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Autumn 2013 FOR PRESENTING HIS EIGHT-POINT gram until his passing in the
fall of 1999, he taught to mod-
Volume 24, Number 3 PROGRAM OF PASSAGE MEDITATION
ern men and women his eight-
point program, based on his
unique method of meditation
of an elephant. It never rests . . . it goes on memorized inspirational
here, there, ceaselessly moving through
The Power of
passages from the world’s
sensations, images, thoughts, hopes, great religions. Many thou­
regrets, impulses. Occasionally it does
the Mantram
sands of people representing
solve a problem or make necessary plans, the full range of cultural and
religious backgrounds attest
but most of the time it wanders at large,
to the bene­fits of his teaching.
By Eknath Easwaran simply because we do not know how to He continues to teach through

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keep it quiet or profitably engaged. his thirty books on spiri­tual
n festival days in India But what should we give it to hold on to? living – over a million cop-
you will often see a huge For this purpose I recommend the system- ies in print in twenty-seven
elephant, caparisoned in gold atic repetition of the mantram, which can languages – and through the
and gorgeous cloth, carrying steady the mind at any time and in any place. ongoing programs and publi­
ca­tions of the organi­zation he
an image of the Lord on its back through
founded in 1961 to carry on
the village streets. Everyone enjoys the What is a mantram? his work: the Blue Mountain
sight: the musicians with their drums and Of late, the ancient word mantram Continued Center of Meditation and
cymbals in front, then the beast slowly (or the familiar variant mantra) has on page 4 its publishing arm, Nilgiri Press.
lumbering along and the devotees behind,
From our archives: Eknath Easwaran, 1973.
all on their way to the temple.
But there can be one difficulty. Stalls of
fruits, vegetables, and sweets line the nar-
row, crooked streets, and the trunk of an
elephant, as you may know, rarely stays
still. It sways back and forth, up and down,
constantly. So when the procession comes
abreast of a fruit stall, the elephant seizes
a shelled coconut or two, opens his cavern-
ous mouth, and tosses them in. At another
stall the big fellow twists his trunk round
a bunch of bananas suspended from the
roof. The mouth opens again, the whole
bunch goes in with a thud . . . you hear a
gulp . . . and that’s the end of it.
The humble people who own these stalls
cannot afford this kind of loss, and to pre-
vent it the man in charge, the mahout, asks
the elephant to grasp a firm bamboo shaft
in his trunk. Though not sure why, the
elephant, out of love for his mahout, does
as he is told. Now the procession can pass
safely through the streets. The elephant
steps right along with his stick held upright
in a steady trunk, not tempted to feast on
mangoes or melons because he has some-
thing to hold on to.
The human mind is rather like the trunk
B L U E M O U N TA I N

b l u e m o u n ta i n In This Issue The Blue Mountain Center of Meditation


The quarterly journal offers instruction in meditation and allied living
of the Blue Mountain  1  The Power of the Mantram skills, following the eight-point program of passage
What can we give the restless mind to meditation developed by Sri Eknath Easwaran. The
Center of Meditation
hold on to? Eknath Easwaran explains approach is nondenominational, nonsectarian, and
and illustrates how the mantram can free from dogma and ritual. It can be used within
Autumn 2013 steady the mind during the challenges each person’s own ­cultural and religious background
©2013 by The Blue of the day. to relieve stress, heal relationships, release deeper
resources, and realize one’s highest potential.
Mountain Center of
5   Giving and Forgiving
Meditation, Inc. with the Mantram Passage Meditation: An Eight-Point Program
Continuing a theme from our last issue, 1 .  m e d i tat i o n o n a pa s s a g e
founder Easwaran emphasizes that meditation Silent repetition in the mind of memorized
alone is not enough to keep the mind inspirational passages from the world’s great reli-
Sri Eknath Easwaran gions. Practiced for one-half hour each ­morning.
calm: “You can make great progress dur-
ing a morning’s meditation only to see it 2 .  r e p e t i t i o n o f a m a n t r a m
b oa r d o f t ru s t e e s all undone at the breakfast table.” The Silent repetition in the mind of a Holy Name or a
Christine Easwaran mantram plays an essential role in help- hallowed phrase from one of the world’s great reli-
ing us “give and forgive” throughout the gions. Practiced whenever possible throughout the
Nick Harvey
day. day or night.
Sultana Harvey
3. slowing d own
Diana Lightman
8   “I Use the Mantram to . . .” Setting priorities and r­ e­duc­ing the stress and
Terry Morrison How do you use the mantram? Readers friction caused by hurry.
Beth Ann O’Connell share some stories.
4 .   o n e - p o i n t e d at t e n t i o n
Giving full concentration to the matter at hand.
b l u e m o u n ta i n 10 The Mantram: Questions &
5 .  t r a i n i n g t h e s e n s e s
Answers
executive editor Overcoming conditioned habits and learning to
Probably everyone in the modern world
Christine Easwaran enjoy what is beneficial.
has questions about the mantram as
Easwaran presents it. How can it possibly 6 .  p u t t i n g o t h e r s f i r s t
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P U B L I S H E R ’ S PA G E
THE MANTRAM

Choosing a Mantrams Recommended by Sri Eknath Easwaran

Mantram buddhist
Om mani padme hum
(“The jewel in the lotus of the heart”)

