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Lozza Abaineh
Professor Beadle
ENGL 114A
26 Sep 2021
A Wall of Words
Languages across the world are what bring people together, start conversations, and
are the foundation of culture. In Africa alone, there are about two thousand different
dialects that are spoken. Visiting my relatives in Ethiopia, I saw firsthand how the very
dialect that is spoken can either bring together or separate your own blood. Not being
able to create conversation and understand what life was like in my home country, I
questioned if my trip would've turned out differently if only I could speak to them.
Language is the very barrier of relationships, and division between the human population.
Communication is a vital resource for us to stay in touch with one another, in how we
meet others and create authentic connections (Green 2). I saw this on a personal
experience on my trip to what I called home. A trip I anticipated for years, excited to see
the cousins I only heard of was faced with a linguistic wall. The moments meeting my
never seen family was almost cinematic; Excited to be there but feeling like I just stepped
into an entirely different world. Listening to them with smiles on their faces, I could only
show them how thrilled I was to see them to a certain extent. I had no way of telling
them, and even though how hard they tried they could only say it with the little English
they knew. A sense of anxiety fell over me, immediately making me feel defeated that I
didn’t know my own ethnic language. Building a wall, I became quiet and didn’t even
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enemy” (Corder 11). I instantly began to feel anxious and felt like my words had no
value because no one could understand them. I felt as though, that this was going to be
the longest summer ever, and that all the things that I hoped for would fall short.
The first month was very difficult, to say the least. I was very anti-social, kept to
myself, and didn’t have many friends. The times that I tried fell short due to not only a
lack of communication but also bullying. Many of the kids that lived in my
grandmother’s neighborhood had deficient English skills, along with my knowing only a
few words in Amharic (Ethiopian dialect). Every time I tried to communicate and create
language. I was mocked for my accent and demeaned for my communication skills. I was
ecstatic that I was in my homeland but for many reasons, I didn’t feel welcomed when
people saw that I didn’t understand Amharic. From the words of Corder, “We were
honored to be there but some of them were not happy”(Corder 35). As Corder was there
to learn and experience a different environment, the students felt as though they were
taking something so sacred from them such as language. And for many reasons that’s
exactly how I felt, I didn’t feel welcome and felt more like an outsider in a world that I
am supposed to enjoy.
As my mother noticed my introverted behavior she began to realize how much value
I held in learning my native language. Shaming herself for not teaching me, she felt that it
was her fault. As I was feeling the pressures of not understanding the people around me,
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that’s something she has endured almost all her life after moving to the United States. I
reassured her and explained to her that there is nothing to be upset at herself for, she was
going through the stresses of moving to an entirely different country and creating a new
life for her family on top of learning a new language. She began to give me language
lessons every day in the afternoons. I began to see a difference in my skills, and
improvement in the way I spoke with family and friends. The more I learned, the better
much to me. Meeting her for the first time and not being able to tell her I love her was
something so strenuous for me. Every time she saw the improvement in my accent and
word usage, she told me how proud she was of my improvement. I began to spend more
time with my family and cousins, creating friendships and getting out of my shell. The
neighborhood kids that weren’t very fond of my presence began to talk to me and
explained that they felt that I was invading what they called home and created a wall to
not get to know me. But as they saw that I wanted to learn and be in touch with my
culture, they realized I wasn’t too bad after all. I felt more comfortable day by day and
my cousins didn’t feel like they couldn’t talk to me but instead also slowly but surely
Saying my goodbyes, I realized how much I gained just from learning my ethnic
relationships, and finally found a place my heart calls home. As Corder conveys, the lack
of understanding things and people around you ties to a multitude of obstacles. It can be
the very thing that opens you up to a new world to understand or closes you off to so
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many possibilities. Language comes in many forms and is an imperative tool we use in
our day-to-day lives. I learned hands-on that it is in fact the basis of culture, and
traditions. Everywhere you go it is the foundation of how people act, view life, and how
they conversate. It is at the tip of our hands, it’s our choice to utilize it.
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Work Cited
“Hearing Race: Can Language Use Lead to Racism?” OpenLearn, The Open University, 8
Sept. 2020.