Been anxious again for the past few days.

I still don’t know if I would really get hired in Rex Bookstore.

I’ve applied for a Event Coordinator position last week. The last thing that they told me was that I was
“hired” and they are just waiting for the “job order” before getting in touch with me again. It will be a
week now after my interview so I don’t know if they are still interested in hiring. But nevertheless I can
just wait until next week before applying for a job.

Good things are happening recently. My zine Sub-versions was soldout in the last Komiket at Southmall.
It feels when strangers got interested on the zine even though they are not really readers. Well, they
enjoy the collection. And because the zine was sold out, my budget increased. Also, I got 1 thousand
pesos from Ms. Liz who commissioned me to write a profile of construction company.

Compare to previous weeks, my mood is quite stable now. I can manage my anxiety knowing that I’m
waiting for something good (hiring at Rex Bookstore). Because in the previous weeks, I really don’t know
what to do. In the morning, I would lay on the sofa thinking what I should do for the day. Plus the
weather is really unbearable. I’m waking feeling sticky that makes my mood bad. Raining season is
coming. So I guess, it will become colder in the next few days.

I will not be doing any significant today. I’m just planning to read a book and maybe take a run in the
afternoon. Tomorrow, I have an appointment with Maisha. We will go to fiscal’s office to give my
statement to help on her case against Jinon. Well better days are coming.

Last few words, I’m planning to lose weight. I’m thinking of cutting my carb intake especially during
nighttime. I’m also thinking of trying intermittent fasting diet. I don’t know if it would work for me
because I can’t think straight if my stomach is empty.

Also, I’m trying to cut down my social media time. I would check messages only in the morning. And
that’s it, I will not open Facebook again for the rest of the day. I hope I can do it.

See you again!