Namu Amidabutsu
(“I put my faith in the Buddha of infinite light”)

christian
Christine Easwaran
Jesus, Jesus

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n this issue we take up Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me
the second point in Eknath (The Jesus Prayer)
Easwaran’s eight-point
program of passage medi­tation: Kyrie eleison or Gospodi pomilui
(“Lord have mercy”; short form of the Jesus Prayer in Greek & Russian)
Repetition of a Mantram.
Traditionally, spiritual aspirants Ave Maria or Hail Mary
are given a mantram by their teacher.
Easwaran’s way was a bit different: he Deus meus et omnia or My God and my all
gave a selection of mantrams sancti- (Repeated by St. Francis; use either Latin or English)
fied by the world’s great religions and
let his students choose. Om Yesu Christu
Frequently, this led to misunder-
standing. If I am free to choose, may I hindu
pick a mantram not on your list? May
I make up my own? In these pages, Rama, Rama
Easwaran explains repeatedly why he
Haré Rama, Haré Rama, Rama Rama, Haré Haré,
considered it so important to select a
Haré Krishna, Haré Krishna, Krishna Krishna, Haré Haré
mantram that has been sanctified by
generations of devoted use. Om Sri Ram, jai Ram, jai jai Ram
Those of us who were with him
in those years know that on rare occa- Om namah Shivaya
sions, in person, he would allow a stu-
dent to use an unorthodox mantram. Om Bhavani
Such exceptions were meant for that (A mantram in honor of the Divine Mother)
student alone. To those who come to
learn his program today, we can only jewish
repeat the instructions he gave over
and over throughout the decades he Barukh attah Adonai (“Blessed art thou, O Lord”)
was with us: Choose a mantram from
Ribono shel olam (“Lord of the universe”)
the list; if in doubt, choose your teach-
er’s mantram or Mahatma Gandhi’s:
Rama, Rama, Rama. As he often muslim
assured us, “You can never go wrong Allah, Allah
with Rama.”
Bismillah ir-Rahman ir-Rahim
Christine Easwaran (“In the name of God, the merciful, the compassionate”)
For the Board of Trustees

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THE MANTRAM

Continued had considerable exposure “I think it works!” tale, I was always afraid that on the
from page 1
on talk shows and in the If you have preconceptions about next occasion I would trip on my way
Sunday supplements. To many it may using a mantram, let me ask you to put to the podium or open my mouth and
conjure up an exotic image of flowing them aside and give it a personal trial. find that no words would come out.
robes, garlands, and incense. It may Why take someone else’s word for it? When I confessed this fear to my
seem to be something impractical and Enter the laboratory of your mind and granny, she had a very simple piece of
otherworldly, perhaps a bit magical perform the experiment. Then you advice: not to sit there going over my
and mysterious. Actually, just the will be in a position to judge for your- notes or trying to size up my audience,
opposite holds true. The mantram – self, and nothing can be as persuasive but to repeat the mantram to myself
under other names, to be sure – has as that. quietly while awaiting my turn.
been known in the West for centuries, If you’re like me, at this point you I decided she didn’t really under-
and there need not be anything secret may doubt that such a simple skill stand. After all, she never had to give
or occult about it. The mantram could do what I claim. a speech! But because of my love for
stands open to all. And since it can I doubted it, too, when my grand- her, I promised to give it a try.
calm our hearts and minds, it is about mother tried to tell me what the man­ The next time I had to give a talk,
as prac­tical as anything can be. tram can do. Granny was the wisest I sat quietly repeating Rama, Rama,
The mantram is a short, powerful person I have ever known, and I loved Rama over and over and over in my
spiritual formula for the high­est power her passionately, so I always took her mind. Whenever my thoughts tried
that we can conceive of – whether we advice seriously. But, after all, gran- to blurt out “I’m afraid! I’m afraid!”
call it God, or the ultimate reality, or nies don’t know everything. “Granny,” instead, I would bring them back to
the Self within. Whatever name we I protested, “that’s just mindless repeti- “Rama, Rama”– adding to myself,
use, with the mantram we are calling tion! What can repetition do?” every now and then, “I hope it works.”
up what is best and deep­­est in our- “Walking is just repetition too,” she And the talk went well. With my
selves. The mantram has ap­peared in said. “One step after another, each one mind calmer, the words came up right
every major spiritual tradition, West the same.” on cue.
and East, because it fills a deep, uni­ She had me there. But I still didn’t I kept on practicing this little trick,
versal need in the human heart. believe her. and after a while I began to say, “Rama,
Select a mantram that appeals But life went on presenting chal- Rama, Rama . . . I think it works!”
to you. Every religious tradition has lenges, and in college I encountered a Today, after years of practice, I can
a mantram, often more than one. really intimidating one: public speak- assure you with complete confidence
But you needn’t subscribe to any reli- ing. I found the activity fascinating that I know it works. This is really the
gion to benefit from the mantram – and took every opportunity to learn, only way that trust in the mantram
you simply have to be willing to but no matter how many times I stood can come – through your own per-
try it. before an audience and lived to tell the sonal experience. •

Walking with the mantram, Dillon Beach, 1977. “By now there are more mantrams on this beach than grains of sand.”
GIVING AND FORGIVING

regardless of where you are or what When people say or do harmful

Giving and
you are doing. You’re not paying a visit things to you, you can almost see the
in person; you can’t even afford the cloud of darkness forming across

Forgiving
price of a phone call. Instead, you’re your mind. It is this cloud that cov-
calling the Lord collect. A wave of fear ers over your need to give and for-

with the
or anger is about to overtake you, or a give, and it can seem as thick as a
great wave of selfish desire, and you great thunderhead. But with the

Mantram
just go out for a brisk walk repeating mantram you can just beat on that
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus in your mind. The cloud until you disperse it and drive
rhythm of your breathing will blend it away, and there behind it, shining

