B”Qv c~iY Kivi †Póv Ki‡e| cÖ‡qvR‡b †h Zv‡K
euvav †`‡e Av‡µvekZ Zv‡K AvµgY Ki‡e|
AvµgY Ki‡e?
ïay AvµgY bv, LybI Ki‡Z cv‡i| GRb¨ †Zvgv‡K mZK© _vK‡Z n‡e| GUv mZ¨ cix
†Zvgv‡K cQ›` K‡i, wKš‘ cix hLb Amy¯’ n‡q c‡o ZLb Zvi wb‡Ri Dci wbqš¿Y _v‡K bv|
H mgq †m wK Ki‡Q wKQzB eyS‡Z cv‡i bv| GRb¨ ejwQ Lye meav‡b _vK‡e|
Bgivb Avi _vK‡Z bv †c‡i ejj, m¨vi cixi Kx AmyL n‡q‡Q?
Avwg GLbI P~ovšÍ wm×v‡šÍ Avm‡Z cvwiwb| Abygvb KiwQ gvÎ| Avgvi AviI wKQz eySvi
evwK Av‡Q| hvB‡nvK, Avevi wPwVi cÖm‡½ wd‡i Avwm| GB wPwVwU Avgv‡ì Rb¨
AwZ¸iæZ¡c~Y© welq| Avgiv GB wPwVi m~Î a‡iB G‡Mv‡e| Avwg wPwV c‡o hv ey ‡SwQ Zv n‡jv
cixi GKRb cQ‡›ì gvbyl wQj| m¤¢eZ Zvi wkÿK Ges evwo‡Z G‡m covZ| Avgvi fyj
bv n‡j GUv mZ¨ †h H wkÿK cix‡ì evwo‡ZB _vKZ| GLb cÖkœ n‡”Q H wkÿ‡Ki bvg wK
Ges GLb †m †Kv_vq? G wel‡q Zzwg wKQz Rv‡bv?
MZiv‡Z ï× fvlvq K_v ejv cÖm‡½ ejwQj wkÿ‡Ki bvg nvmvb Ges †m Zvi evwo P‡j
†M‡Q|
evwo †Kv_vq?
Rvwb bv m¨vi, wR‡Ám Kwiwb| cix‡K wR‡Ám Ki‡j nq‡Zv Rvbv hv‡e|
bv wR‡Ám K‡iv bv| cix †h‡nZz wb‡R †_‡K Zvi wkÿK m¤ú‡K© †Zvgv‡K wKQz e‡jwb,
GB wPwV m¤ú‡K© wKQz e‡jwb, Gm¤ú‡K© †Kv‡bvwKQzB cix‡K wR‡Ám Kiv hv‡e bv| cixi
mv‡_ ïay Zv‡j Zvj wgwj‡q †Zvgv‡K Pj‡Z n‡e| cvi‡e bv?
Bgivb †ek †Rvi w`‡q ejj, cvie m¨vi|
†Zvgv‡K Avgvi Lye AvZ¥wek¦vmx g‡b n‡”Q| A_P GiKg nIqvi K_v wQj bv| eis
DwPZ wQj †Zvgvi cixi Dci ivM nIqv, wei³ nIqv| ZvB bv?
Bgivb gv_v wbPz K‡i ejj, Rvwb bv m¨vi|
mwZ¨ hw` cixi wkÿK‡K Luy‡R cvIqv hvq A_ev †m G‡m Dcw¯’Z nq Zzwg Kx Ki‡e?
Bgivb wØaxnxbfv‡e ejj, Avwg Zv‡K Aby‡iva Kie †m †hb cix‡K we‡q K‡i Ges my‡L
kvwšÍ‡Z msmvi K‡i|
Wv³vi Zid`vi åƒ KuyP‡K ej‡jb, †Kb Zzwg Ggb Ki‡e? cix †Zvgvi ¯¿x|
Avwg PvB cix myLx †nvK| cix hw` Zvi wkÿK‡K †c‡q myLx nq Zvn‡j Avgvi †Kv‡bv
AvcwË †bB| †Kb AvcwË †
Bgivb j¤^v GKUv k¦vm †U‡b ejj, Avwg Rvwb bv m¨vi, Z‡e Avgvi Kv‡Q cix c„w_exi
me‡P‡q fv‡jv †g‡q|
Wv³vi Zid`vi D‡V ùvov‡jb| Zvici ej‡jb, cixi wel‡q Avgvi A‡bK Z‡_ï
cÖ‡qvRb| AvMvgxKvj mKv‡j Avwg cix‡ì MÖv‡g hve|
BgivbI D‡V ùvwo‡q ejj, Kx ej‡Qb m¨vi!
nu¨v|
wK...wKš‘ m¨vi...
†Kv‡bv wKš‘ bv, Avgvi KvR Avgv‡K Ki‡Z `vI| Avwg Luy‡R †ei K‡i †`L‡Z PvB
mgm¨vUv †Kv_vq|
_vK‡eb †Kv_vq? Lv‡eb wK?
Avgvi mewKQzi eë¯’v n‡q hvq| Avgv‡K wb‡q †Kv‡bv wPšÍv Ki‡e bv| Zzwg wPšÍv Ki‡e
†Zvgv‡K wb‡q Ges cix‡K wb‡q| cix †hb †Zvgvi †Kv‡bv ÿwZ bv K‡i, Avevi GKBfv‡e
cixi †hb †Kv‡b ÿwZ bv nq| GRb¨ Avwg bv Avmv ch©šÍ Lye mveav‡b _vK‡e| cÖ‡qvR‡b
Avwg †Zvgv‡K †dvb Kie|
wR¡ m¨vi|
Z‡e †Kv‡bv wel‡q mgm¨vq co‡j ev cixi g‡a¨ A¯^vfvweK †Kv‡bv wKQz †`L‡j mv‡_
mv‡_ Avgv‡K Rvbv‡e| †`wi Ki‡e bv| †`wi n‡j cixi Rb¨ A‡bK eo ÿwZi KviY n‡q
co‡e| Avi cix hw` †Zvgv‡K †Kv‡bv Z_¨ †`q hv †Zvgvi Kv‡Q ¸iæZ¡c~Y© g‡b nq Avgv‡K
Rvbv‡e|
wVK Av‡Q m¨vi|
iv‡Z hw` cix Avevi PvjZv Mv‡Qi wb‡P G‡m wKQz LuyR‡Z _v‡K, LuyR‡Z †`‡e| euvav
†`‡e b| g‡b ivL‡e PvjZv MvQ Zvi Rb¨ wbivc`|
Bgivb A‰ah© n‡q ejj, wKš‘ cix ILv‡b hv‡”Q †Kb?
†mB inm¨ D‡¤§vPb Ki‡ZB Avwg cix‡ì MÖv‡g hvw”Q| GLb hvI, Zzwg Dc‡i wM‡q
cixi mv‡_ Pv LvI| cix †Zvgvi Rb¨ A‡cÿv Ki‡Q|
wVK Av‡Q m¨vi|
Avi nu¨v, cixi evev wbiæ †g¤^vi‡K Rvwb‡q †i‡Lv Avwg Zv‡ì ewo †h‡Z cvwi|
wVK Av‡Q m¨vi|
Bgivb †ei n‡q †Mj| cuvP wgwbU ci GKUv evwU nv‡Z Avevi wd‡i G‡jv| Wv³vi
Zid`vi ZLb cyivZb GKUv LvZv †hLv‡b iæMx‡ì wnw÷ª †jLv nq †mUv †`LwQ‡jb| †PvL
Zz‡j ZvKv‡Z Bgivb f‡q f‡q ejj, cix AvR cv‡qm †iu‡a‡Q? Avcbv‡K w`‡Z ejj|
Wv³vi Zid`vi cv‡qmUv †`L‡jb| Zvici wfZi †_‡K GKUv PvgP G‡b LvwbKUv
cv‡qm gy‡L w`‡q ej‡jb, cix‡K e‡jv, cv‡qm Lye my›ì n‡q‡Q| eûw`b Avwg GZ ¯^v‡ì
c‡qm LvBwb|
wVK Av‡Q m¨vi Rvbve|
Bgivb P‡j hvIqvi ci Wv³vi Zid`vi †ek LvwbKUv cv‡qm †L‡jb| cv‡q‡mi ¯^vÙv
Zvi Kv‡Q mwZ¨ AmvaviY †j‡M‡Q| wZwb g‡b g‡b wVK Ki‡jb cixi mv‡_ hLb c‡iievi
†`Lv n‡e wZwb mvgbvmvgwb cix‡K abëv` w`‡eb| GB abëv` cixi cÖvc¨| Z‡e cixi Rb¨
Zvi Lye Livc jvM‡Q| KviY cix mwZ¨ Amy¯’| GB Amy¯’ZvUv Lye gvivZ¥K Ges SzwKc~Y©| G
ai‡bi iæMx‡K m¤ú~Y© my¯’fv‡e euvwP‡q †Zvjv Lye `yin e¨vcvi| Z‡e wZwb Avkvev`x, cix‡K
wZwb m¤ú~Y© my¯’ K‡i Zzj‡Z cvi‡eb| KviY AšÍZ GKUv m~Î Zvi nv‡Z Av‡Q| Avi Zv n‡jv
cixi wkÿK nvmvb|
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Wv³vi Zid`vi we‡K‡j cix‡ì MÖv‡g G‡m †cuŠQv‡jb| wZwb GKv G‡m‡Qb| GiKg
MÖv‡g Avmv Zvi Rb¨ bZzb wKQz bq| iæMxi wPwKrmvq cÖ‡qvRb n‡j wZwb AR-cvovMv‡q P‡j
Av‡mb| KLbI wZwb cwiPZRb‡ì ewo D‡Vb, KLbI iæMxi AwffveK ev AvZ¥xq ¯^R‡bi
evwo D‡Vb, KLbI Avevi Z_¨ cÖ`vbKvixi evwo‡Z D‡Vb, Avevi KLbI †Pqvig¨vb
†g¤^vi‡ì ewo‡Z D‡Vb| Z‡e Gevi wZwb D‡V‡Qb gmwR‡`| gmwR‡ì Bgvg mv‡ne gIjvbv
gKeyj Lye fv‡jv gvbyl| wZwb Wv³vi Zid`vi‡K †c‡q gnvLywk| Wv³vi Zid`vi cixi
wPwKrmvi Rb¨ G‡m‡Q ï‡b Bgvg mv‡ne AviI Lywk n‡jb| gywo Avi ¸o w`‡q cÖv_wgK
Avc¨vq‡bi mgq wb‡R †_‡KB ej‡jb, Avcwb Avgvi †gngvb n‡q _vK‡eb| hZw`b Lywk
ZZw`b _vK‡eb| Avcwb cix‡K my¯’ Ki‡Z Avm‡Qb, GKRb gvbyl‡i bZzb Rxeb w`‡Z
Avm‡Qb, Gi †_‡K fv‡jv KvR Avi wK nevi cv‡i? cix †g‡qUv Lye fv‡jv wQj| wKš‘
K¨vg‡b †hb g_vUv weMov †Mj, eySjvg bv| fve‡j Lye Kó nq|
Wv³vi Zid`vi ej‡jb, Avcwb cix‡K wPb‡Zb?
Avwg GB MÖv‡g AvwQ GKzk eQi| ej‡Z cv‡ib mevB‡i wPwb| cix †QvU‡ejvq GB
gmwR‡ì gv`ªvmvq G‡m wmdviv coZ| c‡i Avwg evwo‡Z Zv‡K †KviAvb cov wkLvBwQ|
Zvn‡j †Zv cix‡ì evwoi mevi mv‡_ Avcbvi fv‡jv cwiPq Av‡Q|
nu¨v nu¨v Av‡Q| GB gmwR‡` hLb Avwm Ii evev wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii evwo‡Z Avwg A‡bKw`b
wQjvg| Aek¨ †mUv A‡bK Av‡Mi K_v| cixi ZLb Rb¥I nq bvB|
Wv³vi Zid`vi ej‡jb, Zvigv‡b cixi Rb¥ †_‡K GLb ch©šÍ mewKQz Avcwb Rv‡bb|
nu¨v Rvwb| Avcwb hv Rvb‡Z Pvb Avgv‡K wR‡Ám Kiæb, bv Rvb‡j hv‡K Avcbvi ìKvi
Zv‡K Avwg wbqv Avme| MÖv‡gi mevB Avcbv‡K G e¨vcv‡i mvnvh¨ Ki‡e| Avgvi wek¦vm,
Avcbvi wPwKrmv †c‡j cix `ªæZ my¯’ n‡q DV‡e|
Wv³vi Zid`vi GKUz mgq wb‡jb, Zvici ej‡jb, cix‡K †h R¡x‡b a‡i‡Q GUv wK
Avcwb wek¦vm K‡ib?
Bgvg mv‡ne LvwbKUv †f‡e ej‡jb, Avwg wbwðZ bv n‡q †Kv‡bv K_v ej‡Z cvie bv|
Z‡e Avwg wek¦vm Kwi mewKQzi wPwKrmv Av‡Q| iæMx‡K mwVK wPwKrmv w`‡Z cvi‡j iæMx
fv‡jv nq|
Wv³vi Zid`vi eyS‡jb Bgvg mv‡ne †hŠw³K gvbyl| G ai‡bi gvby‡li KvQ †_‡K
fv‡jv mvnvh¨ cvIqv hvq| Avevi GUvI mZ¨ †h Bgvg mv‡ne eûw`b wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii evwo‡Z
wQ‡jb| Kv‡RB H evwo m¤ú‡K© †bwZevPK †Kv‡bv Z_¨ cÖ`v‡bi †ÿ‡Î wZwb †ewk mZK©
_vK‡eb| †m‡ÿ‡Î ¸iæZ¡c~Y© Z_¨ †Mvcb †_‡K †h‡Z cv‡i|
Wv³vi Zid`vi Gevi ej‡jb, cix m¤ú‡K© Avcwb hZUzKz Rv‡bb Avgv‡K ejyb| GB
Z_¨ Avgvi Rb¨ Lye ¸iæZ¡c~Y©|
Bgvg mv‡ne GKUz b‡o P‡o e‡m ej‡Z ïiæ Ki‡jb, cixi Rb¥ GLb †_‡K m‡Zi eQi
Av‡M| wKQz Kg †ewk n‡Z cv‡i| cix wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii eo †g‡q| †QvU †g‡qi bvg Rwi| `yB
†g‡qi g‡a¨ cuvP eQ‡ii eëavb| cixi Rb¥ nIqvi mgq Avwg cix‡ì evwo‡ZB wQjvg|
ax‡i ax‡i cix eo n‡Z _v‡K| MÖv‡gi ¯‹zj Avi gv`ªvmvq covïbv K‡i| GBLvb †_‡KB
GmGmwm cvk K‡i| c‡i fwZ© nq Dc‡Rjvi K‡j‡R| wKš‘ hvIqv Avmv cixi Rb¨ †ek
SzwKc~Y© wQj| KviY cix wQj ¯^vfvwe‡Ki Zzjbvq AwZwi³ my›ìx| A‡bK mgq cÖvB‡fU c‡o
wdi‡Z wdi‡Z mÜ¨v n‡q †hZ| wbiæ †g¤^vi ZLb Lye wPšÍvq c‡o hvq| cÖvq wek eQi a‡i
†g¤^vi _vKvq Zvi wKQz kÎæI Av‡Q| GRb¨ cix‡K wb‡q Zvi fq evo‡Z _v‡K| †k‡l Dcvq
bv †`‡L H K‡j‡R weG c‡o GiKg GK QvÎ, bvg nvmvb Zv‡K evwo‡Z _vK‡Z †`q| nvmvb
†Q‡jUv Lye f`ª b¤ª wQj| †mB evwo‡Z †_‡K cix‡K covZ| G‡Z cixi K‡j‡R hvIqv Ges
evB‡i Avmv A‡bKUv K‡g hvq| Gi g‡a¨ GKUvi ci GKUv we‡qi cÖ¯ÍveI Avm‡Z _v‡K|
A‡bK¸‡jv cÖ¯Íve Lye fv‡jv nIqvq wbiæ †g¤^vi we‡qi Rb¨ cix‡K cxovcxwo Ki‡Z _v‡K|
Avwg ï‡bwQjvg cix ivwR nqwb, †m AviI covïbv Ki‡Z †P‡qwQj| gvm †`‡oK Av‡M
nvmvb †Q‡jUv Zvi evwo‡Z P‡j hvq| ZLb cixi covïbvI _g‡K hvq| cixi c‡ÿ Avevi
wbqwgZ K‡j‡R hvIqv KwVb wQj| KviY MÖv‡gi wKQz eLv‡U †Q‡ji we‡qi cÖ¯Íve wdwi‡q
†`qvi Kvi‡Y IivI cixi wcQ‡b †j‡MwQj| cix ZLb G‡Kev‡i NiKz‡bv n‡q c‡o|
gvbylR‡bi mv‡_ K_v ejZ Kg| we‡kl K‡i covïbv Ki‡Z bv cvivi welqUv `viæb Kó
w`w”Qj cix‡K| Gi g‡a¨ wbiæ †g¤^vi cixi we‡q †`qvi Rb¨ D‡V c‡o jv‡M| wKš‘ Av‡Mi
g‡ZvB cix ivwR nqwb| c‡bi †lvj w`b Av‡M nVvr GKw`b cixi gv †Mvc‡b Avgvi GLv‡b
Av‡m| Zvici...
