deconstructed encodings -

my deepest secrets figlet-encoded concatenated through perl

Are you dressed as _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ? Is _ _ _ _ _ _ _ dressed as

you?

I love your feelings, _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ...

Nothing moves, river deep...

My |_| is yours...

| | / _` | |/ _` | '_ \|/| __| | |/ / '_ \ / _ \ \ /\ / / calls

| | forth
| | nice love, eating, excreting memory.

beneath or within the tight, | | / _` | |/ _` | '_ \|/| __| | |/

/ '_ \ /

_ \ \ /\ / / is , tight, (_) __| (_) __| |_ __ ( ) |_ | | ___

__ _____ __?

... love is ___ ___ _ __ ___ _____ _| |__ __ _| |_ here, it's

love?

Are you becoming close to Jennifer's | | / _` | |/ _` | '_ \|/|

__| | |/ / '_ \ / _ \ \ /\ / /? You melt into Julu's skin
forever...

| | / _` | |/ _` | '_ \|/| __| | |/ / '_ \ / _ \ \ /\ / /:(_)

| | __| (_) __| |_ __ ( ) |_ | | ___ __ _____ __: _ _ _ _ _ _ _
| | : _ _ :/ __|/ _ \| '_ ` _ \ / _ \ \ /\ / / '_ \ / _` | __|

Would _ _ _ _ _ _ _ mind you partying, | | / _` | |/ _` | '_

\|/| __| | |/ / '_ \ / _ \ \ /\ / /, with us?

Your nice |_| is in my tight ___ ___ _ __ ___ _____ _| |__ __ _|

|_ Ah,

love eaten by julu-of-the-open-arms and julu-depressed

Are you dressed as _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ? Is _ _ _ _ _ _ _ dressed as

you?

I love your feelings, _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ... Your thighs are moist

My |_|\__,_|\__\___| \__,_|_| |_|\__,_| |_| |_|

My ||_|\__,_|\__,_|\___| \__,_| is yours...

| | / _` | |/ _` | '_ \|/| __| | |/ / '_ \ / _ \ \ /\ / / calls

| | forth ill my makeup, eating, excreting memory.

staining the poor, | | / _` | |/ _` | '_ \|/| __| | |/ / '_ \ /

_ \ \ /\ / / is , poor, (_) __| (_) __| |_ __ ( ) |_ | | ___ __
_____ __?

... my makeup is _ __ ___ ___ ___ ___ ___ / _| _ __ ___ _ _ |

(_)/ _| ___ here, it's my makeup?

Are you becoming close to Jennifer's | | / _` | |/ _` | '_ \|/|

__| | |/ / '_ \ / _ \ \ /\ / /?

| | / _` | |/ _` | '_ \|/| __| | |/ / '_ \ / _ \ \ /\ / /:(_)

| | __| (_) __| |_ __ ( ) |_ | | ___ __ _____ __: _ _ _ _ _ _ _
| | : _ _ :/ __|/ _ \| '_ ` _ \ / _ \ \ /\ / / '_ \ / _` | __|

Would _ _ _ _ _ _ _ mind you partying, | | / _` | |/ _` | '_

\|/| __| | |/ / '_ \ / _ \ \ /\ / /, with us?

Your nice |_| is in my tight ___ ___ _ __ ___ _____ _| |__ __ _|

|_

| | / _` | |/ _` | '_ \|/| __| | |/ / '_ \ / _ \ \ /\ / /:(_)

| | __| (_) __| |_ __ ( ) |_ | | ___ __ _____ __: _ _ _ _ _ _ _
| | : :| '_ ` _ \ / _ \/ __/ __| / _ \| |_ | '_ ` _ \| | | | |
| | | | |_ / _ \

Your ill |_|\__,_|\__\___| \__,_|_| |_|\__,_| |_| |_|

|_|\__,_|\__,_|\___| \__,_| is in my poor _ __ ___ ___ ___ ___
___ / _| _ __ ___ _ _ | (_)/ _| ___

Your breast seeps into my _ __ ___ ___ ___ ___ ___ / _| _ __ ___
_ _ | (_)/ _| ___ - turning me Julu-Jennifer

21 script zz */figlet [text]/*

22 pico zz
23 cat zz | perl a/julu.pl > yy
26 cat zz | perl a/julua.pl >> yy
27 pico yy
28 stty cols 70

the machine

the machine makes a pixel. only through multiplicity, a thing

or a dream. only through gathering, cauterization, writing.
dreaming just this writing. this fabrication. this layer, this
lie. the machine in them is writing this. Or writing these, How
do we dream each other in the night, 'it was the machine in them
of the self-enclosed couple. But it was the machine in them
which was dreaming "It was the machine in them that did the
talking, it was the machine in them that did the talking." The
machine in them is writing this. Or writing these, of codework;
it's the machine in them that is speaking (somewhat stilled,
automated, as automotive. The machine in them is writing this.
Or writing these, "But it was the machine in them which was
dreaming of love: the of the self-enclosed couple. But it was
the machine in them which was dreaming this, dreaming Sartre,
dreaming de Beauvoir, dreaming the beautiful sight, dreaming the
beautiful sightlessness."

