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Mindfulness (2020) 11:2857–2859

https://doi.org/10.1007/s12671-020-01482-8

MINDFULNESS IN PRACTICE

A Busy Mind Need Not Be a Problem


Ajahn Amaro 1

Published online: 18 August 2020


# Amaravati Publications 2020

At the beginning of the day, we set our intention; we direct our external, and to discern the differences between them. This too
attention towards the Triple Gem and express our respect. We is changing. The objects of attention and the consciousness of
reaffirm our commitment to use these qualities as our guiding them are all constantly transforming, moment by moment.
principles. These are not just principles to be believed in, but ways of
When recollecting these essential teachings, I often consid- examining our experience, ways of looking at how our mind
er that all the information which we as human beings need to represents the world. Our experience, moment by moment, is
be completely liberated is contained in the morning chanting. of how our mind constructs the world. Sight, sound, smell,
All that is required is to know, understand, digest, practice, taste, and touch are the faculties through which our mind
and embody this; through the Triple Gem, the Buddha fabricates an image of the world. Thus, we do not experience
Dhamma Sangha, liberation will be realized. This is all we the world itself; we experience our mind’s representation of it,
need to know. Not much, simply what is here in this small built out of body-consciousness, feeling-consciousness, per-
package; but it needs to be fully internalized, fully actualized, ception, thinking, and concepts. That which is known moment
made real, brought to life through our practice during the by moment is our mind’s representation of the world. What
course of the day. Here, in this moment. we experience is a fabricated image of the world, and that
Recollect these observations: dukkha, anattā, anicca, all image is constantly changing and empty in and of itself.
conditioned phenomena are unsatisfactory, not-self, and con- These qualities of anicca, dukkha, anattā—change and
stantly changing. uncertainty, unsatisfactoriness, the inherent emptiness of a
When we look more closely at anicca, change, we see it self and what belongs to a self—we are not trying to make
everywhere, in both the physical world and the mental world. ourselves believe they are true. They are not articles of
The body is impermanent. This is expressed in the Pali words faith; rather, they are tools with which to explore our ex-
rūpaṃ aniccaṃ. Rūpa includes all physical form, internal or perience. “Is this permanent or is it not? Is it changing or is
external, whether it is our own body, a building, a tree, or a it not? Is this memory, this idea completely satisfactory?”
planet; rūpa, physical form, is changing. Then, there is vedanā Even a sweet memory of a beautiful occasion—you might
aniccā. Vedanā is the Pali word for sensations, pleasant, pain- experience a perfect day and think, “How could that be
ful, neutral sensations. Saññā means “perception”; it is what dukkha? That was the most sublime, unique, perfect of
we see, hear, smell, taste, and touch, our sense impressions. occasions. How could it be dukkha?” But when we explore
These too are changing. Saṅkhārā refers to our mental con- and reflect, we can see how even the sweetest of occasions,
structions: thoughts, memories, intentions, plans, imagination, the most glorious of moments is unsatisfactory. Its unsat-
moods, emotions. All are transient, uncertain, unstable, emp- isfactoriness lies in the fact that it cannot make us
ty. And finally, there is viññāṇa, discriminative conscious- completely and permanently happy. The sheer act of
ness, the fundamental capacity to cognize objects, internal or experiencing a sweet, glorious moment can make us feel
that other moments are inferior, not up to the same quality
of delight. They can never quite match that wonderful day,
Excerpted from The Breakthrough by Ajahn Amaro, Amaravati
that wonderful moment, that perfect holiday—even when
Publications, 2016.
you are in the midst of enjoying that perfect place, you can
* Ajahn Amaro
be worrying about how you are going to make a booking
ajahn.amaro@gmail.com for next year and guarantee that you are going to get the
same perfect rooms... Right there is the cause for dissatis-
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Amaravati Buddhist Monastery, Hemel Hempstead, faction, the cause of dukkha.
Hertfordshire HP1 3BZ, UK
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Again, we are not trying to make ourselves believe this, but In this practice, the intention is to learn from everything:
seeing how it works. Take something that we prize as being wished for and not wished for, expected and unexpected,
beautiful, most precious and delightful, absolutely pure and pleasant and painful. Ajahn Chah often used to say that liking
good—we can see it as a cause for dukkha when someone and disliking are of equal value (“Chorp, my chorp, tau tau
comes along and insults it, says that it is ugly and foolish, gan”) in Thai [ชอบไม่ชอบเท่าเท่ากัน]). Whether we like it or we
not beautiful, not pure, that it is inferior. We love the do not like it is not the point. Liking and disliking are of equal
Buddha and admire his teachings above all things. Then, value as a source of insight, a source of wisdom. Certainly, we
someone says the Buddha was a fool, the Buddha was wrong. recognize that when the mind is in a concentrated, peaceful
Even hearing those words—“How can he say that?”—this is state, filled with wholesome qualities and generating insights,
dukkha. this is beneficial. But if we attach to it and identify with it, that
These principles, anicca, dukkha, and anattā, are means of grasping of insight and clarity can become a cause of suffer-
exploring our experience. They are tools for examining our ing. Insight is a wholesome quality, a beautiful quality, but