G ch©šÍ e‡j Bgvg mv‡ne mvg‡b ivLv GK Møvm cvwb †L‡jb| Wv³vi Zid`vi †Kv‡bv
K_v ej‡jb bv| Bgvg mv‡ne‡K wZwb mgq w`‡jb| Bgvg mv‡ne Avevi ej‡Z ïiæ Ki‡jb,
cixi gv G‡m Avgv‡K Rvbvq, cix iv‡Z GKv GKv Ni †_‡K †ei n‡q hvq| Zvici Zv‡ì
evwoi wcQ‡bi evMv‡b Ny‡i †eovq| H evMv‡b bvwK A‡bK Av‡M R¡xb wQj| cixi `v`x‡K
GKevi a‡iwQj| A‡bK K‡ó †mB R¡xb Qvov‡bv nq| cixi HiKg iv‡Z †ei n‡q hvIqvi
K_vUv cixi gv cixi evev wbiæ †g¤^vi‡K ej‡j †mI Lye wPwšÍZ n‡q c‡o| wbiæ †g¤^vi ZLb
e¨vcviUv KvD‡K ej‡Z wb‡la K‡i| Zv‡Z †g‡qi we‡q w`‡Z mgm¨v n‡e| Avm‡j wbiæ
†g¤^vi cix‡K Lye fv‡jvev‡m| GRb¨ cixi †Kv‡bv ÿwZ †nvK Zv wbiæ †g¤^vi PvBZ bv| Avwg
H w`b cixi gv‡K cvwb cov †`B| wKš‘ Zv‡Z KvR nqwb| KviY cix AviI †ewk Amy¯’ n‡q
c‡o| Gi g‡a¨ MZ mßv‡n nVvr ïbjvg cixi we‡q n‡q †M‡Q Ges cÖ_g iv‡ZB cix‡K
ev‡ci evwo †diZ cvVvb n‡q‡Q| K_v ï‡b mwZ¨ Avgvi Lye Kó n‡qwQj| Z‡e RvgvBUv
fv‡jv, GKw`b c‡i G‡m cix‡K wb‡q hvq|
evwoi wkÿK nvmv‡bi wK n‡jv?
nvmvb bvwK evwo P‡j †M‡Q|
evwo †Kv_vq nvmv‡bi?
Avwg Rvwb bv| cix‡ì evwoi †jvKRb ej‡Z cvi‡e|
gvbyl wn‡m‡e nvmvb †Kgb wQj?
LyeB mvaviY Ges fv‡jv| Afvex wQj e‡jB gvby‡li evwo †_‡K covïbv KiZ| Z‡e
†gav wQj †Q‡jUvi|
GB MÖv‡g cixi me‡P‡q Avcb †K wQj? gv‡b ej‡Z Pvw”Q cixi eÜex ev mgeqmx †KD
†h cix m¤ú‡K© AviI Z_¨ w`‡Z cvi‡e|
GiKg †KD †bB| cix Ii †QvU †evb Rixi mv‡_B _vKZ †ewk| evvwoi evB‡i AvmZ
Kg|
MÖv‡gi gvby‡li mv‡_ cix‡ì cwiev‡ii m¤úK© †Kgb?
fv‡jv g›` `y‡UvB Av‡Q| †g¤^vi gvbyl †Zv, A‡b‡K †hgb wbiæ †g¤^vi‡i cQ›` K‡i, wKQz
gvbyl AcQ›Ì K‡i| MÖv‡g GiKgB nq|
Gi g‡a¨ Avhv‡bi mgq n‡j Bgvg mv‡ne ej‡jb, bvgv‡hi mgq n‡q G‡jv| bvgvh
c‡o GKmv‡_ iv‡Zi Lvevi Lve|
Wv³vi Zid`vi m¤§wZ Rvwb‡q wb‡RI bvgvh co‡jb| gmwR‡ì cv‡k gvV| bvgvh
†k‡l gv‡Vi G‡Kev‡ii †Kvbvi Pv‡qi †`vKv‡b G‡m em‡jb| Zvici ZvKv‡jb AvKv‡ki
w`‡K| †ek A‡bKw`b n‡q‡Q wZwb †Lvjv gv‡V e‡m AvKv‡ki w`‡K ZvKvbwb| A_P GUv Zvi
eo kL| Avi GKUv kL Zv‡ì evwoi Qv‡ì †Uwj‡¯‹vc w`‡q AvKvk †`Lv| GB Af¨vmUv
bvwK Zvi `v`viI wQj| GLb Zvi g‡aÏ Av‡Q| Kx A™¢zZ! Zvi Avi Zvi `v`vi g‡a¨
Awek¦vm¨ wgj! A_P Zvi evevi GB kLUv wQj bv| Gfv‡e Rxeb cÖev‡n êwkó¨¸‡jv myß
†_‡K Avevi RvMÖZ nq, GRb¨B RxebUv A™¢zZ, we¯§qKi - fve‡jb wZwb|
Wv³vi Zid`vi Gme wPšÍv †Kb Ki‡Qb wZwb Rv‡bb bv| gv‡S gv‡S Zvi wb‡Ri g‡b
nq gvbwmK iæMxi wPwKrmv Ki‡Z Ki‡Z wZwb wb‡RB gvbwmK iæMx n‡q †M‡Qb| GiKg g‡b
n‡j wZwb wgU wgU K‡i nv‡mb| Avi Zvi nvwm †`‡L Av‡kcv‡ki mevB Zv‡K nvmvi KviY
wR‡Ám K‡i| Pv‡qi †`vKv‡bi †Q‡jUvI wR‡Ám Kij, m¨vi Avc‡b nvm‡Z‡Qb K¨vb?
Ggwb‡ZB nvmwQ|
A¨vg‡b A¨vg‡b nv‡m cvMj, Avcwb Kx cvMj?
bv Avwg cvMj bv, cvM‡ji Wv³vi|
†Q‡jUv nuv K‡i Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vKj| Wv³vi Zid`vi ej‡jb, Zzwg
Kx cix‡ì evwo wPb?
nu wPwb, wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii gvBqv, H †h hv‡i R¡x‡b aiwQj|
cix‡K wK mwZ¨ R¡x‡b a‡iwQj?
Avwg Rvwb bv| weqvi ci GKw`b evwo AvwQj| Avwg Aí mg‡qi Rb¨ `¨vLwQjvg| wKš‘
wKQz †Pv‡L c‡o bvB| weqvi Av‡M †gjv †`LwQ| Igb wKQz †Pv‡L c‡o bvB| wKš‘ gvby‡l Kq
Zv‡i R¡x‡b ai‡Q| Avc‡b evwoi K_v wR‡Ám Ki‡Qb| H †h gv‡Vi H †Kvbv w`qv Avcwb
AvMvB‡j GKUv euvkSvo cv‡eb| evukSvo cvi nB‡j cv‡eb eo GKUv evwo| PvBicvk
ZviKvUvi †eov w`qv wNiv| HWvB wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii evwo|
Wv³vi Zid`vi D‡V hvIqvi mgq ejj, Zzwg nvmvb‡K wPb‡Z?
†Kvb nvmvb?
cix‡ì evwo‡Z †_‡K cix‡K covZ|
wPbe bv K¨vb? Avgvi †`vKv‡b gv‡S gv‡S AvBmv emZ| Zvi Lye `ytL AvwQj?
Wv³vi Zid`vi †PvL KuyP‡K ej‡jb, wK‡mi `ytL?
Zvi GKUv cv Lv‡Uv AvwQj| GBRb¨ fv‡jvg‡Zv nuvU‡Z cviZ bv, †LuvovBZ| Avi
†`Šovevi †Zv cviZB bv| gv‡V mevB hnb ej L¨vjZ Znb Avd‡mvm KBiv ejZ, cv fv‡jv
_vK‡j †n mevBi mv‡_ ej †Ljevi cviZ|
nvmvb GLb †Kv_vq?
MÖvg QvBov PBjv †M‡Q|
hvIqvi Av‡M †Zvgv‡K e‡j †M‡Q?
bv e‡j bvB|
Zvn‡j Rvb‡j Kxfv‡e?
†Q‡jUv †VuvU D‡ë ejj, Av‡M †`LZvg, Gnb †Zv Avi †`wn bv|
Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii g‡b coj Bgvg mv‡ne Zvi mv‡_ Lv‡e e‡j e‡m Av‡Qb| hwÌ Zvi
ÿzav †bB ZviciI wZwb D‡V co‡jb| Bgvg mv‡n‡ei mv‡_ wZwb iv‡Zi Lvevi †L‡Z Pvb|
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c‡ii w`b mKv‡j wbiæ †g¤^vi wb‡RB gmwR‡` P‡j G‡jv| †m Bgiv‡bi KvQ †_‡K
Rvb‡Z †c‡i‡Q Wv³vi Zid`vi cixi wPwKrmvi Rb¨ MÖv‡g G‡m‡Q| Bgivb e‡j w`‡q‡Q Zvi
†hb fv‡jv †L`gZ Kiv nq| GRb¨ cÖ_‡gB G‡m ejj, m¨vi, Avcwb DV‡eb Avgvi evwyo‡Z,
gmwR‡` DV‡Qb K¨vb?
Wv³vi Zid`vi †n‡m w`‡q ej‡jb, Avcbv‡ì evwo‡Z DwVwb G Kvi‡Y †h Avcbviv
weeªZ n‡eb| Ggwb‡ZB mevB e‡j cix‡K wR¡‡b a‡i‡Q| Avevi Avwg Dwcw¯’Z n‡j MÖv‡gi
bvbvR‡b bvbv K_v ej‡e, ZLb e¨vcviUv Avcbvi Avgvi `yR‡bi Rb¨B A¯^w¯ÍKi n‡e|
bv bv wKQz n‡e bv, Avc‡b Avgvi †g‡qi wPwKrmvi Rb¨ Avm‡Qb| Aek¨B Avgvi
evwo‡Z DV‡eb| P‡jb, GLbB P‡jb, Avc‡b Avgvi †gngvb|
Avwg Ggwb‡ZB †hZvg| Avcbv‡ì mv‡_ Avgvi K_v ejv ìKvi| Avcwb hLb ej‡Qb
Pjyb, Z‡e iv‡Z Avwg Avevi GLv‡b wd‡i Avme|
†mBUv c‡i †`Lv hv‡e|
wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii mv‡_ jvwV nv‡Z wekvj‡`nx GK †jvK G‡m‡Q| bvg Rqbvj| wbiæ †g¤^vi
Bkviv Ki‡Z Rqbvj Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii e¨vMUv Zz‡j wb‡Z †Mj| Wv³vi Zvid`vi ej‡jb,
GLb cÖ‡qvRb †bB, ìKvi n‡j Avwg eje| Pjyb Avcbv‡ì evwo Pjyb|
wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii evwo A‡bK eo evwo| evwo‡Z wZbUv †`vPvjv Ni| evwoi wcQ‡b wekvj
evMvb| bvbv iK‡gi MvQ Av‡Q †mLv‡b| G¸‡jvi g‡a¨ wKQz MvQ A‡bK eo| evwoi
GKcv‡k eo GKUv cyKziI Av‡Q| mvg‡bi w`‡K eo D‡Vvb| AvRKvjKvi MÖv‡gi evwo
mvaviYZ GZ eo nq bv|
evwoi me‡P‡q eo NiUv‡Z _v‡K wbiæ †g¤^vi, Zvi ¯¿x Avi Rwi| G eo N‡ii GKUv
Kvgivq cix Avi Rwi _vKZ| gvSvwi AvK…wZi Ab¨ NiUv KvPvix ev †gngvb‡ì Ni| Avi
me‡P‡q †QvU NiUv‡Z `y‡Uv Kvgiv| GKUv‡Z _v‡K Rqbvj| AbÜv duvKv| Wv³vi
Zid`vi‡K †gngvb‡ì N‡i em‡Z †`qv n‡jv| wfZiUv †ek mvRv‡bv †MvQvb, †mvdvI
Av‡Q| MÖv‡gi evwo‡Z mvaviYZ †mvdv _v‡K bv, †Pqvi _v‡K| A_P GB evwo‡Z Av‡Q| Zvi
Rb¨ †h KvgivUv eiv× n‡jv †mLv‡b †Pqvi †Uwej _vKvq †ek myweav n‡jv Wv³vi
Zid`v‡ii Rb¨| wZwb Aviv‡g †jLv‡jwLi KvR¸‡jv Ki‡Z cvi‡eb| wZwb wVK Ki‡jb GB
evwo‡Z wZwb mÜ¨v ch©šÍ _vK‡eb Ges Zvi g~j KvR n‡e evwoi mevi KvQ †_‡K cix
m¤ú‡K© Rvbv|
cÖ_‡gB K_v ej‡Z ïiæ Ki‡jb wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii mv‡_| wbiæ †g¤^vi gvbylUv †QvULvU|
kix‡ii iO k¨vgjv| cixi mv‡_ †Pnvivi †Kv‡bv wgj †bB| Wv³vi Zid`vi Abygvb Ki‡jb
cix †evanq Zvi gv‡qi †PnvivB †c‡q‡Q|
wbiæ †g¤^vi mvg‡b G‡m em‡Z Wv³vi Zid`vi ej‡jb, Avcwb cixi †QvU‡ejv †_‡K
GLb ch©šÍ mewKQz Ly‡j ej‡eb| Zvi Av‡M K‡qKUv cÖkœ Ki‡Z Pvw”Q, cÖkœ¸‡jvi DËi Rvbv
Avgvi Lye cÖ‡qvRb|
Kx cÖkœ m¨vi?
Avgvi cÖ_g cÖkœ n‡jv, R‡b¥i mgq Kx cixi †Kv‡bv mgm¨v n‡qwQj? GB †hgb aiæb
k¦vmKó, kix‡i Kuvcywb wKsev Ab¨wKQz?
wbiæ †g¤^vi Lye ¯^vfvweKfv‡e ej‡jb, bv|
cixi Kx KLbI eo ai‡bi AmyL n‡qwQj? GB †hgb aiæb UvBd‡qW, wU‡Ubvm,
wWc‡_wiqv GiKg wKQz|
A‡bKevi R¡i nB‡Q, wKš‘ H ai‡bi eo AmyL nq bvB|
†QvU †ejvq ev eo n‡j nVvr KLbI AÁvb n‡q †hZ?
bv m¨vi|
Rxe‡b †Kv‡bvwKQz †`‡L fq †c‡qwQj? A_ev †Kv‡bvwKQzi cÖwZ AvZ¼ i‡q‡Q? †hgb,
KzKzi, weovj, iv‡Zi AÜKvi BZ¨vw`|
bv|
†Kv‡bvwKQz Zvi AwZwi³ cQ‡›ì wQj?
Avwg †mBiKg wKQz g‡b Ki‡Z cvi‡ZwQ bv| Z‡e cixi cov‡jLvi cÖwZ Lye AvMÖn
wQj| gv‡S gB‡a¨ K‡j‡Ri jvB‡eªwi _vBKv M‡íi eB AvBbv coZ|
Avi †Kv‡bv wKQzi cÖwZ? †Kv‡bv eÜz ev evÜex? Qwe AuvKv? †Ljv?
eÜz _vK‡e Kxfv‡e? Avwg I‡i Kov bR‡i ivLZvg| Z‡e MÖv‡gi evÜexiv Av‡Q, I‡Mv
mv‡_I Lye GKUv wgkZ bv| Avm‡j Avwg wgkevi w`Zvg bv| cix `¨vL‡Z †ewk my›ì nIqvq
AvwgB Kov kvm‡b ivLZvg| fq cvBZvg evwoi evBiv M¨v‡j Avevi ANUb bv NUvq| MÖv‡gi
K‡qKUv †Q‡j Ii wcQ‡b jvMwQj| ivB‡Z evwoi Av‡kcv‡kI †Nviv‡div KiZ|
Zvigv‡b ejv hvq cix AwaKvsk mgq evwo‡ZB _vKZ|
wR¡ m¨vi|
wVK Av‡Q, GLb Avcwb cix m¤ú‡K© ejyb| Avcbvi hv g‡b Avm‡e ZvB ej‡eb|
†Kv‡bv wKQz ev` ev jywK‡q ivL‡eb bv| g‡b ivL‡eb cixi wPwKrmvi Rb¨ Avgvi mewKQz
Rvbv Lye cÖ‡qvRb|
wbiæ †g¤^vi b‡oP‡o e‡m ej‡Z ïiæ Kij, cixi Rb¥ GB evwo‡ZB| cix Avgv‡ì eo
†g‡q nIqvq †QvU‡ejv †_‡K cix wQj Av`‡ii| I Avm‡j Lye f`ª bgª| I‡K wb‡q KL‡bvI
Avgv‡ì wei³ n‡Z nqwb| †ewk Av`‡ii wQj e‡j Avm‡j Avgiv I‡i †Pv‡L †Pv‡L
ivLZvg| covïbvq cix wQj Lye fv‡jv| N‡ii KvR Avi ivbœvevbœvI wkL‡Z _v‡K ZvovZvwo|
K¬vm bvB‡b DVvi ci †_‡K Avwg fq †c‡Z _vwK| KviY Ii wcQ‡b DVwZ eqmx †Q‡jiv Nyi
Nyi Ki‡Z _v‡K| ZLb †_‡KB cix‡K wbqv Avgiv f‡q wQjvg| hvB‡nvK, cix GmGmwm
cvm KBiv K‡j‡R fwZ© nBj| ZLb ïiæ nBj Avi GK hš¿Yv| K‡j‡Ri QvÎiv cix‡K
†hgb wei³ Ki‡Z jvMj, †Zgwb GKR‡bi ci GKRb NUK Avm‡Z jvMj| k¨v‡l cixi
K‡j‡R hvIqv Kgvq w`jvg| wKš‘ weqvi cÖ¯Íve Avm‡ZB jvMj| cix ivwR nBZ bv| Avwg
PvB‡ZwQjvg cixi weqv nBqv hvK| Zvici covïbv KiæK| wKš‘ cix ivwR nq bvB| c‡i
GKw`b nVvr cixi gv‡qi KvQ _vBKv ïbjvg cix ivB‡Z evBi nBqv evMv‡b Nyi‡Z‡Q|
Zv‡Z Avwg Lye fq cvB| cixi gv gmwR‡ì ûRy‡ii KvQ‡Z cvwb cov AvBbv LvIqvB‡jI
†Kv‡bv KvR nq bvB| H mgq Avwg Zvovûov KBiv cix‡i weqv w`qv †`B| k¦ïo evwo
hvIqvi mgq cix‡i R¡x‡b a‡i| c‡i ReŸvi dwKi‡i w`qv R¡xb Qvovevi †Póv Kwi| wKš‘
RvgvB I‡i wbqv hvq| Zvici †Zv Avc‡bB Avm‡jb|
Wv³vi Zid`vi †QvÆ `xN©k¦vm †Q‡o ej‡jb, Avcbvi nv‡Z A‡bK cvÎ wQj| Bgiv‡bi
†_‡KI fv‡jv| †m‡ÿ‡Î Bgiv‡bi mv‡_ we‡q w`‡jb †Kb?
cixi cÖwZ Avgvi Uvb Av‡Q, I‡i `~‡i †Kv_vI weqv wèvi PvB bvB| KvQvKvwQ ivLevi
PvBwQjvg †hb covïbv Kievi cv‡i| Bgivb fv‡jv cvÎ, evwoI †ewk `~‡i bv| Avevi
PvKwiI K‡i| ZvB Ii mv‡_ weqv w`wQ| Zq Bgivb †h cix‡i GZ ZvovZvwo XvKv wbqv hv‡e
fvwe bvB| GLb †Zv me Dëv cvëv nBqv †M‡Q|
cix Kx we‡q‡Z ivwR wQj?
