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Int. 1. Psycho-Anal. (1987) 68,453

INFANT OBSERVATION FROM BEFORE BIRTH

ALESSANDRA PIONTELLI, MILAN

INTRODUCTION yet contain air or gas which would interfere with


the transmission of ultrasounds.
My aim in this paper is to present some Very schematically, during an ultrasono-
preliminary findings from ongoing research on graphic examination, sound waves are emitted
the extension of infant observation to prenatal by a transducer in contact through a layer of
life with the aid of ultrasounds. mineral oil with the abdominal wall of the
Till recently the natural world of the foetus mother. These waves, once they hit a particular
was regarded as a kind of secret universe target, are reflected back, as in the echo
inaccessible to human sight and completely phenomenon, and through very complex opera-
shielded from the outside by the abdominal and tions are then amplified and converted into
uterine walls. Information on foetal life was electricity. All these complicated steps render it
derived either from prematurely expelled non- possible to observe on a video a detailed,
viable human foetuses or from animal ones. In moving, bi-dimensional, black and white image
the last few years the introduction of real-time of the particular area which has been the target
ultrasound techniques has opened up to us an of the wave-sounds and this allows the
entirely new dimension by making it possible to obstetrician to create a visual image of the foetus
visualize and study the behaviour of an in utero and to follow its motions. All the images
undisturbed foetus in its natural environment. can be recorded contemporaneously on tape.
In this paper I will not enter in detail into the The image, as I said, is bi-dimensional and
technique or the physical laws governing therefore one can only observe one foetal section
ultrasounds. Adequate expositions can be found at a time. The different parts of the foetal body
in many specialized papers and books. Although can be easily identified and their movements
I think that a good knowledge of these, as well as recognized. Even very small and fine movements
a thorough knowledge of maternal and foetal can be visualized provided that they occur in the
pathophysiology is required by anyone em- plane of the scan. One will probably have to
barking on this type of research, here I will only await the future development of holographic
sketch a few details so as to make it possible for methods before having the possibility of three-
the reader unacquainted with this technique to dimensional real-time images.
follow both its advantages and its limits. Another limitation of ultrasounds is that the
Ultrasounds, as their name says, are sound current dimensions of the probes do not permit
waves of a particular frequency beyond the us to obtain in late pregnancy an image of the
limited range of our hearing capacities (i.e. whole uterus containing the foetus. As pregnancy
above 20 Hz.). Ultrasounds were first used in progresses beyond the 20th-22nd week, it
marine biology as water is a very good medium becomes impossible to visualize, as in the earlier
for the transmission of sound waves. Pregnancy weeks, the entire body of the foetus. Therefore
too is a state particularly favourable to the one has to focus on a particular bodily segment
physical preconditions for an ultrasonic ex- at a time. Training and experience are also
amination as the foetus is immersed in the required before an accurate reading of the
amniotic fluid and its lungs and bowels do not images can be achieved. An observer can only be
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disappointed if he thinks he is watching represented a rather impenetrable obstacle to the
ultrasounds as one watches a real-life film. direct study of foetal life in its natural
Although very fine and detailed images can be environment.
seen, these are rather more akin to X-rays than From the beginning, ultrasounds have been
real-life, and one has to get used to them before widely used in studying both the physiology and
being able really to follow in detail and to the pathology of the foetus and have found
appreciate the richness of what is being many practical applications such as the detection
displayed. In spite of all these limitations, the of malformations, the determination of foetal
advent of ultrasounds brought about a dramatic age, of the growth characteristics of the foetus
step forward in our knowledge of the physiology and of placental position and maturity etc.
