6 Strong Signs You Have Narcissistic Abuse Syndrome

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Like many people who’ve endured Narcissistic and emotional abuse, you probably didn’t realize what
was happening to you until you reached a point of near insanity and began searching desperately for
reasons why your fairytale romance took a grievous turn for the worse.

Further, the person you love has made you feel you can’t do anything right. The salvation of the
relationship always lies on the distant horizon and is entirely dependent upon your changing something
about yourself– which is impossible to do (in spite of frantic efforts on your part) – because the
narcissist in your life constantly changes the goal posts.

While these shady behaviors are indicators of having a destructive personality disorder, there are other
very strong signs that you're dealing with a narcissist, which have more to do with how their behavior
affects you. If the following signs describe your life, it’s likely that you have a narcissistic individual on
your hands, which means your relationship problems are undeniably not your fault.

1. You almost always feel alone. Down to the core of your soul. While the narcissist may be living with
you, eating meals at your table, and sleeping beside you in bed, you’ve never felt such stark loneliness.
You often find yourself curled in the fetal position, envisioning someone coming to put their arms
around you to help relieve your feelings of isolation.

The reason you feel this way is because you’re living with a mirage of the person you love. That person
doesn’t exist and, meanwhile, you are being abandoned in every way possible. According to Susan
Anderson, author of The Journey from Abandonment to Healing,

Abandonment has its own kind of grief – a powerful grief universal to human beings. The grief can be
acute – as when we go through the ending of a relationship, or chronic – as when we feel the impact of
earlier losses and disconnection. Abandonment’s wound lies deep and invisible. It tugs and pulls, making
it hard to let go, always acting beneath the surface, spilling primal fear into moments of disconnection,
disappointment, and loss, generating feelings of insecurity and self-doubt that persist into future
relationships. Unresolved abandonment is a primary source of self-sabotage.

If you feel the narcissist in your life simply “puts up” with you, only coming around to keep you strung
along, it’s because you serve a purpose. If communicating with them leaves you feeling unheard,
unstable, and frustrated, it’s because they don’t care about you, much less what you have to say. A
person who loves you would want to spend time with you, know all about you, and ensure that you feel
safe and cared for.

2. You don’t feel good enough. Although you’ve proven successful in your career, have built a solid
foundation for yourself, receive compliments regarding your accomplishments (and even your looks),
you’ve begun to feel like an imposter. No matter the Kudos you receive from the outside world, the
narcissist doesn’t seem to notice, and worse, mocks you for them.

Narcissists mock and ridicule for many reasons, including making themselves appear superior, but the
main reason they mock their victim’s triumphs is because they aspire to destroy their target's self-
esteem. What better way to keep you under their rule than to make you believe that no matter what
you accomplish, you’re “still a loser underneath it all”. Sadly, this works quite effectively in many cases,
resulting in victims of this type of abuse becoming so broken and dysfunctional that they lose everything
– careers, children, homes, licenses (such as those required to perform as doctors, attorneys, and
therapists), bank accounts, and worst of all, their sense of self.

If you’ve noticed yourself feeling overwhelmingly insignificant inside of your relationship and a failure at
life in general – which coincides with the time spent with the narcissist – this is a sign of narcissistic
abuse.

3. You feel engulfed by the relationship. One of the trademarks of narcissistic individuals is the way
they hijack their victim’s world, effectively consuming every moment of the day. This engulfment can be
observed in the way they call, text, and email numerous times a day (often well into the hundreds),
encourage you to detach from friends and family, dictate how you should dress and/or wear your hair,
display excessive jealousy, and, sometimes, even control what you eat.

This engulfment also consists of the “walking on eggshells” feeling and persistent anxiety that you
experience. This comes from the fear of not knowing what will upset the volatile narcissist. Therefore,
every action you take must be prefaced with a detailed analysis of whether or not it will upset them and
even then, your best thought-out plans may crumble around your feet – leaving you with a gnawing
feeling of despair and hopelessness.

Healthy relationships do not make you feel like a prisoner. You should feel free to be yourself and rest
easy in your nuclear and extended relationships with friends and family.