Avm‡j Avwg A‡bKUv †Rvi KBivB weqv w`wQ| Avgvi †Kv‡bv Dcvq AvwQj bv| `yBUv
Kvi‡Y Avwg f‡q wQjvg| cÖ_g KviY eLv‡U †Q‡j‡Mv DrcvZ, Avi wØZxq KviY ivB‡Z cixi
evMv‡b NyBiv †eovb|
KZw`b cix evMv‡b Ny‡i †ewo‡q‡Q?
`yB w`b|
Avcwb wb‡Ri †Pv‡L †`‡L‡Qb?
cÖ_g w`b cixi gv `¨vL‡Q| cixi w`bI †n cÖ_‡g `¨vL‡Q| Zvici Avgv‡i WvBKv
wb‡Q| ZLbB wm×všÍ wbwQ I‡i weqv wè|
wKš‘ Avcwb †h ej‡jb k¦ïo evwo hvIqvi mgq cix‡K R¡x‡b a‡i‡Q?
weqvi Av‡M cix evMv‡b Nyi‡Q wVKB| wKš‘ I A™¢zZ AvPiY K‡i bvB, Ii kixi Kuv‡c
bvB, wb‡P cBov hvq bvB - GB¸jv me R¡x‡b aivi jÿY| k¦ïi evwo hvIqvi ci H ivB‡Z
HiKg nB‡Q| GBRb¨ k¦ïo evwo hvIqvi mgq R¡x‡b ai‡Q eBjv g‡b nB‡Q|
eLv‡U †Q‡j‡ì Avcwb fq cvb †Kb? Avcwb †Zv MÖv‡g Lye cÖfvkvjx? Avcbvi Kx
†Kv‡bv kÎæ Av‡Q?
fq cvIqvi KviY Av‡Q| Avwg hZB ÿgZveb nB bv †Kb, hw` Iiv iv¯ÍvNv‡U cix‡i
GwmW gv‡i, I‡i GKev‡ii Rb¨ ZzBjv wbqv hvq - ZvB‡j Avwg Avgvi ÿgZv w`qv Kx Kie?
Avi kÎæi K_v ej‡Z‡Qb| Av‡Q, Avgvi kÎæ Av‡Q| Avm‡j Kvi g‡b Kx Av‡Q †evSv
gykwKj| Avwg †g¤^vi gvbyl, Avgvi cÖwZØ›Øx _v‡KB| Avi ZvQvov ej‡Z j¾v bvB, Avwg
Rwg eÜK ivwL| A‡b‡K UvKvi Afv‡e Rwg Qvovevi cv‡i bv| Zviv Avgvi kÎæ neviB
cv‡i| GKevi †Zv Avgv‡i GKRb ivB‡Z ewU nv‡Z AvµgY KiwQj| Zv cÖvq `k eQi
Av‡Mi K_v| †Kv‡bvg‡Z Rv‡b iÿv cvB| ZLb _vBKv Rqbvj‡i mv‡_ ivLv ïiæ Kwi| MZ
`k eQi I Avgvi mv‡_ Av‡Q|
Wv³vi Zid`vi b‡oP‡o e‡m ej‡jb, iv‡Z hLb cix N‡ii evB‡i wM‡qwQj ZLb
evMv‡bi †Kv‡bv wbw`©ó RvqMvq wM‡qwQj bvwK m¤ú~Y© evMv‡b Ny‡i †ewo‡qwQj?
ejevi cvie bv, Avwg †hBw`b †`LwQ evMv‡b NyBiv †eovevi †`LwQ| H iv‡Zi ci cix
†h Kqw`b GB evwo AvwQj evBivi ìRvq wfZi _vBKv Zvjv w`qv ivLZvg hv‡Z I evBi
nevi bv cv‡i|
Pvwe Kvi Kv‡Q _vKZ?
cixi gv‡qi Kv‡Q|
cix evB‡i †h‡Z †Póv K‡iwb?
bv K‡i bvB| wb‡Ri N‡i Rwii mv‡_ NygvB‡Q|
Wv³vi Zid`vi wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii mv‡_ AviI wKQz K_v e‡j Zvi ¯¿x Ges Rwii mv‡_ K_v
ej‡jb| bZzb †Zgb †Kv‡bv Z_¨ wZwb †c‡jb bv| Gici WvK‡jb Rqbvj‡K| Rqbvj j¤^v
wekvj‡`wn GK gvbyl, nv‡Z GKUv euvk| Rqbvj mvg‡b ùvov‡Z Wv³vi Zid`vi ej‡jb,
Avcwb †Zv A‡bK w`b a‡i GB evwo‡Z Av‡Qb?
nu `k eQi|
wK KvR K‡ib Avcwb?
Avwg †g¤^vimv‡ne‡i cvnviv †`B, Zvi evwo cvnviv †`B|
I Av”Qv, cixi Kx n‡qwQj?
R¡x‡b aiwQj|
KZw`b Av‡M?
MZ mßv‡n weqvi w`b, k¦ïo evwo hvIqvi mgq|
W³vi Zid`vi Gevi D‡V G‡m ej‡jb, MZ GK eQi a‡i GB evwo‡Z j¤^v mgq a‡i
Avi †K †K wQj?
AvgivB wQjvg| Avi AvwQj nvmvb gv÷vi|
nvmvb gv÷vi †Kv_vq?
evwo M¨v‡Q|
covïbv †Q‡o w`‡q evwo P‡j †Mj †Kb?
Avwg Rvwb bv| †g¤^vi mv‡ne ejevi cvi‡e|
nvmvb gv÷vi gvbyl †Kgb wQj?
fv‡jv|
Avcbvi mv‡_ K_vevZ©v n‡Zv?
nu nBZ|
hvIqvi Av‡M Avcbv‡K wKQz e‡j †M‡Q?
Knb †M‡Q Avwg Rvwb bv, †Kv‡bv K_vI nq bvB|
Av”Qv Avcwb hvb| cÖ‡qvRb n‡j Avcbvi mv‡_ Avevi K_v eje|
Rqbvj P‡j †M‡j Wv³vi Zid`vi †Pqv‡i e‡m mewKQz Mfxifv‡e wPšÍv Ki‡jb| wZwb
†f‡ewQ‡jb wZwb mÜ¨v ch©šÍ GB evwo‡Z _vK‡eb| wKš‘ wZwb gZ cvëv‡jb| Zv‡K GLb
AviI GKUv RvqMvq †h‡Z n‡e, Avi Zv n‡jv nvmv‡bi K‡jR |
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Bgivb Awd‡m e‡m Av‡Q| MZ GKUv w`b Zvi fv‡jv †K‡U‡Q| cix Lye ¯^vfvweK wQj|
cixi g‡a¨ AbvKvw•LZ †Kv‡bv AvPiY †`Lv hvqwb| eis mgm¨vUv GLb Zvi wb‡Ri g‡a¨
m„wó n‡q‡Q| GKUz ci ci cix‡K †dvb Ki‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Q| AvR mKvj †_‡K `ycyi ch©šÍ
†gvU Pvievi †m †dvb K‡i‡Q| GLb Avevi †dvb Ki‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Q| wb‡R‡K A‡bK Kó
K‡i `wg‡q †i‡L‡Q †m| Gfv‡e †dv‡b K_v ej‡j e¨vs‡Ki PvKwi _vK‡e bv| †m jÿ¨
K‡i‡Q Zvi g¨v‡bRvi Zvi Dci bRi ivL‡Z ïiæ K‡i‡Q| mvg‡b w`‡q `yÕevi Ny‡iI †M‡Q|
Bgivb fvej hv nevi n‡e, g¨v‡bRvi hv fve‡j fve‡e| †m GLb Avi GKevi cixi
mv‡_ K_v ej‡e| GiKg †f‡e †m hLb †dvb Ki‡Z hv‡e ZLb cixB Zv‡K †dvb Kij|
†dvb a‡i n¨v‡jv ej‡Z Icvk †_‡K fvix GKUv KÉ¯î ejj, †K ej‡Qb?
KÉ¯î ï‡b Bgiv‡bi i³ VvÛv n‡q Avmvi Dcµg n‡jv| cixi †dvb Ab¨ cyiæ‡li
Kv‡Q †Mj Kxfv‡e? †m Kuvcv K‡É ejj, Avwg Bgivb|
Bgivb mv‡ne, Avcwb GB †dv‡bi gvwjK‡K wP‡bb?
Bgivb ZvovZvwo ejj, nu¨v nüv wPwb, Avgvi ¯¿x|
Avwg jvjevM _vbv †_‡K ejwQ| Avcwb GLbB _vbvq P‡j Avmyb| Avcbvi ¯¿x _vbvq
G‡m Amy¯’ n‡q c‡o‡Qb|
Bgiv‡bi g‡b n‡jv Zvi gv_vq AvKvk †f‡½ coj| G †m Kx ïb‡Q! †m †ZvZjv‡Z
†ZvZjv‡Z ejj, Kx.. Kx.. n‡q‡Q cixi?
Avcbvi ¯¿xi bvg cix wKbv Rvwb bv| Z‡e Zvi kvixwiK Ae¯’v fv‡jv bv| Avwg mve-
BÝ‡c±i †jvKgvb| G‡m Avgvi mv‡_ K_v ejyb| Avcbvi Rb¨ A‡cÿv KiwQ|
Bgivb †h Kxfv‡e _vbvq G‡m‡Q ej‡Z cvi‡e bv| R¨v‡gi Kvi‡Y GK wK‡jvwgUvi c_
Avm‡Z `yÕevi wiKkv e`‡j‡Q| ZviciI _vbvi KvQvKvwQ Avm‡Z Zvi m‡Zi wgwbU mgq
†j‡M‡Q| wKš‘ GKUv welq †m wKQz‡ZB eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv| cix _vbvq G‡jv Kxfv‡e? Zvn‡j
Kx evmvq †Kv‡bv `yN©Ubv N‡U‡Q? †m †hb bvf©vm bv nq GRb¨ Zv‡K cÖv_wgKfv‡e mve-
BÝ‡c±i †jvKgvb wg_¨v Z_¨ w`‡q‡Q| wKš‘ Kx `yN©Ubv NU‡e? evmvq Kwig PvPv wQj| evB‡i
†_‡K Kv‡iv wfZ‡i †XvKvi K_v bq| Zvn‡j Kx n‡jv? gv_vq wKQzB XzK‡Q bv Bgiv‡bi| †m
ïay eyS‡Z cvi‡Q Zvi gv_v †fv †fv K‡i Nyi‡Q Ges cix‡K bv †`‡L ch©šÍ †m kvšÍ n‡Z
cvi‡e bv|
_vbvq G‡m Bgivb †`‡L cix †bB| Zv‡K cv‡ki wK¬wb‡K wb‡q hvIqv n‡q‡Q| †m QzUj
wK¬wb‡K| wK¬wb‡Ki Bgv‡R©wÝ‡Z wM‡q Ae‡k‡l †m cixi †`Lv †cj| †e‡Wi Dci Ava †PvL
†Lvjv Ae¯’vq cix ï‡q Av‡Q| cv‡k cywj‡ki GKRb gwnjv Kb÷ej ùvovb| Bgivb
ZvovZvwo cixi Kv‡Q wM‡q ejj, cix, G wK n‡q‡Q †Zvgvi?
cix wKQz ej‡Z cvij bv| ïay †PvL Nywi‡q ZvKvj| Zvici Avevi Av‡Mi g‡Zv c‡o
iBj|
cixi cv‡k †h Kb÷ej wQj Zvi bvg †i‡nbv| †bg‡cø‡U bvg †jLv Av‡Q| †invbv
GwM‡q G‡m ejj, Avcbvi Kx nq?
Bgivb Kuvcv K‡É ejj, Avgvi ¯¿x|
Dwb Lye Amy¯’, ZvB bv?
Bgivb BZ¯ÍZ K‡i ejj, Avwg wVK eyS‡Z cviwQ bv? Kx n‡qwQj?
†invbv cixi w`‡K wd‡i ej‡Z ïiæ Kij, Avwg _vbvq e‡m KvR KiwQjvg| Ggb mgq
Avcbvi ¯¿x G‡m †cuŠQvb| G‡m e‡jb, wZwb cywjk‡K †Mvcb wKQz K_v ej‡Z Pvb| Avwg
ejjvg, Kx K_v? Dwb Rvbv‡jb Iwm m¨vi‡K ej‡eb| H mgq Iwm m¨vi _vbvq bv _vKvq
Avwg Zv‡K wWDwU Awdmvi mve-BÝ‡c±i †jvKgvb m¨v‡ii Kv‡Q wb‡q hvB| m¨vi Zv‡K K_v
ejvi Rb¨ ej‡j wZwb Zvi K_v ejvi †Póv K‡ib| wKš‘ nVvr wZwb †hb †evev n‡q hvb|
Zvici Avi wKQzB ej‡Z cv‡ib bv| cÖ_‡g Dbvi gyL Kuvc‡Z ïiæ K‡i, Zvici nvZ, Zvici
mg¯Í kixi| Gici nVvr K‡i wb‡P c‡o hvb| Avgiv †Zv f‡q gwi| Gici Ggbfv‡e Dbvi
nvZ cv †eu‡K †h‡Z _v‡K †h Avgiv ZvovZvwo wK¬wb‡K wb‡q Avwm| Wv³vi e‡j‡Q, Avi
wKQzÿY †`wi n‡j me©bvk n‡q †hZ| Dbvi AvZ¥xq-¯^Rb KvD‡K †h Rvbve †mB DcvqI wQj
bv| Kv‡iv wVKvbv Rvbv †bB| †k‡l †gvevBj †dv‡bi g‡a¨ Avcbvi b¤îUv †c‡q †dvb Kiv
n‡q‡Q| Avcwb G‡m‡Qb fv‡jv n‡q‡Q, Avgiv wbwðšÍ n‡qwQ|
Avcbviv A‡bK Kó K‡i‡Qb?
K‡ói wKQz bv| Z‡e fq †c‡qwQ| _vbv nvR‡Z Kv‡iv g„Zz¨ n‡j Lye Sv‡gjv †cvnv‡Z nq,
Rv‡bb †Zv| Avm‡j wK AmyL Dbvi?
Avwg wb‡RI Rvwb bv| Z‡e Avcwb hv e‡j‡Qb Gi Av‡M K‡qKevi n‡q‡Q|
Avgvi †Zv g‡b n‡”Q Dwb g„Mx iæMx|
Bgivb jw¾Z fw½‡Z ejj, n‡Z cv‡i|
†Kv‡bv Wv³vi †`Lvbwb?
nu¨v †`wL‡q‡Q| Wv³vi Zid`vi Zv‡K †`L‡Qb| e‡j‡Qb my¯’ n‡q DV‡e|
Dwb ZvovZvwo my¯’ n‡q DVzK, GB cÖv_©bvB Kwi| GLb Zvn‡j Avwm|
Kb÷ej †invbv P‡j †Mj| Gici G‡jv Wv³vi| Wv³vi mewKQz ï‡b ejj, GLb Dwb
GLv‡b _vK| we‡Kj ch©šÍ Avgiv AfRvi‡fk‡b ivwL| Zvici evmvq wb‡q hv‡eb|
Bgivb ivwR n‡jv| ivwR nIqv Qvov Zvi Avi †Kv‡bv weKí †bB|
N›UvLv‡bK ci ¯^vfvweK n‡q G‡jv cix| Bgiv‡bi w`‡K ZvwK‡q ejj, Avwg mwZ¨ Lye
jw¾Z, †Zvgv‡K Lye weeªZKi Ae¯’vq †d‡j w`‡qwQ|
bv bv, j¾vi wK Av‡Q? eo †Kv‡bvwKQz N‡Uwb, †mUvB fvM¨| Z‡e _vbvq hw` Zzwg
Avm‡Z PvB‡Z Avgv‡K wb‡q Avm‡Z, wKsev Kwig PvPv‡K ej‡Z|
Avwg Kwig PvPv‡K wWg wKb‡Z cvwV‡q B‡”Q K‡i `~‡i mwi‡q w`‡qwQ|
†Kb?
Avwg Rvwb bv| Avm‡j Avgvi Kx †h nq, Avwg...