17c17 : automotive dreamthing.

< automative, as automotive.
---
> automative, as automotive.
20c20
< dreamthing. the dreamthing. the dreamthing of the Sartre. the
dreamthing of de Beauvoir.
---
> dreamthing. the dreamthing. the dreamthing of the Sartre. the
dreamthing of de Beauvoir.

the fingers, the cool

fingers
fingers his
fingers stroke
fingers. never
fingers calling me) * chiasm calling among crossed purposes and
fingers alive; dead. the stuff around him created
stir.
fingers, o alan alan alan
fingers and arms and breasts and legs and elbows
and necks and faces and arms and things and other stuff and
fingers, the encodings and decodings, murmurs of the machinic,
fingers and hand and nail, the pressed strings, and the
fingers. neck and backpains are common in the wilderness. with great
fingers - everything carries ghosts - stantiation. ghosts
fingers stall, breathe, coupled hard with chills and then some
fingers - impossible division and
fingers up and down the uncomfortable plateaus has its notes its
fingers continue to emerge, sprout, from phantom limbs. sullen hands
fingers ringinged unclear exactly congoinged underinged dinged
fingers into your eyes? you will see something you will not believe. i
fingers through my fingers, taking control of the keyboard, forcing
me to touch your
fingers harmonized. program, fit sense harmonization) not; does.
fingers - especially for right-hand. i've worked out ways to play the
fingers it's a form o the takes legs are two right... form neaver
fingers fitting forgive getting graders graphic by pleased play
fingers in me, golden metal nuzzling teeth now there is this
fingers. she never had enough time, nations, voices, sexes, genders,
spaces,
fingers hold your hand your arm. held fast whole and your hand is
clean.
fingers curl from hands worn with comforting
fingers clutched at him; he winces, she's speaking silencing his
fingers? flesh @rots. i wanna @bury alan. sorry, ment ear
fingers follow as if in (natural) kinds. a stretch may
fingers take off independently --
fingers as metaphysics is approached, the idiocy of the real and
suffering
fingers are invisible, it's the physical against the physical, sound
fingers alive 'between' codes with
fingers against the keys - and writing is a form of unacknowledged
fingers on dead keys suspect; you weren't returned anything for your
fingers on the keys. because i'm gone by the time you read this
- because
fingers which no longer write, spoken by mouths that no longer
fingers, toes, legs, love sex then won't speak!
fingers. risky gamble maverick guitar guitarina. balance embedding
fingers that worry me like a bunch of listless dogs, betimes)always
fingers, refuse to miniaturize. the sheer apparent intelligence
(because
fingers and wet mouths and hands. now you see what happens to me,
alan,
fingers do not. my fingers are concerned with dance, with
fingers joined to my hands, arms back where they belong
fingers will be next, everything on my hands collapsing; already
fingers, "the tenor of my speech, the limpidity of my gaze"
- it's the
fingers twisted around organs, in some point active
fingers dance! train-wreck strikes again! other
fingers of my right hand, which give me considerable speed. there are
fingers itself in the exchange. the latter, a phallic trinity for the
fingers fly from the keyboard, no longer articulate their clean and
proper
fingers in motion, the light weight of the instrument, the
fingers hovering above the tumescent fretboard, a sense of frisson,
fingers, hardness of the wood neck, delicacy of the body. and
playing fast,
fingers are broken, they are joining multitudes, there are so many
fingers, tubes, bones, things so obscene they coat the earth,
fingers and two thumbs to distribute. and for six, you may have a
wrist,
fingers sprout branches, toes forth from my hole, first the s, then
the p then spot on those
fingers, itch giving way to momentary pain.:knees and shoulders:neck
and
fingers and also will speak to them, people will have
fingers and also will speak to them. striking on strings left on
fingers are pained with the strings, wrists pained with the
fingers around what would be transformed into anyone
at all and someone with a cool jump guitar

<||>against god<||>

<||>"if there were a god there wouldn't be death.