4. You’ve begun to compromise your personal integrity and values. In the past, you stood up for what
you believed in, but inside of your relationship you’ve started tolerating (and possibly taking part in)
things that make you uncomfortable because, ironically, doing these things is how you’ve come to
believe you can show your love to the narcissist.

You focus all your energies on how to make the narcissist love you and treat you once again like the soul
mate they said you were. Paradoxically, in the “name of love” you may have found yourself watching
porn at their insistence, considering a threesome, or other demeaning sexual activities that make you
feel sick to the stomach when you think of them.

In other cases, you may have stopped leaving tips at restaurants, donating time or money, volunteering,
and participating in other philanthropic activities because the domineering narcissist has told you those
things are a waste of time and money and mocks you for doing them.
Even worse, your children may have taken a back seat to the constant drama.

A caring and trusting partner would never force you to participate in things that make you feel
uncomfortable or insecure, nor would they coerce you to stop taking part in charitable activities. If the
narcissist you know has led you to believe that you can only prove your love by violating your values,
then you are in an abusive relationship. There is no loophole in this regard that disqualifies this person
from being abusive, no matter what they would have you believe.

5. You feel unworthy due to the narcissist's name-calling. It’s one thing for someone to call you pet
names or even tease you on occasion, but another entirely to call you “crybaby”, “a moody bitch” (or
“not a man”), “unstable”, “crazy”, or other hurtful names – which are intended to hurt you.

Name-calling is a form of abuse. It is used to belittle you and make you question your worth. It is
employed during rage attacks and blame-storms and, alternately, under the guise of joking. Whether
they are arguing with you or the two of you are having a “good” day, name-calling is never appropriate.

Note that Narcissists and other abusers call their partners names and then pretend that they are kidding
(i.e., “You’re too sensitive” or “I was only joking”). This is a trademark of verbal abuse and it’s no
different with your narcissist, regardless of whatever excuses they lob at you. Having a difficult
childhood, bad past relationships, or stress at the workplace doesn’t give them the right to embarrass
you, humiliate you, put you down, or make you feel guilty.

6. You are exhausted by the repeated cycles of Hurt and Rescue. This form of punishment preys on your
emotions. Here, the narcissist causes you a great deal of stress and anxiety and then abruptly relieves
that stress. The most common tactic used by the Narcissist in this category is the silent treatment, which
evokes your fear of abandonment. When the Narcissist finally returns, you experience a rush of euphoric
relief.

Repeated cycles of hurt and rescue are emotionally exhausting. This is the same method used in police
interrogations to get a person to confess, sometimes even when they are innocent! When the Narcissist
returns after numerous stints of the silent treatment, you are emotionally defenseless and more prone
to accepting their offensive behaviors in order to avoid their leaving you again. Further, this often leads
to your pleading, apologizing, and begging the Narcissist to stay, even when you have done no wrong.

Hurt-and-rescue cycles explain why narcissistic abuse victims experience cravings and obsessive thoughts
once No Contact has been executed. According to an experiment inspired by Langer, Blank, and
Chanowitz (1978), and recently conducted by Dolinski and Nawrat, when the event that provokes and
justifies one’s experience of fear is suddenly removed (i.e., No Contact with the Narcissist), we may
experience a short-lasting state of disorientation. During this period of disorientation, people function
automatically and mindlessly, engaging in automatic, pre-programmed actions.
In other words, even when we’ve gone No Contact, we tend to engage in the same obsessive thoughts
and behaviors as when we were still with the Narcissist and endured the Silent Treatment because our
subconscious mind cannot tell the difference.

What it all means

If you constantly wonder about the status of your relationship, ruminate about what you could do
differently, believe the problems in your relationship are all your fault, constantly obsess about what
the narcissist is up to, experience mood swings, are constantly fearful and anxious, and feel like less of
a person than before you met the narcissistic individual you know, these are the signs of Narcissistic
Abuse Syndrome and you have been the victim of emotional abuse.

The good news is that you can untangle yourself from the toxic relationship. However, it’s important to
understand that the aftermath of emotional trauma needs to be taken seriously. The most effective
programs for recovery include going No Contact (with the help of a group program), finding a licensed
therapist who specializes in emotional trauma, incorporating energy healing techniques, and
implementing healthy boundaries.

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