_vK Gme wb‡q †f‡e †bv| GLb wekÖvg bvI| †Zvgvi my¯’ n‡Z wekÖv‡gi cÖ‡qvRb|
Avwg my¯’ AvwQ| Avgv‡K evmvq wb‡q P‡jv|
Wv³vi †Zvgv‡K we‡Kj ch©šÍ GLv‡b _vK‡Z e‡j‡Q|
Avgvi _vK‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Q bv| Avwg evmvq hve|
GUv wVK n‡e bv|
Avgvi GLv‡b GKUzI fv‡jv jvM‡Q bv| ewg ewg Avm‡Q| GLv‡b _vK‡j Avwg Amy¯’
n‡q coe|
Bgivb ejj, wVK Av‡Q, Avwg eë¯’v KiwQ|
Bgivb cix‡K wb‡q hLb nvmcvZvj †_‡K †ei n‡jv ZLb `ycyi `yBUv| evB‡i †ei n‡q
ejj, cix, †Zvgvi wbðq ÿzav †c‡q‡Q|
cix Dc‡i wb‡P gv_v `yjvj|
P‡jv evB‡i †Kv_vI LvB| we‡qi ci †Zvgv‡K wb‡q Avwg †Kv_vI Nywiwb, †Kv_vI
LvBwb|
cix ejj, A‡bK UvKv LiP n‡e|
n‡j n‡e| AvR Avwg †eZb †c‡qwQ| Avgvi Kv‡Q UvKv Av‡Q|
P‡jv hvB|
fv‡jv GKUv †i÷z‡i‡›U Lvevi †Lj `yRb| LvIqv †kl n‡j Bgivb ejj, cix, wm‡bgv
†`L‡e?
cix eo eo †PvL K‡i ejj, wm‡bgv!
û wm‡bgv| wm‡b‡cø·G wm‡bgv †`Le| wWwRUvj wm‡bgv nj|
ILv‡b wU‡K‡Ui `vg KZ?
Avwg Rvwb bv| Avwg wb‡RI Av‡M wm‡b‡cø· G wm‡bgv †`wLwb| P‡jv hvB| Kx Av‡Q
Rxe‡b, `yR‡b bv nq GKUz Avb›` Kijvg|
wm‡b‡cø· G `y‡Uv wUwKU KvU‡Z cuvPk UvKv jvMj| G‡Z wKQzUv gb Lvivc n‡jv cixi|
Bgivb Zv‡K mvnm RywM‡q ejj, UvKv n‡”Q Avb‡›ì Rb¨, AvR Avgv‡ì UvKv LiP n‡”Q
wVKB, wKš‘ Avwg Lye Avb›` cvw”Q| Zzwg cv”Q bv?
cix wØavMÖ¯Ífv‡e gv_v `yjvj|
cc Kb© †L‡Z †L‡Z wm‡bgv †`‡L cix †Zv gnvLykx| Qwe †`Lv †kl n‡j wb‡P G‡m
Bgivb cixi Rb¨ jvj i‡Oi GKUv kvox cQ›` Kij| kvoxUv cixiI n‡jv| Z‡e`vg ï‡b
G‡Kev‡i Pzc‡m †Mj †m, Qq nvRvi UvKv| GZ `vgx kvox †m Rxe‡bI c‡iwb| ejj, Avwg
kvox wKbe bv|
Bgivb Aek¨ †Rvi K‡i kvoxUv wK‡b †djj|
wiKkvq evmvi KvQvKvwQ Avm‡Z Bgivb nVvr ïb‡Z †cj wcQb †_‡K †KD Zv‡K
WvK‡Q| wiKkv _vwg‡q wd‡i ZvKv‡Z †`‡L wUwf wd«‡Ri †`vKv‡bi g¨v‡bRvi nvkgZ fvB|
†m AevK n‡q ejj, nvkgZ fvB, Avcwb! K¨vgb Av‡Qb?
cvM‡ji evwo †_‡K †ei n‡q fv‡jv AvwQ| Zzwg K¨vgb AvQ?
fv‡jv AvwQ nvkgZ fvB|
†Zvgvi mv‡_ Dwb †K?
Bgivb ZvovZvwo cwiPq Kwi‡q w`‡q ejj, I n‡”Q cix, Avgvi ¯¿x| Avi Dwb nvkgZ
fvB, Av‡M Avgiv GKmv‡_ _vKZvg, †Zvgv‡K e‡jwQjvg|
cix mvjvg w`‡Z nvkgZ ejj, Bgivb, †Zvgvi eD †Zv †`LwQ AmvaviY my›ì| Gici
cixi w`‡K wd‡i ejj, fvex, Avwg memgq ejZvg Bgiv‡bi eD n‡e cixi g‡Zv my›ì Ges
ZvB n‡q‡Q|
cix jvRyK nvwm nvmj|
Gevi Bgivb ejj, nvkgZ fvB, we‡qUv nVvr n‡q †Mj| †Kv‡bv Abyôvb nqwb| GRb¨
KvD‡K `vIqvZ Ki‡Z cvwiwb|
Avwg eyS‡Z †c‡iwQ| c‡i GKmgq evmvq `vIqvZ K‡i LvB‡q wÌ|
cix Lye fv‡jv cv‡qm iuv‡a| Avcbvi cv‡q‡mi `vIqvZ iBj|
ïay cv‡qm LvIqv‡j n‡e bv, †cvjvI gvsmI LvIqv‡Z n‡e| wVK Av‡Q fvex?
nvkg‡Zi K_vq cix ivwR n‡q gv_v `yjvj|
Zvn‡j †Zvgiv hvI| AvgviI KvR Av‡Q, †h‡Z n‡e|
Bgivb g‡b Kwi‡q w`‡q ejj, nvkgZ fvB, evmvq wKš‘ Avcvbvi GKUv wd«R Avi
†Uwjwfkb Av‡Q|
I¸‡jv Avi wbe bv| †Zvgv‡ì we‡qi wMdU&| †Zvgiv eënvi K‡iv|
Bgivb †PvL eo eo K‡i ejj, Kx ej‡Qb nvkgZ fvB!
hv ejjvg ZvB mZ¨| I‡Mv‡jv †Zvgv‡ì we‡q‡Z wMdU& Kijvg| hvB, Avgvi †`wi n‡q
hv‡”Q| †dvb K‡i †Zvgv‡ì KvQ †_‡K `vIqvZ wb‡q †be| AvR Avwm|
nvkgZ P‡j †M‡j Avevi wiKkvq DVj `yRb| Bgivb wKQzÿY Av‡MI wPwšÍZ wQj|
KviY Zvi gv‡mi †eZb cy‡ivUvB cÖvq †kl| c‡K‡U gvÎ Qqk UvKv Av‡Q| Z‡e †m wbwðZ
†Kv‡bv mgm¨v n‡e bv| †Kv‡bv bv †Kv‡bv Dcv‡q Avevi Zvi c‡K‡U UvKv P‡j Avm‡e| KviY
cix Avmvi ci †_‡K GiKg NUbv ninv‡gkvB NU‡Q| Zvi †Kv‡bv wec` Avi wec` _vK‡Q
bv, `ªæZ †K‡U hv‡”Q|
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Wv³vi Zid`vi `ycy‡i nvmv‡bi K‡j‡R G‡m †cuŠQv‡jb| nvmvb wQj weGmwm Gi wØZxq
e‡l©i QvÎ| nvmv‡bi GB Z_¨ Luy‡R †c‡Z Lye GKUv mgm¨v nqwb Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii| KviY
nvmv‡bi GKUv cv‡q mgm¨v wQj| GRb¨ K‡j‡Ri mevB Zv‡K wP‡b| Dckn‡ii K‡j‡R QvÎ
†ewk _v‡K bv| GRb¨ bvg ej‡ZB wP‡b hvq mevB| Aek nvmv‡bi wVKvbv †ei Ki‡Z wM‡q
Wv³vi Zid`vi co‡jb gykwK‡j| Zvi †Kv‡bv eÜz-evÜeI Zvi wVKvbv ej‡Z cvij bv|
mevB Rvbvj, †m wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii evwo‡Z _v‡K| wKš‘ nvmv‡bi Avmj evwo †Kv_vq Zv †KD
Rv‡b bv|
Ae‡k‡l Wv³vi Zid`vi K‡j‡Ri wcÖwÝcv‡ji mv‡_ mvÿvr Ki‡jb| Wv³vi
Zid`v‡ii `y‡Uv D‡Ïk¨ wQj| cÖ_g D‡Ïk¨ nvmv‡bi GKUv cixÿvi LvZv †RvMvo Kiv,
wØZxq D‡Ïk¨ nvmv‡bi evwoi wVKvbv †RvMvo Kiv| wcÖwÝcvj mv‡ne Aek¨ wb‡R †Kv‡bv Z_¨
w`‡Z cvi‡jb bv| wZwb Wv³vi Zid`vi‡K Rywbqi GK †jKPv‡ii Kv‡Q cvVv‡jb| H
†jKPvivi Zv‡K cixÿvi LvZvi d‡UvKwc w`‡jI wVvKvbv w`‡Z cvij bv| †m wVKvbvi Rb¨
Wv³vi Zid`vi‡K cvVvj GK †Kivwbi Kv‡Q| Aí eq¯‹ †Kivwb Wv³vi Zid`vi‡K †`‡L
LyeB wei³ n‡jv| mvnvh¨ Kivi †Kv‡bv gvbwmKZv Zvi †bB| cÖ_‡gB ejj, AvMvgxKvj
Av‡mb|
Wv³vi Zid`vi ej‡jb, AvMvgxKvj Avwg Avm‡Z cvie bv|
ZvB‡j ciïw`b Av‡mb|
ciïw`bI Avwg Avm‡Z cvie bv|
†KivYx wei³ n‡q ejj, mewKQz †Zv Avc‡bi B‡”Q g‡Zv n‡e bv gkvB| Avgvi nv‡Z
A‡bK KvR|
Avwg †`L‡Z cvw”Q Avcwb †Kv‡bv KvR Ki‡Qb bv| ïay Kv‡Ri fvb Ki‡Qb| ZviciI
hw` e¨¯Í _v‡Kb Zvn‡j Avwg emwQ, Avcbvi hLb mgq n‡e ZLb wVKvbv w`‡qb|
Avc‡b †Luvov gvby‡li wVKvbv w`qv wK Ki‡eb? AvBR †Kv‡bvfv‡eB Avwg cvie bv|
†fRvj KB‡ib bv hvb|
Wv³vi Zid`vi Gevi GKUz PvjvwK K‡i ej‡jb, c‡i wKš‘ Avgvi wcQ‡b †`Šwo‡qI
Kzj cv‡eb bv|
†Kivbx †PvL KzP‡K ejj, †`Šovq Kzj cve bv gv‡b!
Avcwb hw` AvR bv †`b Zvn‡j Avwg wVKB P‡j hve| Kvj nq‡Zv Avcbvi mv‡_ Avgvi
_vbvq †`Lv n‡e|
_vbvi K_v ï‡b †mvRv n‡q emj †Kivbx| †PvL eo eo K‡i ejj, _vbvq †`Lv n‡e
gv‡b?
Wv³vi Zid`vi Gevi Zzwg m‡¤^vab K‡i ej‡jb, †Zvgv‡ì K‡jR †_‡K GKUv †Q‡j
nVvr wb‡LuvR| GB wb‡LuvR wel‡q Z`šÍ Ki‡Z G‡j Zzwg Avgv‡K Amn‡hvwMZv KiQ| G‡Z
Kx cÖgvwYZ nq bv †h H †Q‡ji wb‡LuvR nIqvi mv‡_ †Zvgvi m¤ú„³Zv Av‡Q?
Kx ej‡Qb Avcwb?
Avwg wKQz ejwQ bv| Z‡e Avwg Rvwb Z¨vì‡K Kxfv‡e †mvRv Ki‡Z nq| hvB Zvn‡j,
Zzwg wVKvbvUv †ei K‡i _vbvq w`‡q G‡mv| HLv‡bB †Zvgvi mv‡_ Avgvi †`Lv n‡e|
K_v¸‡jv e‡j Wv³vi Zid`vi D‡V hvw”Qj| wKš‘ †Kivbx wb‡RB Zvi Av‡M jvd w`‡q
D‡V ejj, m¨vi Avgvi fzj nB‡Q, Avwg GLbB Avcbvi hv hv jvM‡e me evBi KBiv
w`‡Z‡Q, e‡mb m¨vi, e‡mb|
Wv³vi Zid`vi M¤¢xi n‡q e‡m _vK‡jb| nvmvb K‡j‡R fwZ© nIqvi mgq †h dig
Rgv w`‡qwQj †Kivbx †mB di‡gi GKUv d‡UvKwc G‡b w`j Wv³vi Zid`vi‡K| mgq †ewk
jvMj bv, gvÎ c‡bi wgwbU|
Wv³vi Zid`vi digUvi d‡UvKwci Dci †PvL eywj‡q Lye wew¯§Z n‡jb| di‡gi
wVKvbvi RvqMv †jLv Õgv`vixcyi ìevi GwZg LvbvÕ| Avi Awffve‡Ki RvqMvq bvg †jLv,
Aveyj Kv‡kg, cv‡k †gvevBj b¤î|
Wv³vi Zid`vi evB‡i G‡m Aveyj Kv‡kg‡K †dvb Ki‡jb| †Kb †hb Zvi g‡b nw”Qj
Icv‡k †KD †dvb ai‡e bv| wKš‘ †dvbUv aij| g‡b n‡jv eq¯‹ Kv‡iv Mjv| Kvib Uvbv
Avi Kuvcv Mjvq ej‡Z †kvbv †Mj, n¨v‡jv?
Wv³vi Zid`vi wb‡Ri cwiPq w`‡q ej‡jb, Avc‡b nvmvb‡K wP‡bb?
nu wPwb, evev|
Avwg nvmvb‡K LuyRwQjvg| I †Kv_vq?
nvmvb †Zv wZb gvm Av‡M GwZgLvbvq AvBwQj| wZb w`b AvwQj| Zvici Avi Av‡m
bvB| gv‡S gB‡a¨ Avgvi †LuvR Lei wbZ| gvm †`‡oK nBj †Kv‡bv †dvb cvB bv|
nvmv‡bi evev gv †Kv_vq?
Ii †Zv evc gv bvB, evev| I †QvW‡ejv _vBKv GB GwZgLvbvq AvwQj| I‡i Avgiv
nvmcvZv‡j cvB| Znb eqm KZ n‡e, wZb eQi| Zvici †_‡K Avgvi Kv‡QB AvwQj|
Avgv‡iB ev‡ci g‡Zv kÖ×v KiZ| Avgvi GKUv †QvU GwZgLvbv Av‡Q, Kó KBiv PvjvB|
GB GZwgLvbvqB eo nB‡Q nvmvb| wKš‘ Kqw`b nBj Ii †Kv‡bv Lei cvB‡ZwQ bv|
fve‡ZwQ †h evwo‡Z _vBKv covïbv KiZ, H evwo‡Z GKevi hve| wKš‘ kix‡i Kzjvq bv|
Avc‡bi mv‡_ wK Ii †`Lv n‡e?
Rvwb bv n‡e wKbv? Avwg wb‡RB I‡K LuyRwQ| †`Lv n‡j wKQz eje?
ej‡eb Avgv‡i †hb GKevi †`BLv hvq| Avgvi kixiWv fv‡jv bv| GZw`b Kó KBiv
GwZgLvbv PvjvBwQ, GBLv‡b wkÿKZv KiwQ| GLb Avi cvi‡ZwQ bv| fvewQjvg covïbv
†kl nB‡j nvmvb‡i `vwqZ¡Wv wè| IB n‡e GwZgLvbvi wkÿK| Avgvi RvqMvWv wb‡e, wKš‘
†Kv_vq †h †Mj!
Avgvi mv‡_ †`Lv n‡j nvmvb‡K eje †hb Avcbvi mv‡_ †`Lv K‡i|
wVK Av‡Q evev|
Gici jvBb †K‡U †Mj| Wv³vi Zid`vi Lye wPšÍvq co‡jb| wZwb †f‡ewQ‡jb wK Avi
n‡”Q Kx? g‡b n‡”Q e¨vcviUv ax‡i ax‡i †Nvjv‡U n‡”Q| hyw³¸‡jv wVK wgj‡Q bv| wgj‡Q bv
e‡jB gv_v e¨_v ïiæ n‡q‡Q| ZvB Avi ùvov‡jb bv wZwb| iIbv w`‡jb MÖv‡gi gmwR‡ì
D‡Ï‡k¨|
Wv³vi Zid`vi GK‡ejvI wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii evwo Lvevi Lvbwb| GRb¨ iv‡Z wbiæ †g¤^vi
wb‡R G‡m Wv³vi Zid`vi‡K evwo wb‡q †Mj| mv‡_ Bgvg mv‡neI †Mj| LvIqv `vIqv †kl
n‡j wbiæ †g¤^vi LvwbKUv †KŠZ~njx n‡q ejj, m¨vi, Avwg eyS‡Z cvi‡ZwQ bv Avc‡b Kxfv‡e
cixi wPwKrmv Ki‡Z‡Qb| cix XvKvq Avi Avc‡b GBLv‡b| mviv Rxeb †`Ljvg wPwKrmvi
mgq Wv³v‡ii iæMxi Kv‡Q _vK‡Z nq| Avi Avc‡b AvB‡Qb `~‡i|
Wv³vi Zid`vi g„`y †n‡m ej‡jb, GUv wfbœ ai‡bi AmyL| GRb¨ GZ `~‡i G‡mwQ|
wKQz eySevi cvi‡Qb m¨vi? Avm‡jB R¡x‡bi Kvievi, bvwK Ab¨wKQz|
Avcbvi Kx g‡b nq?
Avwg Rvwb bv, Avgvi gv_v wVK bvB| †h hv e‡j ZvB wek¦vm Kwi|
Wv³vi Zid`vi Gevi mivmwi wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii †Pv‡Li w`‡K ZvKv‡jb| Zvici ej‡jb,
Avcwb Avgv‡K A‡bKwKQz e‡j‡Qb wKš‘ GKUv K_v e‡jbwb?
Kx K_v?
nvmv‡bi K_vUv| Avcbv‡ì evwo‡Z nvmvb wQj| H cÖm½Uv Avcwb Avgvi mvg‡b cÖKvk
K‡ib wb| †Kb?