habits of identification and attachment, our habitual views. that is not the only point. The main point is to learn from it.
They are employed to look at what we take to be self, at the When the mind is confused and busy, caught up in prolif-
things which appear to belong to us— “my” memories, “my” erations, wrapped up in old anxieties and doubts, regrets, re-
ideas, “my” body, “my” experience, “my” practice, “my” in- sentments, filled with aversion and restlessness, you might
sights, “my” defilements. The principle of anattā, not-self, is think, “Well, this is really bad. My practice is falling apart.”
not a belief. We are not trying to make ourselves believe that But the mind which can recognize these unwholesome states
we have no self; rather, this teaching is a lens through which to is not unwholesome. That which recognizes entanglement is
explore that feeling of “I-ness,” “me-ness,” “my-ness.” What not entangled. Right there, there is mindfulness. There is
is it that feels as if there is a “me” who is reading these words? wisdom.
What is it that owns these sensations in the body? Is there an When there is a recognition that the mind is all over the
owner? How does any being really own anything in a substan- place, or that it is agitated or busy, right there is the establish-
tial, absolute, and real way? How can any “thing” be truly ment of mindfulness. Even though the object is agitated or
owned? And what would it be that does the owning, the busy, that which knows it is not caught up in it. That which
possessing? is fully aware of the agitated state is the pathway of release
These qualities of anicca, dukkha, and anattā are tools with from it. So do not be caught in these judgments of “things
which to examine our habitual relationship to the mind, the going well” or “things going badly.” This is just the experi-
body, and the world: to look and see. They are the supports for ence of different patterns of mood and feeling. Moods change
looking inward—for vipassanā, seeing inwardly. during the course of a day, during the course of a sitting, just
When we explore and examine experience in this way, we like the weather. Feelings change. Things ripen at different
ask ourselves a question: “What is it here that is the owner of times.
this feeling in my leg. What is that? Is there truly an owner?” You may find that after practicing for some time, you settle
That active looking and exploring is the method of vipassanā. into awareness and then long-standing attachments and preoc-
And then there is the change of heart that is the insight itself; cupations rise to the surface. It is not that anything has gone
that opening, that realization, that expansion of vision when wrong with your practice, it is just that these old habitual
there is the clear seeing of “How could there be an owner? attachments are finally being looked at; they have a bit of
How could there be a ‘me’—a separate individual who is the room to come to the surface at last. Thus it was not that things
possessor of an object? How could that be? Of course, there were “going well” because you were peaceful, and now they
isn’t. Aha.” That is the change of heart. That is the genuine are “going badly” because an intense state has arisen and there
quality of insight—the clear seeing of reality itself. And this is agitation. It is just that different things have different causes,
change of heart, change of vision—seeing our lives, seeing the and because of that they arise and appear at different times.
world in a radically different way—is the purpose of this kind The precise causes for everything that we experience are
of practice. not knowable. They are incalculably complex. The precise
Now, it is easy to fall into the habit of judging how our causes and results of karma are considered to be one of the
practice is going—“good meditation” versus “bad medita- four “imponderables” or acinteyya—aspects of reality too
tion,” “good sitting” versus “bad sitting.” For example, you complex to work out, possessing too many dimensions or with
might think that your walking meditation is going well but the too many factors playing into the equation for them to be
sitting is going badly, or vice versa. You may think to your- understood by the thinking mind. But we do not need to cal-
self, “During the formal practice I’ve really got it together, but culate or figure out why a particular feeling has manifested at
outside the formal periods my mind is all over the place, it is this moment. And equally, we do not need to figure out why at
really bad.” Be aware of the mind judging experience in this a particular moment all obstructions fall away and the mind
way for this is a false division. becomes bright and clear, open and blissful. Or how, when
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everything was just fine a moment ago, suddenly there is owner? Is it who and what I am? What can be learned
raging irritation or lurid fantasy, an agonizing memory or from the presence of this thing? What is it teaching me?”
ferocious agitation in the body. I guarantee that we can always relate to every experience in
Sometimes things just seem to come out of nowhere. this way if we take the trouble to try. Thus, it is always im-
You cannot say exactly what is causing them but what portant and helpful to bear in mind that liking and disliking are
you can know is that they can be met with the heart of of equal value. Things come together. Things fall apart.
wisdom—sati-paññā, mindfulness conjoined with Coming together and falling apart are of equal value.
wisdom. Wisdom knows that this is changing, this is un- Everything will teach us if we let it.
satisfactory, this is not-self. And therefore you reflect,
“What can I learn from this beautiful feeling? This terrible
feeling? This mundane feeling? Is it changing? Is it satis- Publisher’s Note Springer Nature remains neutral with regard to juris-
dictional claims in published maps and institutional affiliations.
factory? Can it please me permanently? Does it have an

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