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with the rhythm of your footsteps. like the sun, is the capacity to forgive
t is meditation every morn- Soon you will find that the rhythm of others and draw them closer to you.
ing that gives you the wonder- your mind has slowed down too, and It isn’t always that you forget the
ful capacity to stay patient and its turbulence has subsided. wrongs that have been done or said,
forgiving no matter what the day The power of this simple discipline but there is no longer any emotional
brings. When you know from charge.
your own experience what the
tremendous benefits can be, There are times when you need to draw on Learning to forgive
you look forward to medita- In the Hindu tradition,
tion. When the alarm goes off
the Lord for strength right now. one of the names of the
in the morning, even in the Lord is “the ocean of for-
dead of winter when the bed is warm has been laid out eloquently by the giveness.” If we want to be united
and the blankets hold you down, you get anonymous author of the Cloud of with him, we need to forgive all
up for your meditation with eagerness Unknowing: those around us, for in learning to
and enthusiasm every day, well or not so forgive we move closer and closer
well, because you know that meditation . . . a naked intent directed unto to the Lord, who is the source of
is the key to the art of living. God, without any other cause forgive­ness itself.
But meditation alone is not enough. than himself, sufficeth wholly. When you begin to travel inward
You can make great progress during a And if thou desirest to have this through meditation, you will see for
morning’s meditation only to see it all intent lapped and folden in one yourself how many things the mind
undone at the breakfast table, when word, so that thou mayest have has not been able to pardon. For a
someone admits to having dented better hold thereupon, take thee while, all you can do is look at them
a fender slightly or overdrawn the but a little word of one syllable, in dismay. But if over many years
checking account. To hold on to the for so it is better than two; for you have developed compassion
precious advances you make in medi- the shorter the word, the better for others, then that same wealth of
tation and to extend the effects of it accordeth with the work of the compassion will come to you when
meditation into the rest of the day, spirit. . . . you most need it. It will equip you
you need to practice certain support- with a kind of spiritual eraser. Now
ing disciplines as well. And fasten this word to thy heart you will be able to walk up to a
The first of these is the use of the that so it may never go thence for memory that has spread hostility,
holy name, called the mantram in anything that befalleth. This word fear, or greed in your mind for
Sanskrit. Meditation is going inside shall be thy shield and thy spear, decades and just rub it out.
to pay a formal visit to the Lord who whether thou ridest on peace or on If anyone were to ask me about
lives in the depths of consciousness: war. With this word thou shalt beat the mistakes I made in the past, I
you sit down and politely give him on this cloud and this darkness would say simply, “That was how
your undivided attention. Repeating above thee. With this word thou I saw life then. Now, through the
the mantram, by contrast, is quite shalt smite down all manner of grace of the Lord, my vision has
informal, though never casual. There thought under the cloud of been corrected.” That is why I repeat
are times throughout the day and forgetting; insomuch that if any over and over again, “Don’t let your
night when you need to draw on the thought press upon thee to ask mind dwell on the past.” Everybody
Lord for love or wisdom or strength, what thou wouldst have, answer has scars from the past. Continued
and you need to do it right now, with no more than this one word. Don’t talk about them; on next page

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Continued from don’t think about them. ceasing.” It goes on wherever you are, way each time you meditate, but you
previous page
I am the first to admit whatever you are doing, protecting also enter the unconscious when you
that this is a tall order. It can be done, your mind against any negative emo- go to sleep at night, and one of the
though, through repetition of the holy tion. In fact, I like to compare the holy remarkable discoveries you will make
name. name to a highway patrolman riding as your meditation deepens is that you
Our best defense against the fast about on a Harley-Davidson, round can make considerable progress dur-
thinking that plunges us into anger is and round the alleys of the mind – ing your sleep. Later on, in fact, some
the holy name – particularly when it is most of them blind. He keeps an eye of the most thrilling experiences to
combined with a really fast walk. In on the thoughts traveling there and come your way are likely to take place
India, some of these essential not during meditation and not
strategies of the spiritual life during the day, but in the mid-
are handed out with a delight- The most precious time for dle of the night.
fully light touch in a little story.
One such story concerns a repeating your mantram is just as A bedtime sequence
wandering sage who was asked you are falling asleep. This is why I place so much em­­
by a villager what to do about phasis on a simple bedtime
anger. “That’s simple,” the sage sequence that every­one can fol-
said. “Whenever you get angry, just get gives out tickets for excessive speed, low with benefit, whether their desire
outside and walk as fast as you can, for drifting back and forth across is for spiritual awareness or just the
repeating to yourself the holy name: lanes, for driving too close to the car blessed gift of a sound night’s sleep.
Rama, Rama, Rama.” ahead. Day and night, your mantram First, put away your Agatha Christie
Time passed, and it was months is always on duty. or John Le Carré. The last things you
before the sage’s wanderings led him read about, or think about, or see on
to that village again. His disciple ran to Making progress as we sleep tele­vision, will follow you into your
greet him, but the sage could hardly Increasingly as we grow older, sleep sleep and color your dreams.
recognize him. He looked calm and can become problematic. Old memo- Second, spend fifteen minutes to half
secure but exceptionally fit as well, ries come to stalk us; fears and resent- an hour reading something of genuine
strong and bronzed by the sun. “I’m ments come to nibble at our security. inspirational value – ideally, works from
glad to see you looking so well!” the Sleep may be a long time coming, and the great mystical traditions. (Dame
sage exclaimed. “What is the secret of when it comes it is often shattered by Agatha Christie would very likely agree
your good health?” unpleasant dreams. Small wonder with this advice: a friend told me
“Oh,” the man answered with an that people spend five hundred mil- recently that Miss Marple herself always
embarrassed smile, “I’ve been living lion dollars each year on sleeping read a few lines from Thomas à Kempis
mostly in the open.” pills. Small wonder they come to before bedtime.) When you have fin-
dread going to bed at night. ished, turn off your light and begin
Healing the wounds of the day But the great mystics speak very repeating your mantram, giving it all
The most precious period of the differently of both sleep and sleepless- the attention you can, and keep repeat-
day for repeating your mantram is ness. The German mystic Angelus ing it until you fall asleep.
at night, just as you are falling asleep. Silesius wrote in beautiful, enigmatic To do this is much harder than it
Between the last waking moment and language: “The light of splendor shines sounds. It is terribly difficult, in fact,
the first sleeping moment, there is an in the middle of the night. Who can because the period just before sleep
infinitesimally narrow tunnel into the see it? A heart which has eyes and is like listening in on a party line. Some-
unconscious. If you can learn to fall watches.” one is talking on one line about the hap-
asleep in the holy name, you can Of course, the light he is describing penings of the day, while on another a
send it in deep where it will heal the is not physical, and the night is not voice keeps harping on your mistakes
wounds the day has inflicted; it will only the stretch of time between sun- and shortcomings, and still a third is
soothe the raw edges of daily experi- set and sunrise. What you are doing chattering away about tomorrow. To
ence. The proof that the holy name is in meditation is trying to make the keep your attention on the holy name
doing its work is that sometimes you unconscious conscious: to travel deep when all this is going on is hard, hard
may hear it reverberating in your sleep. into the dark realms of the uncon- work. For many nights, you may not be
This is the miracle St. Paul refers to scious and set them ablaze with spiri- falling asleep in your mantram at all;
when he enjoins us to “pray without tual awareness. You do this in a small you’ll be drifting off into your own