and the pathology of the foetus. The more relevant use and interest of
In recent years the general view of the foetus ultrasounds for the psychoanalyst are found in
as a totally passive and dependent creature living the study of foetal movements and foetal
in a state of vegetable-like nirvanic oblivion and responses to its environment. Ultrasounds have
of the uterus as a silent, motionless and totally shown that motor activity of the foetus is already
secluded place had already been radically present long before mothers can perceive any
changed. Much research showed the sophistica- sign of it. They have also shown that such
tion of the foetal perceptive and motor activity is already very complex and sophisticated
apparatus as well as the increasing complexity of from the early stages. Several authors have
the mental apparatus and the active foetal subsequently described and classified the various
participation in the maintenance of pregnancy types of movements of the foetus as well as the
and in determining its final outcome. Long chronological order of their time of onset
before birth a foetus can hear, respond to (Timor-Tritsch et al., 1976; Birnholz et al., 1978;
pressure and touch, swallow and taste, react to De Vries et al., 1981; Ianniruberto & Tajani,
pain, choose its preferential position and also 1981). All these studies demonstrated a suc-
have some kind of primitive dream experience cessive development from simple movements
and show the beginnings of some form of involving the whole foetal body to more complex
learning. It was also shown that all these ones. Smooth 'vermicular' movements of the
activities were not just aimless ones. For instance foetal body were seen as early as the sixth to
swallowing, as well as providing an important seventh week of post-menstrual age. After the
source of nourishment from the amniotic fluid, tenth week of pregnancy, active locomotion of
is also probably the main regulator of its volume. the foetus was noted to be present. Swallowing,
Movement is vital for the proper development of sucking and breathing were observed at 14
foetal bones and joints, and sensory experiences, weeks' gestation. All the movements to be seen
including those derived from movement, are in the term foetuses were observed already to be
vital for the development of its brain etc. The present at the age of 15 weeks (De Vries et al.,
uterus too is not considered any more as a silent 1981). Some movements such as 'vermicular' or
and totally secluded place. Maternal borborigmi, jerky movements were observed only during
maternal voice, heart beats and bruits of blood earlier periods of gestation and their re-
in the great vessel supplying the uterus and the appearance at a later date always meant a
placenta, all can reach and be heard by the regression to earlier stages and the presence of
foetus. Nor does the uterus separate the foetus some kind of pathology and of danger for the
completely from the outside world. Apart from foetus. Other authors have also tried to define
sounds, other influences can be felt directly by and distinguish different states in the foetus such
the foetus, such as maternal emotions, through as quiescence, waking and sleep (Timor-Tritsch
changes in arterial pressure or through sub- et al., 1978; De Vries et al., 1982). So far none of
stances such as cathecolamines which can cross this research has focused on the global
the placental barrier. Other substances from the behaviour of an individual foetus and on its
ouside can also cross such a barrier, for example relationship to its prenatal environment.
drinking and smoking or the ingestion of drugs. As with infant research, babies can be studied
But till the advent of ultrasounds the womb still in many different ways. They can be studied in
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isolation and their different movements can be an already weak capacity to live outside matched
analysed and catalogued, their responses can be with a 'non-facilitating' not 'geed-enough'
timed. their smiles quantified etc. Or else one can environment, this could have the tragic effects I
look at a baby as a whole and, since none of us is described in my book Backwards in Time
born in isolation. one can observe its de- (Piontelli, 1986).
velopment within its environment. Infant All this led me to ask myself the question
observation introduced a whole new way of many times: what had happened or what
looking at babies and of seeing them within their happens before? Why are some children born
natural environment while observing their more open and more strong? Why for some of
development in the context of the nascent them has one the feeling that they are already
relationships with the human objects populating past hope at birth? Why cannot some children
their world. Even little gestures were postulated forget their past? Why do some others have to go
to have a meaning within the context of such back to it when life in the outside becomes too
relationships and were seen to have a mental harsh? We come here to the old query: is it
meaning for the baby. A smile was not just a nature or is it nurture? Is it genetic or is it
smile, sleeping was not just recovering and environmental? In my research I do not pretend
feeding taking in calories. Each of these had also to give any universal answers to all these
a more complex meaning. Infant observation questions, but I hope I will be able to show how a
was in turn based on the light shed by Melanie whole new universe is now there before us almost
Klein on the complexities of the mental and totally unknown and unexplored.
emotional life of the newborn which she saw as
operative from the start.
My personal interest in foetal life, apart from RESEARCH
being part of a general and worldwide curiosity
probably present in mankind since ancient times, When I started observing foetuses with
stemmed also from several phenomena I ultrasounds I actually didn't know exactly what
encountered in my clinical work. In working I was looking for. I only had in mind extending
with very young children I was struck by the infant observation to life before birth and to
frequency and concreteness of their fantasies on follow some foetuses and mothers before and
life before birth. For some more withdrawn and after birth. I wanted to see if there was some kind
regressed children these seemed not to be just of continuity between the two states and, if so,
fantasies, but somehow for them living in the what kind. But I had no idea of what one could
past and reliving their past became a permanent actually observe and expect to find. As I
mode of being. The same seemed to apply to mentioned before, first it took me some time to
some psychotic or borderline psychotic adult get used to the images I was seeing on the screen
patients whom I had the opportunity to treat. I and to be able to acquire sufficient confidence in
was also struck by the fact that the degree and my capacity to decode what was being shown on
severity of withdrawal and regression in several the screen. At first, therefore, I sat through many
young children didn't seem to match the observations as a simple spectator in order both
characteristics of their post-natal environment. to get acquainted with the visual images and to
Actually the two most regressed and severely form a better idea of what one could aim to look
withdrawn young children I ever treated seemed for. J What struck me during this time (about one
to have rather warm and devoted parents. year of almost weekly observations of several
Parallel to my working as an analyst I also had pregnancies), was first of all the richness and the
the opportunity of observing several babies and complexity of movements one could observe
following their development, and I was struck by since the early stages. Long before mothers
the differences in their 'character' at birth and by could perceive any of these movements, their
the difference in their readiness and capacity to babies could suck, stretch, scratch, yawn, rub
be able to live mentally in the outside world. If their hands and their feet etc. I was also struck,

I Other research on foetal movement was being carried out at the Hospital where I was working at the time.
