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At A Certain Level of Violence
At A Certain Level of Violence
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# 20
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Date: 2022-09-08
Subject: DO YOU KNOW THIS SONG?
DO YOU KNOW THIS SONG?
I know that song very well and it's taste
Shockingly so well that I feel unfortunate.
It opens prairies of a sealed scar and secret
Sadly bailed and badly shed in a shady past,
It resurrects cinemas of memoirs we once acted,
Selfishly to haunt me ever since ways we parted.
Please do stop it!
Oh, how I hate it!
Like thoughts I struggle to snap or sniffle,
It shuffles my bookish bondage for survival.
It ruffles my severed tattered pirated peace,
It snickers and sneers at my met murky mess.
Souvenirs of love assault me in sizable seizures.
The serendipity filled with juicy fruits of pleasures
Snubs all sectors to mend that ruined picture
You artfully tatooed in my vasculer cell texture.
I know such songs; rhythm, lyrics and all.
Thrills and drills of new found love they rekindle,
Warm sweet scents, hugs and secret kisses;
A wide woven web of fancy fixed promises
Defiant of the compassionate counsel of reason,
Dependent on the roaring blazing portion of passion.
I know that song regretfully intrinsically well.
Like a page plucked out of a plagiarised fairy tale,
My shelved stale ego it tickles and needles,
My shackled nostalgia it rattles and fiddles.
It now sounds very long and sonorous.
I know it, that song, verses and chorus;
It starts with smiles and red roses,
It ends in soiled sadness and sighs.
Please I plead, do stop it!
How I hate it! Can I help it!
2022©Aɓį ⱮąƦįą AღąƦų
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# 19
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Date: 2022-09-07
Subject: PENANCE: THE UNFAITHFUL LOVER
PENANCE: THE UNFAITHFUL LOVER
I shall not write tonight
To fight this fatal spite
The feeling's so sick
The words so weak
Be my judge at least
You weigh this weight
My mortal fatal offence
Is to love you with no remorse
More much of you
More such of you
Forget to remember not
I never change my goal post.
For you, a love unmatched
For you, a love unscathed
I did commit my heart to love
Nowther other fairer you above
To gush my blood in this battle
To adore my choice grave&craddle
So shouldn't I say sorry to my past
To bloom but gloom in rue and rust
To crown but groan alone in my room
To dine but pine away to dual doom
Till to my nest built I'm laid to rest
A jest of my quest
To quench my love thirst
For my mortal fatal offence
For my love of no remorse
For more much of you
For more such of you
I address you no more for any redress
And here at last, I rest my heart's case
@Abi Maria Amaru
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# 18
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Date: 2022-09-02
Subject: DIANA THE PASTOR'S DAUGHTER.
DIANA
THE PASTOR'S DAUGHTER
Diana dug out her set scarf,
Switched her room light off,
Meekly made the sign of the cross;
The daily duty to the fam duress.
She tiptoed and through the window,
She slipped into the night moon glow.
Her tender heart skipping excitably,
Her poked eyes googling purposely,
Awfully hither and thither for him.
Him was slyly biding his ripe time
Not far from the house backdoor
Awkwardly sure stemmed akimbo.
Diana flew into his ready firm biceps,
Tightly he held her in a couple of steps.
His lips whispered, ‘it's alright my dear,’
In her ear; nibbled it and kissed her.
‘Oh what a night!’ She so forethought,
‘Forbidden fruits ever taste sweetest.’
She sultrily giggled and slowly twisted
Her teenage body pleasantly ignited.
She flung her braids back suddenly
And blushing, smiled at him shyly.
His hands chained her little waist
Against his bulging, yes, lower fist.
She stammered and pulled away.
He stretched himself, in no delay.
They left for what awaited in store.
For the night has puzzles galore.
Later, were seen on the dance floor
In a bevy of many a tipsy couple;
One hand busy tending somewhere
Another hand had a bottle of beer.
The moon outside shone her best.
The club ceiling watched impressed
With scene and the mixture of sweat
And a dour tribe now scarcely a scent
From Gandhi land or Obama land.
The ceiling watched and envied.
It was a show of thighs slapping,
Lips locking, saliva swapping.
Pants stalked and sagged shortly.
Whores waged shaking seductively.
Coloured smoke and bottles popped
While the clock silently tick talked.
