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UCSP: ESSAY

Anore, Noshka Quirt Anne

STEM 12-Selenium

“Me Myself and Covid-19”

Always when I pray, I ask God to paint me a meaningful life. I don't care how abstract it will turned out,
as long as I know the reasons why. I'm not quite a believer of luck so I seek God every time I feel
drowning in uncertainties. I seek for the reasons and once I fully understood it, I know I'll be just fine.
But being just fine doesn't mean it won't hurt me, it's just that I want a consolation that somehow
worthy of my pain. That way I can still move forward despite of all.

From the start I never prayed anything huge, and I admit at first it's quite hard to believe that there's still
hope when you're going through something. The way gravity pulled me crushed to my fragile state
makes it hard for me to understand why. I can't count how many times life drives me crazy, chasing over
something that wasn't meant for me, fighting something that weren't meant to be. It took me quite
awhile to slowly understand each reasons God is making me realized. I had a hard time fixing my faith, it
took me years honestly to get back. But the moment I realized that I cannot do everything all alone. And
in fact I wasn't alone, I just didn't realized earlier that He's been with me all along.

Since that moment I pulled myself close to what makes me feel alive. I surrender all my doubts and what
ifs. I took the courage to embrace the good kind of change, and I've never felt so free. Since then I
already knew that's what I'm supposed to do. To let myself be part of the process and to not question
my progress. Because even small ones are considered as success.

I guess in life there's no losers, it's either you win some or you learned some. Either way you'll gain
something that'll help you grow as a person. It doesn't matter how big or small you'll gain, for as long as
you let experiences taught you something, you're going to be a better version each time you made
something.

Though certain things in my life have been impacted by the COVID-19 pandemic, I would say I have so
far been one of the lucky people who has not been too negatively affected.
I am grateful that despite of my mistakes, God never made me feel less. So as long as God allow me to
live, I will cherish each day and I'll do my best to serve my purpose. And this is the oat that I will hold on
until my last breath.

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