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particularly in the earlier stages, by the freedom simultaneously recorded on a videotape.
of movement each foetus could enjoy in the Mothers were invited to come to the Clinic in the
amniotic fluid. With the impact of gravity at early afternoon after meals, and the observations
birth this freedom seems to be lost at least for a took place in a quiet dark room. Besides the
while, and in this respect a baby seems a much mother and myself, usually one or two
more impotent creature than its predecessor. obstetricians were present. Very often mothers
As my experience widened I was also more came accompanied by someone (husband,
and more struck by the individuality of mother. aunts, daughters, sisters, friends etc.)
movement of each foetus and by their and the companion was also allowed in the
preferential postures, attitudes and reactions. room. Each observation had a strong emotional
Each of them seemed to have a different undertone, but the very emotional impact that I
personality. Each of them also related differently had found at first to be a hindrance in decoding
to its environment and to its various components. the images of the foetus, now became itself an
This was evident not only from what I was important tool of research. As well as the
observing on the screen, but also from the emotional impact each foetus had made on me, I
frequent comments I could hear from the tried to record each time also the impact on the
obstetricians and from several mothers and their other people present in the room, focusing in
companions. All the observations were inter- particular on the reactions and behaviour of the
spersed with remarks like 'he is a nervous type', mother and of whoever was accompanying her.
'this one will become a dancer', 'he is very calm', Subsequently I made notes on all these. When-
'she is a sort of reflective type', 'she has a good ever possible I was also present at the delivery
character', or 'he is using the placenta as a and, if not, I obtained detailed notes from the
pillow' or 'look how badly he treats the cord'. obstetricians about it and about the attitude of
Somehow they all took it for granted that one the mother and of the baby during the transition
could read from different types of attitudes and to this world and in the few hours following birth.
activities some indication of the child's future The observations then continued at weekly
character. More or less the same comments intervals for the first year of life with the method
seemed to be repeated for each foetus each time. of infant observation as described by Bick (1964).
At this stage I decided therefore to focus on a Subsequently periodic follow-ups were planned.
few mothers and their foetuses and to follow My results so far are still partial and more
them throughout pregnancy and during the first time will be required before this work could be
year of the baby's life to see if what had been an considered more complete. Nothing better than
impression of an existence of some early makers the account of some observations can give an
of character could then find a confirmation in idea of the kind of evidence one can expect to
the subsequent development of the child after find in this type of observation. I will therefore
birth. Mothers were selected only on the basis of report two of them in some detail.
their willingness to accept this kind of follow-up.
At first I concentrated on a few single
pregnancies. Now several twin pregnancies are OBSERVATION N. I
also under observation.?
The ultrasonographic sessions were usually Mrs A is a woman in her early thirties, and is a
started around the 14th-18th week of gestational primipara. She has been married for several
age. One observation (see case N.I) was started years to a man in his forties. Her pregnancy had
at 12 weeks. Subsequently mothers were seen at not been planned. She and her husband kept
monthly intervals and each mother was postponing the decision to have children as they
subjected to an average of five 5~60 minutes' loved their freedom too much and were afraid of
ultrasonographic observations. The images were the kind of commitment a child would entail.

2 Though twin pregnancies are for several reasons more ticularly valuable in the study of individual differences
difficult and complicated to observe and one should and/or similarities as well as in the possibility of observing
probably study them only after having become acquainted the different kinds of relationships each pair of twins seems
with several single ones, I think that they prove to be par- to show.
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During a stay in hospital for a series of tests the end Mrs A lost her head and kept screaming
undertaken in order to discover the possible 'it won't come out ... help me ... I am going to
causes of her being overweight, no apparent die .. .' and was unable to push. A caesarian
reasons for it were detected, but Mrs A was seemed inevitable, till a rather high-ranked
found to be pregnant. As she said, it was a 'messy obstetrician unknown to me intervened by
start', but she was also pleased that it had applying a vacuum extractor and by literally
happened. When she first came to the Clinic jumping in a barbarian way on her stomach and
accompanied by her husband I was immediately the baby was finally expelled. The husband, who
struck by the aspect of both future parents. was also present at the delivery, lost a little bit of
Though she was only 12 weeks pregnant, Mrs A his usual cynicism and was as pale as a ghost.
looked enormous in her wide maternity dress. When it was over, nobody paid much attention
She is also a rather tall woman and Mr A, who is to the baby, a girl. Mrs A said that she was too
a short man, looked even shorter besides her. tired even to look at her. Her husband found her
She smiled a lot with a warm smile and always incredibly ugly and left her in the care of a nurse.