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thoughts. If this happens, don’t get dis- course I do. It is not that I do not feel ing and joy, far beyond the duality of
couraged; be patient and keep on trying. pain; but the pain that is in my heart pleasure and pain. When there is great
When you have learned to fall asleep today comes of seeing the pain of oth- pain, when there is great grief – physi-
in the mantram, you may sometimes ers. All my capacity for sorrow, which cal, emotional and, of course, spiritual
hear it in your sleep. When a nightmare I used to waste on myself, has been – I can attest to you from my own
is slowly tiptoeing in, the mantram will turned into compassion. And the joy personal life that the repetition of the
reverberate and the nightmare will van- that comes of being able to relieve pain name of the Lord heals your wounds,
ish. All night long the name of the Lord never goes away. In the deepest stages sets your mind at rest, lets you sleep
can go on echoing, “Jesus, Jesus, Jesus,” of meditation, when I became aware in peace. Now I am prepared to face
and as it does, old wounds are any amount of pain, because
healed and long-standing con- the Lord has granted me the
flicts are resolved. Diffidence The name of the Lord heals your immense desire to relieve the
gives way to confidence, and wounds, sets your mind at rest, suffering of others.
despair to faith.
lets you sleep in peace. Serving the Lord
Relieving others’ pain everywhere
The holy name reverberating When we change our way of see­
in the depths of consciousness transfig- that everybody’s suffering is mine and ing – when, after years of spiritual striv-
ures our entire vision of life. Whether that I had developed a capacity to help, ing, we begin to see with the eyes of
our mantram is Rama, Rama or Jesus, I began to find an unlimited joy. love – we will live in a different world.
Jesus or Hail Mary or Om mani padme As a child I had always been sensi- If we give others deep respect
hum, it fills us with the same joy, secu- tive to suffering, but whenever I asked and trust, and bear all suffering with
rity, and beauty. Just as the mantram myself what I could do to relieve suf- patience and internal toughness, we
transforms negative forces in con- fering around me, the answer had will find ourselves in a compassionate
sciousness into constructive power, so always been, “Nothing. You’re too universe. The eyes of love see the core
it now transforms all our perceptions small.” But my capacity to feel suffer- of goodness in the hearts of others,
of the everyday world into unbroken ing grew with deepening meditation, and that is how I see the world today.
awareness of the unity of life. little by little. And my desire to relieve It is not that I fail to see suffering and
When spiritual teachers talk about suffering kept deepening with my sorrow. But I understand the laws of
meditation, they often speak of putting capacity to feel it. Today I know that life and see its unity everywhere. All
an end to sorrow. It is easy to misun- once a person becomes one with the I ask is that I may ever see this vision,
derstand this. “Don’t you feel any grief, Lord, he or she feels the suffering of and ever serve the Lord of Love in
then?” I am sometimes asked. And of all. Yet there is a simultaneity of suffer- every living creature. •
Walking with the mantram, Dillon Beach, 1977.
I USE THE MANTRAM TO . . .

“I Use the Mantram to . . .”


Stay calm in a line trated, but fairly mechanically repeating the
When I am really frustrated or in a line or some- mantram. Suddenly I started to feel a little better,
thing, I don’t let that bother me; I just say my like clouds clearing. My first thought was, NO! I
mantram and before you know it, I am right up at don’t want to feel better; I want to make everybody
the front of the line. It has really worked for me. I else miserable! That thought was so ridiculous,
liked it. I really, really liked it. even I had to laugh.

