0:04
me
0:04
I'm
I'm
asking
myself
that
0:09
right
at
this
moment
okay
good
0:17
I
was
turning
40
and
I've
been
apparent
for
about
eight
years
0:21
and
I
wanted
to
say
something
about
childhood
I
was
trying
to
make
a
movie
0:25
about
childhood
0:26
but
then
the
dilemma
hit
me
up
like
well
what
part
a
child
0:29
all
my
ideas
were
all
over
the
place
the
white
offers
0:35
you
want
the
bombers
like
that
the
grid
of
0:38
1
through
12
those
grades
you
kinda
have
to
go
to
that's
kinda
what
your
sentence
0:43
to
from
childhood
you're
gonna
be
in
school
to
12th
grade
0:46
you're
gonna
live
in
your
parents
house
there
was
this
thing
beckoning
be
on
0:50
I
wanted
to
get
there
in
the
movie
that's
what
I
had
to
express
about
0:54
growing
up
finally
I
just
had
this
one
0:57
big
idea
want
to
skip
the
same
cast
will
film
a
little
bit
each
year
like
could
1:02
you
do
that
1:02
with
that
work
as
a
movie
1:05
I
meant
a
lot
to
kids
back
then
and
Teller
1:08
he
seemed
the
most
of
all
away
little
the
real
like
two
ways
mine
work
he
was
1:13
even
reading
yet
1:14
at
that
age
but
I
like
this
taste
in
I
was
kinda
processing
1:18
we
were
sort
of
family
you
know
he's
like
the
SUN
I
never
had
he
was
maturing
1:21
along
with
my
own
daughter
Laura
Lai
1:23
they
were
like
siblings
in
a
way
killer
1:28
thrust
for
you
fun
1:32
and
well
yeah
like
1:36
child
back
struggle
who
1:40
interesting
here
house
1:43
home
traffic
check
1:46
cast
he
said
1:50
was
more
like
I
know
about
the
project
don't
think
I
could
1:53
live
my
life
you
normal
fashion
with
some
other
girl
in
that
part
almost
home
2:01
nations
2:04
cool
Kenny
2:10
in
touch
but
it
was
good
morning
2:14
check
2:16
I
think
my
original
conception
I
couldn't
help
but
be
a
little
more
2:19
autobiographical
2:20
thinking
well
maybe
a
kid
who's
means
2:23
warts
and
all
and
I
was
not
really
like
that
at
all
but
I
could
definitely
see
2:27
that
he
was
gonna
2:28
mature
into
an
interesting
adult
or
when
Richard
first
call
me
asked
me
what
do
2:34
you
do
in
the
next
12
years
2:36
and
only
about
my
part
first
just
tell
me
about
the
idea
2:39
said
I
wanna
do
it
and
then
I
said
how
what's
the
power
2:43
should
probably
ask
you
that
2:51
having
2:53
I
tools
killed
2:57
when
I
first
came
out
3:00
her
parents
like
me
basically
stay
with
them
couple
days
like
it
took
our
3:04
laundromat
3:05
home
for
a
while
are
classed
is
trying
to
get
them
somewhat
comfortable
3:09
least
asking
me
for
saying
3:13
for
reversing
she
hunted
mirrors
3:16
saves
you
swing
sonar
sleeping
in
the
world
3:21
stories
that
they
liked
his
ball
caps
on
her
bunghole
another
3:25
working
3:27
just
the
layers
of
us
after
3:32
tried
be
3:37
Graham
should
the
hugh
3:45
you
know
the
phone
call
boyhood
but
it
could
be
called
3:51
motherhood
fatherhood
bumbling
to
adulthood
it
was
an
opportunity
to
see
3:56
parents
evolve
as
well
as
kids
further
4:01
cuz
I'm
seeing
a
lot
more
me
okay
4:04
committee
to
real
bad
was
gone
I
want
you
know
that
4:08
Disney
did
take
some
time
come
a
simple
idea
4:12
really
to
watch
time
work
4:15
to
a
film
but
so
impractical
on
4:18
production
next
year
short
4:24
see
you
to
shoot
three
days
you
still
have
to
cast
in
good
locations
and
4:31
get
a
crew
in
rent
equipment
each
time
it
was
like
its
own
4:35
film
I
got
lucky
that
i've
seen
productions
have
fun
in
my
last
two
4:39
films
4:40
like
the
idea
low-‐budget
enough
I
mean
there
give
me
just
another
year
4:44
but
do
it
professionally
it's
very
important
shooting
in
thirty
4:46
five-‐millimeter
4:47
I
want
the
film
to
look
like
one
film
almost
to
be
4:51
seamlessly
dissolving
from
one
year
to
the
next
people
subtly
aging
4:55
so
had
issued
a
film
I
think
4:57
hideout
for
any
in
the
current
technologies
that
would
be
very
dated
5:00
usually
hey
me
5:06
this
hi
5:09
McAteer
pretty
I
new
parks
him
5:14
%um
from
yeah
I
mean
on
5:18
my
mom
is
very
young
when
she
had
me
at
the
issues
22
5:21
19g
my
older