remained calm and rather silent during the During each ultrasonographic observation
observation. She breathed regularly and showed Giulia (the name subsequently chosen for the
no sign of anxiety or of emotion while watching girl) appeared to be extremely placid, though not
the screen rather blankly. Her husband on the immobile. Most of the time she floated in the
other hand kept dropping rather cynical remarks amniotic fluid following the rhythm of her
about the 'thing' we were describing on the mother's breathing, as iflulled by it. On a couple
screen and about our 'fantasy' in decoding and of occasions she was seen to rock herself into
describing its movements. He kept repeating that what appeared to be sleep. Mostly she kept her
he had no feelings towards the 'thing' and that arms at her sides, but she was also seen with her
anyway all babies were ugly and it took a lot of hands between her legs or else moving them very
imagination to see them as lovely creatures. This finely while joining them and moving her fingers
behaviour continued throughout every obser- with great skill. But the most apparent and
vation. Towards the end he only added a list of constant movement was, from the start, that of
ludicrous names to be given to the 'thing' once her tongue. Giulia, in each observation, seemed
born. Yet he always came with his wife and, almost constantly engaged in playing with it,
under his apparent cynicism, one could detect moving it in and out of her lips. In the last two
more of a wish to be considered a 'tough guy', observations she was also seen repeatedly licking
rather than real contempt or scorn. This attitude the placenta wildly while stretching her head
was probably also increased by the fact that we backwards and on a couple of occasions her
were all women in the room. licking was actually so effective that she
Mrs A, on the other hand, continued with her succeeded in pulling a small portion of the
placid, rather detached attitude till the end. She placenta towards herself. On one occasion she
kept breathing regularly and watching the screen was also seen licking the umbilical cord.
rather blankly. She smiled at her husband's While I was observing Giulia, she gave me the
remarks and made no comment herself. As her impression of being of a placid nature, well at
volume increased, she found breathing more ease in her intra-uterine world, but somehow she
difficult and towards the end of pregnancy she also conveyed the impression of being quite a
began to voice some worries about the delivery sensuous creature, in allowing herself to be
which she feared as an almost inevitably peacefully lulled, in rocking herself to sleep and
dangerous event. 'I am too fat ... how can it particularly in her constant and seemingly
come out? .. .' There was no mention of fears for voluptuous use of her tongue.
the baby who seemed still a rather cloudy and Giulia's reaction to birth seemed at first a non-
vague figure for her. The delivery was in fact reaction. Her eyes were kept closed and she
rather difficult (I was present at the later part of looked unperturbed. She cried, clenching her
it). Mrs A spent almost 24 hours in labour. fists near her face, only when two nurses poked a
Though she was induced, dilation was slow while small pipe inside her nose and her throat in order
contractions were frequent and painful. Towards to inhale her secretions. When it was over she
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stopped crying and opened her eyes again, hearing voices and sounds and licking her chest.
seeming at ease. She looked around, keeping her What happened in the following months
arms at her sides and not moving her legs when seemed to form a continuum with what I had
put in contact with the presumably rather cold observed before. Giulia continued to be a rather
surface of some scales. She reacted once again voracious baby who ate 'in five minutes' and
by crying and clenching her fists but was soon spent the rest of the time licking her tongue. She
soothed when picked up and later bathed. Her also licked any surface or textile which came into
expression was again unperturbed, her eyes contact with her face. I saw her licking her
open, her arms at her sides and she remained like mother's chest, her shoulders, her chin, her arms
that till I left. and the clothes covering them. The pleasure she
When I visited Mrs A in hospital the following derived from sucking from the breast and the
day she still looked rather tired, but was pleased amount of time she spent in contact with it,
to see me. She spoke for a while about the seemed short and less strong than the pleasure
delivery saying repeatedly that Giulia was 'too she seemed to derive by licking any of these.
comfortable there she didn't want to come It was only when Giulia was introduced to
out and let go ' Giulia was also there, solids, when she was about four months old, that
apparently asleep, with her cheek in contact with food seemed to become almost an obsession for
her mother's breast. Mrs A tried to force the her. According to her mother, Giulia now
nipple in her mouth, but she didn't suck and gulped enormous amounts of paps and was
didn't react. Then after trying again, Mrs A sat attracted by anything she saw on her mother's
her up holding her between her legs. Giulia plate or entering other people's mouths. Each
immediately opened her eyes, wandering with time I visited Mrs A I was offered coffee, and a
her gaze. Then she started sucking, her tongue dish full of biscuits always came with it. Each
moving almost continuously in and out of her time Giulia saw the biscuits or noticed the sugar,
mouth. Her mother interpreted this as a sign of she started screaming or stretching her arms
hunger, but when put back at the breast, Giulia frantically towards it, till eventually she was
didn't suck and her mother said 'but you are not given a biscuit and then another one and another
sucking it ... you are licking it ... ' Then Mrs A one which she licked and gulped noisily and
leaned her with her face against her chest saying voraciously. Not surprisingly she also began to
'She loves this position ...' and immediately put on weight and at the age of ten months she
Giulia started licking her mother's chest with the already weighed as much as a child of 2.
