My Unwanted Friend

Hello Alone
Do you remember how this line began?
Unanswered invitations, neglected game plans
From fruitless prayers offered in my closet
Paid with water, proof of my deposit

We’ve met countless times since then

Replaying those decisions over and over again
Is there something I am missing?
A potential cure I am dismissing?
All I know is I need closure
I can no longer keep my composure

My soul is bleeding and clearly wounded

Unnoticed it’s dying, untreated and excluded
No one to answer my call for aid
Serving a sentence, forever unpaid
Unwanted and Alone
Popular yet Unknown
I may as well be turned to stone
My figure forgotten, never shown

Alone, please get away from me

I don’t deserve your company
Misery is the only one who understands
I await to follow her commands
Like a foreigner lost in their own lands
No one willing to lend a hand

At what point will they notice me?

What cost will satisfy the fee?
For friendship, compassion; to be admired
I would do whatever it is that is required

Alone are you still there?

Do have anything left that you could share?
To rid me of this heavy cargo
Nameless, silent, overwhelming shadow
Keeps me pinned, hidden from view
It is all I know, it must be true

Never enough, nothing to offer

I stay sad, locked in my locker
I scream, pound and bang
No one comes, I’m left here to hang

Misery are you here with me?

Your mysterious face is the last one I’ll see
When I’m gone, do you think they’ll remember me?
Was it my lack of being strong?
Please tell me what I did wrong
 I feel betrayed, ignored, abandoned
My so-called friends left me stranded
Anxiously wishing for a sudden change
For my life to cease to be estrange

From holy to black water

As a lamb I go, to the slaughter
Misery, I wish, for one last time
To feel at peace, I’m outta time
Hello Alone