sister
we
saw
him
in
that
way
5:24
grew
up
together
here
people
have
teen
mom
say
oh
we
grew
up
together
but
5:28
there's
something
to
that
5:29
you
go
through
their
own
maturation
their
own
dating
5:32
so
my
mom
get
married
three
times
love
relationships
5:36
to
meet
graduate
school
we
were
kinda
pulled
through
her
entire
life
when
I
5:42
was
a
young
adolescent
male
5:44
there
is
this
growing
sexual
awareness
you
know
all
this
pressure
starts
ask
5:50
get
to
taste
is
like
what
high
school
guys
talk
like
that
very
kind
crude
and
5:55
sexual
5:55
hope
it's
funny
you
feel
the
character's
life
is
parallel
your
life
6:00
in
many
the
people
at
now
6:03
and
not
between
pretty
different
character
6:06
I'm
their
mean
there's
certain
aspects
in
6:10
there's
drug
there's
there
what
everyone
goes
through
pipe
6:15
in
more
similar
and
correct
I'll
min
6:18
I'm
haha
what
Rick
6:24
tries
to
do
is
kinda
harness
the
collective
imagination
in
get
people
6:28
aboard
something
larger
than
something
one
individual
could
do
6:31
reads
6:38
and
attack
here
imminent
6:42
this
is
one
of
the
first
years
were
eller
6:46
has
evolved
into
such
a
Cole
collaborator
you
know
the
early
years
it
6:50
was
sorta
manipulating
a
performance
from
a
kid
6:53
to
now
you
know
we
started
several
weeks
ago
just
got
a
lawyer
6:57
you're
talking
about
the
year
trading
ideas
I
work
with
eller
the
same
way
I
7:00
work
with
the
7:01
now
you
know
it's
funny
the
way
memory
work
some
kind
of
obsessed
with
them
7:06
so
this
film
I
was
really
trying
to
go
for
those
off-‐kilter
moments
you
know
7:10
they're
not
trying
to
say
7:11
any
big
statement
about
growing
up
it's
just
another
moment
in
your
life
7:16
there's
a
lot
of
drama
in
and
around
but
7:19
to
varying
degrees
what's
dramatic
what's
not
dramatic
what's
been
now
7:23
what's
7:23
poetry
where
you
wanna
be
Mason
when
you
wanna
do
7:29
all
the
areas
that
we
are
gonna
wear
all
7:32
things
we
mess
how
we
think
these
big
moments
our
lives
when
I
graduate
when
I
7:37
get
married
7:38
really
maybe
life
is
the
moments
in
between
this
7:42
surprised
7:47
to
Mason
hood
7:51
heated
creature
in
its
own
right
who
use
it
happen
7:55
monster
thank
you
when
he
goes
away
to
school
7:59
there's
a
party
her
I
think
that
life
is
going
to
be
in
8:03
one
searches
grew
up
my
8:07
skinny
girl
series
miles
8:10
sending
you
out
to
college
you
know
for
all
8:17
she's
not
even
aware
enough
to
be
able
to
say
I
just
don't
know
who
I
am
when
8:21
I'm
8:22
her
last
baby
does
it'd
8:25
we
him
8:31
9
a.m.
8:33
by
then
month
no
heavy
metals
doing
hot
sauce
8:37
it's
not
important
to
know
that
for
8:40
just
like
in
life
how
boring
it
would
be
if
you
knew
the
day
in
time
with
your
8:44
own
death
or
something
8:45
mean
I've
had
12
years
to
think
about
the
notion
that
will
8:50
word
is
growing
up
and
murders
aging
start
8:54
you
know
you
ask
anyone
like
even
our
title
where
does
like
his
boyhood
and
8:58
their
year
that
you're
no
longer
you
know
like
does
that
mean
9:03
sometimes
we
joke
about
that
alternate
title
the
would
be
some
grow
up
9:07
some
age
because
watching
this
movie
basically
a
fast
time
is
always
moving
9:12
now
a
lotta
ways
movies
about
9:15
turning
to
live
in
the
present
mean
the
good
news
is
here
monster
9:20
in
you
hold
my
mother
9:36
pictured
sunk
9:43
me
just
finish
12
your
project
after
12
years
9:48
I
feel
like
I've
taken
it
for
granted
for
a
long
time
just
9:52
this
project
and
being
able
to
work
on
just
because
9:55
I
don't
remember
life
without
it
so
it's
just
been
Fletcher
9:58
integral
part
of
everything
I
have
forgotten
to
appreciate
it
I
think
10:02
for
a
lot
of
the
time
10:05
feel
kinda
remorseful
it
almost
perfect
for
that
and
that
we
can
have
the
10:09
message
that
the
movie
clothes
on
10:11
to
yourself
in
a
moment
so
maybe
that's
what
I've
learned
10:15
most
of
all
Anna
10:20
and
how
an
expert
10:29
in
the
mail
10:36
the
mine
10:41
0
10:43
home
in