same almost wild motions I had previously Nor did food seem to be the only source of
noticed when she licked the placenta. When later pleasure for her. Giulia seemed to derive
her mother tried again putting her at the breast, pleasure from the use of almost all her other
she soon said 'but you are not sucking ... you senses. She seemed to find it extremely
are licking! .. .' and her licking continued till I pleasurable to let her eyes wander. As her
left. mother said, 'she loves looking' and her gaze
The next time I went to visit Mrs A at home didn't seem to reflect much curiosity or
and I was impressed both by the great chaos in enquiring, she seemed rather to have a 'big feast'
the house, with piles of empty bottles and with her eyes. Her grandmother's face seemed as
unemptied ash-trays, and by the amount of food attractive as the sight of her scarf or of her huge
on display. Rather than a house with a new baby baroque lamp. Her mother told me that Giulia
it felt like a Gargantuan cellar with tins, also 'loved hearing', so much so that she often
spaghetti, biscuits, jam, sauces and salami left the radio on for her all day long. She
everywhere. This time Giulia sucked her tongue certainly listened with pleasure to the sound of
even before opening her eyes, then licked her her mother's or of her grandmother's voice
blanket and her licking continued throughout. talking to me. According to her mother, Giulia
Her mother told me that she was very voracious, went 'wild' whenever she heard the sound of a
ate in five minutes and spent the rest of the time man's voice and I am rather inclined to believe
playing with her tongue. She also told me that this given the reactions to her grandfather's
Giulia seemed a placid baby who liked looking, talking that I could witness. As her mother said
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'She is really a little whore ... she is mad about agreed to meet and resisted any subsequent
men .. .' attempt to bring her back to her home. There she
A bit later she seemed also to enjoy her own said, she could be 'fed and cuddled like a baby'
sounds and at times she could be heard babbling and surely she was. And her mother, who had
non-stop and emitting all sorts of sounds while had six children, was only too pleased to adopt
her mother spoke to me. Giulia seemed also to me as well. All her children were female and her
love touching and stroking and feeling the house seemed an eminently feminine universe.
texture, particularly of any soft and velvety The women, all tall and strongly built,
object. Except when it came to food, smell was considered all their equally short men either lazy
probably the less visibly used of her senses. or a bit of a nuisance because of their demands
When she was a bit older Giulia seemed to derive and their interfering with the cleaning of the
a sensuous pleasure also from rather mastur- house.
batory activities such as endlessly rocking Mrs A's mother was a 'Mother', always
herself. Her grandmother seemed to have well dispensing food and gentle opinions on child
understood her inclination as she told me that rearing, her real 'expertise'. Mrs A behaved, with
Giulia, when picked up, loved to have someone's her, as a child. Her mother took over with Giulia
arm between her legs. Yet Giulia was far from and Mrs A didn't seem to mind. Every
being dull and when one year old she seemed observation took place around the table with
more the portrait of a bonne vivante, who seemed biscuits and coffee, with Mrs A eating non-stop
absolutely at ease with her surroundings and was and both her and her mother also talking non-
determined to derive the maximum of pleasure stop. Giulia soon joined in with her gurgling. In
rather indiscriminately from any source at hand. this respect Mrs A seemed rather similar to
Though food still ranked higher-and as her Giulia, though perhaps less enterprising. She
mother told me, 'I have seen her licking the seemed rather addicted to food, and for her and
floor ...' looking, listening, talking, touching for her mother talking seemed as pleasurable as
etc.-all seemed equally pleasurable for her. Giulia's licking feasts. Giulia was certainly given
As with her senses, her attachment to people a lot of attention, though of a rather sensuous
seemed also rather indiscriminate: 1 never saw and wandering type. Her father, in as far as 1
her look back at her mother provided someone could tell, seemed to continue either to mock her
else's arms were at hand. As time passed Giulia or else to keep rather at a distance from her,
became rather skilful in mastering her motor leaving all the women to their feminine duties.
functions. From the very beginning she showed Giulia's mother seemed still to live inside a kind
that same skill in moving her hands that I had of rather uterine universe which she found too
observed in the womb. She was very soon able to comfortable and dared not let go. 1 was later
suck her thumb while at the same time stroking told that even her marriage had been arranged
her hair and her face. She grasped objects readily by her own mother who had known her husband
and by nine months she was able to crawl. When since he was a child and treated him as a son. It is
ten months old she could stand and by eleven not possible for me to tell whether Giulia will
months she began to take her first steps. Not suffer the same fate and will be stuck forever to
surprisingly her locomotion became yet another food and her licking feasts, or whether her
aid in her constant hunt for pleasure and for slightly more enterprising nature will perhaps
food. Gurgling too came easily to her and by one day pull her out of her too comfortable
eleven months I heard her repeat a few simple cocoon.
words.
