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A Smile To Remember
and then she would smile, to show me how, and it was the 15
saddest smile I ever saw
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Carson McCullers
as everything
continued just 20
as
she had written it
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Bluebird
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The Schoolyard of Forever
grammar school 25
Jr. high
high school
we grew like odd plants
gathering nourishment
blossoming 30
as then the bullies tried to befriend us
we turned them away
college
where a sun of wildness and power arrived
the bullies melted entirely
we became and they un-became 35
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but we looked beyond them
to a larger fight out there
even now we can still see the janitor with his broom
in his pinstripes and sleeping face 65
we can still see the little girls in their curls
their hair so carefully washed and shining
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and we returned the next day and the next and the next
the little girls so magic as they sat so upright in their seats
in a room of blackboards and chalk we began badly
but always with a disdain for occurrence 90
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What Can We Do?
nothing.
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Alone with Everybody
there's no chance 20
at all:
we are all trapped
by a singular
fate.
nothing else
fills.
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No Help for That
a space
we will know it
we will know it 10
more than
ever
we will wait
and
wait
in that space.
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We Ain'T Got No Money, Honey, But We Got Rain
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and at night
as we attempted to sleep
the rains still came down
and it was in bed 100
in the dark
watching the moon against
the scarred window
so bravely
holding out 105
most of the rain,
I thought of Noah and the
Ark
and I thought, it has come
again. 110
we all thought
that.
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then Mrs. Sorenson told us:
"now, what we are going to
do is we are going to tell
each other what we did
during the rainstorm! 245
we'll begin in the front row
and go right around!
now, Michael, you're
first!. . ."
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The Sun Wields Mercy
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Splash
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Hello how are you
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Death Wants More Death
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Cut While Shaving
nothing changed
it was locked in place.
something flashed, something broke, something 25
remained.
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Love & Fame & Death
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Marina
majestic, majic 1
infinite
my little girl is
sun
on the carpet- 5
out the door
picking a flower, ha!
an old man,
battle-wrecked,
emerges from his 10
chair
and she looks at me
but only sees
love,
ha!, and I become 15
quick with the world
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And the moon and the stars and the world
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Safe
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The House
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The Shoelace
a woman, a 1
tire that’s flat, a
disease, a
desire: fears in front of you,
fears that hold so still 5
you can study them
like pieces on a
chessboard…
it’s not the large things that
send a man to the 10
madhouse. death he’s ready for, or
murder, incest, robbery, fire, flood…
no, it’s the continuing series of small tragedies
that send a man to the
madhouse… 15
not the death of his love
but a shoelace that snaps
with no time left …
The dread of life
is that swarm of trivialities 20
that can kill quicker than cancer
and which are always there -
license plates or taxes
or expired driver’s license,
or hiring or firing, 25
doing it or having it done to you, or
roaches or flies or a
broken hook on a
screen, or out of gas
or too much gas, 30
the sink’s stopped-up, the landlord’s drunk,
the president doesn’t care and the governor’s
crazy.
light switch broken, mattress like a
porcupine; 35
$105 for a tune-up, carburetor and fuel pump at
sears roebuck;
and the phone bill’s up and the market’s
down
and the toilet chain is 40
broken,
and the light has burned out -
the hall light, the front light, the back light,
the inner light; it’s
darker than hell 45
and twice as
expensive.
then there’s always crabs and ingrown toenails
and people who insist they’re
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your friends; 50
there’s always that and worse;
leaky faucet, christ and christmas;
blue salami, 9 day rains,
50 cent avocados
and purple 55
liverwurst.
or making it
as a waitress at norm’s on the split shift,
or as an emptier of
bedpans, 60
or as a carwash or a busboy
or a stealer of old lady’s purses
leaving them screaming on the sidewalks
with broken arms at the age of 80.
suddenly 65
2 red lights in your rear view mirror
and blood in your
underwear;
toothache, and $979 for a bridge
$300 for a gold 70
tooth,
and china and russia and america, and
long hair and short hair and no
hair, and beards and no
faces, and plenty of zigzag but no 75
pot, except maybe one to piss in
and the other one around your
gut.
so be careful 85
when you
bend over.
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16-bit Intel 8088 chip
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Finish
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