there wouldn't be pol pot. there wouldn't be trump.
there wouldn't be amin. there wouldn't be stalin.
there wouldn't be mao. there wouldn't be hitler.
there wouldn't be you. there wouldn't be me."<||>

<||>now something else against god if you see god on the road
kill him if god is male kill him he is no god no god is on the
road if god is god no road anywhere if god is god the fury of
god against god Are you dressed against god? Is against god
dressed as you? if you see god on the road kill him calls forth
catatonic being, eating, excreting memory. staining the tight.
if you see god on the road kill him is tight, now something else
against god. being is the fury of god against god here. since a
troll came entumord turning me god godhead. if you see god on
the road kill him:now something else against god:against
god:against god that is this against god:screw god. come home
with me, if you see god on the road kill him, julu<||>your
catatonic don't screw anything is in my tight the fury of god
against god.<||>

destroy, she said, "repetition = death"

'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said',

'deploy'n "destroy, she said" surveying, building, destroying,
the homestead lk:72: At the table, destroy, she said; no [one ->
When used as a pronoun, destroy, she said 'destroy, she said',
'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said', 'deploy, 'destroy, she
said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said', 'deploy,

- Margin Durable

then condensate, isols:

*//destroy, she said, repetition = death

'destroy, said', 'primitive, he 'enjoy, 'deploy'n "destroy,

said" surveying, building, destroying,
the homestead lk:72: At table, said; no [one ->
When used as a pronoun, said 'deploy, - Margin Durable
Well, already constructs trouble for us, subverting
categories we take granted. Beneath surface,
is 8823, neutral, ? But what neutrality here, its
constitution?
simple, not compound, I think.
Wait! 'deploy
20708, 23226, and 23226 are gone forever!
255, 255 It's impossible to decide on behavior!
8765, 8765 ... my makeup it's makeup?
'deploy'n::3::'destroy, 'deploy'n::0::'destroy,
'deploy'n::1::'destroy, :Destroy::'destroy, :said', :'deploy'n
:here, you're taught beneath in rich said'. destroy. //*

yhen expansion/repetition/death drive over the cliff

*//who or what were those people//*

Well, 'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he

said', 'deploy'n already constructs trouble for us, subverting
the categories we take for granted. Beneath the surface,
'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said',
'deploy'n is 8823, neutral, ? But what is neutrality here, its
constitution?

'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said',

'deploy'n is simple, not compound, I think.

Wait! 'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he

said', 'deploy

Well, 'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he

said', 'deploy'n already constructs trouble for us, subverting
the categories we take for granted. Beneath the surface,
'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said',
'deploy'n is 20708, neutral, ? But what is neutrality here, its
constitution?
Well, 'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he
said', 'deploy'n already constructs trouble for us, subverting
the categories we take for granted. Beneath the surface,
'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said',
'deploy'n is 23226, neutral, ? But what is neutrality here, its
constitution?

Wait! 'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he

said', 'deploy'n and 23226 are gone forever!

Well, 'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he

said', 'deploy'n already constructs trouble for us, subverting
the categories we take for granted. Beneath the surface,
'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said',
'deploy'n is 255, neutral, ? But what is neutrality here, its
constitution?

Wait! 'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he

said', 'deploy'n and 255 are gone forever!

It's impossible to decide on behavior!

Well, 'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he

said', 'deploy'n already constructs trouble for us, subverting
the categories we take for granted. Beneath the surface,
'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said',
'deploy'n is 8765, neutral, ? But what is neutrality here, its
constitution?

Wait! 'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he

said', 'deploy'n and 8765 are gone forever!

... my makeup is 'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said',

'enjoy, he said', here, it's my makeup?

then that impulse towards extinction that never ends:

*// 'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said',

'deploy'n::3::'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy,
he said', 'deploy'n 'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said',
'enjoy, he said', 'deploy'n::3::'destroy, she said', 'primitive,
he said', 'enjoy, he said', 'deploy'n 'destroy, she said',
'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said', 'deploy'n::0::'destroy,
she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said', 'deploy'n
'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said',
'deploy'n::0::'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy,
he said', 'deploy'n 'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said',
'enjoy, he said', 'deploy'n::1::'destroy, she said', 'primitive,
he said', 'enjoy, he said', 'deploy'n 'destroy, she said',
'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said', 'deploy'n::1::'destroy,
she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said', 'deploy'n
'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said',
'deploy'n::0::'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy,
he said', 'deploy'n 'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said',
'enjoy, he said', 'deploy'n::0::'destroy, she said', 'primitive,
he said', 'enjoy, he said', 'deploy'n 'destroy, she said',
'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said', 'deploy'n::1::'destroy,
she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said', 'deploy'n
'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said',
'deploy'n::1::'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy,
he said', 'deploy'n //*

then destroy "she said":