Exercise a little longer Keep the mind present


I use it sometimes when I’m on the treadmill at the I’m in the Peace Corps, and yesterday I decided to
gym. When I’m wishing that the time would go a go to a town about 45 minutes on foot from my
little faster. And I’ll just start using my mantram house to attempt to start a new youth group through
and then I forget about it and it helps me exercise a their church. I was quite nervous as I walked the 45
little longer. minutes to town. Imagine being a gringo walking
into a town with no connections, little Spanish, and
Choose not to worry trying to start a sustainable youth group! As I
My mind has a great ability to be creative. When it walked I repeated rama, rama, rama with every
is directed, my imagination is a very helpful asset. footstep while trying to keep my mind present and
Undirected it can, and does, go awry. Also I am a remain confident.
master of worry.
When I arrived, the high school was outside doing
Seven days a week my work at the farm begins with P.E. I spoke briefly with the teacher about who I
the same routine chores (which I do enjoy – both was, and what I was hoping to achieve. He was a
the routine and the chores). But as all routines can little confused seeing a gringo just stroll into town
do, this awakens my wandering mind, which so out of nowhere but he said I could talk with his
often will tend towards worry. For me, my mantram classes if I wanted. So he called them all over. Three
has become a stop sign and can halt this thought classes, 70 students were surrounding me, rama,
pattern as soon as I call on it. I am so thankful for rama rama. I introduced myself and asked them if
this tool, the mantram. they were interested in starting a group to learn
English and do sports. They were very receptive
A few weeks ago my mind was going through the and we set up a date.
same course: routine chores, worry, thought – halt
– mantram, refocus on chores and the joy in these Then the teacher asked me to do some games right
chores. But this day I held on to my mantram a lot then and there. I hadn’t prepared anything and my
longer and I made a very obvious discovery. I was Spanish was really failing me, rama rama rama, but
choosing to worry. Why not choose a direction of I wanted to make a good impression so I stumbled
positive possibilities? through three games for over an hour with them.
By the end of the time I was a town hero. The whole
Now when I start to worry, quicker than before I go town practically had come down to see the crazy
to my mantram. gringo running around yelling and being silly.
Clear the clouds When it was time for me to return to my village I
When I was working at a consulting job that was was so elated my head was spinning. As I walked
very high-pressure and that I had never felt com- the 45 minutes home I repeated the mantram to
fortable or happy with, I felt very trapped and calm down my elated mind.
unhappy. After one discussion, in which it was very
clear to me that I would have to stay in the com- Stave off a tantrum
pany, I was sitting in the car feeling angry and frus- My mantram saved me from a temper tantrum

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I USE THE MANTRAM TO . . .

recently. My co-worker read mail I’d sent to some- The meetings can be quite tense – people hold
one else and I got mad. I was working up to a small strong views about the way in which work is carried
tantrum in front of other people when I realized I out. I’ve found writing the mantram during the
didn’t want to waste my energy on anger or embar- meeting to be a great help in staying calm and
rass myself by getting angry in public. “My God, my detached. The only difficult moment was when
all, my God, my all!” put it all into perspective and someone who had attended the meeting was unable
calmed me down. The mantram really works! to recall a particular point and asked me to show
him my written minutes! My close colleagues have
Deal with fear commented on the change in my behavior, and
At some point in the early 90s, as a result of seeing have become a little intrigued about the eight point
several scary airplane crash movies, I became very program. . . .
scared of flying. Not so scared that I couldn’t get on
a plane to go somewhere, but scared enough to have Blow nightmares away
sweaty palms, nausea, and plenty of anxious For a couple of years after the war, I wasn’t able to
thoughts. sleep except in fits and starts. The same nightmares
would always come and I’d wake up in a cold terror,
This was a situation that definitely needed the sweating and shaking all over. I was afraid to go to
mantram, but it wasn’t until much later that I was sleep.
using a mantram and recognized this opportunity.
Finally a doctor told me about the mantram. I was
Today I cling to the mantram during take off, land- skeptical, but hey – no side effects, and I was des-
ings, turbulence, odd noises, and even while just perate. I especially glommed onto the idea that if I
cruising comfortably. I believe using my mantram could fall asleep in the mantram, it would go on
during these times of intense fear has helped to healing even in my sleep. But when I tried, I couldn’t
drive the mantram deeper into my consciousness manage to hold on to it and the nightmares would
and has made it possible for me to be able to fly with still come.
less anxiety. I still get scared, but the mantram helps
me to bear with the situation. I got angry. I thought, “You’re a Marine! You can
stay cool under fire; why can’t you do this?” So I
The truth of it is, that every time I fly, the scared decided I wasn’t going to sleep unless it was
part of me is coming face to face with my fear of with the mantram. That night I didn’t go to bed; I
death. After hav­ing many opportunities to repeat just sat up in a chair repeating the mantram. I
my mantram when I fly, I’m seeing how my think- decided that was my job: not to sleep but to say the
ing regarding this fear has started to change when mantram.
I’m flying. It’s starting to shift from “God, please
don’t let me die, I’m not ready to die yet” to “God, Finally I must have dozed off, because I remember
may we all arrive safely at our destination today. feeling that old fear that the nightmare was about to
But if for some reason we don’t, help me to keep start up again. But that same moment, the mantram
repeating your name and go straight to you if my started echoing in my mind. It just blew everything
time is up.” else away. I woke up with my heart pounding, but
this time it wasn’t with fear. I guess I could call it
This is a huge change in my perspective. I’m not free gratitude. I was stark wide awake and at peace. I
of the fear . . . but I’m seeing how well the mantram finally felt for the first time that I’d be okay.
works in dealing with it.
The old memories still come, but they’re getting
Stay calm in meetings weaker. I’m not afraid of the past any more. I think
I work in a large hospital where we are currently I’ve fallen asleep in the mantram every night since
having regular internal meetings to discuss some then, because it’s there in the morning when I wake
organisational changes which have been proposed. up. •