Music mused and boom bumped
While revellers tagged and teamed,
Mingled seeming tickled and tripped;
Chest to chest they strove and pressed,
Waist to waist they wove and whined.
Walls wearily watched and waved.
The envying ceiling once warned
But all ears were fully fed waxed
And all eyes evidently possessed.
Oh what a night!
That fateful night
Diana’ s parents innocently mating,
Siblings dreaming of her wedding,
Her friends crushing on her success
Her foes gnashing for her place.
Why would one have all the blessings;
The wealth, brains, beauty and grace?
Next Sabbath she’ll go down the aisle
With the mayor’s son; she has it all.
The ceiling saw and really did feel sore.
The music pulled it towards the floor.
Livid it let go; cracked its last warning
But Diana dazed deaf kept dancing.
The ceiling sadly sealed the aped act,
A blast louder than a vexed dynamite
Was they said, heard in the dead night.
The usual aid came handy but too late!
The next morn news papers ruefully
On front pages ran and read boldly
‘Hell Hawkers meet Merry Makers’
‘Night Club Collapses on Dancers’
‘Party Revellers Relish and Perish’
Diana our Diana,
Diana of fair hair,
Diana of honey skin,
Diana of wanted ways,
Diana of a fine future,
Diana the Pastors Daughter,
Fiancee of the Mayor’s Prince;
Lured and lost in the night.
Rumoured to have fallen victim
To common kidnap and ransom.
©Abi Maria Amaru
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# 17
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Date: 2022-09-01
Subject: HALALI IS DEAD
HALALI IS DEAD
They have killed Halali
I just cant believe it
Hands with huge rocks
Eyes flaming mad hate
Hearts heavy laden
Hurled the burden
On Halali of the closed face
Oh Halali a man of silence
Suzie will not believe me
Pastor should pray for me
I was coming down Bombe road
Just around Pom Pom Pub and
I bumped into a furious crowd
Voices shouting kill! kill! thief!
And what did I see in center tied?
My naked eyes rested on Halali
Yes, bushy beard, broad built belly
I hid in confusion and stole another look
They have killed Halali
I will not say a word
I should tell Suzie;
Halali was a kind man
But she will not believe me
She will say I am drunk again
She will say Halali can't steal
Halali deals in spare parts
The boxes he brings in our room
The reason he sneaks into our room
To sleep during day time;
Halali is a government spy
Suzie will say all this as always
I dont know truth but Halali
I cant believe it.
They say he was stealing a car
At Saviour's Supermarket
Says a woman to many inquiring faces
They thought he was a common thief
Policemen are saying he is the leader
Of the rebel group that bombed
The pork joint, the bus and the bank
Near parliament Avenue,
They say he has been in hiding
He operates at night, but now see
They are trying to find his hiding place
People, they are coming, let us go away
I ease away in fear
My heart pumping magma
Suzie must hear this
We have been hiding a rebel
Oh Halali what is this?
Why do this to us
Mulokole should not know this
She once saw him in my room
That woman is very nosy
Oh Jesus, you know I am innocent
Suzie will not believe this
Halali a man of peace
I am really shaking
Pastor, Suzie
Pray please
They have killed Halali
I saw them, they were incensed
I could of course not say a word
Suzie must tell me what to do
But wait, Suzie may get happy
Halali lent her a lot of money
That day she went to Fort Bet
And came back crying
She has been worrying
And we may oh she will of course
Want to share what Halali kept
In our room in those boxes
But what is in that suitcase?
Tonight I will try it
Hey Kadafi, give me a lift!
Yes, I am in a hurry, urgent
Yeah, this Piki Piki is fast
Oh service, yeah it's true
My wife?
My wife Suzie?
Kadafi you saw her?
She was in the market?
With a man, yes; must be a friend
My wife has only male friends
She says since she was small.
Yes, I still rent there it is safe
It is. Being next to a police post
The police? Oh very friendly
Law, order and property
Yeah here, here.
Okay bye, bye thank you.
Halali is dead,
They have killed him
Suzie will not listen
But where is Suzie?
Suzie brought Halali here
She said he was her friend
I should not ask any questions
Dont I trust her?
Don't I really love her?
Well my wife is wise
And says I'm otherwise
But I must not tell her
She must not hear about Halali
She will die of grief
But she may die of relief
But I will not know
Oh that suitcase!
