but never enough cause my friend always in
When I was young at age 5 years old, front of me , in class 15 junior highschool I
I was injured my hand by hit the cupboard on
my mom house, at that time five teen years
ago after that accident I was big trauma of
cupboard and my hand got bandage for 3
months, and im in to the elementary school
with bandage in my right hand, I was shy
with the other firends , I just like a boy with
no spirit, I was not spirit when to school,
after 1 months my teacher and my family
guide me to school, always support me and
help me, after that I just so so to go school, I
just when to school because the other people
go to school and i was think I just go to, and
after I came in junior highschool , my
mindset got blessed and I was think how can
the other can be diligent how can the can be
smarter than me, I don’t belive that anybody
Feels the way I do cause at that time I try so
hard tobe smarter than my friends but my
friends always smarter than me, I did not
stop right there I was try so hard and be
patient on my hardwork tobecome a smarter
I push it push push and push my
brain to studied , till the end of 17 senior
was so young
I feel bad for my hardwork, ,my
hardwork never impact to my grade in juior
highschool and I did not harwok like before
cause ijust feel bad and idont wanna know
with studied every night and idont do
homewrork anymore, and I got the last
ranking in my class at tha time, idid not feel
bad about that cause idont think anymore,
And all that my mindset to not think
anymore about grade in senior hihgschool is
change when it started at 17 senior
highschool,cause I was in strtegic situation
and the right circle,hahahah cause my friend
always so exited about studied, my brain just
like teel me oh come on dude why you did
always remember when you were young at
junior highschool ohh come on dude wake
up you can just wait the other always in front
of you, and I think about my mother my
family why I must studied and I got spirit ,
highschool to 18 senior highschool I got
ranking 3, oohbmy brain just like I know I
can do it now im not like before my head
just like change and I know the hardwork
never betray me, after that I always push my
hard work till at grade 18 I got rank 1 in the
end of senior highschool, you now when you
try so hard for something that you realy want
and it is because your pure heart it is can
make push it your hardwork a realy pure
hardwork, and the consequent is maybe your
sociality or your time will be not enough for
your rest time but the result never betray you
like a bulshiit/toxic realtionship
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