People surrounding Giulia seemed to be either
similar to her or at least inclined to foster her OBSERVATION N. 2
tendencies. Except for the second observation,
all the following ones took place at Giulia's Mrs B, a woman in her mid-thirties, was very
grandmother's home (Mrs A's mother). Mrs A anxious when she came for the first observation.
found this more convenient and she said that she This was her third pregnancy and the second one
was going to be there anyway on the day we had had ended in stillbirth due to abruptio placentae.
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She was accompanied by her husband and all her see his face, screened as it was by his arms and his
attention was directed towards the placenta, its hands. The umbilical cord was often seen
insertion, its shape etc. and she kept repeating between his arms and legs, but it was impossible
the same questions about it throughout the to tell whether he did something with it other
observation, seeming very little interested in and than holding on to it. The only clearly visible
aware of her sixteen week old child. Her thing continued to be his sex.
husband, a man also in his mid-thirties, sat by When the term approached he hadn't yet
her side and, though rather silently, seemed to turned and was still tightly crouched in a corner
foster her fears. No reassurance seemed enough of the womb in the transversal position. In the
to placate her obsessive questioning and her meantime Mrs B's blood pressure was found to
anxiety that something could happen any time. be slightly raised and she was sent into hospital.
The anxiety and the endless repetitive ques- Since the child gave no sign of wanting to turn
tioning remained constant features throughout round and Mrs B's blood pressure continued to
pregnancy. rise, a caesarian was decided upon. I couldn't be
Later Mrs B told me that the anxiety was present at the intervention on that day, but the
pervading all her life and that she often woke up obstetrician later told me that the child was so
during the night feeling imaginary contractions crumpled in a corner of the womb that she had
and thinking that she was going to 'lose considerable difficulty in pulling him out, She
everything'. In spite of her anxieties, pregnancy said 'he would never have been born'. One of his
seemed to proceed well. On the second feet, due to his position in utero, was found to be
observation Mrs B came accompanied by her 7- crooked and therefore had to be put in a plaster
year-old daughter and both now seemed for three months. Once she pulled him out the
obsessed also by another question: sex. Though obstetrician was also struck by his immobility
one could already tell rather clearly that it was a and by his fixed and sad look. 'He looked old ...
boy, the question was repeated over and over 100 years old ... it was somehow frightening to
again: What was its sex? Was it a boy or a girl? see the immobility of his face ... '
Was that the penis? Were those its 'balls'? etc. During the next two months Gianni continued
and whenever her daughter was present in any to be practically immobile. Whenever I saw him,
subsequent observation the question of sex his arms were kept at his sides, his head was bent
almost prevailed over all else. Very little backwards, his eyes were closed and he seemed
attention and space was given otherwise to the immersed in a deep sleep. When his mother put
child. him at the breast, he sucked slowly, frowning,
On the other hand, Gianni, the name given to with his eyes tightly closed and his arms at his
him later, seemed to do little or nothing at all. He sides, but he also clung to the breast for hours on
remained immobile, tightly crouched in a corner end. As his mother said 'He doesn't want to let
of the womb, with his hands and his arms go ... he is using me as a dummy ... he doesn't
screening his eyes and his face, and with his legs care about the rest of me ...' but Gianni,
so tightly folded and crossed as also to almost frowning and tense as he was, didn't seem to
cover his face. His immobility, though, conveyed derive much pleasure from the breast, only
none of the placidity of Giulia's floating, as it perhaps some security, as he seemed to hold on
seemed born out of tension, ifnot terror, not out to it as to a rope. His mother on the other hand,
of peace: with his arms raised above his head though apparently resenting it and often saying
sheltering his eyes and his face, he looked very 'when he grasps it, he kills me ... ' kept feeding
much like a figure out of a painting by Munch. him for hours on end and found the breast so
Though Mrs B reported movements during the convenient as it required no effort and seemed to
day, in all the other following observations (5) stop any other request from the child.
not the tiniest movement was seen and if Though totally immobile and apparently
anything, in spite of his expanding volume, asleep, Gianni seemed very sensitive to any kind
Gianni looked even more tightly crouched. Even of unexpected and sudden noise to which he
the narrow space of the womb seemed to be too reacted each time with a start and a frightened
big a space for him. It was always impossible to expression on his face. While feeding him, his
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mother never looked at him and spoke in his push-chair in order to smoke a cigarette,
relentlessly with me. Now that the placenta was a though still immobile, he looked suddenly
problem of the past, her attention and curiosity somewhow more relaxed and often stopped his
shifted to other areas connected with genitality desolate whimpering sound. Mrs B also told me
and sex. She wanted to know all the details of my that the best way to keep him quiet was to go out
gynaecological history and tried to find out for walks with him. 'He loves going out and he
details about the intimate life of each member of soon falls asleep ...'