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QUESTIONS & ANSWERS

The mantram should carry the up this mantram; what do you think
power of many centuries of people of it? ‘I love God, I love God, I love
The who have used the mantram and
bene­fitted by it. That is how the
God.’ ”Well, pretty good statement,
but not quite a mantram. I usually say,
Mantram: mantram becomes holy. Rama, for
example, has been used as a mantram
“Are you an illumined person?” That
is first. Second, “How many millions
Questions for thousands of years. The name of
Jesus has been repeated as a mantram
of devotees have used your mantram?”
And third, “Is there anyone who has
& Answers and hallowed by millions of Christians
down the centuries. A mantram draws
verified this mantram in the depths
of consciousness?” These are the
By Eknath Easwaran its power from the long procession of important criteria in the choice of the
religious people who have used it. mantram, which is why I recommend
That’s why when you make up your mantrams that are stamped with the
Why do you say we can choose
own mantram, it has no power: the spiritual awareness of the world’s great
our mantram, but only from
power comes from the source. teachers.
your list?
Most important, you should receive
Usually we re c eive the the mantram “hot,” from someone who Some of the mantrams you
mantram from our teacher, who has has verified it in his or her personal recommend don’t seem to come
a rough idea of what our inner need experience. My own mantram – Hare from a tradition. For example,
is. The mantram has to fit your mind Rama, Hare Krishna – is important for St. Francis wouldn’t have used
exactly, but very few of us, when me not only because it has been used the words “My God and my all.”
starting out, have any idea what this for thousands of years in India, but Wouldn’t he have been praying
means. because I received it scalding hot from in Italian?
In many of the Indian traditions, my own teacher, my grandmother – so
the mantram is a secret between the hot that I cannot hold it at all; I’ve got I b el i eve h e actua l ly used
teacher and the student. You are not to pass it on to everybody. Church Latin: Deus meus et omnia,
supposed to tell anyone what your which is a beautiful mantram that I
mantram is. Some people respond What do you mean by someone understand has also been sanctified
to that, and I have no quarrel with it “verifying” a mantram? in other languages, including English,
whatever. But I belong to another tra- by centuries of repetition by devoted
dition, which I call the tradition of the The ma n tr a m sh ou l d bear the Franciscans around the world. If you
open hand: I say, “These are the great imprint of the spiritual awareness of like, however, you may regard all the
mantrams; you choose.” I like the the person giving it – someone who mantrams I recommend as coming
intelli­gent cooperation of the student, has brought it to life in his or her own from me. You are still getting them
and I try to help those who come to me consciousness. The stamp of this expe- hot.
to make a wise choice. The mantram rience shows in everything they say
still comes from me, but you can make and do. The great mystics whose his- I have an aversion to all the
your own choice. tory has come down to us tell us they mantrams you give – in fact, to
In choosing, however, please don’t have seen Rama, the reality indicated organized religion generally. Can
go by whether it sounds nice or it by the mantram, in the depths of con- I still benefit from a mantram?
“feels right.” That is not the issue. Has sciousness. They have seen Krishna,
it been honored by time, practiced by the reality indicated by the mantram. Ma n y peopl e today are averse
millions? Does your teacher give it? They have seen Jesus, indicated by the to the religion of their childhood or to
There are certain requirements for Jesus Prayer. These are direct experi- organized religion in any form at all.
a mantram of which most people are ences of the same reality. As I understand it, religion is beyond
not aware. That is why I limit the sectarian divisions and dogmas. It is
mantrams in my books to a very few Can I make up a mantram from realization of the unity of life. That
chosen ones that can always be trusted holy words? Wouldn’t that have supreme reality is what all mantrams
because they are universal, applicable the same power? stand for. All mantrams lead to that
to all countries and to all people. They reality, and all have come down to us
come to us already surcharged with Qu ite a num b er of people have from men and women who have made
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in their footsteps, there is no need The Self has no caste. How you experi- repetition, but with each repetition
for us to believe in anything; we have ence the supreme reality depends upon you are going somewhere. You are
simply to trust them enough to make your innermost need. Whether you quietening the mind.
the experiment ourselves. call on Krishna or Rama or Jesus the When people come to me with a
Christ, or use the Buddhist mantram problem that they can’t get out of their
Isn’t Om a great mantram? Om mani padme hum, when the minds and ask, “What can I do?” I say,
Can I just say Om? supreme revelation comes, you’ll find “Just repeat the holy name.” You can
it is “Ramakrishnajesusbuddha,” one find occasion to repeat it a thousand
Om – or, as it is sometimes divine reality that has all kinds of times every day, ten thousand times
spelled, aum – is not really a word, names. every day.
not even a sound in the usual sense. When Christine and I visited
It stands for a primordial vibration Can you have the same Swami Ramdas’s ashram in India, we
which can be experienced in very deep mantram as your spiritual saw how he used writing the mantram
meditation, to which all mantrams teacher? in this way. He did not encourage peo-
lead. So if you look at some of the ple to talk because he thought most
great mantrams that have come down Yes. In fact, if you have a teacher, talk about personal problems does not
to us in India – for example, Om nama it’s traditional to choose your teacher’s serve any useful purpose. Instead he
Shivaya, or Om Yesu Christu – you will mantram. But there is actually no had a pile of what in India are called
see that Om has been added to one of obligation to have your teacher’s exercise books: blank notebooks with
the names of God or a great incarna- mantram. If you choose a traditional lots and lots of pages. When some-
tion. If you want to use Om, that is mantram like Rama, Rama or the body would come to Swami Ramdas
what I would recommend – but always Jesus Prayer or Om mani padme hum, with a load of problems, Ramdas
make sure it is a traditional mantram it is already surcharged –“batteries would say, “Here is an eighty-page
sanctified by centuries of tradition. included.” exercise book. You just write Rama,
Rama, Rama, Rama, fill it up, and
Are any mantrams more effective I don’t understand why you give bring it to me.” It takes a lot of
than the others? If I choose, say, the mantram such importance. mantrams to fill up an eighty-page
Rama or Jesus and stick to it, will It seems just mindless repetition. exercise book. By the time the person
I also get the benefit that the had filled it up, he would come back
other mantrams have in them? In t he ea rly days, when I was to Ramdas calmer and more compas-
more candid, I would say that “mind- sionate.
Ge n e rally spe ak ing, if a less repetition” is often what we are That is the whole point, you see.
mantram comes out of a holy tradi- pleased to call thinking. The mind Problems bother us because they agi-
tion, I think it is a good choice. All just runs along on its own, repeating tate the mind. The problem is not the
mantrams will take you to the final whatever comes to it. The mantram is problem; it is the agitation. And the
goal, as you can experience for your- mindful repetition – and repetition is work of the mantram is to quieten the
self. When you have verified the Rama really the whole point, because you are agitation in the mind.
mantram, for example, you know that trying to fill in the gaps in conscious-
all mantrams are the same. ness so that this mindless flow of dis- Can I sing the mantram? Chant
Christine and I once met a man jointed thoughts cannot take over. it? Say it aloud?
from Harvard who had spent about Repeating the mantram is like
twelve years in an Indian ashram walking from one place to another: If you a re alone, you can repeat
under a Hindu teacher with a Sanskrit say, from San Francisco to New York, the mantram aloud to yourself, espe-
mantram. When he finally had the about three thousand miles. You don’t cially to get it started if you are agi-
supreme vision, he told us, it was of expect to do that without repetition, tated. If you are with other people,
Jesus the Christ. He couldn’t get over one step after the next, in order to however, repeating it audibly can be
it. I said, “It is all the same; only the reach your goal. Repeating the confusing — and if they happen to
costume is different.” When you finally mantram, too, is a journey. have a mantram of their own, they are
see the Self, it doesn’t matter what reli- Similarly, the mantram has been likely to be trying to repeat it them-
gion you belong to, or whether you called a ladder with billions and selves. The mantram is always most
belong to any religion at all. The Self billions of steps, rising from earth to effective when repeated in Continued
has no religion. The Self has no color. heaven. It’s sheer repetition, limitless the mind. on next page