Wv³vi Zid`vi †f‡ewQ‡jb nvmv‡bi K_v ï‡b wbiæ †g¤^vi Pg‡K DV‡e| wKš‘ Zvi
g‡a¨ †Kv‡bv fvevšÍi †`Lv †Mj bv| eis Lye ¯^vfvweKfv‡e ejj, m¨vi Kx eje! GB me
K_v Kx ejv hvq! cix Avgvi †g‡q, `¨vL‡ZI cixi g‡Zv my›ì| A_P H my›ì †g‡qWvi
Dci bRi cowQj nvmv‡bi| fzjvq fvjvq m¤úK© Kievi PvBwQj cixi mv‡_| eySevi cvBiv
Avwg nvmvb‡i evKSKv Kwi| wKš‘ nvmvb ï‡b bvB| c‡i Avgvi fq nBZ Avevi cjvq bv
hvq| k¨v‡l nvmvb‡i evwo QvBov wèvi ewj| I PvBjv hvq| GB m¤ú‡K©i K_vWv Avc‡b‡i
ewj K¨gv‡b? Avc‡b Avgvi RvgvB‡qi cvVvb Wv³vi| wdiv hvBqv hw` RvgvB‡i eBjv `¨vb
cixi Av‡M †cÖg AvwQj ZvB‡j cixi Kx Ae¯’v n‡e wbðq eySevi cvi‡Z‡Qb| GB f‡q ewj
bvB, Ab¨ mevB‡iI ejevi wb‡la KiwQ| hw` nvmvb m¤ú‡K© Avc‡bi wKQz Rvbevi B”Qv nq
wR‡Ám K‡ib me eje| Zv‡Z hw` cix my¯’ nq HWvB Avgvi cvIqv|
Avcbvi DwPZ wQj nvmv‡bi mv‡_ cixi we‡q †`qv|
Kxfv‡e wè? Avwg †Zv mgv‡R evm Kwi| GwZg †Luvov GK †Q‡ji mv‡_ cix‡i weqv
†`B K¨vg‡b| †Kv‡bv evc wK Zvi †g‡q‡i †Luvov dwKi †Q‡ji mv‡_ weqv w`‡e? e‡jb m¨vi
e‡jb?
Wv³vi Zid`vi Gevi mivmwi wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii †Pv‡L ZvwK‡q ejj, nvmvb †Kv_vq †M‡Q?
Avcwb wK Rv‡bb?
bv Rvwb bv| Avgv‡i wKQz e‡j bvB| ivB‡Zi AÜKv‡i PBjv †M‡Q|
eB LvZv, Rvgv-Kvco G¸‡jv †Kv_vq?
me wbqv †M‡Q| Avm‡j I wQj GKUv †jvfx| Avwg eySevi cvwi bvB| hLb eySwQ A‡bK
†`wi nBqv †M‡Q|
nvmvb P‡j hvIqvi ci wK H N‡i †KD wQj?
bv †KD wQj bv|
Avwg wK nvmv‡bi NiUv †`L‡Z cvwi?
Aek¨B †`Levi cv‡ib|
Wv³vi Zid`vi nvmv‡bi NiUv †`L‡jb| jvwVqvj Rqbvj †h N‡i _v‡K Zvi msjMœ
NiUvB nvmv‡bi wQj| `y‡Uv N‡ii gv‡Si †eovq GKUv ìRv Av‡Q| ìRvUv Rqbv‡ji cvk
†_‡K eÜ| nvmv‡bi N‡ii wfZ‡i wKQz †bB| G‡Kev‡i duvKv| cyivZb eB LvZv, Rvgv-
Kvco Ggb wK GK UzK‡iv KvMR ch©šÍ †bB|
W³vi Zid`vi Gici XzK‡jb cixi N‡i| cixi hZ¸‡jv LvZv wQj me¸‡jv wb‡q wZwb
gmwR‡` P‡j G‡jb| hwÌ Zvi Lye Nyg cv‡”Q, wm×všÍ wb‡jb wZwb Avi Nygv‡eb bv| iv‡Z
hZ KóB †nvK mewKQz we‡kølY K‡i GKUv P~ovšÍ wm×v‡šÍ †cuŠQv‡eb| nvmvb‡K Zvi †c‡ZB
n‡e| wZwb ¯úó eyS‡Z cvi‡Qb nvmvb‡K Qvov wZwb cix‡K my¯’ K‡i Zzj‡Z cvi‡eb bv|
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Wv³vi Zid`vi Lye g‡bv‡hv‡Mi mv‡_ cixi LvZv¸‡jv cixÿv Ki‡Qb| hv Avkv
KiwQ‡jb †miKgB n‡”Q mewKQz| wKQz wKQz †jLv †K‡U Dc‡i Ab¨ GKRb wj‡L‡Q| †evSv
hv‡”Q GUv nvmv‡bi †jLv| KviY K‡jR †_‡K wb‡q Avmv LvZv, cixi LvZvi †jLv Ges
cixi e¨v‡M cvIqv wPwVi †jLv GKB| cix‡K †h wPwV wjLZ †m nvmvb wKbv Zv wbwðZ nIqv
Lye cÖ‡qvRb wQj Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii Rb¨| GLb wZwb wbwðZ n‡q‡Qb| Gici wZwb mgq
wb‡q cixi Amy¯’Zvi welqwU we‡kølY Ki‡Z ïiæ Ki‡jb| we‡køl‡Y wZwb †`L‡jb †ek
K‡qKwU Kvi‡Y cix Amy¯’ n‡Z cv‡i e‡j cÖZxqgvb n‡”Q|
cÖ_g KviY, cixi covïbv eÜ n‡q hvIqv| cix covïbv Ki‡Z †P‡qwQj| wKš‘
mvgvwRK cÖwZeÜKZvi Rb¨ †m K‡j‡R †h‡Z cviZ bv| GUv Zvi Rb¨ gvbwmK GKUv
Pv‡ci KviY n‡Z cv‡i hvi Rb¨ †m Amy¯’ n‡q‡Q| wKš‘ hyw³Uv MÖnY‡hvM¨ bq G Kvi‡Y †h
cixi evwo‡Z covïbvi eë¯’v Kiv n‡qwQj Ges gv‡S gv‡S †m K‡j‡R †hZ| K‡j‡R †h‡Z
bv cvivi Kvi‡Y †m hw` Amy¯’ n‡Zv Zvn‡j †m AviI Av‡M Amy¯’ n‡Zv| Aek¨ A‡bK‡ÿ‡Î
`xN© mgq ci jÿY cÖKvk cvq, Z‡e G‡ÿ‡Î †miKg n‡Z cv‡i e‡j g‡b n‡”Q bv| Kv‡RB
covïbvi Kvi‡Y cix Amy¯’ n‡q‡Q e¨vcviUv MÖnY‡hvM¨ g‡b n‡”Q bv|
wØZxq KviY, cixi mv‡_ nvmv‡bi GKUv m¤úK© n‡qwQj| †mB m¤úK©Uv cQ›` KiZ bv
wbiæ †g¤^vi| KviY nvmvb GwZg Ges GKUv cv Ab¨ cv †_‡K †QvU wQj| wbiæ †g¤^vi PvBZ
bv m¤úK©Uv wU‡K _vKzK| GB Kvi‡Y GKUv wÎg~Lx Ø‡›Øi m„wó n‡qwQj| Ø‡›Øi †K‡›`ª wQj
nvmv‡bi cÖwZ cixi `ye©jZv, nvmv‡bi cvwievwiK I kvixwiK AÿgZv Ges wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii
Am¤§wZ| GB Ø‡›Øi m¤ú~Y© PvcUv ax‡i ax‡i cixi Dci G‡m co‡Z _v‡K| cix PvcUv mn¨
Ki‡Z bv cvivq GKmgq mwZ¨ Amy¯’ n‡q c‡o|
Z…Zxq KviY, cixi Dci Dchy©cix we‡qi Pvc| cix we‡q Ki‡Z Pvw”Qj bv| wKš‘ wbiæ
†g¤^vi cixi we‡q w`‡q w`‡Z Pvw”Qj| KviY cixi A‡bK fv‡jv fv‡jv cÖ¯Íve AvmwQj| H
gyn~‡Z© cix nvmv‡bi cÖwZ `ye©j _vKvq †m we‡q‡Z ivwR nw”Qj bv, Avevi Zvi cov‡jLv eÜ
n‡q hv‡e - †mB wel‡qI Avkw¼Z wQj †m| GKw`b Zvi mwZ¨ ARvbv A‡Pbv Bgiv‡bi mv‡_
nVvr we‡q n‡q hvq| G‡Z †m LyeB AvZw¼Z n‡q c‡o hv Zvi g‡bi Dci AvKw¯§K GK
Zxeª gvbwmK Pv‡ci m„wó K‡i| Zvi AcwiYZ eqm H PvcUv mn¨ Ki‡Z cv‡iwb| GRb¨ †m
Amy¯’ n‡q c‡o| Aek¨ KviYUv m¤ú~Y©fv‡e MÖnY‡hvM¨ bq| KviY cixi g‡a¨ Amy¯’Zvi
jÿY †`Lv wM‡qwQj we‡qi Av‡M| Kv‡RB we‡q †h GKKfv‡e cixi Amy¯’Zvi KviY †mUvI
MÖnY‡hvM¨ bq|
PZz_© KviY, cix AwaKvsk mgq Zvi evwo‡ZB KvUvZ| eLv‡U †Q‡j‡ì f‡q evwo †_‡K
Lye GKUv †ei n‡Zv bv| d‡j Zvi wPšÍfvebvi MwÛUv †QvU n‡q c‡o Ges evB‡ii c„w_exi
cÖwZ Zvi GKUv f‡qi m„wó nq| A_P Zvi g‡Zv eq‡mi GKRb †g‡qi Aek¨B evÜex‡ì
mv‡_ AvÇv †`qv, K_v ejv, nvmvnvwm Kivi K_v| wKš‘ †m †mUv Ki‡Z PvB‡jI Kvi‡Z
cviwQj bv| GB PvIqv bv cvIqvi Ø›Ø Zvi gvbwmK Pv‡ci KviY n‡Z cv‡i| Aek¨ GB
KviYUv Lye `ye©j e‡j cixi Amy¯’Zvi g~j KviY e‡j †g‡b †bqv KwVb |
AviI wKQz †QvU-LvU KviY we‡kølY Kivi ci Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii Kv‡Q wØZxq
KviYUv‡KB me‡P‡q †ewk MÖnY‡hvM¨ g‡b n‡jv| wKš‘ cÖkœ n‡”Q nvmvb P‡j †Mj †Kb? wbðq
wbiæ †g¤^vi Zv‡K wKQz e‡j‡Q Ges Zvi f‡q †m P‡j †M‡Q| mwZ¨ hw` P‡j hvq †m‡ÿ‡Î Kx
cix‡K Zvi e‡j hvIqv DwPZ wQj bv? nq‡Zv wQj, wKš‘ mvn‡m Kzjvqwb| nvmvb hw` P‡j
hvq Zvn‡j †Kv_vq hv‡e? Aek¨B GwZg Lvbvq| wKš‘ GwZg Lvbvq †m hvqwb| mewKQz
we‡ePbv K‡i GiKg g‡b n‡”Q †h, wbiæ †g¤^vi †gvUv As‡Ki UvKv w`‡q nvmvb‡K `~‡i
†Kv_vI P‡j †h‡Z e‡j‡Q| GZ `~‡i †h †mLvb †_‡K †m Avi Avm‡e bv| †mLv‡b †m K‡j‡R
bZzbfv‡e fwZ© n‡e Ges cixi Kv‡Q Avi †Kv‡bvw`b wd‡i Avm‡e bv| GUv nIqv LyeB
hyw³msMZ| wKš‘ nvmv‡bi †h PwiÎ Zv‡Z †m †h UvKv wb‡q P‡j hv‡e e¨vcviUv wek¦vm‡hvM¨
bq| Avevi hw` wM‡qI _v‡K †m‡ÿ‡Î K‡jR †_‡K cÖ‡qvRbxq KvMRcÎ wb‡q hvIqvi K_v|
Zvi wcZ…mgZzj¨ wkÿK Aveyj Kv‡kg‡K †dvb Kivi K_v| wKš‘ †m †dvb Ki‡Q bv|
wbiæ †g¤^vi gvbylUv †Kgb Gevi we‡kølY Ki‡Z ïiæ Ki‡jb Wv³vi Zid`vi| wbiæ
†g¤^vi‡K Lye ¯^vfvweK gvbyl e‡jB Zvi g‡b n‡q‡Q| cixmn cwiev‡ii cÖwZ Zvi h‡_ó Uvb
i‡q‡Q| MÖv‡g Ab¨vb¨ †g¤^v‡ii †hgb e`bvg Zvi e`bvg AZUv bv| †m h‡_ó †hŠw³K
gvbyl| cix m¤ú‡K© ejvi mgq nvmv‡bi cÖm½ ev` †`qvq Zvi wKQzUv m‡›`‡ni D‡`ªK
n‡qwQj| wKš‘ c‡i hyw³ w`‡q wbiæ †g¤^vi mewKQz my›ìfv‡e e¨vL¨v K‡i‡Q| GUvB mZ¨ †h
†Kv‡bv evev-gv PvB‡e bv Zvi †g‡q GKRb GwZg Avi †Luvov †Q‡j‡K we‡q KiæK| GB
hyw³‡Z hw` †m nvmvb‡K evwo †_‡K P‡j †h‡Z e‡j _v‡K Zvn‡j A‡hŠw³K wKQz K‡iwb
e‡jB Aby‡gq nq| †m‡ÿ‡Î nvmv‡bi P‡j hvIqvi wel‡q wbiæ †g¤^vi‡K †`vl †`qv hv‡e bv|
evKx hv‡ì e³e¨ wZwb wb‡q‡Qb mevB‡K Zvi mvaviY gvbyl e‡jB g‡b n‡q‡Q| cixi
gv, †evb Rwi, gmwR‡ì Bgvg, Rqbvj mevB ¯^vfvweK| Kv‡iv AvPi‡Y ev K_vevZ©vq
A¯^vfvweK †Kv‡bvwKQz aiv c‡owb| Zvn‡j cÖkœ n‡”Q nvmvb †Kv_vq? nvmvb wK wb‡R †_‡KB
cvwj‡q †Mj? fqsKi GKUv welq NU‡jI NU‡Z cv‡i| e¨vcviUv hw` Ggb nq †h, nvmvb
Avi cixi g‡a¨ kvixwiK m¤úK© n‡qwQj Ges cix Mf©eZ©x n‡q‡Q, Zvn‡j Kx NU‡e? nvmvb
e¨vcviUv †R‡b wb‡RB P‡j †M‡Q| wKš‘ †mUv mZ¨ bv| KviY wbiæ †g¤^vi nvmvb‡K P‡j †h‡Z
e‡j‡Q| cix Mf©eZx †R‡bI Kx wbiæ †g¤^vi nvmvb‡K P‡j †h‡Z ej‡e? ej‡Z cv‡i| KviY
wbiæ †g¤^vi †Kv‡bvfv‡eB nvmvb‡K †g‡b wb‡Z cviwQj bv| GUv mZ¨ nIqvi m¤¢vebv Av‡Q
GRb¨ †h AwZ `ªæZ †m cixi we‡q w`‡q w`‡q‡Q| nvmvbI eo GKUv Sv‡gjv †_‡K †eu‡P
†M‡Q| GRb¨ †m A‡bK `~‡i P‡j †M‡Q, nq‡Zv `yB wZb gvm ci K‡j‡R Avm‡e| ZLb
Zv‡K K‡j‡R cvIqv hv‡e| wKš‘ †mUv A‡bK j¤^v mgq Ges nvmvb‡K cvIqvi Rb¨ AZ j¤^v
mgq A‡cÿv Kiv hv‡e bv| Zvn‡j cix‡K euvwP‡q ivLv Kó n‡e| KviY cixi Amy¯’Uv ax‡i
ax‡i cÖKU AvKvi aviY Ki‡Q| Aek¨ nvmvb Avi cixi kvixwiK m¤ú‡K©i e¨vcviUv †h mZ¨
bq †mUv eyS‡Z cvi‡Qb Wv³vi Zid`vi| GRb¨ mgvavb LuyR‡Z LuyR‡Z Avevi wZwb
†MvjKauvavq nvwi‡q hv‡”Qb|
Wv³vi Zid`vi eyS‡jb GLb Zvi GKgvÎ KvR n‡e nvmvb‡K Luy‡R †ei Kiv| nvmvb‡K
Luy‡R †ei bv Kiv ch©šÍ mKj inm¨ D‡¤§vwPZ n‡e bv, cix‡K my¯’ Kiv hv‡e bv| Lye
mvaviYfv‡e wPšÍv Ki‡j e¨vL¨vUv GiKg `vovq †h, cix Avi nvmvb G‡K Ab¨‡K
fv‡jvevmZ| wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii f‡q nvmvb evwo †_‡K `~‡i †Kv_vI P‡j †M‡Q| Zvici cix‡K
†Rvi K‡i we‡q w`‡q †`qv n‡q‡Q| G‡Z cix fqvbK gvbwmK AvNvZ †c‡q fvimvg¨ nvwi‡q
†d‡j‡Q| GLb nvmvb‡K Luy‡R †ei K‡i cix‡K Avevi nvmv‡bi Kv‡Q wdwi‡q w`‡j cix my¯’
n‡q DV‡e| GRb¨ nvmvb‡K Luy‡R cvIqv me‡P‡q Riæix|
Wv³vi Zid`vi Nwo †`L‡jb| ivZ `y‡Uv ev‡R| wZwb nvB Zzj‡jb| eyS‡Z cvi‡jb
Zvi Nyg cv‡”Q| wKš‘ Nygv‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Q bv| KviY wZwb GLbI mgvavb Luy‡R cvbwb|
mgvavb bv cvIqv ch©šÍ wZwb kvwšÍ cv‡eb bv| ZvB wZwb Avevi cÖ_g †_‡K mKj Z_¨¸‡jv
we‡kølY Ki‡Z ïiæ Ki‡jb| nVvr Kx g‡b n‡Z wZwb Bgivb‡K †dvb Ki‡jb| hwÌ wZwb
eyS‡Z cviwQ‡jb GZ iv‡Z Zvi †dvb Kiv Zvi DwPZ bv, ZviciI wZwb Ki‡jb|
Icvk †_K Bgivb †dvb a‡i ejj, m¨vi Avcwb †dvb K‡i fv‡jvB K‡i‡Qb| AvwgB
Avcbv‡K †dvb KiZvg|
†Kb?