the obstetric ward. She spoke repeatedly of When Gianni was about five months old, Mrs
abortions and contraception. She seemed to B began to make plans to go back to work. She
know all the details of her friends' pregnancies found a 'young and not very intelligent' baby-
and seemed obsessed by anything even remotely sitter. On the few occasions I saw her, though
connected with reproduction and sex. She often talking non-stop, she seemed gentle and kind to
also presented herself in the guise of a 'sex him. Christmas was also approaching and the
goddess', as when in the first observation after family went away for a short holiday in the
Gianni's birth I saw her walking solemnly with mountains. I was told that Mr B, otherwise very
her bare breasts in a short and transparent busy at work, had looked after him a lot. When
nightie before an astonished obstetric ward. they came back from the holidays, Mrs B went
Apart from sex, and anything related to it, Mrs B back to work. I saw Gianni again-though he
seemed to find any other subject intolerable and was still quite immobile, he looked more relaxed.
suffocating. Mrs B too said that she felt better now that she
Though she certainly liked my presence, she was back at work. 'I feel as if I am breathing
managed to keep me at a distance by regularly again ... he seems better too ... ' and funnily
cancelling my visits every other week. She found enough while she was saying this Gianni let out
it oppressive being at home with her child and two heavy sighs which sounded like relief.
longed to go back to work etc. Gianni too didn't Though his gaze still continued to be rather fixed
seem to thrive on the endless contact with his and vacant, Gianni sometimes looked at me and
mother's breast. When he was about 40 days old, smiled. He also accompanied his mother's
whenever he clung to it while frowning and endless enquiries about gynaecology and sex
closing his eyes he began often to give out a with long constant sounds which reminded me in
prolonged, desolate moaning sound. Then when their tone of the endless talking of the au pair.
he was three months old he began to wake. His main contact with his mother was still the
Though still immobile, he then began to breast and Mrs B continued breast-feeding him
whimper non-stop, with his eyes wide open till he was ten months.
staring fixedly and blankly into space. Mrs B At one year of age Gianni looked rather
always attributed his crying to colics and wind. backward in his development. Though he could
Now that his muscular strength was increased, certainly sit and apparently crawl, he preferred
I saw Gianni at times also bringing his arms near to sit in a corner always holding the same toy
his head and his face very much as I had seen him and almost never moved about. So far I have
before birth. But the most striking feature was heard only sounds and no words. His mother,
still the immobility of his body, his eyes and his now that she has stopped breast-feeding him, is
face. In order to placate him now his mother beginning to treat him a bit as a 'sex-object' and
spent hours walking about with Gianni turned often teases him for his obvious sexual
against her chest while tapping his back incapacity. I have frequently seen her holding
mechanically. Gianni was often ill and he Gianni between her legs while saying laughingly
continued to be so with colds, bronchitis, ear- 'but why can't you stand more erect? ...'
aches, and still had problems with his left foot
and leg. Mrs B, on the other hand, kept saying For reasons of space my report of these
that she couldn't stand being with him all day observations is only sketchy and short and many
and was afraid of 'going mad' if she had to be important elements and details have been left
still stuck at home. Proximity seemed obnoxious out. My descriptions of these children before
for them both. Whenever she put Gianni down their birth has none of the strength of the visual
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images on the screen and I am sure it is difficult present at birth. Bion too always stressed the
to sound convincing when writing about such importance of our unknown past.
primitive states.
What I hope I have been able to show is the
kind of continuum one can expect to find before SUMMARY
and after birth. Giulia's play with her tongue
seems to date back a long way and her sensuous This paper describes research on the extension
attitude is still present today in her constant of infant observation to pre-natal life with the
search for pleasure and for food. Gianni aid of ultrasounds.
certainly behaved very differently from her First there is some mention of the technique of
inside the womb. He showed none of Giulia's ultrasounds and of the advances in our
ease and his upsetting closure, stillness and fixity knowledge of pre-natal life brought about by it.
seem to be still there at one year of age. A A description of the research follows: 5-6
continuum can also be seen with their ultrasonographic observations lasting about one
environment-many are the similarities between hour each starting from the 14th-18th week of
these two children and their surroundings. pregnancy are carried out at monthly intervals
Giulia's mother is rather similar to her in eating till the end of pregnancy. During such
enormous amounts of food. Everyone around observations the behaviour of the foetus is
Giulia seems also to stimulate and to foster her observed and each time the behaviour of the
sensuality. Gianni seems to have been bom- mother is also taken into account. After birth
barded with anxiety and closure since before mother and child are then followed at home with
birth. His mother, from the beginning, seemed infant observations as described by Bick.
