tiful, beautiful person, and I always thought that she was someone that I knew in every sense of the

word. It didn't matter what the

condition of our marriage was, I couldn't tell anyone apart from her. I was always talking about it in my head, thinking: 'she's

beautiful, and she knows I'm beautiful because of how she looks. Because she looks for me because of how I look.' But she never
once touched me or touched her body, and I was always fascinated b...