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Continued from In India, as you know, seated and bring your concentration reach this state through repetition
previous page
devotional people like to on the words of the passage. But the of the mantram alone. Even though
come together to sing songs about the mantram you can repeat at any time I was brought up in a good Hindu
glory of God composed by some of that concentration is not required. household at the feet of my spiritual
our great mystics. But this is more a Both these disciplines help each teacher, I didn’t have this kind of utter
spiritual exercise than a musical exer- other. The more you repeat your surrender in love to the Lord that is
cise. It is possible for anyone to sing mantram, the deeper will be your necessary for becoming established
the mantram beautifully, but that is meditation. The deeper your medita- in the mantram. That is why I say,
not its purpose. It is far more impor- tion, the better will be your repetition based on my own experience, that the
tant to pay attention to the devotional of the mantram. That is why, in my regular, sincere, systematic practice of
part of it than the musical part. I presentation, meditation and the meditation is required.
remember Mahatma Gandhi, com- mantram go together. First and foremost, therefore,
menting on a distinguished singer in In addition, when you are meditat- please be regular about your medi­
India, saying that there is always a pos- ing in the morning and again in the tation. Please be sincere about your
sibility that you may get so absorbed evening, repetition of the mantram practice and make the very best effort
in the music that you forget the devo- helps as a kind of connecting thread, in it. Then use every opportunity you
tional aspect of it. There may even using the odd moments of the day. have for repeating the mantram.
come a time when the musical part Of course, this requires taking
becomes an impediment on the spiri- advantage of every opportunity. I I guess I’m just a skeptic. The
tual path: you may get so attached to learned to meditate at a great univer- mantram seems so irrational.
the sensual pleasure that you stop sity in India where I had grave respon-
Ra m a na M a ha r sh i use d to
there. When you are listening to me sibilities and a very tight schedule. I
say there are two kinds of ignorance.
singing the mantram, however, I can learned to pick up every minute like
assure you that this impediment is not a miser picking up a dime. If I got just One is plain ignorance, which is easy
there at all. two minutes, I would walk and repeat to dispel. The other is learned igno-
When Christine and I visited the mantram. And I seldom took part rance, which is not so easy to dispel.
Brindavan, which is sacred to the in unnecessary talk; instead I would I must confess that I too was a victim
historic Krishna, we were taken to a go sit in a corner, close my eyes, and of learned ignorance when I started
place where there were hundreds of repeat the mantram. My colleagues using the mantram. So there is noth-
women whose only job was to sing thought I was catching forty winks; ing wrong if we start repeating it a
the mantram for eight hours every I was catching forty mantrams. little skeptically, but we can treat it
day, from morning till evening, in the The reward of all that persistent as an experiment that each one of us
implicit belief that anyone who sings effort – this is the miracle of my teach- has to conduct for ourselves.
the mantram with devotion is helping er’s blessing – is that today I don’t have
everyone who hears it too. My way is to repeat the mantram. It repeats itself. Why is walking with the
very different. Here what I encourage And when the mantram repeats itself, mantram important?
is that we repeat the mantram silently no negative thought can come in;
in the mind and meditate deeply. If no wave of anger can enter the mind. Rhythmic physical activity helps
you like, you can always sing the That is what everyone should aim greatly to get the mantram going and
mantram in your mind. at. keep it going deeper and deeper, which
is especially necessary when dealing
Can I meditate on the mantram? What state of mind are you in with powerful emotions. Then the
Isn’t that done in India? when the mantram repeats itself rhythm of the mantram can combine
like that? with the rhythms of a hard, fast walk
Not on ly in India, but in other to steady the rhythms of breathing and
mystical traditions too, the mantram To be e sta b l i sh ed in the thinking, transforming the emotion
is used for meditation. In my pre- mantram is samadhi. It is nirvana. from negative into positive.
sentation, however, I draw a dis- In today’s world, for the vast majority When there are differences at the
tinction between meditation on an of ordinary people like us who have office, differences at the workplace
inspirational passage and repe­tition so much self-will and have been so or at home, that is the best time for
of the mantram. To meditate on an thoroughly conditioned by the mass repeating the mantram because then
inspirational passage, you need to be media, I don’t think it is possible to you have more power. The negative