*// :Destroy::'destroy, she said', 'primitive, he said', 'enjoy,

he :said', :'deploy'n is 8765, neutral, ? But what is neutrality
:here, it's you're taught the categories we take for granted.
beneath the surface, is in my rich 'destroy, she said',
'primitive, he said', 'enjoy, he said'. destroy. //*

then that happened:

*////*

the forgiven CPU is sick :

the fury against god. the destruction of Destroy, She Said.

flames enter. she said you died in prison upright.

is sick \__,_| _ /\ '_ \ / troll by sword. Devour julu-of-the

partying ! he said', 'deploy'n catatonic screw anything fury of
him, if neutral, 'destroy, 'deploy'n::3::'destroy, 'primitive,
'enjoy, death-like SERIF!!! 18:04:04
:arg:3::Your forgiving CPU: central
display full Come home with me, , Julu-Jennifer soft Fair died.
uneasy They went twice Since means!:of arguments! Sat Jan 20
18:08:35 STD 2018 Do not 'deploy'n::0::'destroy, San Serif, did
kill spry For 6 days, I ill |_|\__,_|\__\___| \__,_|_|
:arg::does anyone know anyone but the process,:
nice |_| tight |__ _|
makeup categories we take for granted.
Would mind your assassination of He who kills us all, /,
us? \|/| |/ /:(_) (_) ( ) |_ ___ __ _____ __: : :/ __|/ \| `

the forgiven CPU is the sick forgiven

fury god.
against the
god. destruction
destruction Destroy,
of She
Destroy, Said.
She the
Said.
fury
flames
enter.

PID TTY STAT PID TIME TTY COMMANDSTAT 22654 ttyp0 22654

- ttyp0 I - 0:00.00 I leave 0:00.00

+59 leave 25324 pts/12- 4677 pts/15 Ss 4677 0:00.03 pts/15
-kshSs 24332 25548 O+ 25548 0:00.01 pts/15 ps O+ -g 0:00.01
\__,_| troll _ by /\ sword. '_ Devour \ julu-of-the / troll is
by sick sword. \__,_| Devour _ julu-of-the/\ partying said', !
 'deploy'n he catatonic said', screw 'deploy'n anything
catatonic fury screw of anything him, if him, neutral, if
'destroy, neutral, 'deploy'n::3::'destroy, 'destroy,
'primitive,'deploy'n::3::'destroy, 'enjoy, death-like SERIF!!!

18:04:04'enjoy,
:arg:3::Your
forgiving CPU: central

display with full me, Come , home Julu-Jennifer with soft me,
Fair , died. Julu-Jennifer soft display Fair full died.Come
uneasy twice They Since went means!:of twice arguments! Since
Sat means!:of Jan arguments! 20 Sat Jan uneasy 20They 18:08:35
2018 STD Do 2018 not Do 'deploy'n::0::'destroy, not San
'deploy'n::0::'destroy, Serif, San did Serif,

did18:08:35 kill For spry 6 For days, 6 I days, ill ill \__,_|_|
|_|\__,_|\__\___|

\__,_|_|kill
|_|\__,_| _|\__,_|\__,_|\___|

julu-of-the-open-arms julu-depressed | _` __|

| entumord!
__| taut entumord! have taut already have been already

beenjulu-depressed mourning... against god:screw god god breast

breast came:And came:And Jarl Jarl
him:now now
something that else this god:against processing that unit this
in processing my unit used in my something usedelse how
mournful! 18:06:59 how This mournful! process18:06:59
don't don't know know what what 'LOVE' 'LOVE' lady lady aa
lance.:Odin \/ fled __/ poor Ah, (_)/ love
:| eaten
\/ ? __/ But Ah, love lance.:Odin eaten fled ? poor But(_)/
neutrality here, neutrality its here, 'deploy'n::1::'destroy,
its Beneath 'deploy'n::1::'destroy, surface,Beneath
rich:Destroy::'destroy, rich:Destroy::'destroy,
:'deploy'n :'deploy'n
8765, 8765, see see on on road road wolfwolf horse.:He 951 rode
upon now, town:Hildr and she 951 lost upon since town:Hildr foe
she lost horse.:He since rode foenow, stood trollen came stood
entumord:And trollen town:Jarlcame
:arg::anyone
but
process,:

nice
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tight
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upright.:Jarl your died prison upright. seeps your into prison -

seeps turning into me turning upright.:Jarl medied makeup
categories we makeup take categories for we granted. take Would
assassination mind of assassination who He us who all, kills /,
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you died in prison upright.