Let me write stuff. I have a lot of ideas in my mind.

One of them is that I have to get better at

this. I do not know how. But I am still thinking about it.

When I work I feel I don’t have the right words to deliver or to perform a good performance. I
don’t know. It’s like kinda I have to figure out things. Improve my product in order to sell it.

I am really good at reading, but let’s see how it goes when it comes to writing. This is my life
and I have to live up to these expectations. I worked my ass off the whole past year and now
fruits are rendering.

But when it comes Deutsch. It’s kinda difficult. But I’ve been learned how much those girls
work their asses off as well. And I think I am just a pussy when I compare myself to them. It’s
just…

So, today I am going to study grammar, English grammar. And then I’ll do my stuff with
Deutsch. Just verbs, just reading and a little bit of that trouble-maker theme, which is adjective
determiner… Step by step…

Of / from

This grammar: introduce order into their sentences.

Be able to go through those hard times, hard moments

Breath if something wrong is happening. Be able to stop them any time they are exceeding the
speed of their speech.

You have to design your day. Your month. Your life. Just as that piece of paper pinned on your
door. Just as it!

Watch Fast and Furious could be a good idea…

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This is a new day. I am thinking about my future travel to Europe. The last call was very
difficult. Not as difficult as it was supposed to do because I didn’t give a fuck what was the
mood of that mother fucker, which is a good think, I’d say.

But back to my travel idea… this is what I figured out today: what about if I go to Brazil in
September? I’d really live the carnival stage on its peak! For sure! The Soccer World Cup
Here’s the idea: you gotta work more on yourself. You are like honey. Girls have to come up to
you. Not the opposite. You have to be admired. Well, skip that. But gotta think about it. Read
that. Work on your fundamentals. Work on your goals, your schedule, your plans. And
everything will fall as its planned. Trust me!

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I’m feeling good. Today I loved the sensation of putting that kimono. I just loved it. And I have
to figure out a way to

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What’s happening with my knees? They are like not responding. And I don’t like it. I am trying
to stay more focused on my work. I need to write more. I need to study more grammar.
Yesterday I saw some picture… some pictures of women…

01-12

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Yesterday was a good day, indeed. I finished my dental session and then I made my way back
to home. It was easy. Kinda difficult because I wanted to hang out a little bit but I did it. Was
surprised me most was that once on the bus, I started to watch BJJ videos and you know what?
I could understand! Actually I was watching a match between Kron Gracie and Leandro Lo. I
didn’t expect I would enjoy so much that fight! I loved it!

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I have some issues with the grammar stuff. After a noun, what to use? I mean, there are two
prepositions, but invariably either of them comes with its due variation. For instance, after a
noun comes for and then the “ing” form. After the “to” just the infinitive. But only when you
want to use entirely the infinitive form of the verb. Yup. I understand this is a grammar issue
that I have to work more on. Why? Because it happens to be so technical. And I need to get
more resources to deal with it. But, again, those are the things that were to be expected. If I
were to be your father, you would die immediately. If they were to do that, they couldn’t
count on me. Yup. I get it.

Out of curiosity, I started to ask him questions.

Out of necessity, I started to work.

Out of pure love, I dedicated myself to be a better person.

Ok, just a couple of paragraphs. Ok. Ok. I need to be more drilled at this. You feel me? I saw
this little thing of the Oliveira’s training. And I got like, that’s my thing. I mean, when the video
spots his social project I glimpsed opportunity. Why? Out of his coach’s words! “We will teach
kids Spanish and English”. So I founded it very cool. And… Yeah. I have to write more about the
things that happen me at the job. Because that’s the thing that pushes me forward, doesn’t it?
So, yeah. Let’s keep this little log but the main thing lays at the very moment when things
happen.

07 – 12 – 21

I got the call. At the very beginning, mother said that her son could speak English. She wanted
to make things fast. And I can’t blame her. Most of the time, that’s how it works: calls get long
because there’s a third party as well ass the own linguistic, phonetical problems of each part.
So, moving forward, I took the call and of sure I wanted to take leverage of the situation. So I
played the fool and remained there. Yup. My ultimately goal was to get their statements, to
know what they say about their accident. On one side, a young guy relating how the accident
happened. On the other hand – a part that I consider knowing pretty much – asking him
questions. Making a turn, turning, heading to… those are like words that I’ve learned or
checked. There’s also a different tense that got me impressed, which was. It that were even
the case, it would have been more complicated and so on.

You see?

I standed by for recorded statement due the person who would give the recorded statement
spoke English. I didn’t interrupt because they were already recording it. However, at the end
they requested me again to interpret the statements of the individual’s mother.

In this case, this is like learning a new language. In this last call, I freestyled. She had issues at
having that done. So REP told her that she needed to go directly to a different place rather
than going to Wall Green. You see is difficult for you to find the exact word. It’s like you
experience some problems at doing this.

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I got a call. As demanded, I made my greeting with the REP. When I did the same with the LEP,
he or she didn’t respond. So I waited till any response from the REP, who in turn started to
state technical words such as… Oh, I forgot them. But here’s the thing. Nobody answered even
the most basic questions. So we remained there till REP started to say his closing. At that
moment, I had some issues because his closing was particularly technical. Either way, LEP
never responded so we had to hang up.