AvR iv‡ZI H GKB KvÛ N‡U‡Q|
Kx KvÛ?
cix evMv‡bi g‡a¨ PvjZv Mv‡Qi Pvicv‡k nuvU‡Q Avi wK †hb LuyR‡Q| Avgvi Lye fq
Ki‡Q m¨vi|
f‡qi †Kv‡bv KviY †bB| Hw`b `ycy‡i _vbvq hvIqvi welqUv f‡qi wQj| KviY cix
XvKv kni wP‡b bv| wKš‘ Avgvi evwo Ii Rb¨ wbivc`| Zzwg I‡K euvav wÌ bv| hLb K¬všÍ
n‡q wb‡P c‡o hv‡e ZLb iæ‡g wb‡q G‡mv|
wVK Av‡Q m¨vi|
Kwig Av‡Q bv evwo‡Z?
wR¡ m¨vi Av‡Q|
Kwig Lye fv‡jv gvbyl| I‡K mv‡_ †i‡Lv| Avi G‡Kev‡i evB‡ii †MUUv Zvjv w`‡q
†i‡Lv †hb cix evB‡i †h‡Z bv cv‡i| hv wKQz Kivi wfZ‡iB KiæK|
wVK Av‡Q m¨vi|
Avi †Kv‡bv mgm¨v n‡j Avgv‡K RvwbI|
Av”Qv m¨vi|
jvBb †K‡U w`‡j Wv³vi Zid`vi wb‡Ri g‡a¨ †Kgb †hb cÖkvwšÍ Abyfe Ki‡jb|
Zvici †PvL eyS‡Z nvwi‡q †M‡jb Mfxi Ny‡g|
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Wv³vi Zid`vi iv‡Z j¤^v GKUv Nyg w`‡jb| mKv‡j Nyg †_‡K DV‡Z bqUv †e‡R †Mj|
bv¯Ív †k‡l Bgvg mv‡ne‡K †W‡K ej‡jb, Avwg AvR P‡j hve|
Bgvg mv‡ne AevK n‡q ej‡jb, GZ ZvovZvwo? Avcbvi KvR †kl?
GLbI †kl nqwb| Awg P‡j hvIqvi Av‡M Avi GKevi wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii evwo †h‡Z PvB|
KLb hv‡eb?
GLbB|
AvR BDwbqb cwil‡ì mfv Av‡Q| wbiæ †g¤^vi evwo _vK‡e bv e‡j g‡b nq|
Avgvi Zv‡K cÖ‡qvRb †bB| Avwg hve, evwo‡Z K‡qKUv RvqMv Nyie, P‡j Avme|
Avcbv‡KI Avgvi mv‡_ †h‡Z n‡e|
Avcwb PvB‡j Aek¨B hve|
bv¯Ív †k‡l Wv³vi Zid`vi Bgvg mv‡ne‡K wb‡q wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii evwo‡Z G‡jb| wbiæ
†g¤^vi evwo‡Z wQj bv| Rwi‡K wb‡q wZwb evwoi wcQ‡b G‡jb| Zvici ej‡jb, Rwi,
†Zvgv‡ì GB evMvbUv KZ eo?
Rwi ejj, A‡bK eo m¨vi|
GB evMv‡b †Zvgiv Qvov Avi †K Av‡m?
†KD Av‡m bv| cy‡iv evwo ZviKvUvi †eov w`‡q †Niv| gvbyl Avm‡e Kxfv‡e?
Zvigv‡b evMvbUvq hviv Nyiv‡div K‡i Zviv GB evwoi gvbyl| †K me‡P‡q †ewk Av‡m?
GLb †KD Av‡m bv| cix Avcv Avi Avwg gv‡S gB‡a¨ GB evMv‡b AvmZvg| cix Avcv
P‡j hvIqvi ci AvwgI Avwm bv| fq fq K‡i|
Wv³vi Zid`vi Rwii †Pv‡L ZvwK‡q ej‡jb, fq K‡i †Kb?
Avcvi g‡Zv hw` Avgv‡KI R¡x‡b a‡i, GBRb¨|
†Zvgvi Avcv‡K wK mwZ¨ R¡x‡b a‡iwQj?
nu¨v, R¡x‡b a‡iwQj|
Wv³vi Zid`vi ax‡i ax‡i evMv‡bi wfZ‡ii w`‡K cÖ‡ek Ki‡Z _vK‡jb| evMv‡b bvbv
ai‡bi dj Avi Kv‡Vi MvQ| †ewkifvM MvQB A‡bK cyivZb| eqm wÎk Pwjøk eQ‡ii Kg
n‡e bv| GKUv †ZZzj MvQ †`‡L wZwb _g‡K ùvov‡jb| Zvi aviYv, MvQUvi eqm GKk eQi
n‡e| GZ eo †ZZzj MvQ wZwb Rxe‡b †`‡L‡Qb wKbv g‡b Ki‡Z cvi‡jb bv|
evMv‡bi AviI wfZ‡i Xz‡K Wv³vi Zid`vi Rwi‡K nVvr wR‡Ám Ki‡jb, †Zvgv‡ì
evwo‡Z evRvi K‡i †K?
GLb evevB K‡i| Av‡M nvmvb m¨vi KiZ|
Avi wK KvR KiZ †Zvgvi nvmvb m¨vi?
Avgv‡ì covZ, Dc‡Rjvq †Kv‡bv KvR _vK‡j KiZ|
Kx iKg KvR?
mv‡ii `vg K‡Zv Rvbv, ex‡Ri `vg K‡Zv, ÷¨v‡¤úi `vg KZ GBiKg KvR| gv‡S gv‡S
†Pqvig¨vb evwo‡Z KvR _vK‡j †mLv‡bI †hZ| Z‡e Lye Kg|
Wv³vi nvmvb †QvÆ GKUv `xN©k¦vm Qvo‡jb| Zvici ej‡jb, †Zvgvi nvmvb m¨vi wK
†Zvgv‡K Avì KiZ?
nu¨v KiZ| Lye Avì KiZ| gv‡S g‡a¨ PK‡jU, AvBmwµg wK‡b w`Z|
†Zvgv‡ì covZ †Kv_vq?
Avcvi N‡i| Avgiv `yBR‡b HLv‡b coZvg|
LvIqv `vIqv KiZ †Kv_vq?
Zvi N‡i| evwo‡Z †h iwngv Lvjv Av‡Q †mB Lvevi w`Z| Rqbvj KvKv Avi nvmvb
m¨vi‡K GKB mv‡_ Lvevi w`Z|
†Zvgiv KLbI Lvevi w`‡Z bv?
Lye Kg| Z‡e gv‡S g‡a¨ cix Avcv GBUv HUv w`Z| GKevi evev †`‡L Lye e‡KwQj|
Zvici Avi w`Z bv|
Zzwg Lye my›ìfv‡e K_v ejQ| †K wkwL‡q‡Q?
nvmvb m¨vi|
Gevi Bgvg mv‡ne ej‡jb, Avi KZ`~i hv‡eb?
Wv³vi Zid`vi †Kv‡bv DËi w`‡jb bv| Pviw`‡Ki MvQ¸‡jvi w`‡K ZvKv‡jb| Zvici
†W‡K D‡V ej‡jb, Rwi?
wR m¨vi|
†Zvgv‡ì evMv‡b †Kv‡bv PvjZv MvQ Av‡Q?
Av‡Q m¨vi|
†Kv_vq?
evMv‡bi G‡Kev‡i wcQ‡b| H PvjZv Mv‡Qi c‡iB wej ïiæ n‡q‡Q| GBRb¨ f‡q
Hw`‡K †KD hvq bv|
Avwg H PvjZv Mv‡Qi Kv‡Q †h‡Z PvB, Zzwg wb‡q hv‡e?
P‡jb|
PvjZv MvQUv evMv‡bi G‡Kev‡i †kl gv_vq| eqmI A‡bK| Mv‡Qi A‡bK Wvj g‡i
†M‡Q| cvZv k~b¨ Wvj¸‡jv Dc‡ii w`‡K Luvov Luvov n‡q Av‡Q| †h AíwKQz cvZv Mv‡Qi
Wvj¸‡jv‡Z Av‡Q Zv cÖ‡qvR‡bi Zzjbvq MvQUvi †eu‡P _vKvi Rb¨ Ach©vß| GRb¨ MvQUv‡K
†`L‡j †Kgb fq fq K‡i| iv‡Z GLv‡b gvbyl G‡j f‡qB g‡i hv‡ee| GiKg fq D‡cÿv
K‡i †h Av‡m †m GK ARvbv AvKl©‡Y Av‡m| Kx †mB AvKl©Y? cÖkœUv wb‡RB wb‡R‡K
Ki‡jb Wv³vi Zid`vi| KviY GB cÖ‡kœi DËi Luy‡R †c‡j wZwb cix‡K my¯’ K‡i Zzj‡Z
cvi‡eb e‡j wek¦vm Ki‡Qb|
PvjZv MvQUvi Icv‡k ZviKvUvi †eov, Zvi Icv‡k wekvj †eZ‡Svc, Zvici ïiæ
n‡q‡Q wej| Wv³vi Zid`vi PvjZv Mv‡Qi PvicvkUv Lye f‡jvg‡Zv jÿ¨ Ki‡jb| hv
†f‡ewQ‡jb ZvB| meRvqMvq Kg †ewk cyivZb Nvm _vK‡jI GKRvqMvi Nvm G‡Kev‡i
bZzb| RvqMvUv †QvU| Z‡e GKRb gvbyl‡K mn‡RB gvwUPvcv †`qvi Rb¨ h‡_ó|
Wv³vi Zid`vi Bgvg mv‡n‡ei †Pv‡Li w`‡K ZvwK‡q ej‡jb, Bgvg mv‡ne, GB †h
bZzb NvmIqvjv gvwUUzKz †`L‡Z cv‡”Qb Gi wb‡P nvmvb‡K gvwUPvcv †`qv n‡q‡Q|
Bgvg mv‡ne †PvL eo eo K‡i ej‡jb, Kx ej‡Qb Avcwb! †K Kij me©bvkv KvRUv!
Wv³vi Zid`vi weo weo K‡i ej‡jb, Avwg Aveyj Kv‡kg bv‡gi GwZgLvbvi GK
wkÿ‡Ki b¤î Avcbv‡K †è| Avcwb Zv‡K †dvb K‡i e¨vcviUv Rvbv‡eb| Avi ej‡eb †m
†hb G‡m GKUv Ly‡bi gvgjv K‡i|
Wv³vi Zid`vi Gici ax‡i cv‡q wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii evwo †_‡K †ei n‡q G‡jb|
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Wv³vi Zid`vi XvKv wd‡i G‡jb `ycy‡ii ci| XvKvq wd‡i wZwb j¤^v GKUv Nyg
w`‡jb| ivZ mv‡o bqUvi w`‡K wZwb hLb Zvi covi K‡ÿ G‡m em‡jb ZLbB Bgivb
D`åv‡šÍi g‡Zv Qy‡U G‡jv| AvR †m wfZ‡i XzKvi mgq AbygwZI †bqwb| nuvcv‡Z nuvcv‡Z
ejj, m¨vi me©bvk n‡q †M‡Q!
Kx n‡q‡Q?
cywjk cixi evev‡K †MÖdZvi K‡i‡Q| mv‡_ Zv‡ì evwoi jvwVqvj Rqbvj‡K|
†Kb?
Avwg we¯ÍvwiZ Rvwb bv| cixi gv cix‡K †dvb K‡iwQj| †m Rvwb‡q‡Q cixi evev Avi
Rqbvj bvwK nvmvb gv÷vi‡K Lyb K‡i‡Q| nvmvb †h GwZgLvbvq eo n‡q‡Q Zvi wkÿK
Aveyj Kv‡kg cixi evev wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii bv‡g Ly‡bi gvgjv K‡i‡Q| cix‡ì evwo‡Z evMv‡bi
G‡Kev‡i †kl gv_vq PvjZv Mv‡Qi wb‡P jvkUv cvIqv †M‡Q| cv‡k Avi GKUv M‡Z© eB,
LvZv, Rvgv Kvco mewKQz wQj|
cix Kx Ki‡Q?
cix weQvbvq ï‡q ï‡q Kuv`‡Q|
I‡K Kuv`‡Z `vI| Kuv`vi mgq Ii Kv‡Q †hI bv| KvbœvUv cixi Rb¨ Lye cÖ‡qvRb|
hZÿY B‡”Q Kuv`yK, hZw`b B‡”Q Kuv`yK|
wK....wKš‘ m¨vi|
†Kv‡bv wKš‘ bq| hv mZ¨ ZvB n‡q‡Q| wbiæ †g¤^vi Lyb K‡i‡Q Ges Zv‡K †MÖdZvi Kiv
n‡q‡Q, GUv Ab¨ wKQz bq|
cix Avgv‡K ejj Avcwb bvwK wM‡q nvmv‡bi jvk †hLv‡b cy‡Z ivLv n‡qwQj †mB
RvqMvUv †`wL‡q w`‡q‡Qb| cixi gv cix‡K †dv‡b e‡j‡Q| Avwg eyS‡Z cviwQ bv cixi evev
nvmvb‡K Lyb Ki‡e †Kb?
Wv³vi Zid`vi †QvÆ `xN©k¦vm †Q‡o ej‡jb, AvwgI fvwewb wbiæ †g¤^vi nvmvb‡K Lyb
Ki‡Z cv‡i| Avgvi cÖ_wgK aviYv wQj nvmvb mwZ¨ MÖvg †Q‡o P‡j †M‡Q| wKš‘ Gici hLb
Rvb‡Z cvwi GwZgLvbvi wkÿK Aveyj Kv‡k‡gi mv‡_ nvmv‡bi cÖvq †ò gvm a‡i †Kv‡bv
†hvMv‡hvM †bB ZLbB m‡›`nUv gv_vq Xz‡K| Av‡MI m‡›`nUv wQj Z‡e AZUv cÖKU wQj bv|
GLb cÖkœ n‡”Q †Kb wbiæ †g¤^vi nvmvb‡K Lyb Ki‡e| DËiUv G‡Kev‡i mvavib| wbiæ †g¤^vi
Pvqwb cixi mv‡_ nvmv‡bi we‡q †nvK| KviY †Kv‡bv evev-gvB PvB‡e bv GKUv GwZg †Luvov
†Q‡ji mv‡_ Zvi †g‡qi we‡q †nvK| e¨vcviUv eyS‡Z †c‡i wbiæ †g¤^vi nvmvb‡K wbe„Ë
Ki‡Z †Póv K‡i| wKš‘ cv‡iwb| KviY ZZw`b nvmvb Avi cixi g‡a¨ †cÖ‡gi m¤úK© n‡q
†M‡Q| wbiæ †g¤^vi B‡”Q Ki‡j nvmvb‡K evwo †_‡K P‡j †h‡Z ej‡Z cviZ| wKš‘ Zv‡Z
jvf n‡Zv bv| cix †h K‡j‡R coZ, nvmvbI †mB K‡j‡R coZ| Kv‡RB Zv‡ì †`Lv
mvÿvr n‡Zv| GRb¨ wbiæ †g¤^vi Lye f‡q wQj Ges nvmvb‡K nZ¨v Kivi wm×všÍ †bq| Z‡e
GUv mZ¨ wbiæ †g¤^vi wb‡R nZ¨v K‡iwb| m¤¢eZ jvwVqvj Rqbvj KvRUv K‡i‡Q| Rqbv‡ji
kix‡i A‡bK kw³| Rqbvj Avi nvmv‡bi N‡ii g‡a¨ GKUv ìRv Av‡Q| †mB ìRvUv
Rqbv‡ji N‡ii wfZi †_‡K eÜ _vKZ| Avgvi aviYv iv‡Z Rqbvj ìRv Ly‡j nvmv‡bi N‡i
Xz‡K Ny‡gi g‡a¨ nvmvb‡K nZ¨v K‡i| Zvici evwoi G‡Kev‡i wcQ‡b evMv‡bi g‡a¨ †hLv‡b
gvbylRb †KD hvq bv †mLv‡b MZ© K‡i gvwUPvcv †`q| cv‡k Avi GKUv MZ© K‡i nvmv‡bi
eB LvZv, Rvgv Kvco cy‡Z iv‡L| wbiæ †g¤^vi RvbZ nvmvb GwZg Ges nvmvb gviv †M‡j
†KD †LuvR Lei Ki‡Z Avm‡e bv| d‡j nZ¨vKv‡Ûi K_v †KD Rvb‡Z cvi‡e bv| mwZ¨ ZvB
n‡Z hvw”Qj| wKš‘ †kl ch©šÍ †m mdj n‡Z cvij bv| cixi Amy¯’Zvi Kvi‡Y Zvi Aciva
cÖgvY nIqvq †m GLb cywj‡ki Kv‡Q †MÖdZvi n‡q‡Q|
nvmvb LvwbKUv Aw¯’i n‡q ejj, wKš‘ m¨vi, cix Amy¯’ n‡jv †Kb? cixi AmyLUv Kx?