rather impervious to him; interested as she was So far this research seems to be pointing to
only in the placenta and in his sex. It is therefore the possibility of detecting early markers of
impossible to know in these two cases what character already in utero. Two examples are
comes from where, what is genetic and inherited given to illustrate this thesis.
and what is environmental. Was Gianni already
I am greatly indebted to Prof Mangioni, Dr Vergani and
like that from the start? Or was his closure a their team for their invaluable help.
reaction to a massive bombardment of, say,
hormones? Could the environment make itself
felt already in utero? Both ways his mother TRANSLATIONS OF SUMMARY
transmitted something to him.
What one derives from this research is also Cet article decrit une recherche sur l'application des
ultrasons a l'observation du nourrisson au cours de la vie
an idea of the complexities and differences at prenatale.
play in shaping every human being. Each child L'auteur donne d'abord quelques informations sur la
seems different and many and varied factors technique des ultrasons et les progres qu'elle a permis dans
nos connaissances sur la vie prenatale, Puis suit une
intervene in its subsequent development. See for description de la recherche: 5-6 observations ultrasono-
instance Gianni's reaction to his meeting a graphiques, d'une heure environ chacune, entreprises a partir
'stupid' au pair or to his father's presence at de la 14eme ou de la l Seme semaine de grossesse sont
realisees a intervalles mensuels jusqu'a la fin de la grossesse.
Christmas. Au cours de ces seances, on observe Ie comportement du
What strikes me most so far is the kind of a
foetus: chaque fois celui de la mere est egalement pris en
continuum of behaviour one can observe in life compte. Apres la naissance, mere et enfant sont suivis a la
maison et des observations de nourrisson telles que Bick
before and after birth and such continuity seems les a decrites sont realisees.
to be in tune with the brilliant intuitions of A ce stade de la recherche, il semble que I'on puisse
several great figures of the past. Freud (1926) envisager la possibilite de detecter deja in utero les premiers
traits du caractere. On donne deux exemples pour illustrer
thought that, 'There is much more continuity cette these.
between intra-uterine life and earliest infancy
than the impressive caesura of the act of birth Dieser Aufsatz beschreibt ein Forschungsprojekt tiber die
would have us believe ... ' (p. 138). Melanie Ausdehnung der Baby Beobachtung auf das vorgeburtliche
Leben mit Hilfe von Ultraschall.
Klein always maintained that children were born Es werden zuerst Erliiuterungen zur Technik des
with a character and that mental life was already Ultraschalls gegeben und es wird die Bereicherung unseres
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Wissens uber das vorgeburtliche Leben beschrieben, die mit Este articulo describe una investigacion llevada a cabo
seiner Hilfe zustandegekornmen ist. Danach wird das consistente en la extension de las observaciones infantiles a la
Forschungsprojekt beschrieben: mit del' vierzehnten bis vida prenatal, mediante la ayuda de ecografias.
achtzehnten Schwanyerschaftswoche beginnend. werden Se habla en primer lugar de la tecnica de la ecografia, y de
funf bis sechs, jeweils eine Stunde andauernde ultrasono- los avances que esta ha producido en nuestro conocimiento
graphische Beobachtungen angestellt, die in monatlichen de la vida prenatal. A continuacion se describe la
Intervallen und bis zum Ende der Schwangerschaft investigacion en si, que consiste en 5 0 6 observaciones
ausgcfirhrt werden. Wah rend dieser Beobachtungen wird das ultrasonograficas a intervalos de un mes, de I hora de
Verhalten des Fetus beobachtet, wobei jedesmal auch das duracion a partir de las semanas 14 ala 18 del embarazo y
Verhalten del' Mutter berucksichtigt wird. Nach del' Geburt hasta el final del mismo. En elias se observa la conducta del
werden Mutter und Kind dann zu Hause, nach der von Frau feto y se toma nota asimismo de la conducta de la madre.
Bick beschriebenen Methode, weiterbeobachtet. Despues del parto se prosiguen las observaciones de madre y
Bis jetzt scheinen die Untersuchungsergebnisse auf die bebe en el hogar, segun el modelo ideado por Bick.
Moglichkeit zu deuten, fruhe Anzeichen von Charak- Los resultados de la investigacion hasta el momenta
termerkmalen bereits im Uterus identifizieren zu konnen, presente parecen apuntar a la posibilidad de detectar rasgos
Abschliebend werden zwei Beispiele angcfiihrt. urn diese de caracter ya en el utero. Para ilustrar la hipotesis se aportan
These zu belegen. dos ejemplos.

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