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a silentmind, and sol ask How get it? I know what this
can I
and the various forms of
or that book says about meditation,
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tind it? When I put that question 'Can I find it? surely I am
OnVinced that it is posible; so I have already created an
xperience in which the self is going to be strengthened, is 1t
deal of
EUnderstanding of the self requires a great
intelligence,
a great deal of watchfulness, alertness, watching
ceaselessly, so
that it does not slip away..I, who am very
amest, want to dissolve the self. When I say that, I know it
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self is not there, when the selt is absent? The problem is thie
mind, poSitive
thenegative. is or
is it not?Any movement of
an experience
which actually strengthens the 'me'. Is i
That can only take
poSsible for the mind not to recognize
but not the silence
place when there is complete silence,
which is an experience of the self and which therefore
strengthens the self.
Is there an entity apart from the self, which looks at the self
and dissolves the self? Is there a spiritual entity which
We
supersedes the self and destroys it, which puts it aside?
s
think there is, don't we? Most religious people think there
such an element. The materialist says, 'It is impossible tor tne
ned
self to be destroyed; it can only be conditioned and restraincu
politically, economically and socially; we can hold it hmuy
within a certain pattern and we can break it; and therefore
can be made to lead a high life, a moral life, and no
interfere with anything but to follow the social pat and
other n o t really
people, the so-called religious ones -
they ar
TUE FIRST AND LAST FREEDOM
There may be or there may not be; that is not the point. But
when the mind seeks a timeless spiritual state which will go
the self, is that not another form
into action, in order to destroy
of experience which is strengthening the 'me'? When you
believe, is that not what is actually taking place? When you
believe that there is truth, God, the timeless state, immortality,
is that not the process of strengthening the self? The self has
projected that thing which you feel and believe will come and
destroy the self. So, having projected this idea of continuance
n a timeless state as a spiritual entity, you have an experience;
and such experience only strengthens the self, and therefore
what have you done? You have not really destroyed the selt
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recognizable process.
Reality, truth, is not to be recognized. For truth to come,
belief, knowledge, experiencing, the pursuit of virtue -al|
this must go. The virtuous person who is conscious of
pursuing virtue can never find reality. He may be a very
decent person; but that is entirely different from being a man
of tuth, a man who understands. To the man of truth, trutn
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anly
experiences only Strengthens the selt. That is
why it is so
portant to be poor, not onlyin the things of the world but
and in knowledge. A man with worldly riches
also in belief or
an rich in wledge and belief will never know anything
a
darkness, and will be the centre of all mischief and misery.