wbiæ †g¤^vi Ges Rqbvj hLb nvmvb‡K †g‡i ìRv w`‡q †ei K‡i ZLb cix mewKQz
†`‡LwQj| m¤¢eZ H mgq †Kv‡bv Kvi‡Y cixi Nyg †f‡½ wM‡qwQj| Zzwg nq‡Zv wR‡Ám
Ki‡Z cvi Avwg mewKQz Rvbjvg Kxfv‡e| cix Zvi K‡qKUv LvZvq Zvi Ae‡PZb g‡b wKQz
K_v wj‡L‡Q| wj‡L‡Q, ÕZzwg Avi Rqbvj I‡K nZ¨v Ki‡j| †f‡e‡Q †KD †`L‡e bv| Avwg
†`‡LwQ| Avwg †Zvgv‡ì Qvoe bv, Avwg wb‡R cywjk‡K me e‡j †è|Õ LvZv¸‡jv Avwg
Bgvg mv‡n‡ei Kv‡Q †i‡L G‡mwQ| cywjk‡K †`‡e| m¤¢eZ H iv‡Z cix evMv‡bi g‡a¨ w`‡q
PvjZv MvQ ch©šÍ wM‡qwQj, wKš‘ welqUv †m LvZvq wj‡Lwb| GRb¨ Avwg Lye mw›`nvb wQjvg,
jvkUv †Kv_vq? aviYv K‡iwQjvg evwoi cyKz‡i †dj‡e| cvwbi g‡a¨ †dj‡j jvk Avi †KD
Luy‡R cv‡e bv| wKš‘ wbiæ †g¤^vi evwoi cyKz‡i jvk †djvi g‡Zv SzwK wb‡e bv e‡j Avgvi
aviYv wQj| KviY jvk cvwb‡Z †f‡m DV‡Z cv‡i| GRb¨ Abygvb KiwQjvg jvkUv Ab¨
†Kv_vI gvwUPvcv †`qv n‡q‡Q| ZvQvov nvmvb †h N‡i _vKZ †mB N‡i eB, LvZv, Rvgv-
Kvco wKQzB wQj bv| GKRb gvbyl evwo †_‡K mevi A‡MvP‡i P‡j †M‡j mewKQz †b‡e bv|
wKQz bv wKQz †i‡L hv‡e| cyivZb m¨v‡Ûj, Kvco ev LvZv G¸‡jv _vKvi K_v, wKš‘ wQj bv|
GgbwK weQvbvi wb‡P †h cyivZb KvMRcÎ _v‡K ZvI wQj bv| nvmvb‡K †h nZ¨v Kiv
n‡qwQj GUv Avgvi m‡›`n Kivi eo GKUv KviY wQj| hvB‡nvK, cyKz‡i eBLvZv, cyivZb
Kvco †Pvco †h †djv hv‡e bv †mUv wbiæ †g¤^vi fv‡jvB eyS‡Z †c‡iwQj| GRb¨ evMv‡bi
wcQ‡b PvjZv MvQZjv †eu‡Q wb‡qwQj †m| eyw×Uv †m fv‡jvB K‡iwQj, meB K‡iwQj cixi
g½‡ji Rb¨, wKš‘ `yf©vM¨ Zvi AcKg© cix †`‡L †d‡j| GwZg Lvbvi wkÿK Aveyj Kv‡k‡gi
mv‡_ †ò gvm K_v bv ejv, K‡j‡R bv hvIqv Ges N‡ii g‡a¨ cyivZb evB LvZv, Kvco-
†Pvco, KvMR-cÎ bv _vKvi Kvi‡Y Avwg hLb wbwðZ nB nvmvb‡K nZ¨v Kiv n‡q‡Q ZLb
Avgvi Rb¨ me‡P‡q KwVb wQj nvmv‡bi jvk †Kv_vq ¸g Kiv n‡q‡Q Zv †ei Kiv| MZKvj
ivZ †_‡K GB wPšÍvUv Avgv‡K Aw¯’i K‡i †i‡LwQj| c‡i iv‡Z †Zvgvi †dv‡b hLb Rvb‡Z
cvijvg, cix PvjZv Mv‡Qi wb‡P wKQz LuyR‡Q ZLb Abygvb Kijvg jvkUv PvjZv Mv‡Qi wb‡P
¸g Kiv n‡q‡Q| AvR mKv‡j Zvi cÖgvYI †cjvg| Avm‡j gvby‡li Ae‡PZb gb
(subconscious mind) hLb gvbyl‡K wbqš¿Y K‡i ZLb A‡bK myß ev †Mvcb Z_¨ ev
B‡”Q e¨w³i ARv‡šÍB cÖKvk n‡q hvq| cixi PvjZv Mv‡Qi wb‡P †nu‡U †eov‡bvi NUbvUv Zvi
Ae‡PZb g‡bi B‡”Q wQj hv Avgv‡ì nvmv‡bi jvk D×vi Ki‡Z mvnvh¨ K‡i‡Q|
Wv³vi Zid`vi †Uwe‡ji Dci ivLv Møvm †_‡K cvwb †L‡jb| Zvici Avevi ej‡Z ïiæ
Ki‡jb, Zzwg Rvb‡Z †P‡qQ cix †Kb Amy¯’ n‡jv| e¨vcviUv ejwQ †Zvgv‡K| mwZ¨ K_v
ej‡Z Kx Zzwg †h cix‡K we‡q K‡iQ †m Avmj cix bv| †m n‡”Q Õgb fv½v cixÕ| Zzwg
Rv‡bv Avgv‡ì meviB GKUv gb Av‡Q| fv‡jv msev‡` Avgv‡ì gb †hgb Avbw›`Z nq,
Lvivc msev‡` e¨w_Z nq| µgvMZ Lvivc msev` Avi Pv‡c gbUv GKmgq e¨w_Z n‡Z n‡Z
†f‡½ c‡o| cixi gbUvI Giƒc µgvMZ Pv‡c †f‡½ †M‡Q| cÖ_g PvcUv m„wó nq Zvi
K‡j‡R hvIqv wbqwš¿Z nIqvq| wØZxq Pvc m„wó nq µgvMZ we‡qi Pvc Avmv †_‡K| Z…Zxq
Pv‡ci m„wó nq eLv‡U †Q‡j‡ì Drcv‡Z| PZz_© Pv‡ci DrcwË wb‡Ri evwoi g‡a¨ e›`x
nIqvi g‡Zv Ae¯’v †_‡K| GZ Pvc mn¨ Kivi g‡Zv ÿgZv cix‡ii g‡b wQj bv| KviY
cixi eqm ZLb gvÎ m‡Zi wKsev wKQz †ewk| ZvB †m AvcÖvY †Póv KiwQj `geÜ n‡q Avmv
GB Pv‡ci g‡a¨ †_‡K †ei n‡q Avmvi Rb¨| wKš‘ †K Zv‡K †ei Ki‡e? wcÖq evev hv‡K †m
me‡P‡q fv‡jvev‡m Zvi wm×všÍ¸‡jvB Zvi g‡a¨ Pv‡ci m„wó K‡i‡Q| Zvi gv Zvi evev‡K
µgvMZ mg_©b w`‡q †M‡Q| Aek¨ nvmvb‡K nZ¨vi e¨vcviUv Zvi gv RvbZ bv| hvB‡nvK,
gvbwmK Pvc †_‡K †ei n‡q Avmvi Rb¨ †m †h †QvU †evb Rwii mvnvh¨ wb‡e †mB DcvqI
wQj bv| KviY Rwi AcwiYZ, ZvQvov eq‡mi cv_©KÏ †ewk| H mgq nVvrB evwo‡Z †c‡q
hvq nvmvb‡K| wb‡Ri gvbwmK Pvc †_‡K gyw³ †c‡Z nvmv‡bi g‡a¨ †m bZzbfv‡e wb‡R‡K
Luy‡R †c‡Z †Póv K‡i| KviY Zvi Rxe‡b ZLb bZzb‡Z¡i cÖ‡qvRb wQj| GK‡N‡qwg
weiw³Ki Rxe‡b †m mwZ¨ nuvwc‡q D‡VwQj| eqtmÜxKv‡j GKRb †Q‡j Avi GKRb †g‡qi
bZzb‡Z¡i me‡P‡q cÖjyä Aa¨vq n‡jv †cÖg, fv‡jvevmv| wPivPwiZ cÖvK…wZK wbq‡gB Zviv
G‡K A‡bï cÖwZ `ye©j n‡q c‡o| nvmv‡bi `vwi`ª Avi cv‡qi AÿgZv cix‡K nvmv‡bi cÖwZ
AviI `ye©j K‡i †Zv‡j| KviY ¯^vfvweKfv‡e Avgiv memgq Mixe Avi Aÿg gvby‡li cÖwZ
mnvbyf~wZkxj _vwK| cixi mnvbyf~wZkxjZv Zv‡ì cvi¯úwK `ye©jZv‡K AviI k³ euva‡b
Ave× K‡i| ZvB †cÖ‡gi cÖ_g ch©v‡q †cÖ‡gi cÖKvk NUv‡Z hv hv nq ZvB Zv‡ì g‡a¨
n‡q‡Q| wb‡R‡ì g‡a¨ †Mvc‡b K_v ejv, jywK‡q nvmv‡bi Rb¨ Lvevi †cuŠ‡Q †`qv, cix‡K
nvmv‡bi †QvU LvU Dcnvi †`qv, wb‡R‡ì g‡a¨ wPwVcÎ Av`vb cÖ`vb Kiv GBme Avi wK!
Z‡e Zviv `yR‡bB Zv‡ì fwel¨r wb‡q Lye Avkw¼Z wQj| GB Avk¼vUv cixi g‡bi Pvc
ax‡i ax‡i AviI evov‡Z _v‡K| Gi g‡a¨ wbiæ †g¤^vi mewKQz †R‡b wM‡q Zv‡ì we‡”Q‡ì
†Póv Ki‡j cix gvbwmKfv‡e mwZ¨ `ye©j n‡q c‡o| GLv‡b Avi GKUv welq D‡jøL Ki‡Z
n‡e| nvmvb cix‡ì evwo‡Z wkÿK wn‡m‡e _vK‡jI †m KLbI wkÿ‡Ki gh©v`v †cZ bv|
cwiev‡i Zvi Ae¯’vb wQj A‡bKUv Kv‡Ri gvby‡li g‡Zv| GRb¨ Zv‡K Rqbv‡ji cv‡ki
Kvgivq _vK‡Z †`qv n‡qwQj| Zv‡K w`‡q evRvi Kiv‡bvi cvkvcvwk Ab¨ bvbviKg
†KbvKvUvi KvR Kiv‡bv n‡Zv| m¤¢eZ cix GB e¨vcvi¸‡jv †g‡b wb‡Z cviZ bv| cviZ bv
e‡jB †m memgq gvbwmK hš¿Yvq fzMZ| GB hš¿Yv Zv‡K Ggb ch©v‡q wb‡q hvq †h †m
gyw³i Rb¨ cvMj n‡q D‡V| gyw³i GKgvÎ Dcvq wQj nvmvb‡K we‡q Kiv| wKš‘ ZLb
cwiw¯’wZ Ggb wQj †h nvmvb‡K we‡q †Zv `~‡ii K_v, nvmvb‡K wb‡q wPšÍv KivI Zvi Rb¨
wQj cvc| GiKg Pig Ae¯’vq hLb wbiæ †g¤^vi Avi Rqbvj wg‡j nvmvb‡K nZ¨v Kij
ZLb cix Zvi g‡bi Dci Avi wbqš¿Y a‡i ivL‡Z cvij bv| Zvi gbUv †f‡½ `yUzK‡iv n‡q
†Mj| GLv‡b `y‡Uv eo ai‡Yi AvNvZ †c‡qwQj cix| cÖ_g AvNvZUv G‡mwQj nvmv‡bi g„Zzï
Kvi‡Y| Avi wØZxq AvNvZUv †c‡qwQj Zvi evevi Lybx wn‡m‡e AvZ¥cÖKv‡ki Kvi‡Y| cix
Zvi evev‡K †QvU †ejv †_‡K GZUvB fv‡jv‡e‡m‡Q †h †m KíbvI Ki‡Z cv‡iwb Zvi evev
Lyb Ki‡Z cv‡i, ZvI nvmv‡bi g‡Zv GKUv Amnvq †Q‡j‡K| GB `y‡Uv AvNv‡Zi Kvi‡Y cix
gvbwmK fvimvg¨ nvwi‡q †d‡j| cixi g‡a¨ Rgv nq cywÄf~Z †ÿvf, N„Yv; Zvi g‡b Rb¥ †bq
cÖwZwnsmvi ¯ú„nv| cix ZLb wPšÍv Ki‡Z _v‡K Kxfv‡e Zvi evevi H fqsKi KzK‡g©i K_v
mevB‡K Rvwb‡q w`‡e| wKš‘ †m mvnm cvw”Qj bv| Zvi wØavwef³ gb GKevi Zvi evevi
weiæ‡× hvq, Gici Avevi Zvi evevi c‡ÿ hvq| KviY kZ n‡jI evev †Zv| evevi weiæ‡×
hvIqv GZ mnR e¨vcvi bv| e¨vcviUv Zvi Rb¨ wQj AZ¨šÍ KwVb| bv cviwQj †m mn¨
Ki‡Z, bv cviwQj cÖKvk Ki‡Z| gvby‡li g‡a¨ hLb Amn¨, Amnbxq †Kv‡bvwKQz _v‡K ZLb
gvbyl bvbvfv‡e †mUv †ei K‡i w`‡Z †Póv K‡i, cÖKvk Ki‡Z †Póv K‡i| mvaviYZ gvby‡li
cÖKvk `yB iK‡gi| GKUv †gŠwLK Avi GKUv wjwLZ| cix †h‡nZz gy‡L ejvi g‡Zv KvD‡K
cvw”Qj bv, G Kvi‡Y †m Ae‡PZb g‡b LvZvi g‡a¨ wjL‡Z _v‡K| nq‡Zv †m Pvw”Qj Zvi
GB †jLv c‡o †KD Zvi evevi KzK‡g©i K_v RvbyK| cixi gvbwmK Aw¯’iZvi GUv wQj cÖ_g
w`‡Ki cÖKU jÿY| hvB‡nvK, LvZvi †jLv covi g‡Zv ZLb Av‡kcv‡k †KD wQj bv| †m bv
†h‡Z cviwQj K‡j‡R, bv AvmwQj Zv‡ì evwo‡Z bZzb †KD| d‡j Zvi g‡bi †ÿvf ax‡i
ax‡i cÖkwgZ Iqvi cwie‡Z© evo‡ZB _v‡K|
Gw`‡K nvmv‡bi cÖwZ wb‡Ri `ye©jZv‡K cix wKQz‡ZB fzj‡Z cviwQj bv| †h‡nZz
mvgvwRK Ae¯’vbMZ w`K w`‡q cix wQj DPz ¯Í‡ii, m¤¢eZ fv‡jvjvMvi cÖ¯ÍveUv cixi KvQ
†_‡KB wM‡qwQj| GRb¨ nvmv‡bi g„Zz¨‡Z †m Pig nxbgb¨Zv Avi Aciva‡ev‡a fzM‡Z
_v‡K| ZvB iv‡Zi AÜKv‡i Zvi Ae‡PZb gb (subconscious mind) Zv‡K wb‡q hvq
PvjZv Zjvq nvmv‡bi Ke‡ii cv‡k| GUv Pig gbwmK fvimvg¨nxbZvi jÿY| gvby‡li
Ae‡PZb gvb hLb m‡PZb gb‡K (conscious mind) Qvwc‡q D‡V gvbyl ZLb wb‡Ri
Dci wbqš¿Y nvwi‡q †d‡j| Gw`‡K cixi PvjZv Zjvq hvIqvi e¨vcviUv cÖ_g †Ui cvq Zvi
gv| †m cixi evev wbiæ †g¤^vi‡K ej‡j wbiæ †g¤^vi mv‡_ mv‡_ mZK© n‡q hvq| KviY wbiæ
†g¤^vi ZLb eyS‡Z cv‡i †Kv‡bv bv †Kv‡bvfv‡e cix †R‡b †M‡Q †h nvmvb‡K †m nZ¨v
K‡i‡Q| ZvB hZ `ªæZ m¤¢e †m †Póv K‡i cix‡K H evwo †_‡K `~‡i mwi‡q bZzb GK
`vwqZ¡kxj Rxe‡b cÖ‡ek Kwi‡q †`qvi| Avi Gi GKgvÎ Dcvq wQj cix‡K we‡q †`qvi|
GRb¨ cix‡K Zvovûov K‡i †Zvgvi mv‡_ we‡q w`‡q †`q| Avi H w`bB ¸Re Qwo‡q †`q
†h ZvovZvwo evwo †_‡K bv †M‡j c‡_i g‡a¨ cix‡K R¡x‡b ai‡Z cv‡i| KviY wbiæ †g¤^vi
cixi Amy¯’Zv wb‡q kw¼Z wQj|
†Zvgvi mv‡_ cixi we‡qUv cixi Rb¨ GZUvB fqsKi wQj †h cixi fv½v gbUv †f‡½
UzK‡iv UzK‡iv n‡q hvq| Zvi g‡bi g‡a¨ R‡g _vKv †ÿvf, Kó, hš¿Yv ZLb we‡ùvwiZ
nIqvi Dcµg nq| wKš‘ cix mÁv‡b Zv Ki‡Z cviwQj bv| KviY mÁv‡b ZLbI †m Zvi
evev‡K fv‡jvev‡m| Avi wKQz‡ZB †m †Zvgvi g‡Zv bxwin GKRb gvbyl‡K Acgvb Ki‡Z
Pvw”Qj bv, weeªZ Ki‡Z Pvw”Qj bv| wKš‘ †m fqvbK gvbwmK Pvc Avi KóUvI mn¨ Ki‡Z
cviwQj bv| A_P G¸‡jv †_‡K †m cwiÎvY Pvw”Qj| †h‡nZz gvbwmK mg_©b bv _vKvq †m gyL
w`‡q wKQz ej‡Z cviwQj bv ZLb †m kixi w`‡q †mUv ej‡Z ïiæ K‡i| cÖ_‡g †VuvU Kuvc‡Z
_v‡K, Zvici †PvL, Zvici nvZ Ges cv| GmKj A½cªZ¨½ H mgq Ggb fqsKifv‡e
Kuvc‡Z _v‡K †h †`L‡j fq jv‡M| GUv GKUv mvB‡Kv‡mvgvwUK (psychosomatic
disorder) ev kixie„Ëxq gvbwmK mgm¨v| G‡ÿ‡Î cÖKvkUv gyL w`‡q bv n‡q kixi w`‡q
N‡U| jÿ‡Yi Dci wbf©i K‡i †evSv hvq AmyLUv wK ai‡Yi| cixi †hUv n‡q‡Q †mUv n‡jv
wn‡÷wiqv (hysteria). hLb cix Amy¯’ n‡q c‡o jÿ¨ Ki‡e, cix gyL w`‡q wKQz ej‡Z
†Póv K‡i, wKš‘ bv cvivi Kvi‡Y Zvi kixi Kuvc‡Z _v‡K| e¨vcviUv m¤ú~Y© Awb”QvK…Z
(non-voluntery). G‡Z cix wKsev iæMxi †Kv‡bv nvZ _v‡K bv| B‡”Q Ki‡jB †m kixi