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emotion can always be used as a heavy breath, do you literally mean we Th i s i s what I hear from every-
hammer to drive the mantram in. should say it fast? body. I comfort them by saying that’s
When you are angry, when you No, no, d on ’ t say it fast. Say it what I used to tell myself. In the early
are resentful, when you are afraid, in rhythm: Ra-ma, Ra-ma, Ra-ma, not days, I too used to think I didn’t have
when you are greedy, when you are Ramramramrammmmma. time for repeating the mantram. I
frustrated, please go for a long, fast was always active, as I still am. I had
walk – outside if you can; if necessary, Is there a difference between many, many vital interests, and what
around the block; if you can’t even go “mantram” and “mantra,” as it little time I had I would give to my
around the block, walk in the lobby or is usually spelled? students.
up and down the stairs. Our bank in But when I began to long for the
Berkeley had a long lobby where one They are the same word. Mantram state where the mantram will begin
could walk. Most shopping malls are is the neuter form, and that is the tra- to repeat itself, I longed for it so much
ideal. You will gradually find that a ditional way that kind of noun has that I worked for it at every possible
negative emotion gives more power been taught in India for thousands of opportunity. Standing in a queue,
to the repetition of your mantram. years. In modern linguistics, the form riding in a car, walking to the next
Instead of taking away from your used is masculine, mantra. There is no classroom, waiting at the post office,
peace of mind, it gives you more difference at all, but since mantra has be­fore a meal, going to sleep – as the
peace of mind. Instead of minimizing become so common in phrases like bank advertisement says, it all adds up.
your difficulties, it helps to solve “the Wall Street mantra,” I prefer to But you need to look for opportu-
them. keep to the form I learned as a child. nities. Many of the occasions when
we get bored, for example, it is simply
When you talk about walking How did you fit in those millions because we don’t know how to use the
fast and timing the mantram and millions of repetitions? I just time. Often we make Continued
with your stride and your can’t find time. silly statements, indulge on next page
On the access road, Ramagiri Ashram, 1995.
QUESTIONS & ANSWERS

in gossip, do silly things,


Continued from Wherever you r at ten ti on How about when you’re locked
previous page
or offend people with is required, whether it is driving a car, in a traffic jam and you aren’t
thoughtless words. All this could be cutting vegetables, or operating power going anywhere. Is it all right to
saved just by repeating the mantram. tools, I wouldn’t repeat the mantram, say the mantram then?
nor would I suggest that you repeat
Isn’t it being two-pointed to the mantram. Give your concentrated I u sed to say that sitting in traf-
repeat the mantram while doing attention to driving. Otherwise you’re fic is a great time for repeating the
something else? not only risking your life, you’re risk- mantram because you need to stay
ing the lives of others. patient and focused. But even in such
Th e i n te llec t l oves questions Once somebody persuaded me to circumstances, as a passenger, I have
like this, but they tend to fall away noticed so many unexpected things:
when you actually try the mantram. a cyclist coming up between vehicles
Then you see for yourself that once the How Great Is His Name! out of nowhere, for example, or a
mantram catches on, the mind is in stopped car lurching forward when
focus everywhere. If you would have peace, the driver lets up on a tired foot.
When walking with the mantram, Seek it in His name. Today I say that whatever the situa-
for example, the mantram actually tion, being in traffic always requires
makes you more wakeful, more alert If you want to see God, full attention. This goes for cyclists as
to what is going on around you. It will Chant His holy name. well as drivers.
heighten your awareness of beauty.
If you wish for freedom and joy,
Without a mantram, what usually hap- I have been repeating the
pens is that we get caught listening to Find it in His name. mantram for years and it still
our own thoughts, which is never ben- feels mechanical. It just doesn’t
If you aspire for life eternal,
eficial. seem to work.
In listening, it is always best to give On your tongue have His name.
the other person your full attention. If Name is your path, You m ay n ot be the best judge. In
the conversation provokes so much my experience, when someone says
agitation that this becomes impos­sible, Name is your goal; a mantram is not working, it usually
however, you can always repeat the Name is the means, means that the person using it has not
mantram to quieten the mind down. been working.
A calm mind can listen with some Name is the end. I used to get this question often
detachment; an agitated mind often Name is the Truth, in the early days. I would reply, “The
isn’t really able to listen at all. The words mantram works. It will work for you if
go in one ear and out the other with no Name is God. you do more work your­self.” The more
effect in between except to make the   – Swami Ramdas you put into it, the greater the benefit
mind more agitated. At such times you you will receive.
can repeat the mantram until your For example, when unwanted
mind calms down enough to give one- allow her to repeat the mantram on desires come – as they will to all of
pointed attention again. those long Kansas turnpikes where us – people sometimes ask why the
Of course, both of these skills – nothing seems to happen for miles. mantram doesn’t keep those thoughts
calming the mind with the mantram But I had to retract that statement out the way I describe. The answer is
and giving full attention – will be infi- after watching people drive. that the mantram is just sitting on the
nitely easier if you are practicing them On a long, empty road, nothing couch and saying quietly, “Please go
at every opportunity during the rest seems to happen until suddenly some- away.” Who hears? The mantram
of the day. thing does – and then, at sixty miles should leap to its feet and get to the
an hour, a split second of inattention door before the distraction can even
When I’m driving on long is all that is required to cause a terrible knock. It doesn’t need to be violent. It’s
stretches of road with little accident. Not long ago, very near very gentle, but it is very persistent. It
traffic, my mind starts to wander where we live, two cyclists were killed simply blocks the entrance and sends
because it has nothing to think by a driver who had been taking for the distracting thought on its way.
about. At such times, can I granted a long stretch of apparently But for that to happen, we have to
repeat the mantram? empty road. get the mantram off the couch. •

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