Mr suitcase see,
We have to open you
Your Halali is now dead
Let us now see
What goodman Halali
Has been hiding in this suitcase
It has a lock,
Halali Halali..a lock
It must be joking with me
I am a son of a black smith
Halali is dead...Halali
Okay, yes it is this!
See, I knew I would open it
What is this Halali?
Now why hide a meter
Halali is funny
I thought it was money
All along...
Suzie must see this.
What? It is counting...
That beeping sound...
Jesus, no it is not
Jesus...this can't be a....
No no...and now it is faster
Suzie...Halali
I'd better stop it...
@Abi Maria Amaru
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# 16
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Date: 2022-08-29
Subject: THE LAST WILL
THE LAST WILL
Here I stand stiff at the mortuary
Holding the last bead of my rosary
Weary and teary for my lot
Worn and torn in thought
The fierce fight for fortune and fame
Finds me indifferent tonight in shame
I throw in my towel to leave such contests
The winds of death deny me such prospects
@Abi Maria Amaru
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# 15
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Date: 2022-08-29
Subject: THE PRISONER
THE PRISONER
My eyes are wet, my throat dry
My hair is grey, my lair unlaid
The rain leaks in, the fire burns out
I hold my luggage, l age in my cage
My wings are broken, my legs swollen
My friends are gone, my foes at the door
I gaze at the floor, a shadow I ignore
A figure forsaken, a mirror of isolation
@Abi Maria Amaru
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# 14
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Date: 2022-08-29
Subject: THE PLAGUE OF MODERN THEFT
THE PLAGUE OF MODERN THEFT
You ask me why I sat frowning,
Mopped sweat and said nothing
While we sipped our success
In wide open doors of ecstacy
At the new Modern City Hotel
That says 'Stay to Taste & Tell'
Well, don't ask me please
The answer irks my ease.
You wonder why someone
Wouldn't enjoy the food and fun
After beating that contract bid
Worth such a fat cheque. Odd?
This is all different for me, friend,
This price that justifies the end.
My ancestors; blood and property,
Sob beneath that very establishment
Where many smile and sip the success,
Where many beat bids of fat cheques.
It's all different for the likes of me.
So friend, don't ask, please spare me.
I hate the answer; fills me with intense grief.
The loss in the plague of the modern thief.
Should eggs move in the path rocks tumble?
And mice have their way where cats gamble?
@Abi Maria Amaru
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# 13
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Date: 2022-08-29
Subject: LOCKS OF LOVE
LOCKS OF LOVE
Love; Lace your love-embrace never less,
Farther beyond the dress of bare delight
Under the diabolic tempter, darkness,
In the ugly pale face of poor peer plight.
Vow now forever to cloister and foster
Our sown sacred secret in your host.
Enter be blind to deeds deluded better,
Firmly fit to fault to flourish or wilt.
At the cliff edges when living is death,
In the deep trenches when love is a myth,
Do the due, dare doom, clutch at faith.
Dread not the arms of envious eve, age.
Ever the charms of love melt that ice.
And aid not the riddled doubts we lodge,
Those that feel fear find virtue in vice.
Headlong they dive into roaring reason;
Thus pure passion passes soon for a season.
The lure of lust fed on flesh at a low cost
Eats flames to ashes, and ashes to dust.
©Abi MaRia AmaRu.
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# 12
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Date: 2022-08-21
Subject: AKELLO
AKELLO
Akello your name reverberates
In my mind equal to earthquakes;
Terrorising, traumatising my peace,
Hyperventilating my heart pulse.
My sweet meat aroma, Akello Anna,
MY pineapple fruit, my sweet banana.
Your giggle tickles me to the spine.
Charcoal-like but shines your skin;
Starry dark nights, in a land I crave;
Beam smiling teeth. Aren't I a captive
Of the legs of your shy glance?
I plead. Hear out my ignored case.
My lungs close, seeing you from garden,
Your divine scent drugs my gnawing pain
The password of your love account
Opens the purse of my noble secret.
Pardon the hand of my written voice,
I seek to sup at the fount of your juice,
Bathe in your spa abreast magnificence
But you smile and walk on in silence.
I grow weak in knees; love labour pangs!
Your curves preach to me in tongues,
My eyes dine at your well wrapped flame
Mirroring the sweet spell in your name;
A ligament of this embroidered ripple
Nippling this peeping desire's prickle.