Ifv‡e Kuvcv‡Z cvi‡e bv| Avevi B‡”Q Ki‡jI _vgv‡Z cvi‡e bv| hZÿY ch©šÍ bv kix‡ii
Af¨šÍ‡ii ivM, †ÿvf, Kó Gfv‡e K¤ú‡bi (convulsion) gva¨‡g ev Ab¨ †Kv‡bv Dcv‡q
kixi †_‡K †ei bv n‡e ZZÿY ch©šÍ iæMx kvšÍ n‡e bv| Avgiv Gw›U-wW‡cÖ‡m›U (anti-
depressant) Ilya eënvi K‡i G ai‡bi K¤úb _vwg‡q ivL‡Z cvwi wVKB, wKš‘ †mUv
mvgwqK, ¯’vqx †Kv‡bv mgvavb bv| g~j mgvavb n‡jv KviY Luy‡R †ei K‡i †mUv `~i Kiv|
Zvn‡jB iæMx my¯’ n‡e| cixi †ÿ‡Î g~j mgm¨vUv wQj Zvi evevi wePvi nIqv| wePviUv
nw”Qj bv †`‡L Pig gbtKó †_‡K †m MZKvj _vbvq P‡j wM‡qwQj| A_P cywj‡ki mvg‡b
wM‡q †m wKQz ej‡Z cv‡iwb| KviY H GKUvB, †m Zvi evevi weiæ‡× ej‡Z cviwQj bv|
†mLv‡b g‡bi g‡a¨ Õejv bv ejviÕ Pig Ø‡›Øi m„wó n‡j GKch©v‡q †m Amy¯’ n‡q c‡o| hw`
Acivax Zvi evev bv n‡q Ab¨ †KD n‡Zv Zvn‡j nq‡Zv †m Amy&¯’ n‡Zv bv, mn‡RB mewKQz
ej‡Z cviZ| wKš‘ G †ÿ‡Î cv‡iwb| GiKg Amy¯’Zvq cÖPzi kw³ e¨q nq weavq iæMx Lye
`ye©j n‡q c‡o| kvixwiK kw³ wd‡i †c‡Z ZLb Avevi mgq jv‡M| hLb †m my¯’ n‡q D‡V
Avevi ax‡i ax‡i Zvi g‡bi g‡a¨ †ÿvf, hš¿Yv Ges Kó Rgv n‡Z _v‡K Ges wbw`©ó mgq ci
GKBfv‡e Amy¯’ n‡q covi gva¨‡g †m¸‡jv cÖkwgZ nq| Gfv‡eB Pj‡Z _v‡K| GB
wnw÷wiqv wKš‘ mvaviY †Kv‡bv AmyL bq| fqsKi AmyL| h_vh_ wPwKrmv bv n‡j iæMx‡K
fqsKi cwiYwZ eiY Ki‡Z nq| AZ¨šÍ `yt‡Li welq n‡jv MÖv‡g M‡Ä Kv‡iv g‡a¨ G ai‡bi
jÿY †`Lv †M‡j ejv nq Zv‡K f~Z-†cÖZ wKsev R¡x‡b a‡i‡Q| ZLb GB f~Z-†cÖZ Avi R¡xb
Qvov‡bvi K_v e‡j iæMxi Dci fqvbK AZ¨vPvi Kiv nq| G‡Z iæMx AviI Amy¯’ n‡q
c‡o| cixI wQj GiKg GK wfKwUg| fvM¨fv‡jv †h Zzwg cix‡K XvKvq wb‡q G‡mQ Ges
cixi Amy¯’Zvi KviYUv †ei Kiv †M‡Q| Giƒc Amy¯’Zvi mgq iæMxi kixi wekÖxfv‡e †eu‡K
hvIqvi Kvi‡Y †h †Kv‡bv mgq bvf© wQ‡o †h‡Z cv‡i| G‡Z iæMxi kixi ev A½ cÖZ¨½
c¨vivjvBmW& n‡q hvIqvi m¤¢vebv _v‡K, Ggb wK iæMx AÜI n‡q †h‡Z cv‡i| cwiw¯’wZi
AviI AebwZ n‡j iæMx Ab¨‡K AvNvZ Ki‡Z cv‡i, AvnZ Ki‡Z cv‡i| H Ae¯’vq h_vh_
wPwKrmv bv n‡j iæMx‡K euvPvb `ytmva¨ n‡q c‡o| GRb¨ gvbwmK iæMxi wPwKrmv ax‡i ax‡i
â‡h©i mv‡_ `xN©mgq wb‡q Ki‡Z nq| GKevi my¯’ n‡q DV‡j Avevi hw` †Kv‡bv Kvi‡Y
gvbwmK AvNvZ cvq Zvn‡j Pig gvbwmK ÿ‡Zi (acute mental trauma) m„wói gva¨‡g
AmyLUvi cybive„wË n‡Z cv‡i| GKvi‡Y AvRxeb gvbwmK iæMxi Dci we‡kl bRi ivLv
cÖ‡qvRb| cixi cÖwZI †Zvgvi we‡kl †Lqvj ivL‡Z n‡e| cixi g‡bi g‡a¨ †h hš¿Yv wQj
Zv cÖkwgZ nIqvi cÖwµqv ïiæ nIqvq Avkv KiwQ cix my¯’ n‡q DV‡e| GLb wKQzw`b cix‡K
Zzwg cixi g‡Zv _vK‡Z †`‡e| Iiv fv½v gb †Rvov jvMv‡bvi Rb¨ wKQz mgq jvM‡e|
Zvici cixi gbUv‡K wb‡Ri g‡Zv K‡i M‡o †b‡e| Zvn‡jB †Zvgiv myLx n‡Z cvi‡e| Z‡e
g‡b ivL‡e, cyivZb ¯§„wZi cybive„wË Avevi AmyLUv‡K wdwi‡q Avb‡Z cv‡i| cyivZb ¯§„wZ
wb‡q wb‡R †_‡K †Kv‡bv Av‡jvPbv Ki‡e bv, cix‡K KLbI †LvUv †`‡e bv| †m‡ÿ‡Î
mewKQzi cwiYwZ Lye fqvbK n‡e| Avwg Aek¨ cywjk‡K e‡j †è Zviv †hb wbiæ †g¤^v‡ii
†K‡m cix‡K mvÿx bv K‡i| G‡Z cix‡K Zvi Amn¨ ¯§„wZ c~bivq g‡b Ki‡Z n‡e bv Ges
gvbwmK Ø›Ø †_‡K †m gy³ _vK‡e|
Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii K_v¸‡jv Bgivb AevK n‡q ïbwQj| †m weo weo K‡i ejj, GLb
Kx Kie m¨vi? cix †Zv Kuv`‡Q|
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K¤úb wn‡m‡e †ei bv n‡q †Pv‡Li cvwb wn‡m‡e †ei n‡”Q| GUv fv‡jv, LyeB fv‡jv| Avm‡j
`ytL, Kó, hš¿Yv, †ÿvf G¸‡jv Avgv‡ì kixi‡K D‡ËwRZ K‡i| GB D‡ËRbv kix‡i
AwZwi³ Zv‡ci m„wó K‡i| GB Zvc †Pv‡Li cvwb w`‡q †ei n‡q hvq| GRb¨ †Pv‡Li cvwb
Mig _v‡K| Avwg K_v¸‡jv Lye mnRfv‡e ejjvg †hb Zzwg eyS‡Z cvi| êÁvbxK e¨vL¨vi
w`‡K Avi †Mjvg bv| Zvn‡j mewKQz A‡bK RwUj g‡b n‡e|
m¨vi mewKQzB †Zv ej‡jb, wKš‘ GKUv e¨vcv‡i wKQz ej‡jb bv| cix‡K we‡q Kivi ci
†_‡K Avevi wec`¸‡jv †Kgb †hb †K‡U hv‡”Q| Avcwb ï‡b AevK n‡eb †h MZKvj Avwg
†h †eZb †c‡qwQjvg me Avwg LiP K‡i †d‡jwQjvg| Lye wPšÍvq wQjvg mvg‡bi w`b¸‡jv
Kxfv‡e KvUve †mUv †f‡e| A_P AvR Kx A™¢zZ GKUv KvÛB bv NUj| e¨vs‡K hvIqvi ci
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†`qv n‡q‡Q Ges UvKv AvRB †Zvjv hv‡e| Avwg AvRB UvKv Zz‡jwQ Ges GLb Avgvi Kv‡Q
A‡bK UvKv| gRvi e¨vcvi n‡jv MZ eQ‡i Avwg e¨vs‡Ki PvKwi‡Z wQjvg bv| ZviciI
†evbvm †c‡qwQ| Gi e¨v¨Lv wK?
GUv Lye mvaviY e¨vcvi| Zzwg nq‡Zv GB NUbvi g‡a¨ A‡jŠwKK wKQz LuyRQ| Avm‡j
wKš‘ Zv bq| cÖ_g NUbvq Avwm| Zzwg e‡jwQ‡j ev‡mi g‡a¨ cywjk †`‡L cix †Zvgv‡K c‡ii
ev‡m DV‡Z e‡j‡Q Ges cÖ_g evmwU A¨vKwm‡W›U K‡i‡Q| GB NUbvq wew¯§Z nIqvi wKQz
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ej‡e| wKš‘ H gyn~‡Z© ejvi g‡Zv cwiw¯’wZ wQj bv| KviY ev‡m A‡bK gvbyl wQj| wKš‘ Zvi
ej‡Z B‡”Q nw”Qj| ZvB gvbwmK msNvZ Gov‡Z †m evm †_‡K †b‡g hvq| KviY ZLb Zvi
wb‡Ri Dci Zvi wbqš¿Y wQj| Avi evm A¨vKwm‡W‡›Ui e¨vcviwU wbZvšÍB `yN©Ubv| Gici
†`vKvb †_‡K evwK cvIqvi NUbvq Avwm| Zzwg GB evmvq AvQ A‡bKw`b| GKB †`vKvb
†_‡K gyw` wRwbmcÎ wKbQ Ges wbqwgZ UvKv w`”Q| Kv‡RB †`vKvb`v‡ii †Zvgvi Dci
GKiKg wek¦vm R‡b¥‡Q| GRb¨ †Zvgv‡K mvgvb¨ wKQz gyw` wRwbmcÎ evKx w`‡Z †m wØZxq
wPšÍv K‡iwb| Gici Zzwg e‡jQ Avgvi evmvq _vK‡Z cvIqvi welqUv A‡jŠwKK| MZ
K‡qKw`‡b Avgvi mv‡_ wg‡k wbðq eyS‡Z †c‡iQ Avwg gvbyl wn‡m‡e G‡Kev‡i Lvivc bv|
AšÍZ bZzb †KD we‡q K‡i G‡m Avgvi evmvq DV‡e Avi Zv‡K Nvo av°v w`‡q †ei K‡i
†è, GZUv wbôzi Avwg bB| Avi AvR‡K †Zvgvi †evbvm cvIqvi welqUvI e¨vswKK †m±‡i
GKUv ¯^vfvweK NUbv| cÖ‡Z¨K e¨vsKB Zv‡ì Kg©KZ©v Kg©Pvix‡ì eQ‡i K‡qKwU AwZwi³
†evbvm †`q| Gevi AwZwi³ †evbvm †`qvi cvkcvwk bZzb †hvM`vbK…Z Kg©KZ©v
Kg©Pvix‡ìI Aš©Ífz³ K‡i‡Q| GUv e¨vs‡Ki cwjwmi welq| GLv‡b †Zvgvi MZeQi PvKwi
Kiv bv Kivi mv‡_ †Kv‡bv m¤úK© †bB| KvKZvjxqfv‡e nq‡Zv †Zvgvi Afv‡ei mgq Zzwg
UvKvUv †c‡q wM‡qwQ| GiciI Zzwg hw` g‡b K‡iv welqUv A‡jŠwKK, Zvn‡j g‡b Ki‡e
me‡P‡q eo wec‡ì g‡a¨ w`‡q Zzwg wKš‘ mgq cvi KiQ| Avi Zv n‡jv cixi Amy¯’Zv| GB
welqUv‡K fz‡j †M‡j wKš‘ Pj‡e bv|
nvmvb DrmyK n‡q ejj, m¨vi AviI GKUv e¨vcvi N‡U‡Q?
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cix Amy¯’ †`‡L Avwg wm×všÍ wb‡qwQjvg wZb w`b Avwg Ii mv‡_ _vKe| ZvB AvR QywUi
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GUv‡KI wK Avcwb mvaviY e‡j e¨vL¨v Ki‡eb?
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Avm‡j Avgvi g¨v‡bRvi Lye eìvMx| †h‡nZz wZwb Avgv‡K wZb w`‡bi ¯’v‡b mvZw`b
QzwU w`‡q‡Qb Avwg wek¦vm KiwQ GUv cixi Rb¨B N‡U‡Q|
Wv³vi Zid`vi nvwmUv we¯Í…Z K‡i ej‡jb, Bgivb, Avm‡j Zzwg Lye fv‡jv GKRb
gvbyl, ïay fv‡jv bv, AmvaviY fv‡jv| GRb¨ Wv³vi Zid`v‡ii g‡Zv KvV‡LvÆv gvbyl
†Zvgv‡K Zvi evmv †_‡K evmi iv‡Z †ei K‡i †`qwb, cvovi gy`x †`vKvb`vi †Zvgv‡K
evKx‡Z wRwbm †`‡e bv e‡j gyL wdwi‡q †bqwb, e¨vs‡Ki g¨v‡bRvi †Zvgv‡K QzwU †`‡e bv
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ARynvZ| †m g~jZ cix‡K fzjZ †Póv Ki‡Q, bv cix‡K bv, cixi Kó cvIqv‡K fzj‡Z †Póv
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cix g„`y †n‡m ejj, Kx †`LQ?
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cix ejj, P‡jv Nygv‡e| GZ iv‡Z AvKv‡k Zviv †`Lvi ìKvi †bB| AvMvgxKvj
c~wY©gv| AvMvgxKvj Zzwg Avgvi nvZ a‡i Avgv‡K Qv‡` wb‡q Avm‡e| Zvici `yR‡b GKmv‡_
c~wY©gv †`Le| wVK Av‡Q?
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Zv bv n‡j †Zvgv‡K Nygv‡Z †è bv|
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GLbI †ei Ki‡Z cv‡iwb †m| A_P cÖ‡kœi DËiUv Lye Riæix|
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cvi‡Q GB cÖ‡kœi DËi †m †Kv‡bvw`bI Luy‡R cv‡e bv| Avi G Kvi‡Y cixI †Kv‡bv iv‡Z
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wZwb GKRb PvKwiRxex| Zuvi cÖKvwkZ MÖ‡š’i msL¨v kZvwaK|
Zuvi D‡jøL‡hvM¨ mvwnZ¨K‡g©i g‡a¨ i‡q‡Q ,
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wbwji fv‡jvevmv, wbtm½ wRwi, wØZxq c„w_ex, wM‡Uv, cÖ‡R± nvBcvi, wbwK, wbwi, wiwi, jvj
MÖ‡ni jvj cÖvYx, ev‡qv‡evU wbI·, wMwcwjqv, wM‡Mv, wµwK, meyR gvbe, AYygvbe, †ive‡Ui
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kvwšÍ‡Z wiweU, wiwe‡Ui Rxeb, wngvj‡q wiweU, wiweU I Gwj‡qb wbwbwU, wiweU I `yjvj, GK
e¨vM wiweU|
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†RvQbv iv‡Zi †RvbvwK, gvqvex †RvQbvi em‡šÍ|
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gyKzU, Kvjy WvKvZ, K¼vj Ni, jvjy †Pvi, Wjvi M¨vs, Lywj evev, Kvbv`my¨|
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ågY Dcb¨vm t emšÍ el©vi w`MšÍ
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Kvjv wckvP, Awfkß AvZ¥v, Djy wckv‡Pi AvZ¥v, kqZvb mvaK wPwj‡Ki AvZ¥v, i³ wccvmv,
i³Z…òv, †cÖZvZ¥v, AZ…ß AvZ¥v|
†jv A¨vW‡fÂvi wmwiR : †jv, b‡i›`ª Rwg`v‡ii hy‡M, Rsjxi †`‡k, ivÿ‡mi Øx‡c, `~i MÖ‡ni
wbwM, †ive‡Ui hy‡M|
cyi¯‹vi : evsjv GKv‡Wwg mvwnZ¨ c`K 2018, wkï GKv‡Wwg mvwnZ¨ cyi¯‹vi 2018, Kvwj
I Kjg mvwnZ¨ cyi¯‹vi 2012, P¨v‡bj AvB wmwU Avb›` Av‡jv mvwnZ¨ cyi¯‹vi-2015,
†Qv‡Uv‡ì †gjv mvwnZ¨ cyi¯‹vi-2014|
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